#so I had to do it again

[peachssodapop]

in the dark I found my sight And there your name was written large in letters bright! There my faith was! "Worry not!" declared the night

#tloz #loz #legend of zelda #totk #totk spoilers #zelink #tears of the kingdom #my art #this reminded me why I do a lot of black and white comics dkfgjsdfg #I would still not be finished if I didn't stay up all night to try to fix my sleep schedule only to fall asleep at like 6 am #so I had to do it again

[public-trans-it]

If you had asked me at any point in my life prior to like 6 months ago: "Hey, Ceetee, are you the type of guy to go get drinks with coworkers after your shift ends?" I would have told you: "There is nothing I could imagine wanting less, and also stop misgendering me."

Anyway it turns out I am, in fact, that kind of guy. I just needed the right coworkers.

#cannot even begin to stress how fun it was to do shots while all the guys turned to me and shouted 'TAKE IT OFF! TAKE IT OFF!' #only for all the girls to come back afterwards #extremely upset that they missed me doing it #so i had to do it again #(the thing i was taking off was my hat) #i wear it at all times at work #along with a mask #so none of my coworkers actually know what i look like #anyway now the entire radiology department knows i have dyed hair with a side shave

[butterflies-and-bumble-bees]

All of the pink themed questions :)

blush— are you single, taken, crushing, or not interested? or is it complicated?

Single and not looking

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ballet slipper— with only one word, describe how you feel at this moment

tired

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rose quartz— what’s your love language (romantic or platonic)?

I love giving people little random gifts, and spending quality time with them

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watermelon— have you ever had to reject anyone romantically? how did it go?

nope -

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fuchsia— describe your personality in three words!

Artistic🎨, Kind🦋, and Ambiverted 🎭

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rose— do you believe in soulmates? why or why not?

I believe that some people are better suited for each other persoality wise, and some people are not. That if you are of a certain personality which "gells" well with your own you and that person will be able to form connections very quickly.

I don't believe that there is one person in all of humanity destined for another and that if either of them messes up in finding each other that it's like they got the bad end. or that people should split from their spouses because they "married the wrong person and found the right one"

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coral— what’s something you’re passionate about?

Saving babies from murder disguised as healthcare is pretty big on my list, along with helping mothers through the struggles of caring for a child, should they need support.

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carnation— how important are “looks” to you in a relationship?

I feel like at least somewhat

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blossom— would you get a tattoo? if so, what would it be of?

I might get a religious one at some point. Something like JMJ, a stylized crucifix, or a simple Immaculate or Sacred Heart

I feel like there's something to being so devoted to something that you would mark yourself as it's member so permanently, as well as bearing the mark as a constant reminder of your love.

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salmon— would you prefer a partner who is an introvert or an extrovert? why?

I don't know – I haven't dated enough to really know

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pastel pink— do you prefer to dress up and go out or stay in and relax?

I like doing both, depending on the occasion

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bubblegum— how do you feel about your love life right now? are you happy with it?

I would rather be single (as i am) than have to deal with trying to start dating so im good

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champagne— what’s your favorite form of physical affection, if any at all?

Sitting next to each other, sharing food, holding hands under table at dinner, watching a movie under the same blanket, hello hugs, goodbye hugs, touching hands when you both try to grab something at the same time.

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hibiscus— what’s your favorite pet name, if any? why?

My dad always called me pumpkin 🎃

I blame him for my pumpkin spice addiction

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hot pink— what’s your favorite relationship trope?

Fake Dating and/or Arranged Marriage

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flamingo— would you say you’re clingy in relationships and friendships?

Depends on Ur definition of clingy, by some people's standards I probably am.

I still text memes to my friends who are away at college at least once a week, even if they don't reply between them.

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cherry pink— when it comes to loved ones, are you openly affectionate or are you more reserved?

Openly affectionate

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peach syrup— have you ever had an internet crush on a mutual on this app or another app?

i have friend crushes on all the moots I don't talk to

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pink magnolia— would you say that you develop crushes quickly?

not really???

I get hyperfixated on various media with reckless abandon tho, does that count?

#i did 90% of them and then the post glitched #and i lost it all #so i had to do it again #which was really annoying because by then i had already decided to COMMIT to the presentation like the super villain i am #have fun building a psychological profile with this

[astral-from-afar]

I fucked up the library thing

#astral writes #I reserved my holiday reading books #it expired by the time I got there #so I had to do it again #this time I reserved it to my local library #not the one at the high street #I should collect it hopefully by Friday #i am shit

[legionofpotatoes]

Lead them to paradise.

#dune #had to do some math for this! #dune part two #dune 2 #paul atreides #jessica atreides #arrakis #my art #legionofpotatoes #sorry for this again wanted to big brain the presentation so i tried a Thing #feel like it stitches together fairly well

[an--artistic--autistic]

i am unreasonably proud and excited about this

#disability #chronic pain #mobility aid #i am officially running a thing to make my university accessible #i am so ready to fight people over it and I've recruited a bunch of people #we may or may not end up in our local news too #im done with this shit #literally on Friday had to walk around the building bc the elevator broke again and i couldn't do stairs #should take 30 seconds instead took like 10 minutes

[lazylittledragon]

if i had a nickel for every au spawned from twitter that i SWORE i was going to be normal about

#i'd have like. five. which isn't a lot but IT KEEPS HAPPENING #stranger things #platonic stobin #steddie #steve harrington #robin buckley #eddie munson #here we go again boys #i've had this floating in my head for a Minute and i was like #nah i'm not gonna do it #maybe i'll anonymously write a fic #but no we're mombin posting on main #i think on twt we agreed it's a 'what's the worst that could happen' situation #platonic co parents can be so so so personal #also i have One more stobin wip and then bg3 again i swear #when i have a baby i Will be putting my giant black wings on beforehand #they have to know what kind of family they're coming into #cw pregnancy

[druid-for-hire]

[images ID: three images of a comic titled "one must imagine sisyphus happy" by druid-for-hire. it is a visual narrative beginning with someone with wrist pain (depicted by bright orange nerves) working at a drafting table. the reader is shown the same wrist as the person uses it for many everyday tasks such as carrying a grocery basket, pushing elevator buttons, typing, and doing dishes, until the pain dissolves all the panels into chaos. the person then performs several physical therapy exercises until the pain subsides. they sit back down at a desk with their laptop, sigh, and begin typing. a small spark of pain reappears. end id]

a fun little piece i made during the semester and submitted into our school comic anthology! (which you can buy at the Static Fish table at MoCCAFest in NYC ;] ). it's about artists and injury

#comic art #comics #original comic #chronic pain #carpal tunnel #tendonitis #my art #original #edit: what a delightful surprise to see this take off #this was made for class on very low fuel and very few thoughts and late at night and exhausted #the prompt was just a wordless narrative essay. three pages. and i had nothing and no ideas #and my head hurt and i was too tired to think about doing any of the like. research and mind mapping and ideating i'd do otherwise #but my arm hurt #so i decided to do a thing about arm hurty #i'm surprised to see so many people finding it resonating with them #but then again i shouldn't be. the universal lies in the specific #i should make more things about smaller stuff

[hansoeii]

It's about who.

#like hozier said: #if someone asked me at the end I'd tell them “put me back in it” #darling I would do it again if I could hold you for a minute #darling I'd go through it again #I would still be surprised I could find you darling #in any life #hozier wrote francesca for lokius #I have unintentional manifestation skills apparently so I had to put them to use before the finale drops #needed lokius nation to get a kiss no matter what #why was the hardest part about this piece drawing the spaghettification #almost gave up on it because of it #loki #loki series #loki season 2 #lokius #lokius fanart #loki fanart #loki mobius #mobius loki #loki laufeyson #my art #digital art #fanart #illustration

[spoopdeedoop]

WYD WHEN MY GANG PULL UP !!!

#mlp #my art #sorry mlp jumpscare 😭😭 took a quick break for a bit to do some mlp redesigns bc theyre fun and i was sad #my little pony #mlpfim #my little pony: friendship is magic #mlp redesign #mlp fanart #idk if tumblr likes this kinda stuff its more of a twt thing but sjfhdbf #we ball #twilight sparkle #twilight sparkle fanart #rarity #rarity fanart #rainbow dash #rainbow dash fanart #fluttershy #fluttershy fanart #applejack #applejack fanart #pinkie pie #pinkie pie fanart #i havent actually watched the show in a billion years everyone else was just doing it and it looked like the best thing ever #AND IT WAS. i had a blast #might do celestia n luna if im feeling up to it but probably not rgrjsbfgjsnv we’ll see #SORRY THE formatting feels so uneven but whateva #again. we ball

[bigfatbreak]

Birds of a Feather previous / next

#my art #feralnette au #birds of a feather #long tags #sorry I went apeshit in the tags #LETS SAY IT ALL TOGETHER NOW #I - M - A - G - OOOOOOOOO #its fun drawing marinette's back to Alya and having her appear stout and unstoppable and totally logical #and then you see her face and she's like two seconds from completely snapping and is keeping it together by a thread #as a note just because mari feels very certainly abt smth doesnt mean she's right. feelings can be valid and also irrational #in the throes of grief she decided it was better to be alone than to lose someone again so she started pulling away #and lila made pulling away very very very easy to do #shes also vaguely aware she's being unfair in pinning this on alya which is why she started spinning the drain on cockmoth again #legitimately all the shit that's happened to her wouldn't have been so catastrophic if he was never in the picture and she knows it #but the bitterness of her bestie choosing a fantastic liar over her at the worst of times stiiiiiings #alya's personal timing was bad but lila really took advantage of the fact that marinette had been acting off and weird #she basically clocked marinette as being unstable from SOMETHING and made up a lie about her #knowing she wouldn't have the strength to defend herself #between her social life going tachy bc of lila and losing fu in a way that felt like personhood death marinette was really put on the spot #and alya doing her thing of busting in there and assuming her bias is correct was a terrible combo #essentially marinette is highly unstable and alya is just realizing that #busting in and giving her a lecture when she's slightly hysterical and definitely delirious from exhaustion is NOT the way #to show her she's self sabotaging #cuz thats just gonna make her double down on self sabotaging. bc marinette will not accept that she is also a CHIIIIILD

[contactlessdrivethru]

just finished opla mood

#oh followers. i really truly really loved it #i was worried with the first episode but wow it truly got great #episodes 6 and 7 made me cry so much #imo. the most important thing about adaptation is to make the audience fall in love again #with the story and the characters #and oh followers did it do that in spades #they are SO dear to me #i love them profoundly #truly. truly i had a great time #opla #one piece #one piece live action #monkey d luffy #roronoa zoro #cat burglar nami #black leg sanji #vinsmoke sanji #usopp #straw hat pirates #straw hats #mugiwara #mugiwara no ichimi

[patrickztump]

got an ipad so i had to draw my son in his many positions of rest

#patches #domestic shorthair #digital art #things i make #catblr #i got an ipad last year but took it back because my wacom had started working #well between then and recently the wacom has made decisions to do all but work #making it where i would have to go deep into the guts of my computer to delete every associated file and reinstall the driver #just to get it to work. happened multiple times and support was like ‘weird. just use this old update indefinitely’ so like. that isnt ideal #so i got an ipad (again)

[inkskinned]

the thing is there's like, a point of oversaturation for everything, and it's why so many things get dropped after a few minutes. and we act like millennials or gen z kids "have short attention spans" but... that's not quite it. it's more like - we did like it. you just ruined it.

capitalism sees product A having moderate success, and then everything has to come out with their "own version" of product A (which is often exactly the same). and they dump extreme amounts of money and environmental waste into each horrible simulacrum they trot out each season.

now it's not just tiktokkers making videos; it's that instagram and even fucking tumblr both think you want live feeds and video-first programming. and it helps them, because videos are easier to sneak native ads into. the books coming out all have to have 78 buzzwords in them for SEO, or otherwise they don't get published. they are making a live-action remake of moana. i haven't googled it, but there's probably another marvel or starwars something coming out, no matter when you're reading this post.

and we are like "hi, this clone of project A completely misses the point of the original. it is soulless and colorless and miserable." and the company nods and says "yes totally. here is a different clone, but special." and we look at clone 2 and we say "nope, this one is still flat and bad, y'all" and they're like "no, totally, we hear you," and then they make another clone but this time it's, like, a joyless prequel. and by the time they've successfully rolled out "clone 89", the market is incredibly oversaturated, and the consumer is blamed because the company isn't turning a profit.

and like - take even something digital like the tumblr "live streaming" function i just mentioned. that has to take up server space and some amount of carbon footprint; just so this brokenass blue hellsite can roll out a feature that literally none of its userbase actually wants. the thing that's the kicker here: even something that doesn't have a physical production plant still impacts the environment.

and it all just feels like it's rolling out of control because like, you watch companies pour hundreds of thousands of dollars into a remake of a remake of something nobody wants anymore and you're like, not able to afford eggs anymore. and you tell the company that really what you want is a good story about survival and they say "okay so you mean a YA white protagonist has some kind of 'spicy' love triangle" and you're like - hey man i think you're misunderstanding the point of storytelling but they've already printed 76 versions of "city of blood and magic" and "queen of diamond rule" and spent literally millions of dollars on the movie "Candy Crush Killer: Coming to Eat You".

it's like being stuck in a room with a clown that keeps telling the same joke over and over but it's worse every time. and that would be fine but he keeps fucking charging you 6.99. and you keep being like "no, i know it made me laugh the first time, but that's because it was different and new" and the clown is just aggressively sitting there saying "well! plenty of people like my jokes! the reason you're bored of this is because maybe there's something wrong with you!"

#this was much longer i had to cut it down for legibility #but i do want to say i am aware this post doesnt touch on human rights violations as a result of fast fashion #that is because it deserves its own post with a completely different tone #i am an environmental educator #so that's what i know the most about. it wouldn't be appropriate of me to mention off-hand the real and legitimate suffering #that people are going through #without doing my research and providing real ways to help #this is a vent post about a thing i'm watching happen; not a call to action. it would be INCREDIBLY demeaning #to all those affected by the fast fashion industry to pretend that a post like this could speak to their suffering #unfortunately one of the horrible things about latestage capitalism as an activist is that SO many things are linked to this #and i WANT to talk about all of them but it would be a book in its own right. in fact there ARE books about each level of this #and i encourage you to seek them out and read them!!! i am not an expert on that i am just a person on tumblr doing my favorite activity #(complaining) #and it's like - this is the individual versus the industry problem again right because im blaming myself #for being an expert on environmental disaster (which is fucking important) but not knowing EVERYTHING about fast fashion #i'm blaming myself for not covering the many layers of this incredibly complicated problem im pointing out #rather than being like. yeah so actually the fault here lies with the billion dollar industries actually. #my failure to be able to condense an incredibly immense problem that is BOOK-LENGTH into a single text post that i post for free #is not in ANY fucking way the same amount of harm as. you know. the ACTUAL COMPANIES doing this ACTUAL THING for ACTUAL MONEY. #anyway im gonna go donate money while i'm thinking about it. maybe you can too. we can both just agree - well i fuckin tried didn't i #which is more than their CEOs can say

[zahnffxiv]

🎈🎈🎈🎈

#ffxiv #hrothgar #i rearranged the fc yard to take this #i put everything back and then looked at the first few takes and wasn't happy with them #so i had to do it again #i'm inconsistent with how i mention it's my birthday so i think this was the first time i gposed for it

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

The musical episode.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #jin guangyao #nie mingjue #Remember jin guangyao: If you do any treachery you will face the wrath of five horses. #When are the horses going to come into play? You'll see. #s2.ep8 had beautiful music... I listened to it on loop while drawing! #Good music to chill out to before you fly into a rage. #This episode really cements how JGY's mind works - It is a matter of long-term outcomes at the sake of nearly everything else. #Morals do not matter to him if the outcome is more favourable. #and at the center of it all - he has learned that the only person he can truly trust is himself. #In turn - the only person his actions benefit are himself. #He will do anything and everything it takes to reach a position of power - not just for the power. But because it means safety. #Because it was something he was denied and the idea of not having control in his life again is unforgivable. #'Happiness' isn't a goal. We are looking at someone still stuck at the bottom of Maslow's hierarchy of needs. #Everything and everyone is a piece in a game. Bonds and friendships are assets. People are dispensable. #He wants to climb for the sake of climbing. He wants praise and recognition because he feels it is deserved. It's all so hollow. #We could go deeper into his psyche on this. #But these are also tags under a comic in which 'evil penis music' is the punchline.