#smn tag

[enigmasandepiphanies]

why are you like this

if I knew it would have made things a lot easier for you and me, buddy

#asks #replies #eni answers #smn tag #me tag #sigh

[thewickerking]

ok ok dni if you:

dont filter any tags, are born in the first 10 days of the month, like the texture of eggs, have never cried at movies, hate public buses, grew up with both your parents, like bananas, your name starts with s, live in est, are skinny AND white, call people "criminals", actively watch/keep up with jerma, have an organized room, dislike the smell of sandalwood, comment on what other people eat, arent in love with your best friend, say "guys gals and nonbinary pals" + variants unironically, are considering buying tumblr merch, are an only child, arent/havent been poor, dont talk to yourself, or hate any color. any of them theyre all good (hating specific shades is fine everyone has some)

POST CANCELLED

EVERYONE GO BUY ESMAES BOOK‼️‼️

#whew ok thats all i can think of for now probably. mighr make another if the trend lasts #dni post #idk what to tag lmk if i missed a trigger or smn #.ares

[asteraws]

i watched madoka the other day and ryuseitai as magical boys came to me in a Vision

#ryuseitai #enstars #morisawa chiaki #nagumo tetora #takamine midori #sengoku shinobu #shinkai kanata #fuck i didnt wanna tag everyone but lmao #ensemble stars #my art #ok but i had so much fun designing cute dresses and stuff I HAVENT DRAWN STUFF LIKE THIS IN A WHILE.... THE INDULGENCE #i think midoris is my favorite idk smn abt the dress shape just clicks w him so well imo???

[qarameiio]

a fun little before and after thing -- i always paint in greyscale before i do things in colour so that i dont get distracted by colours ifyk what i mean

#in case anyone asks: i use overlay layers to add colour! #its definitely a skill u have to hone LOL #i should have some kinda tutorials tag or smn... #qarameiio tutorials #????? #im like nikkietutorials but lame

[aletherancaspar]

75% through Dark Rise and i’m pretty sure i spoiled the Big ending plot twist to myself because i just haaaad to search for “kiss” orz (i had to know how much romance to expect… and yes it cost everything)… anyway, quick Dark King bae because i love his description with the white crown. idk how accurate this is in terms of everything since most descriptions in Dark Rise are pretty vague, so i just went with whatever looked sexy

#dark rise #dark king #sarcean #should i tag That? 👀👀👀 nah. iukuk #cs pacat #my art #mild spoilers/hints in the tags: #OKAY FIRST OFF HOW LONG IS THE STEWARDS’ HAIR???? #don’t @ me but i feel like CSP has been reading danmei. the evidence is the long hair on the men #yeah danmei didn’t invent long hair on men but anyone into BL who’s developed an interest in long haired men. it’s sussy #also; we’ve all seen the preorder incentive trading cards right?? when i saw Violet i ofc noticed her skin colour #and i was like ‘awww wouldn’t it be fun if she was indian?’ BUT SHE IS HALF INDIAN? third eye moment fr #well her dad lived in Kolkata so she’s likely Bengali. but i can pretend…………… #i MEAN. just because her dad lived in Kolkata doesn’t mean that her mom would necessarily be from there. maybe she liked to travel? 🤷‍♀️ #i’ve pretty much devoured DR (read 75% in what? 7 hours? and then forcefully stopped myself so i can wait for my hardback to arrive in 3wks) #BUT i do have one problem. it’s not nearly as angsty as i would’ve liked 😭😭😭😭 MAKE THEM SUFFER CSP #so far there’s only been 2 moments that briefly made me (ノ_＜) #it’s basically been fun & happy otherwise (i have high standards for angst) #BUT SERIOUSLY. torture them a little 😩😩😩 steal everything away from smn (i care about ahem) 😩😩😩😩 #hopefully the angst picks up. i NEED to see James or Will broken into little bits and pieces #:D

[bakugouisabitch]

“Let your anger reach out and touch me...”

#yami malik #yami marik #yugioh #yu gi oh #yugioh dm #ygo duel monsters #ygo dm #anime #malik ishtar #marik ishtar #marik #tags for visibility #decided to gif this hot maddafacka #i have many more of him in store if smn cares to see them ?? 👀 #ygo #my post #my gifs #*

[yoohankimsupremacy]

Joongdok fanfic idea!

I'm not talented enough to write, but we need a "Green Apple Paradise" but it's Joongdok au. Wherein it's the first-years welcoming party at university, and Joonghyuk sees his crush from high school, Kim Dokja. Kim Dokja whines to Jung Heewon about wanting to eat ice cream. Drunk Yoo Joonghyuk, who overhears this from another table, gets up and goes out with Han Sooyoung accompanying him (also laughing her ass off because wtf is her best friend doing?) He suddenly buys all the ice creams with different flavors from a nearby convenience store (in which Han Sooyoung tries to stop him from emptying his wallet again and also because he tried to get her money as well). He comes back and proceeds to shove all the ice cream he bought on the table where Kim Dokja was and leaves.

#orv #omniscient reader #i need dis to happen guys #tag me if smn made one huhu #yoo joonghyuk #kim dokja #i think drunk yoo joonghyuk would be rlly cute #i would sell my soul if smn made a fanfic

[ichorrot]

funny

#should i reblog this to wcof #bc its based on smn from the discord #whatever who care #hollyleaf #jayfeather #lionblaze #warrior cats #wc #fanart #art #digital art #artists on tumblr #cat art #fandom tag #alt text #this one was kinda hard 2 do alt text for bc like #i wasnt sure if i should do alt text in the order the cats appear (holly-jay-lion) or the way the dialogue is meant to be read #(holly-lion-jay)

[warriorcatsofficialfacts]

Putting in my piece bc everything about the warriors ableism makes me angry because.

Warriors fandom, my fucking God, you cannot ignore mental illness, disabilities, etc misrepresentation with the warrior cats ableism push. Because there is so much of it in the fandom its incredible. Don't fucking demonized or infantilize disabilities in general. Please.

Anyways i headcanon Firestar and Squirrelflight with PTSD due to their extensive trauma starting from a very young age. I think Dovewing and Ivypool have adhd. Jayfeather has anxiety and Alderheart has SVT(Supraventricular Tachycardia).

good ask

#i feel like i should tag this as smn but idk what

[ain]

im watching hannibal and it's just hilarious how they have the most god-awful psychotherapist also be the most pretentious fkfjd also will fully derealising and visibly going insane and people going "do you think he's mentally ill ? idk he seems fine :/"

#no it's a good series and ik im supposed to take it seriously but it's just so funny 2 me #like . the fact that will *exists* and ppl are like He's Probably A Murder and hannibals patients all end up dead and ppl think thats just a #coincidence he seems smart idk :) he probably wouldnt kill smn :) . like hes out here talking abt slaughtering things every dinner party 💀 #ALSO IM SORRY BUT LIKE . ok it would be slightly more excusable if they were just psychologists and not therapists but literally i have yet #to see 1 (one) single competent psychotherapist in this whole series 💀 why do they all have superiority complexes . what makes them think #traumatizing patients is gonna help then heal djdj like even dr bloom is weird abt out although shes not as bad as others ig #hannibalposting #i may rant abt hannibal sometimes so block that tag if you dont wanna see it! if i say smth spoilery ill probably preface the sentence w it #hannibal

[bitterren]

On the topic of story writing itself: can we just appreciate how well dsmp takes actual irl caused situations and weaves them into the story?

From the smallest things like Techno not streaming so barely shows up on the smp? oh thats him in his hibernation

To things like people being accidently or out of lack of communication excluded or uninformed turned people reacting in character; those who were often talked over didn't go and complain about it, they took that as story and developed how their character acted because of it:

Jack getting tired and vengeful in character of all of the pranks that, most probably, actual Tommy pulled, Niki and Ranboo at the time of preDoomsday being the ones to speak the loudest and to take the most eyes

Now with the smp being much much slower for a while, when we picked up Ranboo and Tubbo's povs? nothing has been happening for a while so they input it into their characters, Tubbo feeling like now especially he had no purpose anymore, and even Ranboo, who's literal moto was, essentially, "don't get involved", expresses the frustration of just sitting at home and achieving absolutely nothing, and was eager to help whoever offered tbh.

Irl reasons taken and transformed to fit the story and therefore often being the driving force behind a lot of characters' developments. Mwah.

#dream smp #writer brain go omg #ranboo #tubbo #nihachu #jack manifold #tagging them cause those are the most impactful unless smn reminds me of smth else lol

[dantelionwishes]

Imagine if BNHA fantasy AU the fandom made but for Class 1-X and 1-Y, but it’s all just a fanfic written by Makoto

HOLY SH--

#IM GONNA SPOIL SMN A LITTLE BIT IN THE TAGS. #FANTASY AU IS ONE OF THE EVENTS #BUT IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE FOR THE SCHOOL FESTIVAL ARC WHICH IS MILES AWAY #BUT THE FANFIC BY MAKOTO IS RLY MAKIN ME LAUGH SHE WOULD TOTALLY DO THAT SJJEJEJDKEJJDKKSKS #IM STILL GONNA WAIT FOR THE SCHOOL FESTIVAL EVENT THO ESP SINCE FANTASY COSTUMES ARE HARD TO DRAW AND PLAN OUT....... #BUT YOU GOT ME TO SPOIL A BIT OF THE EVENTS THERE PAL U GOT ME........... #THIS IS SO FUNNY #whats gonna happen for the school festival is that makoto had already written a class xy fanfic and they end up using it as a script HAHSHWJ #captainbaeremy #i ansr

[necra-loid]

I don't have any proper screenshots rn but LOOK how cute my healer glam is

#judt got sch/smn to 90 last night...just need tank ans crafter now and ive got me crown back #jam.txt #im not putting this in the main tag but i AM editing the tag in so it blacklists #ffxiv

[lord-shitbox]

have been doing some self reflecting on my avoidant personality disorder traits so I feel like rambling somewhere. not diagnosed but I've been told I have traits by a professional and struggled with them for at least a few years

(idk how to add cut on mobile soz)

My experience with it involves projecting my own self hate or negative beliefs about myself onto everyone else. Because I feel like I am insufficient I assume everyone around me believes I am insufficient, and am on guard for anything someone might say or do that affirms this. Because I have strong negative reactions, the smallest action that i believe indicates that I am unwanted, bad at things, etc. will severely impact me, at which point I emotionally shut down and withdraw; if I am not involved in the situation anymore, I will not be hurt. The mortifying ordeal of being known is necessary to reach the gratifying experience of being loved but when it feels like every little step I take is hounded by negative feedback and I am deeply hurt, the prospective experience of being loved is nowhere near as promising as the simple comfort of isolation. When things get especially bad I can't imagine that I won't receive negative feedback and am convinced pain is all that awaits me, so I refuse to engage, at which point the negative impact on my life becomes visible externally. At one really low point when my relationships with my friends were not as good as they are now I took any indication that they disdained or hated a certain aspect of myself (being trans, tbh, bc negative experiences with other ppl in relation to this hurts me especially badly) I had recurringly-themed nightmares from the stress.

The way I've started coping with this is working on being able to believe other people genuinely care for me and learning to genuinely care for myself. Interacting with others in a relatively "safe" way where I try to leave no opportunities for a person to give me negative feedback that I will then take to mean that my innate belief that everyone else hates me like in some part of my heart I hate myself; not sending messages that I think might be hard to reply to, not being overly personal or vulnerable, etc until I can start trusting that person to not hurt me. With a positive relationship and other people caring about me I realized I wasn't all bad and could start to care for myself, but for many people it's the opposite & u have to realize that you are not innately horrible and are capable of being loved before you can feel like anyone really means it.

When I'm not preoccupied with negative beliefs about myself being reflected in every other person I see, I can express myself more fully and live more happily. Of course I still need time to myself and negative comments and experiences can send me sliding back into believing everyone else hates me but by not viewing myself as horribly shameful no matter what, I can be happy with the people I care about.

#avpd #avoidant personality disorder #mental illness #ramblings #coping #disorder feels #sprry i drank a coffee so i feel really rambly and i finished neon genesis the other day #honestly it fucking helped me realize some of this #personality disorders #avpd b like i think i fucking suck so everyone else must to and i need to avoid them so this doesnt cause me pain. and honestly yeah #im not entirely sure how i climbed out of self hate myself but other people liked me! they thoufht i was funny! i hsve hobbies i enjoy #the bus driver says have a good day to me every day. you know? love is everyone. or smn. lol #sorry for lowkey shinji kinningb /ironic maybe on main but thst show did help me good...... #serious stuff tag

[trickerycleric]

ffxiv maint...im going to miss her

#she isnt a sch or smn. she is just reading book.' #seb.jpeg #michko tag