#shes actually a bit shy and socially awkward. complete opposite of her outgoing kid

[wiihtigo]

i want to know everything about spider

spiderrr my lovely amy

ehhh umm ehhhuuummm

well heres her for anyone who didnt know- spider is caseys mama ^_^

well lets seee she grew up on a reserve and was raised by her dad alone since her mom died when she was pretty young. shes an only child. she was a good kid. a normal kid. her parents treated her well but her dad was and is a very very quiet gruff sort of guy. emotionally distant. (like every father ever just kidding just kidding just ki) so he didnt know how to support her or comfort her when she was grieving her mother and showing signs of crazy suicidal depression. he loves her dearly, but he doesnt know how to communicate that or connect with her or show her that he cares (sound familiar yet)

when she got pregnant they got into a huge fight over it and she left home to move to the city to start working to support herself, by herself

she'd always wanted to move to the city eventually anyways because she'd need to be in a city to go to college and get a job that wasnt the local gas station or supermarket

but college wasnt on the table because she needed to work fulltime to support herself and a bebe. (resentment meter towards this creature that came out of her growing)

eventually she and her dad start talking again though, after caseys maybe a year or 2 old. and then its like My dad and the grandchild he didnt want. (hes on the ground playing with her) he loves this thing. he would help out with casey sometimes when he'd come into town when she was a baby but its a bit of a trip to get there for him and the trips out are more infrequent by the time caseys old enough to start forming attachments to relatives that arent her mom, so by the time shes an adult its just yearly happy birthday and merry christmas texts from grandpa for her

ermm ermm ummm aacckk WELL i actualy have a little google document i wrote a while ago (its not long) abt when casey moved out from spiders perspective bcuz i wanted to test dialogue between them (even though it ended up caseys not even there for very long) if youre interested in spider... you can read it here if you want. sharing anything ive written so publicly fills me with deadly toxins if you thinkg "wow this sucks"YOU DOTN HAVE TO TELL ME THAT

#asks #what else do i say about spider...shes an alcoholic.. you cant see it very well on the drawing but she has a tattoo of a spider web on her #inner ankle #she loves casey. shes proud of her. she thinks shes stupid for trying the same thing she did in her youth. hates her a little. no she doesn #shes actually a bit shy and socially awkward. complete opposite of her outgoing kid

[hyunsuks-beanie]

Hi~! I was wondering if it’s alright to request a ship for stray kids please?

I’m 22 years old and I’m a Gemini. My pronouns are also she/her.

My personality changes depending on who I’m around, but with strangers I’m usually super shy, anxious and awkward. I have major social anxiety, so meeting new people freaks me out and it’s hard for me to make new friends. Once I’m comfortable around someone I’m the complete opposite! I’m much more talkative, bubbly, sarcastic, feisty, sassy, cuddly, outgoing, dorky, playful and a crackhead lol. My friends would describe me as being sweet and gentle, but with a ✨spicy✨ side. I’m not afraid to speak up when I feel it’s needed and it can get me into trouble sometimes. I’m also usually the oldest in friend groups, but I often get mistaken as being the youngest because of my youthful nature and looks. I love helping others out and making them smile. I’m more of an observer in social settings, I like to “scope” out my surroundings before I feel safe enough to converse with others. There are times I can be very sensitive, emotional, and insecure because I overthink EVERYTHING 🥲. So I definitely need lots of cuddles and reassurance. I’m good at reading others emotions and I can mirror them too, so I guess you can say I’m an empath. I can get annoyed and overwhelmed easily, but it doesn’t take long for me to get back to my normal bubbly and giggly self. SUPER forgetful and I often times space out. I have a bad habit of cursing when I’m frustrated and I self isolate when I’m feeling anxious and worried. I’m also a sleepy person, so no matter how much sleep I get I’m always tired.

I enjoy playful banter and teasing with my friends and partner. That’s how I show my love 😂. I also ADORE cuddles and hugs, but only from close friends and my partner. Being touched by someone I don’t know makes me feel anxious and can trigger a panic attack. I have really bad mood swings, so having someone more on the calmer side would help balance me out. My love languages are gifts, words of affirmation and physical touch.

I love animals and kids, but babies kinda make me anxious lol. I also have a pet cat named Jasper and he is my baby 🥺. I LOVE anything cute, soft, fluffy and cuddly such as pillows, blankets and stuffed animals. I enjoy taking naps, baths, watching trashy shows, drama, video games, makeup, musicals, shopping, making others laugh, tarot readings, traveling, nature, going on walks and drives, star gazing and cloud gazing, fashion and singing (but I’m way too shy to sing in front of others). I DESPISE spiders, crowds, loud noises, being yelled at, waking up early and confrontation even though I love drama LOL

Thank you so much and I hope you stay happy and healthy~! 🥺💜

Hi @ermbabyel!! So in SKZ, I really think Hanji would be the perfect fit for you. Like, I barely read the first few lines of your ask, and my mind was already screaming "Hanji Hanji Hanji lol. You say you're shy and anxious when meeting new people, right? He's like that too, but being teensy bit more extroverted will allow him to actually approach you instead of just watching from afar. And once the two open up to each other, I can legit sense the loudest and funniest duo come to life. He's big on hug and cuddles, so he'll always be able to show you his love, and I think he's pretty used to having love shown to him through banter bc Lee Know exists. So I really don't see him as being offended if you do get into a play fight with him, and on the contrary, he will play along. Having had suffered from anxiety, he appears to be the kind of person who will be able to understand what you're going through, and he will always be there to hug you better if you ever suffer from social anxiety or a panic attack.

I wouldn't really call him "calm," but he definitely is quite balanced, so I think he will be able to deal with your mood swings without losing his cool. He also seems like the type to really enjoy random couple activities or dates like going on walks or even just staying in watching TV. It's just, I think he's overall an amazing fit for you.

Hope you liked this, and I wish you the best of health and happiness as well💖

#ship game #han #han jisung

[holdingforgeneralhugs]

Hi~! I was wondering if it’s alright to request ships for Star Wars and GoT please? I’m a 22 year old woman and I’m bi. I have short brown hair, big green eyes, and my height is 5’4 or 164 cm and I have a pear shaped body type. I also wear glasses and I have a few piercings. And I’m a Gemini and an INFP.

I’m very shy, anxious, and awkward around strangers. I have major social anxiety, so meeting new people face to face freaks me out. It also takes a while for me to open up and trust others. But once I’m comfortable around someone, I’m the complete opposite. I’m more talkative, bubbly, sarcastic, feisty, cuddly, outgoing, dorky, and a crackhead lol. There are times I can be super moody, insecure, sensitive, and emotional because I overthink EVERYTHING 🙃. I’m a true Gemini, my personality is literally split between two, the shy and sweet side and the sarcastic firecracker lol. I’m not afraid to speak up when I see through peoples bs lmao and I’ll stand up for others. My friends would describe me as the “innocent and cute friend who needs to be protected at all times”. In friend groups I’m usually the oldest, but I often get mistaken as the youngest because of my youthful nature and looks. I do get annoyed and mad easily because I also get overwhelmed and overstimulated pretty fast, but I don’t stay that way for long. My mood shifts pretty quickly, so I need someone who can keep up with my mood swings 😵‍💫.

I LOVE hugs and cuddles, but only to my friends and partner. Being touched by someone I barely know makes me feel anxious to the point I can have panic attacks. In social settings, I’d rather observe and process my surroundings, than to talk to random strangers lol. But there are times I can be very social too, but that rarely happens lmao. When I’m anxious I have a bad habit of cursing and spacing out.

I love animals and kids, but babies kinda make me anxious. I also ADORE anything cuddly, cute, soft, and fluffy like pillows, blankets, and stuffed animals. I enjoy taking naps, baths, watching trashy shows, drama, video games, makeup, musicals, shopping, making others laugh, tarot readings, traveling, going on walks and drives, nature, star gazing and cloud gazing, teasing others, and singing. I DESPISE spiders, crowds, loud noises, getting yelled at, mornings, and confrontation even though I love drama LOL.

Thank you so much and I hope you stay happy and healthy~! Also take as much time as you need~! 💜

Hello my dear💕 I haven't don't many ships for star wars (and this is actually my first GoT so how exciting!) So this is a fun one!

For Star Wars, I ship you with Rey Skywalker

It took a little while before you warmed to each other, you were both a little wary.

BUT, once you got a bit more comfortable it was all guns blazing.

You guys are so chatty, especially once you get started on a topic you're both super interested in.

Hyper af. You guys seem to have endless energy when you're with each other, and you're the life and soul of everything. Your friends always say that they party don't start till those two arrive.

You can both be quite stubborn and moody sometimes, you're both well able to keep up with each other.

But it never lasts long because the fiesty, sarcastic bickering quickly turns into teasing and then you're laughing and it's all forgotten.

Neither of you are very touchy-feely in general, but you're so affectionate with each other. So much cuddles and kisses when you're alone together.

Rey's a bit rubbish with social media and TV shows, so she loves when you tell her all about your favourites and show her your favourite things.

Star gazing is low-key your favourite chill-date, especially pointing out all the constellations. You love how her face lights up when she's looking up at the night sky.

Neither of you really like being stuck in large crowds so you tend to avoid things like that and observe from outside the chaos.

Two insane animal lovers. You guys are suckers for anything cute and fluffy.

For Game of Thrones, I ship you with Samwell Tarley

He's super respectful of the fact it takes you awhile to get comfortable with people. He doesn't push but he's always there with a smile.

He loves how chatty you are. You two can talk for hours and hours about all sorts.

When he finds out you love star gazing he pulls out every book he can find on constellations so he can impress you by pointing them all out and telling you the meanings of them.

He gives the BEST hugs.

He can also tell when you're starting to get anxious in a social setting so he makes excuses for you to get out of there because he needs to make sure you're OK.

Everyone underestimates you two and thinks they need to protect you, but honestly you're both totally capable of sticking up for yourselves and those you care about.

Whenever you feel insecure, he's always there to reassure you.

You absolutely have pets, you pair of animal lovers.

He's the kinda guy who'd win you a giant stuffed Teddy and act like it's no big deal.

Hope you like them dearest 💕

#star wars #game of thrones #ship requests #rey skywalker #sam tarly #ask response #ask request

[pepperoniwhirlwind]

~Honesty Hour~

     I was asked by @lovelynhiddenkittens to do all 150 questions in the Honesty Hour tag! 😮 Thank you, lovely and curious stranger~! 😆 But since that’s a lot for one post, I’ll break it up into chunks of 50 questions so it’s easier for all my blogging buddies to digest. 😊 Starting... now! 😝

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?      That would have to be Alex. He was warming my hand for me because it was ice cold. Though he doesn’t know that’s because I intentionally held my super cold drink for a really long time with that hand, then casually mentioned how cold my hand was so he’d try to warm it... >//> Introverts are sneaky flirts, what can I say? 😆😏

2. Are you outgoing or shy?      Shy, definitely. Though there are alters in the system much more outgoing than me.

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?      Tyler! 😄 I’ve been staying over at her apartment every weekend this past summer, and always enjoy our movie and gaming marathons. 😝

4. Are you easy to get along with?      I think so. I’m not very easily angered, a pacifist at heart, and a people-pleaser at my core. 😂 So it’s pretty hard not to get along with me.

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

     I don’t know, Alex is a sweetheart so he’d probably help, and Tyler cares but she doesn’t do bodily fluids. 😆 So, it depends. And considering I’ve never been drunk, and seem to have too high a tolerance to get drunk without having to rob a bank to fund the sheer volume of alcohol needed, I doubt this problem will ever arise. 👌

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

     Kind and funny people. 😊

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

     I have no idea, but I won’t rule it out. Alex has kinda been cute and flirty towards me lately, so maaaybe~? >//>

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

     Uh, well, the subject of the last question was Alex, so, him. 😆

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

     A wee bit, yes. 😅 I put up a good facade though, but being asexual, sex is kinda... bleeehhh~ for me. e~e

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

     That would have to be Tyler. :3 She’s my bestie from my ASL classes~ 💜 We have a looot in common, so we talk for hours at a time, in between movie and game marathons that is. 😆

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

     Context: I was spamming Tyler gifs of adorable animals earlier today.

     The Text: “Aaand now I gotta get ready for therapy, so this shall be the crowning gif of adorable goodness!”

     Followed by a gif of two golden retrievers fighting over a tennis ball, with a third retriever (being shoved into the frame by a fourth, offscreen, retriever) resting his head on the two dogs feuding over the aforementioned tennis ball. 💖

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

     This is rather hard... so I’ll just list the songs that I listen to on repeat a lot.

     1. “The Cure” by Lady Gaga

     2. “Insomnia” by IAMX

     3. “Middle of the Bed” by Lucy Rose

     4. “All the Rage” by Allie X

     5. “Wires” by The Neighbourhood

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

     Yes. No. Kinda? It depends... If I’ve just had a shower and my hair is clean, I love it. ^w^ But if it’s been a bit and my hair isn’t all that clean I just feel embarrassed if people touch my hair. e~e

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

     Ehhh... Depends which alter you ask really. Me, personally? Not so much. My family has always told me our family line is cursed to have bad luck, so if I believed in such things, I guess I’m doomed. 😂

15. What good thing happened this summer?

     I’ve started working on myself and my social life, strengthening friendships irl and online, or, at least attempting to. 😅 Sometimes I’m just bad at not isolating. But this past summer I’ve been spending basically every weekend at my friend Tyler’s apartment and hanging out with her core group of friends. It’s been a nice break from the chaos of the school semester. 😊

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

     Well, considering she’s on the other side of the country back in my home state, probably not. She was a lovely first kiss, but I’ll leave it at that. 🤭

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

     With how many planets there are in the galaxy; the universe? Not to mention how many planets within The Goldilocks Zone that share a similar atmosphere to earth within the observable universe alone... How could I not think other life exists? At the very least, in some kind of bacterial form, though, I dare to dream a little bigger. ✨

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

     Well, I’ve never really had a crush, per se, though plenty of squishes. :3 But my first squish did not turn out well, so, no. :c

19. Do you like bubble baths?

     Yes, especially if I go all out and light candles and play music on my phone. 🕯️🎶😌 However, I don’t do that very often. I take showers mostly.

20. Do you like your neighbors?

     Yeah, they’re chill people. The neighbors with the overly-territorial pitbull that kept us prisoner in our car for hours and broke into our fenced-in backyard to take massive doggie dumps out of sheer hatred for us moved away because their dog kept terrorizing the neighbourhood and was going to get put down if it didn’t stop breaking out to chase children on trikes and joggers onto rooftops. So, the neighbors we have now are awesome! 😆

21. What are your bad habits?

     Sometimes I’m too honest and don’t know when to stop talking, other times I’m so socially anxious I might as well be a feature of the wall at parties. 😂 I also have trichotillomania, a compulsive disorder related to OCD, in which I get really strong urges to pull out my hair sometimes, so definitely a bad habit... Just talking about it kinda... ehhhh... moving on. e~e

22. Where would you like to travel?

     A lot of places. Though Scotland is at the top of my list. Scotland is a huge part of my family’s heritage, and some of my family still lives there. So I would love to visit and spend some time in nature there~  💕

23. Do you have trust issues?

     Yes.

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

     Well, anytime I get to de-stress is nice. I know wiping down my face with a face wipe always feels nice and refreshing after a day out running errands and attending classes. It’s the little things that are the most help~ 😊

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

     All of it. If I could edit my body, that would be nice.

26. What do you do when you wake up?

     Hit snooze on the alarm a couple times, get up, walk to the bathroom... you can imagine the rest.

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

     Nope, I’m quite happy with my vampire pale skin, and even my dirty blonde, curly lion’s mane of hair, and my blue eyes ain’t so bad either. I’m not completely hideous, just 97% hideous. 👌😂

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

     Myself. My alters. Tyler. Alex. My Tumblr fam~ 💞

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

     No, because I usually cut them out of my life after they break my heart. Some have tried to stay friends with me or become friends with me again years later, but... no. I don’t need backstabbers in my life.

30. Do you ever want to get married?

     Maybe, someday. When the time is right, I’ll know, until then, I’ll enjoy my singledom~ :3

31. Is your hair long enough for a ponytail?

     Yes, it’s in a ponytail right now actually. 😆

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

     NONE.

33. Spell your name with your chin.

     gtlo nhy (Oh gawd... What a name. 😂)

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

     Mi-Suk used to play on tennis and basketball teams, but our spine is a little too deteriorated nowadays to attempt such things.

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

     Without TV, hands down. I’d die without music. I bleed music.

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

     Yep. I had a bit of a squish on this kid named Travis in elementary school and never told him. My frenemy told him I had a crush on him, and he never talked to me after that. 😭

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

     I either make a joke or just enjoy the silence. Depends what mood I’m in. Sometimes I’m more introverted and just want to sit in silence or listen to music instead of talk. Other times I just wanna connect with people and I tend to crack a lot of darker, self-deprecating jokes as a way to break the ice, or tension if I feel some.

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

     I want someone who is genuinely kind, patient, and funny. It also helps if they are neurodivergent like me, and have similar enough interests, sense of humor, etc. to my own. c: Overall, I just want to feel comfortable and safe with someone. 😊

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

     I buy food at Fry’s... so... Fry’s?

40. What do you want to do after high school?

     I’m already out of high school, bub. Now I’m in college, and I still have no idea. I have dream jobs, dream homes, dream lives. But none of them seem realistic.

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

     Depends on the crime, really. If I hired someone to babysit my hypothetical children, and they forgot to tell the children to clean up their toys, I believe a second chance is in order. If they, however, ditched the job to mack on Paul Puffy Lips next door, leaving my children to starve, I don’t believe I’ll be giving them another call.

42. If you’re being extremely quiet what does it mean?

     It means I’m probably really socially anxious at the moment and would prefer to not be made the center of attention. o~o’

43. Do you smile at strangers?

     Yes, sometimes to spread cheer and joy, other times because I’m worried they’ll think I’m an up-to-no-good deviant or zombified by depression, which is how I feel at least 80% of the time, and worry everyone notices, even strangers, who probably would not assume such things, but that’s social anxiety for you. 😂

44. A trip to outer space or the bottom of the ocean?

     Why not both? However, humans are so preoccupied with space that we’ve only explored 5% of our oceans. I don’t want the oceans to feel lonely, so I’ll visit them first. 💙

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

     Sometimes the looming responsibilities in my life, other times I just don’t get out of bed. 

46. What are you paranoid about?

     A lot of things, but the most pressing concern of mine is that everyone will inevitably leave me because I’m a terrible, horrible human being who doesn’t deserve friendship. 😅

47. Have you ever been high?

     Every day, if I can help it. I have a medical marijuana card and have for a couple years now.

48. Have you ever been drunk?

     No.

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

     No, not really. Nothing is coming to mind. 

50. What was the color of the last hoodie you wore?

     Well, I’m wearing a hoodie now, and it’s gray, with the Nirvana emblem on the front. 😝 It’s my favorite and coziest hoodie of all.

#honesty hour #asks #tony