#she's also just a really shy person

[diamond-in-the-rough-au]

Rosemary and her brothers (Barlow & Bosco) are just trying to make new friends but unfortunately her eyes are scary to most kids

#Pearl's default gem settings translated to freakishly white eyes genes and Rosemary now has to deal with that #she's also just a really shy person #also more gemling trash *explodes* #steven unvierse au #diamond in the rough au #artists on tumblr #steven universe #su rose quartz #su pearl #Barlow Renegade (oc) #Bosco (oc) #Rosemary Quartz (oc) #pearlrose #pearlrose gemlings #su gemlings #comic art #small comic #su comic

[swiggity-swexual-i-am-asexual]

Here’s a sort of…. Prompt? Headcanon? Idea?? For Danny Phantom.

Let’s go with the,, semi-fanon idea of cores. We see the Far Frozen with ice powers, with their whole little civilization. They are ALSO the only ghosts we see that have any medical knowledge.

So what if ghosts with ice cores had healing powers? Danny is very durable, but he also (probably) has advanced healing.

Idk, it’d be a fun possibility to explore Danny ‘plays as a tank in irl superheroics 4 times out of 5’ Phantom finding out he can heal people while doing a school-mandated cpr class.

#danny phantom #dp #bonus points if it’s just shy of necromancy but that might be a different turn #did my school do mandated cpr training? no. but we did do mandated self defense training so. I imagine it’s possible #I have made a story or two where Danny had healing powers #but up to you how they work #and technically the way I made them in this one story was an indirect use of two different powers #I can explain if someone is SUPER curious but this particular. prompt? is like #him DIRECTLY having healing powers #he’s just hovering his hands and lil glowy snowflakes start drifting down and healing the person #Tucker is like Oh Hey This Means I’ll Just Go To Danny For Medical Stuff #the b plot is getting Tucker to get his damn shots… cartoon logic says somehow he gets them done at the vet #it just popped into my head you don’t gotta do that lol #Sam meanwhile is like. hm. homeopathy bc she’s not. AGAINST doctors and medical schools per se #but she’s protesting something or another about them #probably concerns about medical mistreatment #meanwhile Danny is like I Did Not Agree To Be The Medic! #he’s played video games okay HE KNOWS HOW THAT GOES DOWN. #…. I also really like battle and field medics in general in fiction so this is me and my blatant attempts for More Of That #feel free to crossover but just by itself it seems fun :3

[donttouchtheneednoggle]

this just in: uplifting people just by virtue of their assigned gender at birth in the name of feminism found to be transphobic so now we're just gonna shit on those who CHOOSE to be male presenting bc it's a CHOICE right so we can tell them they're inherently inferior right guys??!!

bioessentialism found to be transphobic so we're jumping straight into gender essentialism which is totally cool as long as it's pretending to be feminism!!!!

#IM SORRY im sorry #i genuinely really enjoyed the trans rep in the first half 9/10 #then they just HAD to tue rose being trans into the plot and then do some weird steven moffat ass feminism thing #no he would not have got it if he was still a woman!! #he's the same fucking person she's standing right in front of youuu i want to scream #doctor who spoilers #rtd trued and i massively appreciate him trying and not shying away from rose's identity #but he overshot like massively #and ngl it was really bloody hurtful #mine #sorry this is probably too much im not mad they're uplifting women and very definitively including trans women in that #but they can do it without shitting on other people #negativity #vent tw #doctor who #also is rose meant to be a trans woman or nonbinary transfem? #i mean she can totally be both go girl but there seemed kinda mixed messaging #a lot of girl and woman and then at the end randomly throwing in nonbinary and neither #but again she can totally be both just seemed a bold choice for first trans character to not definitely be one or the other #but go off rose #hnngh im sorry but this just feels like the david not wesring jodies costume thing x1000 #one slap in the face after another

[ocdhuacheng]

I have… lots of thoughts on milsiril and kabru and the commentary on mixed-race family/adoption, in particular white parents with children of color. I think it’s really cool kui incorporated this into the story because lots of (particularly white) people just think adoption is this pure altruistic thing and don’t think about the negative affects it has on kids (again, kids of color) to not have people of their own culture to grow up with.

#I’m white so I can’t pretend this is something I am able to fully understand #and I feel like it’s not my place to write an essay on it? I’m sure poc could do it a lot better than me #but someone who is close to me is a poc in a kind of kabru adjacent situation #and I don’t want to give details bc this is personal and (obviously) not just to me so I don’t really want to talk about it too much #my point is. kabru ans milsiril just hit me really hard #I really love that kui made their relationship a relatively good one for the most part but she doesn’t just pretend it’s perfect #because it’s like. even if your parents are the best they can possibly be.l #if they don’t understand your culture that’s still a huge loss isn’t it? #and milsirils parenting skills….. definitely need a lot of work even if she means well #and the description of her adoptions as a ‘hobby’ makes it seem rather flippant imo #(not sure if that was just a translation thing tho) #but my impression is that kabru does still think of her fondly and is grateful for her taking him in and teaching him things #at the same time he does voice his frustrations about the cultural disconnect between them and her being ‘overprotective’ #but yeah #like that kind of thing needs to be talked about I’m grateful that she not just doesn’t shy away from it but puts it in your face like that #.txt #dungeon meshi #oh also clarification #when I say kui talks about this stuff I do mean as an allegory #bc while I don’t think it is at all a coincidence that kabru is dark skinned and milsiril is white (coded?) #their skin color doesn’t really come into account here #it’s really the disconnect between elves and tall-men #but look me in the eye and tell me that’s not what she was going for

[bangcakes]

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#personal #ladies... its lovesickness on the menu again tn NDNNDNDNDMDMDNDMDMDMDM #god help me #i made it like 29 years without this. why now NFNDNDNNDNDNDNDMD #like ok im happy to be experiencing this in the sense that like... now ik what it feels like to really like someone #but man oh man is it... A Lot #and like maybe its this intense at any age. but idk..... it feels like So Much..... #and im freaking out bc i talk to my mom about it ok. and shes like oh ya that reminds me of how i felt with ur dad in the beginning n im #just... like ... o #bc my parents were like friends first and are like in Love love and have a v happy marriage so im just #the... Potential of having that n like oh god idk. i just dont know its all too much...... #and im also like what if its all in my head. but then again like why is he waiting around for me n messaging me out of the blue. #i also caught him staring at me n looking away after i caught him. i just..... idk like i wanna Believe so bad but im so scared too........ #im all over the place JDJDDMDMDMDMDMDMDNJDND #but i also am just..... i'll be patient .... bc rushing is no good #like idk. i feel like things have been Moving. and its not super fast but its a pace i can handle #bc ok say i Do ask him out or he asks me.... then oh fuck. then all the Scary things happen. like ok not scary #i dint think itd be scary with him #but idk.... physical... things. would start happening n like. id l9ve to hold his hand n like k___ him ok OK. but at the same time i just.. #idk !!!!!!! im v shy !!!!!@@@@@ and ya. ....... idk 😭😭😭 #like i like him so much that i think id want him to .... i just .. ya idk. #getting kind of ahead of myself here but what else is new

[whenthegoldrays]

🦢

#all of magpie's smallvilleposting has made me think that she'd really like my favorite show and would write beautiful analyses if she saw it #but I don't know if we're at the level of mutuals where I can just roll up and recommend a show to her like that #and who knows if she'd even want to watch a kdrama #and also what if she DOESN'T like it #that would be really sad #so anyway instead of tagging her or sending an ask like a normal person 'm making this post and hoping she sees it organically #yeah that's a perfectly sane thing to do #and magpie if you see this and reply i would be honored but if not it's fine I already feel shy making this post #elly's posts

[lamentablesbian]

apologies, another n//sfw rant in tags

#okay well not a full rant #just more of a hilarious story #The Girl and i have talked about using a strap before and i finally worked up the nerve to go get one #and i get to the store get the strap while The Girl waits in the car because she’s too shy to come in with me #i buy the strap (i even talk to the sales person in the store) get back out to the car and The Girl says #i’m having really bad cramps…. i think i just started my period #nssjjdhwdiNSBAGDWEKWMDBjshamfnebjsskNSKAMbhdjsmdn #unreal timing! unreal! #so yeah plans were derailed but hopefully will happen next week lmaooo jsssjdmdkdkjajddnnsjdk #we were both dying about it #also i love The Girl don’t think i’ve said that on here before #but wow i love her a lot #myken talks #The Girl

[prettyflyshyguy]

Having a Rough One (tm) and I have NO ART to show you but here's some WIP scraps cause it's wip wednesday (miscellaneous, from the two drastically different things I'm writing right now. I'd say guess which is which but its bluntly obvious)

#shy talks #not art #wip wednesday #have to say it's really refreshing writing in Australian #after I've done majority American focused fanfic and have to correct my brain from saying footpath to sidewalk #its also just nice name dropping shit like 'canberra' like sozzles if you don't know what that is #personally I'm really excited for CHAINMAIL EPISODE #because it IS real and it WILL kill you #anyway had some major breakthroughs in overall story and substance #and I'm excited about what I'm making #but also fuck writing is hard and writing comics is hard #also lowkey but I love the phone call scenes in shows like spn and x files #and I'm devastated that I cannot have them the same way in VG due to the aforementioned tendancy for OByrne's phones to become fleshy #so I'm gonna be drawing a lot of payphones #or she's gonna go through a lot of phones idk

[harmonizewithechoes]

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#so it’s late and I’m intoxicated and interested in sharing a secret that sober me would prefer I not share #but she needs to be more vulnerable and right now in this time the alcohol helps #just as a precursor- I’m a lightweight so I really haven’t had that much and I’ll be fine in the morning and also #my partner has a weird schedule and once or twice a week we like to have a drink or two and play video games or watch a show together #lately it’s been baldurs gate but tonight it’s coop stardew #anywayyyy~ #sober Becca is too shy to say that she’s struggling a lot right now #I’ve been hiding myself away for a LOT of reasons for quite a while now and focusing on being the best mother/partner/homemaker I can be #but this has been detrimental to my friendships and spiritual life #as far as friendships go I feel like since I haven’t had the capability to be a really good friend to anyone since everything happened with #happened with dad* #that I shouldn’t be allowed to have friends at ALL #because if I can’t put 100% effort into my friendships even when I’m struggling I don’t deserve friends at all #but I have 3 very little kids and I’m pouring every last ounce I have into them #so maybe I can kind of have a pass and maybe I can have a friend sometimes? #as a treat? #because I love my family very much but sometimes I don’t feel like I’m a person within the family #especially during the holidays I feel like I’m merely playing the role of ‘mother’ #idk… #this is rambly and doesn’t make a ton of sense #basically I’m wondering if I’m allowed to be lonely sometimes because being a mom is hard and lonely #or if I have to suck it up and wait until my kids are older to get to be a full person outside of them again #btw- this has nothing to do with them #my kids are my sunshine on the most cloudy day #they are so beautiful and wonderful and I am so happy I get to know them and guide them in life #it truly is a privilege #apparently I’m too long winded lol I just started talking about each of my children and what I adore about them #but it was too many tags and tumblr said no lol #oh well jsyk I’m crying rn because they are my pride and joy and even if I never have another friend again they are so so worth it

[khlur]

i know i'm reacting emotionally and stereotypically and i'll probably regret what i said 2 days from now. it's bcs one of my closest friends on my MSc sent me an ELEVEN paragraph very emotionally heavy VERY dramatic and incredibly snide and accusatory message (bringing my family into it and essentially trying to get me to perform my identities in a way she expected) about something SHE misremembered, something SHE was projecting on me. because i asked for help wrt something that i did not know was a trigger for her. very much on the heels of other ppl lashing out at me for things i did not deserve to be lashed out at for. things i have apologised for and tried to make up for too.

#ma'am just take a breather and tell me u were triggered like. i won't ever bring it up again #no need to lash out n be hurtful like this #like if u KNOW that something is so fucking triggering for you at your big age #STEP BACK and talk about it once you've calmed down instead of indulging in a bit of good old character assassination #i'm not intentionally trying to hurt u bro!! i'll make amends for it!! #this was the same person who said all sorts of things about how it's sus that i don't talk about my class background #when i'm forthcoming w other identities #and it's like #we HAVE talked about it! at length! #i DON'T shy away from it!! #i try not to draw too much attention to it bcs it's really easy for that to come off as me being ungrateful or flaunting it #the funny part is she is ALSO upper class!! #but ppl in the UK treat class crazily so i am not surprised either

[talesofunlikelysapphicpairings]

I admire my crush's dedication to her craft. Like, yes, please. Give us what you want. I don't care what it is— I'm sure it's beautiful. My life has literally been in flames lately and I feel like I'm at war with everyone and everything around me. But every time I am reminded of her I do a little dance and a little giggle.

(Also, I don't need her to be here to feel her, you know. I see Warrior Nun, I'm reminded of her. I see my journal, I'm reminded of her. I see the bulk of romantic letters that I wrote for her, I'm reminded of her.)

I like the idea of the potential right now, of the fantasy. It is what keeps me from going insane (or maybe I already am) so let me have it. 😋

There's beauty in falling in love with the possibility. Tragedy, too, but I'm focusing on what makes me feel good right now. Dante Alighieri did it; so, will I.

#I have this idea for an album called 'ever romantic' and I have completed five songs for it #it's just me be hopeless romantic of course #and it's not like I am going to release anytime soon but let me thank my crush because she's the reason I finished most of the songs #I also need to get back on writing but like I said I have been going through it #I also need to sleep but I am trying to achieve the impossible here because of my college course #do not take political science :))) #just some crush thoughts because you know me #I still will not tell who it was #I can persuaded by her #just kidding #I don't know how to talk to her sooooo #bye now #lol I'm not a teenager anymore and my cousins have been telling me to get a gf or something #Please I haven't even kissed a girl yet how tf do I talk to one long enough to have a gf #I have social anxiety and I am super shy in person #HAHAHAHAHAHA don't believe that I am really chatty to people whom I am not attracted to #I am foot in mouth when it comes to someone I am infatuated with #okay srsly bye now

[dootznbootz]

...It's kind of wild when the terf that you got into a fight with and had to write an essay on "Why violence is wrong" back in high school now works at the pharmacy where you get your medication from...

#I'm sorry for the vent I just am mad that she could be in a PHARMACY. I hope she's at least changed her ways. #she should not be working in health if she still thinks this way. #She definitely remembered me too. I don't think she could forget honestly. neither of us was injured btw. #It wasn't a “fight” in the way you think most fights are. she called this sweet trans boy the word rhymes with maggot (that's what she is) #a maggot. #while she was moving around a lot and idk. rage took over and I twisted her arm and she happened to fall and then I cussed her out #I probably over did it but moving her arms around while ranting and then calling him that just pushed me over. I WAS calm at first. #He was a shy and quiet kid and he “didn't want to make a big deal about it” so I tried to follow his request but... you know. #it was in theatre behind the curtains during rehearsal and everyone heard/saw so yea. I got into trouble. no detention surprisingly #it was a long time coming. she would constantly harass him with shit about how “You still look like a girl”. and using wrong pronouns #and teachers were told but they didnt' do shit. She also was just a mean person. This guy wasn't the only person she bullied #I only wrote on why VIOLENCE was wrong. not about what I did. The only thing I feel bad about is that I scared the poor guy I was defending #I don't remember what I said (I was that mad) but apparently I "picked her personality apart like a bunch of lego bricks and then told her #why the “lego brick” is fucked up“ He was just 14-15 and she was 18 btw😒literally harrassing a sweet KID. #was convenient though because all I had to do was give her a look and she would immediately back down. idk what I said when I yelled #at her but it was nice that I could do that whenever she would start shit #Mad rambles #idk y'all I'm scared that she's in HEALTH. if I know anything I'll see if I can report her because while I hope she wouldn't fuck with tran #folks medications idk for sure. she was really cruel back in high school. #vent #rant #I try not to post shit like this but I'm worried you know?

[bangcakes]

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#the boy update is that ive calmed down significantly and am once again a Human #i'll see him when i see him. im not gonna stress anymore #hes busy working like crazy anyway and i need to get a job NDNJDDNDNDMDM #like i still really like him but i think my priorities have been Fucked NDNDJDJDJDJDJD #BUT IM BACK ON TRACK. YA. #my other friends also back from her trip so thats exciting. i missed her JDJJDDJDDDD #i just..... its gonna take me awhile to ask to hang out. im just SHY and also I HAVENT FELT LIKE SEEING ANYONE DJDJZJSKSKSKSKSKSKS #but now im better... yeah i think i just needed like to be a hermit for a bit #plus i suddenly am super busy this week like what the fuck. family AND friend things. like did everyone just Wake Up all of a sudden NDJJD #like we may even see my cousins from alberta. im like JDJDD OK??? #havent seen them in like.... im gonna say 10+ years. and of course its this week that theyre here with my uncle #who ive only met like idk 3 times JDJJDKDKKDJDJD #and of those times... hes been drunk out his mind i think... 2.5/3 NDJDJD #i think hes sober now tho???? #idk. we might not even see them. my moms side is really flakey 💀 #but hes my moms fav brother and shes his fave sister so i hope they get to see each other NDJDJJDJDJD theyre only a year apart #its so weird bc him and my mom were so close but then like... lets just say Life and he moved away and ya zzjjdjdkdj #they had this like. super long like 4 hour talk on the phone a few minths ago and idk i think it cleared up like the last 30 years. idk man #my moms side is crazy. thats all i'll say #personal

[sugaroto]

Well. Long story short uni-friend said she doesn't support the lgbtq community and I felt really awkward

"Δεν το υποστηρίζω, μακριά από εμένα. Είναι έναντια στην θρησκεία" I don't support it, should be far away from me. It's against religion

And dude??? Like I know a bunch of religious people... the only thing they hate about the gays is that they can't marry that hot 40 years older than them actor from Hollywood cause he's married to a man (or at least that was the mindset when they were 12)

And most of my friends are kind of atheists

It just came of as a surprise?? Cause a lot of people we've talked to are gay and any time they mentioned stuff like "I want a masc woman" she said stuff like "oh I don't know what that means... I don't know much about lgbt" and we were like "haha we're teaching you now" and laughed about it

I mean I thought it was bc "there were no lgbtq people in her village" but I didn't thought she was actually homophobic?

She didn't say it in a mean way? She is very very shy and her boyfriend is studying to be a priest and she is looking forward to becoming a Presbytera (I just found out there's no English word for it jeez) And like... idk good for her I'm used to the παπαδιά being my grandma but you do you

And anyways she was like "I don't support it" and all and I was kind of like "Well I'm a part of it, I thought you knew"

Like literally another girl made fun of my past hair color choices by saying "she wanted to let us all know that she's gay so she did all the rainbow in her hair" and she was sitting with us? I thought she heard it, I thought she knew

Honestly when [friend] called me gay bc of my hair for a few seconds I kind of froze bc there was another girl there to whom I haven't said I'm gay and it felt like outing me, but fuck it I'm out I don't care I don't need to announce it to anyone, the rest of the girls know cause they literally asked me

And anyways yeah I felt really awkward when religious friend said that, she started apologizing when I told her I'm also gay and that she didn't mean it like that but dude-

How have you befriended so many queer girls and don't support it

You're like the 2nd/3rd? Straight person here? The rest are on the community you don't like and want to stay away from you

#by *here* i mean the group of friends #now that i think about it I'm not sure if shes close with all of them #neither am i tbh im still figuring out friendships #but i know she also talks to these 2 girls #one of them mentioned she was a lesbian the first time we met her (she was telling a story to the other friends she knew and us i guess #cause we were there and it wasn't personal or whatever) #and the other girl (Who is kind of besties with the lesbian i just mentioned) said her type is masc women the first time we met her #(i dont remember how the conversation lead to that but whatever) #imma be honest at first i didn't really want to be friends with religious girl cause of how shy she is (among other things) #you need an extrovert to adopt you in those cases im not one of them im literally trying to socialize on my own #i cant do it twice #but i felt like an asshole #cause just bc shes shy doesn't mean we can't be friends and i think she likes me cause she hangs out with me usually #so im trying #and just when i started liking the fact that we are friends she goes and tells me shes homophobic #sugar uni life

[cloudspots]

like re last post i see it happen with jhw too actually but ESPECIALLY ysa. i think on  a lot of levels orv fans suck about ysa including people who really like her but reduce her down to. nice girl whos a bit bitter about it. you knwo!? theres so much more to her than just that. shes a major character for a reason.

#gain reading comprehension . please #i think ysa is the onyl character tht it makes me genuinely pissed off as hell when people wildly misinterpret #normally i dont care but if youre stupid abt ysa i attack you like an animal. ok? #nd shes my favourite so im defensive for tht reason but also her arc is really important to me as an analysis of the way people treat women #both fictional and real mind you #and to see it CONSTANTLY erased by orv fans in favour of just. oh kind person w some pent up anger #without any anaylsis on how her mindsent can cause this intense detachment that hurts herself and others deeply #sangsoo fans are NOT exempt from being stupid either btw but thats a whole other story #epilogue again. my favourite scene ever. where she says what dokja did was none of their business to hsy #and then when she sees him again hse just completely breaks down in regret of why did i say that!? how could i say tht? #it fucks me up so bad. i love ysa #im ramblign to evade doign homework so this probably makes no sense but #aoughh orv. ysa. i love ysa. #i think half of the cast of orv have a chronic case of #Well its fine if i sacrifice myself because i care about the others. Surely they dont care about me enoug hfor this to be an issue! #and if you forget tht ysa also does that go reread the book #meows #delete later #<- SORRY IM SHY ABT SHARING MY THOUGHTS ON THINGS LIKE THIS LOL

[katyspersonal]

8, 12 & 14 for the Soulsborne asks !

sdjdfs Noooo don't worry you are fine! xD But yeah, number 14 is about what game got me into series. Bloodborne not only got me into series though, but also was my first experience with PS4. And my REASON to finally buy PS4.

(Asks from this ( x ) meme)

8. Do you have any fond coop memories? Does a specific moment stand out to you?

I do not know if helper NPCs summons count as co-op, because I never played a Soulsborne game online, and probably never will. Online just doesn't work and I gave up trying to fix it. :s

IF summons of NPCs count though, I will say, my fondest memory was the only, and I mean the ONLY time when Damian actually arrived BEFORE I got killed by Rom! fsdjfhs There is a glitch that makes him appear all TOO late every time, I love to joke that that time he finally overcame his arachnophobia fjhfhds xD

12. Are there any ships you enjoy? 

In perspective, I am able to enjoy any ship, given I find the right angle to look from, right interpretation, etc. Even if ship is random. Or cursed. I mean I disliked Bradmon at first, and now look!

I will, HOWEVER, use this ask to mention the 🅱️loodborne ships that I like but apparently that "do not exist", hahaha!

Maria x Ludwig (hey, they unintentionally side with the same deity, too!)

Henriett x Iosefka (wow that went WELL...)

Edgar x Rom (Mico's enablers unite!)

Archibald x Micolash (mad scientists that never shut up!)

Valtr x Djura (thing of the past, I feel like Djura was the one to take Valtr under his wing after his... interesting arrival)

Patches x Rom (mfw it actually makes sense)

Simon x Yamamura (Gratia keeps helping them, because without her they will die from fueling each other's depression)

Damian x Yurie (people that didn't fit in with their respective factions)

Izzy x Ludwig (more cursed than Bradmon by large margin)

Rom x Adeline (is this even a ship? more like besties, and reserved for an AU where both lived longer)

Rom x Maria (Maria's type of a woman but one she doesn't feel so guilty with? that might help)

Patches x Chester (whatever happened with Chester that threw him into DS verse was something they discovered with Patches together and I will DIE on this hill)

Damian x Rom (short-lasted but happy)

Laurence x Logarius (cleric and swordsman but EVIL version!)

Okay this list was longer in my mind. I will stop having such a strong Rom brainrot and focus on other characters, I promise :'(

#ask replies #bloodborne #RARE ships #by rare i mean not existing at all lol #can you take a guess which character i think about the most? #tho i think about micolash and gehrman just as often but #their ships that i like are not 'nonexistent' #i mean micolash x edgar and micolash x damian? very real #fandom: who is damian????? #*facepalm* #ships with rom do not exist tho because she doesn't :( #i am also really shy talking about ships because in my head everything is soooooo vivid and has so much context and personality #but when i try to SPEAK the dumbest the hardest to understand stuff escapes my metaphorical mouth #i feel like that meme image with Patrick the Star with a board beaten in his forehead dsdfsh #everything is very smart and valid in my head I promise!