#she was super nice when i asked for it!

[moonchild-in-blue]

ii singing/gesturing along to Atlantic 🥺💙

Courtesy of the lovely Kaity @/sleepytoken on Instagram 💚

#she was super nice when i asked for it! #since i have to do everything in this house (kidding) #LOOK AT HIMMMM #my lil meow meow and my mostest beloved song #and the girlies 🥺🥺🥺 #Vessel sounds so beautiful omg #and ii just so lost in the moment. i'm in love #sleep token #sleep token ii #atlantic #ii sleep token #vessel ii #special pocket post

[moeblob]

So it occurs to me that I posted most of their lore on my OC blog (though a few posts on here have the story info) and honestly I think it's very important to note that the entire reason a guy from Florida is recruited to help defeat the demon lord isn't him as the hero. His younger brother (by about ten years younger) is the Chosen Hero and... not very good at it. So the goddess (Solei) who had selected the hero has to begrudgingly go back to earth and convince his older brother to help save her world.

(Also Reynold admits to Solei that "Sascha could never be a bad influence. He's the best impulse control I've ever had" and she really doesn't like to hear it. That's terrifying.)

#my characters #sascha is The demon lord and there is truly only one at a time #solei however is simply a goddess - not the only one of divinity #i dont actually know if thats been mentioned on either art blog lmao #also its not pictured here but reynold is recruited and only asks for one favor when in the other world (from solei) #he wants to be a woman while he helps his brother #she thinks its a weird flex but ok whatever buddy you can be a woman #and the logic is not him actually wanting to be one its just you see his younger brother finds it weird #to have a guy cling to him and dote on him like reynold does and said One Time WHY COULDNT YOU BE A SISTER THIS IS WEIRD #and so reynold is briefly rey for about a month before being held hostage by sascha and hes like... super polite #and asks her if she was cursed and so shes like uhhh what and he mentions looking at her gives him a headache #because the core and the outer appearance arent the same and he can revert her back to her original form if she wants #and she does so rey goes back to reynold which is very nice and reynold appreciates it #because honestly looking at rey in a mirror gives HIM a headache cause solei designed his appearance #and it was so bright thank you demon lord for giving the florida man his natural boring look back #also reynold will always carry sunglasses because solei can just appear and she is way too bright to deal with without eye protection #solei is not amused and thinks its basically slander against her godly appearance and reynold just smiles at her and tells her tough luck #he wants his vision for his new hot husband she can deal with a little insubordination #florida man begs for torture bc he can handle that and he knows it #is instead handed courtesy and manners and doesnt know what to do with it - quickly developing what he claims is NOT stockholm syndrome #solei and sascha quietly muttering about what that could possibly mean cause they dont know what this guy is talking about

[thepoisonroom]

i know modern dating is a hell because i once went on a date with this lady and when we were about to kiss i pulled back and went "oh sorry i thought we were a vase for a second" and she didn't like that in the least

#i was out there wasting my best material on audiences who were giving me nothing #personal nonsense #i do think my girlfriend gives me credit for being funny when even when i am being earnest which makes me feel very charming #she works in law and when we met i was like oh can i ask you a work-related question #and she was like big sigh assuming i was going to ask for legal advice #and i was like sorry but where do you buy your suits? and she did a very friendly laugh that made me feel super at ease #she was also very nice about it when i got too high and was telling her it makes me anxious that #i can't tell if zoomers who say slay a lot are gay or just very logged on #she was like 'oh i'm sorry for laughing you're just being very darling' and i was like 🥺🥺🥺 #sorry for girlfriendposting so much she's just the best partner i've ever been with!

[not-poignant]

Hi Pia! You said that you need another vacation after this vacation, so I am not sure, how puppy situation, even if it partual custudy, affecting you ( may be you in panic when he is there and then recovering when he is not, and then round and round? ), but really, If you need another vacation, I hope you know we will be here to support you for it!

It's been nearly 4 weeks now since we got Toby so I feel like I can talk about this with a bit of a clear head.

(Talk of like an actual PTSD meltdown beneath the read-more, including self-harm mention - nothing graphic. There's zero obligation for anyone to read this, especially for folks who don't think authors should ever be honest about being people with issues):

So, I've been kind of quiet about aspects of this, but I have like severe treatment-resistant PTSD and C-PTSD, and puppies specifically are one of my triggers (especially if I'm responsible for them). The reason for that is kind of awful, and I don't really want to talk about some of the things I've experienced/been through that led to that, so let's just move onto the next part. You're kind of right anon, there has been panic while he is here lol.

As a result, I had a severe meltdown the first time I tried to adopt a dog many years ago now. Could not last 24 hours, needed weeks/months to recover.

But I've always wanted to share my life with a dog and I've been in a somewhat better space over the past year or so, and I thought I could maybe handle it better. I told myself 'if I can just get through that 24 hours I'll realise it's okay and it will all work out.' Anon I cannot tell you where this thinking came from, but it was wrong. Idk why past me was kind of naive enough to think this way but here we are.

No, after that 24 hours, it got temporarily better, and then I slammed into consecutive meltdowns, each one worse than the next, until the people around me were afraid for my life. I am still recovering from some of the harm I inflicted on myself during the last three weeks and likely will be for some time to come. The combination of a really intense PTSD relapse, as well as not being able to handle (as an AuDHD person) intense changes to my schedule basically compounded and I broke.

I made the decision to rehome Toby, and first contacted the people around me. Glen's mum said she wanted a dog, and had been specifically looking into dogs like Toby anyway, and so we decided this would be best because then I could still be involved (I love Toby to pieces).

After getting some space, I finally started to adjust, and have gone back to having Toby about 4~ days a week, with a view to going to about 6 days, with one day spent with my mum, or Glen's mum.

Today is the first day I was able to handle having him on my own for around 9.5 hours. And I'm here and able to write about it, so that's progress. He'll be here all day Sunday, and then Tues-Weds-Thurs-Friday. And from there a decision will be made as to where I'm at with my mental health etc.

I'm a bit more hopeful now that I might be able to keep him, but my PTSD is still very very bad. I'm having some nights where I'm simply not sleeping until 7.30am (even if he's not here), and my hypervigilance is crazy. Like, I am having so many auditory flashbacks it's stupid. So this is why I've been saying this break hasn't been very restful or productive. Because my mental health tanked like I detonated a landmine inside myself.

I didn't actually plan the two week break for Toby! That was just a coincidence honestly.

Unfortunately I have a lot of health conditions that respond very poorly to stress, so I'm dealing with those now too. And then additionally, in all of this, I had a breast scan / mammogram / ultrasound that has confirmed a suspicious lump I found a couple of months ago (breast cancer runs in the family), and I suspect I'm going to need a biopsy. I'll find out on Monday if that's the case. That's been in the background and hasn't been helping.

There's some other stuff going on that's not really worth talking about because these are the main things, but that's a good picture I think. It turns out 'just getting through the first 24 hours' doesn't magically make a severe PTSD trigger go away. And that forced exposure is not 'exposure therapy' - that's just reinforcing a trigger.

Anyway! I feel like I'm through the worst of it, and I am seeing glimpses of how my life could be richer if I keep getting through this. But...that's why I think another break. *smiles tiredly.* I have to wait a bit now for the PTSD / C-PTSD symptoms to settle down, and I also need to see what's kind of worsened after this. Realistically, with a relapse to this degree, it could take between 3-6 months to really start recovering, or to at least get back to where I was before December.

I hope with all my heart I can get there with Toby by my side. I love him so much.

(I want to add that Toby has never ever been in a position of harm at any point, and in fact I probably put myself in harm's way for his sake, because I wanted to provide solid continuity of care - in case anyone was worried about that).

Er so yeah! But I've picked up my writing again this week and have been able to do some like...things I'd been neglecting, and I feel more human again, I just hope I get some sleep tonight

#asks and answers #personal #tobermory the cavoodle #that's also why i haven't always consistently been sharing photos #realistically he's spent about 4 days away from us? #and that alone has been enough to kind of help me sort my head out #when i realised it was PTSD that helped too #because i've been able to spot the severe hypervigilance for what it is #and sometimes just being able to name a thing helps #and finally intensive training with toby #has adjusted some of his behaviours very quickly #and he is now a very calm and well-behaved dog already #we just need to do more separation training and then i think i will finally start #settling a bit more #our vet's super happy with where he's at #but...um...you know it's never nice to make your mum cry #because she's scared for you :( #administrator gwyn wants this in the queue

[baeshijima]

it is now officially the 25th which means...

merry christmas everyone !!! regardless of whether u celebrate or not, i hope u all have a lovely day with whoever u spend it with or with urself <33

#sophie's idle chatter #this is scheduled so im HOPING it posts at 12 am.... prays.... #i havent been super active in the past month or two bc life is kicking my ass (<- has said this countless times already but its still true) #also !! i see asks and ill try and answer them when i actually have the time and energy 😭 ik i say this a lot but ive been drained good god #(not so) mini life updates : #the new lovebrush chronicles main story update has made me weep so much... ive done both clarence and ayns routes and.... #my god.... this story is darker and honestly im loving it AND i love how they did the chara roles in this world (alkaid... ourgh...) #my tear glands arent tho bc ayn ending 3.... what the fuck was that i couldnt sleep after doing that ending??? ITS WAS SO SAD AND FOR WHATF #currently having to wait until the 27th so i can do lars route 😔 #the recent ep of apothecary diaries.... ourgh my heart.... jinshi and maomao beloveds :(( #oh !! and ive gotten back into my ace of diamonds/daiya no ace phase and have been rewatching the series... #sobbing chris and yuki and miyuki my beloveds.... kissing ur foreheads and holding u gently..... #the way i got back into it bc im catching up on s2 of a clean sweep (a korean baseball variety show that i love with all my heart ;w;) #my mum is a traitor tho bc she watched every new ep that came out on tuesdays while i was in uni 🧍‍♀️ so now im catching up on the 30 eps #on my own 🧍‍♀️ #OMG AND ALSO DR STONE S3??? WHY WAS I NOT NOTIFIED THAT PART 1 CAME OUT MONTHS AGO AND PART 2 WAS MORE RECENT??? #i havent been doing that much writing recently tho bc the fingers wont type but the brain is exploding with ideas i cannot handle this #i do want to get back to the haitham sxf series tho.... and also my oc various x reader series....... #tbh ive been contemplating abt publishing the haitham series on ao3 once i write more chapters before publishing them #idk i feel like the series would be nice to have on ao3 as well as tumblr JHDG #thats abt it i think? #anywho if u read this far then know i am giving u a warm cookie as a condolence prize for getting through this life dump <33 #ill leave it off here but i hope u all have a lovely day !! mwah mwah merry chrysler everyone 🎄🫶 #queue... ueueue

[mishkakagehishka]

I saw a post before that said Virgin Mary was the first self-shipper who ship herself with God.. I can't unsee this

Tbf she really wasn't/didn't bc she didn't actively self-ship she was just kinda vibing until an angel told her "hey, blessed be the fruit of your womb whom you will name Jesus" and she was like "? Well if God wills it, so be it"

#i'm always here for the bad fandomified interpretations tbh #it's on par with the divine comedy is fanfiction like nice funny post however i am pedantic and wish to correct and educate the onlookers #asks #but yknow she didn't ship herself and so become pregnant she was more like #super religious so when the angel told her she would birth the son of God she was like !!! word!!! #<- literally but idk how to translate neka mi bude po riječi tvojoj. may it happen to me according to your word ? idk

[paging-possum]

Whole bunch of art I've done for the ttrpg campaign I'm in DM'ed by @bodbdearg! They are literally all so famous to me

#cape kids #my art #other characters in here belong to ma-lark-ey + scoutisnthome + lyltinc + lyd who doesn't have Tumblr! #I wanna do more like. cleaned up nice looking art of them when I have time again #I keep seeing other peoples ttrpg art and it's always so pretty and has such nice colors and im like waugh.....I should do that sometime... #anyways Leo is my guy and she's sillyyyyy she's super going to die but SHES SILLY and u want to ask about her so bad #spider tw #to be safe

[beansprean]

sometimes you get diagnosed with ADHD as an adult which finally makes your mom actually listen to what ADHD actually is and that she didn't cure it by making me do 100 jumping jacks as a kid when I got too hyper and then she realizes that she may have it too

And then you both realize that like 70% of the family probably also has adhd and that's why we are all Like That

#adhd #not art #like???? my moms side of the family were always weird to everyone but us #so informal and go with the flow and peppy but cycle through hobbies like toilet paper #never any drama bc we forget that we got mad and just get over it and were generally nice to people #we never learned to set boundaries with other people bc we all had invisible understood nd boundaries #and just didnt ask each other weird questions #like turns out we r just a super nd family???? but it makes sense??? #my 2 cousins were diagnosed as kids but they were the only ones that was when adhd was starting to be understood as a childhood disability #but you only got diagnosed if u were getting bad grades etc so me and my sister got overlooked and everyone else was too old #but DEF my granny has combined like me and my mom has hyperactive type and probably my uncle as well #and my great aunt bipolar i wouldnt be surprised if she had comorbidities her daughter idk tho #great grandparents hard to say but i wouldn't be surprised and time will tell with cousins kids #would not be surprised to see some autism in there im sure my sis on the spectrum and i may be too but with adhd its hard to differentiate #anyway this is a v personal post but its kinda crazy to look back and be like huh #thats why the fam dynamic is so different from everyone elses #we dont talk to each other for years but relationships dont deteriorate in our heads so nbd #now my dads side....my dad does have a lot of adhd symptoms as well as his dad #plus Alzheimers runs thru there which has a slight predilection for adhd anyway #why would a bunch of intelligent chatty anxious and kind people choose to live in the middle of nowhere and have silly hobbies #why neurodivergency my friend #ANYWAY the culture shock of moving away from that as a child and my parents remarrying neurotypicals who didnt understand the dynamics #dunno if it was the southern thing or the nt thing but turns out the normal way i always interacted with my parents #was seen by others as deeply disrepectful mean teenager nonsense that should be culled #shout out to the nd kids with nd parents who just spoke to each other like adults and played with each other like kids #this is TOO MANY TAGS thats how u know the vyvanse kicked in #personal

[itsbrucey]

wanna draw the dad's bullying my OC Dulcie. Not in an actually mean way but the way they treated Doug. Because that's fun

#shes not even an intern. shes a grown woman with an office job #and shes also as tall. or almost. as Darryl??????? #but the idea of her being too nice and peppy and kinda confused when they ask for coffee makes me go :] #I HAD THE IDEA OF GLENN BEING LIKE #“ hey this isn't sweet enough” #and Dulcie sadly dipping her finger in the coffee to add more cream. bc shes made of sentient slime and ice cream #AND HENRY. ASKING HER IF SHES VEGAN AS LIKE... Y'KNOW A WEIRD HIPPIE ORGANIC QUESTION #and she takes it as a thinly veiled threat #Dulcie and Ron/Henry would get along the best imo. She'd probably like Darryl's attitude but be intimidated #Hiding this in the tags. i think ive already said this #my oc friendship pairings with the dads are: #Darryl and Caspian #Henry and Vio #Ron and Dulcie #and Glenn and Eli #Henry would also get along with Marley!! both are vegan and scientists :] and bisexual! #Vio is also vegan and queer but hes a super gentle rose-themed goliath monk and i think him ans Henry can be plant buddies #Darryl and Caspian and be BREW BUDDIES. CASPIAN OWNS A BAR AND IS ALSO A BIG HUGGER #Glenn and Eli is based soley on the fact they're both like. scheming smirkers. Eli is way worse but its a fun pairing #Glenn showing Eli music .....ough. ouugghhh #and Ron and Dulcie is a comedic duo bc Dulcie is tall and peppy and a go-getter and Ron gets to be a boss and a buddy #she'd laugh at all his jokes and make sure his cards are organized

[tj-crochets]

Weird story from work today! Apparently contractors called my boss and complained about a very specific untrue thing

Today at work I got a call from my boss. “Hey TJ,” she said “you’re not in trouble, but I’ve been getting some feedback from some of the contractors you work with, and I want to run it by you. They said you never answer your phone and are only available by email or text.” I said “That’s weird. I’ve been on the phone with contractors pretty much constantly today. I do tell the contractors that if I don’t answer a call, it’s probably because I am on another call, and if they text or email me their question I might be able to answer while I am on the other call” “I thought it was something like that. There’s always someone who will call twenty times a day, and you answer the first nineteen, then he’ll call your boss when you don’t answer the twentieth call of the day.” She said, and we both kind of chuckled. “Also, I heard from one of the contractors that you told them never to call you” “What?” “They said you told them you couldn’t answer calls because it would disturb your new baby. You don’t have a new baby, right?” “Not that I know of?????” “Yeah, I thought you would have announced it” Easily one of the most bizarre phone calls of my professional life, but my boss was nice about it!

#the person behind the yarn #tj talks about work #idk what else to tag this as??? weird work story? #contractors assuming weird things about my personal life??? #my boss was SUPER nice about it though. after she'd gone over the feedback with me #she said I was doing a great job and asked for any feedback I had about the new contractors our company has been working with #had another long weird work story happen #but cutting it way short: someone accused me of screaming at them when they had in fact been screaming at me #and my boss said 'have you MET tj? I don't think she's ever yelled at someone in her life. I don't think she could!' #and initially I was like hey I could yell at people if I want to! and then I thought about it and I think she might be right????? #idk if I've ever actually yelled at someone?? I have occasional used the slightly raised parental voice #mostly in a DON'T EAT THAT kind of context with toddlers #but that's not yelling it's just firm. if you yell you panic and if you panic with toddlers they panic #or they laugh at you. could go either way #anyway got sidetracked point is: told my dad #and he said 'I'm proud of all my grandchildren. Even the fictional ones'

[youcanthandelthetruth]

LOOT from fiber festival

And my first try at spinning!

#the big batt on the right was an ambitious amount of fiber to buy when i had only learned to spin that morning #but the seller was super kind and knowledgeable and I think people like that should be able to live on their passions #and I'll happily put my money towards them #she asked if i wanted a bag and i said no i have one here. and then changed my mind because i didnt want it getting messed up #and asked for a bag after all so i could keep it nice #and she almost teared up and said 'thank you for respecting my fibers' which i didnt expect it to mean that much to her #i am going to spin such beautiful yarn from her wool.

[bird-likes-to-fandom]

You know, as annoying as Mom Friend' Constance HCs sound, we could very well be living in the worse timeline where the fandom hates her because she 'has a good life but still complains about it'

oh, god. you have a point there

#to be honest. i think those two could very much go hand in hand #when people write mom friend constance (especially in regard to doting on ocean like a nurse specifically) i feel like they're somewhat #erasing her 'complaints'/depression #im not accusing anyone of anything ofc but yk #and again im not saying every single post-canon fic needs to be doom and gloom esp since constance is no longer doom and gloom. but. #she is not canonically a mom friend in the first place. she is a doormat. just because she is nice doesnt mean shes a mom friend #but yeah you're so right #thanks for sending me an ask!!!!!! i was so pleasantly surprized #i never get asks when i haven't asked for them myself so this was super cool!!!! ppl should send me more asks i love them dearly #bird likes to perch on the mailbox #constance blackwood #rtc #ride the cyclone #my friend reuben (@rodethecyclone) made a very good point once about the way so many people pair 'mom friend constance' with #'lillian castillo constance' (a fat woman of color) #and i think about that a lot

[idkhowtopickausername]

I recently ran into this girl I worked on a group project with last year and she seemed really happy to see me and it was really nice to see her and I really wish that I had asked her to study or hang out sometime because I'm trying to get to the point where I feel comfortable asking people that because I keep watching all these acquaintance-ships that are very friendly and in my mind I'm sort of hoping will turn into actual friendships pass by like there's two people graduating soon who I always hoped I might become friends with because we got along really well and they seemed like they might like to be friends so I kept hoping they would ask me to hang out or something which never happened and now I feel like I missed this opportunity because I think they probably would have been happy to hang out if I had asked, and I can't just keep feeling sad about having not much of a social life while not doing anything about it, but I genuinely cannot see myself asking someone to study together/hang out out loud anytime soon like it just feels completely terrifying and impossible and needy and weird and too much of a risk and also just not something that comes naturally at all

#I feel bad though that I didn't ask this one girl because she's a bit shy too and I kind of got the sense #last term that she wanted to maybe stay in contact and when I said in the group chat we could study together or something she agreed #so maybe she's in the same boat of hoping other people will say something idk #I do have a couple friends now which is super nice!! they both asked me to study with them #which made it easier #personal

[transfemzedaph]

skizz and zed girls 👍

#original post tag #im thinking abt them sooo hard #like okay skizz came out first and has been out for like maybe a couple of years and it was her coming out that made zed start to question #anyway zits are all super supportive ofc #and like when skizz came out like imp & tango bought her a couple of like sterotypically girly clothes like dresses & skirts which skizz #loves honestly. her favourite is this long red dress w like a slit up the leg and also this cute like off the shoulder top #anyway when zed ends up coming out impulse buys her his dress which is pink (duh thats her fav colour) but. she doesnt like dresses. she #hates dresses. and she goes to skizz abt it and is like what do i doooo. i dont wanna hurt impys feelings. and skizz is like nah hell be #chill about it dont worry. and hey you could always try and make the dress into something else #so zed gets exys help to make the dress into a cute matching top and shorts set #and then shows it off to impulse like. heeeeey. i dont like dresses and skirts but i did this bc the dress u bought was nice & i liked it #apart from it bwing a dress. and jmp is like oh im so sorry i should have asked but im glad u were able to make it into something you like #yeah.

[rosicheeks]

i do not know if i ever sent this to you. i have posted it. i hope you like it Princess.

#uhhhhhm no you HAVE NOT SENT THIS TO ME BEFORE?!?! #I literally am speechless #I’m not super talky right now #but even if I was I feel like I’d still be fucking speechless #like I already said I love your writing 🩷 #and it fucking BLOWS ME AWAY when people write about me or use me as an inspiration #like????????? what??????? me???????????! #I’m going to keep this close to my heart and look at it whenever I’m feeling down #I don’t remember if I said that already but it’s true #I need to get a journal or a cute box to put things like this in so I can just grab it and look through them when I’m feeling shitty #one thing I needed to say is the fact that you shared this with me now of all times??? is kinda crazy to me #idk if it’s a coincidence or if the universe/God/whoever/whatever is trying to tell me to go back into music and singing #not going to go into it too much but I’ve been looking at my life a lot lately #and I’m realizing I’m not getting any younger…. I know I’m still young but if I don’t do something soon - #my life is going to completely pass before my eyes and I really really don’t want that #I’m *finally* going to get mental help soon (long story but I have to wait a few weeks) #and once I’m actually mentally stable I can focus on what I want to do with my life #so I’ve been thinking a lot about my performing arts background and then randomly a get an email from a choir director I know #asking if I could please join the choir for their Easter performance cause they could really use my high notes #and she just kept complimenting me and it felt really nice ☺️ #then when I went to the first rehearsal I sat next to this girl and we were singing a part and the first sopranos go up to a high A #and I can hit it easily but most of them couldn’t so it felt like I was going this mini solo lol #but she asks me what my range is and I told her that back when I trained I could sing queen of the night which I think goes up to an F6 #and she was talking about how impressive that is #and it made me think about if I actually trained and got back into it how good I actually could get #I don’t mean this to be like ‘look at me look at me I’m so good’ #it just feels nice to have a little bit of a direction again #who knows if I’ll actually go down the music path again but it does sound damn exciting #I miss it with all my heart - I miss singing and performing and acting… I even miss music theory #anyway rant over and i ran out of space but thank you so much I seriously can’t thank you enough 😭🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

[hussyknee]

Moment of silence for all the incredibly hot people who have no idea they're hot and won't believe it no matter how many people tell them and never will until they look at photos of themselves 20 years later and go "holy fuck I looked like THAT??"

Another moment of silence for their best friends tasked with beating back every single dickhead pestering them after every single mixer to set them up with Hot Friend, including people who were hitting on them until they saw Hot Friend.

#brought to you by a ninny who once dated a guy who had a crush on her best friend #but let that go because everyone had a crush of best friend #only for him to ask me if it was okay to ask her out a week after we broke up #the ninny bit was because i gave him my blessing bc I didnt want to seem like a jealous ex or whatever #idk what he thought would happen but my friend froze him out so bad his dick nearly fell off #consoled himself by having a relationship with a girl who wasn't exactly creepily younger but kinda toed the line somewhat #wasting 7 fucking years of that girl's life then breaking up then consoling my friend when her dad died and then *asking her out again* #yeah the dude was a real prince #but also I could never bring my closest and oldest friend to any mixer without some knobhead pouncing on me immediately after #to my ex husband's dickhead friend to tiny drunk dickhead lesbians #it's a law of the universe that obliviously super hot and genuinely nice people can't pull a decent person if their life depended on it #i guess in the end we're both 36 and still single as fuck. altho she didnt waste 10 yrs of her life married to an asshole #and still looks as gorgeous as she did at 25 #knee of huss #life stuff #if you ask me for her number in the notes i will kill you