#she said she was happy to see us

[starryarles]

my aunt passed away today

#2 years ago she found out she had cervical cancer and it was pretty bad #spread to the surrounding tissue #she was so scared #she stopped talking to people slowly #and eventually stopped hanging out with her friends #only had her man to help out and bless him he was so good to her #he did everything for her and took time off of work for her #i always had strange feelings about him because when they met he was with his ex wife and ended up leaving her for my aunt #but then he was so good to my aunt and generally seemed like a really nice man #he was her only thing holding her sanity down #she lives in serbia #we live down here #she would viist us every summer #she couldn't last year #so we visited her in august #when we went over she said she had not left her apartment in 2 months besides going to the hospital #at that point her kidneys had started shutting down and he had to have a catethers in #we went to a restaurant with her #i remember not talking much to her and she didn't engage with me #she was just glad to be talking to my mom #because they're cousins but they were raised like they were sisters #and she cried so much while we were there #she said she was happy to see us #but that it felt like we were only there to see her one last time #we told her so many times how we were planning on seeing her the next summer back down in my granpas garden with us #how we're just stopping by because we missed her and not as a goodbye #she talked about how she was so scared of dying but suicide seemed like her only way out #the cancer was inoperable #chemo and radiation did nothing beside fry her body #she was miserable

[luck-of-the-drawings]

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saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS #REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT #NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS #THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS. #ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of #another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY.. #i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her #idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had #when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them. #but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore. #but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think #i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow. #ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that #AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE #I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME #THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE #WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL #in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad #this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks- #-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl- #-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi #gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show #i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!! #anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM

[awesometothe3rd]

"No doubt, I'm sure you have expensive taste." "Actually, I don't."

#miss scarlet and the duke #mstad #msatdedit #eliza scarlet #patrick nash #scarnash #eliza x patrick #Miss Scarlet #missscarletedit #parallels #The writers were wild for this one. Truly. #Patrick wasn't even there for that conversation and yet he still knew exactly what would make her happy #He really sees her and I love that. #Once again took a bit of creative liberties with the first gif because that line is said when she isn't in frame and used the part after

[kicktwine]

oh so alisaie’s exaggerated bully behavior is 80% fanon. saying this she casually picks up a large rock

#say one thing wrong to me and you will have a wonderful few days with the rock #if angry silly girls have 100 fans etc if they have 0 fans i have died #sorry i saw a YouTube meme i vehemently disliked on principle and got mad at the only child behavior- #kipspeak #she is just short tempered and uses anger to mask other more ‘shameful’ emotions!!! alphy did the same thing with just deciding not #to express them. which is still not good and I think why he breaks and ends up teary so often now #this shortness does not translate to actually being mean to people. she only uses being mean as a shield for herself and being snarky #Is just fun for her. it’s fun for Me. you have to inconsequentually tease people or they’ll never learn to laugh at themselves #the twins and thancred 🫵 do this thing where they have big emotions but they don’t want anyone to SEE they have big weird emotions #so alphy pretends he doesn’t have them under a veneer of dignity and alisaie pretends the emotions are Something Else. thancred is #just so emotionally constipated he has trouble expressing anything. he’s got enough baggage for a flatbed #anyways. alisaie is such a compassionate and kind girl and she learned how to make snarky jokes and went ham. and she hates appearing sad o #weak or vulnerable so she blocks it off with an unapproachable emotion so no one pities her and they maybe get on with the plot #it is in fact also great at getting ppl to move away from the sad or embarrassing topic. even if the tradeoff is being more offputting #she would never (grabs youtube meme) she would never seriously bully her brother. this is sibling ribbing only. Cain instinct #just leave her be she is learning how to snark humor and she loves it she loves being sharp. alphy has wit he just keeps it close #my brother didn’t learn how to tell or receive a joke until he was 14 he took everything so seriously. he can do it now though and he’s #HILARIOUS. Don’t tell him I said that. my man knows exactly where the funny points are even if he hasn’t learned when to stop yet #too many tags. Whatever. jokey snark alisaie who sometimes compliments is happy alisaie grouchy snappy angry alisaie is way too stressed #very easy way to tell between the two. even alphy can tell between the two I believe! He tends to rib back in protest if they’re having fun #and try to stop her if they’re not having fun. case in point ‘what is that supposed to mean?!’ vs ‘alisaie ryne was only trying to help.’ #I know they’re twins but that’s such an intensely older sibling thing to do that it reels me #LONG TAGS AND THREE EDITS TO ADD ON SHORT I resent this stereotype taken too far into ooc behavior. it happened with nya #It will happen again and as a postscript let me regale you with Things U Can Notice About Character Motivation and Actions— #I’m not done let me s #she and raha are friends now I decree. ‘haha you like me’ SPUTTERING PROTEST FROM BOTH

[charlieconwayy]

fryleela meme ♥ [2/8 episodes] → season three, episode two "parasites lost"

#futurama #futuramaedit #freela #fry x leela #philip j fry #turanga leela #* #freelam* #half this list will be eps exploring leela's love for fry so here's one of my favorite “fry's love for leela” eps #constant confirmation that fry has loved leela from day one....he just didn't know how to properly express it #bc fry is an incredibly immature character and relationships for him have kind of just been easy #but leela changed everything for him #she wasn't someone he got instantly and kind of just used for sex #she was his best friend above everything and being around her made him want to better himself #he was inspired to be the best version of himself bc his love for her made him see the world in a new way #all of those things he said under the worms' influence were how he truly felt he just couldn't say them bc he didn't know how #leela was not attracted to the worms. she was attracted to fry's heart and soul #look how fuckin happy she was when he said he loved her i mean cmon #best friends to lovers arc ever #otp: that's all i need to know

[oatbugs]

procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally

#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months #to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them #in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago. #(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought #i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are #and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it #its worth missing i think #i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over #(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year) #(hed come across the bridge on a lake) #we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared. #it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think #i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much. #and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat #they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand #how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much #i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around #something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode #arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully #last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing #and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets #and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably #have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused #blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like #i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much #my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to #music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads #i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says #what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine. #she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.

[erelux]

I’m grabbing Lou Wilson’s shoulders and shaking him as I scream, is Thane fucking his aunt????

UPDATE: I think his aunt is named Ariana and his FRIEND IS named Angela. I think we’re safe from this…. I think Matt misspoke bc for some reason they named em so close but GOD. so it’s probably just forbidden because she’s not a meatlander and it seems his mom doesn’t like Ceresians 

#like. she’s related to HIS grandpa #she said “my father’’ in regards to him. #the ravening war #the ravening war spoilers #dimension 20 spoilers #dimension 20 #they are going full game of thrones I fear #this is not gonna make people on twt happy #I’m fine with this dark storyline told and I will wait all 6 episodes to see it through bc she’s for sure using him but. #man.

[davidtennan-t]

Jacqueline King (Sylvia Noble) is such an underrated and amazing actress… she plays a rather cold, overbearing and often cynical mother who you truly detest at times but in reality she is the sweetest human being who was a life-long fan of Doctor Who before appearing in the show

#I remember seeing a video of her when they were filming the DW 60th #and she waved at the fans with such a big smile on her face #and even said happy birthday to the guy whose house they were using to film in #she is literally the sweetest #doctor who #dw #sylvia noble #jacqueline king #donna noble

[samarecharm]

My younger sister is playing the base p5

#chattin #i walked into the livingroom and saw the opening and nearly screamed #she said its bc she saw me play strikers and got curious #im so shocked; she would NOT have been able to play this game like 4 years ago #shes like. not very good on story heavy games. its too boring for her #but shes been watching a streamer play bg3 #and shes invested in the plot. and shes like huh! these ARE fun and engaging! #and she heard me and my mom talk about my moms dwindling attention span w Stories that arent spoonfed to her #so shes ALSO trying new games #i dunno. just very happy :) i get to see ryuji again! #shes been fun to watch. not to be that person but shes autistic (so am i) and very loud and excitable about plot twists n stuff #shes SO into it. also her first comment on ryuji was ‘thats me! i did the same thing w my suspenders :)’ so she liked him immediately LOL #the grind is also something nice for her bc she gets to watch her stream inbetween battles #i will say; the juggling of social stuff and shopping and fighting is ALOT for her. she left the palace to re up on magic #and she forgot to do ANYTHING; no weapons bought; no acessories or protectors; no items; no hangouts #and when i came back from my room (i noticed she had full magic) i asked if she did all that and she was like. shit. #she has to learn the hard way unfortunately #she is insistent on using all her magic; and so when she gets caught w strong enemies WITHOUT it shes like. uhoh. lunge it is. #shell learn

[parme-tan]

I love her I love her, I love them!!

#there's so much to be said about this finale #WIVES #the scars on Suletta's face are so damn cute #and how she lights up when she sees Miorine #she's like “WIFE” #and how she does her best chasing after the kids #even tho it's hard #I LOVE HER #and Miorine is so happy to be with her wife #I LOVE HER AS WELL #theyre just so good and happy together #I LOVE THEM #gundam witch from mercury #give us an ova where Suletta does her best in rehab so she can be on her feet for their wedding #suletta mercury #miorine rembran #suletta x miorine #I LOVE THEM FDJSFHSDJK #my depression gone my back pain cured my crops have been watered

[angelmush]

it’s the first anniversary of my friend’s death tomorrow and i feel dizzy thinking about it

#i was supposed to see her that day and i didn’t get the chance #the last thing we talked about was how excited we were to see each other and how sad we were that we lived halfway across the country again #she said she was happy she met me. #im happy i met her too #everyone is happy they met her #i have this goofy photo of us on a rollercoaster #me savannah and her #sav and i look totally insane and somehow her hair looks perfect and she’s smiling and beautiful and put together #it’s my favorite one #i miss her so bad i could throw up #personal

[vulturevanity]

Thinking about ScarVi's overarching theme being The Truth Shall Set You Free. I am so normal about this

#spoilers in tags #pokémon #pokemon sv #Arven initially being closed off and not trusting you because he was neglected by his parent and learned to only rely on himself #realizing very early on that being honest is the best chance he has at healing his Mabostiff #but still not opening up about his bigger issues until it was absolutely necessary which pushes the story forward into endgame #Penny hiding herself behind Cassiopeia to protect herself from bullying #getting an entire group of outcast kids into a team to scare their bullies off #only for the plan to backfire splendously when they're mistaken for the bullies #and Clavell in a rare display of clarity ffrom an adult in a position of authority #rather than simply punishing them for it opted to team up with us to understand what was really going on #and that made him much more lenient in punishing them (because they did still cause trouble!) #the truth of Turo/Sada spiraling into their work and refusing to see the damage it was doing to EVERYTHING including themselves #to the point that they DIED #and the AI they built explicitly for the purpose of continuing their work ran the calculations and realized said work was Bad #and that truth made it go against its own programming which is what kickstarts the main story to begin with #and may I contrast all that with NEMONA whose sheer energy and eagerness is 1000% GENUINE #I've seen so many people say they thought she was going to eventually be angry for losing to us all the time #but the whole point of her character is that she's free to do whatever the fuck she wants and she's pretty happy with her life #she has no reason to fake happiness. she's just like that. she is free from the beginning and she's always be free and that's the point #in a story where no one else is!!! everyone else is bound by some complication or another that holds them back from being honest #i changed my mind i'm insane about this. no longer normal #pokemon sv spoilers #babbles

[nvmbersix]

laios' autism is so real and relatable to me except instead of wanting to eat monsters i want to dissect them

#dungeon meshi #he and marcille are my favorite characters #marcille bcz she reminds me so much of my friend and that makes me rlly happy #also in terms of dissecting monsters !! i like seeing how things function biologically #i think its really pretty how we have so many things working in tandem inside us to keep us alive and moving #and its cool to see what its like for other beings as well #what laios said abt the dragons anatomy? i wont spoil it but iykyk but AUGHH I LOVE THAT

[widevibratobitch]

so what that i slept in for the exam. my voice teacher just called to talk about yesterdays concert and said some truly insane shit that made me cry again (but like. in a good way lol) so who even gives a shit lol

#she can singlehandedly fix me #she said so many insanely beautiful things. about ME. i am still reeling from it. #also she said we 'clearly have the exact same vision when it comes to this aria' and im sooooo normal about it uwu #yes queen ill be your little bitch ill sing it exactly as you want it (except i WILL use chest voice sorry thats not optional) #anyway i hate this because see this is what my brain does now. i got so many insane compliments that now all i can think about is #“when will i lose it”. now im gonna live in fear that one day ill wake up and ill forget how to act. #that i will suddenly just lose all my idk stage presence and all my musicality. because i just cant have nice things #and i cant have things to actually be. if not exactly proud of. then at least happy about. im not allowed. #the moment i let myself believe it and truly appreciate and value myself and consider myself objectively good at something - ill lose it all #or rather - it shall be taken away from me to teach me a lesson. see for a person who doesnt believe in god #i sure do live in a constant conviction that he's just waiting for the opportune moment to lure me into a fake sense of safety and happiness #just to snatch it away at the peak of it if only to prove to me that i dont get to have nice things and i shouldnt dare to even want them #gotta love being normal

[aqqleshiqqing-archive]

another edit for today WAAAAAA given the context of this panel it makes me so emotional.....

to say it simply... their son is coming back home <333 after an arduous journey to stop a catastrophe from happening, he's returning back home....

#i will like. actually sob at this #they just look so happy to see that he's coming back #i mean steven's face alone (i didnt edit it!) it feels like he's so proud of ruby #and ofc jaide shes just relieved hes okay and wants to hug him. #this panel made me so warm when i read this.... #i know you may be wandering... jil why the FUCK IS GREEN AND RED AND FREAKING GIOVANNI HERE LMAOADFJSAFAHSAIGHGASGHAIA #YEAH IDK MAN KUSAKA PULLED A FRLG ARC ON US AND SAID YEAH THEY'RE HERE NOW #~ art #RBS ARENT NECESSARY THIS IS JUST VERY PERSONAL TO ME #🍀s/i: jaide (mangaverse)

[leonardoeatscarrots]

Art therapy is so fun because today I just drew pathologic fanart, and my therapist was like, "Awesome, so tell me about it"

#pathologic 2 #pathologic #artemy burakh #мор утопия #my post #art therapy #i spent a couple hours playing on my birthday recently and it just made me so happy #i had to explain to my therapist what the game was #at first she was like “are you sure you should be playing that?” #but then she started to get really excited when i told her about how ive been using it to help manage stress n shit #plus hyperfixation mode activated #my stress tolerance and ability to break down tasks has improved so much because of this game #its literally my favourite #sobbing crying #did i mention i love this game? #anyway she said it was very insightful and im so happy because all i had to do was be autistic for half a session #also no. you may not see the image #i didn’t have a reference so its off model lmaooo #may redo the concept on digital ::3