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ravenadottir · 3 years

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Which of the season 2 boys do you reckon would wanna be/be okay with getting pegged

(spoiler alert, i went a little deep with it, so you've been warned)

very first name that came to my mind was henrik's. not that he's the only one, but definitely has an urge to ask the girl he's seeing if she would be into it, because he's definitely there.

i had the longest (and may i say most hilarious) talk with @juggalohenrik about it, and she came up with so many scenarios, i was crying laughing the entire time during our exchange, so i know she agrees lol

granted, i do believe henrik is lgbtq+, and i might add my personal guess, which is he's pansexual. all he talks about is connections to people, whoever they might be (i'm paraphrasing) but yeah, henrik heads the list. he doesn't have usual limitations that you find in most guys, and i genuinely think he likes having that dynamic, especially with someone he loves.

moving on to the next few names that make sense to me, bobby's also is an old one that an anon brought to me around february last year. and it immediately made sense to me. i can't remember who made the very first post about it, but i can still see bobby's, henrik's and lucas' pictures under a gigantic title that reads: "hey, gays, these men get pegged" and i still vibe with that post to this day! it's definitely from 2019 so i can't give the due credit, but yeah, for sure it was right.

which brings me to lucas. ABSOLUTELY likes it. i don't think i've ever used the word switch to describe one of lucas' kinks, but i've always said how he likes a girl that takes control as much as he likes having it, so i'm throwing this one here right now.

he's not a dom, he's a switch, and pegging falls under one of the things he likes the most when she's dominating the situation, periodt. i don't take criticism on this one, he loves it and is very well resolved about it.

now... lots of names don't make much sense to be brought into it, like gary's or noah's. don't get me wrong, love those two with all my heart, but compared to some of the others, i reckon gary and noah's preferences are much more "traditional", even a little ordinary. gary likes to have a dom from time to time, noah too. in the second case that reflects on his romatic life too.

but from season 2, almost all of the boys are insanely bland after a certain period (LOOKING AT CASA AMOR AND THE LAZY WRITING AFTER THAT), and they have their sex scenes repeated amongst themselves. really hard to pin down certain preferences for a few of them.

one thing i know for sure. and even though you didn't ask, i still want to talk about it. carl would be a nerve wrack once his girl made the suggestion. he mostly needs to learn a lot about sexuality spectrum and intimacy, and if given the opportunity, the resounding and nervous "no, no, no, no... no no no no" he would give would be almost comical.

kassam might've even considered but doesn't care much for it either. there's definitely a masculinity issue around it, which brings me to ibrahim, who wouldn't be making any remarks but would say 'no' as well.

and the last boy that i think it matters to be discussed is rocco. the way he winks at the guys at the very first day (if you send your picture to a girl) it's implied he wouldn't have a problem with mlm relationship. but i do believe he would refuse to get pegged for one reason and one reason only: he thinks having a penis is synonym for power and he wouldn't like to delegate that power to a girl. sorry to the rocco stans but he can be backwards that way. not because he thinks getting pegged can be considered anything that isn't straight (it's clear he doesn't think it's offensive to be queer and the same cannot be said by other characters) but giving that away to a woman would seem to be the problem. he's a little sexist in opportunities and i don't doubt that would be the reason in this particular scenario. and like i said, that toxicity is not reserved only to him, but he's included.

i don't know why i went so deep with this ask, but i hope this is what you were looking for, anon. also, felix would. for the sole purpose of having a girl touching him at all.

#litg #love island the game #love island the game season 2 #litg s2 #litg season 2 #litg bobby #litg henrik #litg gary #litg noah #bobby mckenzie #litg ibrahim #litg rocco #litg felix #group asks #queue #tw: kink

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trueishcolours · 6 years

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My siblings and I accidentally write a Ron/Victor Krum 4th year fix it fic in the group chat

Isabel: guyS

Rewatching goblet of fire

And I have to say

How amazing would it have if

It was a LOT less gendered

And also

If Ron and Krum had got together instead of Krum and Hermione

Thomas: Oh yeah there's so much Gender

Isabel Ron already basically has a crush on Krum

Would have been great

Thomas: idk, he's more jealous of him in my opinion

Isabel: Nah

He has the action figure

He says he's an artist

It's definitely there

Thomas: Tru

Clare: I mean on a superficial level I liked the Hermione/Krum part because it made me relate that a girl who is usually uninterested in 'feminine' things might still have some anxieties and take some interest now and again, and 'this super hot guy will like You, the Nerd' is standard wish fulfilment, but honestly I could take it or leave it. A grumpy feminist could equally well read it as 'EVEN smort girls like Hermione want to be feminine REALLY uwu'

And that would be a boring analysis but the whole feminine versus not argument is boring and not what we're here for

Anyway

The Krum drama kicks off the Romione subplot and honestly I hate Romione as a ship, to me it feels forced from beginning to end

But Ron/Krum would tie in really nicely to the whole character arc for Ron that JKR started in the first book and then forgot about where he evolves into an amazing intelligent badass without noticing it

Picture: He is dooting along, vaguely bummed because he's nothing special compared to his older bros, then in book four he realises wait he DOES stand out from others because he's gay/bi/whatever but he's not sure he WANTS that because standing out for being a minority is a fucking hassle but by the seventh book he is war hero, chess master and gay icon and vaguely confused about it

Hell, you could even have Hermione go to the ball with Krum, get her girly character development in and have Ron freak out and both of them /assume/ it's about her when it's not

It would just

Be better Thomas: Queer theory saves the day once again

Clare: :D

Isabel: JUST BASICALLY RON, ALL THE TIME, WITH A BETTER CHARACTER ARC

Thomas: I love this

Isabel: Honestly decades later I am still just so salty about Ron's lack of development, hell, anti development. I just want everything for him

Clare: Like, not to make it automatically angsty just because it's gay but Ron being Not Straight ties in so well with his typical theme of qualities that he think make him less than Textbook Perfect actually being his great strengths (I read a great analysis that Ron actually achieves all his brothers' goals without trying or noticing)

Ron just utterly stalls as a character in the books

And Harry is a shitty friend to him by the end

She kind of pulled it back with his deathly hallows arc but it was bungled and could have come across as just bashing him

Isabel: HE IS. Ron is so taken for granted.

Clare: God, Ron is SO much less of a dick if his yelling at Hermione in book four is coming out of Sudden Repressed Realisation, not just 'woman I like is doing something I don't like'

Isabel: I watched film 4 last night and just everyone??? Is so horrible to each other??? All the time??? I swear in the books it's so much better handled

Other reasons why bi/gay Ron headcanon is important: - most masculine of the trio/ has a million big brothers so dealing with toxic masculinity/ bucking queer stereotypes in there too - an extra 'fuck you' to the whole pure blood thing which I reckon is really homophobic as it means your bloodline won't get continued or some shit - Krum coaching Ron on Keeping in bad English. Tell me it's not cute. - Ron's a linguist (he learnt parselmouth on like 2 listens)!! Tell me he wouldn't learn Bulgarian?! - just, chaotic bilingual Quidditch talk, all the time, forever?!

Clare: UM your pidgin Quiddich is now my new fave headcanon forever????? You're SO RIGHT Ron is smart, he's just not academic. He would DEFINITELY pick up a language fast if he was using it to talk to his boyfriend/about quiddich

Isabel: EXACTLY

Clare: Plus all the stuff you said about toxic masculinity and purebloodism.

MAKE THE SUBTEXT TEXTUAL, YOU COWARDS

Isabel: #giveRonaBoyfriend2k18

Also not around for the lowkey weirdness of Ron and Harry dating CANONICALLY IDENTICAL AND BORING non white girls to the Yule Ball

I know that you can overdo all this stuff but seriously the fuck

Clare: It is a bit odd and icky

Isabel: Ok so this is what happens

Krum asks Hermione to the Yule Ball and it's like she gets her cute moment with him

But then instead of spending the whole evening being a whiny bish Ron shows un-JKR-characterisation-characteristic maturity and puts a brave face on it and talks to them both

He's upset but doesn't full on ruin their evenings

And then Hermione after the ball, (gradually realising with slight horror that she and Krum actually have literally nothing in common) kind of keeps... asking... Ron to hang out with them

And at first Ron's like lol no way am I third wheeling

But then the temptation to hang out with his literal idol becomes too strong

And he and Krum start hanging out independently of Hermione

(who's probably in the lib helping Harry study for the second task at this point anyway)

The weather is still too cold for Quidditch

Ron thinks

But somehow Ron ends up playing anyway

IN THE SNOW

WITH VICTOR

HE'S GETTING COACHED BY AN ACTUAL WORLD CUP FINAL SNITCH CATCHING PLAYER AND HE IS NOT CHILL

Clare: Hoooooly fuck this is perfect

(except he actually is because it's like -10 and snowing what the fuck Krum) Ron putting his big boy panties on and dealing during the ball, leading to him actually having an in with Krum via Hermione

I love the dynamic of Hermione just...awkwardly asking her friends to hang with them...just to break the silence...

Isabel: YEAH EXACTLY

And then them all actually having a nice evening

Clare: I mean the point of Krum with her was to get that 'YASSSS I'm dating a hot guy!' moment WHILE ALSO showing how easily it fizzles, so nothing needs to change there

Hermione could even do her 'ugh, quiddich and BOYS' routine

Isabel: Awkward because of course it is awkward what is a teenage party without angst but also, fun

yeah exactly! the slow dawning that fuuuuck, I've just brought another stupid quidditch boi into my life oh god why

Clare: Ron still knows more about the history of the game and all the technical terms than Harry so has more to talk to Krum about

Isabel: And then you know Ron and Krum stumble back into the castle with Ron wearing Krum's hat à la Chad and Ryan, and Skeeter doesn't bat an eyelid because it doesn't fit her trashy narrative

Clare: RIGHT I've got to sleep I'm getting a cold but I love this

Isabel: ok go sleep

OK ONE MORE POINT

we almost certainly get the insanely awkward 'think you're in luurve Ron' or 'lol if you love Krum so much you should date him not Hermione'! moment from either Fred or George or maybe Ginny

And there's just a kind of... missing step moment

Clare: I think all of them would do that

I mean they're pretty mean to Ron anyway, especially about love

Isabel: Exactly they're all horrible but MAYBE this would teach them!!

Clare: Exactly! It would rip the rug out from under them and they'd be like wait shit

Isabel: We are actually mean to Ron... a lot

Clare: Especially because in this timeline Ron still gets the hassle from his sibs but unlike in the main timeline where he is just butt monkey forever he has the trump card that he's got a boyfriend who's a world famous quiddich player

Like, if you're Fred, George, Ginny or even Molly you can't really come back from that reveal. Ron wins.

Isabel: Krum actually being a laser focussed guy who gives people he cares about 300% of his attention

And middle child syndrome attention starved Ron just soaks it up like a blooming Icelandic kid under a sunlamp

Ron win evertiem

Clare: Yeahhhhhh. Being a prodigy who's trained from such a young age he's got to nail that work life balance and it's like 90% work 10% life but that life is INTENSE, he's seen too many people lose their relationships because they won't switch off their metaphorical phones during dates, he gets one (1) month a year and about three (3) important people and when it is Person Time it is PERSON TIME

Right bed for eal I'm dying

Isabel: BED FOR EEL

UGH ALL I WANT IN MY LIFE IS THE 50K+ SLOW BURN QUEER 4TH YEAR REWRITE

BUT I LEGIT DON'T HAVE TIME TO WRITE IT AND I DON'T TRUST MYSELF TO GET RON POV RIGHT ANYWAY

Clare: Bebs I wish you could write it

The raw chemistry my goodness

I ship it now

Is there going to be 'you are treating me like an idol not a real person please stop' angst at any point?

Isabel: OF COURSE THERE IS

Clare: Also Krum is like 'I knew I could trust you because you are bffs with Harry Potter and you treat him like he's totally normal you must be so mature and cool he is so so lucky to have a friend like you

Or well, Krum insecurity that people only like him because of his celeb status anyway

Which is probably why he went for Hermione in the first place because she didn't give a shit

'WOULD WE EVEN BE TOGETHER IN THE FIRST PLACE IF IT WASN'T FOR QUODDICH?'

'... I love you.'

'Bro I wouldn't care if you were the worst player in the world as long as we both are fans of the sport together.'

'Bro.'

Isabel: BRUH

Also can I just ask...?

What happens in the second task??!!?

It's already messed up enough under that lake, love triangles all over the place

This would just be the final straw that resulted in everyone just shrugging and teaming up

Clare: Holy shit

Krum just doots along, takes Ron and goes

Harry's like...wait what...OK...um I guess Hermione and Ron are equally important to me so I'll just take her kk

Isabel: Krum and Ron appearing on the surface of the lake like 'fuck'

The most dramatic declaration of intent ever

Turning yourself into a shark and rescuing them from the bottom of a lake

Clare: Everybody in the stands is SHOOK

Dumbledore like dang I did not predict this

With their hair soaking wet they are both at maximum hot

Isabel: Rita Skeeter's quill combusts

Clare: Krum doesn't point her out as a beetle in Hermione’s hair he's too busy with Ron

Isabel: Yeah she's like where is my gossip at??? Nothing is happening over in Hermione's hair

But yeah I feel like Dumbledore would be like, oh darn, looks like I'm gonna have to show queer solidarity with Ronald Weasely or something

KRUM AT THE BURROW VERY SERIOUSLY COMPLIMENTING MOLLY ON HER FOOD AND ASKING FOR BRITISH RECIPES AND WINNING HER OVER IN A TRICE

Clare: Would Krum charm Molly straight away though? He's very surly and shy and, in the books, not very handsome. Wouldn't Molly start out yikes who is this quiddich yob my son has taken up with?

Ginny on the other hand. Comes out as bi a couple of years later, tells Ron she only started to realise thanks to his example, apologises for being a dick about his love life

Isabel: Yeah I guess actually

I think Molly can get fierce

Clare: She's probably got a bit of pure blood/homophobic anxiety that she cloaks as objections about THIS PARTICULAR boy

Isabel: Either she loves you and adopts you right away or she is like /pulling shotgun down from the shelf/

EXACTLY

She's like

Blaming herself, oh I should have paid more attention and NOW look what's happened

Poor Ronald, always neglected

And Ron's like... mum... this is great

I am happy

Is not problem

Clare: Ron is like I AM NOT DOING THIS FOR ATTENTION JESUS CHRIST

I mean he's probably enjoying having the attention of a quiddich super star and I bet he'd even enjoy the celebrity status of The Boyfriend a bit (best friends get sidelined but romantic partners are news) but he's not doing it FOR attention

Isabel: Yeah, and I think the suggestion that he is would just make him so mad

First confused and then mad

Oh the ANGST

Clare: Especially since that's Krums biggest anxiety

Isabel: Mr Weasely would be chill. I feel like in this whole equation he is the chillest

Clare: What would Percy say? Would social climbing or doing the done thing win out?

Also the attention thing is a way for parents to make their child's relationship all about them. Oh you want me to LOVE you more! No mum I'm growing away from you this is normal

I think Ron would get jealous around Bill and Charlie because they'd swing in all oh our brother is rebellious and has a cool boyfriend? Well we are cool rebels also welcome to the family Victor

Isabel: Yeah... I think Percy is probably pretending to be chill with it and being a bit smarmy to Krum then says something awkward and homophobic and it's worse than if he'd just said it straight up

Clare: I think a lot of Liberal but still pure blood families would take the line of, 'it's fine that you're gay...because you're the sixth son so your blood line isn't in danger and making a socially advantageous match is probably more important for you anyway! And Ron is like Y I K E S

Isabel: Yeah exactly, well I suppose you have enough sons Molly amirite

What do we think about the Krum family?

Are they just happy that their son is forming human relationships

Clare: Hmm. How do they feel about celebrity? Do they think Ron is Not Good Enough or are they actually quite a normal family and are glad Krum has an ordinary guy to keep him grounded?

Isabel: I kind of don't want Ron to have to deal with random Bulgarian disapproval

I think maybe a quite normal family who had a kid who was a genius and has been at boarding school/ travelling for years and years

Maybe Krum already came out to them so that drama is in the past

Clare: Yeah and when he brings Ron home for dinner they're just delighted that Krum is home at all and that he's happy

Yeah maybe he did

He's probably had a lot of time to introspect because of his image and maybe he's an only child?

Isabel: And Ron speaks accented but ok Bulgarian by this point and they're like !!!

Clare: I think one aspect of the large family thing that WOULD affect Ron is its just that much harder to have a private word with your parents so confiding about yourself, especially when you're not 100% sure, just isn't part of the family culture

And there's no time for introspection when you're jockeying for position with six siblings

So Krum is out to his parents while Ron isn't even out to himself

Plus Krums just that bit older

Isabel: No, when you ask for a word it's all 'yes Ron' a bit exasperated

Clare: Krum’s family are just delighted that Ron speaks Bulgarian and is a normal guy who likes their son for himself

Isabel: Maybe they have some kind of cool engineery job and Ron goes out the back and is like well my dad likes cars I will try and help

Uses his mathsy chessy knowledge

Clare: Re. Homophobia I think it is important that it's not all YOU'RE GOING TO HELL like the Muggle brand but instead is very focused on producing pure blood children. Also with the smallness of the pure blood community I bet there's a lot of, not official arranged marriage, but kind of assumed marriage, like in Pride and Prejudice or what may have happened with Prince William and Kate, like, there's three girls your age who your family's on speaking terms with who aren't your first cousins and it'll massively throw off everybody's plans if you don't marry one of them

Yes Ron helping with engineering

Isabel: Headcanon of the Krums as magical engineers with a side passion for quidditch

Clare: I bet he picks up arithmancy that way. Can't learn it in the classroom, can learn it in the garage. And he comes home from the holiday able to actually help his dad with the car and thenceforth Mr Weasley is on board

Isabel: Yeah exactly... they're a bit 'sigh ok this means you're not gonna marry bertha from the bakery but hell at least it's not a veela'

Clare: Also wizarding society is inherently conservative, they haven't even updated their writing system, so anybody doing anything different is looked askance at unless they can play themselves as a genius eccentric like Dumbledore

Isabel: So yeah then Ron turns out to be WHOLESOME af and Krum’s family are like... ok fine. this is fine. In fact yay!

Ok I have to go do some work but this has been almost as good as having the fic itself

Clare: Maybe I'll put a summary on my tumblr and see if anybody wants to adopt it

#harry potter #ron weasley #victor krum #hermione granger #fanfiction #monstrous conversations

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foreverthirty1 · 6 years

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I have a confession to make. I feel empathy for Brett Kavanaugh.

Three years ago, I did something bad. I’m not going to go into the details of it on my social media, but I did something really wrong, and bad. I was deeply mourning a loss that very few people can understand or even begin to fathom in their own lives. I was in a very dark, deep, unforgiving place. I was really bad off. And I did something bad, and it was a betrayal of my values and it was a betrayal of people who really cared about me.

And I denied it like crazy. The shame was heavy and the feelings of victimization I felt over being caught were strong as hell. I belittled and raged against the (rightful) accuser. I was, honestly, frankly, a real monster. I was angry; I felt wrongfully attacked. I’d never intended to hurt anyone else, and I made it so that in my head that was enough, that was sufficient justification to make me right (and wronged). I was horrible. And I denied it all.And with every denial, every public lie I told, I got a little more incapable of the truth. The truth became less and less attainable with every step I took away from it. I felt my very livelihood was threatened- my relationship, my friendships, even yeah, my reputation- everything about what I held dear and sacred was in the crosshairs. I told myself I was fighting for all that, and that I’d come back around and reconcile everything eventually. And it’s unsustainable. And it will break you as a human being. You either have to eventually be honest, or you have to commit yourself to just being a liar, living a life that becomes in many ways itself one big lie.

And so to some degree I empathize with Brett Kavanaugh. What he did was not understandable, nor driven by grief or depression. What he did should carry legal consequences. I don’t forgive him; he hasn’t asked for forgiveness. And my intention is not to defend him. He hurt and traumatized people. Our stories are different. But I empathize. I don’t think he was ever in a mindset of wanting or trying to hurt anyone; I think it was clearly a byproduct that he failed to consider in the moment. That does not make the damage any lesser; the intentions don’t matter when you’re the one being hurt. But I do think he was entirely fixated on impressing other males at any and all costs, full stop. And I think it can’t be said enough: we need to address this kind of toxic masculinity. It can be changed. It can, to a large extent, be fixed moving forward in this country. But we need to change. Brett Kavanaugh was not just allowed to hurt other people; he was allowed to internalize the belief that what he did was harmless, and that his current behavior is correct and justified under his particular set of circumstances.

When Dr. Ford stated in her testimony that what she is most unable to forget is “their uproarious laughter,” I think every female and some men in this country heard her on a level that most men don’t understand. I think every one of our hearts broke simultaneously in that moment. I know mine did. You know my first thought? I thought back to a girl we in high school had all seemingly, collectively decided was the class slut. I thought of how we all, to various degrees ranging from active targeting to the complicity of our silence, victimized her. How we altered her adolescent experience and undoubtedly shaped her life in an indelibly negative, harmful way. I wondered where she is and what she is doing. I wondered if she was watching Dr. Ford’s testimony. I felt a connection to her in that moment. I’ve thought about her ever since. I’ve gone over and over in my head what it would look or sound like to reach out to her and apologize for my silence and by default, complicity in her torment. I don’t know if she’d forgive me, or any of us. I wouldn’t blame her if she didn’t. I never felt like I was wronging her, but I was a bystander to it. I joined in the laughter. I bet some of you did too.We allow the boys and men to do this to females, and in different but surely equally harmful way to other boys, and we go along with it. We sit by silently while others are tormented because we so fear the torment turning on us.

I don’t think Brett Kavanaugh is actually a dangerous predator with unchangeable ways. Every horrifying story about him, all so credible, so believable, some of them so obviously true, is about his desperate and seemingly endless pursuit of male approval at the expense of innocent female bystanders. (I guarantee you, whether we end up hearing from them or not, that there are men out there who were also victimized by Brett Kavanaugh’s bullying). It is always in the presence of his male peers, and it is always punctuated by the same thing: laughter. And the stories, probably so innocuous and unmemorable in his mind, are horrifying because we are finally publicly hearing and seeing them through the eyes of the females on the other side of them. And we need to talk about that. We NEED to talk about that.

We’ve all joined in the laughter, in some way, to some extent. Let’s admit that. Let’s acknowledge when and where we’ve been in the wrong. This country is overdue for a reckoning and I think that starts with us.This is not an attempt to defend Brett Kavanaugh. His temperament and (lack of) grace under pressure have been revealed and they are ugly. His bizarre invocation of the Clintons in his hearing revealed him for what he is: a partisan hack who never intended to demonstrate any semblance of unbiased or open-minded jurisprudence on the highest court in the nation. He is wholly unqualified and were he not, his blatant and seemingly never ending stream of lies over the last few weeks would be enough to disqualify him. He is the poster boy for toxic masculinity and he has left in the wake of his life so far far too much hurt, and pain, and trauma to be seated on the Supreme Court of the United States.

But I don’t think he’s unforgivable as a human being.

Again, I am not defending Brett Kavanaugh. I’m just begging the question: when will we really, truly talk about this? And I think the answer is, when the Brett Kavanaughs are willing to drop the act and live up to their truths. And I think that starts with us. I think that starts with everyone being able to admit that they’ve been wrong, sometimes even egregiously wrong, and that most of us have things in our past that we never really reconciled, and doing so feels too daunting. I think it starts with us.

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