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luckywolfsbane · 1 year
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Please don’t blaze your posts anymore
Well, since you asked nicely, I'm going to tell you a very polite no.
You see, I enjoy blazing my posts. I do it for fun, so people who enjoy the type of stupid shit I say can see them and enjoy them.
Since you don't enjoy them, you can keep scrolling. Nothing is stopping you from blocking me.
Now, unless you have a legitimate reason(not whiny bs like "i don't like it") that you're willing to say with your full chest, please block me. Since you decided to be a coward, I can’t do it myself. 🙂
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wombywoo · 1 year
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just a cowboy and his thoughts 🌾
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autisticandroids · 8 months
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FAMINE: That's one deep, dark nothing you've got there, Dean.
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dean and his father. dean and his family. dean and how bad it is.
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(via @closetoyou1970)
#spn#vid#mind the warnings on this one for real#woe! fruit of my rewatch be upon ye.#pallas calls this my 'deangirl coming out vid' which honestly. true. but those who paid attention know i've always been a deangirl.#also. after this no more deanwinchester rilo kiley amvs I Pwomise#anyway. i'm not gonna give a full commentary here but a big reason why i chose this song is that the narrator#is essentially dismissing her own problems and instead watching the problems of someone else#and i kind of wanted to play with that theme. this is the parallels show so let's do some parallels. lots of things happen to characters#that are Like Dean somehow. either in personality or circumstance. that we know or can infer happen to him. but we don't see it bc it's#not sayable. not speakable. so like for an easy one. we see meg being tortured in caged heat. she also talks about apprenticing under#alastair just like dean. so i show her being tortured [in a way that is sexualized and demon-specific] and reacting how she does#because i invite the audience to imagine or interpret that this has also happened to dean at some point. we just don't see it#so there are many dean parallels in this video. some obvious. some subtle but textual. some products of my twisted mind. but that's the way#i am using them to make my argument.#oh also: dean voice sam's eyes going black is JUST like when he used to fight with dad and wouldn't listen to me when i told him not to.#i guess also the point is that because it's unsayable. dean can't say it. dean can't even acknowledge it. and so it bleeds through#into everything in his life#that's why it's important that the song narrator doesn't take her own problems seriously. dean doesn't either.
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tricoufamily · 4 months
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pretty neat game
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south-sea · 1 year
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Three weeks, four days, and six hours
a mission shadow takes on is only supposed to last for two weeks. it goes horribly wrong and leads to a lot of new/reopened injuries. he spends four days in a haze recovering, and then finally returns home to find a worried housemate waiting.
could not figure out the style i wanted for this even after spending so much time on the lines, so it really stopped being fun. figured something was better than nothing so i cut my losses and wrapped it up however i could manage
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junebugdunes · 1 year
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this movie is gonna make me cry so hard
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sonik-kun · 8 months
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Jiang Cheng, my ace King! 👑 🖤🤍💜
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tamavonpineapple · 4 months
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I've been playing Castlevania (aria of sorrow) and... God's the art is so good. So I'm trying to learn on of two things by redrawing the cover.
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the-acid-pear · 19 days
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Honestly an scenario that could possibly be fun to explore in a fic is what if someone (that wasn't Dave) actually broke into Jack's house in the night?
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doubledyke · 4 months
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How do you think EddEddy is an abusive pairing?
i don't think their relationship is abusive lol. i think it has the potential to be toxic and annoying, but that's mostly just early on. they fight, they break up, they get back together, rinse and repeat. they both cycle through periods of being too cold or too needy. they've got issues to work out and that's a messy process for 2 giant egos. but they never give up on each other. they've got that whole red thread of fate thing going on.
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rocketbirdie · 2 months
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i would love to enjoy everything that stardew valley has to offer but unfortunately i approach this game the same way i approach real life: avoid all social interaction and tend to my garden in belligerent silence
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starrysharks · 7 months
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writing 5 page encyclopedias on my ocs and their stupid backstories is so fun but writing the story itself oooooh i can't stand the writing the story itself
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mattodore · 1 year
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60 questions with Matthias | playlist, pinterest | ->
1. What’s the one thing they would save in a fire?
There's nothing he'd save. Or… if living creatures count, then he’s saving his cat, Odious.
2. What’s their biggest regret?
Hm… internally he’s very conflicted about this. He wouldn’t have been able to do anything about it, but he regrets his father’s declining health and eventual death — not because he’d want his father to live longer or even because he cared for the man, but because it doomed him to years of psychological torture and physical abuse before he became a legal adult.
3. How would they fare in a zombie apocalypse?
Matthias wouldn’t last long. He wouldn’t kill himself, per se… but I think he’d let himself be bitten. He’d welcome it, actually. Why prolong the inevitable? Actually, I don't even think he'd necessarily get bitten... I think there's a very high probability that another survivor would eagerly waste their ammo to get him to shut up for good...
4. Where do they see themselves in five years? Ten?
Matthias doesn’t plan ahead further than a few weeks. This man has zero long term goals.
5. What’s their most useless, weirdest, or least marketable skill?
What’s the use of having a slutty OC if not to give them the totally useless ability to tie a cherry stem with their tongue in mere seconds? He practiced this party trick together with Imani when they were teenagers.
6. What are they like in the bedroom — well-rounded lover or wooden plank?
Very well-rounded. An Olympic gold medalist grade lover. Unashamed of any act and willing to try anything. Very experienced thanks to all the debauchery. He’s at your service.
7. Have they committed a crime before? Which one(s)?
Yeah. For starters, Matthias allows Sehyuk to conduct criminal business at his parties, which... probably would land him in jail. He also partakes in illicit substances when he wishes to. Extortion. Assault. Attempted murder. He’s paid for sex, which is illegal where he lives. Also a ton of underage drinking when he was younger.
8. If they were an animal, which one would they be? Which one would they think they’d be?
Matthias is very wolfish to me, but, now that I'm thinking about it, I also think he resembles a cougar. I think he’d believe himself to be something more elegant, though… like the Akhal-Teke horse, perhaps. He’s absolutely wrong, though… I don’t think there’s any suitable answer to this question for Matthias that isn’t a predator of some kind.
9. Do they cheat to win or play by the rules?
He’s cheating to win, always. Fuck, he'd cheat to lose too. He likes playing games... so long as he's in control of the outcome, he's virtually a wildcard.
10. What do they fantasize about?
Matthias doesn’t exactly have hopes. He has desires, sure, but they’re more so related to short term pleasures. The thing is, Matthias doesn’t really fantasize about things. If he wants something, he goes to get it. He’s a man of action with charm, money, and time at his disposal. The exception to this being, of course, Theo. Theo is the exception to every rule in Matthias's book. He’ll fantasize about waking up to Theo curled into his chest, watching Theo study and poke his tongue out from between his lips absently while trying to memorize what he’s reading, washing Theo’s hair for him (which I absolutely need to make an edit of... him rinsing Theo's hair and washing his body... yeah. Utter devotion)… Matthias imagines very domestic scenarios when he fantasizes about Theo… well, some of the time. Matthias is a rake and a hedonist, so you know what the rest is…
11. Who’s the most important person in their life?
Imani. Later, this shifts to Theo.
12. What’s their ideal vacation like?
Technically he’s always on vacation since he doesn’t have a job and does whatever he wants… but being on or by the sea, laying out under the sun, with a book and some good wine in hand is his favorite way to pass the time. When he fantasizes about sweeping Theo off his feet and taking him away from all of his responsibilities and pains, Theo joins him laying under the sun. Theo is beside him — or, better, Theo is laying on top of him — sleeping soundly, his skin blemish free, his brow unwrinkled, smelling of suntan lotion and sea salt.
13. What is/was/will be their college major?
Matthias didn’t go to college. He saw no need to — why look to professors less intelligent than himself for knowledge he already had? Matthias was a precocious child and at a young age held an intelligence that was startling and fostered a very cruel mind. He knew very little of emotion until he met Imani.
14. What’s their favorite book genre, if they enjoy reading at all?
Poetry and nonfiction. Matthias reads obsessively. He used to sit on the floor of his father’s library and just read book after book. The denser, the better. The more complicated the characters, the more interesting. He analyzed both the fictional characters as well as the historical figures in the books he read. Not necessarily for fun, as he was learning how he ought to behave since his interactions with people were so limited. Nevertheless this, uh... still didn't hold up well enough when it came time for him to actually interact with people that weren't just servants in his household. He also has a lot of strong opinions about literature... he's a snob.
15. How would they describe themselves?
Hm… I think he’d say he’s detestable. He wouldn’t mean it in a bad way, though. He’d say it while smiling.
16. How would others describe them?
Me, personally? I think Matthias is horrible. Love and light <3
Theo: Sturdy and strong. Silver-tongued. Exhausting. Resourceful. Infuriating. Duplicitous and buried in subterfuge. Safe.
Imani: Bitchy and fucked up. Calm, though, when it matters. Solid. A little unsettling to people who aren’t used to him. It’s not his fault he’s the way he is. Doesn’t know how to act right. Desperately needs to settle down. Unmoored.
Sehyuk: Mouthy.
17. What’s the most ridiculous thing they’ve ever spent money on?
God, I don’t know… he blows through money like it’s nothing (because, to him, it really is nothing). Oh, actually I have a good answer for this! It wasn’t expensive, but he bought a muzzle before. Sexual reasons, obviously, but I find it to be… exceptionally funny. He bought it personally.
18. What’s their dream job?
Nothing. He doesn’t dream of labor or contributing to society. He’s happy to be outside of everything. Additionally, he thinks society is fucked and is very nihilistic.
19. How’s their financial situation?
Matthias inherited his father’s oil company and fortune, then got out. He’s rich.
20. Who’s their go-to person for advice?
Imani. She’s his only real friend.
21. What’s one secret of theirs that could potentially ruin a relationship they have?
Matthias isn’t actually very secretive. I mean, unless you count the whole charming facade of his… which Theo sees through anyway. Hm. I guess Theo doesn’t understand the full scope of Matthias’s cruelty and just how far he’s willing to go for Theo… which I do think would scare Theo a little if he ever found out. Theo does distance himself for a while after witnessing a violent altercation between Matthias and someone else, so… Matthias’s violent side is something that strains their relationship, even when it’s never been aimed at Theo (and never would be).
22. Are they a dog person or a cat person — or something else?
He doesn’t care for pets, honestly. I can’t picture him with a dog, like, ever, but he does have a cat. Wasn’t an intentional thing, either. It just happened. He’s not very affectionate with it, but I do think he’s attached.
23. What’s one childhood memory they’ve never forgotten?
The feeling of breaking another boy’s hand for trying to take something of his. It was very easy… which fascinated him. I think it’s one of the first instances of violence he’d enacted on another person. It also set forth a chain of events that affected the rest of his life. I think as an adult he looks back on it and wishes he could reprimand the eleven-year-old version of himself who acted so hastily and honestly. He’s long since learned to ignore his violent impulses in favor of the social contract. He’s not ashamed of his inherently violent nature, but he is… restrained in that regard. Facades, you know.
24. Do they have any phobias?
I think he believes he can rationalize anything and logic his way out of a lot of potential fears… nevertheless, he has a fear of sleep. He has horrendous nightmares.
25. What’s one thing they’re utterly incapable of doing without the help of someone else?
Feeling real. It’s why he throws the parties he does and engages in acts meant to stimulate some kind of pleasure… he feels numb without it.
26. What’s one topic they could never get tired of researching or learning about?
Matthias enjoys history as a whole. He’s very analytical… I think he enjoys looking at history from sociological point of view. What made man act this way? What motivated this decision?
27. What’s their favorite genre of music?
Matthias doesn’t often listen to music, but when he does he’ll listen to jazz. If anything, he prefers to listen to birdsong.
28. Who, if anyone, do they dislike most?
His mother.
29. If they could change one thing about themselves, physical or otherwise, what would it be?
Nothing, really. Matthias has a huge ego. I think it clouds his judgment sometimes, because, really, he should be working on that personality of his… lmao.
30. What’s their political stance?
He considers himself to be outside of Society™ and doesn’t care about politics. He’s filthy rich… so. Y’know. Comes with the territory, generally speaking. He could pay his way into and out of anything. Detests conservatives, though.
31. Are they religious?
No. He thinks, vaguely, that his parents might’ve been religious, but he never paid too much attention to that. If they were religious, they didn’t care about him enough to even try to induct him.
32. What were they like in high school?
Matthias has always been haughty, but he was particularly disdainful as a teenager. He was argumentative with his teachers, who he considered inferior to himself, and would correct them or even insult them to their face. The boarding school he went to with Imani allowed corporal punishment, so he would often be met with a slap for his insolence. He was a heartthrob regardless. It wouldn’t be hyperbolic to say he had a string of admirers. I think he’s always been bolstered by his intelligence, looks, and money… so even when he was younger and less adept at charm, his confidence did a lot for him. Even despite his cruelty.
At the “therapeutic” boarding school he was sent to by his mother for “troubled teens” he kept up that argumentative streak of his for a while… but he did eventually break. The violence he faced there was much more extreme than at his previous boarding school and alongside the psychological torture… his pride was torn apart. He got quieter. He learned to conceal his reactions and thoughts and rein in his impulses.
33. What’s the worst injury they’ve ever had?
Broken ribs and a punctured lung.
34. Do they work to live or live to work?
Neither.
35. Do/did they want children?
Absolutely not. The bloodline dies with him and he toasts his glass to it.
36. What’s their favorite thing about themselves?
Hm… his mind or his looks.
37. What’s their favorite thing about their significant other, if they have one?
He loves how sharp and perceptive Theo is as well as how caustic he can be. He loves when Theo gives others a dressing-down, even and especially if he’s on the receiving end. Theo is very intelligent and interesting and Matthias loves to pick his brain. Physically, he loves how soft and pretty Theo’s cheeks are the most. I also think he really loves the beauty marks on Theo’s ears and the four on his chin and the two under his eye…
38. If they hear something go bump in the night, do they get out of bed to check it out or do they stay put?
He doesn’t bother getting out of bed, no. He doesn’t get much sleep, so if he hears something he’ll assume sleep deprivation is causing him to hallucinate.
39. What’s one skill they wish they had?
He wishes he could understand certain emotions better.
40. What do other people find annoying about them, if anything?
LMAO. There’s a lot to find annoying about Matthias when you really get to know him.
41. What do other people love most about them?
His money, his dick, his charm. In that order.
42. What’s the typical first impression after meeting this person?
He’s charming and very handsome, but something doesn’t feel right…
43. What do people notice first about them, as far as their appearance goes?
The size of him at first when seeing him from across the room. Then his eyes as he comes closer and the details of his face become clearer. His eyes are startlingly pale and his gaze is very intense.
44. Does this person try their best to be honest or are they not above lying to get their way?
He’ll do anything to get his way. He also just lies for fun.
45. What kind of movies do they like?
He’s very boring and snobby when it comes to the arts, so… I don’t think he watches movies very often. Nature documentaries, maybe.
46. Are they the life of the party or a wallflower?
Life of the party in every sense of the word.
47. Are they an early bird or a night owl?
Well, he’s an insomniac, so… lmao. I think he prefers the morning, though. He’s sitting outside or by an open window whenever the birds start to wake.
48. Are they a good kisser?
Exceptionally.
49. Do they think about what they wear or do they throw on whatever they find first?
He owns a lot of easily pairable clothes and doesn’t get too adventurous with his fashion… so he doesn’t necessarily need to think about what he’ll wear, but I think he does anyway. He knows what looks best on his body and what gains attention, so he gravitates towards those pieces. He has a personal stylist as well, though they’re more just on retainer for events.
50. Do they have any insecurities?
No.
51. What is their favorite thing about themselves?
This is a repeat question… it’s still gonna be his mind and his looks.
52. What’s their diet like?
Generally, I’d say he eats very healthy. He doesn’t limit himself or anything, though. He’s a hedonist at the end of the day. He loves decadent foods as well.
53. If they could only eat one thing for the rest of their life, what would it be?
Affogato al caffe.
54. What’s their body count, if they have one?
It’s very high. I really couldn’t tell you and I don’t think he could either.
55. Who do they look up to most?
No one. Now, if we change the wording a bit, though… Who does Matthias adore and revere? Theo.
56. What do they smell like?
I’ll just copy something I’ve already said here… Matthias wears strong cologne and is very recognizable by it. His signature is Francis Kurkdjian’s Oud Extrait de Parfum and on occasion he wears Oud Satin Mood. Meaning, there’s a rich scent about him that’s spicy with leathery undernotes. Warm and masculine without being obnoxious. Occasionally floral.
57. How do they feel about drugs?
Fun for a little bit, but that’s it. He isn’t addicted. The more time that he spends around Theo, the more he resents them.
58. If they could change one thing about their life, what would it be?
How he lived from ages 15-18.
59. What motivates them?
A desire for something he can’t name, something that makes him feel... an indescribable feeling. (It’s love. He wants love.)
60. What are some of their simple pleasures?
Aged wine. Good books. Depraved sex. A nice breeze. Satin sheets. Strong coffee. The sound of Imani’s nails tapping on her phone. Theo playing with his fingers.
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mayasaura · 3 months
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I still hate everything the plot is doing with Newman, but calling Blackquill "Birdman" is based and I hope it becomes a Thing
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yohankang · 2 years
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Kim Dong Won as Gan Soo Chul
(Big Mouth, ep. 11)
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fr0gg13b413 · 6 months
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growing up in a generation where a random text message of love causes an instinctive knee-jerk reaction of 'they are not okay right now, they are dying, they need help'. is a truly horrifying thought.
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