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non consensually watching dean rake leaves

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[on the verge of having a complete breakdown] i need to make some kind of list or perhaps sort things into categories

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i'm seeing a lot of new ppl join tumblr who aren't making any spontaneous semi pathetic, oversharing personal textposts whatsoever and i just want to say you're doing it all wrong... this is not like instagram like meant to be some shiny highlight reel used to make u look good its supposed to be an incriminatingly revealing dark intimate look into your life & inner psyche while simultaneously no one knows who u are or gives a fuck... anyway hope this helps some of u get on the right track

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#PREVVVVV

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#prev literally forreal. my fave scene is in 12x11 where sam objectively things he's plastered but has zero issue getting in the car #with him in the driver's seat. great episode

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uM, bye,

bye……….

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#jack was born in a wet cardboard box all alone and then spent his short life being emotionally abused#why is he last

#NO LITERALLY

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#REALLY GOOD RESULKTS

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*cas, or mary (dean would have absolutely wanted to see his mom!), or charlie... hell, even john!

#kicking cas out. i'm always saying this

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#i have a lot of affection for both the prisoner and ponr #however. in the end i must choose the prisoner #also tbh i have a lot of affection for the bad seed but i wouldn't call that a fight #the fight is whatever. the face cradle is forever #goodbye stranger is whatever though. like eh

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*I didn’t come up with this option, this is an explanation that I saw in someone’s post a long time ago.

#grew up. realized he hated sex with women. stopped doing it

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#prev it's literally jack

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#truly makes me 🤨#just feels like.... you are putting more weight on biological relationships... in the family dont end with or start with blood show...#he literally helped raised ben for like a year lmao#(i dont care for ben either personally but y'know)

i mean i agree i don't care about ben or emma but like. the difference between ben and emma is that for ben i don't have to care about some imaginary mushy fantasy of ideal parenthood. i can be interested in like. what actually happened on the show.

edit: sorry this seems hostile i think. i'm agreeing with you and trying to yes-and. i'm just doing so passionately.

which is pretty interesting! dean tried to larp his concept of a "normal suburban father" without really unpacking it, failed, panicked, and got cas to literally erase the evidence from ben and lisa's minds. that's like. something interesting that contributes to dean's characterization. he changes a lot between season five and season seven and failing at playing house with ben and lisa is one of the reasons. when he is broken of his suburban dream fantasy he engages with the world differently. all of this characterization is wrapped up in his relationship with ben.

in contrast, both sam and dean kind of react to emma's birth and death like "would that be fucked up or what." in order to get anything out of emma you have to be a priori obsessed with Dean Has Baby. which is simply not interesting. baby fever is a plague upon this earth. also it's about this fantasy of dean being super good with kids because that makes him like. womancoded and therefore perfect and moral i guess? l + ratio + dean is a massive danger to any child in his blast radius + this is one of the things that is interesting and charming about him.

really funny when people include emma in their fics but not ben braeden

#spn #also it's about the fact that sam killing emma is like the only hashtag samtransgression against dean that holds any water #so participants in the eternal sam-dean wars on the side of dean NEED emma to matter #world's boringest fandom conflict. why is fandom about proving that MY little blorbo is the most wronged and the most morally pure

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#yeah

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girl meant to haunt the narrative has been dragged back into it and is soooo mad about it