#semi vent

[charliethechandelure]

I must feed the starving people and angst is always the food of choice

#this goes for my au but i guess it can fit for canon as well #weird summer au #one piece #op fanart #fanart #digital art #charliethechandelure #rob lucci #op lucci #cw abuse #tw abuse #cw bruises #semi vent #vent art #<= ???? i guess ?

[fives-girlfriend]

Showing off pics in the GC got me feeling self-conscious about my body again and wondering how tf I could ever pull a clone trooper looking like this-

#aaaauauagahh #sci speaks #semi vent #my ugly lil ass does NOT have it

[cityoftheangelllls]

I dunno, guys, I think I may need to take a break from the Internet, for a number of reasons. I'm very burnt out at the moment from my job, which I don't enjoy as much as I used to and which I may end up quitting, as well as the production of Cats I'm currently involved in (in a LEAD ROLE!) that is almost over but has still taken up a lot of my time.

Also, I've had a bad habit of doomscrolling and giving myself secondhand trauma from reading and seeing so many horrible stories of abuse, trauma, crime, etc. on the Internet for a few years ago now, but right now it's reached a high. I don't know why my anxiety tends to make me run towards things that cause me further distress than avoid them, but it just does. I can't explain it. And no matter where I go, I seem to run into these kinds of stories. Whether it's a Youtube comment where a user shares a story of the horrible traumas they've experienced in the past or present or the reason why they want to die, or another headline about the terrors happening in Palestine or Ukraine. It doesn't help that I have an unnaturally high amount of empathy and a tendency to imagine myself vividly in these people's shoes. Oh, and I believe that a user on here I came across who expressed intentions of suicide and who I tried to help, is dead now. She hasn't posted or responded to my messages in over two months.

I don't know what made me this way. It could be my mom's obsession with true crime stories and the ID channel, or the fact that I've inevitably run into those kinds of accounts here and elsewhere. Either way, it frightens me and makes me wish more than ever that I could erase certain memories with no problem and continue on with the life that has, so far, been pretty kind to me.

Until I can get myself together and stop getting myself overly upset about how horribly cruel human beings can be to one another in so many ways, I may have to step back from the Internet and social media, except maybe to share artwork. I recognize that my mental health is starting to go down a slippery slope at this moment, and I recognize how important it is to take care of it and do what's best for me. And I hope you all realize that I want YOU to do what's best for you, too, as long as it doesn't hurt you. Caring for others is important, but so is caring for yourself.

This all being said, I'm going to a little less active on here for just a little while. I'm sorry for being so open all of a sudden, but I hope you understand.

#semi vent #random thoughts from angie

[umbraticstickerz]

Y'all if you sexualize Velvet or Veneer at all, DNI/srs

I do not care if you're going to try to excuse sexualizing characters who are canonically teenagers, they're teenagers. It's gross.

Hell, if you post nsfw at all. I am a minor currently, and I do look at accounts that reblog my stuff.

#louies random rat rambles #semi vent #trolls veneer #trolls velvet #trolls band together #trolls

[weepinglilvessel]

Sorry for the lack of quality content made by me. I promise I’m not slacking XD

I got two projects for RW in the works and some irl stuff that is ripping the shit out of me so much I’m about to explode (●’◡’●) *COUGH*

Either way, I’m almost done with one of my projects so it should come out in a week or 2 :)

(I’m about to cry)

#weepinglilvessel #semi vent #tw vent

[secretly-larry-daley]

Do you ever just see something that’s supposed to be a successor of something but it just… makes you sad? Like, it looks brand new, shiny and clean but it just doesn’t bring you the same joy the other thing did. And you just know people will flock to the new shiny thing instead of remember the old thing…

Maybe I’m just in a sad mood, but I’m going through it rn

#semi vent #like don’t get me wrong #it looks incredibly cool #but it isn’t the same #:((

[sun-citadel]

Payback | negative / ǝʌᴉʇɐƃǝu

#artists on tumblr #nobody artist club #fan art #sketch #semi vent #vent #vent art #fortnite payback #payback #fortnite #fortnite art #fortnite fanart #pb #videogames #headcanon #headcanon design #transmasc headcanon

[hemeruni]

Aroace erasure makes my blood boil

How in hell do you ever see someone who has openly admitted to not be interested in someone… interested in someone… in both a romantic and or sexual way.

"Hey Hemeruni aren’t you just describing yourself-"

I DONT DO THAT

As someone who’s also Aroace, I want to properly display that in any piece relating to Hemera, and by extension, Hemeruni.

Swap AUs or what not doesn’t count as an excuse to erase a part of that character’s identity to make your badly written dreams a reality.

You don’t benefit anything from that, the only thing you get out of it is my disappointment. God.

#text post #semi vent #sorry I kinda just lost myself there

[cuddly-vamp]

I want affection so goddamn bad right now hollyy.. Like I just want to cuddle up to everyone and everything and it's something I experience a lot so it's like hh.. But I can't because I don't have anyone to do that with and want to respect boundaries so it's like.. Cuddly bat left to fucking I dunno keep wanting affection

#txt #semi vent

[missnessabless]

ninećtasuhta (I love myself) art by (c) @missnessabless

#nessaart #furry #fox #wing #sad #semi vent #shape #nawat #original art

[ionlypostmymeemocs]

Oh no...

I am getting the feeling of "I want to chat with my online friends, but I feel like I am being a bother to them" again.

#semi vent

[wisteriasymphony]

the second i can get semi-realism down as an art style, literally all I'm going to fucking draw hundreds of times over is adrien literally ripping himself apart. i genuinely can't get myself to understand a take on adrien's own perception of self being positive.

imagine seeing your face--your body--EVERYWHERE, being bought and sold and traded and consumed by hundreds, thousands of people you've never met nor ever wanted to. you never asked to be photographed, to be immortalized in these poses, in these ways, and yet the fact that you were forced to is inescapable, this behemoth that you are not and you will never live up to always around you. to mock you.

you wouldn't be able to live with yourself. this body is not yours, it is your mother's eyes and your father's property, and the ways you have been abused in person are simply the start of what your image has been subjected to. people you will never know will think about you in horrible, horrible ways, want to do horrible things to you, all because of something that you did not ask to be a part of. and can you ask them to stop? can you plead mercy to those who do not care for your voice?

you would never be free of these things unless you did terrible things to yourself. you'd have to be rendered unsightly, unloveable, unphotographable, just to be free. you would rip at your arms until nobody wishes to bruise them. you would pull out your teeth so that nobody ever takes from you another smile. you would tear off your face so it could never again be used against you.

I know body horror would be a hard sell on the MLB community, especially with the fandom's darling. ...but the imagery would be gripping. I can only hope to put it to picture eventually

#miraculous fandom #miraculous lb #miraculous fanart #miraculous adrien #mlb adrien #adrien agreste #cw body horror #cw self destruction #dark ​miraculous content #mlb horror #miraculous #semi vent

[hyperfixationtimego]

man i need a danganronpa friend who will be silly about shinouma and momoguji and saimota and naeleon and a whole mess of other rare pairs with me [blinks pleadingly at you]

#preferably. someone who will NOT constantly send me things said by pr*ship blogs just to try and rile me up #it would be nice if we could just. play with our blorbos and traumatize them horribly <3 #also. I WILL ROLEPLAY WITH YOU. teehee. 🤭 #danganronpa #personal #semi vent #no but like seriously I need someone to help me start associating these games with being happy again :(

[aobabes]

The fact that Sly literally only ever fronted whenever Aoba was being assaulted, abused, or nearly killed throughout DRAMAtical Murder yet to this day people still call him “the evil alter cliche” in terms of the general portrayal of DID in media really really bothers me.

He literally was split as a means to protect Aoba, which is exactly what Sly did. Did he go about it the wrong way? Yeah, I'd say destroying people's brains and giving people brain hemorrhages isn't necessarily the best way to ensure the safety of your system, but that's literally what an aggressive protector is in a system: An alter usually split to deal with physical, verbal, emotional, or sexual abuse and/or assault, but due to their misguided idea of what protection should and shouldn't be, they retaliate against said danger and/or abuse aggressively. They mean no harm to their system nor the body and it's the same case for Aoba and Sly.

Aoba literally acknowledges that Sly was never evil and that he just had a misguided idea of protecting him from harm in Ren’s route. Stop it with the “Sly/Desire is evil and that's his only character trait” shtick because it's annoying. He's just a smug little gremlin alter who likes to mess with people's heads, and what about it?? He's far from “evil” he's just a tiny bastard man who just so happens to have mind manipulation powers.

#dmmd #dramatical murder #aoba #aoba seragaki #sly #sly blue #dmmd sly blue #ren #dmmd ren #dissasociative identity disorder #DID #tw assault mention #tw abuse mention #semi vent #okay to reblog #i just really love him okay #him and aoba and ren they're such a complex and beautifully written system #and im just as tired of the negative stigma around sly blue/desire as i am of the negative stigma around DID in general #fuck off. this is a 100% certified sly/desire defense blog so watch your mouth when speaking on him around me #thank you for coming to my ted talk

[bitter-sweet-coffee]

ok i just have to point out that almost every main ted lasso ship classifies as an “unethical power dynamic” i mean:

tedbecca is boss x emoloyee

sambecca is boss x employee with a significant age gap

keeley x jack is boss x employee

roy x jamie is coach x player with a significant age gap

etc…

and btw this isn’t me bashing any of these ships for having power dynamics. it’s just baffling to me that there are people who target one of these ships but adore another because like… they’re just remixes babes! it’s all the same shit!

anyways you don’t need to come up with some moral excuse to dislike a ship, you can just not like it lmao. we don’t need to turn every pairing into a moral quandary

#ted lasso #semi vent #i love how so many of these ships have existed with only sambecca getting flagged #BUT AS SOON AS JACK AND KEELEY HAPPENED LAST EPISODE SUDDENLY EVERYONE IS TALKING ABOUT MORALS AND BAD BISEXUAL REP #maybe. JUST MAYBE. you have a problem with women 👀 #i’m not calling people misogynistic just for not liking jack x keeley #but if you’re only beginning to talk about power dynamics now and/or you ship anything else i’ve mentioned… unpack that