#sadfsadf

[dualisume]

|| I want to talk about the possibility that Furina could have loneliness syndrome, it's connection towards Furina's now minions. In furina's character stories , furina found an unknown book back then -- this is the book that inspired her to create the three minions now. && in the book , Craballeta is the main character. A maid who is young, care free && loved to sing, and it was mentioned there that craballeta's situation in the book is quite similar to hers ( She admired the happy lives of the maid and the other servants, and the maid's courage in facing down the ancient secret to defend that life.) , she even dreamed of her being inside the book , inside the mansion that was described in the book and she was ' Craballeta ' . Sounds familiar isn't it? well because it is the same with Zuria && her son , Furina is dreaming of a fairytale just like in the water imps in the new event. The story of Craballeta is after all a scary fairy tail since it was implied that the story has character death. ( Craballeta found the dead master on the second day when they are wondering why he is late ) , which is similar to the story of water imp, but furina having fixation of Craballeta , she wasn't terrified of her.

Another similar thing in the event && furina's character story is this

Both paragraph points towards loneliness && companionship, even if it's different but the meaning of the sentences points towards it, depicting that those who suffer this sickness always imply their loneliness through stories. Another one that is the reason why i think furina has loneliness syndrome is when Zuria stated this.

When furina gained a hydro vision , she had created those characters from the book into her own minions, she considered them her friends in fact, it was heavily implied that she created them so they will be by her side as seen in the final parts of her story .

Though the question unto why furina didn't become delusional compared to zuria and her son , well because she was cursed as an immortal && i think her immortality has a benefit for her to not fully succumb into any sickness or -- wouldn't get worst , && after her becoming human again she received a vision which help her create this minions, which keeps her sane and not delusional . So yeah-- i really think furina has it.

#. ooc #/ f u r i n a / - self #/ h e a d c a n o n / - misc. #/ s t u d y / - misc. #the event quest really reflects on furina's loneliness #sadfsadf #i just have to type this #but its messy but i hope i sent my message well #sadfsa will retype it properly when my mind is fixed oof #longg post ahead

[angel-thoughts-dump]

the thing about angel is that not only does he hate his demon impulses and how he acted without a soul, he also hates how he acted before he was turned into a vampire! so if he hates his human personality and the personality he developed years later as a vampire, what does he have left? what personality does he use to interact with the world around him? and the answer is none if he can help it!

#´I have two modes with people bite or avoid´ #sadfsadf #so real #he did party a lot as a human! but he sees it as another character flaw so he represses it too #a ball of repression #asdfasdfadf so funny when he says at least he might look cool #bah anyway he did have almost 100 year to develop his personality while having a soul he just avoided bc #he was too depressed and guilty for it #1.13

[newncode]

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#sadfsadf #sadfsadf3

[aeviare]

[ stolen ] a quick, stealthy, and impromptu kiss snatched in secret - chris for leon...

🐝  *  ―  𝑫𝑰𝑭𝑭𝑬𝑹𝑬𝑵𝑻 𝑾𝑨𝒀𝑺 𝑻𝑶 𝑲𝑰𝑺𝑺 𝑺𝑶𝑴𝑬𝑶𝑵𝑬.

in the middle of a mission, surrounded by b.o.w.s and a squad of other bsaa agents, probably wasn't the best time to have any kind of argument or heart to heart, but here they were. leon wanted to laugh at the ridiculousness of it all, but it's true that he found himself in this position, squirreled away in a small abandoned closet off the side of the larger classroom the rest of their group was resting in. they just needed to make it til morning for extraction, chris's idea. leon thought they should keep pressing forward, find a less infested area to wait things out.

both of them were filthy and covered in dirt, but leon had pushed some of chris's buttons during their disagreement. so it had been a surprise when the larger had grabbed him and tugged him into the closet so they could argue away from the rest of the group.

leon's back hit the wall with a thump, mouth already opening to make a heated accusation when he felt those warm, chapped lips pressed to his. the blond vaguely thinks about how unfair it is that chris can make him melt with just a kiss, most of the anger and frustration seeping away as the other man presses closer, boxing him in. any other person or time, leon would feel trapped. even when he's annoyed with redfield, all leon feels is safe.

he pulls away after a moment, breathing harshly, forehead dipping to rest against the other man's chest. "cheater...," he whispers, fingers gripping at chris's sides. "you made me forget all my very valid points against why staying here overnight is such a bad idea..."

he distantly thinks about the men outside and what they must think about their leaders "arguing" in a cramped closet space. it's then that the flush makes its way over leon's features and he hits chris in the chest, "you really think you can win me over by just a kiss!? i'll have you know that i'm not that easy---!" whatever else he'd been about to say is cut off again by a strategic pair of lips pressing again against his own again.

hell, leon knew he wasn't going to win this one.

#pertinasities #✦ 🇱‌🇪‌🇴‌🇳‌ ✦ {rpd - modern v} #i wrote more than two paragraphs sadfsadf who am i

[agentthirsty]

Looooooove how they had teased in season two about Doomsday coming but it turned out to be Inverse Kal-El/Bizarro and here we are in the season three finale and Lex has turned Inverse Kal into Doomsday it's a full circle moment folks we love to see it

#zackkology #DC #Superman and Lois #Doomsday #Inverse Kal El #Bizarro #finally finished the season #it was a good one #way better than season two sadfsadf

[stcllariis-a]

@takimeguri​ liked for a starter!

     “i see,” he murmurs, nodding as he observes the other male, “so that’s how you do it. i do admit, i have a harder time seeing ten steps ahead of my opponent,” aether says with a small laugh. 

#takimeguri #𝕧: 𝕞𝕖𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕝𝕕 {main v} #sadfsadf could be talking about chess still or perhaps aether watching another take down by ayato lol

[good-beanswrites]

Fe Aspec Week Day 1: Coming Out

WOO It's aspec week time!! 💜💚 To no one's surprise I'm starting off with Lukas :3 I know we have the wonderful support convo when he and Python sort of come out to each other, but I was always curious about the loose ends that it brings up -- how he comes out to/is treated by his family, the woman he's left behind, his fellow nobles, etc. This drabble doesn't really answer any of those questions sadfsadf but it's coming from that thought 😂

Father,

I am writing to you now, so soon after my previous letter, as there is something I have yet to confess. It may be difficult for you to hear, but

The sentence stops abruptly, a small dab of ink at the corner of the ‘t’ where the pen had rested a moment in contemplation.

A man sits back at his at a desk. His candle illuminates the page, displaying a few brief lines at the top. He dips his pen in ink time and time again, but the page remains mostly empty. 

At first, the man believes his problem to be a lack of words. No title exists for men like him. He’s well-educated and well-connected in the army; he has an extensive vocabulary for how the upper and lower class categorizes its people. Whether it’s a scholar’s dull terminology, vulgar common language insults, or the carefully chosen phrasing of a gossiper, none of the usual descriptors fit him. All he has are the distantly connected criticisms he’d heard his whole life: “heartless,” “cold,” “detached.” 

When the candle burns lower, however, he realizes the real issue. He has far too many words.

Where would he even start? Should he describe his contentment with his life here? How not one of his fellows ever brought up the lack of a woman at his arm, or how dinners with the King and Queen themselves were filled with pleasantries that never touched on his romantic endeavors? Whatever his father had been preparing for, it had never come.

Or should he begin earlier, when he was first accepted by this group of people? He wasn’t sure if he could properly convey all that he experienced on that fateful night, speaking softly with the unit’s archer – a man he’d come to call one of his truest friends. The man had heard for the first time in his life that there were others like him. He heard that they were content. They were whole.

He could go back further and describe the moment that the realization first hit him. How his father had been right in a sense. Just as he said, one day when the man was grown, he would be in the arms of another, and everything about himself would suddenly make sense. There was only one difference. He’d been forced to bury that clarity, since it wasn’t the same kind that everyone else came to.

Or should he start even further back? He could recount all little hints that haunted him across his youth. His dreams for the future never quite aligned with those of his peers. Nothing ever seemed to align. His choice of stories to read, of games to play, of jokes to make. He wouldn’t ever claim he was mistreated as a child, but everyone would agree that the signs had appeared even then.

The man sighs. Where is the beginning, when one has always been this way? 

The clock strikes on the hour. It is late, and he will need to be at his sharpest tomorrow for drills and meetings. He has no more time to fret over words about his past. 

The man tries a new method, and wonders what his friends may write about him. He can’t resist a dry smile. He knows that he can never, under any circumstance, allow them to exchange any correspondence with his family. 

But the exercise gives him an idea.

He writes out a single statement. Then he blows out the candle and heads to his bed. 

there is nothing broken about me.

Cordially,

Lukas

#fe aspec week #fe echoes #fe lukas #fire emblem echoes #fire emblem lukas #i always thought cordially meant like 'respectfully' so finding out it means 'with intense feeling/in a heartfelt way' had me ;----; #i like the idea of someone whos very eloquent and educated writing the simplest and oddest letter home and just Not Elaborating #i hope the pov worked -- i wasnt sure if it was weird doing the present-tense-no-name thing but it just started flowing? so i ran with it? #LMAO i couldnt get it to work but my original idea for this prompt was art featuring lukas right after the support convo and high off the #euphoria or self-discovery #he'd be absolutely wrecking it on the battlefield -- bloody and wild and giddy staring down the viewer with the caption 'love loses' 😂 #drabbles

[soraeia]

My mind completely blanked on that last one bc my brain was going a mile a minute sadfsadf but I wanted to add Yukaine just...watching Cassandra in wonder as she performs the ceremony.

And Hatius taking note. And realizing that whatever marriage prospects he was hoping to make, he knows that Yukaine might have Meriburn secured. And he's not sure whether to be panicked, or relieved.

#{ gilded cages } imperial au #{ the gods are watching. } commentary

[knifebun]

border collie dog :)

uuhh ouugh it's not like i don't like border collies, i just really don't like border collie owners. especially working border collie owners. like this is such a specific brand of dog owner that i just can't stand sadfsadf

i like them. they're good dogs, hard working, too smart for their own good, and they stare right into your soul. i like biddable dogs who like working with people just because they like working with people, i like shepherds in general, but i guess they're a bit Too Much for me. i really hate the split in the breed too, i'm still convinced a good example of a breed should be able to work and still look like a border collie, and not some random village mutt.

4/10. i know some really nice borders, one of my dog's best friends is a lovely border collie, but they're a bit too much for me personally. also they're double coated + i don't really like medium sized dogs? idk.

[poodleteeth]

What are some of the "hard questions" you've had dog training clients ask you before?

~ @release-the-hound 💙

sadfsadf i can't come up with specific question i've been asked rn and i blame it on the late hour (it's almost 2am for me), apart from the ones where my answer boils down to "i could research this, but you could also ask your vet, because they're more likely to know the answer". but i have some specific cases that kept me awake at night lol.

i've had a border collie who would get to such level of arousal in a very short training session he'd start humping everything and it'd often take him two hours of constant humping to calm down. so his owner would do very long training sessions, just so he'd sleep after them. at first it just looked like a typical case of someone who got a border collie, learned they need to work and just... forgot to teach the dog it doesn't have to work all the time and that it can chill out sometimes without getting frustrated. but quickly we noticed it's not only training that would get his arousal level to skyrocket, but generally anything remotely exciting (like meeting other dogs or his owner coming back home) would immediately make him go from 0 to 100. and i learned he'd do this since he was a puppy. so i recommended they see a vet, because that seems like something health related, but it seemed like everything is fine, all tests were showing he's healthy... until i got a phone call that he had a cluster seizure that lasted for about 12 hours total :I it's a fresh case and they're still diagnosing him, but it's basically confirmed idiopathic epilepsy made him Like That.

i also had a dog that would bite without warning, seemingly at random. the same situation would be fine one time and would make her attack her owner the second time. there seemed to be no correlation. multiple vets also didn't find anything wrong with her. it took us a while, but we finally got to it: the dog would bite as a result of sensory overload and tiny changes in routine. so stepping into an unexpected puddle in the kitchen was enough to make her bite. i don't want to say this dog has doggy autism, but that was basically the conclusion lol. introducing her to sensory integration and body awareness exercises has had a massive impact on her.

there was also an 8 months old puppy who'd just lie in one position in one specific spot for hours without eating or drinking. on walks he'd be a fearful dog who'd do everything to come back home as quickly as possible, but at home he'd shut down, refuse food and water, there was zero contact with the dog. it lasted for a month before the owner contacted me. i don't know how it ended because his owner was expecting a quick fix and never contacted me after our two sessions, probably they returned him to the breeder. my guess is that the dog was from a puppy mill (i mean. i've seen his papers and know it's byb) and he'd spend most of his time in a kennel crate, so my action plan was getting him a crate or ex-pen again and slowly expanding his available space, but. yeah. never got to see if it'd work.

[angel-thoughts-dump]

angel acting like a very old man to new technology can be so personal

#sadfsadf he hates celphones #yes yes yes thats so important actually #1.13

[littlegumshoe]

we can have alittle bi valen,,,as a treat

#finished this game for the first time since i was like 13 #nwn #doodl #neverwinter nights #valen shadowbreath #sadfsadf

[nighttbound-a]

Careful everyone, Fright Knight swings both ways--

Not just with his Soul Shredder. But mostly with his Soul Shredder.

#sadfsadf #//ooc

[sanguinesacrament]

Someone: That sounds like a sin.

Sanguis: Your god and mine are not the same.

#sadfsadf #???? #LIKE......OK SHIT

[solejedi]

012. piggy back ride .

                               soft touch meme ! | @faithdisturbed​ | accepting.

           〝  чou must be jokıng. ɯe hαven’t done thıs sınce …  〞 sınce she ɯαs α lıttle gırl , she ɯαnts to fınısh , but the young woman leaves the words in the air. lord vader , like a  f a t h e r to her , stands semi - crouched , arms stretched backward as he awaits his apprentice’s reciprocation. the sith warlord giggles—- something only ever achieved by the antics of the dark lord. a running start , and rey hops on the man’s back , legs winding around his waist , arms slung over his shoulders.  “  if we’re to do this , you must p r o m i s e me you’ll make blurrg noises , just like when i was a child.  ”

#faithdisturbed #( ✗ ‘ I AM THE HORROR — verse / sith au ’ ) #sadfsadf #i can't #this is adorable asdfasdf

[gentlechaoskid]

Yeah, so I just ship everyone with each other. A great big ol Julian/Arsa/MC/Nadia relationship. FIgHt mE

#julian devorak #the arcana #nadia satrinava #sadfsadf #arsa #does arsa not have a last name? #personal