#rp salt cw

[pledgedsouls]

◇ If I ever turn someone down for RP for whatever reason I’m still chill with them being around. But if someone approaches me for rp and then later on when they make a new RP blog they follow me again whether they’re pretending to be someone new or not, that’s one of the fastest ways to get hardblocked by me.

#(like why would you think i would suddenly think we'd rp good if I said our writing styles wouldn't mesh well?) #ooc: Mew mews #salt cw #(never having gotten to interact is one thing but if i explicity have said in IMS i dont think it would work out please just take the L)

[jiko670]

[Lingers]🌱🏛️

(Cw// Major Character Death, Blood, Injury and unreasonable amount of salt)

Based on rp I have

If anything to make you feel better, Cyno track down the killer and killed them...he get into jail for that

(If this doesn't flop I may draw the scene in the future)

#jiko670arts #genshin impact #alhaitham #kaveh #haikavetham #haikaveh #kavetham #art

[dappy-dappernette]

IMPORTANT: PLEASE READ

Well, here it is. Since me defending myself last time without naming anyone is a “call out post” I wonder what this is.

CW: Discussion of abuse, manipulation, and accusations of gr--ming, s-icide faking.

While it may not seem like it, since last year I have been paranoid and looking over my shoulder due to certain things that have come to light regarding someone who I had once considered a friend. The person who has gone on to blatantly lie about my friends and I as well as accusing me of a serious crime based on lies and manipulations is the user @Chibidashie (on Tumblr)/ @Chibiidashie (on Twitter) also known as @Wonderful-World-Of-Hetalia, @Purin-Hime, and @hetalia-themagicalmanac on Tumblr. 

I’d like to keep this as brief and concise as possible, and while she has made multiple posts vagueing my friends and I, I will be primarily responding to the claims made in this post ( https://www.tumblr.com/chibidashie/700598829666451456/alright-this-is-gonna-be-very-risky-posting-here?source=share ) she made about my friends and I on tumblr, though I will also address other notable times she has mentioned me. I will also only be responding to the claims she has made against me and/or my gf, as I don’t feel like it’s my place to speak for the rest of my friends, especially since some of them will be making their own posts regarding the situation.

Something I’d also like to address before we start is that while I do have screenshots for most of these incidents, I don’t have screenshots for all of them, as some of these conversations have happened over VC and while we are telling our truth, we understand if you are skeptical about those specific sections.

Here is my friend Mick's post about the situation, since it mostly started between him and Cheebs: Here

(The rest of the post under the cut)

Some Context:

I had met Cheebs about two years ago in my friend Mick’s (then known as Gil and who will be referred to as such in screenshots later) old Hetatwt discord server, and sometime later she would join my own (now inactive) server.

Mick and Cheebs have a much longer history together than she does with me, though I do not believe it’s my place to speak much on that as that is his story to tell. However, sometime after Cheebs and Mick had joined the friend group, Mick and Cheebs had a falling out. She reacted to this by going to most of her and Mick’s mutual friends (including me) in an attempt to turn us against him, however when we asked him, Mick told us the truth and provided full context to what happened.

Later, Cheebs contacted me to apologize once again, and while I did try to remain mature about it, after everything that had happened I was already hurt and tired enough and finally told her off. To which she apologized again, and said she’ll improve herself and come back to give us a genuine apology when she was ready.

“The Beginning of a Calamity”

(I will be starting off with this section, as it’s the start of the accusations Cheebs has levied against me. When Cheebs is referring to A she’s referring to me, P for Mick, and S for Salt, my gf. Mick is also referred to as “Gil” in some of the screenshots, as that was a name he used to go by. The reason why Cheebs calls Mick P is because an old name he went by was “Percy” and the reason why Cheebs uses A to refer to me is because my legal name starts with an A. This will become important later)

“People like P and A had suddenly decided to exclude me, saying that my oc I had since I was 16 suddenly made them uncomfortable.”

We did not “suddenly” decide to “exclude” you from the rps in our servers because we were “suddenly uncomfortable” out of nowhere. We had our own reasons as to why we were uncomfortable with your OC’s inclusion in the rp.

The main OC that Cheebs would rp in these servers is her OC Mary, a child. The main issue that we had with her rping this character isn’t “Oh an adult rping a kid is weird and gross”, it’s that she tried to push her again, child OC, into an rp where characters who were pretty awful people (much less anyone you’d trust with a kid) were discussing and engaging in scenarios that are highly inappropriate for children, with the main topics usually being about drugs and suggestive themes. 

It would have been one thing if we were simply rping a fun slice of life rp or if Cheebs was rping an of age character but still excluded her, but that wasn’t the case. Many of us were very uncomfortable with her trying to insert a child into these sorts of situations and were simply trying to reinforce our boundaries.

“People, including A and their friends posted art on the art channel and would get a lot of responses from everyone on the server. I would post my art...and it seemed like I did not exist. A and their friends would post art over me, drowning my art in praise for A and their friends.”

This isn’t true, there are multiple instances where we would respond to her art. Were they lengthy comments where we would go into deep detail about what we liked? Not really but we did at least acknowledge and compliment her work and tried to show appreciation. Not only that, but Cheebs would also do the same to us, multiple times.

Also-

“this had reminded me of a similar occurrence in which a popular artist in the same fandom had done this as a tactic to harass me and send porn in servers that minors were present in.”

This came out of complete left field, and was most likely an attempt to paint me in a similar predatory light. She will try to do this again later on in the same post, which only adds weight to my concerns regarding this statement.

“Meanwhile on A's server, A would dehumanize me into nothing more than a living, breathing joke, despite knowing well that I am autistic and a survivor. One vc I clearly remember was something that went like this:A: Guys, my cat is in my room!Me: tell your cat I love them!A: Okay! [Pause] ...Oh? What's that? Cheebs, My cat says she hates you.”

I won’t deny that I’ve made this joke before, I’ve actually made it multiple times. However, what Cheebs fails to mention is that I didn’t single her out when making jokes like this, this is literally just how I joke with friends in general. The rest of the people who were on VC with us can vouch for it, and have had this joke and similar jokes directed towards them before while Cheebs was present in VC.

Not only that, but if Cheebs was so hurt by it, then she should have mentioned it to me instead of just laughing along with us. How am I supposed to magically know how others feel without them telling me? If she was honest with me and told me how it made her feel I would’ve stopped making those jokes, but she never told me, and now I’m at fault for not being able to read her mind?

“yet nobody in A's server really seemed to care that I was hurting and quite literally living a massive flashback from having so many ptsd episodes. they simply did not care at all nor asked if I was okay.”

I assume she’s talking about her vents in the vent chat and the lack of response to them, which again, something she seems to purposefully leave out is the fact that the vent chat was only accessible to people with the vent chat role. Not only that, but some of us had the vent chat muted at the time, as many of us were dealing with our own struggles and were not in the proper headspace to check on it often.

What only makes this statement even more frustrating is that even with that, there were still people who did check up on her and respond to her vents, such as Mick and my SO, Salt.

P’s server:

“They had also been uncomfortable at the fact I was venting about how A had hurt and dehumanized me countless times, and had not been held accountable by the people around them. They truly believed that I was shit-talking about A, when I was living a flashback of how A reminded me so much of our abuser personality-wise. P had sided with A.”

Held accountable for what? Not being able to read your mind on what jokes you were and weren’t comfortable with? Again, I apologize if whatever jokes I’ve made has made you uncomfortable, but you can’t vilify me for not knowing when you made no effort to tell me at the time.

And Mick wasn’t uncomfortable with you simply “venting”, he was uncomfortable with you lying about me and twisting the truth while naming me, while I was none the wiser to what was going on and still thought we were cool. Again, as I’ve repeated before, if you had simply stated your boundaries and come to me about how you felt then I would have respected them. But you never did.

safe space breached

“A had never interacted at all since joining my server, only basically watching me.”

I’m barely active on most servers I’m in, even the servers of some of my closest friends. And I’ll even admit this, I almost never checked Cheeb’s server, and whenever I did it was to get rid of the tagged notification that would pop up often. However this wasn’t out of malicious intent, I’m just the type of person who’ll join a server but barely say or do anything in it and Cheebs is reaching if she believes this is “evidence of espionage”.

“A's s/o, S, would interact and occasionally join game night with my friends, but even S had a very good facade that they were committed acts of espionage for the love of A”

This specific line makes me a lot angrier than it should. Because not only is this a fucking lie (again), but even when the rest of us were beginning to catch onto Cheeb’s true nature, Salt was the one to actually try to stick with Cheebs and try to be the best friend she could to her even when she herself was uncomfortable or hurt by Cheebs. We were even hesitant to tell Salt everything that Cheebs had done, including talking shit about Salt behind her back, because we didn’t want to force a wedge between Salt and who we perceived as a friend she loved.

Salt wasn’t spying on you Cheebs, and didn’t even know about our issues with you and how you talked about her behind closed doors until we told her. She trusted you and stuck by you even at the cost of her own comfort and mental health, and you decided to repay her by lying about her behind her back.

“(which i theorize that A had actually groomed S due to the fact that when i met them in A's server, A was 18 and S was 16 as well as the power imbalance between the two.)”

Well, this again is a blatant lie. And a really dangerous accusation to carelessly toss around without evidence. Salt and I are the same age, with the age gap between us being only 8 months. I’ve already disproven this claim with evidence in this post: https://www.tumblr.com/the-doll-house-gallery/712497364283326464?source=share

I should also mention that while she only uses the first initials of our usernames (or legal name in my case) to refer to us here on this post, she had referred to us by name in her server.

And while you might go “Well this was in private so it’s ok” word and gossip still spreads around, and I’ve lost friends because someone had lied about me like this before.

abusive conflict

Well this one is going to be a doozy to get through

“I had dmed A about the fact i was not a fool and i knew that everyone involved (P, S, F and D) were hiding something about me. I had no answer until around midnight, in which A verbally abused me by accusing me of guilt-tripping, as well as bringing up past mistakes of mine to make themselves appear morally superior. i admit, i had made mistakes that can easily be solved in A’s server from communicating with each other, but A had verbally abused me over dms to the point that i had a panic attack late at night, with only 2 hours of sleep and a long work day in the morning.”

This isn’t what happened at all, quite the opposite actually. Cheebs came crawling to me, begging for forgiveness. And while I did respond at midnight (for her, I’m CT not EST), it’s not as though Cheebs messaged me earlier in the day with me deliberately responding late at night so she could barely have energy to work the next day, because Cheebs had initially messaged me from 11:30 pm - 12:00 am EST. 

I also had work the next day and was already stressed enough with preparing for upcoming classes when Cheebs had suddenly messaged me that late at night, tired, stressed, and at my wits end with Cheeb’s constant excuses, I messaged her this:

I, and many others, were tired of her not only dragging us into her falling out with Mick and her attempts to turn us against him, but also her overall two faced behaviour towards the rest of us as well. While yes, I could’ve worded this much nicer, at this point I was already tired and hurt by what she had done to us. I was the one who ended up confronting her about these problems, not the other way around.

“i had begged A to stop with the verbal abuse, but A was unrelenting. A kept going about how i was a terrible person for standing up for myself and being upset of P leaving me, in which they had told me “go apologize to P”, despite also saying "your apologies do not mean anything to us".”

I did not say this, as you can see in my message to her what I actually said and meant was “Apologies don’t mean anything if you don’t follow through with them”, and they don’t. Apologies are meant as an expression of feeling sorry for your actions and that you’ll at least try to do better, but they really don’t mean anything if you just keep repeating what you were apologizing for. It’s not a “get out of jail free card” you can use over and over again.

You also didn’t “beg” me to “stop verbally abusing you”, so I don’t know where that came from.

I also didn’t tell Cheebs to “Apologize to Mick for getting mad at him abandoning you” I told her to apologize to him for trying to drag everyone else into this situation and attempt to turn us against him, when this was all happening he was incredibly stressed out because she just kept running to anyone who knew him to tell them “He’s actually a terrible, cruel person who ABANDONED me and his friends!” while refusing to hear why he wanted to distance himself from her (which he will go into more detail in his own post).

“i had asked A if they were spying on me. what A said was something like “no, but P told me everything.”. A contradicted themselves, and i had assumed so; they too were a snake.”

“Something like” so not what I had actually said. This is how the conversation went:

But looking back on our messages, I was misremembering the situation. Before I joined, Cheebs told me that she was “cleaning her vents” and I got worried that she was shit talking Mick, but didn’t tell him immediately right away because I felt as though that was invading her privacy at the time. It wasn’t until Mick ended up venting to me that she’s been contacting everyone else, not just me, about the situation with Mick while twisting his words to make him sound worse and to try to get them to turn against him that I decided to tell him my concerns. Which is when he finally broke it to me about what she had been saying about me while naming me.

Cheebs had actually come to apologize to me about this in the past, however, she had only said that she vagued about us in her vents. When in reality, she was apparently naming us and twisting our actions into something more malicious than they actually were.

Also, I wasn’t only still hurt and mad about the “venting” about me, but I was also hurt by the implication of her suddenly deciding to “clean” the vents when I finally joined. That meant in the months after that, she: A- Didn’t even bother to delete those messages and tell the truth of what really happened

B- Still continued to lie about me to that server even after “apologizing” and didn’t want me to see it.

These potential outcomes, along with her trying to hide the truth from me and being overall dishonest, really hurt when I realized the whole truth.

“The last i spoke to A, A had said “come back to me when you apologize to P.””

I didn’t just say “come back when you apologize to Mick” I said “Come back when you resolve this with Mick.”, as in when you two talk through this and try to understand the other and stop taking worse-case assumptions and taking them as the fact and truth.

Foreword

“when A became verbally abusive, i had felt their aftershocks for around two weeks due to underlying ptsd and the fact that this confrontation was abusive in tone, and that they blamed me for all of these issues, from being excluded and all. it reminded me so much of my abuser, that i had begun to question whether i was a horrible person for the fact people had turned against me. even before A confronted me, i was already comparing myself to people like chris-chan and puppychan because of the fact these two were bad, not to mention that i was autistic.”

It was “abusive” in tone because I was angry, I was fucking tired of this situation and hurt by not only the things you had initially done, but also the way you would constantly tell us that you were “sorry” and that you’d “improve” when you never even tried.

Also no one except you compared yourself to Chris-Chan and Puppy-Chan, and no one else even brought up your autism, why are you bringing this up?

“was me venting about being harmed by people who turned against me a bad thing?”

Venting in itself isn’t bad, but what is bad is lying about people and their character while naming them. Stuff like that spreads around and can even be spread to outside your friend group. Again, I’ve lost friendships and now a portion of a community I was in thinks I’m pro-nazi/pro-pedo because of a similar situation like this where someone went around lying about my friends and I behind our backs in private while we were none the wiser.

I’d even argue that naming people while lying about them behind their backs in a private group is even worse than publicly naming them, because it’s an incredibly underhand and scummy tactic to ruin someone’s reputation where they can’t even defend themselves. She knew exactly what she was doing.

“A especially needs to hold themselves accountable, for that they used me for nothing more than jokes at my expense. A’s friends were complacent in letting A get away with being manipulative and still dehumanize me against my will, this includes P.”

Ah yes, hold myself accountable for things I didn’t even know you were uncomfortable with because you refused to tell me. I’m terribly y’all for not being able to read minds.

“they would paint me as mentally unstable and manipulative when none of that is ever true and perhaps due to the fact many of these people were not autistic.”

I don’t need to “paint” you as manipulative because you’ve already proven that you are by your actions, especially in this post. Throughout this post you’ve constantly been catering to everyone’s emotions, tried to make yourself sound smaller and weaker compared to the rest of us than you actually were and are, and bring up things that were never mentioned or have little to nothing to do with the situation to make yourself appear more sympathetic.

An example would be in this very post where you randomly brought up your Polish ancestry out of no where and accused Mick's S/O of calling you a nazi when that never happened:

“yet i had communicated my feelings (as would a therapist would recommend in a situation like this), only to get ignored or given an excuse”

Thank you for admitting that you never told us right here btw, makes it a lot easier on me.

“except these people now use a private twitter account and say things about me without me seeing what they said because they are private accounts.”

Well isn’t this statement ironic with everything that’s happened, also while you have no proof of us shittalking you in private, we do have proof of you shit talking us!

Also

"oh and the fact that i wanted to fake my death bc of them too"

Is really... Alarming, to hear. So you planned to fake your own suicide to make us look worse?

“i sure had wished that this situation was handled better, because it really sucks to see many of my mutuals follow the people involved in hurting me, and i only wish for them to be held accountable, like how i had held myself accountable so many times, but those people could not see that i was truly sorry.”

I wish it was handled better too, but I don’t think I’ll ever be getting that especially since you still vague about us (and presumably still shit talk us in private tho that’s just alleged) over literally a year later. Also how could we even hold ourselves accountable over things we weren’t even aware of??? Also, if being "truly sorry" is lying about others, especially when those lies include false grooming allegations, I'd hate to see you when you aren't.

Additional incidents:

BECAUSE YES THERE’S MORE

Issues with interrupting:

Whenever we’d VC and Cheebs would join, more often than not, she would usually interrupt others and skew the conversation to what she wanted to talk about. Barely letting others speak and often directing the conversation back to her. Multiple times we would gently tell her to stop interrupting everyone else and let other people speak, she would say sorry, but then do it again. 

But one of the worst instances of this happening was when I was venting on call once. That night on call I was having a full on emotional breakdown, I was sobbing and overcome with grief at the time, and even contemplating taking my own life. Most of the server was there and were trying to be there for me, and when I tried to take a quick breath from all that crying, Cheebs thought it was a great time to go “...Sooo, moving on from that- Today is Dashcon’s anniversary!”

This really hurt me and made me feel as though the distress I was going through didn’t matter, so as calmly as I could possibly muster, I asked Cheebs to not interrupt me. Cheebs then disconnected, and Mick had to 

The Fanfic:

Because yes, Cheebs has literally dedicated a chapter of her fanfic to this situation. How do we know this? Because not only is one of the villains named Percival, the extended version of the name Percy (which Mick used to go by at the time), while one of them is named Aiden whose name starts and ends with the same letters as my legal name. 

But also because most of the things that these characters do is what Cheebs accused us of (along with her adding on additional worse things to appear more sympathetic), as well as her admitting that she based it on how “Old friends treated me” and looking at the timing of this message, it matches up.

The fanfic is “Those Fleeting Dreams of Mine” and the chapter is “Chapter 12: The Boy in the Beast” Here is the fic and the exact chapter where Aiden and Percival show up so you can read it yourselves: https://archiveofourown.org/works/35651113/chapters/104722581#workskin

This is where I feel Cheebs becomes more insidious in her ways of slandering us and trying to make herself look like the victim.

In this fanfic Percival, Aiden, and their friends are described as a “gang”, violently physically assault Jack (Cheeb’s self insert), are described as rowdy, violent, thieves, and “demons”. The main reason why I take issue with these things specifically, especially with the way she makes the falling out seem more violent on our end is because- Mick and I are not white. Mick is african-American and I am Southeast Asian. The rest of our friend are all Latine, while Cheebs is white.

Cheebs knows we’re darker skinned POC, she’s seen our faces in video calls before and she has listened in on our conversations regarding our experiences as racial minorities. She knows that black and brown people struggle with stereotypes of being violent and crude gang members, stereotypes that can get people attacked or even killed. Yet she still decided it was a good idea to portray characters that are blatantly based on us as violent delinquents attacking her weak and helpless self insert based on herself, a white woman.

Could she have just written this just for the sake of it? Perhaps. But going by her logic as well, with her accusing me of being ablest for simply calling her manipulative in my other post defending myself, it wouldn’t be too far of a reach to think she’s applied this logic to her fanfic. This is literally the definition of “White woman tears”. Words can’t describe how disturbed and uncomfortable I felt seeing her portray us in this way, especially when she knew of the shit we and our people have to deal with.

Also in that boat:

We never called you that, and it’s weird that you would even bring that up (this was before we found out about the fanfic, and looking back at it in retrospect…)

The “Neurotypical” comic:

 Shortly after I found out that Cheebs was accusing me of being a “groomer”, I decided to make a post defending myself and showing evidence of Salt and I being the same age. Cheebs had apparently felt threatened by this, even though I never named her, never brought up her autism, and even kept her gender identity private. In response she made this comic:

This was the description:

This post was made a couple days after I posted the post where I defended myself against her accusations of grooming. Not only is this comic grossly misrepresenting the situations (my post was me defending myself against this claims with evidence, and Cheeb’s “vents” were her lying about me while using my name), but also- I’m most likely not neurotypical, and Mick isn’t either.

Mick is professionally diagnosed with ADHD and PTSD and self diagnosed with Autism, and while I’m not professionally diagnosed with anything, that doesn’t confirm whether I’m neurotypical or not, and based on my own behaviours I’ve noted growing up I believe I might have either ADHD and/or Autism.

I currently cannot get a professional diagnosis due to financial issues, familial/cultural issues, and transportation issues. I currently don’t have any means to get diagnosed, and even if I did, familial and cultural pressure from my family has scared me into being unable to ask them for help.

This is something I would bring up frequently in the server we were in, and Cheebs was well aware of this. So it feels incredibly callous of her to use this as a way to make it seem like we’re a bunch of “mean neurotypicals attacking someone for being autistic”. Which makes this situation even more baffling is that Cheebs supports self-diagnosis but still uses other’s inability to be professionally diagnosed as a point against them:

So is self-diagnosis valid until it’s inconvenient for you Cheebs?

The “Draw Your Squad” incident:

This was in response to a draw the squad picture my friend Bowie drew of us:

The reason why Cheebs wasn’t in this picture was because this “Draw Your Squad” pic was based on whenever we would actually play monopoly/Bankroll on Plato, and whenever we did Cheebs would never join us or never even asked to join. Again, Cheebs never even tried to join and never told us that she wanted to be included, how were we supposed to know if she never brought it up?

The most recent “vent” art: Recently, at the time of writing this, Cheebs has posted this piece to her art blog.

Yeah this is obviously based on me (and presumably Mick), not only do the accusations match up but the puppet master character has strong similarities to my sona, Dappy.

It’s incredibly evident that she’s still set on shit talking and vagueing us, even over a year later.

Other issues:

While these aren’t completely related to the topic of Cheebs slandering my friends and I, there are other incidents that make me incredibly uncomfortable, especially as an Asian person.

Sometimes, how Cheebs talks about Asian things (especially Japanese stuff) comes off as rather fetishy and racially/culturally insensitive.

“Nothing like Spirited Away”

In this post, Cheebs talks about going to a Korean bathhouse for an early birthday gift. While there’s obviously nothing wrong with embracing other cultures, it is off putting to see her adding “Def nothing like Spirited Away though lmao” at the end.

And while yes, she’s most likely making a small joke about a movie she likes, it seems like she decided to make the comparison because “Japan and Korea are East Asian countries”. Which not only comes off as pretty racist, but feels even more gross considering Japan’s colonization of Korea and the atrocities that happened during that time.

“Hikikomori”

Well this feels gross. Basically Cheebs is calling herself a “hikikomori”, which is a phenomenon in Japan where people become shut in from society. They don’t go outside, not to go to work, to school, or anything else. It is a serious form of severe social withdrawal that devastates the lives of many.

Which is why it feels gross that Cheebs is deciding to use the word as a “cute” synonym for being an introvert. Cheebs is definitely not a hikikomori, she goes to work, attends college, goes to cons, goes to meetups, still as irl relationships, etc. And while yes, she is introverted and shy, that alone does not make someone a hikikomori, and it feels more like she’s using the term as a “kawaii” alternative to introvert.

Conclusion:

Please don’t attack Cheebs or anyone else in this situation, all I want is for my name to be cleared and for this situation to end. I’m tired of constantly having to look over my shoulder, I’m tired of being lied about behind my back, I just want her to be held accountable and for her to stop lying about me. If any of you guys have other questions or need further context for some of these I will respond to your questions, but this is all that came to mind in regards of this situation. 

Again, please don’t attack Cheebs, her friends, or anyone else in this situation. We just want this to stop and for her to stop lying about us.

#long post #discourse #drama #Hetalia #Hetalia fandoms #<- I'm adding these tags because that's the fandom we both frequent #People need to know the truth #I hate that I have to post this and I hate that I have to make it public #But this has gone on for too long and Cheebs won't stop lying about us #If we just sat back and do nothing I know it'd get worse from there #Especially from my own experience

[vixensfire]

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Penned by Vixen. 21+, she/her. Most active on @luminovas. Rule highlights are below the cut.

-My tagging format is #____ cw. I don't do catch-alls or personal trigger tags. My NSFW tag is #( nsft. )

-This blog is anti-censorship and pro-survivor. I have no patience for people who are unable to curate their own RP experience without harassing people about what they write. In other words, if you are pro-censorship / pro-harassment over fiction, then the door is to the right (and hit the block button on your way out)!

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-Highly NSFW and shipping friendly for most muses (I will directly state if they are not open for NSFW or shipping), though I prefer chemistry and plotting beforehand. No cheating dynamics.

-RP is a mutual effort, and if you're consistently ghosting/ignoring my attempts to interact, I'm just gonna softblock you. I will not waste my time or energy with people who constantly ghost my attempts to interact.

-I only reblog callouts if the person being called out is exhibiting dangerous behavior towards real people or animals. In other words, I'm not about those callouts where the premise is "this person writes ____" or "this person ships ____," nor am I about the callouts where it could have just been resolved by communicating properly or blocking eachother. That being said, if I'm following someone who has previously been called out for dangerous behavior, please privately message me with the callout- and make sure it has definitive proof and not just word of mouth.

-I'm fairly vocal about the RPC's many problems. Such as misogyny, racism, queerphobia (especially transphobia), ableism, the mistreatment of OCs, the trigger happy callout culture, the many RPC blogs that solely exist to give the most toxic members of the RPC a place to thrive, and so on. I'll tag these rants with #salt cw.

-I'm picky about fight scenes and plotting is essentially mandatory due to this, unless there's a very clear premise. I'm passionate about stuff like godmodding and metagaming, and I will never have my muses kill, maim, or control your muse in a thread without permission, but I will also not water down the power level or experiences of my muses.

-Queerphobes, racists, misogynists, antisemites, ableists, etc. will never be welcome here. I stand with Palestine and other occupied nations, and if you don't then you can go pound sand.

#( pinned. )

[luminovas]

#LUMINOVAS: An independent, private, selective, semi-lit to literate RP blog for an original character from an original universe. 18+ to interact- minors/ageless blogs are blocked on sight (age ranges are fine, including 18+ / 21+).

This blog contains strong NSFW and/or dark themes, including but not limited to: Sexual content (including BDSM), alcohol/drugs, toxic relationships, abuse, manipulation, and general violence. Proceed at your own risk, I am not responsible for you being unable to curate your own space.

CARRD | HEADCANONS

Penned by Vixen. 21+, she/her. Rule highlights are below the cut.

Rule Highlights:

-My tagging format is #____ cw. I don't do catch-alls or personal trigger tags. My NSFW tag is #veneri. ( nsft. ).

-This blog is anti-censorship and pro-survivor. I have no patience for people who are unable to curate their own RP experience without harassing people about what they write. In other words, if you are pro-censorship / pro-harassment over fiction, then the door is to the right (and hit the block button on your way out)!

-Be 18+ to interact. No exceptions, I am not responsible for what you see if you choose to lie about your age.

-I hate RP elitists and you'll be blocked on sight. Whether you're a snob about graphics, mobile users, people who don't have English as a first language, or anything else like that. I don't care, you can GTFO.

-Personal blogs can follow me, but don't like/reblog my posts.

-I don't RP with muses from Harry Potter, Dream SMP, Attack on Titan, Hetalia, Homestuck, or South Park.

-I don't RP with any blogs that don't have a strong distinction between mun and muse. Kin blogs, alter blogs, most self-inserts, etc.

-Highly NSFW and shipping friendly, though I prefer chemistry and plotting beforehand. No cheating dynamics.

-RP is a mutual effort, and if you're consistently ghosting/ignoring my attempts to interact, I'm just gonna softblock you.

-I only reblog callouts if the person being called out is exhibiting dangerous behavior towards real people or animals. In other words, I'm not about those callouts where the premise is "this person writes ____" or "this person ships ____," nor am I about the callouts where it could have just been resolved by communicating properly or blocking eachother. That being said, if I'm following someone who has previously been called out for dangerous behavior, please privately message me.

-I'm fairly vocal about the RPC's many problems. Such as misogyny, racism, queerphobia (especially transphobia), ableism, the mistreatment of OCs, the trigger happy callout culture, the many RPC blogs that solely exist to give the most toxic members of the RPC a place to thrive, and so on. I'll tag these rants with #salt cw.

-I'm picky about fight scenes and plotting is essentially mandatory due to this, unless there's a very clear premise. I'm passionate about stuff like godmodding and metagaming, and I will never have Nova kill, maim, or control your muse in a thread without permission, but I will also not water down the fact that they are an extremely old and powerful god with a ton of battle experience under their belt.

-Queerphobes, racists, misogynists, antisemites, ableists, etc. will never be welcome here. I stand with Palestine and other occupied nations, and if you don't then you can go pound sand.

#salvēte. ( pinned post. )

[acanvasofabillionsuns]

navigation

the self explanatory

art - all the art i reblog comic - similarly, all the art i reblog that is a comic animatic - any animation video - videos music - songs creation - videos of people creating things, be it art, sculpture, chocolate guy, etc. poetry - poetry, using a loose definition of the term abcdefghijklmnop queue - my queue tag long post - posts that are long puns - puns :D cheesy jokes - cheesy jokes <3 polls - tumblr polls tumblr rp - when people on tumblr roleplay dancing - videos of people dancing!! fairytale rewrites - different takes on fairytales cats - cats current events - things that are happening in the world

the less self explanatory

fic recs - all the stories i reblog fic snippets - encompasses bullet point stories, story ideas, and bits of writing that aren't really a full story original story - the stories that aren't fanfics, whether that be original fiction or personal stories original work - the art that (at least as far as i can tell) isn't fanart tumblr famous - ranges from posts that i've seen at least twice to the truly iconic (for some reason on my blog this tag has a column running through the posts. not sure how to fix it) once a week once a month once a year - all the time-based posts, like thursday the 20th, saturday shorts, the Mar 10 Mario billboard, etc. humanity - people being lovely and good, actually <3 :^) - my smile tag! silly and delightful stuff here signal boost - kind of goes hand in hand with current events; less news and more just info i want to/i think should be share(d)? like, interest checks for fan stuff and commissions posts and petitions and so on liveblogging - this would be in the self explanatory bc it's exactly what it sounds like, but so far i've only liveblogged the enola holmes movie and salted about it being different from the books laksdjf;alj wizardry - wizard posting a good reminder - positivity/self care/genuine reminders à la 'turn over your laundry' 'it's okay to be sad sometimes' etc.

the personal

my fics - all my published stories my writing - includes my fics and various bits of writing (and, if you scroll back to late 2020, a choose your own adventure thing i did) meri monologues - my talk posts m mumbles - when i do a little storying in the tags of a post tk got tagged - tag games! this is a relic from when i went by tk for the first few months of having this blog, but i haven't switched it over bc alliteration it's a good good good good good good morning - sometimes i write about the good things in my day and then schedule it to post the following morning :] an ask & an-on ask - my ask answering tags! an ask is on all of them but an-on ask is for. anon asks kind words - a collection of nice things people have said about me/my writing (mostly on this list so i remember it exists)

all my friends are tagged with (one of) their names and that's it

the warnings*

reblog bait - those "reblog if/reblog for" posts. i usually don't reblog the "reblog within ten seconds for good luck" type posts, but it's there to block if you don't want to see those cursing - if there is profanity in a post it will almost certainly have this tag suggestive - the more nsfw posts i reblog. it's not very often, and it'll almost never be explicit, but this is my tag for that flashing cw & eye strain - the more eye hurty posts

*there's not really anything else that i reblog and warn for with any regularity, but i'm willing to go back and tag posts if you send me an ask requesting it! additionally, my warning tagging convention is [thing cw] or just [thing mention] if it's not depicted. so for example if there was an art post showing blood i'd tag it "blood cw", but a story that briefly discussed someone dying would have "death mention."

the references

reference - just general stuff i want to hold on to for reference baking reference - baking but also recipes in general art reference writing reference job reference ^ all fairly self explanatory

the religious

greek mythology - all the greek mythology related posts i reblog christianity - mostly memey christian stuff tbh judaism - happy holidays reblogs + info about it

the fandoms

my general tagging convention for fandoms is [media name] for any posts featuring it, [abbreviated media name + character name] or [character's full name] for any characters in the post, and [ship name] for any featured ships. so a prinxiety post would be tagged with "sanders sides," "ts virgil," "ts roman," and "prinxiety," along with any other relevant tags. or a post featuring phineas and perry would be tagged with "phineas and ferb," "phineas flynn," and "perry the platypus," because for the p&f fandom i tag characters' full names. exceptions include rottmnt, because i didn't want to type out the full show name, but the characters are all tagged [rise character name] & the mxtx fandoms like the untamed and svsss, they're all under "mxtx" bc i haven't actually consumed any of the stories

i have a lot of fandoms i reblog stuff for but the main ones are sanders sides, miraculous ladybug, mcyt*, dnd podcasts (the adventure zone**, legendlark, and spell check mostly) A:TLA, and dp x dc (danny phantom/dcu crossovers - those posts get tagged "dp x dc," "danny phantom," AND "dcu" (i might omit one fandom or the other if the post is, say, a fic that mostly only talks about one fandom, but it'll have the "dp x dc" tag still))

*similar to dp x dc, mcyt posts will always have the "mcyt" tag, and if there's an associated smp with it, i'll tag that as well. i think the only smps i've tagged are dsmp, qsmp, hermitcraft, and life smps. ngl, my character tags for mcyt stuff is a mess and i don't feel like fixing it legendlark is also similar - each post has the 'legendlark' tag and then the og campaign is tagged 'dames and dragons' and any hrose camp posts are tagged as such

**i don't have one unifying tag for all adventure zone content. each campaign has its own tag - so like "taz balance" is the main taz tag you'll see on my blog - and then the characters are all just [taz character name] (e.g. "taz taako")

#because four years in is the best time to make this post 👍 #i'm probably missing some stuff but these are the main ones i think #if i remember anything else i'll add it in 👍 #meri monologues #edit: okay fixed whatever glitch caused the links to ride up to the previous line !!

[demonesseulgi]

𝑰𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏

Dash interactions will be treated as either social media interactions or in-person. There will be no *action* but it will be responded like RP on dash. Seulgi will respond to all sorts of dash responses.

Ask games are treated as an interview style. This will be treated as if both parties are in a room together.

Asks are initially treated as text messages, no actions will be given or RP responses given unless it is reblogged.

Seulgi will not respond to posts that have too many characters on it unless she already speaks to someone. She will also not engage with any members of Monsta X.

If Seulgi or admin are unsure how to respond to a post, we will support reblog. Mutual interaction is expected. If interactions are one-sided, you will be removed.

Any type of flirtation doesn’t equal interest. Unless it has been made clear, do not assume interest is there. If you are unsure, you can ask admin about interest.

If you are interested in Seulgi, this does not mean she is obligated to reciprocate feelings. She is flirtatious and may seem interested but take that with a grain of salt as she does talk to everyone like that.

If you wish to make a post that includes Seulgi, this is allowed but please check with admin first.

Chats can be started at any time. Only RP or Y/N need to send a message first to discuss things. DMs will always be responded to in literate style. However, this does not mean Seulgi is obligated to respond to every DM sent.

All dash interactions will be tagged appropriately and NSFW will not be RP’ed on dash. Seulgi will engage with NSFW content and it will be tagged with #cw: nsfw

If at any point you are not comfortable with content Seulgi posts, please let admin know so I can remove you.

Please make sure DMs are engaging and effort is given, short and quick replies that give nothing to the chat does not mean you’ll get a fast reply. Admin will only warn about this once and if this continues, I will end things.

Admin has the right to not respond or engage at any moment. I am not always active, there may be days between responds or weeks depending on my schedule. Please be aware of this.

#✧.* [ muse info ]

[goronska]

Whump Prompt #2

With thanks to @rudasosna for the RP where it appeared. CW TW #trauma #violence #torture #whump #dissociation Background: A sociopath in a surprising role of a Caretaker (Jennifer, OC of Ruda) talks with a broken Whumpee (Setia, my OC) after his night with a Whumper. Whumper has the power to reverse time to get Whumpee's body to the state prior to any harm done.

Jen: Setia, the difference between us is that I'm apathetic by design, not by trauma. If you need psychiatric help, I'm sure that can be arranged. I have been physically altered. You have been beaten into apathy. My initial assessment was wrong. You don't enjoy this, but you're used to dismissing and hiding your suffering. I'm sure a visit to a therapist wouldn't do you any harm. Setia: Were you like this since you were born? Jen: No. It was not my choice. You read the document, Setia, you know this. Setia: I'm just trying to imagine the girl you used to be… but… …this leaves no trace. I cannot be miserable because it's like like a bad dream. I'm in perfect health. Walking doesn't hurt, I do not have to crawl, you could bath me in salt and not a single thing would sting… chuckles Call the psychiatric help when I start treating myself like a prophet and saviour who dies for the sins of humanity. That'd mean I lost it. Jen: You remember the pain. That's the trace it leaves. You shouldn't have to. Setia: ...when you cannot push your finger on a bruise to see if it still hurts, there's nothing to remember.

#my poor bean #my OCs #whump #trauma #whump prompt #caretaker #whumpee #the bruise #Setia #Jennifer #this is where you should hug him and he won't care

[magioffire]

☀ What's your rp pet peeve?

weeeeeeeeeee salt time ; accepting

uhh im sure this is a pet peeve of anyone with an oc or canon divergent canon, but when people obviously have not read your bio in-depth before rping with you and mess up really...basic stuff about your character. now, i dont mean like when a character assumes something about another character based off their own experiences or lack of experience or things they've heard, that just makes sense. but like when a character will do something to another that really should be impossible, or at least very difficult, or doesnt work the way they assumed it worked.

usually its very minor, we all mess up sometimes, and it would be selfish to ask people to memorize every single minute detail of my oc in order to interact with me, however theres some stuff that is just....so obviously stated in the bio, and would become apparent ic. like people interacting with and acting like vali is skinny and frail looking because hes a mage and a fae/elf like creature and therefore he *must* be weak and skinny, because all mages and fae/elves are skinny and weak! thats an example of ooc assumptions that can stop an rp dead in it's tracks, because it's obvious from just one look at vali that he is not skinny nor frail looking. and this is on purpose to subvert the idea that all elf/fae like creatures have to be these tall lanky white people and all mages have to be frail weaklings with not the slightest understanding of martial arts and fighting. and i dont think it's too much to want people to refer to your bio while interacting with you, or ask questions. also this leads me into my next one

when people completely underestimate and miss the point of your character entirely. now im not one of those types thats like "your character *must* respect my powerful character, even if your character is equally or more powerful, has reason to be rude, or is in general the type of person to push their luck', i love conflict, i want conflict, and honestly it makes sense in my case for a lot of characters to immediately underestimate vali upon meeting him, but i also understand the frustration that comes when people just seem to not....get it.

where your character is in a position of power, or is supposed to be feared or extremely well known, or being around them literally can give you a glimpse into just how powerful or strange they are, and it just seems to fly over your partner's head, and they dont seem very keen on learning about your character nor delving deeper into them and are content to just stick with the surface level assumptions so they can treat your muse like a punching bag. like a dick measuring/ one upping contest. and it gets even worse when they wont even really allow your character to retort or fully retaliate without the interaction ending unceremoniously, them being upset, or them just straight up godmodding so their character *always* ends up on top, i tend to lose interest in those types of interactions real fast.

and i dont want this to read as me not wanting conflict in my rps, or trying to give off that vibe those annoying posts have that are like 'respect muses of power!!' (bro stop co-opting the phrase people of color for fucking rp stuff. it aint that deep) or that i cant handle people talking down to vali or agitating him or picking fights with him, in fact i fucking love that shit, some of the most interesting rps when done right. im just saying that being either 'being a doormat for other people's characters' or 'being the person who walks all over people's characters for the sake of your own muse' is never fun for really anyone involved. rp is a two way street! and communication and equal back and forth is key. i think in an rp, each partner's characters should have equal amount of spot light and that a good rp partner strives to learn more about your character's strengths and weaknesses. instead of decided where and how your character is weak and strong and always putting the odds in their favor.

#ooc. #ask. #promiseofdawn #rp salt cw

[holywaterandcrepes]

Gabriel had walked in five minutes ago, dropped a folder on the floor, then left, catching the door before it could even close. What a ruinous end to what had otherwise been a pleasant Saturday. Still, they must really need him if Gabriel was asking him after everything. He looked through the folder.

Kevin Thompson, name changed to Zebediah Kilgrave, simply known as Kilgrave. In his photo, he looked like a rather fetching man. He remained unseen for the first ten years of his life, presumably locked in the house, and then his parents walked out on him and never looked back. His mother's face had been noticeably scarred. Kilgrave's doing, perhaps? Neighbours had taken him in and given him food and shelter, but as he became older that became a trend. People gave him things, anything. In a darker turn of events, people did horrifying things to thenselves, seemingly out of nowhere. Aziraphale was being asked to investigate. How odd, all this trouble for one human. Kilgrave was hardly the first person charismatic enough to convinve people to hurt or kill themselves, and heaven had never intervened then. Still, bad things seemed to happen when he was around, so it was worth investigating. He would leave his notes outside the door so Gabriel wouldn't have to come in.

He looked through the folder and found a restaurant Kilgrave frequented. He called the restaurant. Miraculously, their head chef had just left, having found a better opportunity. With miracles, he hardly needed to cook anything. He was hired on the spot. All that was left was to wait.

Eventually the day came. Kilgrave came in, accompanied by a lovely young woman with blonde hair. He watched, but sadly he could not overhear their conversation. Perhaps with time, he would learn something. Perhaps if being a chef continued to be unhelpful he might change and become a server. He put the cilantro on top of the dish, as was customary for the dish Kilgrave had ordered, and sent it out.

@obsessionsarenotforheroes

#shall we assume kilgrave doesn't like cilantro #or maybe aziraphale put too much salt or something #up to you #hope this is okay? #cw mentions of suicide #I'm gonna probably put cws on this RP #I'm as shocked as you are #I never tag anything #and yet

[heiritess]

ben skywalker deserved better than being erased by disney, having his name stolen and tacked onto kylo ren when it makes zero sense for leia and han to name their son after “OLD BEN”, and to be completely replaced by people who think it’s okay to be like “what if mara was rey’s mom and not bens” how about she’s THEIR mom????? cause last time i checked mara has a son and his name is ben, and my ginger boy deserves fucking better than the fandoms bullshit.   if they know about mara then there’s no excuse to say “what if they don’t know who ben is”, like BOI DO I LOOK STUPID.

#cw salt #tw salt #this isnt about rp fandom #this is about the like personal blog fandom and shit #rant cw #rant tw

[ami-acts]

CW: Loss, bereavement

I was hoping to have more information before I made this post, so apologies for that. The news is starting to seep onto the platform though, as people share tributes as a way to process their own grief, so I think it’s time.

@siriussly-serious (he/they), mostly known here as Jay but also as Blu, Royale (in drag) and Jaxon, has passed away. Little is known at this point, other than that he was missing since Monday (10th May), reported as missing to the police on Wednesday (12th May) and found yesterday (15th May). This isn’t the right place for speculation, so I will have more to say when I have more information.

Although he hasn’t been active on the platform for a long time, Jay was a much loved member of the HP RP community. He was particularly an inspiration for LGBTQ+ creators and POC, going out of his way to encourage and promote anyone who felt they weren’t good enough or didn’t belong. He had so much love, which he handed out freely and sincerely to anyone and everyone who needed it. He created Found, a ridiculously ambitious project which I was privileged enough to be a part of, and which he was unfortunately unable to see through the way he desperately wanted to. Jay would want me to tell you he was 6ft7, everyone was welcome to the gun show and the cheaper and higher percentage your rose wine is, the better. He wouldn’t want me to gush about what an amazing singer, performer, drag artist, RPer, artist, writer, Muddy, creative and friend he was, but tough shit mate, come and stop me. He loved cheap rose, gin, rum, milkshakes, white chocolate, Beyonce, drag kings, queers being queer, people living their best life, Hamilton, cuddles, sandalwood incense and salt lamps (but not when he wasn’t allowed to lick them). So if you want to celebrate him in your own way, there’s some ideas for you. Just stay away from whisky and any other kind of chocolate. No thank you, ma’am.

I was lucky enough to spend a lot of time in person with Jay over the last 3 years, but to those who never met him, your grief is just as valid. Your friendship was real, your love and loss is real. He loved you, he was proud of you every day you went out into a world that tries to tell you you’re broken or not enough. You are enough, and Dad is watching over you.

Jay had a large online presence, particularly in the drag king community, so I’m sure there will be some online tributes and possibly events. I will reblog this post adding information as I get it, including any tributes and donation information for those who can and would like to.

Rest in Power, Jay. It won’t be the same without you.

#death #bereavement #loss #tribute #jay #royale blu #jaxon #siriussly-serious #hp rp community #hp rp

[humancoded]

#stop making descendants based aurora/phillip kids white 2k17

#salt cw #DESCENDANTS AURORA IS NOT WHITE #LEAH IS NOT WHITE #AUDREY IS NOT WHITE #UNLESS UR KID IS THE RESULT OF ADOPTION OR PHILLIP CHEATING U NEED TO STOP #god i'm so fucking salty abt this i am This close to just. putting this in the rp tag #&&. ⸺ ooc. ❪ general ❫

[outofangband]

For an anon named Xay! I hope this is ok!

All things considered, it’s nowhere near as graphic as it could be because I still get nervous to post more graphic stuff on here so most of it is in my drafts and in RPs and stuff

that being said a few sentences are a less...”show rather than tell”

one can always DM me for the uncensored version(s)

heed the warnings under the cut please 

masterlist

Tag list: @much-ado-about-whumping @elarinya-nailo @iwenttomordor @evilwriter37

Let me know if you want to be added or removed or if you’d prefer not to be tagged in hidden hours content

CW: sexual assault and aftermath of sexual assault, forced intoxication, overstimulation (non sexual and and strongly implied sexual), dissociation

A finger traced down his back to the cleft between his legs, very nearly threatening to breach into another violation. The elf shivered, one leg kicking out but made no other attempt at fighting.

The amusement on the Vala’s face was an almost glee as he explored the prone body lying across his lap. Maitimo’s head held down at an awkward, painful angle, the cloth of his captor’s discarded robes over his eyes.

The elf had fought Him constantly for the past several days and the evidence is clear on his naked form, bloodied cuts and bruises, raw marks from the restraints. And despite his current stillness, Melkor cannot help but to add still more scratches, along his back, over his ass. A few gasps, sharp and quick, music to His ears.

For the time at least he required none of the restraints and the Vala was pleased to have every inch of him bare and uncovered.

The boy is almost breathless before him. The potions Melkor had fed him...or rather forced down his throat...overwhelmed his senses and the fight had, momentarily, abandoned him. Though the urge surely had not. Claw like fingers curled in the red hair, almost tenderly repositioning his head so he lay on his stomach on the sheets, unable to move as Melkor positioned himself over him.

“My pretty Maitimo,” a whisper just against his ear, “No impudence nor disobedience will I suffer just now.” The almost warmth of the Vala’s charred hand traveled underneath his still body to rest once again between the elf’s thighs. But this time it was gentle fingers rather than claws that stroked over the already bruised skin, nudging his legs further apart and settling with his palm over some of his most private areas. The elf twitched as the hand began to move.

...

He might have been sobbing, he felt the warm tracks on his face and the salt in his throat but his body had long since ran out of tears. Time slowed to an agonizing crawl here, it surely had not been quite as long as it had felt. The poison had started to wear off and his limbs jerked convulsively as every so often another flourish of touch along his stomach or lower. Whatever had been put inside him was finally withdrawn, bringing blood with it. Painful but not nearly enough to clear away the other sensations that pulsed through him. 

“Hast thy voice not returned to thee, little jewel?” Melkor sang softly and Maitimo groaned with combined anger and more. The cold laughter did nothing to cool the fever of pleasure. 

“I suppose I cannot expect a plea for my mercy just now,” the Vala conceded, the stroking becoming rougher, almost squeezing and Maitimo wondered if he would have begged had he been able, simply so this would all go away. A sure sign of madness, if he truly believed any words of his could command the Dark Lord to cease his game. 

The release was violent, his constricted throat the only thing stopping him from screaming and his body shaking with gasps. Red flashed behind his eyes and what was dragged across his thighs would linger for hours, specks of blood from the claw like nails burning into him

...

Maitimo lay flat on his back, every so often losing track of his breathing, the only sound he could make out in the dimly lit chambers. The weight of the other had left the bed and he was finally alone, a small comfort. The heat between his legs pulsed through the rest of his body.

The shame he had experienced had been unbearable. He wanted to crawl out of his skin, scream himself hoarse, tear away any vestiges of what he had once considered himself so his captor could not dangle them so cheerfully over him. But the shock and the poison both had not yet worn off and so he could only lie there, sickened by the wetness beneath him, waiting once more for any kind of oblivion.

(Remember how I said that “Maitimo” became associated with shame on a very intimate level? Yeah I wasn’t kidding)

#the silmarillion #maedhros #morgoth #melkor #in the iron hell #short writings #blind you be morgoth bauglir #the hidden hours #I’m so sorry for anyone who’s in the tag for art or something

[pirate-poet]

hiya, im omi(they/them) and i love fallen london with all my heart and soul, and also boats

my main is PhiriUlfur, you can drop me a calling card or other social action but i havent played consistently for five or so years

you might remember me from the FBG forums as Iona Dre’emt where i did maybe 1 rp thing and made several jokes

i tag things pretty sporadically but feel free to ask. current tags include most sunless sea islands, sometimes the actual game titles, and ‘still don’t have a tag for this bullshit’ in which you can see me slowly lose my mind over the logisitics of zailing

on this blog you will find: -mushrooms -zee creatures(irl videos and pictures of fish and other marine life) -fallen london/sunless sea/sunless skies content -anything even vaguely victorian/edwardian(usually 1850s-1910s ish) -horrible, corrupting light -general boat things -bats -aesthetic stuff that even sort of reminds me of fl/ss/ss -memes -apparently a master and commander: far side of the world/sunless sea crossover now?? in progress (tags: #still dont have a tag for this bullshit, #salt & honey) read completed fic HERE

general cws: lots of ocean stuff, including some freaky lookin creatures, and cosmic/lovecraftian horror. sometimes some murder stuff

my legacy (meme)

my other legacy (fic) (i promise you can read the fallen london crossover stuff if you dont understand hermitcraft i promise)

#pinned #find me #pinned post