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arrowfleur · 25 days

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That trend where all the grandkids show up to their grandmas house for a sleepover but it’s the shaw pack going to Marie’s

#better believe she’s making sure they’re all WELL fed #redacted audio #redacted asmr #redacted marie #redacted shaw pack #redactedverse #arrowsqueue #redacted david #redacted darlin #redacted asher #redacted milo #redacted amanda #redacted christian

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hammerhead-jpg · 8 months

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The shaw pack's wolf forms!!

This is after the inversion so they're a bit scuffed up

I didn't do Kesley because I'm not even sure if she's a shifter

I was planning on doing Bayley and Ansel but I got sick of drawing these fucking wolves

Christian and Arden look purple. They looked brown on the computer screen. Imagine that they're brown.

Also just for the record I was heavily inspired by @/nin_ei 's (on Instagram) werewolf adopts, I didn't want the wolf forms to look completely like regular wolves because that'd get repetitive and boring but also didn't want them to look like somebody's fursona so their character designs were a lot of help when figuring out fur patterns and stylized wolf anatomy!!

#does anybody have a david wolf form design where it isn't a plain black wolf? anybody?#i told myself that I wouldn't make designs for characters that are only mentioned and never appear but i just HAD to do amanda COME ON #redacted audio #redacted asmr #redactedverse #redactedaudio #redacted fanart #redacted art #redacted david shaw #redacted asher #redacted milo greer #redacted darlin #redacted christian #redacted arden #redacted amanda #redacted shaw pack #hmrhd arts

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ackermanbitch · 1 year

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pictures that perfectly describe every redacted couple imo (its long so under the cut)

amanda and christian

milo and sweetheart

davey and angel

ash and babe

guy and honey

tank and sam

im sorry for this but baby and ivan

vincent and lovely

gavin and freelancer

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us3rnam3-r3dact3d · 1 month

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I’m trying to come to terms with my own leg problems and use of mobility aids so… have some post Inversion Christian headcanons.

He was just conscious enough after the barrier came down to process that he was likely to lose his leg. When he woke up hours later, still laid out on a cot in the recovery area past the practice fields, he was crying before he even opened his eyes.

He spent a long time after he woke up just staring at his leg, taking in the fact that it was still, somehow, there.

He has nightmares about the moment it happened. He can still recall, when he closes his eyes, the exact color of the muscle in his calf, how his bone shined through white and clean where his flesh peeled back. When he dreams, he dreams about the moment that the claws of that stupid fucking Shade sliced through his leg like butter.

He has scratches on his fibula from the thing’s claws. It cut down to his bone. If Arden hadn’t caught it between her teeth just a second after it hit him, it would have carved his leg into slices like bread.

Even after being healed, his leg has deep, twisting scars. They’re hard to look at and painful, pinching his skin in hard divots. When David saw it for the first time, he started barking for somebody to heal him. He was informed that this was as healed as Christian was likely to ever get.

He, like most of the members of the pack, spent two weeks after the Inversion at the Shaw house. He slept through most of it on David’s living room couch next to Ash, his leg elevated by a handful of throw pillows. Arden, who managed to get out of the Inversion with a handful of bruises and a minor concussion, slept on the floor next to him, fitfully waking to check on him every few hours.

The damage is centered in the middle of his leg, affecting both his thigh and his shin. That spread of damage means that his knee was affected. The joint isn’t ruined by any means, he can still bend his knee but has lost a lot of mobility with it. He can’t straighten or lock it entirely and can only bend it so far. He can’t squat down or crawl. The knee doesn’t hold his weight very well, and tends to start to buckle after a few hours of being up.

Amanda hasn’t called Christian since she heard about what happened, but she gets semi-frequent updates on how he’s doing from Arden. She can’t bring herself to speak to him knowing how much he’s changed, knowing that she can never understand.

He refused to go to physical therapy until David dragged him. He doesn’t do the at home activities unless David makes him. Now, at least twice a week, David asks him to come and work out with him. Really, they just do PT stretches. Neither of them talk about it.

After a few months, he can see in the tread of his work boots that he favors his left foot. For some reason, when he notices that for the first time, it makes him cry.

His doctor recommends that he uses a cane. The way that he limps puts strain on his joints and his other leg is starting to show ware from holding most of his weight. For a month after buying one, it sits untouched, propped up by his door. He stares at it every time he goes to leave his apartment.

Eventually, it’s Asher who gets him to use it. He brings over a pack of stickers from the dollar store, snags the cane, and absolutely covers it. What was once a sterile, metallic cane is now covered in dinosaur stickers. Asher informs Christian that if he doesn’t start using the cane, Ash is going to start carrying him around like a bride.

#redacted asmr #my redacted content #redacted david #redacted Arden #redacted Amanda #redacted christian #redacted inversion #redacted audio headcanons

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zeerohpunk · 6 months

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milo and sweetheart stans, come out pls. i got yalls bread crumbs ✨️

this fic takes place shortly after the inversion, around the time milo got his ability to shift back. at a security team meetup, sweetheart overhears christian gossiping about milos actions during the inversion and decides to take measures into their own hands. it features swearing, a mild threat, and fade to black content where nothing 18+ is seen, but is implied.

word count is 1.3k!

tags: @no-see-um-incorrect @mrsmiagreer

David kept his conversations about Milo's actions during the inversions quiet around prying ears, he knew he couldn't let that information fall into the wrong lap.

However, he didn't shy away from taking a... closer, friendly interest in Milo's (and his mates') wellbeing since that night.

Most people understood, the inversion took a huge mental, and physical, toll on everyone at the games that night. The scars speak for themselves, but that only counted for the visual, bodily damage.

"We all faced death that night, and some of us didn't think we'd see the light of day again," David spoke, glancing towards Asher, "and some of us watched others make choices that nearly sealed that fate." He spoke and looked between Sweetheart and Milo, the look lasting just a second too long.

Christian didn't understand what was happening. Something was being hidden from the rest of the security team, he just didn't know why. Milo and his mate weren't inside the ward, they were safe.

David wasn't one for close affection, especially amongst his pack mates. He couldn't show that type of care with them, instead he concluded his speech with a cheers, a celebration of everyone who put up the tough fight that night.

The pack mates spent the rest of the night mingling amongst each other. Most spent time with their mates like David and his, Asher with his, etc. Christian and Amanda were huddled in a corner, as usual. No one really batted an eye at it, this was normal by this point.

Milo and Sweetheart had spent the night chitchatting with Asher and his mate, talking about anything and everything, real life shit and banter included.

"I'll be right back, Miles." Sweetheart tapped his shoulder, pecking his cheek as they got up to leave for the bathroom.

They wandered the large place, walking down one hallway when they overheard a familiar voice.

"I just don't understand what David's playing at. Milo wasn't even inside the ward, what did he of all people do that was so dangerous that he risked his life for it?" Christian spoke. He kept his voice low, he wasn't trying to get reamed by David or Asher for talking shit about Milo. Again. What he didn't expect was Milo's mate overhearing the two shifters gossip.

Sweetheart took a moment to think about how they could handle Christian's comments. They didn't want to act on a whim. They could get angry and make a scene in front of everyone, but that would just make things worse. With a quick wave of their hand, they were cloaked and walking towards the Australian shifter.

"I mean, Asher nearly died in David's arms, I just-" His words cut off. His mouth was moving, but nothing could come out, no matter how hard he strained for sound.

Sweetheart had taken his ability to speak, momentarily, as they decloaked in front of the totally-not-couple with a devious smile. The sudden appearance made both him and Amanda jump.

"If you speak about my mate again tonight, I will break your fragile ego down to dust, Chrissy. With a lovely, sizeable audience to watch. Am I understood?" They asked, his ability to talk had been returned to him.

"Y-yes." He answered, relieved that his voice was back. Trying to speak while being unable to was a straining, painful feeling. His face was drained of color, as if he had seen the devil before him.

Sweetheart nodded with a death glare, stepping away to return to what they were doing previously. "You two really do smell like each other, by the way." They rubbed it in as they pranced away, a shit eating grin across their face as they walked.

The night grew old as the pack mingled about, and pack members slowly dwindled, heading home for the night.

Christian and Amanda tried to not make it look obvious that they were leaving together, but their efforts continued to fail. They said their goodbyes, and Chris even attempted to make a nice gesture towards Milo as they left the building.

"Hey, uh... 'm glad you're alright, y'know. After the... that night." He stammered out, reaching his fist out to Milo. What can he say? He's trying to be nice (even if it's more of an attempt to stay on the stealth's good side).

Miles couldn't help but also be caught off guard by this behavior, but he returned the fist bump with a half smile.

"You too, man. I mean- I'm glad you're okay too." The interaction was concluded with a couple of nods between them and the stealth, who made no effort to hide the shit eating grin on their face from either shifter.

Milo and Sweetheart were next to head out, both mates had work in the morning. Once they reached the car, Milo looked over at his mate curiously.

"Now what the hell was that? Christian doesn't... do all that. I mean, he's a cool guy, but that's just... so outta character for him." He stated, tilting his head as he began trying to put the puzzle pieces together. "And you... You had somethin' to do with it."

Sweetheart smiled wide and shrugged, playing innocent.

"Dunno what you mean." They said simply, climbing into the passenger seat with a soft laugh. They knew Milo could see through their bullshit, but they enjoyed the banter.

"Oh, is that so?" He returned, fully playing into the joke now as well.

Sweetheart shrugged again, the smile never leaving their face.

"You know, when I'm working cases with the department, the people I'm after like to play up a big game. And sometimes, you have to remind them that you're playing chess, not checkers, and that you're not the pawn in the game. You hold the power, like the queen does." They sat up, checking their reflection in the visor mirror.

"And maybe you have to rub it in when one dog smells like another." They added with a chuckle, which earned them a laugh from their mate.

Milo didn't even know what to do with all this information. He was entertained by the idea of their mate teasing the Aussie shifter and his totally-not-girlfriend, but was also very attracted to this protective side displayed by his mate. He didn't know what went down that earned Christian that unfortunate wake up call, but he almost wished he could have witnessed it.

"So uh... you gonna tell me what he did to earn an assumedly earned rude awakening?" He asked as he put the car in drive, his free hand still tangled up with his mates.

"I'll put it like this. No one, and I really mean no one, gets to talk down about the people I love. 'Specially my mate." They affirmed with certainty, feeling the tingle of magic surging through their core, smiling when they felt Milo's core answer theirs.

Milo nearly growled at how they described their protective behavior to him. He couldn't help it, he found it SO attractive. He loved when they were like this. His mate had a confidence about them when they'd done something they felt strongly about, and he found it both hot and well deserved.

"My god, sweetheart... you are somethin' else, you know that?" He smiled with a shake of his head and a gentle but firm squeeze of their hand. He mumbled something against the back of their hand like 'My fuckin' mate,' and 'all mine,' between kisses, taking in how the magic swirled around in each of their cores.

"I love you, Sweetheart." He turned to them as he put the car in park, holding back from nearly tackling them right there in the passenger seat. He did pepper kisses all over their face, though.

"I love you too, Milo." They giggled, leaning into each kiss. "Let's get inside?" They asked, pulling away just a touch, earning them a small head tilt from Milo. They smiled, reaching their hands around his neck as they leaned in to whisper just amongst them.

"Wanna show you how much I love you."

#redacted audio #redacted asmr #redactedverse #zeeroh writes!#redacted milo #redacted sweetheart #redacted christian #redacted chrissy #redacted amanda #redacted david #redacted asher #redacted fanfic #fanfic

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capitalisticveins · 1 year

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Shaw Pack Hcs Part 4 (i think?) (Ft. Sam)

These are 3 pages long on Google Docs wow um

- Tank has smoked once, but didn’t exactly get into it.

- Asher and Christian put things they KNOW Milo will need on the top shelf of whatever house they’re in.

- Baaabe has freckles. Whether they're faint, or there’s tons of them, it doesn’t matter. They HAVE freckles.

- Angel may not be able to cook, but for some reason they can really fucking good. Cake, cookies, macaroons, brownies, lava cake, hell, Creme Brulee. They just find baking and cleaning everything up tedious, so they don’t do it often.

- As kids, whenever Kelsey came over with her mom to visit Arden and Christian, Arden and Kelsey would do anything and everything to scare the shit out of Christian.

- The only game Sam and Tank can play on equal grounds with no advantages towards each other is Just Dance 2018.

- Ansel and Bailey work on their upper arm strength more

- David doesn’t shave often, but his face somehow remains slightly shaven? Which is weird because he grows facial hair like crazy.

- David sleeps like a fucking corpse, that man does NOT move.

- Angel likes to shave David’s face when he’s asleep and keeps the hair in a jar under the bed in a box.

- Asher eats Kraft Mac ‘n Cheese.

- Tank LOVES frosting on cake and cupcakes. They lick the frosting off of those mini-cupcakes and eat the frosting first off normal cake.

- Angel used to believe in Herobrine, but instead of being scared or not playing the game until he was “removed”, they’d actively seek him out.

- Sweetheart’s impulsive thoughts have once led them to go tangible while in between a wall. It was excruciatingly painful and they don’t know how they didn’t get split in half.

- Milo would sharpen his teeth if he could.

- Ansel eats Crumbl Cookies, much to Christian’s dismay (he believes they’re undercooked).

- Asher and Baaabe don’t get out of each other’s arms until both of them are awake. If one wakes up first, they just lay there until the other wakes up.

- Baaabe didn’t go into elevators for a week after they met Asher. Not because they didn’t want to see him again, but because they were deathly afraid of being stuck again.

- When he was a kid, Marie would aggressively pinch Milo’s cheek whenever he did something bad.

- Baaabe took it surprisingly well when Asher first admitted to being a werewolf. Not because they were shocked or in fear, but because it explained a LOT of weird shit he would do.

- Once, when they were a kid, Tank got into a frosting container their mom used to ice cakes she’d make, and ate all the frosting out of it. They would’ve been punished if they didn’t vomit an hour afterward, since it was “punishment enough” in their father’s words

- Madelyn and all of the older pack kids (only girls) would have sleepovers almost all the time. Kelsey, Bailey, and Arden were invited, but not so often since they were younger.

- Sweetheart likes to buy square pillows so it can support their neck better.

- Asher, David, Milo, and Christian would try to sneak in or see what the girls were talking about, much to Madelyn’s dismay.

- David has a vase full of honeysuckles in his bedroom.

- Sweetheart can NOT hopscotch. They’ve tried and they keep tripping by the time they reach 6.

- Angel has once laughed so hard they passed out.

- Bailey likes to blow bubblegum, but it’s hard to pop them. Meaning if they grow too big she has to use her fingers to pop them, but then sometimes it gets stuck to her hands.

- Brooke has seen Bailey get tangled up in gum during a pack meeting, and had to go over and help her, but then he started getting stuck in the gum, until Amanda saw him.

- Long story short half the pack got stuck in 5 pieces of gum until David had to use scissors to cut them out. That night he prayed for a normal pack.

- Sweetheart was once compared to Sherlock Holmes. That’s the best compliment they believe they’ve ever been given.

- Baaabe always has a stupid and goofy smile whenever Asher walks into the room.

- As a kid, Milo was often left out of fun activities with the other kids. Bailey was the only one that stuck around him when they forgot to invite him.

- I.E: Brooke forgot to invite him to his 10th birthday party, and when Bailey found out, she and her parents took him to Six Flags.

- Other than the literal stealth in the pack, Brooke is the most stealthy member of the Shaw Pack. He can stop breathing for up to 5 minutes and cloak his aura enough for any normal empowered person to not sense or notice him.

- Tank has put mentos in coke and shoved the bottle in their mouth, Milo had to snatch the bottle from their hands after soda started spraying from their nose. Asher gave them 20 bucks to do it.

- David would stay up until 2am studying for ANY test they were given back in high school.

- Asher tried getting a tattoo in high school and told David, but David said if he ever finds a tattoo on him, he’d tell Asher’s parents immediately.

- Arden is the reason unempowered people in Dahlia believe wolves howl during a full moon. She makes sure that during ALL full moons, she’s at the highest peak possible in the town, shifted and howling as loud as she can. Only Christian knows she’s the one doing it.

- Tank has forgotten to put water in a cup of noodles once before microwaving it.

- Sweetheart has scared Baaabe before and this led to Baaabe cursing them out in a different language.

- Angel had braces from elementary school to high school, and keep unknowingly licking their teeth.

- David is NOT flexible, that man is as stiff as a floorboard.

- When Tank and their family first joined the pack, Tank was pissy and distant because they missed their old pack with their old friends.

-Milo has said “I’m walking ‘ere!” once, that’s the only reason Asher and Christian say it whenever he’s around.

- Bailey eats waffles with her hands.

- Kelsey and David fold their pizzas.

- Arden used a fork and knife to eat hers once to piss everyone off.

- Asher, David, Christian, Arden, Amanda, Brooke, Miguel, and Bailey have done the cliche “break a window with a baseball” in Amanda’s backyard once. Bailey broke it and was going to come clean, but Christian panicked and blamed it on Kelsey, who wasn’t there. He then tried to backtrack and blame it on Milo, who was in the corner playing with dandelions because they forgot to ask him to play. Bailey got away with it because Amanda’s mom believed it was him due to his lying, and no one backed him up.

- Asher tries to laugh more “cutely” or “manly” but whenever Baaabe says a joke he can’t help but laugh genuinely.

- When David was scolding Tank in “Confronted but your Pack Alpha”, Tank had a scowl on and kept looking at the ground. They didn’t make eye contact until the end.

- Sweetheart can throw it back

- David can be DEATHLY silent when he wants to be. This is why Sam didn’t hear David from behind him during the pack Solstice, despite his advanced hearing.

- Whenever the Sunbound Solstice comes around, and none of the wolves feel good or energized enough to do anything, the mates do everything in their power to pamper and take care of them until they feel better. The only exceptions are Tank, Sam, Milo, and Sweetheart since they’re all Moonbound. In this case, Baaabe and Angel wait until David and Asher fall asleep to help them out.

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imnotaddy · 8 months

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Christian has been real quiet since Amanda moved away.

#redacted asmr #redacted audio #redactedasmr #redacted shaw pack #redacted christian #redacted amanda

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kitheking · 9 months

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KUWTK quotes but it’s the shaw pack ft the solaire clan.

baabe: i’ve done so much for you and for david to call me and say “you should buy them a pair of shoes” to-

angel: i don’t need a pair of shoes i can buy my OWN shoes.

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gabe: david.. you have to think about what you’re asking for because money doesn’t grow on trees.

david: yes it does, it’s paper.

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vincent, clearly upset: my diamond earring fell off in the ocean and now it’s gone ;(

sam: vincent, there’s people that are dying.

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christian @ david after he chose asher to be the pack beta: that’s so embarrassing for your life and for your soul.

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william: lovely, come to the foyer. i have a surprise for you.

lovely: is that a chicken?!!?

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david: those are cute jeans.

angel: you’re cute jeans.

david: those are mine?

angel: no.

david: oh. i thought you said `your cute jeans’.

angel: i did.

david: those are my jeans?

angel: no you ARE cute jeans.

david: … what?

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sweetheart: Corneliusss! why didn’t you tell me your wife fucking died?

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tank: this is making me tear up!

milo: aww is it really?

tank: no, it’s the garlic.

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amanda: can you take off my boot?

christian: *attempts to pull boot off*

amanda: oh my god i said my boot not my foot.

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(at a pack meeting)

sam: darlin this is the land of your people

tank: this is NOT the land.

tank: this is dahlia.

#redacted asmr #redacted audio #redactedverse #redacted darlin #redacted david #redacted sam #redacted angel #redacted milo #redacted sweetheart #redacted babe #redacted asher #redacted chrissy #redacted amanda #redacted vincent #redacted william #redacted lovely

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konnorhasapen · 1 year

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Amanda: I mean it was good, it was never great-

Ash: nononononononono-

Chrissy: hey asher-

Ash: *punches Chrissy in the stomach*

Chrissy: AHW WHATTHEFUCK!?

Asher: you are- one of my very best friends. And I cannot stand by and watch you throw away your life like this! You're too young! YOU'RE TOO BEAUTIFUL!

Chrissy: what.. the fuck are you talking about?

Asher: I'm talkin' about the baby that's growing inside of your belly right now.

Amanda: see ya!

Chrissy: ...I'm not pregnant!

Asher: .uh..are... are you sure?

Chrissy: Yes I'm fucking sure!

Tank: I'm sorry, but why the fuck is everybody yelling over here?

Asher: Oh, I found this positive pregnancy test and there w-

Tank: *aggressively punches Christian in the gut*

Chrissy: OH- MOTHERFUCKER-

#redacted audio #redacted asmr #redactedverse #redacted shitpost #redacted christian #redacted chrissy #redacted asher #redacted amanda #redacted tank #tmpgis

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gumballrightfoots · 10 months

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i see like “shaw pack drag race” “shaw pack tattoo “

why is there no shaw pack mcdonalds.

NOW I DONT GIVE A PICKLY DILL PICKLE yall will listen to me

please.

shaw pack mcdonald’s is soo funny to me EVERYTHING HAPPENS AT A MCDONALDS.

HELL FAST FOOD IN GENERAL

amanda jumped through the drive through window cause a customer was cussing out arden cause of their apple pie

#redacted asmr #redacted darlin #redacted milo #redacted david #redacted shaw pack #redacted amanda #redacted asher #I DONT CARE YALL WILL HEAR ME OUT ON THIS

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sams-darlin · 7 months

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look i’m not saying that a random spencewuah video containing the names chris and amanda is now canon to the redactedverse and spencer telling his best friend is tank/me spilling to angel . . .

but yeah that’s exactly what i’m saying IT’S LITERALLY CANON NOW IDC

#redacted asmr #redacted audio #redactedverse #redacted christian #redacted amanda #redacted shaw pack #redacted darlin #redacted angel

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pan-but-meh · 11 months

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Random need for redacted Shaw pack incorrect quotes, enjoy!

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Angel: I don't cook for no man!

David: takes his shirt off when they offer to cook

Angel: 😳 🎵yes I do the cooking, yes I do the cleaning🎵👁🫦👁

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David: What's that smell?

Asher: blocking the doorway uh, my unconditional love for you?

David: ... Ash I see the toaster is on fire.

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Sweetheart: They say love is an uninvited guest.

Milo: Is that why you broke into my apartment without my permission?

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Darlin': I can't take this anymore, someone needs to take me out!

Sam: In a datin' type of way or assassination type of way?

Darlin': I don't know, surprise me!

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David: Do you ever want to talk about your emotions Tank?

Tank: ... No.

Asher: I do!

David: We know Asher.

Asher: I'm sad.

David: We know Asher.

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The pack having dinner together

Amanda: Could someone pass the salt please?

Tank/Asher/Milo: throws Christian across the table

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Asher: Oh my god, the stove is on fire.

Angel: Ok, no worries, we'll just call an adult.

Tank: But we are adults.

Asher/Angel: WE NEED AN ADULTIER ADULT! WHERE'S DAVID?!

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Sam: Why is there blood everywhere??!!

Darlin': I may have gotten into a slight altercation with two old bloods.

Sam: YOU GOT INTO A FIGHT WITH TWO OLD BLOODS!!!?!!

Darlin': No no, got into a slight altercation with two old bloods.

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Judge: How do you plead?

Tank: ...

Literally everyone in the pack: mouths not guilty

Tank: Hot... Milky?

David: God damnit, just take them away

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Sweetheart: This food is too hot, I can't eat this

Milo: You're too hot, and I still eat ya

Sweetheart blushes and Milo winks at them

Marie: One dinner. I JUST WANT ONE DINNER.

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Amanda: Pst, Tank!

Tank: What?

Amanda: I made this friendship bracelet for you!

Tank: Jeez, 'Mandy, I-I'm not really a jewelry person

Amanda: Oh, well if you don't want to wear it-

Tank: No, I'm gonna wear it forever, fuck off

#redacted asmr #redactedverse #redacted milo #redacted sweetheart #redacted darlin #redacted david #redacted sam #redacted amanda #redacted christian #redacted asher #redacted angel #redacted listener #redacted incorrect quotes #redacted shaw pack #asmrist fangirl signing off

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angelicaether · 27 days

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Snippet Sunday

Happy Easter! Tagged by the lovely @floofdeloop ^^ - Here's a snippet (more like a chunk lol) from this Christian/Amanda fic I've been working on and finally made some good headway on yesterday. Hope you enjoy!! Tagging: @sincerelywhistler @agentplutonium @zozo-01 @lovelylonerliterature @sainthowlzon and you reading this! --

“I’m leaving. I’m going back home.”

It felt like a punch in the gut, all the air gone from his lungs in an instant. He didn’t even realize he had stood up until he was above her. Anger and fear and love and sadness all washed over him at once and he couldn’t find a grip on any of them. He dug his nails into his palms hard enough to draw blood and tried to catch his breath.

“You’re what? What do you mean ‘back home’? Dahlia is your home. The pack is your home.” “I’m going to South Dakota. It’s where my dad lives, where my family is from. I can’t be here anymore, Christian. Not after… Not after everything that’s happened.” “You can’t just leave! The pack needs you! You need the pack! Amanda, I need you, here. With all of us. You can’t go.” His voice echoed off the apartment walls in a way that made him wince. He hadn’t meant to yell, but all the feelings spilled out, the cracks splitting further open. She gave him a look, one that was cold and guarded, one he hadn’t seen since he’d first met her. “You can’t tell me what to do, Christian. I love my pack, more than anything, but I’m no good to them if I stay here. I’m no good to myself if I stay here. I can barely leave my house anymore. The only reason I came here, the only reason I’m telling you, is because I want you to go with me.” The last sentence came out pleading, Amanda’s hand around his wrist. He almost said yes right then and there. The words ‘I’ll follow you anywhere’ almost came spilling out with the rest of his emotions.

But he couldn’t. As much as he was willing to go, as much as he wanted to, his place was with the pack. Despite everything, they were his family, and the only home he really knew. And now more than ever, he wanted to be there for them and to have them to lean on. He was sure that Amanda’s family would take him in as their own, but he would be in a strange place full of people he didn’t know or trust.

“I love you.” The words bubbled up inside of his chest and escaped before he could stop them. He felt like his heart was cracking at the sight of hope in Amanda’s eyes. He took a breath and pulled her hand off of his arm, holding it gently in both of his. “I love you, Amanda. But I can’t leave. My place is with the pack, they need me and I need them. I can’t go.”

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