#probably deleting this later

[hahskeleton]

why did I post this

random stuff and pictures of my cats

covered my face for a reason guys I baked a pie at my grammas house :)

#lucy and frankie #my cats #its meeee #lucy #frankie #shutpost #delete later #probably deleting this later

[brainrot-stitch]

Chat I'm soooooo soo so stable and awesome and there is not a scary lady seething at me from the corner of the void rn

#shroomie has stopped yelling but idk if this is better or worse #sigghhhh #me when i make a silly joke guy and turns out shes actually full of hatred and starts a cult #probably deleting this later #if i remember #if anyone other than daydream mutual sees this i start crying /j #:3 #jap jap jap #also STILL VIOLENTLY SICK I HATE EVERYTHING LIFE SUCKS I NEED TO GO BACK TO THE SOIL

[northgirl09]

I'm so tired of all this. Everyone around me isn't afraid of showing that they are not going well, especially that person I had a crush on, and I'm the only one who says nothing, I feel like I can't say anything, that I should hidey feelings, why can't I stand up too? I just can't I'm so tired pls I wanna disappear

#incoherent thoughts #probably deleting this later #sorry

[justgoji]

fuck you im pouring milk first idc if the cereal’s soggy what if the kind of cereal I’m using is better that way

#probably deleting this later

[theclosetedskeleton]

GRRRRR RBAHHHHHHH EBAJD6SYDTUAYZYYZUAGDHHAGXHAHGDUDGAJZ/NEG

#not the best mood rn guys #grrrrr #cant i just shut the fuck up istg #i have to drag my problems here #grrrr #egharhjs #uhggg #probably deleting this later #closet rambles again on tumblr

[autistickaitovocaloid]

Oh yeah life update I guess my great grandmother died.

#art talks about stuff #ask to tag #i hadn't seen her for at least 5 years so like. i don't really feel anything #contact between her + the rest of my family had been a bit. off. so that's why #mum asked if i'd consider going to the funeral to ''represent the family'' but i've never been to one so #i'm not expecting anyone to feel sorry for me i'm just saying shit at this point #probably deleting this later

[aleprouswitch]

Not to sound shallow, but Richard D. James AKA Aphex Twin is really physically attractive. It's interesting to me that in album art and music videos, he's exaggerated or distorted his body and especially his face to look demonic or grotesque, almost like he didn't want to be viewed as aesthetically or sexually appealing on purpose (which is understandable when you want people to focus on the music).

Still though, I see some good pictures of him from the '90s and my brain is just all "damn, son"...

#probably deleting this later #but still #i get reminded of how pretty he was/still is? #dora shut up

[wigglepiggle]

I wish I could sing I wanna sing so bad ;-;

#perry parle #probably deleting this later #if i get put into post limit jail because of this post i will be upset /hj

[suniix]

ok im opening requests for a moment bc it’s 1 am and im bored,,

ill write for aot, kny, and jjk :)

#armin x reader #eren x reader #mikasa x reader #giyuu x reader #inumaki x reader #megumi x reader #no guarantee ill write it tho #probably deleting this later

[capuccinomachine]

not to be a downer but lately I've been feeling extremely uncreative and unmotivated lately. It sucks so much though because I feel like I am getting so inspired a lot recently as well but when I sit down to actually draw or do something about it I just can't after 2 minutes. It's like I become exhausted by committing to any slight amount of effort, even if it's like a little doodle. I can't draw or enjoy games or clean my room or even talk to my friends. Blaaahhh...

Starting to wonder if I have depression, I guess.

#vent #i don't know why I'm writing this truthfully #I think I just wanted to scream into the void yknow #probably deleting this later #jibber jabber #ô_ô

[hahskeleton]

I need to learn how to animate better. I haven’t posted many of my animations, I’ve definitely improved a lot, but I need more practice.

#rambles #this post really isn’t important #probably deleting this later

[lee-sanghyeok]

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#not against smut at all but smut about real people will forever confuse me #and in this instance im talking about idols and specifically very very young idols #i understand there's a dissonance between the real idol and the one that people have in their head #which is the version that they fantasise about and write for #but i always wonder the impact of releasing such writing to an audience #as you can see it affect the way people interact with these idols afterwards #i'll always encourage people to write #but parasociality is already extreme in the kpop industry - so i don't see the need to write and read about them in such a way #and if you do write it - maybe keep it in closed circles a la discord? #idk #it's a complex issue #and one that will never be solved #but #yeah #idk man #majority of these idols have been training in some basement since middle school and have been media trainedto death to appear perfect #that perfection is so extremely unsexy that i don't see how you can even write about them in such a way #anyway #probably deleting this later

[alan900900900]

I wish cat and dog and other animal girls were real and also in love with me and we could snuggle together in bed and be so warm and cozy together

#and that's all for today folks #probably deleting this later #im just being attacked by the 5 am horrors

[autistickaitovocaloid]

Can't get the thought of crushing my knuckles with a hammer one by one out of my head. This is not effecting my positively or negatively it's just a thought I keep having.

#art talks about stuff #vent #<- it's not really i'm just tagging as such for filtering purposes #n e way this post mentions injuring myself so while not graphic be warned #i'm sorry i just can't sleep + couldn't get this out of my head #probably deleting this later