#omg i can't believe i did all of that

[sapphireswimming]

I just!! Am Screaming!!!! Sean said they were just going to keep sending him back into the field one more time just one more job you gotta do until he was dead but he never said no! he could have left Candela Obscura at any point, after any job, but he chose to stay there! even after he'd reached the end of his rope! and everyone else continued to stay with him! for him!! Marion told Sean he was only there because of him. Auntie Bee admitted she was only there to stay near him. if he ever said he wanted out they would have not only let him but left with him! and if Sean and Marion were both out, Jean would have been to! Nathaniel would have followed as soon as he paid his debt to Allison! they didn't want him to keep going until he broke! they were trying to be there with him for him by him beside him because that was literally all they could do for him! they all could have been happier outside of Candela Obscura but Sean was there so they weren't going to leave! they loved him!! the love was there!! the love was there the whole time and it mattered of course it mattered but it didn't do anything!!!! it didn't do anything except keep them all together until it was too late! and I! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

#candela obscura #candela obscura spoilers #cr spoilers #circle of needle and thread #sean finnerty #this chapter! killed me!! #I haven't been able to stop screaming!!!!!! #no coherent thoughts in my head but OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG #omg they did so good I cannot believe how incredible this was #chef's kiss tragedy just absolutely chef's kiss #i just! they were all there for him!! #and it wasn't enough! and he broke! #and he was willing to sacrifice them all! #all of the people who were only there because they loved him enough to stay!! #and by the time we get to this chapter it's too late to leave! #it's already too late almost before the episode starts because the creatures have their eyes on Nathaniel before he even joined CO #they can't leave in episode 2 because they're all marked and leaving does nothing to save themselves!! #the only way out is through and it's the last job any of them will ever have to take #one way or another #and oMG #ss

[moonchild-in-blue]

ACTUALLY YOU KNOW WHAT????

I AM CURSING (/j) EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU FOR NOT TELLING ME THE ESPERAS WERE DOING AN INSTAGRAM Q&A????

Not. ONE. Of you. Shame and disgrace and dishonour upon you all (/jjjjj).

Not mad, just disappointed.

#legitimately so sad right now i can't believe i missed it i'm about to cry #i'm pmsing don't mind me she's extra sensitive #anyways. giggling and kicking my feet at all the things we have in common omg #worth to note the have listen Bon Iver as both and inspiration and dream collab #BON IVER. MY FAVOURITE SOLO ARTIST OF ALL TIME. NY FAVOURITE SONG IS FROM HIM #Hello????? If that happens i will cry. I've been SAYING mr Vessel should cover him. #He likes him. HE SAID IT HIMSELF IN THE ONE INTERVIEW THEY DID #i am in shambles at this information #espera #they have listed* i will not change it now whatever

[bredforloyalty]

okay what i meant when i said that even the copious amounts of blood didn't satiate me in particular is that the dead wife/nemesis thing was never something i was eager to see explored, just because i think it's something a lot of male characters get? to go through? the ooh i'm so tortured someone took something from me and now i can't help but turn into a monster while i'm on this quest for revenge and being smothered by grief ough i might kill them even or others in gruesome ways and then realize i'm still just as empty

because, i think men often feel the role they must take on as a man or as a father (especially the latter) is a burden, a huge one, where they aren't allowed to sit back or let go or forgive to their own and everyone else's detriment.. and i understand why there is demand for the same type of stories or story elements or arcs, and why they work, and this same overall theme can be present in a story where it's dealt with in an interesting way or where there's love and care involved in the writing process and the characters don't feel like "man pain machine #48" and "generic sensitive character who will cradle mr. man pain's bloody face in their hands (when we want to end this arc and show how good and lovable he actually is)"....

idk i'm just saying it's not even a specific problem i have with male characters that avenge their families or seem like they're defined by anger or by a traumatic event, i do think it can be written lazily and that we've seen it so many times it's a bit worn-out now, but i wouldn't be quick to generalize. it's just that, since we've seen this before (and that's partly why they poked a bit of fun at themselves when in rickmurai jack, rick's dead wife backstory was revealed).. to me it's one of the least interesting aspects of rick? and yet it's clearly important to the writers and they felt they had to tackle this part of his character, really emphasize his unfinished business, or treat it like something that must have a conclusion

for me though, rick's brand of fucked up and evil wasn't compelling because something deeply fucked up happened to him and there's a lot to deal with there and that's cool, it was more compelling to me (iirc) Before knowing much about his past. tbh. i recognized him already, he felt real, his worst side was familiar because a man doesn't need a whole event to become controlling and cruel when dealing with his family... social norms and umm systems sort of already operate within the framework of the patriarchy, i think it's built into our collective ideas of society, concepts of gender and family and the rules those come with.. i liked that about rick, that why he was an asshole wasn't detailed, there was no easy explanation for the way that he was, he just was. and every time they chose to drive home that rick's defined by losing his original family to his own alternate self and that he was still chasing this one guy, it was like, well i thought there were so many other components as well to why he turned out to be who he is. i liked it more when it was mundane, because that's what i see around me, that abuse is rather mundane. and i'm much more interested in the harm he's directly inflicted on his current family and how his past might affect his current life, what might haunt him. so i guess i never wanted prime to be taken care of, each week i find myself thinking that i just want it to be rick and morty and their messed up little relationship up close and personal again

#like‚ prime was cool‚ i liked what he said when he was getting beaten to a pulp i REALLY liked it. c-137 took his life‚ took his #family technically‚ that's interesting. he regenerates‚ we didn't see a body‚ he could totally be coming back‚ that's interesting #i'm just not all that interested in rick's revenge bc for example look at this episode. what did morty do‚ what did this mean for morty? #maybe i'm too mortybrained hxsgvy but i care about him so much it makes me sick i can't just switch it off.. lol... #felt like this could've been framed differently. i would've framed it differently‚ maybe de-center rick's abstract ideas of what's been #taken from him and who's at fault‚ center his ideas of what he has now and how far he's willing to go for his loved ones #i don't know i also wanted to see how r&m worked while hunting prime since rick promised to bring the kid into his darkness #so i was like omg REGRESSION? regression sweep? real animosity when? but we didn't see any of it. but we still might!! if prime's not #really out of the picture. so i won't write that off. i am inclined to forget about it tho and believe there will be no shared darkness #well i will see i'll see the whole season and then reevaluate #kata.txt #rnm

[a-dime-a-day]

Y'ALL

I was invited to come see my old school's annual musical and I had absolutely 0 idea what it was or anything about it but of course I went right? and

it

was

Newsies

I'm losing my mind rn omggggg what are the odds??

#the way I screamed #I'm actually vibrating rn I love Newsies sm #man why couldn't they have done Newsies back when I was still going there 😭 #ah well #ALSO #instead of the jack and katherine kiss at the end #jack and crutchie had a moment!!!! #they had their reunion and they huggged!!!!!!!! #my skin is clear my crops have been watered #I can't believe they did that???? #there was like minimal jatherine actually it was so funny lol #and crutchie and jack split their lines... 60 40 #good to see my boy getting the screentime he deserves 😤 #omg #I can't believe this #it all feels so surreal lol #I need to rewatch Newsies now.... #emmie speaks

[ennaih]

Not Every Film I Watch In 2024

7. The Last Of Sheila (1973)

#the last of sheila #the last of sheila (1973) #2024filmgifs #my gifs #watched that entirely cos of Rian Johnson banging on about it #totally did NOT expect such a cast #and had completely forgotten who wrote it omg #the first third did not engage me at all #but the next two thirds got better and better until it was absolutely brilliant #and i did talk back to the screen as i figured out a clue #raquel welch was awful #her voice irritated me so much #but everyone else was marvellous #except for james coburn who was so obnoxious #i wanted to kill him myself #though perhaps that was the character more than him #or maybe both i couldn't tell #i can't believe that's what ian mcshane looked like young #what a hottie #for someone who hates Seventies film i sure watch a lot of it

[chaoticsorceress]

Ascended Astarion x good aligned Tav give off "Me and my Husband" vibes.

#Like Tav knows they trapped themselves but they also believe it is love because if not then what else could it be? #It's tragic really #ascended astarion #He becomes Tav's source of validation omg AH I can't stop thinking of this #am I am the idiot with the painted face in the corner taking up space but when he walks in I AM LOVED #A good Tav that did it all for love and was blinded by it #I wouldn't be surprised if this has been said before #astarion #astarion ancunin

[chaoticeddie]

NO WAY NO WAY NO WAY

#holy shit did that just happen #oh my god I'm actually crying #I can't believe that just happened #and the double date in the promo omg #is that how eddie is gonna find out #it's all coming together #also I'm here for bucktommy #like genuinely I hope they have fun together #I mean we know that buck was trying to get Eddie's attention and he's crossing wires cause he's majorly attracted to tommy #but like #tommy is gonna be good for him #and I love tommy SO MUCH #911 #911 spoilers

[boleynqueenes]

5. 📓 NOTEBOOK: Share 7 lines from a WIP of your choice!

"We pack them very light," her father instructs, as he kneels beside her, his voice hoarse from the shouts of the last snowball fight, packing one with brilliantly threaded gloves, "making sure there is no dirt or ice or stones…and we only aim for," "Here", he taps her on the backs of her knee, "or," he taps her velvet-veiled shoulders, "here." "Pourquoi?" Elizabeth enquires, her voice a gentle flutter, fist in mouth. "Because, she is with child." "Child," she repeats, sounds out, recalls ('up, child, please God,' from…Lady Bryan, at the head of her bed, gently rustling her tiny shoulders, so fearful was she of accidentally bruising the sacred princess, for so severe was her mother to her staff if she saw any perceived comfort being scanted to her daughter)… And then…points to her own chest. "Moi?"

"Yes," he affirms, proudly, eyes crinkling to his smile, "yes, one like you…if God will grant this to us." He means this, it is no lie of omission…for if her brother proves to be half as precocious as Elizabeth, he knows England will be safe, (and, on a vainer, less dutiful note, he bets, if he has her charm and wit…nay, knows, assuredly: that his future son will be the mirror of his own soul).

This is, absolutely, the most frequent of his prayers.

#anon #ELTHAM; BABY.... #oh i can't believe i wrote this. omg this is SO SAD.henry + misogyny... #most tragic pairing of all... #(altho genuinely. i know this is not popular to say. but it seems like he REALLY did have affection for elizabeth...despite like. everythin #NT preview

[dimiclaudeblaigan]

this is a very venty post don't mind me :D

that nintendo direct was so horrible.

it was literally like 80 percent remakes and remasters.

never in my life have i seen an announcement video exist just to say "every game you've ever known since the 90s is being remade/remastered, sorry, we ran out of originality".

literally like all the video game market is anymore is remakes and the movie industry is just as bad.

the nso releases are fine because they're not like, remakes taking up full game slots. they're old games that are being made accessible and that's great... but there's no need to remake this many games when they can do that. remakes used to be rare. remember stuff like the wii u shop and stuff? with all the games they had on those things? now it's a tiny selection and everything else is a remake :/

also I feel like a lot of new rpgs are just like... lowkey fe knockoffs now instead of original rpgs.

i'm happy for like... two existing remakes, but one of them is mario rpg which people wanted waaaaAAAAAYYYY before the remake and remaster era, and the other is baten kaitos which im not actually happy about remaster-wise (the updated ui is trash, they took out very specific charms of the original ui), just happy that it will get more recognition/notice from people since it was never popular.

they also completely removed the english voice acting which like okay yeah it wasn't always that great but the voices fit perfectly and it wasn't as bad as fans meme on it for! it just sounded like they were talking through a tube and that was actually the worst part of it lol.

someone suggested to me that they may have just lost the data for it, but idk. i wish they'd just admit that somehow if it was the case, because it bugs me that the english audio is just completely gone when ultimately i really liked it. i wanted the game to be accessible to newer players, sure, but i also wanted the english audio there. ig that's because i grew up with it and i liked it, but it's still such a bummer for me!

paper mario being put on the nso and tyd getting a whole remaster does make me sad tho bc it feels like they're leaving the original in the dust when it was so good. if you're gonna do tyd, at least do them both.

good for innersloth though, i'm sure they never imagined being on a nintendo direct. they're the real winners here.

#DCB Comments #the FE fandom is just as bad too. every single solitary direct that comes up they're like #OMG FE4 REMAKE. like ??? I used to be just annoyed but #now I'm just feeling the “shut the actual fuck up” mood bc it's ALL they care about for FE anymore #nobody wants new FE games. they're just obsessed with the idea of remakes #it's more annoying bc it's all the majority of the FE fandom talks abt anymore #also does anyone even know if games on the NSO ever get a remake or if originals of remakes go onto NSO? #wondering bc I don't think I've seen a game on NSO get a remake or vice versa #like I was always wondering if Mario RPG would be on the NSO but it never was and now it has a remake coming #since FE4 6 and 7 are on the NSO I can't see why they would be if remakes were coming #also if they're in the process of making a new console do y'all still think they'll release Gamecube on the NSO? #idk if they'd release PoR on it since they'd prob remaster that one (I don't want a remake for it but remaster might be nice if they #update the map graphics and stuff) since it would net them way more money to release the game as a standalone but if they #did put it on NSO I'd really love that. I get up I play PoR. I lay down I PoR. I go in the car I play PoR (I don't drive lol) #but anyway yeah I'm just tired of every single Direct having FE fans being annoying as fuck #also ppl were apparently legit like omg the new banner coming means fe4 remake will be on the direct #oh my goooooddddd stfu at this point I just don't want it remade bc i am 💅 p e t t y 💅 bc ppl are so annoying abt this #when a leak for a new game came out (engage) from a very reputable source ppl knocked it and called it ''obviously fake'' #(the joke is now not just ON them but IS them) but then when they got a ''leak'' abt an fe4 remake they ate it up #like wow lol. wow. they won't believe anything unless you say fe4 remake then suddenly they believe anything you say abt that alone #it's rly sad that my favorite game has become a cesspool of annoying fe fans #the thing is fe doesn't come out with a whole lot of remakes. it never has #it's just that when gaiden got a remake ppl have NOT shut the fuck up ever since #and I've seen ppl saying every game under the sun should be remade #frankly if they remake anything right now it should be poor fucking shadow dragon (yes. the remake.) #anyway most of y'all know how annoyed i get abt this lol like yeah maybe someday fe4 could get remade but #it's the fact that the modern day fans are SO fucking annoying about it now. back ten or so years ago fe4 fans were just happy TO play it #we were just happy to have it at all even in emulated form and it being an snes game #we loved it as it was and didn't bitch about it bc it wasn't uwu modern enough (and i've played casual mode since new mystery) #now ppl are just like oh i like it but i don't want to play it unless it's remade

[hauntingblue]

YAMATO NEW NAKAMA PLEASE 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️LUFFY PLEASE!!!!

#do kaido and big mom end up in the same hole??? lmaoo yamato get luffy!!! hell yes!!! #now a military trial for all the beast pirates come on!!! everyone to udon jail #APOO IS STILL ALIVE???. FUCK OFF!!!!!!! #i understand law is not on a state to be a medic but marco.... pick up some slack.... #toko :((( no fucking way they are coming out of the hole..... they aren't.... the better not.... #HIYORI!!!! no reunion??? :(( #tama first girl to adopt a mother... also why do they have the same eyes... also is nami not enough for you.... or luffy.... your uncle... #hiyori girl dont kneel.... thats your 8 year old brother.... tama backstory omg.... tama dont cry omg.... she's gonna make me cry too... #izo is dead for real.... he was shown on the dead people highlight reel.... omg.... kinemon looking like a proud dad... #that hiyori and momo reunion.... i need more... what was that.... #episode 1078 #talking tag #watching one piece #who tf is that talking to the cp0... #hawkins is alive.... oh now he regrets it.... now he is dead... well..... #can't believe izo is dead... marco saying he cant believe he is alive... WELL YOU FOUGHT TWO TIMES AND THEM DID FUCK ALL WHILE IZO DIED???? #i am so mad at this man you dont understand. HIYORI DROPKICKED MOMO AJSHAJA YEAHHH!!! #luffy and zoro waking up at the same time... it started with them too... oof #in my bliss of luffy winning and gear 5 and all i hadn't realised my pink haired samurai hasn't appeared in a while... i fear the worst.... #i love how luffy having a meal is animated like a fight... omg zoro too... using his three head technique... #nami being the first to hit momo akdjaks. well deserved also #yamato not bathing or eating for zoro and luffy and hiyori bathing zoro ajdhskjs. omg this looks like sanji is jealous FA- #nami having to think hard about who bathes where lmao sanji and brook need an execution #OTAMA WHAT ARE YOU DOING AJDHSJSHSJ ME ASF ALSO SORRY. also where tf is robin. DID THEY TAKE HER??? oh nvm there is another group... #kid you are so right he is annoying. kill him. come on!!! SAKAZUKI DIE!!!! they just wanna make me mad atp... ALSO WHERE IS ROBIN?? #episode 1079 #why is there a country with a giant picture of sabo in their clock tower lmaoo #luffy looks so little beside yamato omg.... omg soul king brook ft kozuki hiyori rock version.... AND I DONT GET TO HEAR IT???? #robin with her poneglyphs of course.... AND BROOK OWES HER TWO MORE!!!! #MOMOS GRANDFATHER???? AND HE TOOK CARE OF TAMA WHO HAS ORICHIS LAST NAME!!!

[jalebi-weds-bluetooth]

I FINISHED MAKING NAVIGATION FOR WHOLE BLOG! OVER 200 PAGES!

February 7, 2022, an elated Jalebi.

(Navigate the blog here)

#jalebi keeping you all updated #OMG I DID THIS I CAN'T BELIEVE IT

[marcirose]

I finally got the chance to go through Sumeru's archon quests after not playing for a while (and for a good while I mean a year or so) and no one told me about the full on racism in these quests and I don't mean the character designs

#genshin impact #sumeru #like obv the designs aren't that great cause they're all white people with arab names and the playable brown people are from the desert #and that's not even bringing up dori who is the worst offender #but why are all of the brown people from the desert and all the white people from the city #like what do you mean the brown people weren't allowed to use medieval fantasy google #what do you mean there was a wall to keep the brown people out of the city #why did no one tell me the akademiya was just full on racist T_T #thank fuck for nahida being like 'oh nah we gotta abolish all of this' #can't believe the sumeru's quests were about political corruption and racism #but like racism aside the sumeru quests were really good actually #but like i didn't see a single person talking about the details in these quests bro like omg

[you-are-so-much-better-than-that]

#OMG I MISSED YOU GUYS!! #I did not think I'd be away for this long but it's been a wild couple of months #First I was sick with not covid #And then before I was even recovered I had to move apartments #And then a week after I moved I hopped on a plane and went to New Jersey for seven (!!) weeks! #And I finally met my my little nieces and nephew who were all born during covid and was even there for the birth of my cousin's baby! #ANDDDDDD I MET SO MANY FRIENDS!!! #I still can't believe I got to hug them and share friendsgiving with them and feed them chocolate and experience at least one of them prosec #I still can't believe I got to hug them & share friendsgiving with them & share chocolate & see at least one of them prosecco drunk #👀👀👀 #also hashtag jackal 😭 #It was a great trip but I missed SO much and I am READY TO CLOWN AGAIN #I missed your art and your fic and your gif sets and your passion and the love around here! #Also I have...so..much..porn to catch up to... #Let's do thiiiiiissss

[kyaruun]

bite sized pt 2: they're a family now

#kuu doodles #sorry i'm very insane about the 4 of them #miu (pink) is my latest addition into the gang and she's SO <333 #i can't believe i did all of this so fast omg #they can stand next to my fav characters now >:)

[templeofshame]

.

#it's been a while since i was actively reading phan #but i feel kinda bad for writers when i see people talking like how did no one already write dan's DINO AU #like of course no one's gonna write the exact same thing as anyone else #but i've read AUs where dan is a closeted lawyer #and ones where he has a long-term girlfriend #lots of ones where he has a breakdown #and obviously dan didn't tell us how phil factors in so it's harder to map onto any fic #is there fic about dan having a breakdown when he turns 30? i mean i can't believe there isn't #it's such a classic trope #idk i just wish all the writers who wrote something similar and are seeing all the omg dan's idea is so fresh posts #a very good day and you are not forgotten