how to make a house feel full
(a poem based off my personal life)
Pattering rain. An inconsistent yet predictable melody.
Ear damage. Bleeding from speakers and headphones.
Quiet mutterings. To keep sanity in my calloused hands.
Hunched bodies. Homework lies discarded in favor of elsewhere.
Making noise. Just enough that I may see the light of day.
A house cannot always be a home.
I miss the noises of living.
Without them I’m trapped within four walls and a roof.
The last thing I felt like I actually heard.
Was the slam of a door and a starting car.
Sniffles of a wounded woman passed me by in my sleep.
It’s been silent since you left.
How do I make a house a home again.
How do I make a silent room feel full.
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I am really glad more people are starting to understand that Christianity, specifically fundamentalist and evangelical Christianity as it holds power globally rn, is a doomsday cult. I am speaking as someone who came up in it. Once you understand that fact, every bizarre political act makes absolute sense in their framework.
Ignoring climate change? Extreme weather is nessicary before the end times begin. Endless and constant wars? Wars are key to Armageddon prophecy. Ignoring things like Covid 19 and allowing it to ravage the world? Plagues are called out by name. The common man is trained as soon as they convert to be happy to lay down their lives because the "faithful" are rewarded tenfold. The powerful man doesn't give a shit, because they know money will hold the consequences of these world ending events back until the rapture happens.
Which happens right at the point of no return, allegedly. Right before things become unbearable, WOOSH all the "good and pure" Christians are taken away and the "bad guys" suffer.
Christianity as a political power wants to destroy the world, and wants to punish everyone who is not them for not converting by making the world they fully intend to leave behind as tortuous as possible. It is inherent to the belief system. It is impossible to believe that biblical end times will happen and that is a sign of heaven coming to earth, and to truly be invested in Earth's survival- because to do so would try to hold back the tide of "gods will" to end it.
Christianity as a global power is a doomsday cult. Period.
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TMOHS HONORIFICS REFERENCE
a few of my buddies supported the idea of me making a bit of a reference for how the tmohs characters canonically refer to each other. so, i decided to do just that! i'm really only going through and picking out relevant characters, as non-relevant characters aren't really given names to be addressed by. everything under the cut because this is long. anyone is free to reblog this.
CHARACTER DEFAULTS:
- KYON by default refers to people by just last name. he seems to add -san onto that if the person is older than him.
- HARUHI will use lastname-san on average, but tends to jump to just last name or first name. she's inconsistent, though.
- YUKI and KUYOH will not refer to anyone by name if they do not know their first and last name. if their first/last names aren't known to the audience yuki will describe them "the cat" / "that human" / "that time traveler" or solely refer to them by their pronouns when it is clear in context.
- MIKURU is polite by default; lastname-san.
- ITSUKI is polite by default; lastname-san. will occasionally refer to people by their full names when monologuing.
- RYOKO and EMIRI often use lastname-san but will refer to people by full name on occasion. especially when discussing things in the context of their goals.
- TSURUYA is similar to kyon with a tendency towards giving people nicknames.
- FUJIWARA more often just describes people, usually in a derogatory manner, rather then call them by name. when he does use names, it seems he defaults to just last names without honorific or using their full name.
- EVERYONE ELSE can be assumed to use lastname-san for people by default. it's just polite.
KYON IS REFERRED TO AS...
- KYON by the majority of people. we do not hear his real name even once in the series, thus no one is seen using it for him. though we can assume teachers and his parents do.
- KYON-KUN by mikuru, tsuruya, and his little sister.
- KYOROSUKE once by tsuruya
- NOTHING by yuki, emiri, ryoko, and kuyoh. these few only refer to kyon in the second person “this/that person/human” or just “you”. as we do not see them talk about him when he is not present we are unsure how they reference him when he is not around, but we can infer that they do not use “kyon” as it is a plot point in “snowy mountain syndrome” that yuki would have not called kyon by his nickname.
- KYAM by T. (NOTE: she once also called him kyami).
- SENPAI by yasumi. no name, just senpai.
HARUHI IS REFERRED TO AS...
- SUZUMIYA-SAN by everyone who isn’t yuki or kuyoh. if a major character isn’t mentioned as doing otherwise below, this is what they call her.
- SUZUMIYA by taniguchi and fujiwara. kyon also calls her this at the beginning of melancholy before getting to know her better.
- HARUHI by kyon (NOTE: kyon once considered starting to call her by “haru” or “haru-chan” but decided against it).
- HARU-NYAN by tsuruya- and kyon’s sister who picked it up from her. tsuruya will switch between this and suzumiya-san.
- HARLS by tsuruya.
- HARU by T.
- FULL NAME by yuki and kuyoh. a lot of supernatural characters (especially aliens) will occasionally use her full name as well, but it is not anyone else’s default.
- ??? we do not see yasumi refer to haruhi, so we do not know what she calls her. it can be assumed it is either suzumiya-senpai or haruhi-senpai, but it’s hard to say.
YUKI IS REFERRED TO AS...
- NAGATO-SAN by everyone who isn’t yuki or kuyoh. if a major character isn’t mentioned as doing otherwise below, this is what they call her.
- NAGATO by kyon and taniguchi.
- YUKI-CHAN by tsuruya (she switches).
- YUKI by haruhi (NOTE: haruhi called her yuki-chan and yuki-san both exactly once at the beginning of the series, but has never used either since then). kyon’s sister also calls her this.
- YUKKIKO by tsuruya (she switches).
- NAGATOCCHI by tsuruya (she switches).
- FULL NAME by kuyoh. a lot of supernatural characters (especially aliens) will occasionally use her full name as well, but it is not anyone else’s default.
- ??? we do not see yasumi refer to haruhi, so we do not know what she calls her. it can be assumed it is either suzumiya-senpai or haruhi-senpai, but it’s hard to say.
MIKURU IS REFERRED TO AS...
- ASAHINA-SAN by everyone who isn’t yuki or kuyoh. if a major character isn’t mentioned as doing otherwise below, this is what they call her. (NOTE: while this is kyon’s default, when he first met her he called her asahina-senpai before switching to this).
- ASAHINA-SENPAI by yasumi.
- MIKURU by tsuruya.
- MIKURU-CHAN by haruhi. (NOTE: she signs a letter to kyon referring to herself as mikuru-chan).
- FULL NAME by yuki and kuyoh. a lot of supernatural characters (especially aliens) will occasionally use her full name as well, but it is not anyone else’s default. (NOTE: itsuki once tried to refer to mikuru by her full name, but kyon told him not to say her first name. he has never done this since and sticks to asahina-san).
ITSUKI IS REFERRED TO AS...
- KOIZUMI-SAN by kyoko, unlike other characters this is not usually how he is referred to by default.
- KOIZUMI-KUN by haruhi, tsuruya (she switches), mikuru, and kyon’s sister. a majority of the female characters in the cast have this as their default.
- KOIZUMI by kyon, the student council president, and all members of the agency. T also sometimes calls him this. a majority of the male characters in the cast have this as their default.
- ITSUKI-SAN by tsuruya (she switches).
- IKKI by T. (NOTE: she will sometimes add his last name: “ikki koizumi”).
- FULL NAME by yuki and kuyoh. a lot of supernatural characters (especially aliens) will occasionally use his full name as well, but it is not anyone else’s default.
- ??? we do not see yasumi refer to itsuki, so we don't know what she calls him. it can be assumed it is either koizumi-senpai or itsuki-senpai, but it's hard to say.
RYOKO IS REFERRED TO AS...
- ASAKURA-SAN by everyone who isn’t yuki or kuyoh. if a major character isn’t mentioned as doing otherwise below, this is what they call her.
- ASAKURA by kyon, haruhi, and all members of the agency. taniguchi sometimes calls him this. a majority of the male characters in the cast have this as their default. (NOTE: kyon and haruhi sometimes call her asakura-san, but not very often and never when she’s around)
- FULL NAME by yuki and (presumably) kuyoh. a lot of supernatural characters (especially aliens) will occasionally use her full name as well, but it is not anyone else’s default.
TSURUYA IS REFERRED TO AS...
- TSURUYA-SAN by everyone who isn’t yuki or kuyoh. if a major character isn’t mentioned as doing otherwise below, this is what they call her.
- TSURUYA-SENPAI by T.
- TSURUYA by T and haruhi.
- TSURU-CHAN by haruhi.
EMIRI IS REFERRED TO AS...
- KIMIDORI-SAN by everyone who isn’t yuki or kuyoh. if a major character isn’t mentioned as doing otherwise below, this is what they call her.
- FULL NAME by yuki and (presumably) kuyoh. a lot of supernatural characters (especially aliens) will occasionally use her full name as well, but it is not anyone else’s default.
SASAKI IS REFERRED TO AS...
- SASAKI-SAN by everyone who isn’t yuki or kuyoh. if a major character isn’t mentioned as doing otherwise below, this is what they call her.
- SASAKI by kyon, taniguchi, and fujiwara.
FUJIAWARA IS REFERRED TO AS...
- FUJIAWARA by a majority of people in the past (who aren’t yuki or kuyoh). if a major character isn’t mentioned as doing otherwise below, this is what they call him.
- FUJIWARA-KUN by sasaki.
KYOKO IS REFERRED TO AS...
- TACHIBANA-SAN by everyone who isn’t yuki or kuyoh. if a major character isn’t mentioned as doing otherwise below, this is what they call her.
- TACHIBANA by kyon.
- FULL NAME by yuki and kuyoh. a lot of supernatural characters (especially aliens) will occasionally use her full name as well, but it is not anyone else’s default. this is also the way itsuki and fujiwara are seen referring to her most often, though itsuki also uses “tachibana-san.”
KUYOH IS REFERRED TO AS...
- KUYOH-SAN by everyone who isn’t yuki or kuyoh. if a major character isn’t mentioned as doing otherwise below, this is what they call her.
- SUOH-SAN by kunikida, but he also uses kuyoh-san..
- KUYOH by fujiwara, taniguchi, and kyon.
- FULL NAME by yuki. a lot of supernatural characters (especially aliens) will occasionally use her full name as well, but it is not anyone else’s default.
YASUMI IS REFERRED TO AS...
- ??? we do not know the usual default for her, since she only interacts with the brigade. we can assume it is watahashi-san, based off average language conventions.
- YASUMI-CHAN by haruhi and mikuru.
- YASUMI by kyon- FULL NAME by itsuki, surprisingly enough. yuki does not ever address her by name, it is unsure if this is just a coincidence or intentional giving yasumi’s true identity. however, it is not unsafe to assume kuyoh and yuki may refer to her this way as well given their defaults.
OTTILIE IS REFERRED TO AS...
- T by everyone who isn’t yuki or (presumably) kuyoh. if a major character isn’t mentioned as doing otherwise below, this is what they call her.
- MYSCLUB T by kyon (but he mostly calls her T, i just thought this was a funny instance).
- LIE by tsuruya.
- FULL NAME by no one that thing is so fucking long.
TANIGUCHI IS REFERRED TO AS JUST TANIGUCHI BY EVERYONE.
KUNIKIDA IS REFERRED TO AS JUST KUNIKIDA BY EVERYONE.
MORI IS REFERRED TO AS MORI-SAN BY EVERYONE.
KYON’S SISTER IS REFERRED TO AS LIL’ SIS (OR “KYON’S SISTER”) BY EVERYONE.
FOR EVERY OTHER CHARACTER, REFER BACK TO DEFAULT OR LOOK AT THEIR CANON TITLE (EX: THE COMPUTER CLUB PRESIDENT).
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I'm drawing a cell diagram so I have my own image to use for presentations and stuff. but I'm having trouble picking colours for all the organelles. so I would like to task you - mutuals, followers, maybe even mutuals in law if someone decides to reblog this.. anyone who sees this - with suggesting colours for the organelles I have left!
here's what I have currently:
[id: an in-progress drawing of a cell with pale periwinkle cytoplasm, a pink rough endoplasmic reticulum with red ribosomes, a light yellow nucleus with blue-green nucleolus, and a few orange mitochondria. /end id]
the organelles that I need colours for are:
1. smooth endoplasmic reticulum (like rough ER but no dots - should I make it same colour??)
2. lysosome (small orb)
3. peroxisome (medium orb)
4. Golgi apparatus (silly looking blob guys)
5. vacuole (lone blobs)
6. centrosome (orb with tiny orbs)
if your favourite organelle isn't here feel free to suggest it with a colour and maybe I'll add it!
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