#ok back to hiding away

[aalghul]

Rose and Eddie about Jason

#op literslly gave thst to me like yeah that’s MY boytoy twink malewife jason #ok back to hiding away #jason todd #rose and the babygirls

[maomango-doodle]

I've been reading Bartender, so ofc I did a crossover with my current obsession

AU where Sasakura is a bartender on Gunsmoke

#trigun #midvalley the hornfreak #bartender manga #<- bringing that tag back from the dead with my bs🕺 #sasakura ryuu #kurushima miwa #kawakami kyouko #wakui tsubasa #shinxo art #it's a guilty pleasure crossover ok? cut me some slack /j #midvalley likes to drink and sasakura likes to make drinks. boom! bffs #smth smth midvalley hides away in sasakura's saloon when he wants a break from ghg gigs. he gets to relax and play the sax for the bar #sasakura knows he's not a normal guy but he doesnt judge. as long as he doesnt kill anyone #this lil guy gives me SO MUCH cuteness aggression it's so unfair 😩 #i HIGHLY recommend Bartender for iyashikei fans or those who like liquors cocktails and such. it's nothing short of amazing. a true gem

[yuridovewing]

As a fellow Dovewing lover, it's frustrating how the fandom watered her down into a whiny brat who never cared about Ivypool. I mean, seriously? Not only did Dovewing care about her sister (reacting in horror when Lionblaze, her own mentor and Jayfeather are willing to potentially sacrifice Ivypool's safety by employing her as her spy instead of trying to get her out of the Dark Forest's clutches, hiding a thorn in her nest to cover for her scarring from her training).

Heck, even the scene where she tries to feed Ivypool her catch during a hunting patrol was demonized because 'she was trying to make Ivypool break the code like SHE does, as if it doesn't matter' and because she got upset when Ivypool started arguing with her! But you guys said she didn't care, right? Plus, people act like being forced into a prophecy is something you should be grateful for, as if it didn't irreparably change her close relationship with her sister? As if Lionblaze and Jayfeather didn't still keep her out of the loop (and for all the fussing they made about keeping it a secret, Lionblaze confesses his power to Cinderheart and Jayfeather doesn't even care).

Meanwhile Nightheart is angry he isn't orange and hates his mom for being exiled and the whole world has to stop for him. 🤪 And Bramblestar is simply so tortured by having an evil father, the only choice is to train with him and his evil half-brother and hide this from his wife! (But remember, it's bad when that witch Squirrelflight hides the parentage of the three from him, even when Blackstar and Leopardstar were still around after being complicit in the torture and killing of halfclan cats.) Why are these male characters sympathized with, even when they actively harm people (Nightheart forcing himself into Sunbeam's life by lying to everyone about being her mate without even asking her if she would be fine with that beforehand), Bramblestar (we all know what he does), but when Dovewing or any other female character is upset, people freak out and call them whiny brats or abusive for (checks notes) asking her partner if he loves her anymore after they argued multiple times in a book. Really makes you think! (Sorry this is so long, you just have based opinions!)

dovewing being characterized as this flighty airheaded vain popular girl stereotype in fanon is like. one of those biggest "we didnt actually read the books" things in the fandom. like theres so much fanart where shes grinning and giggling over the prophecy and shes besties with the trio and shes got preferential treatment, and then in the actual books shes basically the autistic kid no one actually likes. people really, REALLY overexaggerate that one scene where she snaps at ivypaw and brags. (and i dont wanna shit on amvs but i am forever side eying how the animation community handled dove back in the day. more than one person animated her getting murdered. normal.)

i do think its gotten better recently at least. but wow does it feel like at least one person on the writing team has a bone to pick

(also awww thank you <3 no need to be sorry i love getting stuff in my inbox)

#it does also feel so insidious to me just how long the bramblesquirrel conflict was painted as ''equally kind of wrong'' #the ppl who put words in squilfs mouth sometimes which. btw ill get to that when i read the book #and tbf part of it is that sometimes abuse isnt as easy to spot if youre primed to the mainstream version of it #like. bramble isnt a born evil wifebeater everyone can see coming from a mile away. hes a complex guy with his own insecurities #and his own goals and people he openly cares about. and even in some fanon stuff i see ppl kinda erase that part of him #(which i wont pretend im above- ive been trying to walk that line myself) #and that doesnt match how abusers are usually percieved by the public. or in this very series. #like. the main excuse for clear sky is literally ''hes sad his sister died and tried to save her! no one changes THAT much'' #anyone can be an abuser. you could be an abuser. i could be an abuser. that doesnt mean that we ARE but we are capable of it #and the thing that catches ppl off guard is that abusers are really good at hiding who they are and theyre often charming #i often hear this account of abuse that goes something like ''my parent abused me but no one believed me bc theyre nice in public'' #you dont know whats going on behind closed doors. and ik this is about funny kitties at the end of the day but its quite telling #so... yeah bramble has his nice moments. hes got his GREAT moments even. i love his relationship with his mom for example #but those moments dont mean that hes not capable of being worse. of being a monster to his loved ones #its why squilf keeps getting sucked back in. hes not a one dimensional asshole. hes capable of being kind to her. #and thats what makes his disgusting moments hit so much harder #wow ok i got off topic in the tags but yknow. idk i got feelings abt this matter as someone who's experienced toxic relationships

[ilynpilled]

honestly kinda scary what the text keeps implying about the kg and what they would have done 💀

#ser gerold on the frontlines of its more ethical to let 500k ppl burn alive #so its ok #honestly im still trying to figure out like the wildfire is being placed #the kg r still in the city #i mean darry and barristan is back by chelsted’s execution #at least #bc we know darry guards the door right after w jaime #and chelsted gets executed bc he finds out bc as jaime notes he wasnt stupid #and protests #and the rhaella passage starts with the king hides no secrets from the kg #so its all so interesting like how much did they know lol #but j does say his sworn brothers were all away #at least when the actual plan was being conducted in secrecy #but idk about the actual order bc that was made earlier #anyway nobody was paying attention to this still and its so funny

[st4rstudent]

Never trust anyone who has "active in discourse" or some variant in their bio like a badge.

#clemramble #sorry i wrote out a big thing about this specific situation on another website but honestly it is never that serious #an honorable mention. also do not trust people who brag about how many people have them blocked. always something up with them #my biggest tip to enhance your online experience is to BLOOOOCK PEOPLE! BLOCK THEM!!! HIDE THEM AWAY FOREVER!! NO MORE!!! #DO NOT BE TEMPTED BY THE EVILS OF BACK AND FORTH NOWHERE ARGUMENTS. MUTE THEM!! GET THEM OUT OF YOUR SIGHT!!! #THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH BLOCKING OR MUTING THINGS. YOU ARE NOT LOSING IF YOU BLOCK SOMEONE. #(imagine im yelling that directly at the viewer so hard that theres wind motion going on) #“if you block i win” YOU ARE A MISERABLE FIEND AND I HOPE YOU FIND JOY IN LIFE WHERE YOU CANNOT NOW #ok thats all. smiles and sparkles gleam and a squeaky noise is played

[markthemannequin]

ooc

wallter account I just interacted with I'm sorry if you saw that thing I posted and then deleted immediately, I had a change of heart (thought you were a friend of mine and MIGHT have put some questioning tags)

#actuallt scared myself so bad #ok sorry back to hiatus #i was gonna make a joke as a start up to rhe account again but that was #embarrassing #hiding myself away for all eternity bro

[sage-nebula]

if tails got his parents back, do u think he would be happy about it? what would sonic say?

I mean . . . maybe? It depends.

If Tails' parents just left him, rather than being deceased as they are in my headcanon, then they really need to have a damn good reason. And I don't just mean "we thought it was for the best" or anything like that. I mean, they were forcibly separated by some disastrous weather event and couldn't find their way back to him in time, or they were abducted by a sea monster or aliens, or something where leaving him wasn't their choice and they tried everything they could to get back to him, not resting until they did. Tails was happily adopted by Sonic, of course, but he suffered before that. He was bullied and ostracized in the village. He has abandonment issues that are a direct result of losing his parents. If they just fucked off to go explore the world, or got separated from him and then didn't try to find him again, I think he would understandably be really hurt and upset by it. He wouldn't just take them back. If they wanted to leave him, fine; that was their choice. But in that case, they can stay gone. He doesn't need them.

But if it wasn't their choice to leave him, and they did try to make it back to him and finally succeeded . . . in that case he would be open to a relationship with them, I think, but it would still be weird and probably uncomfortable for all involved, for a variety of reasons. I mean, to start with: Tails would acknowledge that they're his parents. They're the ones who sired and gave birth to him. But no matter the reason, they're not the ones who raised him. They're not really his parents in the ways that matter. Again, in this particular case it's not their fault; by all accounts they would have raised him if they were given the chance. But that doesn't really matter, because they weren't given the chance and they didn't raise him, and that means that he's not going to see them as authority figures in his life, nor are they the ones he's going to go to when he needs advice, guidance, or protection. They can try objecting to things like him living in his workshops by himself, developing potentially dangerous tech, and fighting Eggman; but they don't really get a say, and if they tried to have one he'd resist hard. There would need to be boundaries there, and I think his parents would get their feelings very hurt by it, but they'd basically be strangers to Tails. They'd be no different from any other adult that tried to come in and run his life when, by his estimation, he has a pretty good handle on things. If they want to get to know him, that's fine, but they don't get to parent him. It might not be their fault, but it's still too late for that. He already has a guardian that he looks up to and who looks out for him, and their return into his life isn't going to change that.

And as for Sonic . . . I mean, Sonic is very much "let people make their own decisions about their lives" and that applies to Tails, too, with the caveat that he will step in if the decisions Tails is making are ones that are actively harmful to him. In this case, I think Sonic's course of action would be "take a step back and let Tails figure this out for himself / see how it plays out." He would try to ignore how much he absolutely hates this situation, for a myriad of reasons (his own parents are gone and likely not coming back, who are these people coming in trying to take Tails from him, do they even have a right to do that, sure they have more of a right than any other would-be parents but what the fuck, how is this fair, etc etc), because if it makes Tails happy, well. That's what's most important. Sonic will be supportive, or at least as supportive as he can be, because Tails' happiness matters to him. It matters a whole lot.

But as previously stated, even if his parents had a Very Good Reason for abandoning him, Tails still isn't about to go off and be a happy nuclear family with them. And if they tried to push it, then I think Sonic would step in to advocate for Tails, to amplify Tails' voice and show that, hey, Tails does have someone in his corner, someone who has done a damn good job looking out for him all these years, thanks, and who won't let Tails' own wants be steamrollered to make someone else happy. The hypothetical parents would probably bristle at this, because Sonic is a teenager himself and who is he to tell them to step off—but Sonic's not one to back down, and when it's clear that he's the one Tails looks to, well . . . there's not really a whole lot they can do in this situation, now is there? And I would like to think that, even if it saddened and hurt them to see that their son looked to someone else as a guardian now, they would at least be glad that out of all the guardians he could have ended up with, he ended up with one that obviously cares about and loves him very much.

So honestly, it would really depend, but I can't see Tails ever being like "yay I've got parents, let's be a happy nuclear family!!" if his parents ever turned out to not be dead and made a reappearance in his life. Even if they had a good reason (and that's the only way he'd want a relationship with them at all, I think, because the hurt would run too deep otherwise), the time for that has passed. He's been happily adopted since they left, and they would need to respect that to have any kind of relationship with him at all.

#miles tails prower #sonic the hedgehog #unbreakable bond #just like he hid how much he hated the idea of Tails' parents coming and taking Tails away #Sonic also hides how relieved (and a little smug) he is that Tails is like ''nah I've got a big brother but thanks for asking'' #but he is. bc he may be a world-renowned hero but he is also still a person with feelings #and sometimes those feelings aren't very heroic #but they're still very justified #but anyway in my hc Tails' parents died when he was 2.5 years old so #at least in *my* works they're not coming back any time soon #and by the modern era Tails is A-OK with that #sth

[girlcrushau]

#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/ #but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment #i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating #there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2 #months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it #not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him #in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to. #until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if #he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone #and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think #there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy #your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you) #and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly #so last night #i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text. #i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart #until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent #that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real #did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart #and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about #and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in #which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever #it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in. #just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the #reason that he went away on me. #im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying #not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me #that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest. #and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs #he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am

[crowcryptid]

made the worlds worst tutorial on how to extract models and animations, but idk maybe someone will find it useful.

#ultrakill #SORRY the text is hard to read. i recorded in 1440p but my stupid editing software only renders at 1080 so it got crunched. #fingers crossed i dont freak out and delete it later.. aha. #hides under a rock. do not perceive me. ok? if you do. i will run away. like a bug. #ok guys promise me to never bring this up ever ok? please? thanks. #no for real though #tbh you could watch it with the volume off and still follow along. maybe u should do that..................................... #can u tell i dont like speaking. is it obvious. just a little obvious. right. #goodbye im going back to my dark cave now......... #Youtube

[unsettlingcreature]

Slowly reconfiguring my altar space but I'm gently adding Halloween decorations as September passes and October approaches, I'm personally obsessed with the little ghost lights. Anyway I don't have a dedicated sideblog for this stuff anymore so I'm just slapping it on main :)

#witchblr #taking a break was so good for me because now im getting back into the flow of it? im realising how my beliefs and shit have shifted #still going to gently worm my back into witchcraft like. im not gonna do any blots or anything for a good while #and figure out ONCE MORE what actually works with my practice #like do i WANT divination to be part of my craft? or do i just feel like i have to #like when was the last time i touched my tarot or my runes or my oracle deck or my pendulum? even before my break? #and when it comes to deitywork. is that something i can commit to? has my time with Loki come to a close? lots of questions to ask. #and also do i really want to keep a grimoire/bos? because im too much of a perfectionist for it #and the stuff i do regularly are in my head. if I'm doing something different then I'm going to use other books as research points #idk theres a lot to think about. maybe I'll just ponder the wizard and stop sweating the details lmao #you'd think i had this shit figured out after over a decade but fuckin nooooppppeeeee #anyway witchcraft is always a journey and there's always more to learn and experience #its easy to say that shit but harder to accept it #ALSO LOKI LIVES IN MY BEDROOM I AINT EVER GONNA HIDE HIM AWAY #i cherish all the time spent with a deity and appreciate them for being there during that part of my life #just like with hecate before its ok if my time with loki is over. it is what it is. its not sad its something to look fondly on

[everwisp]

#a3! #they ALL would but who is most likely too hmmm #sakuya or itaru maybe #Sakuya cause our sunshine is getting more family yknow and is starting his next chapter in life and ahhh #Itaru would laugh cry yknow #like in a ‘oh my god I cant believe I’m marrying you this is happening omg’ way #and his partner would call him stupid and he’d just give a wobbly grin and be like ‘stupid for you’ GOD LET ME PUNCH HIM #ok hear me out but what if Chikage tho #he gets to that point in life where he can finally settle down after everything #and just seeing his partner down the aisle mans would be overcomes with emotion me thinks #i mean he’d try to hold it back but would fail a little #and he’s just try to hide his tears by pressing his forehead against his partner’s temple/forehead and facing away from the crowd #what a sight 🥲 #I actually don’t know who to vote for skgndkf

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#i was supposed to spend the last 2 days prepping and relaxing for the start of this big project tomorrow #but ive spent thr last 2 days frantically coding as fast as i could and focusing v hard to get a lot of bullshit done #and ive fixed things since yesterday. the changes i had to make were too too bad bc the thing that went wrong was so fucking weird #but it should be okay by tomorrow. knock on wood. but this does mean ive done fuck all to prep for tomorrow #so we r winging it bby. ugh. just gotta fucking pray that everything goes ok. pls let nothing b broken and let everything seal properly 🙏 #i was also supposed to meet with my boss today. probably for her to make sure i dont fuck up this project but apparently their safety hood #was having an emergency... whatever that means. so im sure shes having a week as well. and im free to fuck everything up for everyone #ugh. im so. theres a certain point in burning out where youre not really in pain anymore. you dont really feel anything all your joy and #hope dissolves away and u just exist to be useful. and i feel like its easier to maintain that than trying to b happy #i do not advise that bc its a fucking miserable. wasteful way to live but i dont really have time to try for anything better #god. i really hope my measurements friday dont take a full 8hrs. i dont know if i can handle that. literally i would have stay intensely #focused with my brain being Interrupted every 5min so i can manually record data points. its gonna b agony #so that fun. but maybe it wont. maybe itll be great and fun and ill have a wonderful time. seems unlikely but ya never kno #lets not think abt the fact that having to rush all this is preventing me from being able to do all thr other bullshit i need to get done #to prepare for the future. future? what future? hard to imagine from the bottom of this pit im digging myself #sigh. in a few months i can leave this place and never come back. soon but not soon enough #lol i was literally crying listening to cold play earlier bc idk thats the type of music my parents would put on at parties in summertime #so it evokes a v specific mood. which is i guess me hiding away from ppl at parties haha #back when i didnt have to worry abt things so much and i could just listen to the frogs chirping and watch the fireflies #oh god. now my boss is asking if i reached out for help tomorrow. no. lady i would rather drink bleach than have to direct an undergrad #tomorrow. its 10pm im fucking tired. just let me be sad. did i reach our for help? no my brain is on fire #tomorrow is gonna b a long day ugh #unrelated

[spacelesscowboy]

i love u southern drawls i love u southern twangs i love u hillbillies i love u country music i love u southern united states

#emyrs.txt #if u have a southern accent and are considering hiding it DON'T do it. that's the devil talking. #i've. been 2 the south before. & i wish i could go again bc it's genuinely so gorgeous there but i don't think. that's happening. ever again #KSJDFHSKJDFH #anyways. southern drawls and twangs and accents u r everything 2 me. top ten accents ever i want to say. #((also in my top 5 accents in english r. cockney. new jersey. chicano. & aave)) #OH ALSO. the 'rez' accent. #special shout out 2 valley girl also. not in my top 5 but it has a special place in my heart. #also chicano aave and rez r fascinating 2 me bc they have so many unifying traits despite not having like. a geographical area. #sorry. this post got away from me. forgot for a second that this was about southern accents n instead went on a tirade about accents. LMFAO #<- just looked up the word tirade bc i felt like i was using it incorrectly. i was. i meant. rant. i don't wanna go back & retype that. #ALSO ALSO. there r 6 accents in my top 5 list. don't think about it too much. ok bye.

[albatris]

kitty update.........!

earlier, sweet baby boy tiramisu wandered out to have some food while I was sitting nearby.... the first time he's come out of a hiding spot while someone is around :3

it is currently 2am and I have been awoken by the sound of my drawing tablet being knocked off my desk. went to investigate, obviously he's been doing a little exploring

found him behind the couch again, then he hopped up onto the windowsill while I was patting him and we had windowsill pat times! rather than simply me patting him while he sits behind the couch! so closer to eye-level pats! lots of purring and headbutts

slowly but surely he's warming up to me ahaha

#he really enjoys being patted and fussed over #he's super shy when it comes to exploring or being Out in the open #i picked him briefly up to take him to the water bowl and he was just sort of ''oh ok'' about it #but scurried away to hide again soon after #anyway! I'm goin back to bed lmao #=^.^= #tira time

[apathyfairy]

christmas is officially over which means i have 364 days to get a life and get too busy to go to family christmas or come up with a really good excuse to never see these people again

#gee how was everyones christmas #my uncle tried to convince everyone that that story r*publicans tell about the furry kid getting to use a litter box #at the school bathroom was true. bc he heard it on j*e r*gan. so of course it’s true #then an entire conversation about pronouns ensued. #they leave tomorrow i literally don’t know if i’ll make it. i’ve been hiding in my room all day bc i have a pounding headache #and also i have my period then i have to listen to that on top of it all. if 2023 isnt looking drastically different by february #i’m killing myself for real #on top of all that too there are 6 of us sharing 1 bathroom and one of my cousins doesn’t wash his hands or flush the toilet so everytime #someone goes in there /i/ have to go in after and sanitize everything like. i’ve never been so happy christmas is over. #also that same cousin is sick bc he’s been coughing for the last 2 days and also leaves his snot tissues uncovered in the trash can and yes #it’s green tmi i know but that means bacteria if i’m not mistaken and anyway i’m so tired of it i am so tired of them i’m just laying low #until they leave. i hate it. #oh! and then i had two computer monitors that my mom gave me bc her job let her keep them when they gave her new ones #and i was like sweet now when i move and finally have space i can have a setup with two monitors bc she. gave. them. to me. #anyway last night my cousin started using her monitor. without asking. and she was like oh ok. .. but u can use these and also u can #take one of them with you when you leave! like what the fuck fr when u gave them to me #and yeah that completely sounds like first world problems i know but it’s like. don’t give things to people…and then…give them….. #away…….. #anyway. going back ot my original life plan of marrying rich and dying young and never seeing these people again.

[rosicheeks]

😇

#ok I’m going to go shower (and hide) #but if you’re interested in the full audio send me a 😇 and I’ll get back to you right when I’m out #i juuuuuustttt #the urge to delete it is strong #but I also love it #so I’m just conflicted lol #but if you message me I’ll get back to you right away i promise 🥰 #shut up rosie