#oh like you wouldn’t believe

[saltylotus]

just looked at my two most recent gary artwork again you’re never gonna guess which one of them took like 10 hours 💀

#maybe the fact that all i had to do was re-draw made things a lot easier but dawg 😭 #they look like two different people made them 😭😭😭 #but the amount of time & effort i put into both…. the results are like the inverse……….. #like it’s legit surreal to ME i don’t know what any of you would think 💀💀💀 #well according to that one birthday book i read when i was younger people born on my bday’s fatal flaw is inconsistency #and well 💀 #also fyi this is a sideblog so i apologise if i can’t directly converse with y’all… it’s not that i don’t want to it’s that I CAN’T 😭😭😭 #@ the tumblr user who asked if i like gary now: oh #oh like you wouldn’t believe #one day i’ll post my blue/green/gary shrine here TRUST #saltylotus talks

[stonecoldsilly]

the boy

#this guy shows up and I just start rumpus-ing like you wouldn’t believe #captain k.p. hob #a court of fey and flowers #acofaf #dimension20 #dimension 20 spoilers #oh captain my captain

[milimeters-morales]

does miles look androgynous (even just a little) to anyone else or am i alone in this vast desert.

#miles morales #spiderman #spider man #m&m posts #damn brooklyn 1610-B your spidey (current) looks gnc asf #personally if i knew absolutely nothing. NOTHING. about spiderman or miles. and you showed me a picture of him in that party outfit and+ #said ‘this is a girl’ i’d be like oh okay. and if you later told me ‘actually miles doesn’t have a confirmed gender’ i wouldn’t + #immediately believe you bc like cmon there’s no way there isn’t public outrage about that but i then would believe you #and if you told me the truth i’d be like ‘wow miles does look like he could be either of those options!’ does anyone get me #And IT HAS TO BE SPECIFICALLY THE OUTFIT HE WORE TO THE PARTY TO BE THE FIRST THING TO SHOW ME WHEN TELLING ME ALL THIS

[ifwebefriends]

My mom: I read to you all the time as a kid! I tried my very best but you just didn’t grow up to be a reader! I don’t know what I did wrong?

Me:

ID in ALT

#oh mother the things I have read #things that you wouldn’t believe #this has been accumulating for like 5 years just fyi #I love my mom #I just don’t know how she’d take the fact that I’m an avid fanfic reader #also my mom is the kinda person to listen to a 19-hour book on the Tudor family #we’ve never even been to the UK #ao3 #archive of our own #fanfic #fanfiction #reading #books #book

[pinkpinkstarlet]

elvis presley stans feel like johnny depp stans tbh

(terfs and radfems fuck off from this post btw)

@punkeropercyjackson @weirdo09 @thisismisogynoir

#the way they both don’t believe the victims of abusive situations and dismiss them in favor of fangirling over their fav male celebs #the way they’ll create crazy claims on how “oh AcKsHuAlLy sHe WaS tHe aBuSeR HeRe” by claiming that she (priscilla and amber) are just #manipulative and evil and these much older men who were/are extremely influential and wealthy are so innocent and powerless against the #conniving and wicked female #like #its just misogyny covered up in the lie that these stans care about male victims of abuse #when in reality they wouldn’t even care about an ACTUAL abuse victim that is a guy #anti johnny depp #anti elvis presley #priscilla presley #amber heard #i stand with amber heard #they’ll also somehow completely forget that Elvis met Priscilla when she WAS 14 and because of his grooming her whole life centered around #what he did and didn’t like her to do #you know how that could severely fuck up someone? Especially someone that young? #a lot more of his abuse is unpacked in Priscilla’s book “Elvis and me” it’s such a good but heartbreaking read #elvis and me #pinkspidey’s rambles #tw misogyny

[itspileofgoodthings]

Porfiry telling Raskolnikov that at least he was honest and in one bound took the furthest leap to put his theory to the test of actual action——

#Taylor believing a man who is obviously lying to her #like. it’s fascinating to me how they’ll say anything to her and she’ll be like ‘okay let’s go’ #she’s never read Jane Austen and it shows. but that’s okay because she’s the character in an Austen novel #she has no sense of self-preservation she has no common sense when it comes to love #and the reason I have endless patience for that is because she IS different. she is extraordinary. she is WEIRD. she’s so needy #so angry so fragile so stupid so brilliant so completely helpless #like the bolter———I can’t even LOOK at it right now #because you know she was like this since she was 5 and SHE knows it #just so. Different. so strange. I mean she ruled her family with an iron fist from the age of 11 #and her packaging is so basic and she she had so much access to everything anyone could want #so there are none of the usual marks of someone being so Different #but like. people HATED her from day one. you know her own strength of personality was drawing out many people’s hatred or envy #and she’s so helpless in her own personality because she can never change #like thank you aimee? or whatever? heck yeah there was some girl who bullied her and brutalized her on the playground #and you know it devastated Taylor from day one and still does #and it’s just. I don’t know how people can’t see that someone with that extraordinary set of gifts #wouldn’t also suffer in such an extraordinary way #and ways that elicit so much scorn and non-sympathy because people are unsettled and jealous and annoyed by her #because she WILL find a way to win #but isn’t that proof enough that she is the very OPPOSITE OF NORMAL #it’s why people have to be like ‘oh she sold her soul to the devil for this success.’ or whatever the psy-op spy thing is #because there’s no human way to explain her success if she really were as basic/talentless as people say #ugh this is all so incoherent and irritating and I’m so sorry but I just. I cannot explain how protective my heart is of her #and all the many many mistakes she’s made and the prisons she’s made for herself because she’s LIVING the tragedy #of never having denied herself one time/getting everything she wants #and discovering the poison at the bottom of everything she reached for with desperate hands #like. I love her so much and I am so protective of her because she is so helpless and she is getting shot in the face every time #and she feels every blow! #whew I need to turn off reblogs and will probably delete but I just #this album is all of her spilled out and people DO hate to see it because a lot of people hate her!!!!

[castielsupernatural]

but could a normal person do THIS??

#i was talking to a friend this weekend and he was like i’ve been feeling pretty guilty about my screen time lately it’s been like almost #three and a half hours average daily #i was like oh bestie. oh beloved. you wouldn’t believe what 2024 has done to me

[kalmeria]

what gets to me is that himeru’s idealized vision of kaname isn’t in the past. because i believe he did realize that kaname lied to him. but maybe didn’t completely understand what that meant. kaname wanted to be a great idol and so the himeru persona was created. and meru does understand that this persona was aspirational. so that idealized version is not in the past, because kaname didn’t get the chance to fully become himeru. it exists in the present. i think himeru isn’t telling himself “this is what kaname was” he is telling himself “this is what kaname could have become. this is what he can be, he should be, he will be.”

anyways, pour one out for everyone who has ever felt crushed by the weight of expectations placed on them

#enstars #once again points at tatsumi saying i love your stupidity #i believe that with the two of them working together kaname wouldn’t have become the himeru type idol #because he would have learned to lean on his earnestness as his strength #i mean this is pretty obvious in the fact that himeru is an idol from a previous era #but kaname and tatsumi were forming A UNIT!!! the thing of the next era!! #oh and also i am aware that this kind of contradicts the door of the past door of the future thing #but like. that was ibaras idea. the concept comes from him #also if you consider how himeru is an idol out of time then it does still make sense! he wants the past in the present #im gonna explode i need to stop thinking about this i need to go to sleep early today

[glassesmcfancyhair]

Ok, so, it’s not about manufacturing the affection between Benedick and Beatrice, it’s about exposing their already existing affection and giving them permission to be vulnerable with each other.

#much ado about nothing #things are heating up in the Shakespeare fandom #kenneth branagh #Branagh version #guys this movie has Denzel Washington Keanue Reeves and Kate Beckinsale #denzel washington #keanu reeves #kate beckinsale #michael keaton #emma thompson #listen Benedick and Beatrice both think they took their shot with the other one and got shot down #they literally had a massive miscommunication while flirting prove me wrong #and then their intense weirdo feelings wouldn’t let them do anything but snipe at the other #oh nothing just thinking about that scene where they know Benedick is listening #so Sean Leonard Scott gets to be extra dramatic #and it’s just like Benedick you fucking dumbass #you absolute moron #yeah sure they believe that your indignant cries are birds #did you just become stupid

[couldbebetterforsure]

Newcomers Performance: Suzu fell asleep before his very first stage performance and had everyone scrambling to search for him unless he got replaced at the last second. Otori forgot his line after talking shit for weeks forcing Kisa to improv to save his ass.

Summer Performance: Kisa literally changed the characterization of Mukai the night before the performance with only Neji in the know. Suzu and Kai change the tone of their line without telling Kisa to help once again readjust her characterization of Mukai in the middle of the actual performance.

Fall Performance: Suzu is out thanks to injury resulting in Sou coming in as his replacement a couple weeks before the big day, and then Jean Jose is changed to Figaro and his personality and history and interactions with the cast all change. Neji changes the script and THEN also adds in the new character of Hachipochi just so Suzu wasn’t left out of the play. And then Kisa and Sou do the improv exercise of the year in the middle of the performance without telling anyone just to encourage Fumi to have fun and go all out.

Winter Performance: Literally EVERYONE struggling to properly characterize their roles until the last moment, I mean half the cast was in the middle of a crisis! Like we really went down to the wire to make this play any level of performance ready!

Univeil Performance (Suzu version): Suzu and Kisa both taking turns struggling with their roles until the last fucking minute because of romance and self esteem and acting and all that. The play having two rhythm game sections the player can’t practice for ahead of time because in universe the Quartz kids are constantly adjusting the two of them to the very last moment. Suzu getting his ankle hurt AGAIN and deciding to LIE about it being healed!!!! And perform with all that dancing and action in the role of a FUCKING SOMERSAULTING ACROBAT!!!!! With his ankle busted!!!! And while in excruciating pain the entire damn time!!!!! Also all of Quartz deciding THE DAY BEFORE THE PLAY to be like “yeah okay we’re having issues with this last climatic romantic scene between Chance and Sissia at the end of the play so you know what? Fuck it! Suzu and Kisa can wing it! Improv your hearts out you two 😄” Kisa, Suzu, and Fumi all having to scramble to cover for Suzu’s ankle. Suzu and Kisa having a whole ass genuinely moving ACTUAL FOR REALSIES love confession complete with a FOR REALSIES kiss while staying in character…and then fucking with everyone else by being like “what? we’re actors! So what if we smooch, we’re partners, the newly minted Jack Ace and Al Jeanne of Quartz. We’re built different 😤”

Who else does it like Quartz?! Where else will you get this level of entertainment?!?!?!

#story time with me #jack jeanne #jack jeanne spoilers #willow takes center stage at univeil #it might seem like I said this in annoyance but believe me #There is nothing but pure love in these words #I love the quartz squad with all my heart #truly the masters of improv and rolling with the punches #no one else in all of univeil does it like these disaster kids #and I wouldn’t have any of them any other way #literally anytime any of the characters worry like ‘oh it’s almost the performance day is it okay to change things or do adlib???’ #I’m like my sweet darlings have you forgotten that’s basically Quartz’s MO at this point 😂😂😂

[cerealforkart]

Sometimes I go back to books I read as a kid or in school with the thought “maybe I didn’t give this a fair pass! Maybe I didn’t fully understand or just wanted to be different and dislike something famous or popular!” But no. I still fucking hate Frankenstein.

#oops I made a monster time to stumble upstairs and TAKE A DAMN NAP #Fuck off Victor #and you sure wouldn’t believe this book was written by a woman considering how Elizabeth is basically treated like a dog #oh I went to the poorhouse and picked out the prettiest one for my son to marry #she’s literally referred to as a gift for Victor #I can’t even sympathize with the creature #because it’s annoying too #I just wish I liked this book #because the story’s so cool and I love the premise and themes #but all the characters suck and I don’t love the writing and a ton of the decisions and details are weird or just dumb #I could go on about this for a while #but I won’t #I’ll just listen to the musical #because that’s the cool story without all the bits that piss me off #noodly

[whalehouse1]

“Unlike his predecessor, Dick Grayson, Jason was impulsive, violent and full of rage.”

Me, looks back at literally any of Dick’s fights as Robin: So…was Jason nuking criminals face-to-face, cause that is legit the only “unlike Dick” you could get in terms of those adjectives.

#dick Grayson #Nightwing #Jason Todd #red hood #I love Dick but even Damian is about even on the violent front and that smile is all that’s keeping that rage we’ve seen from coming out #he is probably the best one to actually to lose it #I can picture him just cackling cracking open Joker like a cold one #and saying ”I DO GET THE JOKE! THIS IS HILARIOUS!” #and I cannot see any of the others in the batfam coming close to that level of unhinged #and Tim was the Joker in Batman Beyond and even then #Dick is more believable to me as that than Tim #although Tim honestly deserves a cupcake with the crap he’s going through #and why do ppl fight over who the better Robin is or whose better at what? #they’re all good and you can have your favorite #heck you wouldn’t know it but some days I can’t stand Jason #but that’s more just me having a reflexive ”oh god him again” mindset with fandoms

[utenthy]

has anyone here seen richard siken’s current twitter antics

#im like insanely aggravated it’s like ruining my day #he’s kind of delving into this topic of the current discourse surrounding speculating the sexuality of an artist and how people are #trying to twist some crazy don’t ask don’t tell scheme into the most appropriate course of action #don’t know if you guys are too deep in anime heaven to be aware of this but oh my god #i get a lot of like popstars on my twitter feed and it’s just people like if you think this famous person is gay you’re fucking disgusting #it’s bananas #but siken is getting involved now and he’s kind of proposing this theoretical to his followers #and they’re all like falling for it in the most ridiculous way #he’s saying like. if you found out i was straight would you think of my art differently #and they’re all like Nooo baby we’d support if you were het cuz sexuality doesn’t matter bby #and he keeps like dropping all these leading questions trying to take them to the water like #even if a reading erases queer history is it okay #and they’re like yes it’s ok ❤️ #like it makes it so obvious and stupid i can’t believe these people are watching Richard siken #extremely important gay poet #get sucked into gaylor drama and their take is that he’s saying omg gaylors flopped sexuality doesn’t matter #don’t be stupid #he was like if i was straight it wouldn’t change the art would it ? And the answer is yes it would. fucking obviously. #but he’s getting into a lot of conflict with people #cuz like im always saying the greater society smoked so much homophobia that even gay people and allies are fucking CONFUSSD about what it #means to be an activist or stand for the cause of gay liberation

[wishmemel]

chan hating himself is my roman empire

#how can someone so strong and capable and talented and gorgeous hate himself so much #like my god he’s so devastating #everything about him is laced with tragedy #the whole idea of loving him from afar (or any idol at all) and watching them say things like that about themself #and just not being able to. do. anything? #it’s so frustrating that the only way this works is that he has to put in the effort and realize his own worth but we don’t know if he does #or even will #because you can’t force someone to love them self or fix themself right #you can only love them through it and hope it’s enough #but it’s just sooo frustrating i’m #head in my hands he’s so devastating #i wish he was different #:(( #he’s so beautiful and so precious i’m so ill #i wanna give him the world #and the way he always stands in the back and observes the group as if he’s detached from this whole reality #as if he’s somewhere else completely #the way he once said that if it weren’t for the members and skz he wouldn’t even be alive #like he got a second chance at life #like he was saved all because of them #the heartbreaking way he said ‘you don’t care about me’ to minho like he really believed that #oh i wish someone would just grab his face and drill it into his head that he’s loved and he’s important and he matters !!! #he’s so me i’m so him #maybe that’s why i find him so tragic #it’s a loop #waiting to find the thing that saves me #or maybe it’s just the small things around me that i’ve been taking for granted #꒰ soon you'll get better. ꒱

[szczylpierdolony]

wishing i never tried to get an autism diagnosis

#it’s been almost two months since i got it and i’m just so angry with myself #why did i do that. what was the point #ig i thought it would make me few butternut instead i feel worse #and it’s just a reminder how much i despise psychology and psychiatry and therapy #the way once you get a diagnosis nothing you ever say matters and can be attributed to the stupid fucking dsm number #and talking to a shrink is like talking to a wall #and how therapy is literally just a stupid fucking scam #bc no amount of talking to someone you don’t really know who’s only listening to you bc you pay them is going to solve anything #and when you ask what therapy can do you only get vague gestures in response #oh it’ll help! how? what will it give me exactly? #'skills' what skills #and then you get blamed if sth doesn’t help bc ‚you’re not trying’ or 'it would work if you wanted it to’ #i need to kms as soon as possible i think #anyway. you guys wouldn’t believe what triggered this #📓

[introvertgoat]

ooouuu

me: is depressed

my twt acc: suspended

r u next finale: jiwoo jeemin jeongeun (aka the talented girlies) all eliminated and 2 minors in the lineup 🤕🤕

#real talk: wanna kms rn #life isn’t living #first two aren’t new developments but the third?? #oh belift/hybe are going to hell bcs they love being sleazy 😍 #aside from them already eliminating the star of all stars miss chanelle thomas i actually can’t believe they’d let go of jiwoo and jeemin #of all people 😭😭 #like #you have an incredible main vocalist who can actually sing and erm lbr hybe needs more idols who can yk actually sing #and LITERALLY THEIR BEST TRAINEE?? jeemin has been consistently topping the rankings every time and 4th place for the finale was good !! but #of course the stupid and frankly disgusting 70% votes for koreans vs the 30% for intls skewed the scale so badly #and when u add in the fact that only 2 of the finalists were audience picks and the other 4 were the company picks … 🫤🫤🫤 #also the group name crying #what the fuck is i’ll-it 😭 #that’s a HORRIBLR NAME #and i though the name for queendom puzzle was bad #i mean it still is but this is js 🤐 #when the announced it i suddenly felt relieved that chanelle and tripl j were debuting under that group name 😋🫶 #but it’s the way i was so blindsided by jeemin not debuting BYE like the anger i feel rn … #jiwoo?? my bbg has more talent in her pink than the bitch lee hyun has in his entire nasty body #but the way the show has been going clued me in on that she most likely wouldn’t make it bcs bitches love being ageist and ignoring talent #BUT JEEMIN?? SHE DESERVED BETTER 😣😣😣 #they’re all most likely leaving hybe too good riddance #laughing at the way most intl fans are wishing on the groups downfall calling them flops like they’re MAD #and rightfully so like bye hybe ur debuting a bunch of flops aside from yunah and minju my beloveds 😘 #i wish them all the success but yk #i won’t even talk abt W bcs her fans r probably lurking on here 🤕😭 #need jaden jeong to hook up my girlies w triple s !! they’ll make good music and show off their skills #crying again cbs the way jiwoo said this was her last chance most likely for a debut … i’m burning hybe down idc idc #fuckers need a good vocalists and yet they’re not running after the lost opportunity ?? #screw the judges too except aiku bcs they rlly realized how much they fumbled the bag at the finale LMAO