#now it’s almost 7am

[insomnia-productions]

i don’t. know what to do with myself rn

#i work at an SA hotline on the 12am-4am shift #i just got off a 2.5 hour call #she called in at 3:53 when i was just about to start packing up for bed #i thought it would be like. half an hour or 45 minutes at most but. #now it’s almost 7am #it was a really difficult call too. god she was dealing with so much at once #she hadn’t slept in 3 days because she was afraid to take her pain medication #i ended up staying on the phone with her while she took it and then guiding her breathing until she was ready to sleep #im really glad that she finally did it and that i was able to help her in an immediate and concrete way #but honestly? i mostly just feel fucking Weird #i don’t even know how to describe the feeling it’s just Weird #maybe it’s the exhaustion? i’ve been awake for 24 hours now #and 8 of those were at my internship where. i mean. im a teaching assistant at a school for kids with severe cognitive disabilities #it is. So Much. all of the time #so it would definitely Make Sense to be feeling Strange considering that Friday morning currently feels like it was 2 weeks ago #but i feel like that’s not the answer. like. it’s not the exhaustion #there’s something else #but i don’t know what and it’s bothering me #and i don’t know what to do with myself now #like it’s fully daylight outside and my sublet curtains are thin as fuck #there’s no way im gonna be able to sleep #but im So Tired #i just. don’t. know what to do with myself #it’s just a #??????

[chainsawctopus]

Some Yoshida stickers cause I love this loser so much Will I sell these? Maybe, who knows

#chainsawman #chainsaw man #csm #hirofumi yoshida #yoshida hirofumi #yoshida csm #i'm so normal about him #tumblr is not ready for my obsession with the window scene #had to make the watermark huge cause ngl im really proud of these and i feel like someone might steal #i mean my art got reposted on instagram once without my permission and it got more likes than my original post so #i'm not taking chances with reposters anymore i'm keeping the hugeass watermark all the time now #fuck reposters #it's almost 7am and i still haven't slept lmao #anyway stream in the back room by syudou

[why-the-heck-not]

insomnia? do u mean my true crime podcast time

#u know bc now I can convince my brain I slept a little bc I had my eyes closed for like 2h while listening to it #it’s like u can almost gaslight it into thinking that that podcast was actually dreaming bc we for sure were asleep yes #also this sucks bc it’s ahead of its schedule; I can’t sleep during summers so like what is this then #the climate change is affecting my insomnia cycle damnit #real unfortunate tho if it keeps going for longer (just been like 2ish weeks now) bc I got a thesis plus other shit to do #(also to anyone who’s unclear on the subject; yes I have slept during these 2ish weeks I'm not dying i'm just hella tired bc it’s not good #refreshing long sleeps bc mf it takes like 5 hours to fall asleep) #(except today bc it’s 7am and I’m giving up on it & hopefully will have a nap sometime during the day idk) #(im tired and getting increasingly more stressed abt becoming more tired and then not having the energy to do things that I fully neeed to #get done and how the stress just yes helps ah nice) #(sorry for ranting in thr tags; weird state of mind here bc of aforementioned) #march 2024 #2024

[owl-bones]

so many boops.... but i must go back to sleep because it's 6am and im too cosy

#almost 7am now 😩

[redeyedryu]

When you’re too tired to think too hard on the big red guy sneaking up on you. One thing you are sure of is that he is too damn close.

#Red Ert #Bob Velseb #Back the heck up Bob #our girl's too tired for your shit #okay 'm goin' to bed now g'night even tho it's almost 7am whoops

[ashiyn]

impulse and tango doing the dad stance in every picture ive seen from twitch con is the funniest thing ever btw. i wouldn't have wanted it in any other way

#tango also almost looks scared at times as well LMAO #gem is slaying however #(also its 7am and i haven't slept yet so im off to bed now actually) #.post

[moonpaw]

got a new bookshelf just for one piece <3

#one piece #one piece spoilers #since gear 5 is there ig #it's a 3 shelf bookshelf but the second one is empty and the third one is just extra books that my first one couldnt hold lol #but the first two shelves will be for the op manga #i only have 11 rn (one is still in the mail) #it's gonna be a long term project but we'll get there #but god around 7am i went ''hmmmm i should get a bookshelf today'' #started cleaning my room to make room for one #reorganized a bunch of stuff #went out to buy a shelf and got home 3 hours later #it is now *looks at watch* almost 4pm #by gott

[bigthecatirl]

pet. that. CAT

#big the cat #sonic the hedgehog #sonic fanart #digital art #embodiment of friend shaped #i would do anything to be these disembodied hands right ab now #i forgor his belt its almost 7am im sleepy forgive me

[newtness532]

aled last doesn't have any gender because i stole it all from him

#this was supposed to stay in the drafts but its almost 7am and i have not slept yet so i have no self control and im posting it #now i can go to sleep #aled last #osemanverse #radio silence #heartstopper #jo says stuff

[showduo]

good night :)

#vi : blurb. #been awake since 7am and i almost puked #it is now almost 2am #my body is breaking down on me in realtime

[rosicheeks]

😴

#selfie was deleted btw #if we are moots and you wanna see my face just ask 😌 #but it’s almost 7am #the sun is shining #and birds are chirping #I guess I should go to bed??? #if only I had someone to cuddle me to sleep 🥺🥺 #I’m not the best at cuddling though #usually I wiggle my ass around (ya know to get comfy 😉) #and then they get hard #and before I know it they’re fucking me and calling me a good girl 🤭 #being a tease is hard work 😇 #ngl that sounds amazing right now #having meaningful (and rough) sex and then passing out on top of each other after cause we are so tired #one day 🥺🤞 #anywayyyyyy #stop getting distracted rosie 🤦🏽‍♀️ #goodnight loves 💖 #shut up rosie

[bravevolunteer]

break time….

#not yet i still have an hour and a half left of class. but ALMOST #my shit is submitted i just need to organize some files for tomorrow ohhh my god #woke up at 7am yesterday and i havent slept since its been a fucking time #i am going to go home and EEP #⁂ ･ﾟ: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc

[8bit-mau5]

just finished 8 busts this morning, most from scratch. praise me

#YEAH I CANT BELIEVE I JUST DID THIS TBH #i had the lines done to 8 and did the rendering + coloring for ALL OF THEM tonigt/this morning guys #i got all 6 bust rewards done for my $15 tier #and two busts done for my $30 tier. including an additional bust inked for that tier as well #so im almost halfway done with that tier's rewards as well! #im SO much happier with how these colored upgrades of my rendered bust sketches have gone tbh. it took a while of playing around until #i got somewhere where it LOOKED RIGHT to me #i should do a side by side comparison of my first attempt at a colored upgrade of my rendered sketch VS the new #8bit beeps #i just messaged everyone individually with their rewards.. maybe now i can sleep (i have been working all night and morning and its 7am now #(whoopsies)

[holyshit]

i admire anyone who can discern lyrics so quickly because my head goes a mile a minute for the first 10 listens and then MAYBE on listen 11 will i be able to have a clear enough head to figure out 2-3 lines

#anyway now i'm truly going to bed sdkjbkjsd it's almost 7am rip

[floral-hex]

woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void #shits rough dawg #I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts #haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier #it’s cold #saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early. #and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed. #went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours #guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left #even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are #I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh #my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week #maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done. #I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting #woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside #hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning #can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding) #actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so… #I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience #anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments #I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired. #I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die. #is this relatable? #just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda. #gonna look at pictures of butts now #ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever #you can ignore this #text

[mihai-florescu]

I love enstars, i wish idols and producers werent real

#SIGH #i couldnt find one item in ANY STORE #and its almost 9pm im still at the office i feel baddd #did i mention there are no direct trains #im gonna try to take the one to belgium in an hour cuz its quicker than any other i could take now #but i just want home. ive been tired since 7am