#not that he had cool to begin with

[kikker-oma]

Warning: Blood, Broken Nose

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#uh oh hes losing his cool #not that he had cool to begin with #but still #i like to imagine hes gping up against a very big Chuchu #cus those things ANNOY ME #but not more than the Stal type monsters #like #go away #linked universe #linkeduniverse #lu fanart #lu wild #thisll be my last whild whump for the month #whumptober2023 #whumptober #blood #broken nose

[beaulesbian]

Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse (2023)

So we're just supposed to let people die because some algorithm says that that's supposed to happen? You realize how messed up that sounds, right?

#spiderman #across the spiderverse #atsv #atsvedit #spider punk #hobie brown #miles morales #marveledit #spidermanedit #spiderman across the spiderverse #punkflower #atfirst this was supposed to be a few gifs of like a study how interesting it was that hobie had his back turned to miguel during this scen #(the themes situation-wise and body language of all that!! closed to miguel. opened and listening to miles. just!!) #and at the same time he kept eye contact or looking at miles the whole time #(not to miss the beginning of the revolution) “there we go” #but it slowly turned into just an appreciation of this whole scene again mostly with hobie but like. its so cool #to see how at first miles was excited to be a part of that society and dismissing hobie's concerns. bc he didnt have the whole picture #but then hobie was the only one always looking out for him #and then the whole making the rogue watch to go save miles ahhh i just love this movie so much #mine #gif:spiderman #spiderman across the spider verse #across the spider verse spoilers #across the spider verse fanart #flashing gif // #flashing gifs // #eyestrain //

[chickensauras]

I think Laois and MY personal favorite creature, The Simurgh, would get along :]

#based her colors off bearded vultures #cause theyre also cool #dungeon meshi #simurgh #tech shes shown once on the manga :> #laios touden #gonna yap down here :U #simurgh likes adopting pasty white boys #whole reason shes my favorite is the story about her finding this albino prince named zal #his dad the king had him abandoned in the mountains cause he was albino and she took him in #raised him w her chicks and taught him all the knowledge she had aquired in her long life #she had seen the world end and begin several times btw like shes an old lady #and anyway im just sayin ya know whos ALSO a pasty white boy who loves trivia?? #that weird little fucker #know what else he loves? #chimeras and dogs #also hed def eat the whole ass elephants shes bringing home for dinner

[good-wine-and-cheese]

Science- Ashbury Heights

My magnum opus of Tenma amvs

#tetsuwan atom #astro boy #naoki urasawa's pluto #pluto anime #atom the beginning #umataro tenma #my amv #dude I am literally never going to make an amv with this cool of an opener ever again #I tried not to favour one tenma over the others but some definitely had more/more relevant footage to work with #I think?? 63's tenma appears in more episodes but I don't know which...so I just went with the first episode only lol #anyway fun fact I learned from watching these clips over and over: of the Tenmas we ever see hugging Atom/Tobio #only 1980s Tenma actually crouches down to Atom's height to address him #based on this alone I am willing to believe he would have turned out sort of okay bc he knows how ur supposed to talk to kids

[lunarharp]

shirahama-sensei reminded me she has a thing for the teacher from pokemon s/v so i randomly went off on an au where qifrey is the professor. etc

#witch hat tag #orufrey #the first image is qifrey dressed as that guy. i'm glad she has an inexplicable attachment to some dorky pokemon man like i do #someone was like 'wouldn't it make more sense for deanreldea to be the champion' .... well no. not in my world . #it maps onto magic skill. champions aren't like the Rulers of the land they're just the most skilled at this thing #oru as a burnt out champion who's gently encouraging a kid like coco to reach him one day means a lot to me. i like pokemon narratives #agott went shiny hunting for the same thing coco had but cooler - just to impress her. she really is a pokemon rival type girl #pushing myself to the limit to prove my worth to you - to get to the summit first so i'm waiting for you.. #and then realising it wasn't just to be strong - i realised i started wanting to see your smile. i wanted you to have fun. #i think coco would defeat agott at the end of victory road and then defeat oru & i'll probably draw one last thing abt that at least.. #the image is very cinematic..the dialogue and music in my mind..I WANT TO FACE ORU!!!!!!!!!! #the super cool insanely powerful awesome champion is the spouse of my professor and he gave me advice at the beginning...no way.... #btw the elite four would be the sages which is perfect (and maybe easthies as the first guy?) evil Team Brimhats #coustas as their renegade gladion-type figure. the gym leaders would be like sun/moon and s/v combined #travelling around facing the best students from different classes - so jujy and eunie etc. #i've barely thought about 'teams' or anything bc i care amore about the narrative side of things always lol #but idk. tetia with a swirlix - eunie would be ghost type boy - riche with small things but also a ceruledge or a steelix something massiv #and brushbug would have a final form which is really long like an eastern dragon- fluffy and with wings like a fairy. It's beautiful to me #well anyway *tries to move on to the rest of life now the brief obsession has passed* #obviously oru would be fire-type tho and qifrey would be water-type and they set off together and traded their starters etc.....it goes on

[swordheld]

hi! your blog is one of my favourites and i absolutely adore reading your thoughts. my grandfather recently passed away and it feels like i lost myself with him. how do i continue living after this? there is this constant weight on my chest and it feels like an emptiness has made a home inside of me. how do i go on when it feels like the world crashed on my shoulders?

hello, love! this is so very sweet and kind of you, and i hope you're treating yourself gently and kindly right now - there aren't words for a loss like this. that heaviness is difficult, and hard, and painful. it's okay if things don't feel okay, right now, or even soon - i think that's something that a lot of the people i know that have gone through similar grief feel: like they should be able to get back to a relative 'normal' in a [insert far too short period of time].

but it's okay if it hurts. that's where i'd like to start. you're allowed to feel that emptiness, that world-crashed feeling that goes beyond words, beyond time. don't feel like you have to rush this to feel some sort of better. things get easier with time, i promise you this, but sometimes painful feelings are important to feel, too. cry, scream, feel your emotions. they're a part of you. grieve.

it's perhaps a little silly, but when i think about death i always think about a couple of space songs: mainly drops of jupiter by train and saturn by sleeping at last. there are perhaps others that speak to the emotions better, but these two have always hit something a little deeper for me, and are popular for a wide-reaching reason.

and while personally i don't know much about grief like this, i do know a lot about love; and i think they're a lot of the same thing.

the people we love are a part of us, and this is why it takes from us so deeply when we lose them, because it does feel like we've lost a part of ourselves in the wake of it. but it's because they were so central to our experiences of living - our lives, that the separation introduces a hollowness - a place where they used to be. a home that now goes unlived in.

an emptiness, like you said.

but just because they're not here physically, doesn't mean he's not still there, in your heart, in your life, your memory. you can hold him close in smaller ways, as well: steal a sweater, or cologne/scent for something a little more physical and long lasting for remembering. hold onto the memories you cherish, the things that made you laugh, the ease of slow mornings and gentle nights. write them all down, slide a few photographs in there, go through it and add more when you miss him. keep them all close, keep them in your heart.

you're not alone, in this. he's still there, with you, it's just - in the little things.

he's with you in the way you see and go about your daily life, in doing what he liked to do, in the ways he interacted with the world that you shared with him. the memories you recall fondly when the night is late or the moment is right and something calls it into you like a melody, an old bell, laughter you'd recognize anywhere.

but i think, perhaps most importantly above all others - talk about him. with your family, your friends, his friends, strangers; stories are how we keep the people we love alive. the connections they've made, the legacies and experiences they've left behind, and so, so many stories.

how lucky, we are - to love so much it takes a piece of us when they go. grief is the other side of the coin, but it does not mean our love goes away. it lives in you. it lives in everyone who knew him, in the smallest pieces of our lives.

the people we love never really leave us, like this: they're in how we cook and the way we fold our newspapers, our laundry, in the radio stations we tune in to and the way we decorate our walls, our photo albums. they're in the way we store our mail, organize our closets, the scribbled notes in the indexes of our books. the meals we love and the drinks we mix, the way we spend time with one another. they've been passed down for generations, for longer than history - and we are all the luckier for it.

think about what you shared with him, and do it intentionally. bring him into your life, like this, again. whether it's crosswords or poetry or sports or anything else. if one doesn't help, try another. something might click.

i hope things feel a little easier for you, as they tend to do only with time. i hope you find joy in your grief, even if it is small and hard to grasp at first. know that your hurt stems from so much love that there isn't a place to put it properly, and that it is something so meaningful and hurting poets and storytellers have been struggling to put it into words and sounds that feel like the fit right for eons, and that it is also just simply yours. sometimes things don't have to make sense. sometimes they just are - unable to be put into words or neat little sentiments, as unfair and tragic as they come.

but i promise it will not feel like this forever. your love is real. and perhaps, on where to begin on from here - i think it's less on finding where to begin and just beginning. and you've already started. you've taken the most important and crucial step: the first one. wherever you go, after that, from here? you'll figure it out. you always have, and you always do. it'll come, as things always do. love leads us, as does light - and you're never alone in your hurt. in your grief, your missing something dear to you. i think if you talk about it with others, you'll find they have ways of helping you cope as well - and they have so much love of their own to spare, too.

as an aside, here is the song (northern star by dom fera) i was listening to when i wrote this, for no other reason more than it makes me think of connections, and love, and how we hold onto the people we love and how they change us, wonderfully and intrinsically. it's a little more joyous than the others i've mentioned, and plays like a story, and it made me think of what is at the core of this, love and stories and i am here with you, and maybe it'll bring you some joy, if you'd like it. wishing you all my love and ease 💛

#q&a. #birdsong. #wishing u gentle ease; the death of a loved one is near inexplicable to put into words and i hope you take care of yourself gently <3 #i hope this will make u laugh: when i was a tiny child in middle school there were times i would go outside in my tiny suburban cul de sac- #in the rain and sing along to my lil ipod nano and i only remember doing this to drops of jupiter. can you imagine going out to get the mai #after a long day of work and you just hear this kid singing train in the streets. in the RAIN.... it makes me laugh like i really. #i really thought i was so cool and deep and emotional ghjkd but i find it v funny that i only remember it w/ that one train track. #and saturn just. it's my fav s.a.l. song for a reason. that slow violin opening? the piano coming in gentle and easy? #it feels like light. like hope. like something new - a dawn after the long dark. that beautiful things can begin again even where #it hurts. and there is nothing more human than a sentiment like that. #how rare and beautiful it is to truly exist. what it is to be alive and get to be here and live with other people. with those we love. #i think your grandfather was so lucky to be able to know you. to have you in his life for the time you had together. #i'm no spiritual person; but i like to believe when you're thinking about him? he's thinking about you too. #the second law of thermodynamics (physics nerd mode) is that no energy has ever been created/destroyed since the beginning of the universe. #so it has to go somewhere - it's that carl sagan quote of 'we're all made of stardust'. because we are. we used to be stars; planets; etc. #i think it's why i think of these space songs - because they're a part of everything; once more; when they go. us and everything else.

[goldiipond]

BLAST IT TO THE BACK ROW!!

#skye's doodles #AAUUH SCREAMS SO LOUD I HAD FUN WITH THIS ONE. i did a lot of experimentation n fucking around i really like how it came out <3 #it would seem i am in my song lyric captions era. i am not immune to words and sounds that make me insane about the character <3 #n boy am i insane. ray ray raaay my bestest friend ray he is so goddamn cool if i think about him too long i begin audibly wailing. raaay.. #the promised neverland #tpn #yakusoku no neverland #tpn ray #fair warning ill probably rb this multiple times tomorrow becuase. its late and i am impatient and i really like this. yaaay <3

[coconut530]

DIVORCE ARC START

#Nevermore #Nevermore Webtoon #Webtoon #I feel bad for Morella she’s just so in the middle between the groups and it kinda sucks bc like she was so cool in the beginning #I didn’t notice I thought Pluto just had dark circles from staying up all night but NO POOR BBY MONTY GAVE HIM A BLACK EYEEEE #CAN BARELY SEEEEEEEEEEEEE IT’S SO SAD #Yeah WHY is it always Montresor #SHE’S JUST SITTING ON THE WINDOWSILLLLLLL #Their expressions were so good while they were bickering #I want to see a tea date between them (especially after like 71) #She’s so posh it’s so funny she leans into it so much #Lenore literally spilt the tea #Annabel why you blushinnnnnnnn #She’s gonna pull a gun on you and you’re blushing #OH Prospero… hi #I like the mirrored panel things for the movement #I KNOW WHAT YOU DID GIRL #WHERE IS HE #WHY CAN’T I KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW #Oh well I guess Oct. 26th :)

[icewindandboringhorror]

reminders of the passage of time moodeboard

#my blog is in his last year of middle school. he'll be off to high school next year (at least I think so..? 13 yrs old is usually 8th grade #at least from my experience. 9th graders are usually 14. 10th are 15. etc. etc. and then you're in 12th grade #and graduate high school usually 17yrs old.) ANYWAY.. wow he is so ancient.. #maybe he's still in a preteeny early teen emo phase or something.. I hope he gets some black and white striped armwarmers and black eyeline #r for his birthday. Maybe an MP3 player of course. Though because I don't really like most alternative music and he is my son he's actually #not allowed to listen to metal or pop punk or emo rock whatever stuff. I open the mp3 player and pre-stock it with only #disco and funk and classical music. he can have a little chiptune or techno stuff as a treat (sometimes emo adjacent maybe more #scene. I think a lot of scene kids were into that more.. emo's weird eccentric brother)) #Also he starts taking iron pills his 13th birthday because he's probably incredibly anemic just like me #so on and so forth and et cetera (I'm just being silly.. I am not pro-controlling your children down to whatmusic they #listen to or etc.etc. lol) #THOUGH I love that it's in january... january is one of my favorite months if not my favorite. yeeaaay #just such a nice cool month. I like that it's the start of the year mostly and that it's sometimes snowy here. Like where I live nov - dec #isnt really actually snowy?? You always associate those winter Months with snow but I think snow happens later on this coast #so it's more like Jan - March or even april sometimes. Though that may just be climate change lol.. But it's cool that Jan is winter AND #ACTUALLY snowy. plus the Beginning Of Year vibes and energy.. hrm... nice nice.. ANYWAY #AND this is not even my first tumblr blog. I had a different one before it I think.. #evviilll to be on one website for so long lol.. Very thankful that most websites I used to use as a 10 year old or whatever #are now defunct. There's something weird about how humans are just creating endless streams of words and pictures and all of this stuff #and it just goes out into the void and stays there long after the person themselves has forgotten it. not even like 'oh no what if i said #something bad!!' but more just the general sense of.. people create so much more ideas than they can actually hold in their heads. nobody #remembers exactly word for word every post they've ever made or etc. It's like parts of yourself that you've externalized and then fade awa #from you but they're still you but they're not so you just have little snapshots of yourself in time floating around entirely unbenknownst #to you. like making clones of yourself and then forgetting you did so but every once in a while going 'shit... there's clones out there.. #of me and I don't even have track or awareness of them anymore.. what an odd concept..' etc. not EXACTLY like that ghbj..you know what I me #n.. or maybe you dont.. hrmm... ANYWAY #I am just now slightly recovering from my most recent mysterious illness spell and etc. so I would like to post more again and mAYBE even #do a costume if I'm being ambitious.. but after so many times of being randomly stricken by problems I'm now fearful of ever being too #hopeful lol.. always like 'I would like to go to the grocery store tomorrow! .... MAYBE.. if i CAN.. possibly... NOT getting my hopes up'. #etc. etc. etc. every statement has a caveat and a backup plan and so on and so forth and such is life.. anyway. happy birthday evil tumblr

[varteeny1234]

Withering Heights

#my stuff #ethoslab #ethoslab fanart #bdoubleo100 #bdouble100 fanart #last life smp #traffic smp #ethubs #ethubs fanart #trafficshipping #the shadow took way too long and I'm still not to happy with it #but it still looks kind of cool #last life session seven was an emotional trainwreck for the ethubs fans #bdubs was literally almost over the hill when grian shot him #etho threw the regen potion just as bdubs jumped #bdubs had gotten his clock just a bit earlier #the withering heights achievement and the fact that the entire server knew death and destruction awaited the snow fort #even if they werent there #and even in the very beginning of the episode etho told bdubs that he had a bad feeling that bdubs would be red by the end #and then he was. and then he died #etho not knowing how to react when he died #and that whole scene where bdubs is desperately trying to defend their friendship to the reds #“he loves me. he cares!” #and etho actually ended his series with “sorry bdubs. I couldnt win it for you. I love you.” #or at least something close to that #maybe i should make a different post for this

[front-facing-pokemon]

#bonus under the cut getting that snout facing right at the camera #camerupt #early 2000s animation cow‚ apparently. that's what someone just said about the bonus image. i honestly never understood this thing's name #i always thought it was pretty obviously a cow. but then its name implies camel. camel erupt. camerupt. is there a specific kind of #camel that just looks like a cow?? or. what. or am i just misremembering what camels look like #either way‚ i still think this pokémon is pretty cool‚ but i don't really use it ever in my own playthroughs. i don't think i *ever* have #not even in pokémon colosseum where i'm pretty sure you can get a shadow numel at some point. bc i already had a fire-type #not sure which one it was but it was definitely one of them. maybe cyndaquil? because of the dudes with the johto starters #that you fight near the beginning in pppp uuuhhh the PHENAC city i couldn't remember the name. for a second there. #i wasn't aware as a kid that their outfits corresponded to the type of the starter they had and also that you could only fight one of them #i think as a kid i was under the impression that there was only the one. for some reason i remember fighting the green one #oh wait they have the second-evos yeah. cuz he had bayleef. and the red one would've had quilava. not cyndaquil #ugh my memory is not very good evidently. i'm writing these tags after work. normally i do them right when i wake up but this time i just #do not have an excuse for not being able to remember shit. this is just on me. maybe it's amplified by the fact that i have yet to eat today #which i have a very bad habit of doing. forgetting to eat all day and not eating until like 5 and then that being my only meal for the day #i'm trynna get better about it but it is Not easy for some reason. for something that should be decidedly very simple #but my brain doesn't often let me eat until i've completed all of my silly little Tasks. so. idk. this will however post the day after i've #arrived back home from my trip which is nice. the first time future me will be sleeping in her own bed again. good luck again future me #you might need it

[shoechoe]

Every so often I encounter an Invader Zim post like "you guys... have you ever thought that Dib is in fact a bit of an asshole sometimes" and no offense but I kind of thought that was obvious by episode 1

#rambles #not jojo related #invader zim #episode 1 you can tell he doesn't care that zim is evil so much as he just wants to prove aliens are real #i think in the show he'd hunt him down and try to dissect him regardless of if he had any real evidence that he was evil or not #like we see him hunting and trying to capture random wild creatures doing nothing wrong #also the way he taunts zim and laughs when he gets hurt is just dickish #i kind of hate how they retcon this implication in florpus #with the ''i used to think aliens were cool until zim came and he was evil'' thing in the beginning #i dislike a lot of things florpus does with characterization #this might be a hot take but i really do not like the arc with dib and professor membrane i think that's my least favorite thing about it #but i digress

[yourqueenb]

Okay bro’s got the guns out and his hair pulled back 👀 I didn’t mind his old look, but I think I might actually like this one a bit better

#choices bolas #choices blades #blades of light and shadow #choices stories you play #playchoices #I wish he still had the blades on his back though #those looked cool #I’m also not sure about this color scheme but I do like that his clothes are just a bit warmer in general #I think it makes sense considering his character arc #he was very cold to us in the beginning of book 1 and still remained a bit aloof throughout #but the group became a family by the end so now he’s in warmer colors to kind of represent that #choices #choices app #pixelberry studios #pixelberry

[lameow-l]

so wait… furina is the name of the archon role that “furina” had to play

wouldn’t make more sense narrative wise to give her a name of her own?? like scara gets his own epic chapter about him ridding himself of his past and adopting a new name then proceed to ignore said name in favor of “hat guy” but the actress playing “furina” doesn’t get to be known for her own name?

like people of fontain (partly maybe) know the truth so why not let her free? let her enjoy the simple human life she so so longed for? even the other furina wouldn’t want this

#i think her story is a better use of the (give character name) mechanic that wasn’t really needed in scara’s arc imo #like yeah it’s cool and all but we literally saw him throw the actual physical manifestation of his past into the fucking void!!! #i personally think it was kind of wasted on him on top of me thinking that idea was entirely stupid to begin with and hyv keeps proving tha #no one actually refers to him as wanderer or by the name they choose online.. its just scara #thats both bad marketing and confusing burying the character away from new players #and like the amount of shit u have to go through as a new player just to name ur weird huge hat angry little dude is just.. #but imagine how impactful such a mechanic would be for ‘furina’ who spent all her live acting a role she wasn’t #at the end of all that agony do u think she could endure hearing people call her by that name?? #unlike scara she did that for the people every moment of those 500 years knowing that the fate of every person is mere a breakdown away #there was nothing in that for her or for a reward she thought deserved.. just suffering on her own #it just makes more sense for her to want a different name a different identity that has nothing to do with that role #and again i think that mechanic is stupid anyway but if it had to happen i’d loved it more with ‘furina’ #or idk give her like a clueless friend she gets to meet that keeps calling her a different name for reasons and her liking the name or smth #maybe give her a different role she gets to play.. or have neuvillette give her a name #same with scara i think it would have been a lot better if he went by a name he choose when all his previous names were chosen for him #i dont see how the entirety of genshin writers and devs agreed to this mechanic being implemented honestly #like traveler is literally there waiting for a single soul to address them by their actual name (the one we choose) but every time it’s jus #traveler traveler.. even their most beloved companion calls them traveler #like that alone should've changed the writers minds bc such a name would 1. either not ever be used or replaced by a nickname #2. the hell devs had to go through to not allow certain phrases and names and 3. the hell both teams will suffer should they add a new char #tl;dr stupid dumb mechanic but they should still give furina a new name #genshin impact #furina #fontaine archon quest #scaramouche

[captainjonnitkessler]

I know everyone thinks that they're the only competent person at their job . . . but genuinely am I the ONLY person at this jobsite with functioning brain cells

#the ceiling guys have been hounding us for WEEKS about our cable tray being too low #my coworker has re-worked it 3 times. they went to put the ceiling up today and it's STILL too low #so i had to fix it because apparently SOMEONE can't read a fucking tape measure #the drywallers also had to cut apart a bunch of drywall so my coworker could fix some switches that got fucked up #the drywallers are fucking PISSED and frankly they have the right to be. the wall was plastered and painted ffs #and then my foreman discovered that a place where he put a bunch of boxes was going to inaccessible so the boxes need to be moved #and then he didn't relay that information to anyone else so i caught two other coworkers trying to add boxes to that area #two apprentices tried coring through a wall without a bucket to catch the water from the cooling system and almost flooded the floor #that's not their fault. they should have had a fucking journeyman with them but my company is too cheap to hire enough journeymen #the lack of apprentice supervision is becoming a SERIOUS problem at this job site #i've always liked working at this company but i am beginning to consider jumping ship when i make journeyman this spring

[gibbyslounge]

things im still not over (as someone who was mostly inactive since mid 2021):

mask and change my clothes!! i dont think i was active on tumblr when change my clothes was released, but the way i ascended when i heard his soft sweet singing voice <33 mask is my favorite song of his and it still makes me emotional to think about what the song meant to him. his creativity is one of his greatest strengths and i am endlessly happy that he found a way to share more of himself in a way that he really enjoys

DREAM TEAM MEETUP tbh i really did not know if these days would ever come. its so so so crazy to think that florida man dream texas cowboy sapnap and british george are really all living together and existing in the same space. seeing them be THEM irl is still very surreal and makes me pause for a second without fail. so so much of the community centered around them not having met each other irl

DREAM FACE REVEAL!!!! this one i REALLY HONESTLY didnt know if it would ever come, just because the courage it takes to face reveal after building one of the largest audiences is fucking crazy. i thought that even if they did end up living together, dream might’ve found that he is happy to just be with them and not want to face reveal anymore. ig never doubt dream- he’s such a “go big or go home” type of person. i love him regardless but now he is also a big bear who wears cat beanies and has the prettiest eyes and im emotionally attached

dream pics before his face reveal with a big emphasis on suit pics, swt halloween, and strawberry dream. his white hoodie posey pose and the ones with the blanket and patches have a permanent home in my heart but these had me convulsing and i didnt get to gush about them here </3

#long tagsss #why does it feel like no time has passed yet SO MUCH has changed #i feel very very late to everything i think in some ways i am still kinda stuck in the past #it was just today where i officially really matched dream to his voice and that was rlly cool #he has always been very cute and dorky kind generous and open hearted #and you can see that when he interacts with people in irl streams too #ik i kinda left wo saying anything and sometimes i wish i had still been active to freak out abt everything w everyone #but basically it just got more stressful than fun bc my hpfx became unhealthy and i had to move for college and learn to be on my own #im back home now after transferring and my mental health is a lot better #sm has changed in my life too!! #being active here still makes me feel nostalgic abt all the old times though #however it really is just the beginning and i keep thinking abt how dream spoke abt things speeding up and im v v happy that i get to tunein #dreamblr