#none of these words are in the bible let me tell u that much.

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DAILY HYUNJIN GIFS UNTIL HIS BDAY: love you and all your little things - sexy king hyunjin

#hyunjin #skz #stray kids #bystay #staydaily #gifs #none of these words are in the bible let me tell u that much.

[sirjustice1379]

Making more machines

ASK HOW the most supersonic jet with yellow lithium as the replace of siren/oxygen gas made in which way, in which area per ya nation and the boom heap as it uses carbon floxin and the silver such cylinder 1 made in which way and their big jets and radar missiles of long range and get to know as the silver cylinder is called carbon floxin 2 as the coded voice tells ya and ask if at maximum speed the WiFi and the sensors 4 guns or other missile bombs works and the thickness of the bar used to make it as much as the armored glass on it dude

And ask the consequences of building a big island on the south pole shallow waters and what it can grow when another of the same made on the empty water lands of the northern hemisphere and the length in meters the water will encroach on land

If u want to get to know that people do exams with the help of coded voice so in exams u place flutes as when u call a varsity in the USA when being referred that flute to diffuse them same give kids like of 4 years or 6 exam script in the same area with answers of 2 years or 3 class ahead of them and all will pass by that to bring out reality that all those passers of yesterday might have not been smart and simply applied the same taking ya kids to boarding school yet u spent much and little did u know they use the above to make u happy as they siphon ya cash dude

Ask what combination of two things when u get into a bush or where many different crops and even weeds grow what if u pluck and eat and do, shield ya from getting this disease and this and even re-infections as Hiv/Aids, covid, Malaria, cancer and any so hospital declared redundant and even taking people cash as mentioned earlier a thing of the past. Ask 4 discordant people with Hiv and how or what to eat to stop re-infection and those abase with cancer and even ask 4 synonyms and given dude

Don’t investigate me dude if i can be with ya kids do exactly the below dude cause am tired dude and if i get tired 1st or get bored off 1st and u wanna place me somewhere u cant put me on the game lest do the above to ascertain a truth dude

Ask the devil to make islands new on water as suggested above below up to like only 1 M to the water made out of zinc and bras or copper and brass and mixed with muram b4 requesting as writing again hard soil and when it remains like 3 meters to ya desired to grow that crop u write that soil as u check with that nation which such crop is good, delicious and affect not the mind as with google the best wheat from which country and if they have made soil and follow suit and ask how many nations/states currently making soil to grow good crops as above and which are tired and feel defeated and tell us dude

And ask which country in the world still have the Indigenous Ameru blood infused with which blood not of the luo as ask who infused the Ameru people with bad blood and ask what Ameru people did bad 4 such tribe to capture them and if future they were infused with another tribe altogether and ask when will this bad tribe die dude

When u place a cross of any 2 similar thing breaks snakes and if u place such on which surfaces like on top of wooden part of small diameter and of any, any thing kills what so u can use the same as a new mechanism to protect your borders and be the same as island nations in-terms of security and even with ya business and house perimeter and even place such inside machines to kill many hidden in such as rodents and insects and even arachnids and ask with each animal where if u place the same break their bones and even with human beings and the antidote and even with bacteria and viruses

Who made the luo strain as the curse and where was he buried and his  appendages inside which building and the associated side effects and how  was the curse removed and who introduced it and if good to hook up a  strain and the related consequences to those tribe people knowing the  same or championing the same

Do the luo got ameru blood and  who were ameru and who infused that blood to other tribes and which  tribe are those and at that time each african tribe was how many as per  the population and ask the not giving up blood in Ameru tribe is of  which tribe and who are Ameru as well as why people called Hebrew and if  u do the same with yogurt when fucking a woman what u need to do to not  grab the curse, if u r another tribe and why the name ameru atrophied  dude

Ask if u want to make supersonic jets of maybe say from 4,000  Km - 50,000 Km per hour what u need to do, the boom area, heap and the  chop, hang or step on things or need to pear. Ask which sign if i place  on these many words as u write what u want incorporated or just single  word each gives the best Jets or missiles. Ask on which material i need  to write on or put rubber stamp of the same to come up with my  specification each per the KM mention and ask if i want or iron, Zinc,  aluminum with inside bars running all through what i need to undertake  and even with WiFi and bomb, gun, airline, missile long range detection  inbuilt and answers given to make ya super sonic jets not of plastic  peel out and if so let it not have joint to pop out in high speed and  not of fuel but with thermostat heat panel generator inscribed in cooler  box like plastic or metal with towel, wool or heat generating many  years chemicals to make u spend none and not pollute the air as to be  green jet with 2 or 4 gas cylinders if one burst another take shape with  automatic switch on between each such glasses or with manual  interchange switches

Ask those who have siren gas spry or covid  virus fume spry infecting other and those they have infected and answers  given and them criticizing the situation dude

Ask those nations  with collaboration with Kikuyu wants to attack America and if its  possible and why they relent not dude and ask which nations can be super  power and underlying reasons why

Ask if they have know i heaven  their is only 2 times eating a day and thats why they behave on earth  like this to get there or what and ask if their is listening to secular  music and the consequences if u r gotten and how its know when u listen  to such if suits them and ask if there is inter drinks and if will shift  their minds and ask whose angel Gabriel and where is he and currently  in whose house and with whom his broke 1 hand and ask if u want to be  young in body is going to heaven can help ya or not and ask if the Angel  is going to hell or not and let be given the solid reasons if he  appeared to Jesus mother or a hoax dude

Ask the names of those  making each machine u know or foods per your zip code and how many such  they have made and who are targeting to kill them and why using who and  on which kind of death and how they can block the same dude or if its  their own wish dude

Ask how to make all rubber tire 4  auto-mobiles, bikes and any or non inflated or deflated tires and ask  how direct take up jets made or any plane as u can add it to ya drone up  or jet above no need 4 the rest on airport thing making you pay much so  get u off such dude and ask how jets made of flexible rubber out cage  cab be made with metallic bar partitions and of which material as outer  cage good 4 hyper-sonic airport dude

Ask how to make padlocks and  door locks with long range Bluetooth/WiFi connections to phone and with  such enabling apps and ask for flying any machine how it can be made to  get it off ya compound or roof or desk without sending 1 as phones,  tablets, brief case etc

Ask if making one strain good and the  related side effects to people doing so and on what makes u strain or on  what chemicals and how done within ya body to make ya the same dude and  ask for the remedies as the combination of things u eat or do to get u  ought of strain-ship and ask if some people wants the same to get by and  going to heaven reality to them when strain or when 1 not strain and  whats the jealousy as ask how many heavens are their and races or even  families are born again knowing no each other and so why the jealousy as  ya race not their u inbuilt in another race with another dialect and  ask if calling ya family or friend will either be introduced in  Minneapolis, Denver or Auckland and in heaven and if u can maintain ya  race or not or Language, things u need to stop and know, if not so then u  r deemed insane and we know not what to do with ya

Ask what if u  do u get to mass at night when sleeping or if one does to ya and what if  u do knives people stub people with or any machine cant be made again  or get lost all together and the remedies to keep the world abreast with  abundant peace

Ask what if u do to one on what he/she does bad  makes them insane, incapacitated in 1 way or another or kill them and  let us know dude. And ask the curse of Ameru and why they are that why  and what need to be done to them to change or if death the only  remaining remedy dude. Who shifted the bible that Kikuyu are the JEW yet  not

Race with big booties good looking and not good looking where  from which nations and ask on which African nations were slaves taken  to the USA and also with other continents and in which years and from  each tribe was taken to which current states of America and why and  their percentage of intake and get to know instead of claiming this and  that dude

Ask how a miniature gun of long range bullet reach can  be made as above in the boom process and with any other gun and with  their bullets and even missiles

Make an island on ocean, sea, make protectorate and start new  nations 4 groups who cant fit within ya land, identify places which  grows much cereal and cash crops, make big dude and ask the devil  instead of tussle in 1 nation dude

Ther nyako no mit kachieth omera, dhiego mand to ndukle, ma, waru ewimand bwana

ask 4 ps5 phone app and how it is made in the boom process and 4 the computer, ask the coded voice

Ask  the owner of Mukumu money transfer app and who she gave to and who told  her how made and when and the related consequences if that person not  compensated while the whole world uses the same and with any machine u  got ask the same 4 the inventor who told the maker cause maybe can be  killed yet a curse befall u and the want of Mr White man and ask if its  the same and stop lest insane dude

Ask 4 the meaning of each bible  name as Jew, Samaritan, Hebrew or gentiles and currently who are they  to disappoint others all knowing and create a new re freshness and  belonging dude

And ask the devil on where if u stub on one kills  the creator of such viruses or on which body parts 4 a woman, the  affected, infected, a man or a toddler and get to know to stop some  disease and get their cure instead of every day spending much as govt  robbing people good-life granting to others who created the same dude  and ask on all a/c is viruses, strain, bacteria, protozoa or any  disease/syndrome created and how they can be stopped dude and existing  who are they per name list dude

And ask what if u do ya body  became more brown, chocolate, dark or red and the benefit of every skin  to a woman, kid or men and even authorities and ask if making gadgets  bars the poor and out of the above list of machine makers ask how many  lives in the ghetto as Mad house or iron sheet visa vie those living in  deemed posh houses but to them and if they is a stair and can tantamount  to actions of violence and who will win and who race/tribe is  supporting who and ask Nelson has which country blood relations and esp  which tribe per those nations dude

Ask on what if every affected  nation does becomes rich again or on what if the employ dude altogether  bro to stop this and that, always ask 4 remedy list b4 the above move  dude to save the day bro and ask what kikuyu wanted with other nation  whom have come out with innovations more than them with going to Russia  and championing nelson death and if possible now and ask who got Covid  and get to know instead of pointing fingers and blame game on innocent  people

African made app like 4 voting in the links below and money transfer app

https://www.bbc.com/news/world-africa-37910068

https://www.agakhanschools.org/Kenya/Kenya/Article/1093#

https://www.voanews.com/episode/e-poll-ugandan-elections-app-3712766

https://disrupt-africa.com/2020/08/14/money-transfer-app-kyanda-launched-in-kenya/

https://www.google.com/search?client=ms-google-coop&q=instarem+from+which+country

https://www.google.com/search?client=ms-google-coop&ei=89YTYJDROf-V1fAPvtalyAk&q=moneymatch+from+which+country&oq=moneymatch+from+which+country&gs_lcp=CgZwc3ktYWIQAzoECAAQRzoGCAAQBxAeOgQIABAeOgYIABAIEB46BQgAEIYDUPCEAljHngJg6KICaAFwAngAgAHQAogB0xWSAQcwLjIuNy4ymAEAoAEBqgEHZ3dzLXdpesgBCMABAQ&sclient=psy-ab&ved=0ahUKEwjQlq_V68DuAhX_ShUIHT5rCZkQ4dUDCAw&uact=5

https://www.google.com/search?client=ms-google-coop&ei=GtcTYMv3He6i1fAPp9WXuAU&q=kabayanremity+from+which+country&oq=kabayanremity+from+which+country&gs_lcp=CgZwc3ktYWIQAzoECAAQR1DwswJY59ACYN_SAmgAcAJ4AIAB-QGIAe4XkgEEMi0xNJgBAKABAaoBB2d3cy13aXrIAQjAAQE&sclient=psy-ab&ved=0ahUKEwjL7N_n68DuAhVuURUIHafqBVcQ4dUDCAw&uact=5

https://www.deemoney.com/?utm_source=google&utm_medium=cpc&utm_campaign=Search&gclid=EAIaIQobChMI5tGr7uzA7gIVkbrtCh0w8gy_EAAYASAAEgJNffD_BwE

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tap_for_Tap

https://fintechnews.sg/10216/remittance/top-10-money-transfer-apps-asia/

How  to make supersonic jets using demolished cement from the floor or any  with the concrete below it place place in wood trunk in ya yard compound  on red soil road with made round hole unto it then stir porridge with  hay on ya finger inside a pot of cold or warm porridge as u step on hay  within CD hole on hot white porridge on grass heap in dim light or step  on hay within Cd hole on guava then chop cabbage on wood soaked in milk  in the dark or step on egg inside hole on pineapple as carry one on  bicycle as u ride or sweep hay leaves on rough drying clay with hard  broom if u sweep with reeds broom makes big airplane and with the normal  push one makes choppers and try sweeping with any 4 more results dude  and 4 missile sweep with green grass broom even if short on dirt on the  same land as above or on broken African clay pot and 4 mini airplane  wash with detergent dirt on the same pot or remove sand with ya normal  finger hand from the same broken round down pot or place paw paw in hay 4  missile, in gone down places within ya land with brown grass, then wash  feet in surgical spirit with removed cat head u alone in dim light as  if u wash with other parts gives u another something else and even  artificial made 1 so not blasphemy as others know the same when the jet  made, when u wash with the whole cat gives ya tank as u hand with the  former type on the bruise or all concrete not smooth cement enabled  floor and more as u try or with big jets still place paw paw in guava in  ya compound yard, then chop hay bars on paw paw in groundnuts in dark  while bent at your 1 Conner house as u step on hay within CD hole on  guava outer peel or hang container with hay inside and reach unto it as u  chop guava on wood soaked in milk in the dark and boom ya big jet place  much heap and minimum 4 big and small jets 4 better results dude

Who  brought curse to bat can and what he did to popcorn to make such teeth  that way and reasons why and what again if u do to popcorn are  repercussion to you dude

Ask who interlocking blocks, stone or  bricks of even up-to 10 meters long or of ya want and with all dimension  made of inside not easy to break cause has squire or rectangular wire  mesh to hold it and at every side got bars or holes that fix to the  other either of metal or of the same product or where such bars are  inserted to get to the foundation respectively up or across within each  partition and can even be one 2 or 3 with any side wall to eliminate  many brick thing prone to fall like in the link below such make dude or  write in stanza and sign or cross like wire mesh but slanting going down  and do all the step and boom ya already made concrete

https://vickiscuri.blog/2019/11/04/progress-update-east-kellogg-in-wichita-ks/

Japan  made of four main islands and their names given and over 3,000 small  island which makes Japan traditionally a sea faring nation as in the  link below, they say they are angered

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n6Cg9Irdemk

They  are saying they are wanting to make unmanned to attack nations as  theirs do not match the same as they know how to play PS4 to miss the  same and hit lands which are fertile so those people lose market out of  radio active parts attracted to the soil to infuse the plant causing  health hazards to their customers so opt 4 their like Wisconsin with  Veggies and fruits, the Cameroonians liaising with Kenyans and what they  like they force u with like women and what am writing i have finished  still the locate me wanting to grab my piece and my food and any time  next to me bend down to check my penis position, taming am going to fuck  their women their hate while am telling them let me get to another land  where their are no such they say i got Aids yet by asking as above u r  told all even with machines any1 can incorporate a protocol in any  machine by asking, dude bring siren gas so we leave them the world cause  better dude they cant destroy the world as their weak also have the  same dude, the Hebrew and bring and see if am lying i will not re,move  the same and with Land i want not, name has been changed to my brothers  and ask and you will be told and Gold if their now Gold price low as  made in the boom dude, with my corpse let them eat, i think i have done  my part, so waiting 4 ya final response and if u chase them leave me  alone i don't want to sit within ya midst i will stub 1 with knife and  police will come and not good and if i eat much kill me with voodoo or  shoot me while am walking at night and with cash eliminate place in the  app as above if u think i can make in the boom if asking the devil or  code voice if i have made so but not believing the same u want to term  lies yet as u say with machine u trust to create jealousy with the same.  U simple minded and foolish of not knowing anything and wants to be 1st  disrespecting ya savior to the later making 1 as a kid wanting 1 to  feed ya yet not ya parent or did not remove ya mother clothe to fuck ya  yet in hell or heaven mind lost u know not yaself, as hell u know but  burning in hot porridge like fluid cant talk to 1 so better start to be  all alone dude and u despise such advises daily u want 1 food and headed  nowhere u want to kill one to take his property u place Jiggers in 1  system u laugh if they love sex u send women to investigate 1 if  masturbating yet u have done the above they get piss off they want ya  plot and above u tell them, they want to kill ya and take ya small  property get into ya house, no matter how much u tell them the curse  they relent not, u fools and hooligans

We got the above to  ascertain or resolve u r this and that and even with ya parents and  evidence yet still they change not get to ya food cause they know all  loopholes blocked to dirty cash and cash the are making they will make  not more of many nations as cash will be online so starts u as above  dude while the rich are their, when it has reached that place i cant but  i have won dude, ask how many Negros they want to sleep with have made  gadgets and books and accessories esp in Music and movie meaning even if  they make it here u cant manipulate them and my happiness only via a  fight or if they are willing which i give a hoot no as their own making  not sweet plan as above that angers those who hate such and term the Jew  thing as lie so true via lies as eliminated completely to set my soul  free dude

I write the writings i got daily not that they are new  cause i find something to push time tomorrow, cause if i get to social  media Mr Hindu send such to my desk saying not good making bad my  reputation with such people who help me and that's it, I will get to  women photos even in MC Donald Island without getting to those lands as  with asking i know who i can marry and get to this country, i say its  3rd world and getting their u will not get, they want to claim lien to  eat ya small cash saying if they know how to make machines they will be  rich or if their cash crop marketed which will not happen cause them 10  yrs is 1 yr as yours so they give a hoot not cause they live more and  has lived and u in ya mid years and when they realized 1 has the remedy  to short life can live more they resort to jealousy if they can live  long than them or not to stop or build more jealousy if can live more  than them and u they put u with kids cause ya life short to make u weak

They  get into other nation stuff that are free u want cause their teeth  discourage them they got another bad blood yet say the above they are  rich than those nations yet not yet they want to attack them in military  yet those people got radars even if half the speed of their jets or  missile when u see such jets/missile u meet with ya half speed and still  u defeat such provided not made within the city, what matters is long  range radar as of Vietnam or Denmark of like more than 5, 0000 Km  no-matter whether ya missile supersonic from another land and even with  drone surveillance system and i want not their advice or stories of  alluding, if am with them i want to control cause they cant do the  reverse to me, so we go apart we want not dude, Dude give me my cash or  money i get out dude, cause a gun or knife in the air in imagery u see  flying dude

Money transfer mobile app link below of Asia dude

https://www.penser.co.uk/article/fintech/apacmobilewallets/

[sirjustice1220]

Thermostat generator

When using the WiFi repeaters as place them in ya car or house/office and u want to make calls using the WiFi enabled software to do so not buying again credit as in the link below and since repeaters sap battery power much faster and cant be kept operating using the 12 DC of the car battery then u can opt 4 a thermostat with hot water b4 u step up in a vacuum flask or solar panel again b4 u step it up or just with the wet cell locate like 0.5 v - 12 v input step up to like 30 V b4 again locate 4 the 30 V to like 120 - 240 that u use, even if the wet cell gets to 3 volts it still do and the fully charged 12 DC wet cell using the same can even take 3 day b4 it atrophies when just in use dude as it sup less energy and uses it even up-to 0.5 volts dude or hot water generator

https://favpng.com/png_view/thermostat-mobile-phones-wi-fi-battery-charger-internet-png/PdQWzipQ

https://www.google.com/search?source=univ&tbm=isch&q=amazon+dc+step+up+transformers+images&client=firefox-b-e&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjmhPq1j9ztAhWGDWMBHTu4ALYQjJkEegQIAxAB&biw=1024&bih=654

https://www.alibaba.com/product-detail/mini-water-powered-generator-electric_60144955915.html

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-2617619/Turn-walking-CHARGER-Wearable-technology-let-power-mobile-phones-using-BODY-HEAT.html

https://phys.org/news/2018-12-flexible-thermoelectric-module-silver-bullet.html

https://www.electronicsweekly.com/news/products/power-supplies/thermoelectric-generators-interface-pcbs-2017-04/

https://espressomilkcooler.com/product/teg1-pb-12690/

https://www.pinterest.com/mcpherson0551/thermoelectric-generator/

When after been under much viewing of anything like pop, reggae, kinda, if people wants to see it has changed ya or can get to that thing again, they lay grudges with ya and even to kill ya as u see the person in flashy way with those attires like road mirage i.e the hairstyles, stud, make ups and the shoes and 4 a criminal though not certain u will be 1, u see them carrying a gun or with a gang and known that way as u r investigated then ya clan hold grudges with ya dude and if the Negro thing next to ya u see something like a rectangular wire-mess around ya next to ya way to anything demarcating KS state, u ought not get there as that wheat denatures the brain and its spirit, if u belittle people without a second thought and with white people u see a squire brown box or chicken to cement the truth but not all of Minnesota state shape or Chicago Illinois they think of giving the Negros or cant part with those states. I know not much as 1 forwards me the same dude

https://www.alibaba.com/product-detail/mini-water-powered-generator-electric_60144955915.html

https://www.youtube.com/watch?app=desktop&v=ef_lQAPHmhA

https://pengnantech.en.alibaba.com/product/1920576347-804252589/TEG_071020_thermoelectric_generator_module_for_generating_electricity_from_waste_heat.html

Why make people homeless yet productive like me in other spheres, so me was a watch example to settle the dispute and even declare them insane yet productive than you and u want to kill them they are lazy yet u r the ones who have blocked his ways, scenario with much persons in the developed world. Put people in shelter not and give them roadblocks rather given then even small houses in the hinterlands and even single room to dwell and that's maybe the curse dude cause many without a second home/country are found dead as their is no cousin thing there, its u with ya govt dude

Step on chicken head within circular disc on white paper with oil on tiles then chop paw paw trunk on mud with sugar makes that person falls/collapse or replaced chicken with folded photo of his photo and to mutilate his eyes step on the photo on circular disc hole on white paper with sugar on tile and then chop hay on board soaked on milk in cocoa fumes or on board soaked on kale juice in mud with ripe paw paw juice.

Making rain, step on hay within tangerine outer peel on iron sheet with soil or salt or sugar or sand, b4 u hold steadfast to paw paw tree trunk, in like semi bend posture or pull it with a rope while seated and then chop human feces or chicken on wood boards soaked in thinner or feces on boxes with acid in dried mud makes rain dude or chop corpse hand on board with tangerine with sugar sitting down leg in L-like sock hole and within the lower part of the hole step on hay within CD on wet clothes and boom rain or step on avocado cut piece on gramophone disc on wet acid water boxes b4 u divide tortilla on like euphorbia wood and boom again rain to cement the lies of bible writing lies of the 2 witness these 2 people have power as any1 has power by doing the above to make rain to make their pride fade away as they want to be worshiped dude as in the link below and to sway cloud rain not fall u step on hay within circular disc hole on iced tea, then chop grass with the circular disc on board soaked in sewer water or in sewer water hole dude and their is the drought bro

https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Revelation%2011&version=NIV

All the haters dedicated these songs of then Malaria Dance, its ya time, i have surrendered all dude even my food sometimes, get ahead with ya 1, 2 step why fear dude, or u peter using the pit latrine that falls next bro. En gi buche buche, boils boils another corpse made of his images as located 1 of the same and brought to school as the rich man while him surfaces the next year in 4th form, we know not lest he tells us dude

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OWX3GpTKB9w

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vYaGLnb5OiA

Boils on ya face made when your face photo place within pumpkin peel part hole with outer peel on grass with hot water, then u step on hay on board soaked in paraffin in broad day light or hold the part u want to swell on the photo with cocoa fumes or mud, b4 u step on hay within CD hole on grass with hot bottled water b4 chopping hay with mango seed or cabbage on wood soaked on thinner or with stew that denature the bones and if u add cereals as millet or yam boils forms on the booty all u must learn how to talk to the devil. My soul rested of the past guilt and women behavior, they sidelined other men as capable not to bring much wealth but with me saw it possible so were waiting 4 the ripe time to bring the hungry men they tolerate to me to feed a thing which is vivid even to ya and the outside world making me to surrender my wealth 4 the same. No guilt men as they wanted to paint me with the same guilt i have evaded dude to make me say or wonder where the world headed if again wants to follow me they have done the above lest i surrender all so they leave me dude, increase as i decrease a thing hard to explain but i have tried dude

The heat generators as in the links below can be fitted next to the get hot parts of the car like the engine or exhaust pipe to power ya car and if inside the roof tops on top of the ceiling heat conserving material placed placed there 4 the same purpose dude, inside of a car hot to power the thermostat generator

https://www.tech-faq.com/thermoelectric-generators.html

https://www.alibaba.com/product-detail/Electronic-Semiconductors-thermoelectric-power-generator-modules_60780123371.html?spm=a2700.7724857.0.0.6e511614lmMOlG

https://www.alibaba.com/showroom/thermoelectric-generator-module.html

https://www.amazon.com/Thermoelectric-Peltier-Module-Temperature-Generator/dp/B07JB2QP51

When u get to buy any electronic device make sure u have the 1 in the link below to measure the same and opt 4 another one even if none emitted but few as those are the side effects to injuring ya body mussels and tissues as eye etc, shortening ya lifespan bro

https://www.southernscientific.co.uk/products-by-manufacturer/automess/6112m-teletector

Trucks delivering Canadian veggies now in Kenya as they take the shape of those ones in the links below, thanks to supersonic speed jets that takes roughly 30 mins from such lands to Africa so we witness the above, maybe u have come across them delivering the same as those aint artificial but grown as their is the vapor meter to test the same as different from the artificial ones or others to measure the contents, u just continue bickering that u r rich yet lacks such airplane and the world moving on dude locating where to eat with ya kids a few yards after in words with them to no end dude

https://www.foodbusinessafrica.com/twiga-foods-raises-us10-3m-financing-from-ifc-and-tlcom-for-expansion/

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[you-get-to-exhale-now-cyrus]

Cyrus’ Dictionary

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Summary: Cyrus has always been good with words; there’s a reason English is his favorite subject. But with TJ, he seems to be at a loss for words. When they get paired up for a summer assignment, Cyrus slowly starts to build a new dictionary. One that involves TJ and everything they do together. Along the way, maybe he’ll find the words to tell him how he feels.

Chapter 16: Basorexia

Word Count: 3304

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Cyrus woke up to his head pounding. He groaned, placing a hand to his head, but all thoughts of pain seemed to melt away upon seeing TJ. He smiled to hard that it felt like his face was going to split. Carefully, as though not to wake him, he placed his hand under his jaw, sending a zip of electricity down his arm. And boy, did he really want to kiss him. He’d never felt such a strong urge before, but he was pretty sure TJ would forever spite him for having their first kiss while he was still asleep. Rolling over, he plucked his journal from the drawer, flipping to the back of the pages.

basorexia: the overwhelming desire to kiss someone

He flipped back onto his stomach, gingerly pushing TJ’s arm. “Psst, TJ,” he whispered, “it’s time to get up,”

TJ groaned in response, putting a hand over his face. “It’s too early,” he mumbled out, his words almost unintelligible.

“It’s never too early,” he whispered, resting his head on the athlete’s shoulder.

TJ smiled, eyes still shut, and reached down to try and find Cyrus’ hand, intertwining it with Cyrus’. “You remember what I do?”

Cyrus tapped his chin, pretending to think it over. “Remember what?”

TJ fluttered his eyes open, tapping Cyrus’ chest lightly. “You little shit,” he chuckled, attacking him with tickles. Cyrus’ laughter was the more beautiful sound he’d ever heard; he could listen to it forever

“And you love me for it,” Cyrus choked out, a few laughs getting caught in his throat.

“Yeah. . .I do,” TJ whispered, smiling that soft smile that was only reserved for Cyrus.

Cyrus started leaning in, his eyes fluttering shut briefly. Here it was; he was finally going to do what he’d been wanting to for such a long time. TJ was so close he could already feel his heart racing.

“What are you doing?”

TJ’s words snapped him out of his thoughts, causing his eyes to open wide, and his face to turn an embarrassing shade of red. “O-oh, uh, kissing? You? Is that not okay?”

TJ smiled, squeezing the other boy’s hand. “I wanna take you on a real date first,”

Cyrus perked up at that; it was the one thing he’d wanted more than anything. “Today?”

TJ nodded. “Today,”

Cyrus put a hand over his chest. “Maybe today can be our always,”

TJ rolled his eyes, ruffling the other boy’s hair. “I cannot believe I love this fool,” he murmured, pushing the covers off. He reached into his bag for his phone, checking it for new messages.

[andi’s girlfriend: help. mom suspects im gay. need help]

TJ felt his heart sink into his stomach, clutching his phone tightly. “Actually, can we postpone? I need to help Amber,” he admitted, turning to Cyrus with a look of upsetness.

“You’re going to go back there? What about your mom?” he asked, putting his hands on the boy’s shoulders.

“She needs me. Stay here, Cy,” he said, starting out the door.

“Wait, Teej!”

He turned back around, and Cyrus came full force at him, wrapping his arms around him. “You’re killing it as a brother,”

By the time TJ had reached the door, he was nearly out of breath, wheezing with each step. He really needed basketball season to pick up again. He could already hear the arguing before he entered the door.

“-you can’t cherry pick the Bible-”

“-do not use that tone with me, I will-”

“-you just don’t listen! Why won’t you let me explain that-”

“-there’s nothing for you to say-”

“What’s going on here?” TJ’s voice boomed above the others, garnering their attention. It was the first time he’d spoken to his mom in a while.

“This doesn’t concern you,” she snapped, crossing her arms and pacing around the kitchen.

“Actually it does,” he cut in cooly, “Amber’s my sister, and your daughter. You should love her, and me, no matter what,”

“But-”

“But nothing,” he hissed, coming up behind Amber and putting his hands on her shoulders, “there are no ‘buts’ when it comes to love,”

And with that, TJ grabbed Amber’s hand and the two of them headed out the door, shutting it with a slam. TJ didn’t have a destination in mind, he was just walking. Arm around Amber, he told her that things were going to be, that they had to be. That their mom was going to come around to it eventually. None of these things did he know were true, but he knew he needed to console Amber.

After walking absentmindedly for a little while, they found themselves at the cemetery. Both of them could pick out their dad’s gravestone without any hesitation, even if it did look just like the other ones. Mumbling something under his breath that sounded like a vague prayer, TJ let Amber through the gates, walking slowly to their dad’s gravestone.

“Hi dad,” TJ started, his voice feeling thick and strained all of a sudden, “I miss you. Things are tough at home,”

“Mom knows we’re gay,” Amber cut in, shutting her eyes, “things aren’t good. And I know you would accept us no matter what. Even when we were little and didn’t know we were gay, you were always so nice to everyone,” she remembered, a soft smile on her face.

“We need help,” TJ murmured, “please, give us a sign. Something that things are going to be okay,” he murmured, his fingers tracing all the crevices of the stone.

“I love you, dad. Miss you,” Amber choked out, pressing a kiss to her fingers, and then pressing them to the stone. Both of them lingered a moment longer, before leaving and starting to walk again. A small ladybug landed on Amber’s shoulder, but neither of them noticed it.

“Wanna go to Cyrus’ house?” he asked, to which Amber agreed. He pulled out his phone, sending Cyrus a quick text.

[Underdog <3: amber is gonna come over with me <3 <3 <3 <3]

Amber peered over his shoulder, noting the heart emojis. “Suddenly you’re all into emojis, huh,”

TJ snickered, slinging an arm around her. “Something like that,”

“But you can all stay here!” Cyrus insisted, taking Amber’s hand in his.

TJ shook his head. “I can’t ask you to do that, Cy. I’ve already overstayed my visit. I don’t think I could say thank you enough,”

Amber gave his hand a squeeze, offering a sympathetic smile. “Thank you,” she whispered.

TJ nudged Cyrus. “So much for postponing our date, huh,”

Amber snapped up, nearly hitting Cyrus as she tore away from the hug. “What?”

Cyrus chuckled, lacing TJ’s hand with his. “Oh did we not tell you? We like each other,”

“Called it! I called it, like, months ago,” she bragged, crossing her arms. Her phone buzzed, and she opened it up.

[jonah: hey do u wanna hang out?]

[Me: sure! your house?]

[jonah: yup]

“I gotta go, but you two lovebirds have fun on your date,” she smiled, giving TJ a knowing look, “tell me everything,” she insisted, walking out with a small wave.

“So about that date?” TJ asked, his eyes hopeful.

“I was thinking a picnic? It’s a really nice day,” Cyrus suggested, nodding towards the window.

“Absolutely,”

“. . .and so them we went over to Cyrus’ house, and then you texted,” she explained, leaning back against the couch. It was a little weird that she was talking to her ex-boyfriend about her girlfriend problems, but it was funny the way things worked out. She felt oddly comfortable around Jonah.

“That sucks, Amber. I’m sorry. I wish there was something I could do,” he offered, crossing his legs.

Amber waved him off. “It’s not your fault. How are things with you and Walker?”

Jonah smiled sadly, pulling his knees up. “He’s on vacation right now. I miss him. We’ve been hanging out all summer, like, every single day, and now it just feels. . .empty,”

Amber gave his shoulder a light shove. “You can’t wallow in your sadness. C’mon let’s do something,”

“Like what?”

“Whatever you want. It’s your house, after all,” she pointed out.

Jonah’s lips curled into a tentative smile. “Karaoke?”

Amber’s face lit up, and she repeatedly clapped her hands. “Oh my gosh, yes!”

Jonah beamed, nodding for her to get up. “I have a machine in my basement. C’mon,” he said, leading her down there, “wait hold on,” he said, reaching up to her shoulder, “ladybug,”

Amber smiled, pressing a hand against her heart. Dad.

The two of them belted to their heart's’ content, from one hit wonders of the 90’s, to the ‘trash’ on the radio these days. Their faces hurt from smiling and laughing so much, but they wouldn’t trade that feeling for anything. It was nice to be able to escape from reality for a little while.

“Mini muffin?” Cyrus offered, leaning back against the oak tree. TJ gladly took it, shifting over by him and pressing his back against the tree.

“Did you make these?”

Cyrus scoffed. “No, I got them from the bakery,” he admitted, “but it’s the thought that counts?”

“It is,” TJ agreed, stuffing the whole thing in his mouth, “this is really nice,” he mumbled through chewing.

“Worth the wait?” Cyrus mused, taking his hand.

“Duh,”

Cyrus beamed, grabbing his journal and a pencil, flipping to the next open page and starting to write.

7/1

Today I went on a date with TJ and

“Weren’t you going to show me something in there last night?” TJ cut in, prompting Cyrus to stop writing.

“Oh,” he mumbled, embarrassed, “it’s stupid,” he muttered, shutting the journal.

“Nothing you could ever write is stupid,” TJ assured him, putting a hand over his.

Cyrus knew he wouldn’t be able to look at that smile without caving. “Okay. So, like, during the summer, I’ve been keeping track of, like, very specific words. But they’re like based on us hanging out, if that makes any sense. I’ve been keeping track of them in here,”

TJ smiled wider than he ever had. “Can I see?” he asked softly, and Cyrus pushed the journal into his hands. He flipped to the back, tracing his finger over Cyrus’ neat handwriting.

“Aga-uh, agatho-” he squinted, trying to pronounce the alphabet soup of letter that was the first word.

“Agathokakological,” Cyrus said seamlessly, peering over at the list of words, “it’s like, someone that’s made up of both good and bad,”

TJ shook his head, almost in disbelief. “That’ me to a ‘T’,” he noted, moving on to the next word, “. . .duende. Looks kinda like dude,”

Cyrus laughed, scooting a little closer to TJ. “It’s like the power of art to move a person. When you were talking about sculptures that day, I couldn’t help but notice,” he mumbled.

TJ smiled wider, if that was even possible at this point. “Nyctophilia?”

“A love of darkness and night. Remember when we went stargazing?”

TJ chuckled, taking out his phone and scrolling through his camera roll until he found the selfie he took of him and Cyrus, with the latter boy being asleep. “I think I remember,”

Cyrus shoved TJ lightly, craning his neck a little to better see the picture. “You goof,”

“You missed the shooting star that night,” TJ informed him, shutting his phone off.

“Oh? What’d you wish for?”

TJ snorted. “Take a wild guess,” he said, squeezing his hand. Cyrus ducked his head, miserably failing at hiding his blush.

“Cingulomania. . .is that some disease?” TJ wondered, to which Cyrus laughed, leaning his head on TJ’s shoulder.

“No, it’s, like, the desire to hold someone in your arms,” he explained, thinking back to the day at the laser tag arena.

“Well in that case,” TJ mumbled, snaking an arm around Cyrus’ back and pulling him close. Cyrus breathed in deeply, inhaling the vague scent of cherry chapstick on TJ’s lips.

“Nepenthe,” he continued down the list.

“Something that can make you forget grief or suffering,” Cyrus supplied, grazing his fingers over TJ’s knuckles.

“That night in the basement? The sleepover?” TJ asked, swallowing hard. He didn’t really want to tread here.

Cyrus nodded, letting out a soft sigh. “That was a nice night,”

Not the word I would have used. “Well. . .yeah, yeah, nice,”

Cyrus furrowed his brows, tilting his head up. “Something the matter?”

TJ shook his head, trying to figure out how to word this as lightly as possible. “After you left in the morning. . .my mom was saying things, like, that I shouldn’t hang out with you because. . .”

“Oh,” Cyrus mumbled, his eyes flitting down to their hands, “sorry,”

“It’s not your fault,” he assured him, “next word,” he said quickly, scanning down the list. Cyrus nodded, his hair brushing ever so lightly against TJ’s jaw.

“Philophobia,”

“Remember that day we met in the park? And we talked about Andi and Amber? You said something about being. . .afraid, I guess, of getting emotionally attached to people,”

TJ nodded, smirking. “I guess you were the one exception,”

“Aw,” Cyrus cooes, motioning for TJ to go on.

“Mam- hold on, uhm, mamiha-”

“Mamihlapinatapai,” Cyrus says with relative ease, only stumbling once, “I’m assuming you remember the day at the Spoon when we. . .”

“. . .stared off?” TJ finished, to which Cyrus nodded, “yeah, I remember that,”

“Mamihlapinatapai.  It’s like a look exchanged between people, and they both want something to happen, but nothing does,” Cyrus explained, meeting TJ’s eyes. They were so close, dangerously close. TJ quickly turned his gaze back to the journal.

“Thantophobia. Lots of phobias,” he notes, running his finger down the spine of the journal.

“That’s from. . .the day we went shopping for Christmas sweaters. The word, it’s like, like a fear of losing someone that you love,” he said softly, and TJ almost didn’t catch it.

TJ leaned his head on top of Cyrus. “Yeah. I never wanna lose you,”

“And you won’t,” Cyrus assured him, “next word?”

“Wonderwall. . .like the Taylor Swift song?” TJ questioned with a grin.

“You know the Taylor Swift song?”

TJ scoffed. “I’m not uncultured. Is that what it’s from?”

Cyrus shook his head. “No, not from that. It means, like, someone that you can’t stop thinking about, no matter how hard you try,”

TJ carded his fingers through the other boy’s hair. “You really are too cute,”

Cyrus put a hand over his face, the heat radiating. “Next word,” he mumbled.

“Naz,”

“That night at the fair, when we were on the ferris wheel. And I was like ‘I’d love you no matter what’,” Cyrus started, “that’s kind of what it is. Knowing that you are loved no matter what,”

“Platonically?”

Cyrus nearly laughed at that. “At the time? Probably not,” he admitted bashfully.

“Anam cara,”

Cyrus beamed. “Soul friend,” he said, “it was from that night at the tree house,”

“I remember that,” TJ murmured, blinking slowly.

“I think that’s the night that I realized how hard I’d fallen for you,”

And if TJ wasn’t blushing before, he sure was now. “You’re such a sap,”

“I do not appreciate the mockery,” Cyrus defended, tapping the journal, “next,”

“Kalon,”

Cyrus’ face was burning, and these words were not helping. “It’s. . .beauty that’s more than skin deep,”

TJ picked his head up off of Cyrus’, bringing a finger under his chin and hooking it up. “You think I’m beautiful?”

“Now that you say it out loud it sounds stupid,” Cyrus whined, reaching for the journal with an eraser, but TJ stopped him.

“No, no! It’s, like, really endearing. I love it,” TJ promised him, taking the eraser and tossing it back in the picnic basket.

Cyrus relaxed, draping an arm across TJ’s chest. “Next word,” he whispered.

TJ squinted at the page. “Some french nonsense that I’m not even going to try and begin to pronounce,”

Cyrus puffed out a breath. “La douleur exquise,” Cyrus supplied, laying the French accent on thick and obnoxious, “that’s like the heartbreaking realization that someone you love is unattainable,”

TJ laughed, throwing his head back so that he tapped the tree behind him. “Clearly that’s a lie,”

Cyrus chuckled; TJ’s laughter was infectious. “I guess so,” he whispered, looking up and immediately getting lost in TJ’s eyes. Shaking himself out of the daze, TJ turned back to the words.

“Quinceanera,”

Cyrus’ face scrunched up, leaning to see the page. “That says querencia,” he pointed out, “it’s. . .well, it’s like a place where you feel most at home. Where you feel like your most authentic self,”

“So, like, wherever you are,” TJ whispered; Cyrus could feel his warm breath on his face, they were so close.

“Next word,” Cyrus murmured, his eyes not once leaving TJ.

“Redemancy,”

“A love returned in full,” Cyrus whispered.

“Hm, I think I have someone in mind,” TJ joked, cracking a smile out of Cyrus. He brings their noses to touch, and TJ has to strain his eyes to see the last one in order to not break contact.

“Basorexia,”

Cyrus smiled softly. “The overwhelming feeling of wanting to kiss someone,”

“Oh, really? Diagnose me with that shit,” TJ laughed, and Cyrus felt like he could melt right then and there.

“Can I. . .you know,”

“Kiss me?” TJ finished, a smug look on his face.

Cyrus nodded sheepishly, unable to maintain eye contact for more than a second. “Yeah. . .that,”

“What’s stopping you?”

Cyrus hesitated, biting at his lips nervously. It’d been a while since he’d been this nervous around TJ, of all people. “I-I don’t know,”

TJ pulled his hands up, holding one of Cyrus’ in both of his. “We don’t have to if you’re not ready,” he promised him. He didn’t want to rush Cyrus into something he wasn’t comfortable with.

Cyrus shook his head, with confidence. “Please, I’ve been ready for this for a while,”

“Me too,”

TJ didn’t move, instead waiting for Cyrus to do something, which he did. He counted all the freckles on his nose before leaning forward and connecting their lips. It was unlike anything he’d felt before; it was like TJ’s lips were air and he couldn’t breathe. TJ felt like all the wind was knocked out of him; his lips were buzzing, and any other sound in the world melted away into nothingness. In retrospect, it was a pretty mediocre kiss, but it was everything in the world to TJ and Cyrus.

“Holy fucking shit,” TJ mumbled after he’d pulled back, taking in a deep breath; it was his first breath after his first kiss.

Cyrus rolled his eyes, punching him lightly. “Way to ruin the moment,”

“You’re blushing,” TJ countered, pinching his cheeks endearingly. Cyrus pouted, shaking his head.

“So are you, Mr. Tomato,” Cyrus joked, sticking his tongue out.

“So what’s today’s word?” TJ asked, tugging Cyrus into his lap and pressing a soft kiss to his temple.

“That was today’s word, dork,”

“Can I add one?” he asked, fishing out the pencil from the basket.

“Sure,”

TJ scrawled down a word at the bottom, trying to make it look as much as Cyrus’ handwriting as he could. When he showed it to Cyrus, the boy put his head in his hands.

logolepsy: an obsession with words

“I am not obsessed with words,” Cyrus pouted, his words muffled.

TJ held the journal up above his head, out of Cyrus’ reach. “I beg to differ,” he countered, chuckling lightly.

“. . .fine. I like words,” Cyrus admitted, “happy?”

“Just like?” TJ shot back, smirking.

“You talk too much,” Cyrus huffed, cupping TJ’s face and pulling him closer, “round two?”

TJ nodded, and this time it was him who closed the gap. This kiss wasn’t electric like the first; it was safe and familiar, like he’d been here a thousand times before. No other thoughts rattled around in his mind; all he was thinking about was how lucky he was, to be able to share this moment with someone he loved so much.

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cw for personal talk about religion/spirituality and trying to find myself. Srry for typos

I’m in my room on the verge of tears and switching between crying and having a blank stare, watching brendon’s livestream on my ipad while i type this. I’m trying to study witchcraft to some extent as I’ve never really read much of anything about it before. Specifically I was reading about christian witches. Now the thing is like, i grew up as a christian. And nowadays i still believe in God definitely, but i hate christian practices. I remember reading and studying world religions in college last year and absolutely loving it and being so sad because i never experienced such practices in my own faith that actually seemed..... like, fun, and super connective. Me bawling my eyes out at church camp and being “lost” was not exactly what i originally thought it was. I was just mentally ill and didnt know it. Deep down i always knew i had a connection with God that wasnt faltering over silly shit a kid does wrong. Kid sins. Whatever the fuck. As much as i fucken prayed and asked for forgiveness, i was fine. Christianity is always a race to be closer to God and its like.... how close can i get when im doing the same fucking exact practices over and over.... they never really taught us about meditation and becoming one with your surroundings and idk, letting your spirit free. They kind of talked about it sometimes.

But i just hate the entire setup of church. I miss the family aspect so much. Thats all i miss. I miss bible study but really i just miss the points where we talked about life. Thats usually what we did, we would have an entire lesson setup and it would become totally derailed by our conversations. And it was real and i had a sense of community that i cant get anywhere else. I havent been able to find it anywhere else. But i also miss my personal sense of spirituality. I love that word and i love that it has so many encapsulating meanings. I dont wanna be like a white man self acclaimed guru who’s like read this book it’ll help you change your life....... i feel like those guys really appropriate culture and commercialize it. Its kinda gross. I try not to associate myself with that idea but every time i think about meditating more and shit im like “ew im gonna be a gross white guy whos all at peace w himself and lives in the mountains and shit” AND IT MAKES ME MAD. I’m having a beer right now instead of a cup of tea. Probably a mistake. Tea helps me feel better but im filling my body w shit at the moment bc thats what happens when i get this sad.

Anyways i really hate the idea of practicing a religion. I made a post before asking for sort of an advice on this, like was it okay for me to like witchy things and not actually be one. I was told yes its totally okay. And im not disrespectful of anyone and i dont make fun of any religion. I just persoaally cannot see myself involved with having an actual religion. I dont even consider myself christian so how could i ever proclaim myself as a christian witch, idk.

I dont want to label myself at all. Maybe i dont need any of this. Maybe i just need to play dnd and live vicariously thru my character. Use that shit as therapy. I hear it helps a lot with mental health and social skills. That of which i am verily lacking. I’m just hurting and im pissed off. I dont know why exactly. I just want to do meditation and i wanna buy my crystals and start doing yoga again. This year i have been stretching more. Actually i started on the first of feb. i stretch every day and do vocal exercises to help my voice get more control and deepen it a bit (transmasc).

I am also just a bit overwhelmed at everything. I dont know where to start. All i know is i want to burn incense like i used to growing up bc it always made me happy. And that i only believe in like..... cleansing through these elements and a prayer to God. But i’ve always had faith issues because im so insecure, i never think God will actually help me because maybe i dont deserve it or maybe he just doesnt want to.

I’m also scared im gonna do something wrong or fuck something up. That something bad will happen or something because im dumb. I dont know if i could mix my own herbs that feel right to me, or if i should use a recipe. I feel stupid that i dont have as much faith in prayer as i wish i did, but i have faith that little rocks will help to cleanse negative energy and things like that.

I dont know why im crying, i guess because im so insecure? Or maybe life is just rly hard and i’m overthinking everything. I just feel kinda bad. Yet when my friends tell me theyre praying for me, i do have faith in that and it means the world to me.

I know none of this is a big deal to anyone, and maybe none of it should matter. But im like. Idk. Im very interested in plants and medicines of the earth and shit like i always have been ever since i was young i thought of myself as like. Awakened and shit LOL whatever that means @ 10 year old me. I dont want to feel like anything controls me or owns me, i want to feel like i am in control of my own life and that i could harness the energy around me to not only like bring me peace of mind but to help me through my journey of life.

But i guess my biggest issue is i have no fuckin clue where to start. I hate reading and all this research im trying to do to help myself figure out what i enjoy is just. Making me so fucken overwhelmed. I only read like. 1 blog post and 2 articles and im already losing it. I always grew up w the mindset that God will take care of everything but like. He already has. In my mind. Because he’s already given us all the tools we need. But folks just like. Wanna be lazy and wait for things to happen. Sometimes all u can do is wait but when it comes to like, being THE ONES IN CONTROL, “prayers for america” is dumb as fck.

Idk i dont know anything and its okay to not know right now but i want something more in my life but i want it to be like.... totally personal and i dont want it to be absolutely everything my life revolves around. I want it to just be something i do and that i love. I dont need a label for it. But idk. I just dont know what to do.

If anyone has any sort of advice or is dealing with anything like this i’d love to hear about it. My ask and msgs are open as well. I feel pretty alone right now. Im just patiently waiting for my paycheck tomorrow so i can buy these crystals i rly want. But who knows what it will take to satisfy my hungry soul.

Another problem i rly have honestly is just like. Spending a lot of money on a lot of hobbies. I feel shitty for having so many things i enjoy doing. I try to narrow it down. I havent started embroidery bc i dont wanna spend more money and i feel like i’ll never have enough time to practice. Im just. Mediocre at a lot of things instead of rly super good at one thing. I mean i think im pretty great at drawing but thats about it. But ive been doing that for 10 years so ofc im good at it NOW. But ffs. I wanna do so many things and its overwhelming. I work a minimum wage job and its. I dont have enough money for anything lol so most of my stuff is low-budge† which is fine i guess but. Idk. Im tired. Im sad.

I dont know how to be more spiritual i dont know where to start. And my mind is telling me to slap a label on it or its not anything of value. Which is bullshit. But y’know. Anxiety n shit.

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Rose Garden / Part Two

YO SO I HOPE U ALL LIKED THE FIRST PART BC THERES MORE COMING :-) (so i mean it sucks if u didnt)

thank u for liking it !!!! it rly means a lot life is shite nd this is what makes me feel happy so I’m gna do it more lol HOPE U ENJOY - evie XX

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The next couple of weeks in the library were fairly mundane and boring. You spent most of the time with Helen, gossiping about whoever she had a crush on that week and how she hated men and so on and so on. Your boss had returned the following day, so you hadn’t been expected to go and collect any fines, which was a shame since it was slightly more interesting than stacking or issuing books.

“Emillie?” You heard your boss shout from the front desk, as you and Helen were hidden behind the religion section giggling like schoolgirls, “could you come and help me please?” 

You rolled your eyes to your ginger-haired friend, who stuck her tongue out at you, before heading over to the checkout desk, where your elderly boss was drowning in customers. You hadn’t even noticed how many people were in the library, though you and Helen were sharing your sexual exploits behind the Bible.

You took your space next to Tim, your boss, and began issuing books out to customers, “name please?” You called out, not bothering to move your head up to the man in front of you. It had become a habit, but you were far too tired to smile for five hours on end.

“Alfred Solomons,” he replied, a familiar voice grumbled above you. You took his card, and looked up and the boasting figure stood before you, “nice to see you again, Emillie.”

“You too, Mr Solomons,” you said, stamping the due date in his book. One you had never expected to see a man of his characteristics read; Pride and Prejudice. You looked up at the man, an eyebrow raised.

Alfie noticed your gaze and coughed slightly, embarrassed, “I thought I’d start with the classics.” He rubbed his nose with the back of his hand, trying to cover his flushed cheeks.

“It’s my favourite,” you said honestly, biting your lip to stop the smile from breaking out on your face. His mouth broke out into the widest smile you’d ever seen on a man in your life, as you looked at him through your lashes. You continued to stamp the return date of the book on the front; a weeks time.

“I’ll let you know how I get on, Emillie,” he picked up the book carefully and tucked it into the inside pocket of his jacket, careful not to tear any pages.You grinned as you watched him leave, even thinking that his back looked attractive. 

You were quickly snapped out of your thoughts as Helen came waltzing past, a knowing grin plastered on her face. “Who was he?” She asked, cocking her left eyebrow and leaning one elbow on the wooden desk. Helen’s poker face stayed stationary until you lost the unofficial game of chicken.

You sighed, feeling heat rise to your cheeks, “he’s the owner of a bakery in town.”

“And?” She pressed, her green eyes sweeping over your uncomfortable demeanour. Tim, an elderly man of over eighty, just looked at you back and forth before rolling his eyes and dismissing you both to stacking books in the far corner of the building.

You busied yourself, hoping Helen had forgotten about how you were sat staring at the back of a man you barely knew. But her face popping up in between two cookery books told you that she hadn’t.“I met him when I went to go and collect a fine last week, remember?” You explained, placing a book next to where her head was resting on the shelf. She coughed, expecting you to continue. “There’s nothing else to say, Helen.” She looked at you, an unimpressed smirk displayed on her face, and you groaned, “Helen! I’ve only met the man twice!”

“Do you like him?” She pressed, urging you to spill your inner most thoughts- something you weren’t all that comfortable doing.

“I hardly know him!” You marvelled, cautious about keeping the volume down. You especially didn’t need Tim on your back, not with Helen already doing your head in, 

“Yes, but do you fancy him?” Helen nagged, wandering to shelve a book away in the non-fiction section.

“I think he’s quite attractive,” conceding, you shook your head at your best friend’s triumphant face, “but don’t say anything! I barely know the man, Helen. Plus, I doubt he’d be interested in me, he’s at least ten years older than me.”

“Who knows? He could be your Mr Darcy,” she laughed, a knowing glint in her eyes. You rolled your eyes so hard you thought they might fall out of your head, but continued to do your work, leaving her to bask in this new found information.

Your shift ended at five, an hour before the library shut for the public. As you left, a smell of coffee was brought to your attention, making your stomach grumble with hunger. It was coming from the little patisserie across from the green grocers, a small walk away.

Deciding to follow your nose (and stomach), you ended up in the shop, ordering  a cup of coffee and a piece of Victoria sandwich. The evening was cool; a breeze nipping at your shoulders and dancing around the ringlets of your hair, but still warm enough to sit outside.

Half way through your drink, a man sat opposite you; George Wicker.

“Oh, hello,” you said, putting your drink down and looking up at the man who you’d been all through school with. Despite being very attractive, you could never think of George as anything but the boy who pushed you over in the mud when you were seven years old, “can I do anything for you?” 

He smiled, looking deeply into your eyes. You blushed without meaning to, but the intensive stare just kept your cheeks growing redder and redder- until you resembled the same colour as a tomato. 

“How about accompanying me to the pictures tonight?” He proposed, a hand going to touch your thigh under the table. You flinched, nearly knocking over your drink.

“Oh, no thank you George. I already have plans; I think Helen is free tomorrow, though,” you said, moving his hand off of your leg, and continuing to eat your cake in peace.

“Go on, Em,” he moved his hand back, tracing lines up and down on your bare skin, “it’ll be fun- plus I don’t like Helen. She’s far too eager.”

Your conversation continued for a while, neither of you giving up. It was only when George’s hand travelled further up your leg did you feel extremely uncomfortable, and end up knocking your steaming hot drink onto his hand. It was an accident, but you still thanked your lucky stars and whoever was looking out for you.

Needless to say, George left rather quickly, and you were able to get away without a date. There was no way in hell you’d ever date that boy- his reputation was a bit too much for handle, and considering you thought of him as a weird little boy who made friends with ants, it wasn’t likely to happen.

You made your way back to your place, the streets darkening and goosebumps appearing on your skin. It wasn’t a far walk, but you still felt tired as anything when you finally arrived at your door. Your neighbours were in, the glare from the lights peeping through their net curtains. You could hear the couple squabbling about something; probably the same thing they’d squabble about every single night since you’d moved in. 

Sighing, you unlocked the door, immediately going straight to your bedroom. It wasn’t that late; but suddenly you felt your eyes becoming droopy and struggled to keep them awake. Maybe it was George causing you stress; or maybe it was your body telling you to dream about Alfie.

Either way, you knew men were the problem.

#Peaky Blinders #peaky blinder imagine #peaky blinder fanfic #Alfie Solomons #Tom Hardy #tom hardy imagine #tom hardy fanfiction

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[prussiantique]

Roman Caprices – Notes

References galore!– and into realms I hitherto had rarely travelled before: memes, movies, even video-games, intermixed into my usual hodgepodge of literature, classics and histories. And if I do make a mistake, then please be gentle in the comments. Consider this following part just me showing that I've done my work. I’ll only go into the references because I never think that interpretation,– of the poem as a whole, of the content, of the ideas, etc.,– is the job of the person writing the poem. That’s really up to the reader. Section I opens with a paraphrasing of Romans 3.13 (yes, that is a Bible reference and matching the form of the poem, i.e. a section of 3 lines followed by a section of 13), before moving on to a “Go home, you’re drunk!” reference. The first line also sounds awfully like a 60s film I saw years ago. Let me think. Oh yeah: ‘A Funny Thing Happened On The Way To The Forum’. The old women snipping at twine refers to Atropos, of the Fates, who cut the thread of life with a pair of scissors. Sweet white wine was also considered by the Romans as the highest form of wine, quite the opposite of what most people (not me, because I don’t drink and don’t know good from bad, haha) think today. ‘For reasons unknown’ also sounds very familiar to something Beckett wrote in Waiting For Godot. Section II has the Sicilian gesture, essentially saying that his friend would ‘sleep with the fishes’. How about the ‘offer they could not refuse’? Obvious movie quote is obvious. Pollice Verso or ‘with turned thumbs’ is the gesture most closely associated with gladiatorial combat, but ‘two thumbs down’ is also a reference to Siskel and Ebert, the great movie critics. Gallia Transalpine (Southern France) and Gallia Cisalpine (Northern Italy) were both Roman provinces; essentially the friend is saying that he’s Italian and not from further afield. Naumachiae were massive staged naval battles the Romans watched for sport in basins larger than the Coliseum. They’d row out proper sized vessels and have the crews sort of massacre each other. Romans, eh? Section III’s strange man is a reference to Diogenes of Sinope, the famous Greek Cynic (who lived centuries before the setting of the poem, but meh! This could all be going on in the speaker’s head so what does it matter?). ‘Taken a pilum to the knee’ should be familiar to video-gamers amongst you. Skyrim anyone? Lusitania was what we now call Portugal. Section IV initially plays with the exotic imagery of Coleridge’s Kubla Khan, but couched in the vernacular of the stereotypical street hawker that one expects in the market of a foreign country. 30 denarii coincidently (or not) is the same price that Judas sold Christ to the Romans for. The idea of ages, (golden), silver, bronze and iron, is from Hesiod, the Greek poet, from his Work and Days, which outline the mythical ages of mankind. The brutish genius is none other than Ezra Pound, who settled in Italy in 1924 and whose poem Homage to Sextus Propertius provides the final line of the section. Section V has the clean-shaven man from Lutetia, the Roman settlement of modern day Paris, so a stereotypical rude Parisian joke. And folks, that’s what you call comedy! Haha, no. There follows a reference to Aristotle’s poetics, i.e. ‘riddles and barbarisms’, which drops into the very modern ‘this is why we can’t have nice things’ reference. Crates is another Greek Cynic. Also, one to come and one to go? That sounds like Hatta and Haigha fron Lewis Carroll’s Alice Through The Looking Glass. Section VI opens with an interesting observation on the Latin alphabet we all know and use. The letters G, J, U, W, Y and Z were not originally a part of the Latin alphabet, with G being introduced in the 3rd Century BC and Y and Z after the conquest of Greece in the 1st Century BC. J was a later development of I and is absent from earlier texts, and the same can be said of U and W, which developed from V (or VV in the latter case). Thus Julius Gaius Caesar would be written thus in classical Latin: IVLIVS GAIVS CÆSAR. ‘Proud distensions of empire’ is another line from Homage to Sextus Propertius.

Section VII is probably one of the most *ahem* adult (not mature) passages I’ve ever written. What more do you want me to say? Moving along, bastard-wine refers to either mulsum or posca, which were both low styles of wine. Why bastard? Well, both mulsum and posca were mixtures of wine, either white or red, with honey or flavouring herbs. Iove is Jove, as we’ve established with the alphabet. Romans are also fond of contractions, you know, primarily as it was a pain to hammer long names onto tablets and buildings. Caesar Imperator Augustus becomes Cae. Imp. Aug. respectively. How is this relevant? Well, Maximus Imperator Augustus must be either a pitiful attempt at nominatively compensating for something or merely the product of an overly inflated ego. Add the contraction and well... Do I really need to explain the joke? Section VIII has relatively fewer references, I think, compared to the rest of the poem, but that’s not really saying much. Playing on the idea of Teutonic, the marches new and old refer to Neumark and Altmark, both provinces within the Margraviate of Brandenburg. Conflating wealth and stupid material things seems to be a problem with contemporary society in general. Or it might just be mainland China. Meh. The strange eidolon (let’s see how many of you know what that means without a dictionary!) echoes Yeats’ Second Coming, specifically the rough beast that ‘slouches towards Bethlehem to be born’. Section IX starts off with the castrum, or fortified camp, which the Romans had all over the place, especially if the Astérix comics are to be believed. The border inferior refers to the border of the Roman province of Germania Inferior, which was one of two Germanic territories, the other being Germania Superior, that the Romans owned outside of Magna Germania. Another obvious video-game reference follows: ‘Thank you, said he, but our praetor is in another castrum’ = ‘Thank you Mario! But our princess is in another castle!’. The lines beginning ‘With veneer’ to ‘lost’ echo Shelley’s Ozymandias. Theoretically the subverted final line of the section is as true as the line it subverts. If all roads lead to Rome, they must simultaneously lead from Rome. Section X actually mixes three references together, two from films, one literary. Remember Goodfellas? Joe Pesci’s speech about being funny, except reordering the lines and replacing the word ‘funny’ with the Latinate word ‘comic’. ‘I had choice words with another’ seems to be the spiritual successor of the Duke in Browning’s My Last Duchess. As to the last reference? Well, you tell me: ‘a dread judge’ that exclaims ‘I am the law!’. Sylvester Stallone says hi. Piso was a Roman judge who was famous for his extremely harsh execution of the law. ‘Fiat justitia ruat caelum’ or ‘Let justice be done though the heavens fall’ is the phrase most associated with his brand of justice. Section XI plays off the name Piso (I have no idea if the ‘i’ therein is treated long but I’m going to pretend that it is) and turns it simply into ‘pissed’. Continuing the Roman trick of abbreviation, the speaker is thus pissed on (probably not literally) and pissed off. I do apologize; writing that out in full leave me feeling dirty, I must confess. C. f. is part of Roman naming convention (and again a set of abbreviations). The ‘f’ stands for filia, or daughter, with ‘C’ being the name of the father. As daughters tended to be named after their fathers in the Roman Empire, it’s not much of a stretch to guess what the lady’s name is in this poem (especially if you know me, that is). ‘Canis femineus’ means, I think, female dog. No prizes to anyone who can guess what the speaker is calling her. Section XII is fairly straightforward, I think. Stolidus is an adjective, but as it refers to the baker, it essentially means ‘idiot’, literally ‘stupid [one]’. Amphorae were Greco-Roman containers used for storage and transportation, primarily for wine. As to the penultimate line of the section…I am not going to try to explain where ‘I got 99 problems’ came from. Section XIII is very much what you see is what you get.

#notes #modernism #dramatic monologue #classicism #historical #roman empire #tragicomedia #free verse

[vampyrefilm]

do all the LGBT+ questions. or just the ones you like, your choice

aayeee thank u!

1. How do you define your sexuality?

i don’t label myself, if i like a person i like a person :3 (i guess that could be considered pan, but i personally don’t like labels) 

2. At what age did you first realize that you like girls?

14 when i developed a crush on my best friend

3. How out are you?

nobody at my college knows expect for the people i’m in a LGBT+ club with, all my friends from high school know, and my whole family should know but i think most think i “grew out of it” *insert eye roll here*

4. At what age did you first come out?

14

5. Who was the first person you came out to? How did they take it?

my best friends at the time, and really really well

6. Has coming out lost you any friends?

coming out as genderfluid has, but not the fact that i like girls

7. What is your current relationship status?

single

8. How many gay friends do you have?

a bunch

9. How many male friends do you have?

a decent handful

10. Have you ever cut your hair super short?

omg yes x’D like fr i chopped all my hair off junior year

11. How often do you wear flannel?

all the time in the fall

12. How much do you like cats?

i’m more of a dog person

13. Do you like skirts and dresses?

depends, it’s very rare i’m in a mood to dress in skirts and dresses

14. Do you like high heels?

they’re pretty but i can’t walk in them for shit

5. Do you have any tattoos? If so, how many and where?

yes, one on my wrist 

16. How accurate is your gaydar?

tbh i don’t believe in that

17. Have you ever been to a gay bar or a gay club?

nope

18. How do you feel when plutonic female friends refer to each other as girlfriends?

tbh it gets confusing because if somebody refers to somebody as their gf, imma think they’re together

19. Have you ever had a crush on a straight girl?

yep

20. Ellen or Portia?

ellen

21. Is your nose pierced?

no

22 Would you ever want to get married?

yes

23. Will you wear a dress for your wedding?

yes

24. Would you ever want to give birth?

yes

25. Have you ever watched The L Word?

no

26. Have you ever dated a guy?

yes

27. How do you feel when someone uses the word gay to mean stupid, dumb, or boring?

i get heated and tell them to please find a different word

28. How many rainbow items do you own?

none :(

29. Have you ever been to a pride festival?

no

30. Have you ever celebrated National Coming Out Day (October 11)?

no but i am this year with the club i’m in :)

31. Have you ever participated in the National Day of Silence?

(see answer above)

32. Have you ever worn a woman’s suit?

no

33. Have you ever worn any men’s clothing?

yes

34. Do you eat meat?

nope

35. Do you consider yourself a feminist?

yes

36. Who is your favorite LGBT celebrity?

this may not count but harry styles all the way

37. Are you religious at all?

i believe in God but tbh i don’t believe in most stuff from the bible 

38. How often do you find yourself trying to sneak a peak or staring at a cute female?

unless i’m in a relationship, all the time

39. What is your ideal first date?

movie marathon!!

40. Are you comfortable with terms such as lezzie, lesbo, or dyke?

no

41. How outdoorsy are you?

i like being outside, but i wouldn’t consider myself outdoorsy

42. In general, has being out affected your relationships with other females?

no, all the females in my life still act the same around me

43. How much makeup do you typically wear?

depends on how i feel, but i do really like experimenting with makeup

44. Have you ever been in a long distance relationship?

no

45. Are you more feminine or more masculine?

considering i’m genefluid, it depends on how i feel

46. How long is the longest relationship you’ve been in? Are you still with that person?

6 months, nope

47. Have you and a girlfriend ever been mistaken for sisters?

no

48. Do you think it is possible for someone to truly be a 50/50 bisexual, or is the percentage always skewed in favor of one gender?

i think everybody is different and it all depends on the person

49. Have you ever wished you were completely straight?

yes, but only in 8th grade when i first came out and things were really bad. they’re not anymore and i’m comfortable with myself now

50. Do you watch any lesbian YouTubers?

ingrid

51. Do you like wearing combat boots or Doc Martins?

no

52. Have you ever been hit on by another female?

yes

53. How athletic are you?

-4%

54. How many girlfriends have you had?

5 or 6 (only 2 were serious relationships)

55. What is your opinion of septum/bull nose piercings?

i think they’re really cool

56. What does equality mean to you?

that everybody has the same rights and gets treated equally 

57. If you are not a full blown lesbian, about what percentage of the time do you find yourself attracted to other females?

it really depends on the girl tbh, like if i like you i like you. for me personally i don’t think i have a percentage 

58. Have you ever shared clothes with a girlfriend?

hoodies yea

59. Have you ever liked or dated a girl with the same name as you?

no

60. How flirty are you?

i’m too shy and awkward to be considered “flirty”

61. Are you a virgin?

no

62. Do you listen to any LGBT musicians such as Tegan and Sara, Melissa Etheridge, or Chely Wright?

no

63. Have you ever been told that you are too pretty to be gay?

no

64. Have you ever been discriminated against because of your sexuality? If so, please explain. 

yes, but i rather not go into detail

65. Have you ever driven an SUV or a pickup truck?

i can’t drive for shit

66. Are you or have you ever been a tomboy?

i guess so

67. Agree or disagree: Everyone is at least a little bit gay.

disagree, i think everybody can appreciate the attractiveness of the same gender, but that doesn’t mean you’re gay 

68. What personality trait are you most attracted to?

kind

69. Boobs or butts?

breasts 

70. Beer or wine?

neither

71. Do you have a favorite lesbian movie?

no

72. From 1-10, how attractive are muscular women?

hm, i’d say a 7

73. From 1-10, how attractive are women who wear glasses?

omg 11

74. From 1-10, how attractive are women who are covered with tattoos?

10

75. From 1-10, how attractive are curvy/plus-size women?

10

76. From 1-10, how attractive are women with short hair?

about 7

77. From 1-10, how attractive are masculine butch women?

i’ve never been attracted to anybody other than a “femme” but being butch wouldn’t stop me from liking a person

78. From 1-10, how attractive are highly intelligent women?

omg swoon 11

79. From 1-10, how attractive are tall women (i.e. around 6 feet or taller)?

8

80. Have you ever been on your period the same time as a girlfriend?

not that i am aware of

81. Has a girl ever dumped you for a guy?

no

82. Do you carry a purse?

nope

83. Do you have any LGBT relatives?

yes

84. Have you ever pretended to be completely straight?

yes85. Would you ever date a trans girl?

of course

86. How well do you think LGBT women are portrayed in television?

i think there could be more characters were the main focus isn’t on the fact that they’re gay

87. Have you ever had a crush on a woman who’s much older than you?

celebrities yes

88. Do you have any celebrity crushes?

taissa farminga

89. Do you have any opinions on LGBT people in the military?

i think they should be able to serve

90. Do you believe in love at first sight?

yes

91. Would you ever have a threesome? If so, would a guy be included?

no, i’m too jealous 

92. Where do you think is the best place to meet a potential lover?

wherever fate has decided

93. Is there such a thing as “good” lesbian porn?

all the porn i’ve seen is pretty good, so i guess so lol

94. Have you ever had a one night stand?

no

95. How often do you wear a bra?

like 3% of the time

96. Have you ever been part of a softball team?

no

97. If you could live your life all over again, would you still be attracted to other women?

yes

98. What stereotype about LGBT women do you disagree with the most?

that we’re all trying to fuck one other like wild rabbits

99. What advice would you give a girl who is struggling to figure out her sexuality?

to stay calm, there’s no rush to figure it out, just let the answer come naturally

100. What advice would you give a girl who is struggling to come out?

there’s no rush, you don’t owe anybody anything, it’s all on your terms, do it only when you’re comfortable

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Sermon by guest pastor, Ps Leon Fontaine

Offering song: People Need The LORD "At the end of broken dreams, He's the open door." 🎤😮 Ps Leon Fontaine - one of the four pillars of TBN There's a term God gave him a while ago. Unless the church becomes both spiritually alive and contemporary relevant to the places we are and people we speak to, the church will struggle otherwise Need to be spiritually filled with His joy, peace, grace, knowledge and remember the HS flows through us. Don't embarrass God. Don't say or do things that are condescending. To be spirit contemporary. Talk about HS today. Leon's dad was a pastor and he spent 14y working under the ministry. Supported himself for 7y as a paramedic. The church he was in had a beautiful worship ambience. One night was called to the scene of a horrible accident. Child lying faced down in a ditch. Passed away. Mother and another child were hanging by their seat belts. As he looked in the water and saw the blood in the water. He heard the mother crying and groaning. Something in him cried out to God. We need the power of Jesus here in the ditch more than we need in the church last night. He was raised in a church where they said the HS was a dove. Bible didn't say HS is a dove. Moves like a dove. They felt like if u made too much noise, the HS would fly away. Too excited or loud the HS would leave. So ushers tried to control the noise and people. No worship team and a crying mum and a ditch. No ushers to control the scene. No worship team. Most preachers would lose their anointing in the face of such a terrible scene. He prayed God I want your miraculous to fill me and God spoke clearly to him. I want to teach u to move in the things of the Spirit outside the four walls of the church. U folks where u work don't have a band to play P&W music when u want to pray for a colleague. U won't have a choir following you everywhere. U need to know God has designed u such that the HS is in you and is released in the miraculous even if no one but u is around. Leon's dad was 14-15yo and given 3y to live. His great grandma dragged him to a service where there was a healer and he was completely healed. He was so passionate for God and the HS would often guide him to stop at houses to pray for healing for people. He was just driving by a home when he sensed someone was dying and that he should pray for them. They had just fetched their dad home to die from the hospital. They had just put their dad on the couch. He was sent to die at home. Leon's dad shared the story of the finished work with them and he was able to receive his miracle. He was instantly healed and his 8 kids were all saved because of ONE miracle. When the spirit of truth has come, He will guide u into all truth. Whatever he uses he will speak and he will tell u things to come. We have a lot of knowledge of the Spirit but it stops us from flowing. The HS doesn't decide not to heal people today. He wants to flow forth from us into other people. To guide us with incredible accuracy as to who, when, how. A witness is someone who has witnessed something. The HS will send u to witness to others. What has God done for u? How has he given u peace or broken an addiction that enslaved u formerly? How has he healed u? Your job isn't to figure out why good people died. U share what u have witnessed/ experienced... What u have seen. The former ministry he worked under thought the fivefold ministry = pros, laity= rookies. No. In the OT, priests and prophets had anointing. In NT, we ALL have Jesus the anointed one who is in us. I didn't get all of Jesus and u got half or quarter of him. HS Power- inherent, permanent, inseparable. Can be released and never leaves. THE HS POWER we receive is to help us have moral excellence and spiritual excellence. When u are a born again believer, u could handle anything and be guided to excel in that area. Not just from church platform. Everywhere u go, the HS will flow. Empowered to prosper us at work. Anchor mind and heart in the Word to see miracles take place. Leon's parents had a sense of humour. He has twin brothers called Rock and Roll. If they bring drugs or anything contraband at home, she would walk right to where the things were hidden and flush them down the toilet. They knew mum and dad were guided by the HS. He could not do a wigglesworth and throw people against the wall and yell out LIVE! He would quietly go into rooms to pray for patients and saw miracle after miracle take place. Once Elsie, someone working in church, fell and busted her hip. She won't let the doctors touch her until he prayed for her. He went there and the doc and nurses were tensed. He prayed. After the procedure they scanned her and she was healed. After he left, her foot turned the right way around. But it was way too short. Then she cried, God. The leg extended and clicked in place. They have X-rays to prove this miracle. Once Leon was preparing and reading at a restaurant and felt he wasn't allowed to go out that door. Turned and went to the kitchen and got into his car. He turned the corner and saw two men standing outside the restaurant with a knife. He has received death threats before and the HS guided him to safety. Presence of God is in us. We need to be aware and let Him flow through us and to touch others for Him. Once he felt he had to back to work. He was supposed to go home for supper. But obeyed. As he arrived, saw a hubcap spinning. Car accident. The guy was dead. Heart stopped. Leon breathed in him and said LIVE in Jesus' name. The attendants didn't do any CPR. Leon was weirded out so followed them back to hospital. Asked medics and they said he had a normal heart beat. Leon visited him. He was in bed and not responding. Leon went three nights to share about Jesus to him. He asked the guy if u can hear me, blink twice. He blinked twice. And he managed to communicate with the guy and get him to receive Jesus. Went back the next day, the guy wasn't around. He had passed away that night. Leon was able to share Jesus with the man so he could escape hell and make Heaven. He could have died unsaved but was able to receive Jesus before passing away. At a university, he prayed. A ton of things happened. A lady began to scream. Her 12yo girl with braces felt pain through her leg and they pulled the braces off because it hurt. Her leg was perfectly healed. Another corner a lady who carved words calling herself horrible things, horribly demonically possessed, the very scars that formed the words disappeared. They took her to the toilet and checked and ALL the scars and words on her body were gone. God had touched and healed her. The world that we speak to need Jesus so bad. I was with u in the demonstration of the power of God. I want u to know that around u there are people who want to take their lives, people need the LORD. Some dress nice but are dying inside. And if only someone could see that. Leon went to Starbucks and if anyone stands out to him, that's HS nudging him. He went to speak to a guy whom the HS nudged him to check out. Didn't join him and go GOD ASKED ME TO SPEAK TO U. Be contemporary, be cool and be relevant. He just asked politely if he could join him. They chatted and Leon asked hey u look down, are u ok? The guy shared that his wife was lying in the hospital and dying. Leon said the church he goes to, they pray for people who aren't well. Asked if they could pray for her. Got her name and they parted ways. When he returned two months later to the same cafe, he walked in and this guy calls out to him. He heads over. Leon forgot who he was. He shared that he went back to the hospital after the coffe break, the doctors who said she was hopeless, they suddenly were able to treat her and in a week's time she went home healthy and cancer free. U don't have to be a pastor for God to use you. A pastor is like a coach. The coach should be on the bench and the players, the saints should be ministering on the field. It's not a very interesting game if 40 chubby coaches are running on a field. The police have Leon's number and they would call him for help. One day he responded to the police's call. A guy was frothing and yelling away. The guy and his family were doing drugs and gambling. He took the rifle and sprayed family with bullets. Couldn't kill himself. Could not reach the rifle trigger. The bullets didn't kill anyone. But they couldn't calm him down. Leon walked into the room and the guy started saying all sorts of cuss and swear words. Leon walked up to him and said In Jesus name, young man I'm going to help u. The man calmed down. Twitching as he sat on the chair. Said to him, none of your family is dead. He broke down and sob. Alcohol and drug makes people do things they don't wanna do. He asked what should he do. Leon prayed with him and told him about Jesus. He received Jesus. Spoke to him about legally what he might take place but they could pray favour over the situation. He brightened up and the peace of God came over him. The police watching them were in shock. Lol. HS comes into u and sealed in U when U receive Jesus. There is a one way valve - your fear and sin can't go back into u. The HS is in u. Learn to sense Him. 1 Cor Don't be unaware of the spiritual gifts. Must understand the spiritual. Don't be ignorant of that which moves in the HS. Don't be so in tune with your flesh u can't release from your spirit. 1 Cor 14:1 Pursue love but desire earnestly the spiritual gifts. Seek actively and be so passionate about the gifts of the Spirit. Pursue love first then desire earnestly with a passion. 1 Cor 12:31 Desire earnestly the best gifts. The best gift is the one u need for the situation u are in. Leon was once attacked by a guy holding an iron rod. He said in Jesus name. The man suddenly dropped the iron rod, and ran afraid away from Leon. That's HS! Leon went by a bad bar at a rough part of town. 5 men jumped off the bar stool and circled him. Leon was asked what he was doing there. He said he was there to share Jesus with people and Jesus is His friend. The guy mocked him and said he and his friends would whack him. Leon told him well the bible says the angels will protect him or give him the strength to whack them up. They were shocked. They have never met a minister like that. They were curious to know what is the Jesus He knew and He spent time to preach Jesus to them :) Leon loves the one on one where God just brings him into a situation where a miracle is about to take place. HS will look after u. His health and healing and favour is on u. HS doesn't just show u u are righteous and loved. Also reminds u the enemy has been defeated. When people die, whoever owns them comes for them. U will sense and know His presence in the inner man. God wants to use u in a very special way. HS will help u in every area of your life. Don't forget He is there for u. Some miracles are instant and some are recovery - they might not happen right away but will happen over time but the healing has taken place. Amen. :) Leon shares a lady with a lump wasnt healed right away but 9m later it was gone. It shrank slowly every day. A person who was half paralysed felt sad as he didn't get instantly healed. Leon explained recovery to him. Leon asked him to wriggle his toe. He couldn't but now could. There was a lady whose ankle was immobile. As she left the church to go to her car, she stepped down the sidewalk and there was a crack and she got a new ankle joint. Hallelujah!!

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[FN] My response to a writing prompt. The prompt was removed for being to vague, but I wanted to share anyway. The prompt was to let a song prompt you and incorporate at least one line from the song in the story.

You know the expression, "Devil's Advocate"? Like, when someone argues against something they actually agree with? Well, that's not just an expression. Don't get me wrong, the devil does not need a lawyer. He does not, in fact, need to give anyone the chance to get a fair trial. It's hell, after all. If there's one place that doesn't care about earth-like justice, it's hell. Almost everyone has broken some laws of the bible in their life. It's enough to lie, to masturbate or to use "for god's sake" as a swearword. The Thing is, that doesn't mean everyone goes to hell. If you lived a fairly decent life, and the "crimes" you committed weren't particularly interesting, you either get to go to heaven or just get forgotten. Lucifer likes overpopulation as much as the next guy, and god normally forgives you, if you understand what you did was wrong. You don't need oaths for that, either, because god knows wether or not you're being serious about it.

But, if he wanted to, Lucifer could convict anyone of something, and they'd have to go to hell, at least for some time. And not only does he not have a lawyer, he also is the judge, of course. So, why am I telling you this?

In short, because in heaven, everyone who needs one does get a lawyer. Why would they need one, you ask, if they're in heaven? The answer to that would be, for the most part, that religion is often used as an excuse to start wars, and then some god-fearing, honest guy's words are twisted around, misqouted, and used as a reason to, for instance, drive the Moors out of Spain with no belongings but what they're wearing. And it's not because someone, greedy as they are, wants to take all their money, goods and whatnot, but because THEY ARE DANGEROUS UNBELIEVERS. The same happened on the other side later, though.Of course, Lucifer will not punish the "good Christians" behind all this, but those whose writings were used as justification. Even if they're long dead and in heaven at the time. To prevent loads of (nearly) innocent people from going to hell, heaven has lawyers.

On the other hand, there's this missionary who broke multiple earth laws just to lose his life because he wanted to preach "the word of god" to some tribe on some Island who have made it very clear they're having None of it.Well, god took pity on him "because he meant well." (Apparently, outrageous stupidity is not a sin)The devil wanted to Claim him for endangering the lives of the tribe, and he had to prove he didn't know any better. I don't know why they didn't just let him do it himself, by existing, but even for that, heaven has lawyers. I'm one of them. (The guy later challenged his Darwin Award, saying it was "cruel and unusual punishment". I threw the case out, laughing my translucent behind off.)

But once, I got a case that didn't fit either category.

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For one, there were two dead guys involved, and the devil didn't even want them in hell.They'd been playing Cards in some Western mining town when one accused the other of cheating and shot him.When he was tried for murder the next morning, he said he wasn't guilty. No one believed him, anyway, there were lots of witnesses, but they wrote him off as crazy for good when he blamed Lucifer for the murder. Yup, he blamed the devil.So, he got the death penalty, was executed, and then sent to heaven anyway because Lucifer didn't want to talk to him. There, he met the other guy, and they started arguing immediately. When they were done, they both agreed on one thing: Lucifer was responsible for both their deaths.Lucifer had to appear in court and listen to their accusations, of course.

The cheater didn't even accuse him of making him cheat, but argued that, since the devil invented card games, it was all his fault. The devil proudly admitted the invention, but said that it was the cheater who had cheated, not him, so nope. Then he added: "I wasn't even there, for hell's sake!".And that's where the loony shooter chimed in. "Oh yes, you were!", he shouted. "Did you see me?", the devil responded. "No, but you were there, invisibly!""What makes you think that?", said the devil , acting innocently."Well, that bastard is dead, right?", he said, facing the cheater."So?"

"He's dead, but I didn't kill him, I swear! Nothing touched the trigger but the Devil's Right Hand!"

At this point, the devil just gave in. That's right, he pleaded guilty on both accounts!

But of course, the devil had won the trial. How so, you ask?

He was already in hell, so there was no way to punish him any more severely.

He didn't have to deal with them, since they stayed in heaven,

and 3: They both thought the other one belonged in hell, so they continued arguing for all eternity, or at least for very long.

The devil found out long ago some people punish themselves more effectively than he ever could.

Well, who knew?

(sorry for (autocorrected) capitalization and other mistakes. Neither my nor my autocorrect's first language is English, and I was too lazy to correct it all before submitting.) Feedback is highly appreciated, especially since this is my first time posting on this sub. Edit: The song is "The Devils Right Hand", sang by the Highwaymen and by Johnny Cash, among others.

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The [False] Gospel According to Moana

If you have young children or are a Disney fan, then it’s likely you’ve seen Moana (2016). Quite a few people in my life have brought up their love for the ending scene where Moana restores the heart of Tafiti because it reminds them of the Christian gospel. On the surface level I would agree that there are similarities; the imagery of an evil monster transforming into something beautiful can be compared to the doctrine of regeneration (what Jesus calls being “born again”). But if you dig a little deeper into the details you’ll see that this aligns more with the false gospel coming out of Word of Faith or NAR (New Apostolic Reformation) theology. I noticed a lot of similarities in the phrases and imagery used, so I decided to make a quick edit. I used clips from William Paul Young (author of ‘The Shack’), Oprah Winfrey, Kris Vallotton (Bethel Church), Todd White (Lifestyle Christianity), and Kenneth Copeland. Checkout the clip and then my explanation below. 

1. Deifying man, demoting God

In the film, Moana (the human) is playing the Christ/savior role:

”I have crossed the horizon to find you. I know your name.”

She’s the hero who restores (or transforms) the heart of the monster. The goddess is playing the role of the monster (or sinner). This flip in roles is what first grabbed my attention and made me realize that this wasn’t like the true gospel at all. If you’re familiar with some of the Word of Faith/NAR teaching (Kenneth Copeland, Bethel Church, Todd White, William Paul Young, etc.) you’ll see some striking similarities; they demote the deity of God (by teaching that Jesus did not live as God, but only as a man. They don’t deny that Christ was eternally God prior to His incarnation, but claim that in His incarnation “He laid fully God aside”. This is called kenotic theology- a Christological heresy. The miracles that we see in scripture were signs that pointed to, or proved Christ’s deity, and showed that he had the authority as God to forgive sins:

“But so that you may know that the Son of Man has authority to forgive sins”- then He said to the paralytic, “Get up, pick up your bed and go home.” (Matthew 9:6)

NAR theology flips this upside-down, claiming that Christ’s miracles were merely an example of what we can do and the power we can have. This view is problematic because if Christ had no power within Himself to physically heal the sick, then how would he have the power to provide our spiritual healing (forgiveness of sins)? Scripture teaches that Christ could only do this because He was fully and truly God, and fully and truly man while He walked the Earth. 

This theology not only diminishes the deity of Christ, but it elevates and deifies man by claiming that we’re ‘little gods’ with ‘divine DNA’ who can do greater miracles than Jesus did.

Copeland: “You don’t have a god in you. You are one.”

Todd White: “You have the divine DNA of Abba!”

Copeland: “You have the exact same spiritual DNA as Jesus! You are a twin to the Master Himself!”

For more examples of Copeland and White’s view on this, checkout this video: 

In sum, this view of God and man is directly connected to the first lie in the Garden of Eden, “...you will be like God” (Gen 3:4)

2. The nature of man: Are we sinners because we sin? Or do we sin because we’re sinners?

William Paul Young (The Shack), Oprah, and Todd White all teach a similar self-esteem message; they diminish the seriousness of sin and reject what the Bible teaches about man’s nature.

WPY: “I think the lie is that all we are is a piece of crap.”

Oprah: “That’s a lie some religions tell people. You are born in sin.”

WPY: “You’re depraved. You’re worthless.”

Todd White: “The cross isn’t just the revelation of your sin, the cross is the revealing of your value. Sin was an issue, but something underneath that sin was of great importance for heaven to go bankrupt to get you back.”

Let’s compare these idea about the nature of man to scripture:

But we are all like an unclean thing, And all our righteousnesses are like filthy rags.” (Isaiah 64:6)

“It is not what enters into the mouth that defiles the man, but what proceeds out of the mouth, this defiles the man.” (Matt 15:11)

“For from within, out of the heart of man, come evil thoughts, sexual immorality, theft, murder, adultery, coveting, wickedness, deceit, sensuality, envy, slander, pride, foolishness. All these evil things come from within, and they defile a person.” (Mark 7:21-23)

The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately sick; who can understand it? (Jeremiah 17:9-10)

“So if you who are evil know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him!” (Luke 11:13)

“And you were dead in the trespasses and sins...” (Ephesians 2:1)

“...we were by nature children of wrath.” (Ephesians 2:3)

“None is righteous, no, not one; no one understands; no one seeks for God. All have turned aside; together they have become worthless; no one does good, not even one.” (Romans 3:11-12)

3. The gospel call: Knowing who you truly are? 

Moana: “This is not who you are. You know who you are. Who you truly are.”

If you are familiar with Kris Vallotton or Todd White, you’ll recognize that this “knowing who you are” is the foundation of their evangelism methods and their teaching on sonship (“knowing who you are”, “sonship”, “seeing your value”, etc.). When Todd speaks to an audience of struggling Christians (and even in speaking of non-Christians) he says that their problem is that they just don’t know who they are. They don’t know that they’re a “son” or that they’re amazing or valuable to God. 

First, what does the bible mean when it talks about being a son? In scripture all those who have been born again are called adopted sons and daughters of God:

“For those who are led by the Spirit of God are the children of God. The Spirit you received does not make you slaves, so that you live in fear again; rather, the Spirit you received brought about your adoption to sonship. And by him we cry “Abba, Father.” The Spirit himself testifies with our spirit that we are God’s children.” (Romans 8:14-16)

Jesus says those who are not Christian are sons of the devil:

”You are of your father the devil, and you want to do the desires of your father. He was a murderer from the beginning, and does not stand in the truth because there is no truth in him.” (John 8:44)

Essentially Todd and Kris are saying that the way for a sinner to be made right with God is just give mental assent to knowing that they are born again. It doesn’t work like that; just thinking that we are born again doesn’t make us born again. The act of regeneration is a mystery and a work done by the Holy Spirit through the hearing of the gospel. Jesus compares this work of the Spirit to the wind (something we can’t see, or have control over): 

“Do not marvel that I said to you, ‘You must be born again.’ The wind blows where it wishes, and you hear its sound, but you do not know where it comes from or where it goes. So it is with everyone who is born of the Spirit.” (John 3:7-8)

In evangelism, the first thing someone needs to hear isn’t “God thinks you’re amazing and you have a purpose! He’s so in love with you and thinks about you all the time!” (If you’ve ever watched a documentary by Darren Wilson- Holy Ghost, Furious Love, Father of Lights, etc.- this is the extent of the content of their gospel). A person who is not a Christian doesn’t need a boost in their self-esteem, but they need to understand that they have broken the law of God and are currently under His wrath (an enemy of God). The biblical call of the gospel is to repentance (which is granted by God), or turning from sin towards Christ, and trusting in His finished work alone. 

If you never tell people this bad news about who they truly are apart from Christ, then the good news is meaningless and has no power (it’s just news). If your message is all about boosting the ego/self-esteem instead of calling people to “die to self” and turn from their sin, then you aren’t preaching the biblical response to the gospel. 

4. Regeneration: An unveiling or transformation?

WPY: “I think the process of transformation is not about becoming something that we weren’t, but unveiling what we were the whole time.”

Oprah: “So there’s nothing to transform, but all of this to uncover.”

Todd White: “Something underneath that sin was of great importance for heaven to go bankrupt to get you back.”

Sin isn’t just something that is external that covers us, it actually flows out of our corrupt hearts (see verses in #2 above). Our hearts don’t just need a cleanup or a makeover, but they need to be replaced or resurrected. 

“Then I will sprinkle clean water on you, and you will be clean; I will cleanse you from all your filthiness and from all your idols. Moreover, I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you; and I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh and give you a heart of flesh. I will put My Spirit within you and cause you to walk in My statues, and you will be careful to observe My ordinances.” (Ezekiel 36:25-27)

I believe scripture says the process of transformation IS about becoming something that we weren’t (a dead sinner, now made alive in Christ).

5. What is God’s motivation for saving man? 

All of these details may seem unimportant, but they have a huge impact on how someone responds to the gospel and our understanding of why God loves us. If we look to God’s relationship with Israel we can get a better picture:

The Lord did not set His love on you nor choose you because you were more in number than any of the peoples, for you were the fewest of all peoples, but because the Lord loved you and kept the oath which He swore to your forefathers, the Lord brought you out by a mighty hand and redeemed you from the house of slavery, from the hand of Pharaoh kind of Egypt.” (Deut. 7:7)

God loves Israel (and us) because He loves us. He doesn’t love us because of our value, but He loves and has compassion on us in spite of our lost value. Yes, we were created in the image of God and have inherent worth and value because of that. But after the Fall we lost our value in our sin. And now apart from Christ we are described as worthless (Romans 3:11-12), tares to be burned (Matthew 13:29), branches to be burned (John 15:6), deserving of hell. 

If I believe that God’s motivation for saving me is because of my value or how amazing I am, then my self-esteem or pride is fueled. I now have something to boast about before God. Grace is now seen as something I deserved because of how amazing I am. It’s all about me. But if I see that God, out of His compassion and love for a people who didn’t deserve to be loved, chose to love us because He chose to love us, then I am deeply humbled. There’s nothing in me that is worthy, and therefore my focus is fixed on Christ and His worth and value- not my own. Remember this isn’t about whether or not we’re valuable to God. This is about WHY we’re valuable. God doesn’t love me because I am valuable. I am valuable to God because He loves me.  

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Chapter 3; Nathan Drake & Victor Sullivan

Series: Path of Pyrite Fandom: Uncharted: Drake’s Fortune Word Count: 2141 Words

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Kathryne wasn't quick enough to draw an arrow from her quiver the moment she had heard the gun cocking, but Tyler was quick enough to aim his crossbow and the gun holder. It was an elder man who was starting to grey and had a cigar in his mouth. "Easy there, old man, that's my little sister you're aiming at," Tyler spoke sternly.

"I'd lower the crossbow if I were you, son," the elder man suggested, even though he showed so sign of losing the gun. 

"After you drop the gun. 'Cause if you do anything else, chances are one of these arrows are going through your eye socket."

"Tyler," Kathryne intervened with a sigh before addressing the stranger. "Look, grandpa, We're not here to start anything. I just wanna take a peek in the U-Boat."

"Yeah, uh-huh," he didn't sound convinced in the slightest. "Why should I trust you?"

"I'm an archaeology student at Harvard University researching the legend and the location of the Golden Man," well, she wasn't lying. She was an archaeology student, just not yet. "I know for a fact you guys are looking for it, and I have no interest in taking it and selling it."

"How'd you know there's more than just me?"

Kathryne arched a brow. "Really? You wouldn't be out here waiting. Guess you can't do the whole climbing thing." That last part was more to herself than directly at the man. She then turned to Tyler, reaching out to make him lower his crossbow. "Wait out here, I'll check it out."

"But, Kath," Tyler started, but whatever she was about to say was shut down by the look she gave him. With a drawn out sigh, he nodded. "Fine," he looked back to the man. "Whoever's in there, tell them she's going in so they don't shoot her."

Sullivan gave him a look for a moment, but complied none the less. Once his walkie talkie was out, he held down the button to speak. "Heads up, Nate, someone's coming in. Don't shoot her."

"The hell, Sully?" there was a response immediately. "Who's coming in? More importantly, who are you letting come in?"

"An archaeologist. Just, don't shoot, her brother already threatened me for almost doing so."

Kathryne snickered, and Tyler just rolled his eyes. "Well, you guys can make up while I'm in there. Keep us posted, and try not to kill each other." With a salute, she turned and dove into the water. It was days like this where she was glad she learned how to swim. Unlike Rya. Swimming up to the U-Boat was easy, and once she had reached the structure, Kathryne took a deep breath and dove under. There was an opening in the rusted hull that was big enough for her to swim through. When she reemerged from the water, she surfaced onto the floor of the sub. There was a path that she followed up onto the upper level and into a broken up corridor. Each of the hatch doors had been opened and at the end of the hall, she could see a man standing in the captain's quarters. She made her way up, but she then stopped at a corpse by the last hatch door. Well, there's what smelled terrible. But it wasn't the corpse that caused her to stop. It was the gold coins that were scattered by him. Kathryne squatted down to pick one up. Spanish gold, definitely. But two things came up in her head; why did a German have a Spanish gold coin from centuries ago, and where is this coin from? It was stamped with a symbol she had never seen before. 

"I see you met my pal, Sticky Fingers, here." She heard a voice say.

Looking up as she stood, there was a man at the entrance of the captain's quarters. he had a similar appearance to Tyler; tall, a little built from what she could see, brown hair. The only difference was this man had blue eyes. She held up the coin. "Who has Spanish gold with a mint that I haven't seen before and a face that was torn to shreds. Yes, we got friendly with each other." 

The man shook his head. Sarcasm, he liked it. Mainly because that meant someone could take his shit. "So, you're the archaeologist, huh? Aren't you a little too young to be out here?" 

"Just 'cause I'm short doesn't make me that young."

"Did you get through your proseminar, yet?"

Kathryne made a face, and the man shook his head with a small chuckle. Well, this is awkward. "Okay, so what? I'm going in the fall."

"Aw, look, we have a baby on our hands. Still, it's impressive you made it this far," he held out his hand to her. "Nathan Drake. The old geezer outside is Victor Sullivan."

Since she was used to the baby jokes, Kathryne didn't even call him out on it. She took his hand and shook it. "Kathryne Catreel. I would ask if you had any relations to Francis Drake, but he had no kids."

"Touché, my friend. If that were true, I wouldn't be here towering over you. Besides, how would I have known where this baby was?" He held up a little red notebook, and Kathryne's green eyes widened. 

"Holy shit, is that—?"

"Drake's lost diary? You bet your ass it is."

"So that's why you're out here, to finish what he started." 

"Yeah, well, that. And, y'know, gold and glory. The good stuff." 

Emerald eyes rolled. "Guess I should have expected that," pushing loose strands of hair out of her face, Kathryne looked to the charted map behind them. "So, where to now?" 

Nathan held up his hand in front of her to stop her. "Woah, woah, woah, wait a second, doll face. We? You're not in on this." 

"Oh, you think I'm going to give up now. You're funny. I already told your pal that I'm not interested in taking and selling the thing, just finding it." 

"Y'know, I find that very hard to believe."

"You and the old guy outside have had so many things done wrong to you that make you both so untrusting, haven't you? Need me to swear on a Bible? A Catreel never breaks their word."

He narrowed his eyes at her, as if making a judgment on if he should tell her what he knew. One thing was true, and that was that so many things, so many people, turned on him and Sully that finding someone they could actually trust was a hard time. But, if he could admit, Nathan was impressed how far she had came with little to no information and a world full of false claims, since the only truth of El Dorado was in his hands, and off the coast of Panama for the last four centuries. And maybe, just maybe, a soon-to-be archaeologist (and anthropologist, since that's part of it at Harvard) is what they needed.

Nathan placed the diary in his palm laying down, then held it out to her. "We're short a Bible, this should do." 

Kathryne arched a brow once more. Was this his way of actually letting her and Tyler tag along? He actually is giving her the benefit of the doubt? Wait, she stopped mid-thought, he was probably only doing it so he could benefit from her in some way. Not that she cared about that, as long as she still found El Dorado. So, she placed her right hand on top of the diary, and held her left hand up. "I, Kathryne Elizabeth May Catreel, solemnly swear that I—"

"I swear to God, if you quote Harry Potter,"

"—will keep my word when I say my only interest in this hunt is to find the Golden Man, and nothing more. Y'know, I thought about it, but then you probably wouldn't take me seriously. Despite Prisoner of Azkaban was a great book and movie," she then lowered both her hands. "So, monsieur, what have you got so far?"

"French, huh? Y'know, you probably should have taken Latin in high school. It'll help so much more here," none the less, Nathan reached down to pick up a piece of paper with a map on it, the very one he had pulled off of the corpse of the captain. "Off the coast of Perú, there's an island that these guys were trying to find, from the looks of it. The best assumption is that there is where we'll find El Dorado."

"And the worst assumption?"

"We waste our time there and the trail goes cold." 

"Okay, lets just hope for the best." 

"One more question," Nathan started. 

"I possibly have an answer," Kathryne mused. 

"I see you got a bow and arrow and all here, but you can hold your own, right? I don't need to baby you, because babysitting is not in the j-"

Kathryne didn't let him finish because she grabbed him by the wrist and flipped him completely over her shoulder to where he landed on the ground back first. She quickly placed her foot on his chest as she drew an arrow from her quiver and pulled it back to aim at his throat. "Dollface, I grew up with two military buffs who taught me how to aim with this baby, two Asians who taught me what they know about martial arts, a drug dealer who taught me how to shoot, and a Latina who taught me how to manipulate with words," with a grin, Kathryne slowly released the bow and placed the arrow back in her quiver. Once her boot was off his chest, she held his hand out to him. "well, and a mom who taught me how to fence. You don't have to worry about me."

It was one thing to get Nathan Drake off guard, but completely knocking him over was a completely different thing. He wouldn't lie, he liked a strong woman. (Nate, buddy, don't go there.) "well, then, I guess this will be an interesting hunt," he said with a chuckle, then stood up with her help. 

"Hey, Nate," Sullivan's voice came through on the radio. "you still alive, or do I need to give you two a few more minutes to finish up?" 

At that, Kathryne couldn't help but laugh, and Nathan just rolled his eyes before holding down the button to respond. "Haha, very funny, Sully. I happen to have a little more class than you do. Anyways, get this," 

"Yeah?" This time, both Sullivan and Tyler's voice could be heard. 

Nathan held down the button, but let Kathryne do the talking, since she looked like she wanted to say it. Kathryne grinned. "We found out where the Spanish took El Dorado. The Germans were after it, too, and they just so happen to leave behind the map that'll lead us right to it."

"You're shitting me," Tyler sounded astonished. 

"Kids, this better not be a wild goose chase, or—" it suddenly cut off. 

"Or what?" Nathan asked as he held down the button, but there was no response. This caused him to furrow his brows. "Sully? You there?" He asked again, but no response. 

Kathryne leaned his hand down to press it down. "Tyler, what happened?" she asked, and that, too, was a question left unanswered.  

Suspicion lingered between the two as they exchanged a look. It didn't need to be said, Nathan just gestured Kathryne to follow him as he approached the hatch to the next corridor, pushing it open with a grunt. Following that was a loud metal clang and the sound of what was the mechanics of a machine starting up. "Oh, that can't be good." 

"Drake what did y—" the question didn't even need to be completed for her to get an answer, she saw the torpedo just as she had gotten partway through her words. "Son of a..." 

"We should probably get the hell out, like, now."

The two booked it, Nathan going first into the last opening and then Kathryne followed. Once past that corridor, they went down the ladder and into the lower level that Kathryne had originally came in through. While Nathan looked slightly panicked because it looked like there was no way out, Kathryne then took the lead here, diving into the water once more and swimming under, to which Nathan soon followed. 

Exiting through the breach in the hull, they swam out and towards the shore where they beached themselves onto the rocks. But they weren't alone. Standing before them was a man with gray, almost white, hair, and a younger looking man standing to his left who was armed with a rifle. 

"Hello," the man greeted Nathan as he extended his hand out to him.

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David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos)

Nairaland Forum / Nairaland / General / Religion / David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) (31612 Views) T.B. Joshua Welcomed By Ecuador Military Generals (Photo) / David Ibiyeomie Uses Limousine For His Awareness Rally In Port-Harcourt (Pics) / 19-yr-old Pastor Impregnates Female Church Founder (PIC) (1) (2) (3) (4) (0) (1) (2) (3) (4) (Reply) (Go Down)David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by FlirtyKaren(f): 8:01amThe rain in Port Harcourt didn’t stop female church members who wore matching outfits to welcome their pastor, David Ibiyeomie like royalty for a church function last Sunday.

http://www.lailasblog.com/see-female-church-member-welcomed-pastor-david-ibiyeomie-church-function-port-harcourt/ Re: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by UncleRichy(m): 8:02am this one dey are using females...

let me not talk.... before some people come for my head 86 Likes 2 Shares Re: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by kennygee(f): 8:06amThis is vain. Really vain. 65 Likes 3 SharesRe: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by jerryunit48: 8:06amNa wa sha , i will leave Jesus out of this 6 Likes Re: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by BigBelleControl(m): 8:09amAnd the walls look ugly. 6 Likes 1 ShareRe: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by Tenkobos(m): 8:12amBluntBoy:

Everyone who wholeheartedly believes that Jesus is Lord has become a part of His Holy Priesthood and a representative of Christ to the lost ones. We are all ambassadors of Christ. We have all been "sent forth". Did you go? Are you doing that which you're sent to go and do? Even leaders elect a chairman when they meet. These are people who are more competent than others.

The meaning of "apostle" is "sent forth". So, because we have all been sent forth into the world to preach the Good News, we are thus all apostles. I ask again, what have you done so far as an apostle? Where is/are your work(s)?

Can they testify for you?

If you don't have people who will appreciate you this way then work harder and don't envy those who've reached certain stage in their ministry.

The Bible verse you quoted was to the Apostles who were sent forth. Since we have all become apostles by virtue of the commission given to each of us, that quote is also directed to us, not just to those who claim to be pastors with special anointing. These people welcoming this man are the evidence of his work. He was sent forth and he went and did that which he was sent to do and this here is evidence of it.

It is not about knowing that we are all have been sent, it is about doing what you're tasked to do.

These men(the genuine ones among them) toil day and night but none of you is noticing. They suffer for the gospel, they have many loads on their shoulders, they forget their own problems while attending to other people's own.

No one among you is doing that but just when he's appreciated for his sweats, y'all will remember that you're on the same assignment with him.

It is jealousy bro.

BluntBoy:

Paul was sent forth many times and never did he record being welcomed in the same way Jesus rode into Jerusalem. As a matter of fact, none of the Apostles expected to be accorded the same reverence that was accorded to Jesus Christ. They were always quick to tell people that they were men like them. They rejected being worshipped not being welcomed.

Please, let us stop twisting the Bible to glorify this brood of vipers. [/quote]Nobody is twisting the scripture. You agreed that we are all sent forth but the people like you and I horrible shepherds and incompetent ambassadors so let's not envy that are being appreciated for doing that which you and I were sent forth to do but we are not doing it..

Peace. Re: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by kennygee(f): 8:13amTenkobos: How?

Is the Word going to have less impact if the pastor just walks in and delivers his message? 105 Likes 3 SharesRe: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by Celcius: 8:14amNobody forced them. Women kinda fancy such in churches. I may not blame the pastor. 19 Likes 4 SharesRe: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by zionmade1: 8:20amsee nothing wrong in that. wen men of jerusalem welcome Jesus on a triumphant entry, it was only the pharisees, sadducees and hypocrites that were all murmuring and talking rubbish. From this post, let all the pharisees, sadduccees and hypocrites show themselves now If i was there and i know the word of God he taught me has blessed me so much, i would even pull off my suit so that he will ride on it. He has blessed the life of so many 27 Likes 2 SharesRe: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by Evaberry(f): 8:22amlol

Christian Yahweh I think it's time you end the world.

Everyday more people are being deceived

The worst thing is that many people will see nothing wrong with what they did. 8 Likes Re: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by Evablizin(f): 8:23am

Good for them,the pastor did'nt force them neither did they sisters said no,i'm minding my business 1 Like Re: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by Evablizin(f): 8:26amkennygee:

Is the Word going to have less impact if the pastor just walks in and delivers his message? Oh no Sister Kenny you're too much,nice questions 1 Like Re: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by ipobarecriminals: 8:28amhope they get married b4 they clock 30.Their mumu continue. Ibiyomie is their god 3 Likes Re: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by ipobarecriminals: 8:30am Mynd44, u see that moniker with mamaMynd44toto so? Do the needful or I'll help u disorganize his brain Re: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by AngelicDamsel(f): 8:41amIts not bad........... I am sure the women are welcoming while the men are observing.

If you get what I mean! 1 Like 1 ShareRe: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by Tenkobos(m): 9:08amkennygee:

How does this welcome reception improve the spiritual life of these sisters?

Is the Word going to have less impact if the pastor just walks in and delivers his message? There is nothing wrong in what they did.

I can tell you some if asked. 13 Likes Re: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by kennygee(f): 9:29amTenkobos: There is nothing wrong in what they did.

Are you a Christian? If yes, does everything you do improve your spiritual life?

It is a way to appreciate his presence nothing else, churches do it. Organizations do it and we do it in weddings and even in sports. The world will not end if couples just go to a priest, we'd and go home without reception and others.

Moreover, the world will become boring as f if the only things we do are things that improve our spiritual life

Something similar happened during Jesus time, they spread leaves for his donkey to walk on and I can tell you categorically that it didn't improve their spiritual life. They were glad to have him in their midst and what they did was their own way of letting him know that he's well welcomed.

I don't know you personally but I am very sure that you as a person do many "vain things" that do not improve your spiritual life.

I can tell you some if asked.

Somethings are just unnecessary. 16 Likes 1 ShareRe: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by Tenkobos(m): 9:53amkennygee:

Somethings are just unnecessary. Can you prove that they don't?

Matthew 10:40 He that receiveth you receiveth me, and he that receiveth me receiveth him that sent me. 5 Likes 1 ShareRe: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by kennygee(f): 9:55amTenkobos: Can you prove that they don't?

So if they receive him like that, who will receive me?

Aren't we all a royal priesthood? 3 Likes Re: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by Tenkobos(m): 10:23amkennygee:

So if they receive him like that, who will receive me? Aren't we all a royal priesthood? You're a royal nun not priest

So nah Jealousy dey worry you? Come my house nah, I will lay down on the floor for you to walk on. Lwkmd Re: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by BluntBoy(m): 10:54amTenkobos: Can you prove that they don't?

If truly he's a man of God then he's Christ's ambassador and it is written that the fulness of God is pleased to dwell in Christ so yes they're welcoming Christ and God indirectly

Matthew 10:40 He that receiveth you receiveth me, and he that receiveth me receiveth him that sent me.

Please, let us stop twisting the Bible to glorify this brood of vipers. 23 Likes 5 SharesRe: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by fowosh: 11:17amadvanced slavery 1 Like Re: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by Ericaikince(m): 11:59am 1 Like Re: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by soberdrunk(m): 11:59amAre my eyes deceiving me or is that not Stella that shouts "kill me kill me, hit me hard, is that all you got" during our private 'fellowship', so this girl na worker 4 church........ 2 Likes Re: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by MykLANNY(m): 12:00pmThe pastor is reigning as a king Re: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by Pweetyjuddy(f): 12:00pmLol...this one pass me oh Re: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by chinex276(m): 12:01pmall these gullibility... smh 1 Like Re: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by StRichard(m): 12:01pmPeople are becoming more stu pid everyday 1 Like Re: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by Lexusgs430: 12:01pmHe is their GOD ..... 1 Like Re: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by habex005(m): 12:02pmking pastor turns church members to slave.... 1 Like Re: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by Frenchfriez: 12:02pmNonsense bloggers. So what should we do about it? Re: David Ibiyeomie Welcomed By Female Church Members In Uniform (Photos) by Asatom(m): 12:02pmNonsense 2 Likes (0) (1) (2) (3) (4) (Reply) Pastor Ogue Dies At Burial Service, Hours To Ministering / The Church Being Built By Governor Dickson In Bayelsa - Photos / "N42million Tithe In Benue Is Chicken Feed" - Bishop Kukah Viewing this topic: MENZPRIDE(m), Libo45, chezzy13(f), gibzzhd, Sunsets, JackBizzle, BIODAVY(m), Ajanitaka(m), Auxiliary(m), admeenat, sweetpaschal(m), Donwizy1(m), rajiolawale247, deltateam, ebony123, Finfadei(m), jampro123(m), Moheat(m), Dancos, Simpleguy11(m), Sheezy(m), proudlyme(m), sunkieisland, baobaku(m), zonas4luv, inourcare, Frankyboy1(m), Shedrack777(m), mixyz, Sylvarresta(m), ayobankzz(m), Tinablack, Dapsonemmanuel(m), Emmaxile(m) and 60 guest(s)(Go Up) Sections: politics (1) business autos (1) jobs (1) career education (1) romance computers phones travel sports fashion health religion celebs tv-movies music-radio literature webmasters programming techmarket Links: (0) (1) (2) (3) (4) (5) (6) (7) (8) (9) Nairaland - Copyright © 2005 - 2017 Oluwaseun Osewa. All rights reserved. See How To Advertise.