#my pile of dirty laundry

[spooky-dice]

lots i could say about this episode, but man. how are the newly independent moved out/away from household bitches doing. are we alright. have we eaten more than one meal today and did it have all the food groups. has your mom called to see if you were okay. and did you answer.

#feeling very fabian tonight (called my dad) #Lou saying Fabian listens to podcasts 24/7 so it’s not so quiet is crazy cause that’s literally why i watch d20 #aelwyn and her dirty laundry pile also soooo true #fhjy #dimension 20 #fhjy spoilers #fabian seacaster #aelwyn abernant #tw disordered eating #< not really but maybe to be safe

[bumblingbabooshka]

T'Rahni'hk putting on a sweater for a day of lounging at home

#T'Rahni'hk #bea art tag #beas ocs #It's her...the people's princess! [she trips in the process of trying to put on the sweater and falls backwards into #a pile of dirty laundry] #<- not hers. she told someone else that she'd wash theirs for them #vulcan oc #and yes she's usually wearing boxers or boyshorts or long underwear - warm and comfortable #there are 2 variants of this on my patreon! #would love for T'Rahni'hk to take off all her clothes & be wearing full length long johns underneath #that is the peak of comedy to me

[boxwinebaddie]

uncle nina, jw, why DOES ravenstan smell like cinnamon and stuff? also i'm not complaining

KHDLKSDSHDSLSD...i've been putting this one off bc...

*cracks knuckles and sighs*

so want to say that ravenstan smells like cinnamon sugar and spiced apple cider and fireball and autumn because of very beautiful metaphorical shit that ties directly into the story and is very touching and emotional and poigonant and gripping...however...

it's just because when he gets too lazy to REGULARLY SHOWER in between shows he just DOUSES HIMSELF IN THE APPLE CINNAMON GLADE SCENTED AIR FRESHNER and calls it a day.

OHHHHh MY GSIHSHDGOOOOD!!!! i'm so embarrassed, i'm so sorry. management was like ravenstan you have a concert did you shower? and he was like UhhUhhUhuhhHhhh *douses himself w/ the SAME apple cinnamon glade room freshener that he also uses to SPRAY HIS ROOM W/ WHEN ITS BIOHAZARD DISGUSTING* all done! <3 :)

HEEEEEELLLPPP!!!!!! and everyone is like wow you smell So Good and he's like thank you it's my cologne...its very expensive and foreign its called...um...~Gladé~ ( pls note ravenstan trying to speak french when he's used to spanish is rly funny, kyle makes fun of him 25/8 )

everyone on twitter is like wow i just met raven of crimson dawn and he smells like a beautiful chai tea latte, the most sinfully delicious glass of horchata i've ever had, a beautiful warm apple fritter, one of those big candied apples you get at the fair, or a caramel one, like a shot of fireball, a wood burning stove, freshly baked cinnamon rolls,

aND ITS JUST THE FUCKING APPLE CINNAMON GLADE AIR FRESHNER AND ITS PROBABLY BECAUSE HE GOT TOO LAZY TO FIND A STICK OF DEODERANT!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE U RAVEN

*sonrisa/sharon w/ the chancla vc* cOCHINO!!!

this does ruin kyle's life btw, like imagine you think you like a guy who smells really really good and you think he smells extra good and like all the things you like because you Like him...when in reality he smells that good to you because beneath the enchanting mouthwatering aroma of beautiful cinnamon apple goodness...is the stupid fucking idiot boy spraying himself with a $1.47 autumnal room spray...and it's his dirty nasty, dumbass bisexual disaster boy pheromones ur actually attracted to & not the cool, mysterious rockstar ones...smh.

i do think he thinks it smells nice tho <3 and it does!!!! never change baby! i mean!! maybe your clothes!!! how many days has it been now?

-uncle nina, beautiful but disgusting boy fail mother

#like ok there is definitely a ton of metaphorical stuff i could get into like yes there is a reason there always is #i will go into that later if someone wants it #BUT LIKE THIS IS THE CANON REASON #IM SO SORRY HES LITERALLY DISGUSTING #HE IS SOOOO FOUL FOR THIS #they are gonna have to start making those glade room sprays like 50 dollars bc they are gonna be flyin off the shelves #kyle like wow he smells so good it is maddenining and dizzying and divine i am enchanted i am bewitched by how beautiful this man smells #ravenstan hung over w/ eyeliner smeared down his face hair unbrushed wading thru piles of dirty laundry to find the glade spray like #IM GOING IM GOOOOING OH MY GOD HOLD ON #IM ALMOST READY #LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL #kyle suffers so much #like u couldnt be into clean well read intellectual boys #u wanted messy dyslexic adhd rockstar boy that smells like a fall candle...at least kyle can put the air freshner in when he misses him rip #he does do that btw #camp out in stans big edgy weird boy stanime shirts water his plants plug the apple cin air fresh in & listen to stans voice memo laugh #i'm sad i was supposed to laugh fml #BUT YEAH CATS OUT OF THE BAG STAN IS GROSS #COCHIIIIIIIIIIIINO

[clowngremlin]

basically made dinner all by myself today (older brother only seasoned our chicken breasts and i did the rest of everything)......i cooked raw meat which is something i don't do very often and was worried about, but everything turned out great!!! i also did my laundry today, took the dog for a walk and fed him and have been on top of making sure his water dish is always full, loaded the dishwasher with dirty dishes (idk how to turn it on, i'm gonna ask my dad how to do it when he gets home so i can begin to do it by myself!), did some drawing, wrote in my journal, and pulled myself out of a depressive spiral i was having earlier in the day!!!! really beating the "spencer can't take care of himself or do anything ever" allegations......

#the wretched gremlin strikes again #sometimes i'm like i don't think i was THAT unwell #and then i realize that like i was in fact that unwell #now that i'm like actually doing better #i know this probably all sounds kind of silly #because i'm almost 27 and have only just begun to do these things #but keep in mind i was dealing with unmanaged mental illness since i was like 14 #and also my dad is kind of a control freak so he never taught me how to do anything because he thought i'd do it wrong or not on par #with what he could do #like i've known how to do laundry since i was 13 BUT i also had no motivation to do anything like that due to my mental illness #sometimes i'm like i'm not doing better because i still sometimes hear faint voices or have paranoid thoughts #but like it's only been under extreme stress or like when i was really tired from not getting enough sleep #and also like i used to be like that all day every day #and i had a lot of problems with like negative symptoms and depression #like my room was a mess and i had piles of dirty laundry and garbage and even like rotting food in my room #and i was constantly being tormented by voices and seeing scary things and my delusions and paranoia and having panic attacks #and like the voices are a lot quieter and more faint now #and i don't see anything or feel bugs crawling on me anymore #and i only hear voices and have paranoid thoughts under extreme stress or tiredness like i said #ANYWAYS I'M RAMBLING SO I'LL STOP #tldr i am doing A LOT better and i am soooo proud of myself <3

[peekychu]

Dude I've been having such a difficult time lately that I've been going thru my drawings and being like WAIT what the fuck ? I'm an artist? I draw ? Wheare did these come from...

It's such a giant shame that I have such a hard time maintaining my own schedule and finances, it WOULD be cool to do art full time, but it probably won't happen til I'm moved out xDD I just desperately hope that I don't have to get my soul sucked out at the warehouse job to get to that point.

TLDR my brain is mashed potatos. be patient with me

#my spark and creativity never LEAVES.... but it feels like its been hidden under a pile of dirty laundry HAHAHA #also on my day off i applied to like 5 other jobs i cannot stay there or i will explode #shits been WEIRD i hope i can make some time to draw tomorrow. i think my soul needs it rly badly

[dustyfairywings]

Ok I think I know now how I wanna go about organizing my blogs.

I’m gonna make dedicated fan blogs for Blue Eye Samurai and Hazbin Hotel each. I’m gonna continue doing any original posts or reblogs about either within their respective blogs.

In the case of the BES blog specifically I’ll also be blogging about Edo Japan more broadly since I’ve wound up doing a lot of research in earnest about the period for fan fiction writing. I’m also thinking I’ll throw up any BES-related journal writing exercises I do over there. It’s probably gonna be a sort of open journal documenting my writing and research process interspersed with reblogs of others’ fan art, fanfics, and fan theories.

Likewise I will set up dedicated side blogs for any other specific non-fandom topics or aesthetics. I’m particularly fond of the surprisingly poetic prose of tumblr shit posts (think “tell me the name of god you fungal piece of shit” type posts) and just the very specific type of humor and storytelling that arises from tumblr’s reblog system and the community’s character. There’s a certain je ne sais quoi to these posts I want to preserve haha.

I’m gonna change the name of this blog so it’s in line with all my other socials and I’m gonna uh TRY to clean this blog up (this is likely a Sisyphean task and I expect I might give up on this over time. But I still gotta try). I’m also gonna try to cut down on the number of mindless reblogs that wind up on this blog. If I reblog something here it should be because it’s helpful info/advice, important news/PSAs, or other people’s complete/finalized original work or fan work that I don’t have a dedicated blog for. In the case of informative posts I will do my best to only reblog it here once I’ve read through it and not just skim it tell myself I’ll read it later. In addition to all this I’m gonna uh actually try to use tags for organizational purposes. Force myself to slow down my mindless consumption and actually interact mindfully instead.

There’s still a lot of stuff I’ll want to reblog with zero thought or explanation just cause it’s funny or relatable or whatever, so all that sort of stuff will go on a dump blog. I’m really attached to the blog’s current name, it’s been with me from the start, so I’ll probably use it for my reblog dump.

Why do I feel compelled to do all this? Well, for the vast majority of my time on this site I was content with just being a faceless, largely voiceless user that just reblogs whatever is relatable in the moment and scrolling endlessly. I was on tumblr sure but I was never really in community with anybody. Now nearly a decade down the line, I feel like I’ve finally found community with others on this website thanks to Blue Eye Samurai, and the last thing I want is to drive people away bc they find my blog to be obnoxiously spam-like and disorganized. You can’t follow others from your secondary blog, only your primary blog and I actually want to have mutuals here. When it comes to social functions on this website, THIS blog is my first foot forward and generally others’ first impression of me. And in that respect, I’ve been a poor steward of my own image. If mutuals want to get to know me, this blog doesn’t really say anything useful or coherent about me. It’s literally a dump and we all deserve better than that.

#hope im not being weird or anything u guys #sorry but ive been subjected to the mortifying ordeal of being known #especially after like two of my fandom related text posts got like 30 notes each #i started sweatin #lile oh no i’ve said too much #and now i am being perceived in my digital pile of dirty laundry and used cups #nope can’t have that #digital equivalent of frantically cleaning up the house when unexpected visitors arrive #‘oh GOODNESS i deeply apologize for the state of this house please make yourselves comfortable while i panic clean’ #ramblogging

[yardsards]

the Polite man

#eliot posts #vincent the cat #also i am cleaning my room tonight. ignore the dirty laundry pile lol

[ghostsinthecellar]

turned three laundry baskets three bins and a box of clothes into one tall laundry pile, one tall underclothes-and-sundry pile, and a closet full of hung-up clothes. :) now I'm sitting on the floor avoiding getting up because the underclothes-and-sundry pile covers my whole bed (with some help from the stuffed animals) and dealing with it requires moving a table and a storage bin and I don't. wanna. currently

#charlie babbles #do some of the clothes smell a bit like paint? yes. did I hang em up anyway? you betcha #I'll leave the closet open they'll air out #the dirty laundry pile unfortunately includes one of my giant stuffed animals who /someone/ decided to pee on #it's fine #oh shit there were four laundry baskets actually #all of the clothes that were worn and washed over like. the last six months just got piled up #the Depression™ you know how it is #I may not be sleeping still but I AM getting things done #now if only I had working plumbing so I didn't have to do multiple laundromat trips and pay. a lot. to get it all washed. #I would so so much rather have a higher water bill than pay for laundromat water AND the gas AND shuttle it all back and forth

[gorefetishizer]

Going to sleep on a bed with clean sheets in tidy room since what seems like forever i can't even belive i did it. I might cry

#im sad that i let it get to a point where it felt imposible but i did it. i just gotta keep doing laundry until #my giant pile of clothes is managable #tomorrow we are gonna start on the living room #and i already cleaned the bathroom two weeks ago #im really tired of feeling like i have no control over my living space #im trying to be gentle with myself because i know this wasnt out of laziness #but i feel like i can do it now. i should be able to do it now #i just hope tomorrows classes dont leave me completely exausted #god i just want to be able to do this small thing i just need to have a tidy living space #a clean one #it makes me so sad that its dirty #im tired of it #but i have a clean room i have a clean room i cleaned it myself

[ittybittybumblebee]

Guys cn u remind me to clean my room tomorrow its pretty bad

#really bad..... #i cant walk on bare floor in over half of my small closet room #i need to get rid of clothes. its so hard i always get stuff given to me hand me downs from cousins and im like hey! #thats nice! il try wearing it. and then things pile up and i dont wear any of it cuz its on the floor and dirty cuz i dont do laundry enough #my mental health has really not been the greatest.

[barrelrollgif]

me: okay i am going to fold my clean clothes.

still me but an hour later: okay i finished writing an entire DnD campaign and along the way found a cure for cancer. kinda eepy now, time for YouTube.

#my piles of laundry (both clean and dirty) are going to be the mountains in the campaign #i forgor the cure for cancer though #i probably should’ve written that down #adhd #shitpost #yippee #me when #this actually has happened before #different context but it has happened #i was in high school and i had to do math homework #…i came up with an effective solution to climate change #didn’t do the math though and forgot the solution

[tarantula-hawk-wasp]

i would post outfits more if i had access to a better full length mirror but mine has permanent stains from plaster on it and my room is always messy behind it. but rest assured i am always dressed deliberately

#unfortunately it reflects my dirty laundry pile and my clutter in a way i will not be posting online #and it has permanent stains from when my drywall had to be redone

[loverdude]

I hateee finals I've got so many things to deal with and I'm just like "I'll do it after finals" to like literally everythingggg

#📬 #my room is an absolute complete fucking mess all my clean laundry is just still sitting in the hamper #with dirty laundry on the floor along with a bunch of fabric and art supplies #and my trash is full and my side of the sink is full of dishes and everything is just messy and piled and shoved into the corner #and my wrist/cyst hurts so fuckin bad and i think i might rlly need to go to the doctor #and i also really fucking need a haircut... #but i'm waiting till after finals for like all of it #and also i'm quilting a table runner for my mom for mother's day that i need to get done before finals week ends #bc after that i won't rlly have access to the school sewing machines #and i can't exactly use hers cuz it's a surprise lol #so that's like. another thing to get done in that timeframe #on top of a long paper and a speech and a bunch of (overdue) reflections and as much as i can get done of my plush #i am just so overwhelmed and extremely under-rested and obvs not doing great bc of how messy the apartment is #and i keep sleeping so restlessly and my wrist hurts and my head always hurts and #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #sorry 4 the rant. i'm just exploding over here

[concubuck]

hey lil mama lemme chuck on you while we fuck behind the dumpster

Oh—fine, as long as you don't call me "lil mama" again. See you at the dumpster.

#((THAT'S where he draws the line? THAT'S where he draws the line.)) #((he would have said 'if you call me that again I'LL be the one chucking' but he's afraid they might be into that)) #((he's like 'well I'm not gonna bother to shower beforehand. Better put on something out of my dirty laundry pile—')) #((he doesn't need to ask where the dumpster is because i decided it would be funnier if he just Knows.)) #((i hope y'all read the tags on these posts. I'm hilarious.)) #anonymous #ask #on air and online (broadcasting)

[optimisticrunawaygalaxy]

I Explode every time a fav of mine gets HC'd/AU'd as non-american/english and i turn into fine dust molicules in a over the top detonation when they get HC'd/AU'd as German

#this is about a AU (I think) of Penguin being German in origin #i sploded so hard that shit is food my my skull i have my little pile of character that have been HCd as German and i am sitting ontop of i #t #like a dog sits on dirty laundry it stole #like uahgeughufgeu YEAS #ALSO I am forever going to chew on the fact that in one universe Otto Octavious is German. that will forever be a chew toy for me #Its so tasty my brain does kickflips #sadly there are no good fics because nobody thinks to consult a german for them but sighs i have to just have it in my brain i guess #I AM MORE THAN WILLING TO PROOF READ GERMAN!OTTO FICS BTW #I AM A NATIVE GERMAN SPEAKER I WILL PROOF READ THE GERMAN PARTS!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE I CAN NOT TAKE MY LANGUAGE #BEING MANGLED ANY MORE #PLEASE I AM BEGGING I WILL PROOFREAD GERMAN STUFF WRITTEN BY NON GERMANS #I WILL DO IT OUTSIDE OF MY FANDOM ASWELL I DONT CARE #GOD A GERMAN CHARACTER?? I *WILL* PROOFREAD THAT SHIT JSUT HMU I AM NOT JOKING I DONT WANT TO WAIL AND SOB #EVERY TIME I SEE A GERMAN TAG ON AO3

[cherricloverr]

I got home today and immediately went on a cleaning rampage so now im sleepy but I have created a Horror on my bed bc I needed to hoover

#i am crunched in the corner i carved out for myself #i also cannot do laundry bc our washing machine broke and is getting replaced in like five days but my laundry was already piling up before #that so im drowning in dirty clothes a little bit rn