#my heart broke for that little girl

[looselipssinkships-x]

I think kids like me because I'm friend shaped and also don't know how to talk to grown ups

#im 26 but look maybe 20 on a good day #so old enough to look like (and be) a Responsible Grown Up Person #but im only 5'2 and scrawny-soft #and i will kneel/sit on the floor to bring myself to your level and talk to you about your favorite animal #i had a kid this week not want to cuddle with mom (not entirely sure if it's the same way outside of the hospital and it was just the #setting of cuddling with mom here means she's going to hold me still while something painful happens but i wouldn't be surprised if physical #affection is lacking outside the hospital too) but mom started freaking out when we gave the kid an iv so after I told mom to take a break #and id stay with kiddo and i sat next to her and she snuggled right up to me #my heart broke for that little girl #her mom wouldn't stop saying i love you when we were doing the iv and so much of me wanted to say “stop she's going to associate 'i love #you' with pain“ but who am i to tell someone how to parent in this setting? #anyways #have yall read that new omegaverse fic where patrick begs pete for a baby even though it's completely absurd #same dude

[naturecalls111]

Me, consuming any other media ever: how can I make this about zosan

#nc111 talks #zosan #this is about me playing fe3h for the eighteen billionth time and finding little delusional concepts in sylvix that makes me go #'nod nod nod that's so zosan of them so true' #like objectively it really isn't zosan of them at all but sometimes I see it between the lines and I'm like oh zosan sunglasses emoji #if you dare me i can even find the lawlu in sylvix im so talented #I'm not even kidding if someone made a game out of turning things into zosan i would never lose #i had an ant infestation in my bathroom the other day and I made it about zosan #my brother was like WE HAVE BIGGER ISSUES THAN YOUR YAOI RIGHT NOW #like........ there is no bigger issue than my yaoi at any given moment.....ever.......... #whispers although I have to admit I enjoy the sylvix dynamic more than i do the zosa- *gets shot* #im so sorry there's just only so much bickering i can take before i'm like *smacks ship* I NEED YOU TO BE MORE BLATANTLY KIND TO EACH OTHER #In a way that doesn't feel so teeth-gritty or. well. OOC. LOL #Anyone who likes sylvix AND zosan will know what i mean I'm not going to explain it. iykyk #WAIT LMAO IM NOT DONE. EDIT: #when my first boyfriend broke up with me i was a melodramatic little shit about it #had a diary that i would like pour my heart into and the other day i came across it #and it's really telling that my first thought was “omg.... so zosan-” LIKE GIRL GET A GRIP YOU ARE DETACHING FROM REALITY #all for zosan CRIES ALL FOR ZOSAN...

[kingkatsuki]

But also imagine Bakugou receiving a bright pink beaded bracelet off a little fan, and he cherishes it. It doesn’t leave his wrist, and there’s so many paparazzi pictures of him wearing it at events, interviews and out on the field.

#he’d be heartbroken if it broke #and it actually makes that little girls LIFE that he liked it AND wears it #and slyly all his friends are jealous of the gift because they want their own😂😂😂 #omg imagine Bakugou asking her if she can make a matching one for you?🥺 #my HEART

[drawsdenfiles]

21. Ritual

#Nicodemus Archleone #I think that's how you spell it. #The Archive #Ivy #John Marcone #art #fanart #The Dresden Files #Jim Butcher #Small Favor #DUDE IT BROKE MY HEART TO DRAW THIS! #I finally recognized that this moment was just another reminder for John- that no matter how hard he tries... he can't save a little girl. #UGH LIKE IN THE FLASHBACK! #Of course he picked up the coin you fools of COURSE HE DID! #now if he could just.... i don't know............ #pick up a sword............. #i dunno

[gildengirl]

Gallagher Girls: Holiday Headcanons

Cammie & Zach:

They start to make their own little traditions over the years.

One of their favourites' is getting in the car after it's dark and driving around to look at all the Christmas lights and decorations.

They like to make up little ratings, pick out their favourite house, the best street, and things like that.

Zach usually drives while Cammie controls the Christmas music and occasionally makes Zach take a few sharp and sudden turns because "Oooooh, that street looks good" and "We have to see that one!"

It's also a pretty good way to exercise some in-vehicle countersurveilance techniques.

Zach grew up without having many traditions in his life—the holidays were never an exception, so he likes that he finally gets to make them with Cam.

His favourite part is seeing Cam light up when they spot THE HOUSE.

Her face is frozen with the kind of joy a 4-year old might have, she's so giddy her smile hangs wide open, and Zach always drives real slow just so it lasts a little longer.

Every hour driving, every aimless turn, every year it's all worth it for that single moment.

To him, it's more magical than all the Christmas lights.

Abby & Townsend:

One year, Townsend comes home to find a tree has appeared in their apartment, boxes that were clearly once in storage have been placed throughout the living room, decorations are scattered across every surface, a few rogue bulbs are rolling around on the floor, and he's pretty sure that what's supposed to be hot chocolate is boiling over on the stove.

It's like a Christmas bomb went off.

And there, in the middle of everything is Abby, playing Christmas music with the volume cranked up as she tries to untangle a never-ending string of lights.

He starts to help, but only after "Abigail, how can you disassemble a bomb, but not untangle a bloody string of lights?" "Are you just going to stand there and ask questions, or actually help me?" "How did you even get the tree in here?" "Just help me!"

She is pretty cute when she's frustrated.

They bicker about how to decorate the tree, what ornaments go where, and how many times a person can listen to "Last Christmas" before going completely insane (Abby's pick, not Townsend's).

After everything's on the tree and Townsend puts the star up, maybe they end up slow dancing to "I'll Be Home For Christmas," just swaying there in the glow of the tree; taking a moment to enjoy their chaotic little Christmas.

And then Wham! comes on again....

Rachel & Joe:

Most years they like to escape to the cabin.

Winter mornings there are some of the most peaceful mornings they know.

Joe makes the coffee while Rachel settles on the couch by the fireplace with a book or newspaper, and somehow everything is so much more quiet with a fresh layer of snow.

Every other year, Rachel pulls out a few old boxes filled with decorations and pictures, and little souvenirs from all the times they had to spend the holidays in some other part of the world.

There's pictures of Cammie's first Christmas, childhood ornaments made out of Popsicle sticks and clay, cards and gifts that hold a fortune in sentimental value.

There's something that manages to touch everything in those boxes—and that's Matt.

He's in the pictures, he's addressed in the cards, he's a memory that lives in every toy and trinket that's home is now in a box.

Once it would have been too painful—to rummage through old memories, but time has a way of healing, and more and more it just feels right—to remember someone who gave so much—loved so much.

Because they both have no doubt, that the best gift was being loved by Matthew Morgan.

And they're just glad they have each other to remember that.

#Tis the damn season for some headcanons #and a little fluff #okay a lot of fluff #I kinda broke my heart with that last one though #Idk how to think about Rachel and Joe without getting sad #these are the first headcanons I've posted so idk what I'm doing but I know I'm having fun #Gallagher Girls #Gallagher Girls Series #Cammie Morgan #Zach Goode #Zammie #Abigail Cameron #Edward Townsend #Tabby #Rachel Morgan #Joe Solomon #Jachel? #Matthew Morgan

[dylanconrique]

i wholeheartedly can't wait to hear what fatherly words of wisdom grey is going to bestow upon lucy whilst she's still spiraling from her sudden breakup with tim. he looks like he's genuinely concerned for her well being in that clip of them in the shop together, i hope that he clocks whatever it is the others aren't cause i can't stand how she's been walked all over on so far this season. 🥺💕

#*carly catalogs #like.... ik they have to depict an accurate portrayal of how male dominated working in the police force is but damn.... #cut my baby girl some slack 😔 #i've honestly always thought grey see's a little bit of his own daughter dominique in lucy #and it is for that reason i hope he comes up to bat for her and approaches tim like 'you broke my daughter's heart?' 😠😤 #MAKE HIM SHAKE IN HIS BOOTS AGAIN GREY LOL #like 'you better talk to her and fix this!' *tsk tsk* #and tim's all like 'yes sir!' 🧍🫡 #they don't even have to necessarily get back together (yes they do) it'd just be nice if they could find a way to be friends.... #or mend their relationship enough so they don't feel like they have to avoid each other #the rookie #sergeant grey #wade grey #tim bradford #lucy chen #chenford #otp: you know me so well #6x07 #SOMEONE JUST BONK SOME SENSE INTO THIS MAN 😩😩😩😩😩😩

[boomerang109]

i am an incredibly sentimental person and lately i find myself remembering items i once had and wondering what happened to them and mourning them

#no because this was just a silly little post about a dinosaur piggy bank I had #but all of a sudden I just remembered meeting my great grandparents who passed when I was pretty little #i remember meeting my great grandpa specifically I think #and he had all these glass trinkets #and he let me pick one #and I picked this beautiful girl in a pink dress and she was a music box #and I don’t know what happened to her #she broke i know that #for years she was just a skirt that played music #from my siblings running in the house and it shaking my shelves and her falling (from being too close to the ledge ig) #but i don’t know if my mom made me get rid of her when we moved?? #I don’t remember having her in our second house #and certainly haven’t seen her since then #ugh my heart has been hearting for objects from the past #i used to have my grandmas cape and I finally asked my mom if she still has it #and I’m almost positive she’s going to have thrown it away and it like literally was the most gorgeous thing #and like the idea of it having been donated #like yes I’m very happy for whoever got it obviously #but. i grew up wearing it to school. it was made by my grandmothers hands. i want it. i want it I want it I want it #(I used to work myself into fits as a kid being sentimental about objects and then convincing myself I was spoiled cause you know ‘I want it #‘ isn’t a great narrative. so then I would sob because of that. it was a fun time.) #anyway I’m supposed to be unpacking but I’m just so full of nostalgia and also overwhelmed by unpacking despite the fact that I don’t have #anything to be overwhelmed by yet since I haven’t gone to actually get my stuff lmao #life of a boomerang

[aroaceofthesea]

People hate on bianca but if i was given the chance of being immortal AND not having to be with my sister 24/7 i would absolutely take it some of you don't have any siblings and it shows

#i rlly related to bianca in that moment and then ppl were hating on her for it and it broke my heart #i love bianca even tho we barely got to see her #also like she is her own person not only nicos brother and she may have hurt nico but that shouldnt have to be her way of making decisions #people usually complain that ''she didnt think of what was best for nico'' or that ''she abandoned him the first chance she got'' #1) nico shouldnt have to be the center of her world even if it sometimes hurts him #2) shes a literal 12 year old #3) good for her i would totally want to join the hunters #also like. she was being offered a life free of all the responsabilities she'd had till then with girls who wanted to be her friends #look at me in the eyes and tell me you wouldnt take it #even if your little brother may feel a bit lonely before making friends in this camp that also sounds pretty cool #even if its not quite as cool as what youre getting #bianca di angelo #pjo #mine

[villanelleskiss]

after ep 8, i cannot wait to see bella ramsey’s performance in s2

#game!ellie will always be my favorite #but for different reasons #but david telling ellie she has a violent heart #and the way she decimated him #ellie is the little girl who broke YOUR FUCKING FINGER #i cried at that line alone #bella ramsey is winning every single award for this show #if she doesn’t #well #the last of us #the last of us hbo #the last of us part 2 #tlou #tlou2 #ellie williams #ellie tlou

[alinaandalion]

Astrid calling Sophie "Mum" came about first as a spiteful joke. Over a year of her parents' rancorous divorce turned her angry and resentful, aware of being used as a bargaining chip more than once, aware that each parent wanted to foist her off on the other. Her birth mother because she'd never really taken to parenting; her father because he was flush in new love with Sophie-as-Charlotte.

Sophie tried to respond in kind with as much of Charlotte's warmth as she could muster. At first, she was more concerned with maintaining the grift even as her grip on it grew more tenuous. And Astrid wasn't completely wrong about her, after all; Charlotte was the new model William upgraded to, a prettier and much younger second wife with a slightly scandalous overlap with his first marriage. Later, her concern for Astrid surpassed the grift as Astrid stayed stuck in the middle of two parents who didn't particularly want to deal with her, shipped off to boarding school for that first year and passed back and forth a bit too enthusiastically the following summer.

She might have targeted William as part of a grift, her (and Ramsay's) solidified entrance into high society, but she did come to truly love him as Charlotte. But she could see that William and Astrid's mother were parents more because it was expected than any actual desire for children. And having been an afterthought herself to her parents and later the extended family she was passed around to, Sophie found herself connecting with Astrid even as she flinched internally every time Astrid called her "Mum," the acidity of the title out of Astrid's mouth slowly softening over time.

A child needs someone, after all, and for better or worse, that slowly became Charlotte until the moment Sophie left her behind.

#leverage redemption spoilers #leverage #leverage redemption #leverage: redemption #sophie devereaux #astrid prentiss #i remain a bit obsessed with all of this #and yes it will be a big part of my sophie character study #love the idea of sophie being the best parent astrid actually had #which is really sad for astrid tbh #because i think even as charlotte #sophie would have STRUGGLED to deal with that burden #while also caring a hell of a lot that a young girl was caught up in this grift #like i fully believe that sophie broke her heart twice when she fled being charlotte prentiss #(and i also love the idea that astrid remained this unspoken piece of her #when she had to pull charlotte out for the king george job #wanting to ask but not daring to) #anyway this little bit has been hanging out in the back of my work notebook for awhile now

[bumblingbabooshka]

Just watched Infinite Regress and damn Jeri Ryan’s really acting her gd heart out. Also, I love how much people shout in this one.

#Tuvok love your mind meld <3 it did absolutely nothing to help but I do love that you did it #GREAT Tuvok lines this ep #His almost-eyeroll and 'Perhaps an armed guard?' response to Neelix's midnight snacker #<- Tuvok's exasperated expression is v good and he does it consistently it's like he opens his mouth a little and looks off to the side #Doc: At the first sign of trouble- / Tuvok: You will do nothing. There will be many 'signs of trouble'. You must trust me to endure them. #He's so heroic <3 #As he throws caution to the wind #Also that little girl screaming about how she wants to go home...DAMN. VOYAGER'S OUT HERE BREAKING MY HEART #I also love how that was the voice Tuvok focused on bc....yeah of course he would. BREAKING MY HEART ONCE AGAIN. #All the people assimilated by the borg broke my heart though v_v even like the klingon and the ferengi who're more comedic characters #bc at the end of the day they were all people and they're all essentially dead now #like being haunted by ghosts - very good episode. EMH screaming 'TUVOK!!!!!' was also surprisingly heartwrenching his actor put his ALL into #that. Uhhhh OH!!! And of COURSE B'Elanna/Seven yuri moment #yeah what the fuck did B'Elanna mean by 'did Tom put you up to this? It didn't work.' like HEHEHEH what does she think Tom's end goal was?? #the bite mark on her cheek looked almost like lipstick #and last but not least ADORABLE Naomi~!!!!!! so cute <3 #livetweeting #Tuvok after screaming 'SEVEN!! SEVEN!!! S EVEN!!!!' for five minutes: My job here is done #Doctor: But you didn't do anything #Tuvok: -leaves- #Tuvok truly is just a guy #Just a guy who loves his friend and is willing to risk brain damage just for a chance that he could help them #even when the odds are VERY MUCH not in his favor

[claratyler]

i've got to say it: i love webweaving as much as the next guy but i've found that whenever i find a particular line of a poem particularly captivating and i look for the entire work i'm always left feeling a little uncomfortable because it seems like the few lines that were chosen for the post are (obviously) taken out of context, but it's like they're assigned a new meaning by the op by including them in the new context of the other quotes and it just makes me feel like if i were one of the authors it would make me feel a certain sort of way to see the meaning of what i was saying completely missing so that others can ascribe a generic lovesick emotion to it :/

#or if i know the work already like #like that line from the crucible thats like i think fondly of you from time to time but i'd cut my hand before reaching out for you again #like as much as that makes me think ofthe girl who broke my heart when i was 18. as much as it might seem like its about #someone who you care about but who hurt you #and despite still feeling something for them you would never reach out to them again #ISNT THE PLAY ABOUT ADULTERY?? AND ABOUT THE PURITANICAL SOCIETY?? #you cant ignore that!! if you are to understand that quote!! #also isnt the whole cutting your hand thing something the bible says to stop yourself from giving in to your feelings of lust?? #do you see what i mean :/ #its like the instagram reel-ification of art #we only see little snippets #we dont give the entire work our time #and in the process we miss out on the full meaning :( #im not a poet or a writer but im a musician okay and if they did this to me i'd be angry #in fact they sort of have and it feels like that little 10 secone extract means NOTHING

[aegondluvrs]

just read a comment that when missandei said her last words she was speaking to *her* dragon, daenerys.

#this broke my heart #this broke me #missandei #daenerys targeryan #game of thrones #my girls :( #my little loves

[andromedasummer]

two years of employment comes to an end!!!

#work stories #i got chocolates from one of the little girls and a bunch of cards from the twins #absolutely shattered emotionally and physically cos it is HOT today but worth it #some of the kids broke my heart with their cards and goodbyes #''i will never ever forget you! #''you can call my mummy and come over and hang out at my house right?'' #worst was the first kid i ever looked after #who i watched go from a maladjusted aggressive 5 year old to an affectionate and slightly cheeky 7 year old #in these past few years. he asked why i had to leave today and why i had to leave at all which was tricky to explain #im gonna miss those kids but i need to not work for a couple of months. #i have health procedures to go through and just a few more uni courses (2) to go

[mhathotfic]

Cousin brought her kiddos over so I’ll actually probably be busy for the weekend after all. On the bright side I get to see my little man and baby girl so that’s cool! On the downside I probably won’t have time to write that smut I wanted to.

#nat chats #I’ve been busy with them all morning and my heart broke when I had to leave for work #little man wanted me to draw with him and was so sad I couldn’t #baby girl kept calling for me because she was trying to get me to carry her

[pendragonsgallery]

I need like…two days of sleep after that episode…holy shit

#the last of us #episode 8 #Bella Ramsey was fantastic #but like #I can still hear her screams #my heart was going like 2000bpm #bella ramsey #pedro pascal #any scene with David made me feel physically ill #the sob that came out when Joel called her babygirl #my mental state was already shit so let’s see if this makes it better or worse 😀👍 #“tell them Ellie is the little girl who broke your fucking finger #the way I SCREAMED