#WAIT LMAO IM NOT DONE. EDIT:

[naturecalls111]

Me, consuming any other media ever: how can I make this about zosan

#nc111 talks #zosan #this is about me playing fe3h for the eighteen billionth time and finding little delusional concepts in sylvix that makes me go #'nod nod nod that's so zosan of them so true' #like objectively it really isn't zosan of them at all but sometimes I see it between the lines and I'm like oh zosan sunglasses emoji #if you dare me i can even find the lawlu in sylvix im so talented #I'm not even kidding if someone made a game out of turning things into zosan i would never lose #i had an ant infestation in my bathroom the other day and I made it about zosan #my brother was like WE HAVE BIGGER ISSUES THAN YOUR YAOI RIGHT NOW #like........ there is no bigger issue than my yaoi at any given moment.....ever.......... #whispers although I have to admit I enjoy the sylvix dynamic more than i do the zosa- *gets shot* #im so sorry there's just only so much bickering i can take before i'm like *smacks ship* I NEED YOU TO BE MORE BLATANTLY KIND TO EACH OTHER #In a way that doesn't feel so teeth-gritty or. well. OOC. LOL #Anyone who likes sylvix AND zosan will know what i mean I'm not going to explain it. iykyk #WAIT LMAO IM NOT DONE. EDIT: #when my first boyfriend broke up with me i was a melodramatic little shit about it #had a diary that i would like pour my heart into and the other day i came across it #and it's really telling that my first thought was “omg.... so zosan-” LIKE GIRL GET A GRIP YOU ARE DETACHING FROM REALITY #all for zosan CRIES ALL FOR ZOSAN...

[todayisafridaynight]

sister saw me wearing the puffer that i use for my daigo cosplay since im cold all the time and sweaters arent enough and she was just like 'i really like it :) you look so. 👊💥' and after going What she was like 'you look real cool :) is what i meant :)' like thank you sister of mine youre too silly for this life

#snap chats #like she punched the air and made a punch sound effect fwrjflkjle #i mean she is not. WRONG with miming that about this jacket so 💀💀💀💀 #also funny im wearing my own cross necklace and a black shirt and pants. lmao #also yeah i have two puffers- one's meant for the rain and REALLY cold weather and the second one's just. Casual/Daigo #'why are you like this' cause the other puffer's way too buiky fr casual wear and daigo and the interior isn't black like his is #this one's more slim and has a black interior. which is so funny cause when i was looking for a puffer for daigo years ago #it was impossible finding such a thing specifically but i got bored and decided to look again recently and i found it on the first page #for like. three cents basically too fejLRKjELj so thats cool. cant wait to show it off at animenyc #no im actually so excited bout animenyc ... hopefully i can actually. attend a meetup unlike last time 💀 #i also didnt get to go last year so itll be fun going to a con again .. #im just stoked in general bout the small-but-meaningful-edits-to-me ive done to the whole look #s'gonna be fun .. AND im gonna try tweaking my mine one too since i got compelled to do That with all the mine talk lately #idk when id show that one off if ever. UNLUCKY that i hate taking pics of myself no one ever gets to see my cosplays unless its video form #ok im done rambling i have some stuff to do before i take an exam bye

[divinesouldariax]

it doesnt have to hurt more to be love!

it doesnt have to hurt more to be love.

there’s been a lot of very good meta about ashton, taking hits, carrying his friends, carrying heavy things for their friends, doing things that hurt, that make it hurt worse, to protect his friends from pain. because he knows how to carry pain. because they’re used to it. because they know he can keep going. because, because, because it’s what he knows, it’s all he knows.

and it’s true. ashton loves them. ashton is willing to hurt more for them, and it’s because they love their friends.

but, but, but. he shouldnt have to. people with chronic pain shouldnt have to do things that make the pain worse. we might choose to, and that is definitely an act of love, but feeling like they dont have a choice, that taking on more pain, silently, suffering without ever asking for help or saying no, i can’t do that, it hurts too much...

because, listen. for most people, chronic pain is limiting. it says no, we’re not climbing those stairs today. no, we can’t lean down and pick something up off the floor. no, we’re staying in bed with a heating pad and telling our friends sorry, i can’t make it today after all. i know you were looking forward to hanging out, but i can’t do it. maybe there’s some people with chronic pain that never have days bad enough that it limits them, but i’ve never met one.

so when i see ashton, whose friends didn’t figure out that he has chronic pain until they literally felt it in his mind, keep their pain under wraps for over a month, never saying no to carrying something (a heavy statue, fcg up a ladder, orym after he fell, laudna’s dead body for miles), swinging his hammer to defend and protect, literally picking losing battles to see if anybody is watching...to me, that doesn’t read as “look at this strong, empowered person with chronic pain who never lets it limit them”.

to me, that says “this is a person who thinks that love cannot exist without a worsening of pain, who won’t let themself pause or say no or even tell anybody that it hurts because he is deeply, deeply afraid that refusing pain is the same thing as denying his friends love”.

and that’s fucking devastating.

it doesnt have to hurt more to be love.

#ashton greymoore #critical role meta #critical role campaign 3 #bell's hells #there is a secret second part to this post #where i gently criticize matt and tal for not including some kind of Disability Mechanic #because i KNOW they can do it. they do it for caleb and fcg and imogen #but i'm still holding out hope that they have a secret one that they're waiting to reveal #based on a specific event or trigger for a flare-up #just. something something mental illnesses being given the opportunity to be Actually Disabling in this work of fiction #(which it SHOULD be. i'm not saying they shouldnt have done any of those ones.) #while physical disability is a handwavey/barely acknowledged flavor #let disabled characters be Disabled. Disabled means they are LIMITED in their ABILITY to DO THINGS. #.....i didnt mean to do the whole rant in the tags but apparently i did it anyway lmao #anyway. able-bodied people dont clown on me for this. #ill block u. #edit: i focus on chronic pain here bc thats what i personally have experience with #but obviously ashton has a traumatic brain injury which is also a disability #and i wouldnt want to ignore that just because it's not something im as intimately familiar with

[spector]

sopranos... so good... brba... also good . i guess some shows are classic for a reason

#we finished brba s2 today! #and im still trudging thru sopranos s1 i think im halfway done #its insane how long the sopranos seasons are !!!!! #like damn!!!! so much content to watch !!!!!! #wait whoops edit : i actually have 3 eps left in s1. i watched more over the weekend than i thought LMAO

[constantvariations]

Hearing Hbomberguy was working on rwby 2 electric boogaloo got a fire under my ass and I am cranking on this essay. Gotta say, I'm funny as fuck

#rwde #genuinely cannot wait to edit this to video. its my favorite part of the whole shebang #glad he's delaying his essay to gather the whole story on rt. super excited to see how everything shakes out #really hoping rt crumbles under the weight of its sins #and im kinda hoping that he'll see my video and reconsider his stance on adam #if he hasnt already. it has been 3 years and he probs got a lot of feedback already on some of the mistakes and misconceptions #either way that bits going in the conclusion bc its part of the reason i started this essay and that video got me into rwby in the 1st place #if any of yall would be open to going over the script and making sure im not putting my foot in my mouth id appreciate the help #hopefully im getting close to having it done. might take longer if work continues to fuel my brain fog machine #*lmao voice* everyday im suffering *beat drop*

[shokupanda]

NOOOO

#just finished interea #well. got to the end of the current build (0.4) i mean #i was getting so invested soz hope they update it sonner or later #need to see more of magis #anywho off to khmia now #youll see me make a similar post when im done with it probably lmao sjsbjsnsmd #sho.scramblin #EDIT : SCIPIO!!! HE LOOKS SO GOOD AAAA #EDIT EDIT: WAIT WHAT THE FUCK THIS BIG A CONFLICT THIS EARLY??? OH HELL #im so hooked already

[the-kipsabian]

can it be called lazy breakfast if its 1pm and i have been awake for 12 hours orrrrr

#maybe its more of a lunch? brunch?? since its lunch time but im eating breakfast items #anyways its agdq time and little bit of food to keep me content and then we try to write today #got a lot of personal stuff i wanna get done hmm #one thing i have done this year so far tbh is that ive been writing a lot more for just myself. stuff that i wanna do and never post #theres at least two fics ive only shared with one person and that probably wont see the light of day any time soon if ever #and im probably gonna write another one of those today #im kinda proud of that. i mean i try not to take pressure in making anything and posting shit and so far its working #lets just hope it carries further too #tho i should probably try to get something publishable worked on too. i have few longer wips waiting to be continued #maybe i'll poll this later. idk. we'll see #anyways i didnt mean to ramble about this i have food to eat lmao #night is an absolute mess on main #OH i do actually have something i can post after i rewrite and edit it a bit! #so gonna try to do that today yay :)

[farginen]

if there's anything that cracks me up about the unverified fma lore is that some birthdays are confirmed with a big question mark because of how inaccessible the sources are i.e artbooks released in 2004 only sold in japan

which. fine. that happens with media

but it's just endlessly funny to me is how riza's birthday is usually listed october 2 citing the artbook #3 as the source BUT roy's birthday is also sometimes listed as october 2 (although most sites list it as march 25, i don't remember if they also cite the artbook #3 tho)

why out of all character the ones with conflicting and possibly share birthday is royai??? bonded pair much??

BUT THAT'S NOT ALL

riza also has another birthday date that a lot of people in the fandom use ?? it being september 1st

though i haven't found a single source even remotely official citing this date i've connected the dots though and i noticed tomoch1ngus, who is one of the biggest riza/royai fan artists, is army and their bias is jungkook, whose birthday is on september 1st

i have no proof but neither doubt that this is why people in the fandom went with sept 1 for riza's birthday

#i feel like this probably started off as an inside joke and it just spread #ppl must have looked up oct 2 and seen some ppl claim it as roy's birthday too so they went with the non roy date😂 #in my defense tom0chingus HAS made edits of riza and jungkook to use on their pfp or header i think #im not making things up sdkfjgjnkdg #this is just a funny thing to think about #either royai share birthdays or riza has jungkook energy #TO BE HONEST she does have 'i ace things the first try' energy #wait a minute i do use a (pastel?) gold aesthetic??? GOLDEN LIEUTENANT CONFIRMED #.......... what have i done #do i need to change my dossier?? am i assimilating this headcanon??? #the jokes in this post are too meta im sorry to all my non army friends who won't understand half of these references #source: trust me bro #WHICH COINCIDENTALLY is also an army meme that infiltrated mainstream lmao #okay i'll go to sleep now. im queueing this so i'll be gone asleep when u see this #long post #sorry for being like this #ooc.

[lyriumsings]

genuinely considering making an IF when i’m done with school

#i’ve had so many ideas for years tbh #but i know it’s not something i can pursue the way i want to until school is over #which SHOULD be this year #i don’t think i’d even make a demo though until the entire first draft was done #then maybe update after each edit #it’s an idea i’ve been flirting with for a long time tbh that has now been super prominent these last few days #idk i kinda wanna make a game that has things i like #characters i wanna see and romance and then idk share that #lyriumsings txt #idk i’m think about it #it seems like such a dream rn ngl to have the free time to do that #and the energy ngl cuz even when i do have time homegirl is just plain tired sometimes lol #anyway lemme focus on art anyway #that would be the real test getting entire character refs done for the hypothetical ROs #i should focus on art anyway and advance so that im happy with anything i would hypothetically make #i’m so impatient waiting for IFs tbh like what better to do than make my own then i’ll never be bored lmao #people seem to like my character designs so making characters specifically for ppl to romance feels fun idk

[homestuck--edits]

can i have a pq sprite of this guy. just looking pissed. thank u

-erisol

#mod erisol #pesterquest edit #oc edit #tags retrieved #girl help i forgot the tags lol #i will wait #anyway while im here i do not have much to diary #unlike mod davesprite i do not go places or do things #minus today i am going to go help my grandparents organize their house #they are mild hoarders #yes i inhereted it #my room is so bad lmao i have so much shit i need to organise #ignore any mispellings i do btw i am exempt from correction by way of dyslexia #i hope you do not mind the gills. proppy ganda #this is the first edit ive done in AWHILE #i think i did good #clap and cheer for me <33 #i have one more to do because the rest of mine got stolen #</3 #ill have to claim some more. maybe panel edits idk

[planet4546b]

destiny playlist masterpost because im very proud of these

patron saint of endings: the exo stranger/elsie bray

and what is the answer?: ikora rey

birdhouse in your soul: crow

ode to gravitational lensing: o14

all the world will be your enemy: the young wolf

low orbit ion canon: crow/yw

and for my 2 besties!!!

tell the archeopteryx: tachyon-00

the god particle: higgs-37

#pers #destinyposting #just finished the elsie one and not offense. but it does in fact shred #and ive been on and off listening to the o14 one all week and keep going hey wait this is a great playlist #ive got 3 more in the works (hedge osiris and one for ikora + zavalas weird complicated friendship) #but im not like. actively working on them so idk when theyll be done #yeah the yw is technically not my oc but is in the canon character section. what are you gonna do about it #edit: i just realized hexed is both on the crow and elsie playlist and its stayingon both bc im right!!!! #theres like. a lot of garages on these playlists LMAO what am i supposed to do about it. if it fits it fits

[lordsardine]

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#the high of revamping your playlists.... unparalleled #miscellaneous #ugh the weather is gross tonight otherwise id just empty head go walk around and listen to them lmao #let's see if the revamped stuff entices me to write........ #my issue is like. okay i have this screen play im kind of doing kind of not #and then i have my novel. but see the thing with the novel is that when i was back in tampa i started the next chapter #but it was written in a notebook. and i like. dont feel like re-writing it?? #and my parents wont be home in tampa until like another two weeks so. i guess i'll be waiting until then ^^; #since i fucking left the notebook there #but maybe i'll get some editing done. #maybe......... #meh i'll leave this cafe and go home and see how i feel #though i never can focus much on writing back at that apartment -__- #today has been. a day. cooped up in that room. i cant fucking wait until i move #that will help offset me still feeling weird about the whole. job thing that went down on friday #anyway. new playlists slap

[sitzfleischh]

Gf has been out of town for 10+ days and the deadline for my final playwriting grad program application is due this Wednesday... the state my apartment is in rn 😬😅

I ate a salad out of a mixing bowl for dinner tonight lmao

#yes it's past midnight and i have to be up at 7am tomorrow dont worry about it #I spent today (after work) repeatedly being like ok that's the final edit on this play! all done! and then reopening the doc 5min later #but it's DONE NOW i have to re focus on finishing my letter of intent i cannot keep editing these plays lmao #...ok now im actually gonna sleep #10 days no gf means truly all self control has left the building #cant wait to submit this thing on wednesday and then clean my whole apartment and sleep for a million hours #sitzfleischh.txt

[mane--attraction]

SO I JUST. I READ. I JUST READ. T. THE DAMIEN LEMON. AND WHEN I TELL YOU NOTHING HAS HAD ME BLUSHING THAT HARD AND REACTING LIKE THAT IN A LONG TIME. YOU WROTE THAT IN AN EVENING?!?! "THIS FIC IS UNEDITED"?!?! YOU HAVE TO BE A GODDAMN LIAR THERE IS NO WAY /POS. EVERYTHING ABOUT THAT WAS INCREDIBLE. YOU ARE A LEGEND. I - I LITERALLY CAN'T - HFJFJEURHJRJEHEBVEKFNDHEUEBFJHDUDVFJBDHEBFJDHEIBEBRJDHEIEJ I HAD TO TELL YOU WELL DONE AND THANK YOU FOR WRITING THAT AND EVERYTHING ELSE. YOU HAVE A LOVELY DAY/NIGHT/ETC. I AM DEAD

HEHEHEHE 😏😝

Yes, wrote that in an evening >:3 😌 Thank you for the kind words! I appreciate it~ ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

(side note i find it hilarious that most of the asks I've received have been about that one Damien fic)

#tbf none of my fics have been edited except by me lol so I don't know why i wrote that as if i had an editor for anything else #thank you anon~ #my work here is done lmao ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ #mun speaks #also im super sorry for not answering this ask sooner i shelved it to write a good answer and then life got busy #<3 #i also wanted to wait until i maybe had something ready in the pipeline since i took so long to answer #if i ever finish one of my other damien fics idk that you guys are gonna survive it lmao ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[elmuvahva]

RAHHHHH ITS DONE ITS HERE

I THOUGHT ID GIVE YOU GUYS THE FINAL AUDIO INSTEAD OF MAKING YOU WAIT FOR THE YOUTUBE UPLOAD BC EDITING IS A BITCH AND KNOWING MYSELF IT WILL TAKE A WHILE LMAO

but anywho i hope you like it bc i love it ahhhh im so proud!!

big thanks to @somerandomdudelmao for making such a cool series that managed to pull me out of my writers block LMAO

i'll post again when i make the video and it goes up spotify, but for now... i sleep :>

EDIT: TOTALLY FORGOT TO ASK BUT WHAT SHOULD I CALL IT? PLS GIVE ME IDEAS IM SO STUCK

#i kept the mouse clicks lmao #oh god theres a #cas music #tag now? #i better get to work lololol #rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt movie #save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #save rottmnt #unpause rise of the tmnt #rottmnt donnie #unpause rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #unpause rottmnt #cass fanart tag #cass apocalypse au #cass apocalypse series #cas fanart tag #somerandomdudelmao

[bergamotmandarin]

my hair... is green now :)

#i feel like myself again with colored hair #its still wet and in the towel but i can't wait to see it when it's done #bergamot personal #edit it looks fuckin awesome #im that crazy green haired person they always warn you about now lmao