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looking at pictures of characters on my phone at night feels like this sometimes

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fanfic where they both turn into coniferous trees. mutual pining

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found out one of my favorite customers is a retired tattoo artist. high school me would combust at the knowledge that i may finally be getting a snufkin tattoo

#bergamot personal #and also still loves moomin at the age of 22

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Over the Garden Wall is almost ten years old and that both feels too old and unbelievably young.

I remember first watching this in the backroom of a museum on my ipod touch in late August in 2015 and it still feels like it’s been a pillar of Americana for the past thousand years.

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it really is insane how waking up early will grant you access to some of the most beautiful sights and sensations in the world that will make you want to live forever, but only if you overcome the gauntlet of a thousand razors that is getting out of bed early. truly one of life's little saw traps.

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[covered in blood, with tears in my eyes] I AM VERY YOUNG AND I AM LEARNING HOW TO LIVE

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why is alkaseltzer the most disgusting thing on the planet. it feels like im drinking liquid tv static

#bergamot personal #im literally at work gagging while i try to type this #i couldn't afford the other meds and i just wanted to feel better #but here i am choking down a cup of the most disgusting thing ive ever had #this is sensory hell

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A trope that gets to me: 'guard dog' character and their partner who are both fully aware of it and honestly don't care/kind of like it. Someone says "call your guard dog off" and their partner does call them off. That person, their 'guard dog', is someone who is unreservedly, irrefutably loyal to them. Someone undoubtedly dangerous who is willing to kill, to maim, to obey, simply because of their love for one another. There's no manipulation involved— it is loyalty, brutal, dogged loyalty. And it goes both ways.

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literally no better feeling than blurting out some loud dumbass joke with your buddies and hearing a total stranger ugly-snort-laugh as they walk past bc their own laughter caught them by surprise. find joy and connection in the spontaneity of strangers you son of a bitch. i fucking got your ass

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I’m putting in my too weak notice.

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COMBUSTION MAN Avatar: The Last Airbender (2005-2008) Book Three: Fire

#yknow....... #never noticed before but.... hoo boy

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normalize not knowing anything about yourself. like who’s that guy lol

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honestly for the first time in a long time i feel truly free. broke up with my shitty ex and now im on my journey of self acceptance. dyed my hair green, buying more weird ass clothes, and im working on deepening my already pretty deep voice. i havent been on here much lately because ive been so stressed out but now i finally feel like my old self that was blogging my heart out on here 5 years ago 🥺 its so good to finally be back

#bergamot personal #hot girl summer? more like weirdass genderconfused summer #god i cant wait #my personal journey has honestly been so halted by that asshole and now i can be who i want #just wait here in about a year im gonna be so gender envy its not even funny #im nonbinary!! always have been! fuck that guy for putting me in a box for so long #also realized im graysexual. didnt know that was a thing but it fits so well

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starting a collection

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bluetooth headphones dont fuck the headphone jack even a little bit and thats why the sound qualitys bad they dont fuck the music

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by far the harshest truth ive ever had to come to terms with is that many people genuinely have absolute dogshit taste and that is, technically, not a crime