#my deranged children

[teas-of-trin]

When i want to dig through my emotional trauma regarding my mom —> sharp objects ( book or series because both together slaughter me so beautifully. Something something our mother is our carver and grave digger something something we never escape the house we grew up in, the house we lost everything in; always being afraid to become who hurt us—tangling ourselves in the line between the kindness in ourselves and the sickness in our parents)

When i want to dig through my emotional trauma regarding my dad —> succession (there is nothing for me to say here, i watch a dad kick his children and watch them come back to him no matter what circumstance because they want his love; dangling the legacy, the opportunity of a lifetime in front of your kids and then drowning them when they get to close; wanting your kids to be killer, but them never doing it because they want your love too much; fear vs love)

When i want to dig through both my maternal and paternal issues and also the fact that love is carnal —> hannibal (i mean surrogate parents; manipulation at the highest form, obsession for understanding; layers upon layers of desire unfurling themselves under each other; trying to find parents in the people who took the most from you; having someone affect your life so deeply there is a before and after with them in the middle)

#idk what this is #personal #sharp objects #camille preaker you made me feel seen #adora crellin #amma crellin #succession #what can i say its about your family never outright showing love #its about how your parent can make life into a game and you learn to compete for love and respect through those rules #the roys #shiv roy #also roman roy #kendall roy #and #conner roy #my deranged children #like ahhhhh #screams ferally into an article of clothing hanging on the back of a closed door #hannibal #hannibal and will are on anither level #i hate them i love them i want to dissect their dynamic i want them to dissect me #hannibal lector #will graham #abigail hobbs #i project onto you way too much

[noahsworld96]

#andrew >> #<- that is his tag now #my deranged children

[diamantdog]

okay, but hear me out here.

there's something about how this scene is taken. after finishing the series, we know that tyler is actually looking at his mother in the photo (pic 1). and we know that he/the hyde is motivated by revenge for his mother. in pic 1, we can see his mother clearly and tyler's eyes are focused on her.

but then, wednesday shows up behind him (pic 2), and the photo is out of focus immediately. tyler also looks up at wednesday instantly. then wednesday becomes the focus.

look, all i'm saying is. there's just something about how tyler's original intention (revenge) becomes out of focus as soon as wednesday enters his personal space.

i mean— yeah.

#wyler #weyler #wednesday x tyler #tyler galpin #tyler x wednesday #wednesday addams #wednesday netflix #wednesday series #wednesday 2022 #i’m sorry i’ve been deranged about them #they're my homicidal children #show: wednesday #character: tyler galpin #mabe makes a post

[monkee-mobile]

EVERYBODY LOOK AT MIKE’S STUPID DUMB KNEES

okay, move along

#the monkees #mike nesmith #michael nesmith #I love her so much #why does the top half of her look the same but the skinny little legs? i’m a mike tummy lover. it’s important #the wild hair of a woman who has just left her wife and children to follow a bunch #of hippies across california with the woman who is also leaving her husband for your squishy little baby faced ass #i’ve had this image in my possession for WEEKS i promise you this will not be the only time it is randomly posted #i call it ‘knees’ and at one point it wasn’t in my favorites folder for some reason #and I spent like an hour searching desperately for ‘knees’ and everyone i knew grew concerned #i hate being deranged #i love getting out all my little thoughts in the silly little tags but i’m sorry to anyone who reads them

[shitpostingkats]

Okay okay okay, since you are at the start of season 2. I need to ask something rq.

What do you think about Soulburner and Flame so far? Soulburner is my favorite personally from the entirety from Vrains, but I also love Flame. So I am very curious to hear what you think about them so far!! SORRY I AM JUST EXCITED GO HEAR PEOPLE'S OPINIONS OF STUFF I LIKE-

Excitement is always welcome in this house, bestie.

I'm having a BLAST with Soulburner, in exactly the way you sometimes look at characters that seems almost suspiciously tailor made to your character tastes. What do you MEAN he's a happy love filled shonen boy with fire and explosions???? AND he's an awkward socially blunt weirdo by day???? Who leaked the file of Spk's Favorite Character Types and decided to throw that into a blender????

LOOK AT THIS SCARF.

How much in-game currency do you think he paid for an animated accessory with a custom particle trail? I'm obsessed.

He's got such a good dynamic with Yusaku, both capable of laser focusing on the task at hand, but Theo does it in such a different font. The only bad thing I can say about him is that I am not capable of following the rapid fire flow of information that is Salamangreats, and my word association brain finds it very weird that the archetype has yet to show me a single salamander monster. What do you MEAN this isn't an archetype based on lizards???

(Literally my only complaint. I understand that it's silly but I really like lizards okay. Kagetokage was peak and I miss him every day. But I am coming around to salads.)

Flame is such a delight as well. Instead of the passionate idiot that you'd normally associate with Fire (Soulburner has that base covered), we've got this cool and collected british dude who you think has it put together until he opens his mouth and you realize he's a little bit insane actually. I just met a certain little green fella and am slowly coming to realize that all the ignis are just Like This. And it's GREAT. And totally makes sense for the weird road to personhood these lil guys had, but mostly I just love that they're all unhinged and slightly wrong in the head. Icons, the lot of them.

But most importantly, the thing that absolutely endears Flame and Soulburner to me is their dynamic together. Friend shaped cheerful shonen boy who just wants friends but also lights himself on fire on the reg, and his six inch tall little weirdguy whose snippy and sarcastic but gives friendship speeches to his human buddy because he openly shows that he would burn down the whole world for this guy. Just like Ai and Yusaku, they've got this ever-so-slightly-unhealthy trauma bond going on. (Which is great. Again, praise be to the writing that this show makes such a complicated dynamic come across even while not directly addressing it, just in little day-to-day conversations and incidental remarks.) But unlike the other two, they're also so openly affectionate and casually ride-or-die. They laugh at each others jokes! They gas up each others bits and have honest conversations! They're freaking besties and it's so funny when they're standing next to Mx. Yusaku "I have never learned what a normal healthy social interaction is in my life" Fujiki and Mr. A "I grew up on the internet and have a weird understanding of social norms so I just make jokes and think that constitutes a friendship" i.

I knew I'd love them when Theo sat down and tried to explain human social rituals to Flame through their shared special interest, I knew I ADORED them when Soulburner asked "Why are you acting like we're going to lose?" and Flame replied "For dramaaa~"

#the weird relationships between ignis and their counterpart lost children my freaking BELOVED #they're traumabonded they're kinda deranged they love each other so much they're soulmates they're weirdos #we meet Ai in the first season and we're like 'oh wow he's the black sheep of the family!' #and then we meet the other ignis and it turns out they're all like this #in their own special way #10/10 enterance in the series for Soulburner #it's hard to beat descending from the sky on a tornado of fire #though I do have a question. In flashbacks to like three months ago Theodore doesn't have glasses. #Did he just start needing them in the past few weeks or something #Did he have to get a script while in the middle of moving cities #or is he just nearsighted and doesn't wear them for reading #as a fellow glasses wearer this is deeply important to me #yugioh #vrains #spk watches vrains #yugioh vrains #ygo vrains #asks #answered asks #soulburner #theodore hamilton #flame vrains

[atopvisenyashill]

sorry i’m still annoyed but like we really think if ned would have seen robert hit lyanna with his own two eyes he wouldn’t have done anything. that’s what we’re saying. that’s really what we’re all saying that’s really-

#idk why people are incapable of talking about nedcat’s faults without going to the most deranged option possible #i think if lyanna was 16 and pregnant with Robert’s baby & wrote him a daella esque ‘pls come im scared’ #ned would go see what was UP. he’d Probably assume she misses their mother and would bring like. nan or someone to storm’s end #but come on. he abandons storm’s end to a starving & distraught stannis bc he thought she was still alive. #and people will be like ‘he’s an asshole to cersei’ u r ignoring the part where she fucked her brother & he thinks she murdered jon arryn. #THATS why he’s an asshole it’s very clear that the spousal abuse set off insane alarm bells in this man’s mind. #yeah it’s not enough to say stop a marriage between margaery and robert. #but if u think it’s not enough to go now what the fuck do you think you’re doing here robert if robert left a bruise on lya’s face #unserious. go reread the book. once again i’m accusing too many of you of being only children. #getting on my soap box #this post may self destruct if i feel bad enough about it later

[nejackdaw]

A collection of memes I made while rereading the Inkheart trilogy, of varying effort (incl. the inspirational quotes)

Inkspell 📜

For the life of me I can't find the exasperated lines from both of them that sparked this but this was the vibe (<- forgot to write it down)

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(Dustfinger) "'But I will not take a sword in my hand, if that's what you're hoping. You know I'm no good with such things.'" // (Mo) "And Mo felt a dragging sensation in his breast, as if his hatred had given birth to something, something that wanted to kill." // (Resa) "It was Mortola who taught her to hate." // (Farid) "'We can cut their throats before they make a sound. It will be easy!'" // (Meggie) "I hope you catch the plague here and drop dead like flies."

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"'There's a story... Roxanne knows it,' he said. '... Tell her I'm going to find out if the story is true.'"

❤️📜💀❤️📜💀❤️📜💀❤️📜💀

Inkdeath 💀

"Loving someone merely meant pain. Nothing but pain."

"'Write what you like,' replied Mo, cutting through the leather again. The bookbinder wouldn't feel the words."

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"It sounded as if his mother were breaking into small pieces... But he wanted to keep her... He wanted to go back to Ombra. That was his castle. He was frightened of his grandfather..." // "'Your grandfather has a son now. So his grandson doesn't count for much...'"

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He wished them all to hell. Orpheus and the Piper and his grandfather. He wanted to be like the Bluejay and the Black Prince--and then he'd kill them all. Every last one of them." // "He opened it, and Mo forgot to breathe. Pages soaked in blood. Jacopo was looking at him... Mo clutched the pencil in his fingers and opened the White Book."

"His mere name used to quicken her pulse, but now she hardly listened as he told her about his plans... Her heart leaped only when... Doria was suddenly standing there in front of her." (Girl if I had to play second fiddle to my bf he'd be gone too)

#inkheart #inkspell #inkdeath #think the last time i read them all i was in middle school. now here i am with a degree lol #i couldnt stop thinking about the inkheart movie now here i am again #anyway enjoy the memes like i enjoyed the reread #and also making the memes #please enjoy the dustfingers rough day one specifically its my baby #anyway i kept reading lines about jacopo to my roomie and wed both stare at each other and go 'DO IT. JACOPO.' #JACOPO. IGNORE ALL OUTSIDE DISTRACTIONS. REVEAL THE WHITE BOOK #also ignore the fact i used merida for that one meme idk any other redheaded children off the top of my head #you go you deranged little nine year old #ALSO s/o to 'i know little of killing but i could learn for you' get his ass dustfinger #theres a few more memes but tumblr cut me off on adding images so you get only the finest selection lol

[deus-ex-mona]

worming out of awkward conversations l i k e

#accidentally partially traumadumped on my coworker earlier auaaaaaa im so sorry #literally all she asked was ‘are you gonna be spending cny with your father?’ and cue the rant (sadge) #i didn’t really have to tell her that the dude tried to burn our apartment down during a certain rampage #(said fire was extinguished by my then-11 year old bro with water from the sink though. good boi) #the topic was successfully changed after that yeayyyyyy #but. m a n n n n . cny is not a good time for me lmfaooooo #i swear i have at least one bad memory for all of the years that i’ve gone housevisiting for the season #like there was that time when i，as a kindergartner，was deemed to be the cause of breaking apart the family’s bonds #over a can of cola at a reunion dinner bc i cried when my evil aunt scolded me for daring to want a drink other than water #i think my father still blames me for that to this very day lmfaoooooo #g o d. manifesting my hopes and dreams for that prick to not contact me this year im begginggggg #he’s. like. the one person i hate more than myself. 3rd place on my hatelist is his father ofc. no clue who 4th place would be though… #hmmmmm ok i think that’s enough traumadumping for one cny season lmao #tune in next year as i once again wonder what tf the name of one of my cousins is #bc despite how bonkers that side of the family is… i’m sure that the dude’s parents weren’t deranged enough to name their son ‘colour’— #his name is seriously one of my greatest unsolved mysteries. i mean. he has siblings with names like dylan and vivian/valerie/vanessa(?) #and yet everyone calls him something that sounds like ‘colour’. #like damn did his parents decide to skip giving just one of their children a first name or something? guess i’ll never know

[peppermintdaze]

FNAF Ruin has got my brain rotting so, I made an AU for it. (Spoilers ahead, obviously)

After Gregory, Freddy’s head, and Vanessa escape the Pizzaplex (after creating the M.X.E.S program) , the Glitchtrap Virus gets preserved in an V.A.N.N.I mask, of which Cassie is given by an unsuspecting Mask-Bot. When she puts it on she gets infected by the virus, but continues onward, despite a massive headache (which is the virus taking control of her.)

Gregory, who thought he could check up on the ‘thing’ that they sealed underneath the Pizzaplex on his own, doesn’t know what to do when he finds out the fact that she’s been corrupted by something that he doesn’t even know about. Cassie runs off, forcing Gregory to call Vanessa for backup and search for her, all while hoping she doesn’t release the thing in the basement.

The Mimic in this AU is fused with what remains of Glitchtrap/William Afton, which enables it to easily manipulate and command Cassie.

#fnaf ruin #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #cassie ruin #glitchtrap #glitchtrap virus #gregory fnaf #fnaf security breach #i am going insane #i am deranged #fnaf fanart #eat up my children #that don’t exist

[the-furies]

anyways i want Harry in fhe way that a little kid sees a bug and they want to keep it as a pet forever and ever. i want to stick that man in one of those shitty little plastic bug box things w the cheap netting on em that are shaped like a house. but also like i would absolutely just,

#pk;m electrochemistry🔴 #i can't finish this post i just remembered children exist on the internet. #ANYWAYS I'VE BEEN STANDING AROUND HAVING SPORTS TAPE PUT ALL OVER MY BODY im allowed to be Gently Deranged about a guy #ok! ok.

[ramblingoak]

WIP Tagging Game

Thank you to @sweatandwoe for calling me out tagging me, you're cruel the best I'm so sad happy we're friends xoxo

RULES: post the names of the files in your WIP folder (art, fics or both), regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! Tag as many people as you have WIPs.

(these aren't all of my wips but these are the ones with the most amount of work/ideas)

The Cardinal’s Bride

Mr. Casino’s Bride

Slutty but misunderstood yeehaw terzo (answered here)

What’s your emergency

Gym bro secondo

Secondo with hair and whisky (answered here)

Cardinal terzo because yeah (answered here)

Everyone is sick comfort fic

A petal for your thoughts (answered here)

The impera witch project (answered here)

A dark song (answered here)

World’s biggest frying pan (answered here)

Came back haunted

Gonna tag @kissingghouls @writingjourney @ghostchems @cynibuns @nocturnal-birb @namelessdrool But ya know if you see this feel free to share your wips, no matter what they are! I love to see them 💙💙

#it's a totally normal amount of wips #obviously the first one is the most important #but i have many children #and i love them all even if they're only one or two sentences #or a deranged thought from a discord chat #wip tag game #my fics #my writing

[noahsworld96]

"don't call your OC your cringefail rat son" what are you gonna do to stop me?

#he IS my son #my brain gave birth to him #my deranged children #andrew >>

[warriorfujoshi]

listen bud I agree that you can’t just call any old broad “mother” but I’ll use that word for a lady with a bad sense of judgement who absolutely should not be responsible for any kids whatsoever because sometimes a guy just wants his life turned upside down by a crazy dame yanno. like I’m laying my sword at her feet knowing three drinks in she’ll slice my head off with it intentionally or not. it’s about what you’re looking for in life.

#like not mother in the im erasing all of her character traits to make her my tradwifey way #but mother bc i admire derangement and mental illness in a woman #like I think axe murder and delusions are the values we should raise our children on

[fuyuesu]

oog yea baby swag

#melty doodles #melty art #melty ocs #enstarsposting #umeko shiina #what do i even have an art blog for anymore honestly . #for the poepel that missed my deranged ramblings: niki little sister who i made up ^_^ niki nd umeko both think theyre only children ^_^

[killzilla]

addicted to posting in the middle of the night.

RRRRRUMBLE AND FRENZYYYYYY

wanted to draw Soundwave's deranged children. [in reference to what Starscream called them.] haha.

#transformers #rumble #frenzy #maccadam #my art #soundwave's deranged children #humanformers

[idiosyncraticrednebula]

Trying to have a reasonable discussion with a r****m is a lost cause, specially on social media. They have already made up their minds about the world and how it affects them. They are immersed too deeply in that ideology due to years and years of trauma, disappointment and loss. It's gotten to the point that it has manifested in STRONG and DEEP hatred, anger and bitterness. This isn't easy to get rid of. The vast majority of them have actually been ingrained stuff like this since childhood because most came from either extremely rigid or chaotic households with all types of fucked up and toxic ideas being taught to them. This resulted in repressing or desperation, which led to them getting exploited and abused by others outside of their family. To be honest, they need to be re-born in order for them to truly abandon an ideology as twisted as r*****l f******m.

#txt #honestly we need to have a serious discussion about the type of shit we teach to our girls #they are an example of this but taken to an extreme. the vast majority came from ultra religious backgrounds #honestly we need to talk about the shit we teach to our children boys and girls. period #i do believe this is one of the reasons for the messed up shit we see today #but yeah i don't waste my time. it don't have the energy to deal with that much shit from them #i let them ramble on their own. most people think they are deranged and sick anyways and for a good reason #even if people understand where they are coming from they still consider them to be utterly insane #but that type of ideology leads you to become mentally unstable #i wouldn't want to be friends with a rf lol #i would become physically ill the moment she opens her mouth #they have an extremely negative aura around them. they are super hateful #all you can do is pray for them. they are spiritually sick. you have to be sick to be repeating what they said