#my child 😞

[kidovna]

thought about will byers yesterday and cried

#average Monday #but it hasn’t happened in a while so it actually surprised me #my child 😞 #byler #artovna #stranger things #will byers #mike wheeler #byler fanart #I haven’t had much motivation to draw anything for a while I’m hoping the pjo show tomorrow changes that

[pookiebearsnookumsalicent]

I want to stay optimistic, but I don't have much faith that the HOTD writers will go through with any of the messages in the Dance aside from misogyny. Obviously, misogyny plays a big role in the Dance because it is the means to and end for the Greens, but the way the show focuses on this to favor Rhaenyra's claim and rule and this sort of diminishes the complexity of the story. By making it so that one side rightful, righteous, chosen by some divine powers, etc., etc. and one side that is perverse and corrupted and only there for greed, it takes away from one of the most important lessons in the Dance: Targaryens are not a divine superior race that should be exempt from the rage of common men that suffer at the cost of them.

(Also, ik ambition was a major motivator for the Greens in the books, but the books didn't try to frame Rhaenyra's right to the throne as God-given)

You might have already guessed, but the part of the dance I anticipated the most was Targaryens who perceive themselves to be divine and superior take the realm to shit fighting over a throne that neither of them actually deserve. They fight at the cost of everything and lose everything for a throne that neither of them keep for long because they are both inadequate rulers that rely heavily on their respective councils. When they make decisions on their own, their nearly equal incompetence shows because Aegon's choices are emotional and stupid and Rhaenyra's are paranoid and stupid. These are the people that cause the death of the dragons.

It feels like the show is trying to appeal to those stans that bend over backwards to defend their fave tyrants and believe the throne is a rightful possession of the Targaryens.

#this is not me dismissing misogyny #i acknowledge that its important #i just think making rhaenyra a divinely chosen ruler that was unfairly usurped doesnt do the narrative any favors #this is one of those posts where you can tell which characters i favor😭 #alicent hightower #anti targaryen #team green #pro team green #most pro team green post ive made actually #aegon ii targaryen #targtowers #also aegon chose to usurp the throne for his and his familys life in the books #whereas he ran away in the show #and aegon was introduced to the story as a child rapist as per mushrooms tales?? #thats another post tho #i dont claim to be morally right btw #greens are my guilty pleasure😞 #especially my glorious emerald jade adamite malachite nephrite queen and pookie bear snookums

[lady-corrine]

“I remember collecting shells on this beach as a child. I had one made into a brooch for my mother.”

#my girls 💙 #they deserved more time together #i have so many hcs about their relationship #giving that rhaenyra was aemma's only living child #whom she canonically adored #i wish someone would write a fic on the two of them #rhaenyra's birth and her childhood and their relationship #aemma's death 😞 #aemma arryn #rhaenyra targaryen #asoiaf #fire and blood #hotd

[fizzytoo]

adrien and rua take amaya to meet rua's side of the family! rua's nephew, broderick, makes his introductions too!

#ts4 #ts4 gameplay #sims 4 gameplay #postcard legacy challenge #let it be known broderick's name was randomly generated #rua holding ama while he talks to his brother and dad 😞🫶🏽 so cute #adrien showing loren baby pictures and bragging about how smart she is 😤 “you wouldn’t believe how quick my ama learned to sit up” #both adrien and rua don’t cuss now that they have a kid. adrien never really cussed maybe he’d say fuck or shit but that’s rlly it #but you know who does cuss? ru’s brother makani. it’s a normal amount but to people who don’t cuss it’s like ‼️ #and it’s rubbed off on isabella (the toddler) whose new thing is cussing #that’s why she’s sitting on the couch pensively while adrien reads to her after getting in trouble 😭 #i’m so geeked rn bc i’m far enough in this legacy for my sims to have cousins !!! little amaya is gonna grow up alongside her cousins !! #imagine the sleepovers and the holidays 🥺 the closest cousin i have near my age is 3 years younger than me and we didn’t grow up near each #i rlly wanted them to adopt an older child (bc i don’t wanna play newborn-toddler stage 🧍🏽) maybe i’ll have them do that when ama’s a child #idk i’ll flip a coin to help me decide #sim: adrien herrera #sim: rua kamealoha #sim: amaya kamealoha #postcard: gen3 #queue

[omppupiiras]

being a käärijä fan sure is starting to feel like i'm living in a vihreet kuulat ad... I like them a normal amount but usually i would never really seek them out, but today i was absolutely craving them so i had to buy some.. lol even the packaging reminds you of one thing only doesn't it

#käärijä #as a child i thought eating them was fun bc peeling them apart was so satisfying #and it still is hehe #i wonder if there are any barbarians out there who don't do that just eat them as is... #i hope not if u do that we can't be friends 😞 #and yes my Käärijä record is wearing a santa hat what of it 🎅

[femmetay]

.

#my 25 year old cousin passed from leukemia #services are Sunday monday #not prepared but who ever is for this sort of thing #ive never known anyone to die young before #ive never had to comfort parents at a funeral #ive never had to say goodbye to someone i babysat as a child #where does all of this grief go #i think of my aunt and i feel like howling in pain #that is her son she spent day and night with in a hospital #im in shambles i just #everyone thinks soon you’ll get better and bigger than the whole sky are skips #you will thank god they exist in these instances #😞 #im so heartbroken #and in denial i just it doesn’t make sense

[simmingonthelow]

Mini Macha- Alisa

A: Guess who I am!

Macha: Ruby.

Rueben: Mach.

G and S: Mom!

Macha: What? No way.

Trying out the rig by @vyxated and I have to say I'm in loveeeeeee! aaaaaaaaaahhhh!

#sims 4 #ts4 render #ts4 blender #blender render #sims 4 simblr #oc:macha #oc:rueben #oc:alisa #Everyone else is laughing but Macha rn #she is sure that's not how she looks. she wrong 🤣 #this is Macha's first child and the only one that her spitting image #Everyone else looks mostly like Rueben 😞😒 #this rig is now my new favourite! I literally can't rn! Thank you vya

[229zmi]

i miss writing neo-pop

#the dynamic between reader + iwaizumi in neo-pop is my fav out of all my fics #plus the child food friends to lovers trope UGH. Man #childhood* #Sigh :( #there was so much more i coukd ve written #one day i will. go back to edit and add more to it 😞 #vy talks #can u tell im trying to fill up this tag #twas very Humbling when i checked it n the only thing there was isagi

[weepywhalewatcher]

ive either started my period or am having those pre period period cramps. gonna go find out brb

#i hate my uterus #stinky piece of shit organ #im aroace and a literal child i don't need ro be fertile #😞😠

[childe-spotted]

To those who read the tags of every Childe spotted post I post, may I pay for your therapy and dignity 😞

#childe not found! #guys u dont get it #I WANT HIM #I NEED HIM #GUYS OH MY GOD #😞 #ngl Childe has actually made me question my sexuality and #it’s concerning #💀

[manicpixiefelix]

Took a nap in the middle of the day and had the most bizarre series of dreams, some were in fact nightmares, HOWEVER Ollie and Felix were in the last one??? Felix Catton continues to be the most beautiful man I've ever seen in my conscious or unconscious life???? All I got was one of the best and most real feeling kisses I've ever had in a dream, and I'm so mad I woke up. :(

cannot escape Saltburn or the Felix/Reader/Oliver fantasies even while asleep it seems...

(my tags are for posterity lol sorry but if you wanna read the full dream go right ahead. I reached the tag limit but all that was left was essentially the main text of this post lol)

#i will say the early part of the dream was very different. i Was jason momoa for a while there. also a child. also maybe peacemaker #evan Peters as magneto was tearing apart school buses and children and also he fucked my (whoever i was as jason momoa) mom which i saw?? #then there was two of me (jason momoa)?? he also may have become peacemaker i might be misremembering. we were in the jungle #no metal so he wasnt a threat #except he was peacemaker and i (artie the writer in the body of jason momoa) am not a good fighter and he bullied me for it. womp womp #then we were saved by a tribe of superheroes who lived in the jungle and were definitely pitting us against each other #but i wasnt Jason momoa anymore except i was when i was swinging through the jungle like george of the jungle #but i was me when i got to the beach and started swimming and hunting for food and shoving every random piece of food into my mouth #except the eel which i was told i had to cook 😞 #cooked the eel over a tealight at the beach camp/tribe which i was apparently part of even though i was meant to have been with the forest #also spoke to some irl collegues from the festivals i worked at last year and aparently as an 'initiate' to the tribe i and the others #have to find a place to sleep in the open #also that theres some kind of game???? some weird game that happens with the forest tribe initiates???? like hide and seek #and we on the beach only have a set time to prepare #immediately me and the rest of the beach initiates are like Get Fukt were not sleeping on the sand and gravitate towards #the weird warehouse based playground?? that was there for some reason?? and had so many security cameras??? what was my mind doing honestly #its under cover but the two other initiates im close to now dont feel like its secure enough to not be found #also the hide and seek aspect now has sinister undertones for those doing the hiding it seems. its more nightmare again #im a very awkward person irl with touch (its the autism lol) so it was big of me to hold hands with this dude #because we were running out of time to hide and i was afraiddddd #for the record i shouldnt have been lmfao #ANYWAYS idk when or who gives me the tip that i should hide on the other side of these weird black bed frame situations #but im assured by a girl i went to uni with (maddy i lov u thanks for cameoing in my dream???) that it works??? #so im squeezed up in the corner behind this loft bedframe and it turns out the hiders can see like it's a sunny daytime #seekers are going around in the dark #makes it much less spooky #also it means i just got to watch fi and ollie (and others) being hot and essentially hunting people down #(hm do i have a thing for predator/prey dynamics??? that's future arties problem to think about) #the point is fi and ollie find my friend maddy #who is just in front of me but i duck out of their grasp consistently but they're weirdly persistent so much that even maddy comments on it

[runelocked]

CHRIST, SHE REALLY WAS NOTHING MORE THAN A HEADACHE. Irate, William stares down at her, the monster under every child’s bed, writ large — unimpressed by the sobs and pleas. The girl is pathetic to him. Frozen in place, curled up, begging to the mascot most found endearing — oh, if only they knew the truth about it!

“Kill you?” He repeats, glancing down at his knife. It gleams dully, commiserating what is to come: it only sets his resolve in concrete. “Oh, no, no, I’m not going to kill you. I’m your best friend, Spring Bonnie!” The accent, the theatrics, the character… it’s all so easy to slip into. Like wearing a coat. It’s unnerving to most, but William has always been at home behind a mask. He’s in his element here. “Say, you’re not frightened of me, are you? Why don’t you come here — let me give you a big high five to cheer you up!”

And he advances: chuckling to himself at his own antics, oh, William, that’s good: makes this whole experimenting thing a little less boring. With surprising speed for the weight of his suit, he is bending down to grab hold of her leg, yank her a little closer to him. The knife in his hand slices into her as he does so: an accident, but he hadn’t exactly been trying to be careful. “Whoops! I suppose even Bonnie can be clumsy. Let’s get you all cheered up.”

CONTINUED. / @curseofbreadbear

#(( sorry i think this is the craziest thing i’ve ever written 😭😞 i feel so BAD for her holy shit. oh my god )) #(ii) man behind the slaughter — roleplay thread. #(oii) original universe: petrichor #(oxo) worst mistake yet: cassidy & william. #a; curseofbreadbear #okay now for every tag ever #tw child abuse #tw abuse #tw injury #tw horror #tw mental instability #tw dark themes #tw experimentation #tw human experimentation #tw child harm #tw child trauma #tw dark #ask to tag. #tw weapon

[paper-star-ships]

Okay my hair was funny yesterday but now it’s today and I have to go to church with my family

#pdf.chatterbox #hNNG #my church is not one of judge mental people they’re all lovely to clarify #but my hair 😞😞😞 #it does not look great #it doesn’t look to bad either to be fair #again it’s just too short for my face and it’s been so long since I had my hair this length that I feel like I look like a child

[enden-k]

anw my aether nendo (christmas gift for flatmate) and my genshin art book finally came in after delay and i was lit standing there freshly thrown out of bed, barefoot and in sleepwear in the rain, one giant package under one arm, my cat under the other like🧍‍♂️

i need that one more hour im missing rn but i skimmed through the book for a bit to look for my babygirls and can show later (unless im drowning in band aus zl booba later and forget)

#my cat played w my outside shoes apparently bv they werent at entrance so i had to sprint outside like that 😔 #she was doing some chaos earlier in my room until i had to wrestle her and she napped w me for a good time until door woke us 😞 #i feel like a tired dad #and shes my demon child (only in fhe mornings now that i dont stand up at 5 anymore) #personal #tbd

[monocaelia]

it pains me knowing childe WOULD have a bigger ass and chest than i do because he actively works out ,,,,

#didi talks #don’t look at his in game model LMAOO #it’s not my fault genshin is afraid of making characters beefy #he walks into a room and his ass walks in five min after 😞 #beefy childe…….. #his bicep would be too big for my hands to wrap around it #that’s how beefy he is in my heart

[mcnuggyy]

how is it that my parents manage to guilt trip me into letting them borrow more and more money from me as soon as I make progress towards my saving goals… like man…. I know they’re pretty good about paying me back but I can’t help but feel like I’m just constantly going to be trapped in this back and forth forever and never be able to leave this house… man…..

#callate guero #:-( #sigh #it’s complicating I won’t get into it #and I know they need it but ough #i finally reached my next milestone and just like that I lost half of my savings because of poor planning and decisions on my DADS part #anyways #i hope it’s worth And god really does give back in double because wow do I need a miracle to ever leave this house 😞 #growing up in an abusive household where your parents are still nice to you enough some of the times where you feel guilty for not giving #them what they need and knowing it’s complicating because your poor and the abuse was cultural but you know you’re well within your right to #still hate them especially after the threats they made towards you at 15 but also they made a 180 and support you now even if they don’t #understand but also they’ve never apologized for the physical and emotional abuse of the past and it’s weird and complicating and also they #have given up so much just being in this country for you risking it fucking all but also you know you will never ever ever be able to be #your true self around them without fear or judgement or worse #if ur a child of immigrants who grew up w a shit ton of generational trauma and an abusive conservative household raise ur hand <3 #bonus points if everyone makes excuses for their behavior because it’s ‘cultural’ yippieeee