#oc:macha

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There's something about being alone that disturbs me. Sometimes the past gives this crushing feeling that creeps up on me on the few times I'm alone......

It feels very real, even though I know it isn't. Like all my scars have re-opened, feeling deeper that they have felt before.

I fall back into the desperation I felt. The overwhelming feeling of loss.

The pain of sacrifice. It's more intense than the last time I felt it. Why does it feel so much. Worse.

Sucking me deeper into the depths of depression. Making me wonder why I still choose to feel......

I silently become overwhelmed. Hoping that it would all just stop, but I'm too scared to say out loud. It is..... It.......Is.......

Forced out by familiar sounds....familiar touch....It slowly fades away. And I come back to the present.....

Part 2

#sims 4 #ts4 simblr #sims 4 edit #ts4 blender #blender render #oc:macha #oc lore #moments #macha's moments #so I'm sure my editing has gotten better even though im being lazy about learning #when i tell you it took me forever to do this 😖 cause my brain wasn't braining #luckily I had my besties brains braining for me 🥺💖 ILY

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OC evolution tag

choose an oc and show the progress of the earliest to latest version of them

Thanks again to Salem for the tag!

With Macha Wording!

2022

2023

2024

I"ll tag @citylighten,@crsentfairy, @lowvintagesims, @m0ckest,@bibliosims, @wildmeadowsims, @bnt0 and who ever see this! 😁❤

#sims4 #tag game #oc:macha #wanted to do Macha but i have limited appropriate pictures in game pic of her apparently! it must be a sign to play with her more this year #2023 was really her year for rendering for sure! #It's NEED to render her again! 😤😩 #the 2021 Macha had a really short face. Over the years i did make it longer along with other things

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Macha Wording, Vampire Queen

~I don't need to be invited in. I go where I please.

Inspired by @sim4areason plumbob fun!

poses (slightly edited) by @helgatisha

chair by @strangestorytellersims

#plumbob fun #sims 4 #ts4 blender #sims 4 render #blender #thanks to all the other cc creators! #oc:macha #my bby macha #macha wording #took me forever and i nearly gave up on it! #my FAVOURITE vampire since 2021 #it's actually amazing how far we've come since that time #i dunno if she changed over time but my love for her never did! 😖💘 #love her to bits #these are not as clear as i had wanted but i've given up on that tbh

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In this gothic underground city We all sin If I bring a couple rounds with me Then we all win I came back and brought the crown with me The king's den Break your nexus and your neck 'cause Everybody's on your head

Photos used under the cut

#sims 4 #sims 4 blender #sims 4 render #blender render #ts4 edit #ts4 simblr #oc:macha #I'm literally fangirling right now #also wishing I was better at editing #inspired by jjk opening with Yuji and Sukuna but my skill level is waaaay too low to make it look like that #take this gem anyways 🥴 #also took inspo from the vamp cas change as well! #the mommy energy is HEAVY right now 😩 #I a moment like 20 times making this i had to pause cause staring at Macha was too much for me #going in a corner to giggle now 👁👄👁 #tw video #tw blood

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All of the Barbies is bad It girls and we ain't playin' tag

Poses by @cowplant-ate-my-sim (top 2) and @simmerika (bot 2)

#sims 4 #ts4 simblr #ts4 #simblr #the sims 4 #ts4 render #blender render #blender #my bby macha #oc:macha #macha wording #i'm literally in love with this outfit on her #Alisa asked her mom to wear pink instead of black and all she got was stink eye from Macha 😪🤣 #thank you to all the creators that made this render possible #this is one of my favourite ea hairstyles. It's just *muah* chef's kiss #this is kinda an older version of Macha before i updated her i think so her face may be slightly different #its cause my sim rigs are giving me hell and i still dunno why so this may be the last time i render my sweet 😭 #my game's been glitchy for a while and now my sims rigs are giving me ass but anyways look at my babyyyyy🥺💖 #i accidentally ripped her with nails on and her gloves but i actually found i work around that i read about last year and i'm glad it worke

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Nighttime strolls in Autumn 🍂

poses by @simsxen

#oc:rueben #oc:macha #sims 4 #ts4 simblr #sims 4 render #blender #blender render #sims 4 simblr #staring at my sims being boo'd up and thinking #who and me? #who and I???? #Macha loves herself a soft boi! and Rueben is literally that! #Macha is his permanent hairdresser! #thanks to all the cc creators! #and to the scene creator!

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Macha's (left) Tribute to the late Medan (right)!🥺😭

Part 1

#I have not self control sooooo here's the other part! #sims 4 #sims 4 render #ts4 #oc:macha #makeup done by youngest grandbabies! #Medan give off such a warm vibe #the kids put on Macha's flower crow like that 😭 #this was a very emotional costume choice #The way i took these makes it look like Medan's taller but its actually the opposite 💀 #thanks to all the cc creators!

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"You Are My Eternity"

~Macha Wording

Poses (slightly maybe edited) by @rebouks (top 3), @hannahssimblr (mid 2), and @lonerswhimsie (bottom 1).

#ts4 #sims 4 #the sims 4 #sims 4 render #blender #ts4 simblr #render #ts4 blender #ts4 render #rueben wording #macha wording #my vampire bbies #oc:macha #oc:rueben #Thanking the creators (pose and scene) for making this render possible! 🥺💖 #i haven't rendered something in a hot minute! #It has become their routine after a date to spend time in the cemetery away from the rest if their responsibilities #Macha's always got royal tea to spill when they're there #and Rueben's always up for gossip in the cemetery #All that matters is that he spends time with his beloved #Macha call's him Ruby because his eye color on occasion is fully red #his eyes are actually red (inner) and purple (outer) #you can see it in my pfp which features their last child #thank you to all the creators

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Back to reality again. Engulfed in the warmth of my loved ones...the once anxious me gone, hopefully forever.

Looking towards the present with the people that pulled me through my past.

And the ones created from the peace I found with the one I love.

and the one's they too have given me. It brings this feeling of fullness that I never thought I'd be able to feel. Giving me the will to keep feeling the joys that pile up.

If I could shed endless tears I would. The sad past is outweighed by my happy present and maybe even a happier future.

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The past isn't forgotten but I feel lighter knowing that I've come this far.....Farther than I though we would.............

Part 1

#sims 4 #ts4 simblr #ts4 blender #sims 4 edit #oc:macha #oc lore #moments #macha's moments #listen if you see any problem....don't tell me cause I don't! #I finally got to do something like this and it's even better that it's for my baby macha 🥺 #fun fact: the two people at the back and the two kids in front are the oldest daughter #Alisa's kids #the infant's in her dad's arms #and the last child (on the chair arm) is a happy uncle of many #Also fun fact: Pretty lady with that bomb fro is Macha's little sister who happens to be human #this render only includes immediate blood relatives #mind you #ngl i almost cried #mostly because its macha and also because I took a while to finish this and i ran into stumps on the way but thanks to my friends #I got through it 🥺💖 #these pic are kinda low quality but.....why am I still talking 😭

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JOJO POSE!

A lil quick render cause why not!

pose by @nsves

#sims 4 #ts4 simblr #simblr #render #blender render #I know its not a jojo pose but my sister came out and asked if i was doing jojo poses and the song popped into my head #oc:macha #oc:rueben #my sim rigs are still not rigging but i found a workaround so these renders are to celebrate that! #ik its not the best but ........*switch on stereo* JOJO POSE! POSE! POSE!

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—OCS as OBSCURE ASSOCIATIONS

with Macha!

@lilypixels tagged me! Thank youuuuu !🥺

ANIMAL: Panda

COLORS: black, purple (pink on the inside of these)

MONTH: May

SONGS: Playground (arcane soundtrack), Get on your knees Nicki Minaj ft Ariana, Dandelions Ruth B, Princess Diana Nicki, Pressed Cardi B, Waking up Dreaming Shania Twain

NUMBER: 3

PLANTS: Orchids, Pansies

SMELLS: Lavender, peppermint...death

GEMSTONE: Pearl

TIME OF DAY: Late afternoon....sunset/dusk

SEASON: Winter

PLACES: Old Castles overgrown by plants

FOOD: Filled Donut

DRINKS: Milkshakes

ELEMENT: Earth

ASTROLOGICAL SIGNS: Taurus

SEASONINGS: Paprika, thyme

SKY: Clear and star filled

WEATHER: Do it matter she's dead.....ehem I mean cold afternoon

MAGICAL POWER: Mind reading

WEAPONS: Double sided spear

SOCIAL MEDIA: Tumblr?

MAKEUP PRODUCT: Foundation

CANDY: Peppermint meringue cookies

METHOD OF LONG DISTANCE TRAVEL: Car

ART STYLE: Realism

FEAR: Loss

MYTHOLOGICAL CREATURE: eheheh Vampire 🥴😤

PIECE OF STATIONARY: Hole puncher

THREE EMOJIS: 😐🤦🏿‍♀️🏇🏿

CELESTIAL BODY: Moon

I'll tag @coatedinhoney, @moonfromearth, @blackskorpi0n, @emzchaos, @crsentfairy and whoever sees this!

#oc:macha #the way i was giggling and doing this!

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Inner me!

ft Macha Wording

You all know what Macha looks like on the outside. Deep down (maybe really deep, deep down) this is what she'd look like....if only😪

#sims 4 #ts4 simblr #ts4 #ts4 edit #sims 4 edit #oc:macha #macha wording #Macha 'd never actually wear this tho #she's not trying to look sweet #Macha's doesn't want anybody trying to run one by her so she at least has to look unapproachable #She doesn't really do much other hairstyles (It's always her daughter doing that for her ) cause her Locs carry a special meaning for her #but her daughter is always talking about how long and luscious Macha's hair would be in a silk press #outfit #courtesy of her daughter's wardrobe cause Alisa's always trying to get Macha caught up with the times. #courtesy of her daughter's wardrobe cause Alisa'a always trying to get Macha caught up with the times. #Yes #the quality is meh at best (you don't even have to click it 🤡💀) but I still love it! #it'll been a while since i've made an edit in this format #sooooo it was fun to do one again! #the pink and purple are her favourite colors just so uk!

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Mini Macha- Alisa

A: Guess who I am!

Macha: Ruby.

Rueben: Mach.

G and S: Mom!

Macha: What? No way.

Trying out the rig by @vyxated and I have to say I'm in loveeeeeee! aaaaaaaaaahhhh!

#sims 4 #ts4 render #ts4 blender #blender render #sims 4 simblr #oc:macha #oc:rueben #oc:alisa #Everyone else is laughing but Macha rn #she is sure that's not how she looks. she wrong 🤣 #this is Macha's first child and the only one that her spitting image #Everyone else looks mostly like Rueben 😞😒 #this rig is now my new favourite! I literally can't rn! Thank you vya

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Tagged by myself cause why not 🥺.

Share a random line of text from your current WIP or a line or two of dialogue from one of your characters. Do not give any explanation or context, and see what your followers think. Then, tag a few friends to keep the randomness going!

(I'm sorry I can't follow instructions 🥺😭🙃 but I'll do more that that here)

1.

James: "You can afford all this?!"

Rueben: "You're the only broke one here, James"

James: "Ah, Ouch?"

Macha: "Take whatever you like Jamie"

2.

Macha: "If your father could feel, he'd be as disgusted as I am right now. Go to bed".

I wanna tag @void-imp, @lilypixels, @liliumsims, @neriney, @nightlifeseries, @blackskorpi0n, @coatedinhoney and anyone else that sees this!

#ts4 txt #oc game #oc:macha #oc:rueben #i feel kinda bad not including everybody in my tags. the truth is o only remember who I've seen (anywhere for that matter) recently #I want you all to know that I still love yew! #James is Macha and Rueben's Grandchild just so uk

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look at them being soooooo cute!!!!

#ts4 simblr #sims 4 #sims 4 gameplay #ts4 #oc:macha #oc:rueben #my ocs #me and who??? 🥺😭😭😩😭😩💘

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Making Appearances!

with Macha

And her first Born,

Alisa

#sims 4 #ts4 simblr #ts4 screenshots #sims 4 lookbook #sims4 edit #showusyoursims #oc:macha #oc:alisa #yes these are kinda low quality but alas i have hit a brick in my save #and it's driving me to tears #soooo i did this instead! #as a contrast to her mother #Macha's not one to accept invitations from just anyone #Alisa #the first 2 event were hosted strictly by close friends of Macha #while the last was her own