#my body and me are enemies

[tardis--dreams]

I finally received some positive news ♡ my corona test is the only thing not negative about me rn

#wonderful ♡ #where did i catch it? #probably my neighbors #who live in the same house #or my mother is infected but has no symptoms #i literally don't leave my house otherwise lol #except for that doctor's appointment last week #and ok #i went to a supermarket once in the last 3 (4?) weeks #AND I ALWAYS WEAR MY FUCKING MASK #but ok #this is just a fun thing we do these days #my body and me are enemies #I'll have to ask my friend if she can pick up my thesis from the printing service and drop it off at the exam office #i hate it #anyway #fun times

[melatien]

tiny yoichi (unwillingly) lures out soldiers by being his helplessness little self so his brother can strike

#bases are the most reliable way to find food afo found! #yoichi is crying bcuz he pitys them <3 #not because hes nervous #im gonna be honest i made this idea up on the spot when drawing this #pewdiepies new art video awakened something in me I NEEDED TO REMIND MYSELF I CAN STIL DRAW BANGERS TOO #i didnt disappoint myself!!!! competitiveness is my enemy and my bestie literally #anyways his right eye was an absolute horrendous nightmare to draw it was going so well until i did the hair then it ruined the eye #i actually thought yoichi was wearing shoes at this age but then i looked back at those chapters and realised yoichi was shoeless #WITH ONLY A BANDAGE ON HIS FOOT??!?!!?!? agony #can yoichi not make me wish he had something good in life for ONE SECOND #think of this as like how he responded to afo killing those people that (presumably) beat yoichi up beforehand #we dont know if hes crying because his brother is killing or if he was crying before being 'saved' #ill try do some fluff art soon ive been really interested in body horror related art lately so i wanted to play around!!! #i have a BUNCH of ideas written down ive yet to do #i just keep doing whatever i feel like #i am the master of ignoring the instructions and winging it #mha #my art #yoichi shigaraki #one for all #my hero academia #first ofa user #shigaraki yoichi #mha yoichi #tiny yoichi #tiny yoichi in his shabby little clothes #ive actually been dying to draw tiny yoichi again but KIDS ARE SO HARD TO DRAW!!!!! #i had an art moment though #HALLEJUHAH #art gods had my back fr

[vynnyal]

Some rw stuff

#rain world #art #rivulet #artificer #hunter #moon #nsh #First one is based on some ship art we found #Second one is discord #Third one is for a shitpost I can't share cuz it's the b*tchy b*mbos one and it's doesn't vibe with my blog #Fourth one is me (dead and trying to explain the revivify mod) my friend's gf (alive and trying to revive with really bad lag) #And my friend (also dead and getting revived) #We were all arti and in subterranean #We- the two significantly more experienced players- died in this huge war trying to escape a pipe #So she's trying to get at least one of us alive to save her but while she's struggling #More and more enemies and scavs are trying to get thru this pipe #So there's this absolute pile of bodies surrounding us and it just keeps getting larger while the enemies fight #She eventually died to a scav that somehow got thru #Last one I don't even remember

[hrokkall]

ULTRATOBER DAY 15 /// SISYPHEAN INSURRECTIONIST

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#ID In alt #Ultrakill #Ultratober #Ultratober 2023 #ultrakill V1 #V1 Ultrakill #Sisyphean Insurrectionist #CW: #Blood #Body horror #Fun fact this is the second version of this. I did two versions despite the fact that this is the most headache-inducing enemy for me #Thank you to my friends for staying on call while I fumbled around with these sketches and made terrible jokes #V1 is in both of them because I wanted to draw it too. Peace and love #Anyway TOMORROW IS FERRYMAN DAY LET'S GOOOOOOOOOOOOO #Hrokkall sketch

[tennessoui]

me thinking about what couples counseling question i want to have them answer at the end of this chapter that shows their deeply fucked up relationship hehe

#couples counseling au #obikin #couples counseling questionnaire: has your partner ever crossed a boundary of yours? how did that make you feel? #these unhealthy idiots: what's a boundary. #space google: oh like a line in the sand #obikin: oh! ok. once he crossed an enemy's line to pick up my half dead body and haul me to safety that made me feel all warm and good #is that anything #couples counselor reading these answers: oh my god we were genuinely saved by the most codependent stupidest fucks in the whole galaxy

[superbug06]

The colleagues are at it again..!

#Predisaster #Medkit #Subspace #Phighting #roblox #phighting fanart #this is not ship art THEY ARE MORTAL ENEMIES #my rendering style can be likened to that of a low quality gif /hj #sorry if the their body cutoff in the art is a little weird #I literally cannot do anything past the chest area #me and my liquid style that morphs to fit its container #that being Phighting #The rosette pen is underrated

[instantpansies]

crowdsourcing a 200k @hellsite-hall-of-fame x perry the platypus fanfic: part 4

sorry for this one guys

as with the ship names poll, i'll be taking suggestions after this poll is over. remember that whatever you choose will be written into a fic that is, i hope, Crack Treated Seriously - you, voters, could change the course of The Fic.

#enemies to lovers angst hurt no comfort 200k hellsite hall of fame x perry the platypus #the fic #summoning every bone of Wattpad 12-Year-Old “1D x reader” Author in my body for this #i hope it's worth it #ebony dark'ness dementia raven way be with me now #fanfic #writing #fic polls #tumblr polls #perry the platypus #phineas and ferb

[deus-ex-mona]

love it when the salty sillies make similar poses♡

#(yes mona bazooka and bow yujiro were just excuses to have them aim at each other) #love them as friends; love them as enemies to lovers; especially love them as sworn enemies over a freakin’ cd #ngl i want them to sing a duet together just bc it’d be funny #never forget the yujiro-mona monaraji bc it changed me for the ✨worse✨ #‘my favourite song is motto ichigo au lait. because i like strawberry au lait.’ #‘this is why you’re friendless’ ‘no u. and girl pls i have aizo. i’m not friendless >:(‘ #i’m still very amused that mona’s 2cm taller than him though byebye yujiro’s height advantage~~~~~~~ #染BODY ONCE TOLD ME—

[profoundmakerdreamerss-blog]

I love chocolate but my body hates it; but will it stop me from consuming it? No.

#guess who's having a heartburn #but its fine #it gives me happiness #my body and chocolate: enemies to lover #but doesn't have a happy ending tho 😭

[hella1975]

i need to read more books and annotate in the margins i need to write more i need to buy jeans that fit me i need to eat more fruit i need to buy good quality headphones i need to get a skincare routine i need to talk to my friends more i need to wash my hair i need to stop treating this inhabitation as a curse. i am tired of punishing the body that has fought me for survival every day for years. i deserve little treats as regularly as possible !!

#more money would also be good but! we are working on it <3 this is a team effort im bored of being in a perpetual bar fight with myself #like sorry i havent answered my texts in months or barely sustain personal hygeine but that bitch (points at mirror) chucked a drink at me #it's okay tho we are in our enemies to lovers arc #just had a really vivid sudden 'i am in this body' moment and let me TELL you when you spend 90% of the time feeling a very #set seperation between your emotional self and physical self that is INCREDIBLY fucking jarring lmao. like oh this is me #the freckles on my fingers are just as much me as my years long loyalty to specifically prawn cocktail pringles. okay #that's cool. cool cool cool that's so cool so everything that's happened to me physically is still me okay cool #coooool cool cool. super cool btw. very angry for myself rn which never happens i normally just get angry at myself #LIKE THIS IS MY BODY! WHY DO I HAVE TO DRINK IT INTO BED AND HURT IT FOR NO REASON! WHY DO I LET PEOPLE GET AWAY WITH SO MUCH! #'i'll take care of you it's rotten work especially to me especially if it's you i'll do it but christ alive' except it's me and my body #like yeah im not happy about it bossman but we're stuck together. let's get you some nice clothes

[saitamastamaticsoup]

Okay so ok there’s the whole demons speaking every language automatically so you can’t insult them in like Spanish or anything BUT I only see white languages present would they understand like French creole or know the differences between Trinidadian patois and Jamaican patois?👀 or would they be completely stumped bc I really doubt satan would understand what my grandma is saying and even then a heavy accent? Yeah no google translate ain’t saving them😂

#Solomon is Jamaican for this reason only #my fav white man #and he’s now my mortal enemy on principal #😔sorry king I can’t betray my people like that #if you’re Trinidadian you will understand #obey me x reader #omswd x reader #obey me shall we date #obey me x black reader #Lucifer x black reader #diavolo obey me #mammon obey me #ik dia and mams might understand but culturally they are stumped #Simeon can be apart if the cool kids club as a treat #mayhaps Luke bc a little white baby yelling in patois would he hilarious especially in the kitchen #barbatos understands tone and body language so he’s fine most of the time #x black reader #obey me x mc #demon brothers

[inkxolotl]

rough painting of Hiiragi Alice!!

#alice hiiragi #me feeling the will of rebellion leave my body when the enemy is alice hiiragi #persona 5 strikers

[stewykablooey]

dont ask me what this is

#cant watch the new ep till i finish my work but instead of finishing my work im doing this and thats why im my own worst enemy #anyway it is just rlly funny to me that kendall looks at stewy when he says daddy #turns his whole body towards him just to say the word daddy #get it together dude #kenstewy #video #m

[ardenrosegarden]

Gavin, I promised you a Christian burial but you must understand. The rats would not stop coming! They swarmed your body. Their teeth. Their claws… they would not stop.

I did what our ancestors did when faced with unclean things: burnt them and I burnt what was left of you to stop them coming again.

If you've made it to heaven, please forgive me.

I remain down here in hell with that demon. It will come for me again soon. I know it. I'm going to do as you suggested before you died… make for the pillbox.

Please, if you're up there, watch over me.

#amnesia the bunker #one of my fav notes from the game. gives me a new layer of clinical depression and kind of makes me go insane 👍 #you: would you still love me if I was a worm? #me: if I died of my wounds in your bed would you burn what's left of my mortal shell to keep vermin from disturbing my body #while you sought solace via suicide by enemy sniper rifle? #shakespeareomnibus #amnesia

[leezuhh]

it's crazy to me that there are people out there who still think that media and fiction do not affect how people think at all

#like that whole 'does fiction affect reality?' debate is so stupid to me cuz it's like #i mean just think about it for a second. what is propaganda? what did jaws do for people's perceptions of sharks? #i think studying the effect that popular media and fiction has on people in real life is really interesting #and it's crazy to me that there are people on the internet who think that it genuinely doesn't #like umm shoutout vit sisler for his paper 'digital arabs' i just read it for my game studies class and it's super interesting #about like orientalization how western shooter games' usage of middle eastern/muslim stereotypes as enemies created both a negative - #- stereotype for people who arent in that group and how it negatively affects the mental health and self-image of the people who are #also shoutout stuart hall and richard dyer they're really cool people and also have some super interesting papers on how representation - #- in media affects people's IRL perceptions of certain groups #i know online this focus tends to lean on that whole shipping discussion but i think it's more worthwhile to look at it on a wider scale #because 'does fiction affect reality?' is not just a 'fandom ship war' discussion it's like. the basis for many fields of study #anyways umm #liza post #actually this is more like a #liza ramble #i love tumblr bc i can write a one sentence post and put my body paragraphs in the tags #it's really late and i am tired ‼️ i wish i could be more concise i just adore my game studies class and visual culture studies in general

[icewindandboringhorror]

sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:

thing that I already do

thing I have tried 10 times

thing I already do

thing that I don't have the money to do

thing I already do

thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail

thing that is impossible given my situation

thing that doesn't apply to me

thing that I already do

thing I have already tried

hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently

thing I have already done

#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things #out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever #all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever #or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc. #especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple #and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already #done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and #all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you. #who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3 #my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster #talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo #I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache #or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop #e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all #sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef #t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of #way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I #think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i #gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!' #like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant #mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain #or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right #now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like #most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once #that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY #Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth