#my attempt at being aesthetic

[hawthornesbiggestfan]

you fell hard, i thought “good riddance”

˚ ༘ ೀ⋆｡˚ NAKAIRA [call me whatever]

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about me;

15th of feb | southeast asian | minor | INTJ | i heart pink | strawberry flavoured and scented things are my mwah | i love collecting mutuals | music music music | i tend to forgive the most hated characters in every fandom | i write in my free time | i speak only two languages | i try my best to be a positive person | on the path of self love𑁤

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you can talk to me about;

music!

mitski, gracie abrams, taylor swift, olivia rodrigo, conan gray, sleeping at last, laufey𑁤

books!

the inheritance games, agggtm, six of crows, the naturals, better than the movies, tfota, the naturals, sge, five survive, the gilded wolves, kings of sins, dreamland billionaires, check and mate, shatter me𑁤

shows!

baby, hilda, eah, anne w an e, gilmore girls, heartbreak high, carmen sandiego, aot, one of us is lying, spinning out, shadow n bone𑁤

movies!

book of life, charlie's angels, little women, pride n prejudice, knives out, enola holmes, the silent voice, marvel movies, spider man: itsv, twilight, the half of it𑁤

others!

hamilton, podcasts, crushes, ships, life, unpopular opinions, the folklore teenage love triangle, writing related stuff, siblings, second chance romance, fashion, trends, literally anything𑁤

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you should know;

𐙚 this is a secondary account for @lilnazx , which means i can only like, follow and send asks through that account. you are NOT required to follow that account back if it follows you, cz that just means that its actually me.

𐙚 my user on wp is @/libraryofnkr

𐙚 you can talk to me anytime, even if we barely interact! i love hving new ppl to talk to

𐙚 safe place for ANY opinions on books, even if its barely said. (no alisa hate though because ill go feral)

𐙚 free palestine! always and forever 🍉

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#did i do this right? #i feel like an idiot #my attempt at being aesthetic #introductory post #this feels awkward #yay? i guess? #finding friends

[icedb1ackcoffee]

Ecologist!Reader aesthetic | Corrupted by Design | Feyd-Rautha x Reader

You stood out compared to the Harkonnens, in more ways than just one. You wore loose clothing: rich brown pants or skirts and deep greens tied around your torso and arms, sometimes flashes of red or blue—all washed out under any sunlight. You carried with you strange jars and herbs, your dark, sunblocking glasses atop your head if not perched on your nose, your waist satchel stuffed with samples—you must have looked completely alien to their more minimalist sensibilities. “You dress oddly for someone from the Imperium,” one of your workers remarked. “Is it your goal to one day turn into a plant, and not just look like one?”

Corrupted by Design (Rated E)

#I know I said I tried to make reader nondescript but when I write these pictures are very inspiring for me! #i probably have like 500 pins on my pinterest board for this story #feyd rautha x reader #dune fic #dark fic #feyd rautha x you #feyd rautha x oc #feyd x reader #please excuse my half-assed attempt at making this collage ‘aesthetic’ I have no idea what I’m doing #the other pictures i used for my headers were b&w and made it difficult to see the colors of the clothing #so here is me being extremely self indulgent lol #idk i just really like the idea of the imperial ecologist!reader being so warm and full of life #compared to the very wild and intense Feyd #i think about this way too much in case that wasn't extremely obvious 😭 lmao #me shouting into the void basically #none of these images belongs to me #corrupted by design

[volitioncheck]

i think i wouldn’t hate disco elysium’s collage mode nearly as much if it weren’t for 1) the way that it was marketed in such a tasteless, soulless manner, let alone the fact that it was a last ditch distraction from a dead on its feet studio piloted by dumbass thieving execs and released on the day of the court declaration, and 2) those dumbass fucking stickers

like if it had been included with the base game from the start and had been titled something a bit more tasteful and in-line with how i would have liked the feature to be marketed as— something like “exploration mode”, something that perhaps could only be unlocked after completing the game for the first time, AND didn’t have those stupid as hell visually and tonally incongruent with the artstyle stickers, i would have applauded it as a nice little bonus for being able to study and appreciate the 3d models and environments for reference.

#it is just so bleak man. #i have no words left to say for the latest development at zaum studios so instead i will just remember how fucked up this was lol #those stickers are the same energy as that dumbass fucking christmas card they put on steam. #cutesy fanart is awesome and all but don’t muddy the tone of the actual source with it. why is that necessary. #for gods sake what happened to boundaries #again i probably would take a different tone to even the stickers if #it had been done under the original creators (which i don’t think it would have‚ which is my point‚ but say hypothetically it happened) #but with the circumstances the way they are it is impossible to not view it all as tainted with a veneer of absolute tastelessness #and a disrespect to the source material and a sorry attempt to appeal to the shallowest parts of ‘fandom’ #like you can add cartoony emoji faces and a sticker with harry and kim as cats. or their hands with the caption ‘best friends!!!’ (wtf lol) #and a frame with a bunch of pride flags being waved around (hard to articulate why i feel doubly annoyed of this one. #your corporate pride parade aesthetic is showing again. also it feels… lazy) #but you can never‚ ever erase the fact that you are parading around a stolen IP that you are entirely out of touch with #and one that you clearly have *no idea what to do with* #(something that we’ve all known for months with these hints but today has finally been basically confirmed as the sequel seems to be #officially cancelled with the last of the original writers’ crew being laid off) #how could you have known what to do with Elysium? how could you ever have? #hope you have fun with your stickers. rot #disco elysium #me talking

[the-nation-of-today]

bvb albums + color palettes

#black veil brides #bvb #black veil army #we stitch these wounds #set the world on fire #wretched and divine #bvb 2014 #vale #re stitch these wounds #the phantom tomorrow #maeve.png #welcome to my attempt at being aesthetic on tumblr dot com #inspired by a fob post that came up on my dash today #and before anyone asks #i didn't do the eps bc that was a lot of photos #but if people like these maybe ill do a seperate post with the eps

[syn0vial]

too many posts in the astarion tag like, "if you like astarion, it's only bc you liked [some dude character i don't give 2 shits about] first 😏"

#i do not care about loki i do not care about solas i do not care about kylo ren #lisssssten if i'm gonna be completely honest: if i had to draw parallels between my faves i would put astarion closest to arid #AKA the ''robot'' in my tumblr icon #which sounds nuts at first bc they're so diametrically opposed aesthetically #HOWEVER both of them fill the same niche of: #''being created to be tortured‚ consumed‚ and ultimately sacrificed in their creator's quest for power and control'' #''who finds themself suddenly free of the three rules set by their master to which they were formerly bound'' #''and subsequently threatens to recreate all of their creator's worst excesses in their desperate attempts to be free of his abuse'' #LIKE. maybe i'm insane. but they sit on the same shelf in my head. #astarion

[13eyond13]

one of the lesser talked about fun things about intentionally reading more books is finding new stuff to be a bit of a hater about tbh

#and i know sometimes im probably just not properly picking up whatever the writer is putting down but whatever it's still fun #to actually know what you think about stuff like the highly regarded classics and extremely popular hyped up things #here are a few writers im a bit of a hater about w my opinions now btw #neil gaiman: does not do it for me at alllll #have read the graveyard book and american gods and hated almost every minute of both #in american gods i just found the aesthetic ideas and characters completely unappealing and in the graveyard book #i thought it was dreary and not well described enough... kept feeling like it was too bare bones in some way to picture things properly #i was like 'hmm i wish this was one of his graphic novels instead bc i'd like to be able to see what's going on here a bit better...' #also his humour just never lands for me and i do not often get his references either #ray bradbury annoys me in a similar way to neil gaiman but also somewhat oppositely like where #the way they write characters and plots and ideas and the stuff they care about gets on my nerves in an almost identical way #that i don't know how to define except to say i had a bit of a 'same energy' experience reading Something Wicked This Way Comes #and some of neil gaiman's stuff #but unlike neil gaiman i think that ray bradbury attempts to describe things unusually so much and TOO much #to the point that it takes me out of the story in a different yet similar way #to how the lack of description in neil gaiman's stuff does #what else have i become a bit of a hater about or did not get the appeal of lately? hmmm #oh hp lovecraft hahahaha #least scary stories ever god everything he's scared of is so dumb #like even aside from his extremely racist takes and fear of the 'exotic other' his fears about being cosmically insignificant are just like #yeah and? whats so scary about that hahaha i literally just dont get it #also the amount he writes dialogue in heavy accents annoys the shit out of me #p

[arctic-bandar]

Call me down bad as much as you want but we all know nobody is as down bad as a 14yr old on her 25yr old bf's birthday

#desiblr #desi tumblr #desi tag #tumblr #desi #desi teen #desi vibe #dark academia #being desi #dark acadamia aesthetic #woman #girl problems #this is a joke #my poor attempt at a joke #humor #memes #funny #funny shit

[grimgrinningghoul]

Glamrock Plasmius. That’s it that’s the post

#DP #Vlad Plasmius #Consider this a preview 'cause I'm attempting to draw the Man and giving Plasmius a glamrock aesthetic has haunted my mind for like. 3 years #But also throwing it out to the wind in case anyone else would be inspired and/or I don't finish mine #But listen. Glamrock Plasmius #It's high contrast with his Masters attire while also being a product of the past #It's flamboyant and eyecatching #It can either be the coolest look ever or the tackiest thing you've ever seen #If that's not Vlad Idk what is

[thedeadthree]

IOVANNA (hotd) 🔮 // UNA (hotd) 🐍

ALAIA (tlou) 🍄 // VANJA (aot) 🫖

VIOLANTE (dbd) 🕯 // VERUSHA (various) ⚖️

TAGGED BY the dears @nightbloodraelle, @leviiackrman, @corvosattano and @marivenah to make a few loves in this cutest picrew! ty ty! <3

TAGGING: @griffin-wood, @feystepped, @kingsroad, @jendoe, @phillipsgraves, @risingsh0t, @denerims, @chuckhansen, @shellibisshe, @queennymeria, @unholymilf, @florbelles, @confidentandgood, @adelaidedrubman, @leondaltons. @roofgeese, @loriane-elmuerto, @weisshaupts, @aartyom, @arklay, @girlbosselrond, @blissfulalchemist and you!

#only if you want to! 🤍🕊 #oc: iovanna dayne #oc: una nathaira uller #oc: alaia alcántara #oc: vanja tybur #oc: violante valtieri #oc: verusha kuang #UNAA U LITTLE HELLION YOU GODD the green eyes THE WILDFIRE-LIKE COLOR THE CANNIBALS DRAGONFIRE LIKE SHADE THEY POSSESS !!!!! #and iovannas violet eyes and the purple outfit like? these fit so well for them PLEASEE they’re the LOVELIEST <3 #una: ive never done a wrong thing in my life. 🕊💚😌 #aegon: i know this and i love you. ✨🥴 #GODD THEM…!!!!? they’re so! #pov: ur daemy and u are getting 🔮 the look 🔮 for whatever nonsense u just did or say to attempt to woo her ✨🥴 #(funny thing is it works skjsjzjx 🔮💜😵‍💫) #tommy come get your wife she’s pouting that she got blood on a vintage 2003 juicy jacket and u had to lend her yours 🤎🥴 thanks beloved! #(LISTENN the jacket is blue ik but the brown worked with her aesthetic aksjzxh ✨😖) #vanja in marley looks ✨😒🤍 how soon can she leave levi home is NOT where the heart is ✨😖 #(though who is she kidding her home is standing next to her but admitting that she’ll eat rocks skzjjx ✨😵‍💫) #( WELL WHEN YOU WORRY ABOUT HIS WELL BEING HALF (ALL) THE TIME AND CHASTISE FOR NEAR FATAL INSTANCES it’s hard to fool anyone babe! ) #local medic and aristocrat on the run will have gray hairs before she turns thirty bc of l*vi a*kerman more @ 11 #vio here to remind the general public that blood rituals require blood! who knew! sksjzj it’s for a good cause (saving vitos behind again!) #verusha will likely have 3 verses if things are going the way i planned them <3 (a h*eroes r*ise / m*cu / and maybe something else?) #there was something else and i cant remember to save my life ✨😖 (im thinking m*cu wise she would be a lovely mirror to chiara?) #leg.tagged #leg.ocs #t: picrews

[sysig]

Okay actually, the OG Just Desserts style was onto something (Patreon)

#Doodles #Villainsona #Just Desserts #And also ft. the last little bit of the WOY style attempts #They were what convinced me to look at the original style doodles! Looking for poses #I started just by going back to the early TVAU doodles to give one more proper fair shake to those rejected outfits #Wouldn't you know it they're still rejected lol but! The wings are still very good #And the poses are silly lol #She is always real cute tho <3 #It does feel funny going back to her early doodles and trying to style-match - my style was much looser at the time #Which is part of why her hair looks so good - those swirls are wild! It's very cool! But it's hard to replicate now :0 #You can kinda see it in how hard and dark the lines are in her hair - before it'd basically be a scribble nest haha #Both have their aesthetic placement I just hrmm #I miss it a bit #There's something almost uncanny about trying to go back now - sizing maybe? Proportions? I'm not sure #She was always meant to have that chibi proportion big head and simplified body so maybe it's her neck being so visible that's throwing me?? #I do like the small collar tho! It's gotten a little out of control lately haha ♪ Save that for alt outfits! #The weird shape of her hairline was a bit contributor to her overall hair shape as well - lots of little details! It's neat #That crying one has gotten two redraws now haha ironically not to actually ''improve'' just to dissect what's Up lol #I am happier with this one compared to the first redraw tho :D Her feet and ankles especially they actually make shape-sense! #And I have to admit the big flowery-bubble looking tops of her shoes it's very cute and the larger bonbons - proportions! Who knew lol #Her spinning the Staff was always one of my favourites hehe ♪ Confident and cheeky little Charm #Good for her

[slytherinshua]

The first thing is i m poor helppp

So in galaxy i can't see this and you can ignore my shit istg but i really wanna know how dis looks 😭

Omg bye not it looking so 😭😭😭💀💀💀

It’s supposed to look like this help me 😭😭

Do the other masterlists look like that too 😭😭😭😭

#zanna answers the inbox!! #pls how the hell did that happen like #LIKE #pls my attempts at being aesthetic #tumblr rly said no ☝️ #ara ⌦ .｡.:*♡

[atopvisenyashill]

that post about asoiaf artwork and dark skin makes me think about those ar/ya stans on here that threw a bitch fit in the last few days over some artists drawing her with 'darker' skin while drawing Sansa with lighter skin. so they accused the artists of racism while simultaneously implying that ar/ya looks worse in the artwork as opposed to Sansa because the artist gave her darker skin......which is literally racist and colorist as shit? honestly can't imagine stanning a 10 year and being this weird and bitter on tumblr dot com but anyway

that is INSANE OMG i’m glad i missed that completely

It’s like yeah sure, i think when george was coming up with the “northern look” that northern “coloring” he was thinking of was more similar to the way that like, a lot of welsh people have dark hair and a sort of, olive-tan coloring to their skin (think catherine zeta jones or ioan gruffudd) that makes them look darker than your average brit but usually in a “maybe they’re spanish?” kind of way rather than a “that’s a person of color” kind of way.

but death of the author, first of all, and second of all, depending on what your baseline is, “darker” coloring can look way darker in my imagination than in yours! and that “northern” coloring is vague enough that like, there’s a lot of poc who see parts of themselves in northern culture and explore that, and the Joy Of Reading is that we all see these characters differently!! me going “the starks are indigenous it’s the law” has no actual consequences for the series, someone else’s reading experience, or the fandom at large!! you can literally just block and move on if you’re that dedicated to being a loser weirdo?!?

also it’s funny that her fandom, specifically, is a breeding ground for the worst, most blatantly bigoted takes in the fandom aksjd like people will be like “oh arya is better than the other girls” arya actually loves and supports other women in canon “arya is the prettiest actually” arya herself doesn’t care about being pretty in canon “arya is gonna be a princess in a pretty castle and marry a lord” arya in canon explicitly says she doesn’t want to do that tho “arya is my lily white fave” one of arya’s besties is dornish icon edric dayne be SILENT ON WHAT ARYA IS BC U JUST WANT HER TO BE EXACTLY WHAT SHE HATES.

#people will say that she’s gonna literally attempt to murder sansa when they reunite but somehow will be besties with d.ny #GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK #asks #fandom wank #anti asoiaf fandom #listen i love arya and sansa bc aesthetically they’re very similar to me and my sibling #older white passing femme golden child and younger brown skinned tomboy with a big mouth. #i see us and the way our relationship has changed over the years in them and dammit if i want to make arya visibly brown skinned i will!!! #and also my sibling would rather be a starving artist in some commie co op than get married EVER AKSKDJ #THATS WHAT I WANT FOR ARYA!!!!!!! I WANT HER TO BE THE GAY TRANSGENDER ANARCHIST SHE WAS BORN TO BE #meanwhile me and sansa need ac and access to a hot shower and a cinnamon roll 24/7 or we will literally die. #if u have a problem with arya being drawn with darker skin u r joffrey. he literally bitches about dornish people having brown skin. #congrats arya would not only hate you she’d whoop your ass with needle too

[shirogane-oushirou]

me: i think i'm gonna try to log off for my mental health ^_^

me: and by that i mean spend multiple days straight cleaning out my very first tumblr blog so i can back it up bc tumblr utils keeps getting stuck halfway through <3 <- dying and perishing and passing away

#📌 [ my posts. ] #💭 [ my thoughts. ] #someone drag my laptop away for a few hours KJANJKN like. #i'm getting through more than i have in my MANY attempts over the years (it had 75k posts when i started. now it's 60k. lol. lmao.) #but it's still mildly soul sucking. and i DO definitely want it backed up bc a lot of gifs and art are on there #in various tags i can't remember anymore so just backing up specific tags wouldn't work. #it's just. the human brain was not meant to take in multiple thousands of early 2010's posts in such a short span of time... #our memes... not funny. our 'fyeah-___' blogs... not funny. our lack of online fake story literacy... not funny KJANSKJN. #also! on my... cough... other sel.fship blog i said i missed the 2010's stsk fandom but not the weird raunchy 'humor'? .... yeah. yep. #anyway back to being semi-offline ksjndjkn i'll try to catch up on drafts throughout the evening. #OH ALSO. this does mean i've drafted a bunch of old aesthetic / music / pkmn posts on here so. beware kjsdnkj.

[omegalomania]

STAY FROSTY

#fall out boy #*mine #*art #id in alt text #fob8 has absolutely snowed my productivity i cannot focus on ANYTHING lol #this was an attempt to push past that. i tried at least #kind of a nod to mania era and trying to link it with the fob8 era #anyway if they commit to the b/w aesthetic me being allergic to coloring things will be a REAL boon

[dear-kumari]

Get to know me better meme thingy:

Tagged by @fenrhi (several days ago ;__; dw, I’m not dead, even if my queue is)

Favorite color: it’s probably a cliché, but I really can’t choose … I’m into vibrant reds and yellows rn because of a project I’m (supposed to be) working on, but my love of a color always depends on its relationship with at least one other color

Currently reading: Witch Hat Atelier (things are heating up in the Coco/Agott fandom), No Home (did anyone see that lovely animated promo from Korean Webtoon?  I hoped for a hot sec that they were licensing it in English, but ig it’s just for an audio drama or smthn), various Webtoon titles I’m not super attached to yet

Last series I watched: The Boys (s1-2, still haven’t started s3).  Somehow the edgy grimy Superheroes Bad show that tormented Tumblr users with an inescapable ad on the homepage a while back is … actually pretty good?  I don’t love the show’s overall aesthetic (holy excessive color grading, Batman) and definitely had to avert my innocent virgin eyes during a couple particularly gross scenes, but the satire is really pointed and funny.  Maybe it just caught me at a time when I’m feeling particularly disdainful towards superhero media and my country, idk.

Last movie I watched: The Others (2001), only bc I saw an interesting video essay about it.  If you like vibey psychological horror without any blood/gore you’ll probably enjoy this film too

Currently working on: :/ stuff that I still feel isn’t good enough to inflict on the world, when I’m not just staring off into the middle distance and listening to Carly Rae Jepsen 5+ hours a day just to feel something

I will tag @hirazuki and @nomadicism :)

#Kumari memes #fenrhi #tag game #It's funny in hindsight but I actually avoided watching The Boys for a while bc I was worried it was too similar to my own project #ofc I knew it'd be way more gory+sexual than I'd ever attempt but to me that contrast would just reveal how insipid my writing instincts are #but nah. not even close #they share similar values/themes and vaguely similar character types but that's about it #I might actually inject some superhero aesthetic back into my world bc I think I was being way too paranoid abt avoiding it #Also I still haven't started MDZS s2 … gotta get on that #Kumari abuses the tagging system

[consciouschunkofmoss]

yk maybe i do want to be a librarian and live in mg and have a cool autumn sense of fashion and have my parents support and hold my pratices close and not struggle with capitalism and internalized racism as much

#three am research on how to be a librarian on brazil sure bears some fruit #i hate that i dont have anything plannd for my future and every attempt at finding something that entertains me feels like a childish dream #like hunting down jobs and actually manageable scholarships feels like such a huge burden #because its either the most ridiculous. far fetched. dream-like type of plan #or just the most disgustingly ableist thing ever #i either fall into such a pessimistic or the most aesthetic driven mindset possible. theres no in between #id love to go through college and be a decent person with experience outside of the usual programs #but also im an unmedicated adhd person who is the verge of falling apart at the prospect of being too mentally underdeveloped #and therefore not being able to handle an stable enough routine to get out this whole mess without severe depression or even just alive #its nice to think about a future where im past my 30s and actually alive. doing something that i enjoy and take from a good income #but just laying around the prospect of passing through 5 years of whatever under such a strict regime makes me genuinely sick #i just want to feel like i actually have a future where i dont suffer like many of my family members have and still do to this very day #i want to be me and still feel like i have a chance at successfully acquiring a job that wont harass me through the starting point onwards #i just want to be myself and still be alive past 16 years