#must sleep but so many thoughts!!!

[brainworms-all-night-long]

God I love, how most fox characters in media are portrayed in a bit of distrusting manner, giving you the superior side eyes and the vibes that you should always watch your back around these sly foxes because they're gonna play you like a cheap kazoo you won't even know when

But than Tails is just,,,he just looks like a little guy, all his official arts and game models only ever evoke a sense of trust and him being just this sweet little fella, this absolutely adorable miniscule guy, uterly lovable mini dude trying his best everyday, yet he's probably the most fucked up at the core because he already knows all of your passwords and credit card information and your address and he can create and use military grade weapons and hack into top secret goverment and Eggman files as a passtime while he's looking at you like the most trustworthy and adorable creature ever

#sonic the hedgehog #god I just love it when tails #he just #such a character #he has so much crime under his name yet no one ever brings it or hold it against him cause JUST LOOK AT HE #he is so dangerous and he probably definitely knows it #but hes also just a little guy #you want to forfit all of your mortal possesions to him #hfjshsk 2:25 am and brain still filled with this guy #must sleep but so many thoughts!!! #miles tails prower #tails the fox #silly brainworms

[wardingshout]

Family for day 6 of SpeSilverWeek! Edition uuh found biological and crime I guess...

#this was the first one I completed tbh and I'm not vibing but it was rly good warmup and tbh working lineless is so much easier... #I get lazier and messier concerning anatomy esp and stuff but I have fun... #spesilverweek #pokespe silver #pokespe blue #pokespe #my art #the thing about this is. I have so many thoughts about this one very specific rocket au where they aren't dex holders but find Giovanni #instead but he still goes missing and they still kind of hate team rocket bc the whole mask of ice thing still happened so they try to fuck #shit up from within now that giovanni is gone even though they also rly just kinda want him to return and deal with stuff himself #and the admins have these rly fun roles of all being in disagreement on what to do #like the boss might be dead his kids should take over or we Must find the boss or lol no boss my team rocket now #and then the dex holders get mixed in too and it's Fun bc everyone is fighting everyone #also sorry Giovanni for making you look like that #it's like 5min til day 6 technically but my laptop is being a butt so in case it won't turn on tomorrow here it is now #I will not wait 5min for midnight I got a new pillow for christmas and I wanna SLeep on it noW! hell yeah !! #pokemon

[pocketramblr]

I would do anything to save her.

This was supposed to just be drawing the Taoden siblings hugging a bunch but ah guess that Falin as the tower/princess/dragon post got into my head too much

#chapter sixty seven ruins me every day #but yeah i. have many thoughts #Laios feeding his hungry sister. playing with her hair. and then putting her down. Marcille compares it to sleeping #but his reaction and the fact that he spared Marcille from doing it.... it must have felt very much like tucking her in to sleep #and like what it was: suffocating her. keeping her from saying his name again. killing her. #both at once. #also just. Falin being covered with blood when she's resurrected. but when Laios kills her the only blood is his #and there's not a drop of it on her #something about Laios telling her the red in her cheeks was weird when they were kids. and keeping any of that spilling now. #yeah. when he said he'd do anything to get her back he meant ANYTHING!!! #Alt text #my art #for real tho. please send me the post if you know it so i can link it i can't find it anywhere love you tumblr search dysfunction #and if anyone else wants to go crazy with me about chapter sixty seven well!!! you know where i am!!! #dunmeshi spoilers #dungeon meshi spoilers #delicious in dungeon spoilers

[reanimatedguts]

i really hope i’m wrong, but ofmd s2e8 felt more like a series finale instead of a season finale? did anyone else get those vibes? :(

#Our Flag Means Death #Stede Bonnet #Edward Teach #Izzy Hands #Zheng Yi Sao #Jim Jimenez #Archie ofmd #Oluwande Boodhari #Spanish Jackie #Lucius Spriggs #Black Pete #Frenchie ofmd #Wee John Feeney #so much happened so fast #like they crammed so fucking much into one short episode #ofmd #ofmd spoilers #ofmd s2 spoilers #i have many thoughts on this episode but for now i must sleep

[strangefable]

The first set of ship in 5 minutes, for Lore and her two OTPs. <3

Lore and Max | The Outer Worlds | Ship: A Bartender and Her Vicar

Lore and Ava* | The Outer Worlds | Ship: A Doctor Walks Into A Bar**

tagging just the TOW crew for this one: @funkypoacher, @damejudyhench, @the-lastcall, @somethingclich8, @clonesupport, @gayafsatan, @jumpship90, @kourumi, @mediocre-life-span, @chilikecheese, @juniper-tree, @olivepip-writing, @toastedoats42, @kyber-infinitygems, @glass-hope, @galaxycunt, @incognito-insomniac, @porkwithbones, @the-laridian, and anyone I mistakenly missed <3

Footnotes: *Ava belongs to the marvelous @socially-awkward-skeleton <3 <3 <3 **not their actual ship title; i just think i'm funny

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#the outer worlds #vicar max #maximillian desoto #lore jameson #lore and max #ship: a bartender and her vicar #ava mueller #lore and ava #ship: a doctor walks into a bar #my ocs #friend oc #that's not lore and ava's official title #i just thought it was funny when i couldn't sleep early this morning #i spent way too many hours on these #forgive me on the tropes #i forget all tropes to ever exist as soon as i'm asked to label my own usage of them #yell at me skelly if i got anything wrong for ava <3 #i'll fix it #formatting this post almost made me cry #why must you be so difficult tumblr?

[lightblueminecraftorchid]

Soooooooooo guess who started crying in the doctor’s office bc she has to miss her labs tomorrow

#I have COVID apparently #despite testing negative twice before #they think it’s bc my first tests were too close to when symptoms started #but anyway I got told that I absolutely must stay in my room and not leave except for bathroom trips and like. emergencies. #and all I could think was ‘oh no I’m screwed I’m gonna have to miss so many classes’ #told my roommates and they said ‘we cannot afford to get COVID. do not leave your room please’. #which. yeah. I also cannot afford to get COVID. and yet here we are. #my roommate brought up the food my mom got delivered for me so that’s nice #I’ll probably be full for a while and I got some juice so I could take my meds #which is nice bc I haven’t eaten since yesterday morning and I wasn’t hungry until like. noon today. #this does partially explain the intense brain fog yesterday #I spent hours just staring at the wall shivering trying to form a coherent thought #went to take a bath and almost fell asleep in it #and then had to crawl out because I was shaking too hard to stand up on the wet surface. #all of this to say #wear your masks and get your booster shots if at all possible #I was behind on my boosters and look at where we are now #Infected With The Plague #this is supposedly a mild variant and yet I feel like death #at least I can think better today. got more sleep anyway. been crying a lot tho. and coughing. and shivering. #Fuckign Miserable

[magneticflower]

Chapter 7 of Crooked Kingdom >>>>

#please it is so good; i have so many thoughts but i must sleep #but it's just as good the second time arounD

[reallytiredartstudent]

okay wait. I watched Into the Spiderverse yesterday again and i have more thoughts. And questions. I have so many questions.

They really did plan a lot this form the beginning, huh?

The 42 was very obviously planted everywhere, even at the start of the movie, like damn, talk about holding it under our nose and us not seeing it lol. The theme of the movie was put right under our nose by that essay Miles had to write about expactations and who he wants to be. At the end of Itsv he found an answer for himself and that answer is bascially what he upholds in atsv when he's confronted with....well the Everything. It's also seen in the mural he draws which is a loopy silhouette of himself that's eerily smiliar to Spot (talk about creating your own threat lol)

(also for how long are ppl (in the movies i mean) going to blame Miles for things Fisk and Doc Oc did. They ripped the hole in the multiverse. They created the collider. Miles had literally nothing to do with that. Like. 'you ripped a hole in the multiverse'. no. The others did, they got the spider over here from 42 and they were the ones losing said spider. Miles literally had no doing in ANY of that. My boy was just trying to live his life and stumble trhough the lyrics of his fav song)

And given that they obviously planned so much aheard... Didn't Gwen already save her dad? Isn't the canon already disrupted?

In her flashback in itsv we already see in the shadow her punching Green Goblin and him turning into Peter. But she also said 'saved my dad' with the visual of pulling him out of a bullet's way. The 'canon' event so far has been 'a police officier close to Spidey getting crushed after saving a child'. So maybe that wasn't the canon event but isn't not being able to save the captain A Thing?

And in atsv Gwen's dad has quit. He's the captain she's closest to. So her world, her canon is already disrupted. Her universe isn't collapsing. Also as we have seen with the spidey people in itsv not everyone had an uncle die on them. It was their father (Peni), best friend (Gwen) and Uncle Ben(jamin) (Noir/Peter B.). And we've seen in atsv so many more Spidey ppl so who's to say there aren't more options about this? Who says that it has to be death? you're telling me in infinte possiblities there isn't one spiderman out there that avoided the whole death thing?

Also, in itsv Gwen was blown into last week. Meaning the displacement wasn't just world, but also time. Is that important? How did the Time Part play into the Space Time Collapse? Why is Gwen the only one so far we've seen being affected not only by Space but also by Time? Also what 'canon' event did Miguel interrupt for his universe to collapse? And what happened in Pav's world with the big blob that took out part of his world? Can it be contained? How? And if it can be contained, can that be used against Spot?

(Alt: Meme of 'I don't need sleep. I need answers)

Anyway, couldn't sleep for three hours afterwards yesterday because i was doing mental gymnastics to get my answers and turned up with a frustrating 'answers were not found' and I'm reduced to throwing out theories that i will need to wait a while to get answers for.

#spiderman across the spiderverse #atsv spoilers #smarter people than me might've already had this thought and maybe even found out things i have overlooked but this is what didn't let me #sleep yesterday #there's obviously gone a real huge amount of planning into the films #therefore there must be answers to many of the questions #and a lot of things from itsv have proven themselves to be important in atsv #so who is to say how much we're currently missing in atsv that won't be clear until the next movie????? #i have so much brain rot about this lol #gwen stacey #miles morales #atsv thoughts

[dapperrokyuu]

Alien Stage fricking makes me so excited, Im trembling.........

#dee p thoughts #alien stage #alnst #vivinos #TWO DAYS #Im so excited for the new video #I JUST RAMBLED AND CHATTED UP FELT SO MUCH ENERGY GETTING SENT THE TEASER #were going to get a banger were going to get an AMAZING VIDEO were going to get lore and storytelling... #oh theres so much many frissons happening #thinking about it sends tingles up my spine its quite powerful dablnadflbjkdf #even just that ''CMON!''...Im so hyped #now I must sleep.....charging energy to be social tomorrow!!!

[andr0medafallen]

Oh my God, guys, my Dad smokes weed 😂

#found a vape in his office (sleeping on the couch there for christmas) #and at first i thought it was my sisters cause i know she smokes weed #but i was like why would she vape in my dads office she hates him and there are so many other places she could vape #it was right next to a watch though #and my sister has a sizable luxury watch collection #so at first i was like 'must be hers' #but the band was metal with an elastic mechanic which doesnt reek of luxury and it wasnt one of her go to brands #and i looked up the brand and its a watch for blind people #so the vape is definitely my dads but its mine now #whats he gonna do ask someone to help him find it?

[bhalspawn]

and how much of v's memory does johnny have access to? how much can he see? if johnny lives then is v completely gone? they must be, but johnny would've already seen their memories before, so how real did they feel to him?

#so many questions like he mentions during the swedeborg quest going through v's memories like it's something he can do at will #where does he go when v sleeps? how does he have different senses? #how does v communicate with him exactly? how do some thoughts get across and others dont? it must get more difficult to keep their #thoughts to themself as time goes on and they lose that boundary #and a couple other things for example like when v plays the guitar in the japantown apartment is that them or did they get that from johnny #i suppose that's more of a character decision probably but still. like cigarettes show up around the megatower apartment later in the game #which i got really excited about personally when i checked widjajf #like how NEAT #also fuck just johnny in the sun ending. the bullet necklace and he quit smoking! he doesnt want to fuck this up!

[nervousenby]

Once again I have the brain sandworms.

#yes this is because I got the handbook for the dune ttrpg WITH the options for fremen player characters #dune #I got the hyperfixation sandworms burrowing around in my brain #you know how in inside out there’s those brain islands that are each important things/interests for u. #one is just Arrakis. there are other brain islands but Arrakis is the biggest. Joy is sliding on the dunes #and sadness is letting her self be eaten by Shai-Hulud #Me whenever I think about dune: *violently bites into it and shakes it like a dog w/ a squeaky toy #dune my beloved #i am hyperfixating #I can’t go to sleep THE SPICE MUST FLOW #too many tags #sorry #I just have So Many Thoughts

[deadveiled]

( character opinion bingos for rick, carl, & glenn: )

#( sorry i just have so many thoughts about these guys ) #( it's hard to imagine what others feel about them cuz i'm overly attached to my interpretations of them ) #( but god the biggest mistake was killing off carl ) #( and if glenn lived?? HE WOULD'VE FOUGHT NEGAN N TALKED SHIT TO HIM AND PROBABLY GOT TO LOOK FOR HIS SISTERS I--- ) #( i made a post about how i'd imagine glenn finding his sisters would go ) #( it's sad but i love the way i thought it out ) #( good god i could go on about this for hours ) #( but alas it is almost 2 in the morning and i must sleep soon ) #( and also. why yes i would indeed marry someone who i was simultaneously afraid of ) #( cuz rick is a reasonable guy. he warms up to ppl after a while when they show their loyalty ) #( and nobody knows loyalty like Noah Loyalty™ ) #noah rambles. >>> 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑

[thepiperatthegatesofdawn1967]

need to stop listening to albums from the 70s and going wow this really reminds me of when i was 13 as if i actually lived through the period......

#so many of my memories from the recent years are entirely connected to 60s/70s music and i cannot separate them #the album in question rn though is a night at the opera 1975 </3 don't listen to them as much anymore but queen make me so nostalgic :( #also i know i said i was logging off again but everyone has gone to sleep/offline so i don't have any one to dump #my music thoughts on so they must go here sorry <///33 #although if anybody would like to send song recs back and forth with me (either through discord/email) do let me know bc #i would love to do that :-)) #anyways back to. idk what was i doing. maths i guess . goodye

[cheswirls]

gonna blame the not-thinking-straight on how sleep deprived i am rn but i could not stop thinking abt the missed potential to introduce the beginnings of pkmn rangers in legends arceus after seeing the tease for legends za. like not only was that the gen all the ranger games were developed in, but almia is supposed to be based on the missing oshima peninsula sinnoh cuts off from and it would've been such a coooooooool nod to include and uh

then i was like well. might as well do it myself and put all this extensive western hokkaido research i did for illo class last semester to good use :)))))

#but che how many different pkmn aus do you have with op characters????? #four if you must know ! this is the fourth now #i haven't written for any of them bc i'm too devoted to tetherverse n wanna finish that first #but they do exist n are thought out and i do wanna maybe do smth with them all eventually #this is actually... the only one aside from tether that doesn't exist in my head now #my head and like... scribbly doodles with paragraphs of handwriting filling the canvas #its also the first saboace one which is self indulgent but hell i think it works #im vibrating outta my skin doing all these bullets so the idea will be outta my head #and i can do everything else i have to do today before i sleep for fifteen hours #hhhhhhhhhhhh idk idk if i ever do anything w it it'll be so far off #maybe i'll take it out of drafts later. as a treat :)

[homunculus-argument]

And speaking of scurvy, I am eternally amused by the thing where some ancient form of healing that was born in a time where people didn't know exactly how the human body works, or what causes it to stop working sometimes, that still somehow worked. Like how so many old folk medicinal plants were listed as a cure for various ailments that - from a modern view - are clearly just symptoms of scurvy, and the plant itself is rich in vitamin C.

I recall reading some story, no recollection of the exact time or place, where the king of a large empire suffered from constant horrible headaches and was incapable of falling asleep unless drugged or blackout drunk. Sick of taking temporary fixes to dull the pain and having to be sedated every night, he called up some old sage healer who was said to know how to fix things nobody else could explain, and the healer heard his symptoms and went

"Hmm. You spend too much time being a king. Your skull is packed so full of kingly thoughts that they don't all fit in there and that's why your head is in pain. You need to spend time not being a king." And prescribed him to schedule three days every month where he must go to a peasant village where nobody knows he's the king, live with a family there under a fake name and identity, work in the rice fields with them, eating the same food and sleeping on the same mats. Absolutely nobody is allowed to address him as the king, speak to him of any royal or political matters, and he himself is not allowed to think any kingly thoughts or think of himself as the king.

And naturally, this worked. Taking a regular scheduled break from a highly stressful office desk job to completely decompress, paired with physical exercise in the form of hard but simple physical labour, plain and simple food and Just Not Thinking About Your Fucking Job All The Time does help chronic stress, which here was worded as "spending too much time being a king clogs your brain."

Sometimes you do have ghosts in your blood, though I'm not entirely sure whether you should do cocaine about it.