#muse: lilith

[massive-multiverse]

When Amity wasn't busy with college and her own side projects he always made time to help miss Lilith and her museum

Lilith was currently looking over looking over the Deadwarden balusters section of the museum a personal favorite section of her's, not knowing Amity was there

#muse: lilith

[gainprincess]

"Going to see your girlfriend, sis?~ Gyahahahaha!~"

"Oh, come now, Lilith. Insulting Empress Sindel by implying she'd take a succubus as a consort is below you. I'm just going to go soul-sucking- Clean up the place a little for her, you know? The streets of Outworld are so very dirty, after all."

"Wasn't trying to insult her really...but you know what? You have fun. I have a shop to run, so I can't come, but give the sisters my best."

#muse: morrigan #muse: lilith

[coreofgold]

@wvsteria for Lilith

"Oh, well look at this! Artists, in the streets! How exciting." Stolas gave little claps. "Wonderful!" He exclaimed to the performer.

#My dear commoners of the Ring of Wrath I. . . hereby curse this year's harvest with the glow of the true harvest moon! (Stolas interacts) #wvsteria #muse: lilith

[succubi-r-us]

🍆🍆🍆 for Lilith

Hearing her phone make a sound, Lilith would grab it to check. It was from Andi? She opened up the text to be greeted with not one, not two, but three images of Andi in all her naked glory.

"Oh, I'm keeping these," she said to herself, saving the images to her phone's image folder.

#Muse: Lilith

[roseguided]

@guiltye ASKED, ( 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒎 ) 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒍𝒐 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒆𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒂𝒕𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒔. 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒍𝒖𝒄𝒊𝒇𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒍𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒉.

𝐎𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐍 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐒 𝐇𝐀𝐒 𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐆𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐍 𝐇𝐈𝐌 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐄 or shared it with him, & she’s relished in it. but, seeing lucifer give himself those same feeling was something else entirely. it sparked the same desire inside of her chest, it made her just as hungry, except now it was her turn to watch him & lilith happily did. body has settled itself beside his own on their bed, as stark naked as he was. nose has taken itself to nudging against the underside of his jaw, affectionately, while eyes down casting themselves to the where his hand has taken hold of hard cock. bottom lip momentarily is drawn between her teeth as eyes watch the way he strokes himself , the noises & little sighs that escape from between her beloved’s lips. ( lilith always did love most hearing the way he sounded, the way he tensed up when he finished or the way he grabbed hold of her to drive himself faster while inside. pleasure is a vulnerable emotion to show someone else, a state of euphoria, & she’s glad he can do it with her. ) ; turning away just for a moment , lilith presses tender kisses against her husbands throat allowing them to trail until they reach the underside of his jaw. hand not pressed against the mattress where she sits gently caresses over lucifer’s hipbone & thigh. ❛ does it feel good , my love ? ❜ she asks, eagerly awaiting his raspy , low response. head full of impure thoughts , a tightening in his stomach. ❛ i want to hear it. be a good boy & tell me. ❜ lilith was perhaps one of biggest supporters of using your words. & all the way she continued her kisses, her caresses, her eyes straying , in a way that was almost captivated , to his groin.

#guiltye #muse: lilith #usfw // #oop 👀🤭

[cxnsiglixrx]

Closed Starter

@hcllhcre​

“Lilith!” A voice called out for the woman, who darted her head up toward them. A farmer dashed towards her, an alarmed look on his face. “What is it?” Lilith questioned almost immediately. “There’s werewolves at the bridge! It’s him!” Lilith’s heart dropped, she already knew who he was. She needed to act quick. “Alarm the guards. Hide the children and have everyone be armed.” Lilith was the leader of a small farming town, her father had been the leader previously and the town voted her as the next one to lead them. So  far, Lilith managed to keep everything in check. Now, she needed to protect them from his threat. A rather large threat. She heard stories about this particular werewolf. Rendell. Rumors flew from town to town about him. How his enemies gave up the second he arrived in battle, how ruthless he was. Lilith would go and meet him, face to face, despite her fear. Lilith mounted her steed, a white horse named Elias. Lilith and two other guards, armed with swords rode towards the bridge. And surely enough, there he was. Standing in front of his men, who all roared and slammed their weapons together. “Lord Greyback.” Lilith greeted with a nod. “May I ask what brings you to my land?” Lilith was intimidated, but she maintained eye contact. She would not show fear, even if the person standing in front of her was a madman. 

#muse: lilith #muse verse: jane kennedy #thread: lilith and rendell

[just-some-lovely-succubi]

@bubblyroleplayingworld​

“I would love to take a dive with you!  If we can do it now, let’s go~!”

#Muse: Lilith

[melverie]

Just remembered that Satan in the "A World of Our Very Own" devilgram says that he believes he was "born in order to meet MC" and it always sounded incredibly cheesy to me but then I thought about it a little more and--

Originally, Satan was just a small glimmer inside Lucifer's consciousness until Lucifer's wrath reached its peak with Lilith's death which, in turn, resulted in Satan's birth

MC is a direct descendant of Lilith after she was reborn as human

If it weren't for Lilith's death, neither of them would be here

Both of their existences are directly intertwined with one another, so in a way Satan's right

They have always been destined to be a part of each other's lives

#lilith's death is like a looming shadow that both are intrinsically tied together by #and that to this day shapes almost all moments of their lives #it's a shared pain that runs deep #yet neither of them ever actually experienced it for themselves #and yet they're the only ones that can fully understand the suffering it causes the other #i love satan & mc's relationship so mucchhhh #obey me #obey me swd #obey me satan #obey me lucifer #obey me lilith #obey me mc #mel's starry musings

[ghosts-of-the-apocalypse]

FUCK YES!! sorry but I absolutely called it! Lucifer is a silly guy!

Excessive ramble/theory tid bits ahead!~

How can you look at him and think he won't be a silly little guy? People saying he'd be a big intimidating scary king of hell? No way dude just look at him.

And like the way he looks so upset in Ep1 when he lost his ability to create. That's not the face of a guy seeking revenge and filled with anger, that dude is just plain ol' depressed. The way he slowly just walks off screen...

Lilith on the other hand? She is the definition of girlboss.

She's out here inspiring all the demons. Look at that power. She's in control. She's in charge.

While Lucifer's in his depressive state she's out here trying to lead all of hell. She's vengeful, (ik reds are quite a common colour in Hazbin Hotel) but the way it emanates in a glow behind her combined with her pose. It's just shows so much power and malice. You cannot convince me otherwise that she hasn't been pulling the strings since day 1.

I'd even go as far as to say she was the one who had the idea to tell Lucifer to give Eve the apple. Just look at her stance as she stands back to see Lucifer going over to Eve, overlooking the plan. She knows what's up.

(Also just a note but Eve looks so sad here. Girlie is trapped with Adam like she's in her own personal type of Hell. Btw I'd like to throw a theory out there that Eve and Lilith are sisters)

Ngl I do think Lucifer and Lilith split because of this whole power dynamic. Like Lucifer just couldn't keep up with Lilith's ideas or didn't believe in them. Like, Lucifer tells Charlie in Ep5 that Hell and it's people are terrible. This contradicts Lilith's whole thing of wanting to round up all the demons and potentially lead a fight. She THRIVES in Hell. For Lucifer, it's just constant punishment.

I feel like Charlie despite looking up to Lilith, is experiencing quite a bit of miscommunication. They both want to save the demons but in different ways. Charlie's way being through redemption but Lilith's maybe being through a war against Heaven.

Now it's just figuring out where the hell (pun not intended but enjoy) she's been for the past 7 years. (Honestly, I think she's just been off plotting with Eve.)

Another side note, but like the way Alastor just stares at this portrait in the pilot for such a weird prolonged amount of time is not helping my Lilith and Alastor theories calm down. Bro is the radio demon and is broadcasting everything back to Lilith.

He 100% sold his soul to Lilith, tried breaking free, but couldn't.

#hazbin hotel s1 ep5 #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel pilot #Lucifer #alastor #Lilith #theory/rambles #(an excessive overuse of brackets) #musings and random thoughts by ghost

[thecreaturesofglen]

Tag Dump

#Queue #Muse: Lilith #Muse: Caspian #Muse: Ben #Muse: Artie #Muse: Kester #Muse: Henry #Muse: Ira #Muse: Zoe #Muse: Hollie #OOC #Ask Meme #Ask Response #Aesthetic

[plutoswrath]

ᴀꜱᴛʀᴏ ᴍᴜꜱɪɴɢꜱ 2: ʟɪʟɪᴛʜ - ᴀɴᴄɪᴇɴᴛ, ᴡɪʟᴅ ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ

TW: themes of abuse, power dynamics, sociology, misogyny. Astrology + politics mixed, I'm leftist after all, if that's not your cup of tea, skip this one and save yourself the rage quit lol. Women/femme presenting is an all inclusive term in this post!

So since a long time now I've been very intruiged by Lilith (mean, true, asteroid and waldemarth) but since we're most familiar with osculating Lilith and Black Moon Lilith, I will focus on these two specifically.

Keep in mind that there are multiple stories (even if it's just the tiny details that alter the story) and thus interpretations about Lilith, Lilith is also still very much unexplored in astrology.

But the stories of Lilith all do unite in the themes of demand, oppression, shame, morality, breaking free of limitations, isolation/ostracization, rage and autonomy. It’s about power dynamics, you and your raw self, all the desires and needs in relation to others/society. Lilith is described as dark and hidden because that’s exactly what we are taught to do with Lilith energy: hide it. Lilith is therefore often described as off putting, because nothing can be as uncomfortable as going against all reasoning and what you were told was ‘good’ and instead going by instinct and impulse. Lilith deals a lot with survivial. It can be both, a blessing in disguise or at times, a snake biting it’s own tail.

And before we dive deeper into Lilith, I want to say a few words on the practice of astrology, so you can get familiar with the way I use and practice it too:

Astrology is a tool to research our society/world and self, thus Lilith is a reflection of our societal circumstances and therefore you can't discuss Lilith without getting political and talking about misogyny/oppressive systems.

This does not (!) mean Lilith and its effects are limited to gender by any means, but because gender is a social construct, Lilith and it’s effects are influenced by the way we are socialized and by who we are politically. This is why people constantly find these weird power dynamics between men and women who share strong Lilith synastry in the first place.

Gender as we define it is not inherent in the stars and astrology, but our socialization will direct or at least set off the tone in which way certain astrological facts can develop potentially. This is why - very different to my usual approach - I do in fact want to highlight the performance and construct of gender in this take, because the themes of Lilith represent in the different roles and scripts that exist for men and women in our heteronormative society. It shows in the power dynamic that is created between those who are politically men and women or rather said those who are straying away from the script they we're ought to follow by those who hold more power over them. This is an universal experience that can be experienced by everyone, but I want to say that private and political self intertwine and it’s very much present in the stories of those who have experienced strong Lilith influence in their life. If you want to read further on my reasoning and understand my approach to astrology, you can read it here.

⇨ Sociology and politics aside, let’s get back to Lilith:

Naturally, because there is still a lot of mystery and complexion around Lilith, she is a very hot topic in synastry. But the assumptions of steamy sex and kinky encounters aside, and from what I've seen and studied, right now I'll go so far to say that when we deal with a (perceived) hetero relationship, it can only truly work out if the man involved absolutely sees the woman as an absolute equal and treats her as such. Even if difficulties arise and are set off by Lilith, both need to remain an be seen as an independend being with agency and acknowledge that at all times, no matter the decision. It's a choice both should commit to at the very beginning.

You think this is common sense in partnerships (should be at least) but Lilith has a very unique and personal relationship with ostracization, shame, humiliation, oppression and anger.

I often read that prominent Lilith contacts in synastry (but I'd add composite to that too!) need both partners to be healthy, functional (or at least have an idea of what that should be and look like) and communicate effectively and clearly, be vulnerable and honest. While this is definitely true, any strong Lilith energy in relationships between a woman and a man needs the man to dissect his views and held notions of women, I believe. Not that anyone should dissect and deconstruct what their internalized held beliefs of what gender, and what femme and masculine is, to begin with (duh), but I repeat my previous statement about Lilith’s themes: Lilith ultimately finds itself battling and dealing with power dynamics, because it represents you and your raw self, all the desires and needs in relation to others/society. Lilith is described as dark and hidden because that’s exactly what we are taught to do with Lilith energy: hide it.

The woman in the connection, especially if she is Lilith, will be the woman that will mentally have the man on his knees because her mere existence can challenge his previously believed authority he has on her/women, as well as the way people are wired and set in position in society. We see him questioning the ‘script’ or holding close to it like a dogma. There is (sometimes watered down) anger and resentment a man will channel towards the woman he has Lilith contact with. It can often be thoughts of ‘how dare she’ and ‘I’ll stop her before she even gets the chance to start’. As much as the escapism we search for online think this might turn out in an overly romanticzed femme fatale fantasy, reality often hits us hard when we see dysfunctional relationships unfolding right in front of us.

She will be the announcement of a possible challenge, a test of character, which he'll fail or master. It's a question of morality, for both. Because Lilith here can be the person he always dreamed of, but always has been too afraid to engage with. There is something uttrely objectifying happening when talking about lilith and it's effects, even if you don't want to, it is bound to happen living in the world we are in right now.

And this has all to do with what Lilith stands for. Especially those who have strong Liltih influence in their chart (doesn't matter which Liltih you use) - I'm talking in angular houses, on the angles, in contact to personal planets or to the chart ruler - have undeniably an interesting relationship with and effect on those people who want them to 'follow the scrip' in the way society wants it. And very important (!!): just because someone has strong Lilith influence, doesn't mean that they are in any way better or worse than other women. I want to highlight this because women with Lilith energy will get shit from anyone (!!) who has strong internalized misogyny in them. Think about the way women are raised to compete with each other and follow the script in order to survive and get by in a patriarchal society. Of course someone who's very 'Lilith' will trigger them. Same with men who encounter someone who's very 'Lilith'.

Lilith can join the club of the outsider that you'll find at the metaphorical table that is placed in an imagined highschool's cafeteria: finding her place right next to Scorpio, shaking hands with Uranus, Neptune and Pluto, nodding acknowledging to Cancer, Aquarius and Pisces.

I noticed women who have strong Lilith in their chart have had prominent themes of isolation, autonomy, exclusion and conflict in their life. Either born or forced in positions that has them relying on themselves and their gut instincts a lot (!) and the rest of their charts backed that up too. But whatever is touched by Lilith is bount to become fierce and brutal. Doesn't matter if it's natal, a transit, in composite; Lilith forces you to look within and unleash something inside of you, it works like a catalyst of some sort. Lilith also talks about demands. Think about how she demanded a different treatment, before she left the Garden Eden. Lilith's needs are that strong, that she is willing to face the brutal consequences of it. If anything, Lilith's pursue can be just as brutal (metaphorically, but perhaps phyiscally as well) as her will.

Pop astrology makes Lilith out to be solely about the physical act of intimacy, and sexuality definitely is a theme for Lilith, but not in the way people think it is, I believe.

There is an undeniable generational trauma and influence Lilith has on those who are politically a woman (all inclusive term)/femme presenting.

I will be even bolder in my claims and say that we still view Lilith through the lense society views women that ultimately choose to abandon societal and cultural prestigue and status by choosing themselves no matter what will occure, especially if it also means having to play with those societal expectations or finding their own niche in those roles and scrips they have to follow to get by. And this is not me trying to #girboss Lilith, but rather me saying that our studies still integrate and reproduce held harmful beliefs of women.

Deciding to work with Lilith is deciding to choose yourself because you see beyond the oppression and injustice, no matter what you think that might be in your life or in the life of others. The reactionary nature is most of the times caused by pushing and pulling from those who want her to follow the script. But Lilith often wants to write her own script, or at least edit what people have been given to her.

This is why, for example, women with Lilith in contact with their Juno will be known as partners that are demanding in the eyes of those who want them to act as we expect women to be in relationships. They expect commitment that borders on obedience but these individuals will eventually combust under the pressure. They will find their way to assert their own role, but at the same time they can end up with people that are inherently lilith to them in the best or worst ways. Likewise, we see celebrity men with Lilith Juno contacts that are known to be immoral lovers, not caring if the spotlights are on them or not. The whole world is gonna see, how they want to have commitment and what it requires. (not to say that you are doomed to be a horrible partner just because you have Lilith-Juno contacts, this is just one way it can manifest!)

I believe that at it’s best and it’s very essence, Lilith is not about choosing hate over love, glorifying destruction over peace and community. I truly believe that at it's core and very best, Lilith is ancient and wise, she knows - because she has wisdom that is inherent to her - what is right and wrong for her and she downright rejects the status quo because she can see beyond the limitations and power plays people have put on each other. She is the link to our gut feeling, I believe. And it acts out, whenever something doesn't sit quiet right with us, or something might feel incredibly good (for better or worse). Again, Lilith was ostracized and forced to be alone, she had to be and sit with herself. That doesn't mean Lilith is the ulterior good, but rather the 'what if you would choose to not follow the script - what if you become mindful of your own and listen within yourself.'

She is very much wild and raw and instinctual as mother earth herself is (the sadow of the moon). Remember, after all, she is according to the stories the very first woman. She is following a very deep rooted beat of a drum, a melody, that will always guide her through life, she wants to connect to her own, inherent eco system.

When I research Lilith in astrological texts and read about her, no matter which Lilith it is, it most of the time feels almost like a caricature, oddly enough. If she's not 100% girlbossyfied, she is mostly only seen as the 'evil one' (or at least very constroversial figure). Despite the fact that she indeed can be bad, it's also a role Lilith was pushed to take on too, because after all, there hasn’t been any cooperation with her. So she doesn’t cooperate and rather does her own thing (for better and worse, but as long as it feels good to her, there's probably no one who can stop her). Looking at it from a more psychological and sociological lens, Lilith's story inherently integrates the idea of 'I play the villian you always thought of me as'. Which is in itself an (unfortunate) self-fulfilling and isolating prophecy. It's not inherently a cool, but rather a cruel thing, but she had to work her way around that too, I guess.

Growing up 'Lilith', I do want to talk about the many facettes she has. I don't think that the reduction of Lilith as a mere 'sexual' indication does her justice, even if the sexual part does play a role after all. Picking up the previous point about astrology and sexuality, I wonder how the extreme sexualization and fetishization of anything a woman does plays into the sex-focused interpretations of her (but I think part of the credit has to be given to the way sexuality - especially in women - is also used as a method and commodity).

I also often read about women that are Lilith and feel very wise and mature, being a spiritual teacher to their lovers. I personally agree. I feel the wisdom and knowledge of Lilith can get twisted - either she becomes the 'crazy one' or people take away her agency and personhood and reduce her to the (sexual) magnetism that she possesses by being deeply involved and concerned with her sexual energy (aka creative energy, it's the force we connenct with when we create ANYTHING). Thus, often resulting in her being very much in touch with it.

There’s also the concept of motherhood that I keep thinking about. After all Lilith made sure to revenge her killed children by.....kiling other children? Uhh, don't know really about that move but sure, you show them that was fucked up ig.

Since Lilith is the shadow of the moon, I wonder how much our upbringing, our mother figure and motherhood influence Lilith’s energy.

And of course: the other woman. Lilith came back to the Garden Eden just to find Adam with another chick!!! After she had to leave when she wanted to be treated with basic respect. And yes, she did take revenge on Adam too, but point is that Lilith also deals with betrayal and distrust.

There is so much I could write about Lilith. I feel one can't discuss and learn about lilith without getting sociological, political and a bit psychological as well. After all, she is one of the most complex and intruiging figures out there. Controversial. The dark side of the moon.

#astro musings #astro notes #astrology notes #astro observations #Lilith #black moon lilith #oscalating lilith #bml #bml in synastry #lilith in synastry #lilith in composite #asteroids #composite #astrology #astro community

[massive-multiverse]

"okay Ms Lillith Eda most of the Christmas preparation is already done. The ingredients for the cookies are set up most of the presents above the tree is decorated and the bear trap is set for krampus."

"Hopefully the trap works this year" Lilith sighs remembers seeing a kid get taken but Krampus "Did you make extra cookies?" Eda asks

#muse: Lilith #Muse: Eda

[gainprincess]

In the vein of finding Lilith a hobby that wasn't just draining people of sexual energy, Morrigan attempted to teach her 'little sister' the guitar. She even took the time to pay at a human guitar stores for some rather expensive ones, instead of just stealing them in the night, and wrapped them up in nice wrapping paper so she could deliver them as a present to Lilith the week after.

What was the result of all that effort and struggle?

Lilith is terrible with music. Morrigan's not exactly the next Dolly Parton, sure, but Lilith strummed the strings a single time and sliced them through with her claws. Then, once Morrigan (expecting this) brought out her second one, and she remembered to not use her claws on her very nice new gift...It sounded like the most horrible wail from the pits of their father's dungeon. And while Daddy Dearest is great and all...one doesn't want their music to sound like the damned.

However, as Morrigan lamented this failure and Lilith angrily tossed the thing aside, it landed in a tree. Lilith waddled over to pull it out, and made a comment about the make of the guitar, bemoaning the destruction of such a wonderful piece of equipment.

She then proceeded to list many things she enjoyed about the guitar's construction, right down to the type of wood and string used, as Morrigan stared with gaped maw.

When the incredulous elder sister asked her where she'd learned all those finite details, an embarrassed Lilith explained that she had recently grown quite the appreciation for human craftsmanship, and learned about how to tell good work from bad work at their human libraries. Like it was simple.

To cement the fact further, as they slowly flew back to their human realm home, Lilith noticed a broken-down car on one of the highways.

She, against Morrigan's wishes, stopped to help the distressed young human girl...and proceeded to geek out over it with the panicked human while trying her best to fix it up. Gushing about the make and model, and how many cars aspire to live up to the sleek, slim feel that the car exudes, while also remaining energy-and-cost-efficient.

As the slack-jawed Morrigan and her suddenly chatty sister sit in the back seat of the young woman's vehicle, the two younger women still chattering away...Morrigan realized something.

Her little sister was a savant when it came to mechanical engineering of all things. Admiring well-made objects, scoffing at poorly-made ones, and repairing a car she'd only ever read about with no effort...She'd practically become a critic without trying, and thought such a thing came easily to everyone.

GIven her enthusiasm for it, Morrigan's confusion faded, and replaces itself with immense joy. It turned out that her little sister already had a wonderful hobby of her own, and now it was Morrigan's duty to foster it.

So, what has become of Lilith's passion now?

"Hehehehe! Another silly human slinking their way in, searching for help, hmmm~?"

A rather obese woman slides out from under an old car, which is jacked especially high to make room for all her rear heft. She's covered in a bat-themed grease monkey outfit, her name in a curvy font on the front.

LILITH AENSLAND.

"Well, that's perfectly alright~! Welcome to Aensland Repairs and Motor Assistance~! 'Where the fees are low, and so is the stress~!' So, tell me, human..."

"What're we workin' with?"

#muse: morrigan #muse: lilith #grease monkey lilith...? #the idea was cuter in my head.

[astermagne]

Some sketchbook drawings I haven’t digitalized , along with an extra digital doodle

#emily hazbin hotel #st peter hazbin hotel #st Peter #Lucifer #lucifer x lilith #hazbin lilith #hazbin hotel sera #adamsapple #adam x lucifer #lucifer x adam #Adam and Eve #vampire au #myart #hazbin #hazbin hotel #hazbin lucifer #hazbin hotel lucifer #muse doodles #lucifer hazbin hotel #hazbin adam #vampire Lucifer

[succubi-r-us]

[SMS: Lil] Did you miss me~?

Hearing her phone go off, Lilith would use one of her wings to reach out and grab it from across the room.  Once in hand, she would check her texts, and almost choked on her drink when she saw the pic.

[SMS: Andi] Oh hell yeah, babe~.

#submission #Muse: Lilith

[roseguided]

𝐋𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐍’𝐓 𝐄𝐗𝐏𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐒𝐔𝐂𝐇 𝐀 𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐂 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐇𝐔𝐒𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐃.  of course, she wasn’t aware of the situation at hand which made the action that much more confusing for her in the moment.  never had she rejected a kiss from him  &  nor could she find it in herself to, not even when she was angry at him. it was something about lucifer that felt like being drawn into an all consuming black hole, but this time it had been something of her choosing. in the beginning, she had been angry  &  resentful of what adam had done  &  chose lucifer to aid her in the revenge she sought for how wronged she felt. never, though, did she imagine herself loving him, becoming the mother of monsters.   with all of this in mind, however, she wouldn’t change anything nor trade something for it—lilith would rather be genuinely loved than resented or made to fit into a mold that was never meant for her.  if that makes her damned ?  then so be it.

@guiltye said,  [ DESPERATE ]: the situation is dire, and the sender can’t stop themselves from rushing forward and crushing receiver into an aggressive, frantic kiss.

the kiss takes her a moment to process in the way he grasp either of her cheeks between palms. the way her body is pulled toward his own until they practically press together. lilith returns the kiss as she always does, but brows furrow when they part from one another. she takes a deep breath in, a small shake of her head to accompany her expression.  ❛ lucifer, what- . . ❜ is all that comes out for a moment, breath heavy. something settles in her stomach, a bad feeling.   ❛ is something going on ?  tell me. don’t just kiss me as if you never will again. ❜

#guiltye #muse: lilith #q