#miss me? 😇

[rosicheeks]

✨🥀✨

#miss me? 😇 #pssssst #send me a tip if you like seeing me on your dash and you want me to post more 😘 #normally would do a bunch of tags but I tired and just want attention #so here you guys go #give me praise and attention pretty pretty please 🥺 #from last night 🥰 #me #mine #rosicheeks

[gurenmonster]

Rewatched this video for no reason in particular

#purple hair damien i miss u every day #it's definitely the hair I'm focused on and nothing else yep #but still miss the purple hair era #cuz we still got everything else....😇 #smosh #damien haas #this is for me and all the damien enjoyers #look. I'm just saying that if he hugged me it would be devastating to let go

[colgatebluemintygel]

WE ARE SOO BACK

#MISSED THEM............ #slipping back into oao s's brain is the easiest thing i've ever done #for sure going to have to re-read oao in its entirety (yuck ! ew!! torture !!!!) because i have forgotten much. but #love u forever s... #also had to return with benjy slander rofl #there was no other way #nobody's favourite wet noodle of a man !!!!! #uhmm also to avoid confusion this is not a chapter post... i am just working on the doc for the first time since august 😇 #also slowly catching up on all the tags/asks/etc !! speaking of. one of my new years resolutions is to ANSWER MY ASKS #i feel perma guilt about how terrible i am at answering them and it occurred to me recently that there is a v simple solution #and that is. to actually answer them :o) #oao

[sturnioloho]

#hand kiss!!!!!! #need him 2 hype me up like dis #i once saw a quote n it was like u can do anything w a supportive man by ur side n it always makes me think of chris #so supportive #makes me tear up sometimes lmao he’s just so fucking sweet #the whatever u want 😇😇😇😇😇 #hearing him say u look good is music to my god damn ears #i melt n it’s not even directed at me lmao #i luv him #missing the twitch days #chris sturniolo #sturniolo triplets #twitch

[litrallytyrus]

rewatching the tyrus storyline and kira wanted tj so bad it’s embarrassing like she was really throwing herself onto a boy who was clearly giving major heart eyes to his boy best friend right in front of her . like omg she didn’t give a fuckkk she was like i can change him 😍 and she was so wrong like nobody has ever been more wrong

#like thats so funny to me #he did not care at all #cyrus was like ‘u guys are good together’ and tj was like ‘EWWWWW GROSSS i’m not dating her wtf 😭😭😭😭’ #obsessed #the closet was glass for him truly #i miss them sm #i forgot how beautiful the bench scene was omg like i was smiling so hard #when tj starts reaching for cyrus’ hand omg i was DYINGGG #my heart can’t handle that sweetness #i can’t believe it’s 2023 and i’m making a tyrus post #going back to my roots :) #this is why tyrus stays in the username forever …. they were everything to me #they will always be like iconic in a way that nothing else could be iconic #okay sorry tyrus rant over i’ll be resuming my regularly scheduled sitcom content shortly 😇💪 #tyrus #cyrus goodman #tj kippen #andi mack

[wantbytaemin]

🍀☀️🌿🦋🌳✨🍃

#cardio appt went well!!! looks the same as last time so we’re not getting worse 🫀🫶🏻 good job miss muscle i knew you had it in you (<- a girl #who was bitching and nervous as fawk) #and alsooo the doctor was so nice to me she called me beautiful girl like 5 times and when i smiled when she told me there were no changes #she said ‘oh you should be on television’ LMFAOOO i love her bc i really needed a little pick up #and also as i got into the building there was a man getting into the elevator w me and he was like you’re the lucky charm bc this elevator #usually never comes. i had to wait the last 7 or 8 times and here you are and suddenly it’s here immediately #and i was like 😇 MEEEE the lucky charm hehehehehe #anyway posting this from the park near the clinic bc i didn’t wanna drive in rush hour so i could speed home as a treat #and 🫶🏻 it’s so beautiful i feel so much better!

[yaz-the-spaz]

For those of you who may be wondering why I've been so MIA here lately, one of the biggest things that kept me active was a fandom friend I made. She was the main one inspiring me to keep up with fandom and with this blog over these last few years and throughout that time we became very close friends. It's honestly kind of a crazy fluke that we even got as close as we did looking back because she wasn't even really very active on here but we got to messaging each other fairly frequently and somehow that turned into texting nearly every day for around 5 years. Whenever my activity in fandom waned we'd get to talking about some new theory or realization one of us had or some weird thing that had happened and I'd feel compelled to come back here to share or to see what other people were thinking/saying and be right back to being active and excited about fandom again.

However as you may have noticed I've been a lot less active over the last couple of years and partly that's because of some major life changes and job changes, but it was also partly because my friend had been dealing with a lot over the last year or so which meant we talked less and less, which meant me being less active on here too because I just wasn't as inspired to stay as involved. Last year (not long after my last post about Zayn) I received the news that she had passed away and for a while it just felt too difficult to even think about coming back here because it just made me sad and thinking about how much I missed her. It's taken me a while but recently I finally started to make my peace with her passing and I now consider myself as having a heavenly guardian angel looking out for me. It's only as I processed that over the last month or so that I've started to feel my inspiration and excitement for fandom (and writing fic) slowly returning somewhat. Then, just as I was starting to feel up to maybe coming back here again the 25 thing happened and lo and behold here I am! ✌🏽

I don't know how active I'll be moving forward, but you'll probably/hopefully see me on here at least more than once every 6 months lol

#to my guardian angel if you're up there reading this i miss you so much man 😇 #to everyone else be on the lookout for more posts and more fic from me again soon #personal #my blog #crying in the club rn

[reamed]

ya know what I’m deciding not to give a shit if my job doesn’t like me missing work bcuz I’m in agonizing pain

#txt #it is what it is #fuck it we ball #like idk what else to do #and it really erks me that my boss thinks she has the right to tell me I need to go to the doctor #because bitch I’ve been all my life I’ve been misdiagnosed with stomach viruses utis and it’s never that #I’m not risking being misdiagnosed again. I’m waiting for my gyno appointment bcuz it has fucking everything to do with my period/reproduct #REPRODUCTIVE ORGANS #like hire more people if it’s such a loss when I’m gone ?????? #don’t fucking text me telling me that “As a mom I’d tell my kid to go to the doctor😇 as if my parents aren’t fully aware of the pain I’m in #and have been fully aware since I was 10 years old #I know what’s going on bitch I don’t need to waste money at a walk in clinic for them to tell me I have a uti or my stomach is just hurting #u think jus fucking about with this shit. no I plan for this every month. usually it’s not terrible. this month has been hell #there’s nothing I can do to avoid it. I take meds and they barely do anything #i deserve to rest bcuz I’ve been busting my ass this year and last through this pain #i can afford to miss a few days off work. sorry yall can’t #I’m sorry for ranting this had jus been an issue my whole life. they used to grill me as a kid at school for missing #and it reminds me of that so much and it makes me feel like a child again #being told It’s JuSt period CrAmpS just TakE medicine #meanwhile I’m literally puking from pain #meanwhile my insides feel like they are blistering and on fire and my lower body is being yanked to the floor #ok sowwy I’m gonna go cry about it now

[rosicheeks]

💖💖💖

Tips // Treats

#hi this is your reminder today is the last day to get my snap for $25 😇 #send me an ask if you’re interested and I’ll reply privately #this is currently on my snap story 🥰 #and me singing in the car #and a cute lil smoking video 🥰 #don’t miss out 😇 #me #mine #rosicheeks #support content creators #chubby #plus size

[hissterical-nyaan]

They ask why I'm always stuck on my phone, scrolling for hours and hours reading squiggly text on my phone

But they don't know it's what keeps me alive.... imagining myself in all this pain but in this phone I have people to comfort or mourn me. It gives me a glimpse of what could be....what I lost....what was never meant to be mine in this world to begin with

#my bookmarks are filled with memories of dark nights eating me alive #I'm just being dramatic cause mom is threatening to take my phone away and I'm just so tired #there has been too much screaming around me lately #never thought I'll miss the quiet of my bare room back in hostel #I've been doing it all wrong again #idk why I'm even posting this I feel like a pathetic bitch 😇 #yknow I'm mad that I can't think of kms anymore without feeling guilty #this never used to happen before #why do people fucking love me

[minty-bubblegum]

Goinh to eep brb

#I do not sleep very much #So uh #Bc I fall asleep and then wake up 4 hours later 🧍‍♀️ #Yeah so uh #You guys have been missing out on so much of me 🥺🥺😇😇 #It must be so sad when I'm not here for more than 12 minutes 😱😱🤯🤯😢😢

[xluciifer]

👑

#nobody can tell me Lucifer WOULDN'T get possessive over what's his. finally moving on into a 'heathier' relationship and allowing himself to #love and be loved again. #he's an all or nothing lover - he will dote on you relentlessly; but the dynamic won't change - he'll still be his funny self; though it'll #take him time to truly work through his issues. but now he'll have a partner that cares enough to help him through it. #he'll grow so possessive he'll scratch his name and embed it into their skin so they'll never forget who they belong too. #😇 #ooc ; out of heaven #obviously I'm missing some of the ships I've made with lucifer 😔😔😔

[litrallytyrus]

look i literally don’t go here but i peeked into the hsmtmts tag and you’re telling me ricky showed up to visit ej at his college? isn’t that a direct parallel to troy coming to see gabriella at stanford?

i’ve never even seen any of the high school musical movies but man that just speaks even more to the caswen tragedy ….. they have a fucking romcom set up every time they’re interacting with parallels to a canon couple and then disney still wants to slip in the ‘brother’ word ……… it’s like they’re making fun of us at this point

#also obsessed with the fact that u don’t go here and yet have stuff to say about caswen 😭 #thank u for supporting the cause 🙏🤝😇 #while i’m here and on the topic it’s so interesting for ricky to be the only one interacting with ej this season . #unless i missed something which i could have since i was skipping around #but like . why not gina . or ASH . orrrrrr ….. idk anybody? #but it was ricky …….. #shows some sort of development #but not the development we really deserved #the only way any of this is justifiable (to me) is if ricky and ej meet a couple years into college (somehow) and hit it off #and get together then #caswen endgame can still win ☺️🤝 #these tags got carried away oops #cute asks #anon asks #caswen #ricky bowen #ej caswell #hsmtmts

[wantbytaemin]

bday weekend day 3 success 😌💖

#just abt got back home from dinner w mom & her friends #they always treat me so nice they call me doll & talk abt how smart and beautiful i am and how my hair is so pretty etc etc like. i love #these women sm 😭💗 #btw i got a mini umbrella w DETECTIVE SNOOPY print 😭 literally perfect #& flowers.. roses ofc 🌹❣️ #and it was such a nice time and i drove home in sport mode as a treat 😇 but let me tell you im sooooo fawking WIPED idt ill even stay up #until midnight aka my actual bday kfhskdk #great great beautiful weekend i love being miss bday princess i get as many compliments during bday weekend as i do in like a full month #usually. so 🥰 good for the soul!

[firein-thesky]

i have returned

#i am more or less out of the woods for grad applications #i may return to being silly #did you miss me 😇😇😇 #i’m gonna respond to asks today…..do some writing

[tankgotstuckinthecircusgate]

sorry but i think young eddie would've beaten joe in a seduction contest

#i'm biased ofc #but “the best flirt is the person who doesn't like anyone”😇 #m2 #serpent eddie save me🐍🐍🐍🐍 #the only problem is that im bad at flirting so idk how to write it #im a rude type at this point. “are u goin to kiss me or what?” i miss saying this fr😔