#millie is making me really annoyed im so tired of her i just

[queatherine]

td spoilers episodes 9-13 (long post; more in depth thoughts towards the end)

ep 9:

the dudes being there for priya awwwww that was so sweet !!

hey julia, is that car cool enough :)

sighhhhh mkulia

julia is that tiktok lumberjack lesbian,, i think shes canadian too

ep 10:

listen, i think we could all agree that the moment damien found that immunity idol way back when sealed his fate that he was NOT going to be a finalist,, so i wasnt surprised, just saddened

julia manipulation truly is everything i love evil women

ep 11:

MACARTHUR??!?!??!??!? truly not the cameo i expected, but i did not mind it!!

can we stop this annoying distrust arc between priya and caleb?

cant believe they killed off raj

so like,, did dinosaurs just never go extinct in the total drama universe??? is this one of the insane lore bits like 9/11 never happening (or happening some time after 2009???) 9/11 was the asteroid that killed the dinosaurs

CANT BELIEVE THEY VOTED OFF RAJ NOOOOOO IM WAYNE FRRR

ep 12:

me 🤝 priya afraid of lighting + thunder

OLD MAN TENNIS YAOI????!?!?!?! PULLED THEM OUT OF THEIR GRAVES FOR THIS CAMEO WOW

can we stop this annoying distrust arc between priya and caleb? pt2

i dont ship juliayne (juliayne shippers i do not hate you please do your thing i love you), but goddamn i want more interactions between theyre sooooo silly

ep 13: listen, i think wayne winning is fine. do i love himbos? yes. was i rooting for him in the finale? yes. in the grand scheme of things, do i think he is a good finalist? no. we can all agree that hes very much an owen, and i dont mind that!! i actually think having a fan favorite, comic relief, underdog third party winning makes sense in this season, because i dont think caleb or julia winning would be a satisfying end (especially how they were handling them by the end)

caleb's story was messy, and at the end of the day (and i know that the intentions changed), he did start his alliance with priya to use her. him winning, after all of the drama, after priya was gone, wouldve just idk felt shitty. he did get the girl in the end, which concludes his story better than him winning it. (if im comparing this to the tdi 2007 final three,, i guess hes the gwen)

as for julia, she had two seasons to be villain, and it was amazing. she is so good at what she does and she is such a joy to watch. and we all know how total drama handles its villains, they need to get their comeuppance. did bowie double cross her last season? yes. and she came back still was the main villain and was AMAZING at it. but she was still the villain for another 13 episodes, AND HER GETTING PRIYA OUT LAST EPISODE, she cant win. was her just desserts satisfying? meh. nice callback to heather (we all know julia is the heather of this comparison), though i can understand people who dont like this callback and think its tiring or something. they couldve done something else, but im not mad (i kinda fuck with the mullet). i just see no satisfying way for julia to win with how she was presented in these seasons: she was not world tour heather, with three full length seasons and a greater threat to overcome; she was island heather, and therefore could not win.

overall thoughts of the season:

im someone that thinks the hockey bros jokes nearly always land, so i enjoy the shit out of them (i think im in the majority?)

im someone that did not like priyaleb at first, grew to being more neutral about it, but still found it to be a bit tiring. i like priya, i like caleb, i dont like tiring romantic subplots, and it sucks that that was the entire thing for these characters this season

the julia mk duo was AMAZING, one of the highlights of this season and one that i never wouldve expected to be real. mkulia wins in my heart and i hope they start their podcast (JULIA WAS GOIGN TO USE THE MONEY TO START THE PODCAST WITH MK HOLY SHIT GIRL IS IN LOVE)

it sucks that certain characters really got nothing this season (millie, nichelle, emma, and even axel to an extent).. but i get that characters like millie and emma already had a lot of screentime last time and someone has to be an early boot (just realize the ones i listed off were all women,, damn the writers fr just hate women)

at the end of the day, i really enjoyed this season. and i think the most important part of that enjoyment was this was the first time i got to watch a season and have no idea what was going to unfold. i watched the first four season of total drama when they were airing, but i was a little kid with poor comprehension skills. the first three seasons aired before i knew how to read (i learned to read late). and with tdpi, rr, and tdi 2023, i watched them after the fact and knew who the winners were going in. this was the first season i watched were i truly did not know the winner, and that added to my enjoyment. not to mention this being the one and only time i was present in an online space to talk about show as the episodes dropped. this season was a bit messy here and there, but it delivered some great stuff. i found myself laughing out loud and just having a good time, which is all i need out of my silly little cartoon

#total drama #td spoilers #total drama spoilers #total drama 2023 #someone gave me a microphone

[mydiaryx]

WED 2ND NOV

Feel like im going to have to to type on here, on notes, looks weird me typing on Tumblr, should probs get rid of the okay so too. I dont want people to actually think that im writing my diary. I also need to still work on looking at the screen. I am a little worried now. I do just need to get started on my other projects, at least I can stay late tonight. I can just try and get a bit of everything done. Ill make like a critical path. At least I have my lists too! And ill also get my what was I just thinking. Ffs, coffee took my mind off. Need to plan going to the v&a and need to plan something with millie, I do wanna go to something with maya but she’s kinda annoyed me now. I like her but I feel like we can’t be that close as friends. I am feeling really motivated atm tbh !! Im doing work every day because im with people also doing work, and it feels weird to like not do work. Also what colour am I going to paint my nails, unsure, I feel a bit gross atm. She probs thinks im gross atm ! I do feel like dirty and smelly, I’ve just been like wearing the same clothes! And I don’t even know if they like smell like smoke or anything. And my skin is so bad now. Period has fucked me up. Also left my benzos at Georges, deffo need to get some more, maybe ill get loads from Erika, I do kind of really want them again, I didn’t even feel too tired, I just acted like a normal person, and life has been feeling really good, maybe Dylan would be worried if I asked him for a whole pack next time. And like if geo was there he deffo wouldn’t be happy, which is expected I guess. Can anyone tell im writing my diary rn ? Who knows ! Also I do kind of want that daily planner from work. And am I really not getting those docs then? Bc by the looks of it im not !!! I can’t even remember if my rooms a mess lol. I hope not , I haven’t even worked at my desk in so long, its actually so hard tho, I think I’ve come to realise that all the work I do is going to be in uni. Maybe that’s for the best !! I am literally out every day tho. Just like with my sourcing I haven’t looked at it in so long. I will have a look tho. Maybe if I do some like nice charts, or I could actually Start printing things for cult too. That will probs make me feel a bit like better about it. Omg, I so forgot, I was meant to start a notion LOL. Okay, that makes it a bit more appealing. I will do that, and ill print some things once I’ve done them, maybe I can just save them then print using tat computer there lol. Who knows. Time to do a critical path anyways, hopefully excel isn’t too hard to navigate. Okay bye xx 

[xmalereader]

Kylo Ren X Modern! Male Reader

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Summary: Reader is training with Kylo Ren but gets frustrated each time he’s pressured and acts like a child.

Warnings: force senstive, Hux being soft, Millicent, earthling reader.

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“Concetrate.”

“Im trying.”

“Not hard enough.”

Letting out a groan of frustration, the earthling stands up from his meditating position. Glaring at Kylo. “I can do it if you just leave!” He shouts at the Supreme leader who only looked back at him with an unimpressed look on his face. Y/n has been training with Kylo for weeks now and he hasn’t gotten the chance to have a break, he was up early every day either learning how to spare with Kylo or how to control the force without causing any messes, and now he was trying to meditate but Kylo keeps walking around him which bothers him.

“You must learn to meditate with or without an empty room.” Said Kylo as he walks towards y/n but of course the other wasn’t in the mood for the lectures, using the force he reaches out to take kylos saber, turning it on as he points the saber at him with a frown. “I am taking a break so don’t even try to do anything that’ll piss me off even more.” He threatens out before turning off the saber and tossing it to Kylo. He gives him one last glare before marching out of the training deck.

Kylo stands frozen in shock as he held his saber, looking down at it before looking back up towards the exit that y/n just took.

Y/n was stomping down the corridors, heading towards his favorite place that helped him find peace. He stands in front of the door and punched in the code, the door slides open, allowing him inside. Y/n stumbled inside, the first thing he does is jump face first onto the large king size bed that was proped up in the middle of the room. Moaning softly as he nuzzled his face against the pillows and bed sheets.

“I gave you my code for emergencies.” He hears an all too familiar voice, glancing over to see Hux sitting behind his desk woth a datapad, giving him a look with a raised brow.

“I am tired.” Y/n calls back and went back to nuzzling the warm bed sheets. “Where’s Millie?” He randomly blurts out and sits up, sitting on the edge of the bed as he looks around for a familiar orange fur ball. “Somewhere.” Is all Hux says as he gets back to work, checking in on his new plans for the first order.

It’s been a few months since y/n’s joined the first order, when Kylo found him on earth and took him under his wing he couldn’t help but become close friends with Hux. When he also heard that Kylo and Hux were enemies and how their fights will get a little heated and how Hux was always the one to end up injured. This causes y/n to get angry at the supreme leader, threatening the man and humiliating him in front of everybody, He didn’t care if Kylo Ren got angry with him because he wasn’t afraid of him. Back on earth he dealt with worse, he’s been through the same abuse that Hux went through and only seeing Kylo treat him like that caused a vain to pop.

He remembers warning Kylo about Hux and to stay away from him each time he got an anger tantrum, no one thought that Ren would actually listen to y/n and he knew why, he was force senstive and a pretty powerful one too. He was kylos equal and if anything were to happen to him their bond could suddenly damage Kylos power and make him lose the force.

He remembers Hux giving him his code for his chambers in case he ever felt lonely or tired of others thag he would allow him to stay in his own room. The two grew close and Hux became y/n’s first real friend.

“There you are!” Y/n cooed as he finds Millicent hiding under the bed. He reached out with his hand and allowed the orange cat to crawl out of the tight space on its own. “How’s my favorite baby doing?” He continues to coo out as he holds the cat in his arms, gently setting her down on the king side bed. Making enough room for hisemlf to lie down too.

“I thought Ren was worse to handle but you, your just annoying.” Said Hux, not moving his eyes from the datapad.

Y/n giggled and plays with Millicent’s paws. “That’s because you like my annoyance and also because Millie likes me.” He says back. He shifts the cat to lie on its side, smiling as he takes the opportunity to bury his face into her warm and soft belly. He hears a soft purr coming from her as she grooms his hair.

Hux looks up and chuckled, rolling his eyes as he turns off the datapad and stands up from his desk chair. “Ren will come searching for you.” He reminds the other as he makes his way towards the large bed.

Y/n moans. “I threaten him to leave me alone and to at least give me a break.” He muffled out and reaches up to stroke Millicent’s ears.

“You threatened him? That would’ve been a nice thing to see.” Hux sits on the bed with his legs crossed and arms folded over his chest. “Even if you convinced him to give you a break he’ll still gonna come searching for you and I don’t want him to ruin my room if he gets another tantrum.”

Y/n groans and lifts his head off Millicent’s belly. “I can handle it, I mean—“ he shifts around to lie on his back and stare up at Hux. “He’s easy to handle I don’t get how you guys are afraid of him? I mean all I do is yell back at him and point fingers.” He says with a shrug and chuckled. Hux shakes his head and sighs, “That’s because you two are bonded and if anything happens with that bond of yours it can cause some real damage.”

“You and your stupid bonds, Ugh. I should’ve stayed back on earth.”

“And Rot like everyone else?” Hux raises a brow.

Y/n glanced at him before looking back at the ceiling and thinking about home. Well it was home, not anymore. His parents weren’t really the nicest people, they treated him differently and expected a lot from him when in reality they never got that. He was always locked in his room either listening to music and learning things that he wants to know. His parents expected him to be a doctor but he didn’t like dealing with medical things and having to have someone’s life in his own hands. Instead he stuck with design and taught himself a language or two, he wanted to travel the world and get to know new things.

And now here he is; traveling around some with a dark lord and General. He didn’t mind it really he enjoyed it and he was learning new things about the force and how it works. He felt pretty excited the first couple of days he tried but once those days turned into weeks he quickly got tired and wanted to get a break and less training days.

“It was a nice planet, to be honest.” Y/n mumbled out. “I really enjoyed the forest and the woods that was the best part.” He whispers as he reached over to pet millicent once again with a smile on his face. Hux could only watch him before sighing, he stands up from his sitting position he checks the time. “Best you head back, I know you want breaks but Ren isn’t a very patient man.”

Y/n sighs softly, nodding a little as he slowly sits up from the bed and crawls out of it. Holding a small pout on his face which Hux ignores, he opens the door for him and smirks. “Out you go now.” He says. “And next time you get him upset I would like to see it, he hates being humiliated.”

“Next time he gets angry he’s going to kill you instead of me.” Y/n laughs out and steps out of Hux’s chambers. Stretching out his arms and yawning. “I’m tired and sore, geez Kylo really did work hard on me.” He adds as he rubs his back and whines.

“Y/n!!”

The earthling gasps as he hears kylos booming voice, groaning he turns around to see the supreme leader walking towards him, a glare on his face as he approached him. “Not this again.” Y/n mumbled out as he rubs his temples, already knowing what’s coming.

“How dare you threaten me like that!” Kylo points a finger at him as he gets angry. Y/n simply gives him a look meaning that he doesn’t care. “Listen, sweety—“ y/n used his own pointer finger to move kylos finger away from his face. “I’m not a lord or a supreme leader but I am human, and I have the right to do as I want.” He continues on.

“Y/n—“

“And if you don’t allow me then I won’t hesitate to betrayal the first order and go work for the resistance.” Y/n quickly says with crossed arms.

Both General and Supreme leader froze in spot, their eyes widening.

Holy shit, they didn’t think that you were actually capable of going that far. Betraying them after everything they’ve done for you, but of course you didn’t care which side won. The resistance and first order were like two different parts of the government, fighting over who gets to rule and who doesn’t. It was all the same back on earth and y/n was used to this and tired of it.

“You wouldn’t dare.” Sneered out Kylo as y/n rubs his face. “I will if I have too.” He answers and walks Past him, his shoulder shoving Kylo to the side as he heads towards the bridge. Wanting to know what they were up too next.

“Knowing y/n better than you Ren, I know that he won’t hesitate to do it.” Said Hux as he glanced over to Ren who was glaring deep holes into y/n’s back. “He’s a stubborn child.” He grits out.

“Aren’t you stubborn as well?”

Kylo continued to glare at y/n. “He’s worse than me.” This earns a scoff from Hux as he too walks back to the bridge.

#kylo ren x male reader #male reader #star wars #adam driver #kylo ren #star wars x male reader

[stwolfhardimaginez]

music reveal party. f.w imagine.

summary; y/n hosts a music reveal party for her new song, st cast watches it.. something she never expects happens when a knock is at the door... ( im so dramatic... bye.)

warnings; finn being a flirt, heated🔥( .... im logging off) , fluff and aged up!

outfit n hair🔽

third person pov

gaten, millie, noah, finn, sadie and caleb all sat on the couch facing the wall that had a projector having a timer that was three minutes to midnight.

which was when y/n’s music video would be released.

“can’t we just watch it before midnight?” gaten asked yawning.

y/n walked out from behind them in a baggy tee shirt with shorts underneath. “no. it’s three minutes. you’ll survive.” she said as the two laughed.

“from the pictures you posted on your Instagram teasing it, i’d rather watch it alone.” finn said smirking.

“okay tozier.” she said rolling her eyes trying to hide the blush forming on her cheeks as the girls scolded finn for being his inner Richie Tozier. she to the kitchen since since her face was so red from one single comment.

finn has always been a flirt to me, i never thought of anything of it cause i thought he was like that to everyone else.. which is why she never been a flirt back, but she liked him.

who wouldn’t?

she laughed at her own thoughts as the speak of the devil walked in, y/n pulled herself up on the counter going on Instagram.

“so you aren’t gonna show me the video before them.” finn asked, she looked up and laughed and shook her head.

“y/n?” he said, she looked up at him as he bit his lip.

“do you have blush on?” he asked. fuck.

“yeah. I-i um yeah i do.” she replied, cursing herself for stuttering, he then walked up to her as he was right between her legs.

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“i didn’t notice it before.” he said— “ maybe cause it’s dark in there and there’s actually lighting here.” i said about to jump off the counter but finn put his warm hands on my bare thighs.

“you sure you aren’t blushing?” he asked and before i could say anything, i heard noah yell.

“y/n!! the timer is over. come show us your video.” he yelled and i took finn’s heads off my thighs and jumped off now he was towering over me.

“im not blushing, but you will once you see the video.” she said walking away into the living room leaving finn flustered

y/n quickly ran over to her computer clicking the play button that started the video.

the video started with a panning of what looked like a nursery, the wall was painted a pastel pink that had y/n’s name written in cursive writing that was painted a lavender color.

then it showed y/n sitting in what looked like a big crib, the wig she was wearing was in curly pigtails, one side of her hair was pink while the other one was black, she was wearing a baggy t shirt that said crybaby on it and was just wearing knee high socks.

the camera then showed two people walk in, a guy that looked a lot like finn. had the curly mop of hair, was really pale and looked lanky who was with a girl that looked like a cut out copy of y/n.

the camera then panned to y/n who was twirling her curly hair around her finger, she looked at the couple that walked in then back to the camera.

“tired blue boy walks my way, holding a girls hand.” she sang, she lipsynced the song slower so it looked more sensual.

“someone told me stay away from things that aren’t yours but was it really yours if he wanted me so bad?” y/n sang again smiling innocently after she finished the line.

“you don’t love her, stop lying with those words.” she sang again running her finger down her lips.

the next shot played in the video as y/n now had her knees up to her chest with her arms resting over her legs.

“i can’t stand her whining, and loving her seems tired.” she sang now sitting up on her knees.

“so boy love me down,down down.” she sang again as the camera went down then went up from y/n hand pulled it back up.

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“you don’t love her, stop lying with all those words.” she sang the last line of the song as she turned her back to the camera and slowly went on her back.

the video now showed the bloopers of the video, it showed y/n in a different outfit while someone did her makeup.

“never thought it hurt so bad, getting over you. your giving me a heart attack.” she sang as the girl doing her makeup laughed.

another shot was of her dancing to wake up by beyonce, then the director dancing with her.

finn had his jaw clenched as he watched the director hold hands with her and watch her smile at him, what made him even more mad was when he turned to look at y/n she was smiling at the two dancing, he looked back as it was just y/n at the camera lip syncing.

“ excuse me.... uhm? i love you, who starts a conversation like that? nobody but i do.” she sang smiling.

“stream stranger things season 3 on july fourth.” she said making a kissy face then walking away as the screen went black.

“i loved it!” millie said as sadie nodded her head, “thank you!” y/n said smiling. “you guys can finally go home.” she said turning her lights back on.

the cast said goodbye and hugged and

y/n shut her door and started cleaning up the living room so she could hurry up and go to bed, all sudden a rapid knock came on the front door.

could someone forget something? she thought.. but when she looked around she didn’t see anything that belonged to anyone that was here before.

“im coming! jesus.” she said annoyed at the rapid knocking.

she swung open the door and saw him. “what do you wan- finn?” she said confused.

but before she could say anything else finn smashed his lips against hers grabbing her body.

he kicked the door behind him and locked it with just one hand, he continued making out with her, he then lowered his head leaving hickeys all along her neck.

“finn.” she said breathlessly, “what are you doing here?” she asked him trying to catch her breath.

“i like you, y/n. ive always liked you. whenever i had to kiss millie i pretended it was..... you.” he said breathlessly.

“but your a flirt? you flirt with everyone.” she said confused, “no.. no.” he said laughing.

“Caleb and gaten told me to flirt with you to see if you would do it back.” he said.

“you aren’t saying anything so i guess you don’t feel the same.” he finished running his hand threw his curly hair.

he then headed towards the door but y/n grabbed his hand and pulled him back and smashed her lips against his as he kissed back.

“so you like me?” he said while still kissing her.

“shut up.” she replied laughing.

songs used...

pacify her - melanie martinez

wake up - Beyoncé

heart attack - one direction ( this is a bop. change my mind)

au volant- elsa and emilie ( i was listening to it while i was writing)

#finn wolfhard #finn wolfhard imagine #mike wheeler #richie tozier #finn wolfhard au

[erins-quinn]

Yay!

I just hit 700 followers!! I truly truly never thought I would ever hit a number like that in a million years I literally remember not even thinking it was probable for me to hit even 100 but look where we are now wow.

….soooo I really hope you guys aren’t completely tired of me gushing over my mutuals…. because I’m about to do SO MUCH OF IT

@itcouldbendoritcouldbreak Abby, you are my main, you are always always there for me when I need you I always have so much fun talking to you about anything and everything and I still can’t believe something as simple as my neurotic tagging system brought us together. Thank you for being my supporter and more importantly my friend.

@maxmayfield Val!! I know I talk about how sweet you are all of the time and I will never be tired of it. You’re super supportive of every new and old writer here and always make sure they know they have a fan in you. Blessing us with all of your writing and cute ideas just don’t stop being you okay?

@themikewheelers I never thought I would be able to say I can call Tori a mutual but I am so glad I can. Your blog is just amazing, your take on everything always makes me think, and you’re not afraid to call out what isn’t right. And you do that while being an amazing writer?? Don’t know how just don’t stop doing it. You inspire me so much.

@theamiableanachronism Ami! You are just so darn sweet and cute you know that? When you look up adorable in the dictionary Ami’s face comes up did you guys know that? Along with your amazing writing having a sweet calm personality like you here is something I treasure. You’re amazing.

@sstrangerthaneleven Oh Savannah, I really don’t know how much I can gush about your writing without everyone getting really annoyed with me but I don’t care. You are literally so nice and caring and I love that you’re here. You can see it in your writing as well as your personality, you’re just an awesome person dude.

@stevemossington Lara!! I just love your love of everything..? If that makes sense. Your friendship with Val your painful angst and everything about you screams love and a great love at that. I hope to live my life with the same amount of passion you do really.

@bikingthroughhawkins Lex, whenever I talk to you it just lifts my spirits?? You are so sweet and kind and cheerful and bubbly I can’t stand it. You were my very first friend here, and you broke me out of my shy shell and I can’t thank you enough for it. Guys she liked me even though I had that stupid url before this one, that’s how you know she’s a real one.

@ask-the-deadman How many times can I compliment your art?? A million times wouldn’t be enough. It is so cute and adorable and on point and I am always so happy when it’s on my dash. Please just never stop illustrating, you’re way too amazing at it to ever do that.

@pretty-millie But I can always rely on you for cute pictures and throwback videos of the cast??? And that literally breathes air into my lungs??? No but seriously, I really really love your blog. Your love for the kids is as big as mine, and the fact that you share it with everyone here makes my heart so so so happy.

@m11ke-wheeler Angie!! You know you are really really funny did you know that? I adore your sense of humor and your undying love of the cast for all they do. You are a true representative in how much we all love them, and I really hope your blog lives on to eternity.

Other blogs I adore:

@80smikewheeler always super cheerful and cute and relatable

@bichaelwheeler Just like a really cool person??? And loves the cast so much she’s awesome

@supercomsandeggos the most amazing sense of humor I always laugh at the stuff she reblogs

@eggogorgon makes gif making seem like a science and an artform at the same time don’t know how

@mxdmax loves Sadie and Max and Lucas and everyone so much??? And I love her for that??? Seriously dude you’re incredible.

@raesberri incredible art like I would personally put it up in a museum myself and stare at it for hours on end

@wheezingwheeler just started following her but she’s so adorable??? And I love her tags I always read them

@1980s-jean-ralphio always super relatable posts I always find myself going “IM NOT THE ONLY ONE” so awesome

@bisexualmichaelwheeler loves those two dorky boys as much as I do and I love her for that.

@scienceisneat I just love your url and your writing and your everything? Like a lot??

@ghost-grantaire anything she writes is always a joy to read and she’s just such a likable person in general the whole package tbh

There are so many other amazing blogs here: @alliehp @alabasterswriting @maplestreet83 @curiosityvoyage @milesandpilesofdinosaurdust @dazzlingtiredeyes @starmaammke @the-weirdo-on-maple-street @b11tchin @eleventhemage god I wish I could think of more but I love and appreciate every SINGLE one of you that has left a nice note on a fic or hc and made me feel like I have a place here with such amazing souls. I’ll never forget that.

P.S shout out to @timetravl for being my 700th follower! You rock!

#really long post lol #but my love for everyone is wordy what can i say #my post

[ayyani123]

Camp Drama 26

That night the picnic was cancelled and your didn't ate dinner at all. You went back to your cabin having the feeling of anger and sadness. You fell asleep crying . The next day you went to clinic and find me nubulizing as Liam was asleep in his bed. I didn't care if I didn't have anything to eat, I was too upset and I just wanted to sleep. I woke up the next day and went to the clinic. I was still really upset but I didn't want it to show. I saw you enter as Millie greeted. "Good Morning Jesse-" she said and frown. "Is everything OK?" She asked looking at you. I just finished my nebulizer and look at you. I looked at Millie and nodded, forcing a smile. "Yeah, everything's fine. Why wouldn't it be?" I said, shrugging slightly "ohh i thought something bad happens " she said smiling. "So how was your dinner last night " she said smiling as she pack up my medicine. I didn't speak once she mentions you and Louis. "Um, it was fine" I said, shrugging a little and looked at her quickly before looking at you. "How are you feeling today?" I asked, wanting to get off the subject of Louis and I "I'm OK it's my last day actually " i said awkwardly. "You how are you feeling? " I asked returning your question. "Oh" I nodded slightly. "I'm fine" I said, giving you a small smile. I just felt so exhausted really but I didn't want to let anything show "Are you sure ?something is not right" i said looking at you . "Yeah are you sure you're ok you want a check up?" Millie asked. "We're in the clinic anyway" i said looking at you. "Yes I'm sure okay? I'm fine I don't need a check up" I said, frowning a little and rolled my eyes, sighing deeply "OK tell me when you need anything " Millie asked and immediately leave when she heard someone is knocking . I stared at you. "I will" I nodded and sighed deeply, rubbing my eyes a little. I looked at you and raised my eyebrows slightly "what Harry?" I mumbled My eyes widen and look at you . "Nothing " i said and force myself not to laughter though I'm chuckling. As i grab a small paper and wrote down something. I rolled my eyes at you and sighed. I really didn't want to be in the clinic today, I'd rather just go back and stay in my cabin all day "you're not OK" i told you shaking my head. As i lay there comfortably . I sat down and shrugged slightly "does it really matter?" I said, frowning a little "no but there's a good and a bad thing about it " i said smiling as i chuckle and continue writing down something. "What do you mean? A good and bad thing about it?" I asked and frowned, crossing my arms over my chest "well depends what do you want to hear first bad or good ?" I asked looking at you as i stop writing. "I don't know, good?" I sighed and looked at you, raising my eyebrows slightly I laugh " with that mood of yours it's hard not to notice how you're not making fun of me. It's forgot to tease me at all" i said a laughing. "But the bad things is i think it wouldn't see a real smile for the rest of the day " i said smiling. I looked at you and rolled my eyes "I thought it would be something serious" I said, shaking my head and sighed deeply. "I'm just not in the mood" "ok can i at least guess why you're acting that why?" I asked looking at you and studied your face. "Fine whatever" I shrugged, looking at you and sighed, pulling my knees up to my chest. I can't help but to laugh how cute you are in this mood . I can't help but to admit i really miss you being anything but a challenge but at the same time you were really happy making fun of me. "How about you take a break have a walk like what you did the last time it might help" i suggest. "Want me to call Mike ?" "I don't know. Last time my problem was solved but it's not going to be the same this time" I said, tearing up a little as I thought of Louis I watch you tear up . I sit up as i rub your shoulders. "Hey it's OK you don't have to do anything that you don't like" being surprised this is really serious and I'm not being sensible enough. I sighed deeply and wiped my eyes and shrugged. "I just want to go home" I mumbled, frowning a little "Me too " i said rubbing your shoulder. '"hey it's already the third day two more days and you will go home" i said lift your face so it can look at your face. I wipe your with my thumb and said. "You will go home soon don't worry" I nodded a little and sighed "yeah but I'm stuck here for two more days until then" I frowned "Well it suppose you're not alone in stuck too " i said patting your head. "I know" I shrugged and looked at you, sighing softly "are you sure that's all you want? To go home?" I asked looking at you. "I don't know" I sighed, biting my lip softly. I want Louis back, that's for sure but I didn't want to say anything to you about that "what is going on?" I said looking at you seriously . I shrugged slightly "I don't know, I doubt you'll know though" I frowned I cross my arms . "You're under estimating me" i said looking at you with disbelief. "Really? Okay go on then, what is it then?" I asked, looking at you and raised my eyebrows I crack up when i see you rise your eyebrows. I laugh covering my head with my pillow and say. "You're right i don't know anything" I rolled my eyes and shook my head "I knew you didn't" I said, but I couldn't help but smile just a little bit I remove my pillow against my face and laugh again once i saw you. "you really know me so well thats why i like you " i said "I don't know you that well though" I shrugged, looking at you and laughed a little "there is that smile" i said smiling i laugh a little as you."really you dont know me idont believe you" "But it's true though, I don't think I know you very well. Maybe just as friends, but not really good friends" I shrugged "ooh right not as good friends " i said nodding."that's cool so it means i have something got something to hide from you" i said a laugh at you. "Well I don't know, you probably do. Like I said, I don't know your whole life, and you don't really know mine either" I shrugged I nod "you don't have to be that rude . Can't you see I'm looking at the brighter side of the situation. If you don't want me to know then don't. stop talking" i said a little bit raising my voice. I don't know why but I'm a little bit annoyed after hearing that from you. "I'm just trying to be nice." I said and cross my eyes sitting up and standing walking away. "Mike I'm getting out !!!" Called out walking to the door that's when i saw Niall clingy on Louis. "Harry " he groan as i also help him . His legs seems to be injured. Millie immediately went to assist. Louis stood there and look at you i groan walk out of the clinic. "I wasn't being rude harry, I was simply just stating something" I said, frowning as I noticed you seemed quite annoyed by this. But I wasn't being rude, I was just stating a fact. "Harry you can't leave yet" I sighed and got up, walking after you then frowned as I saw Niall looking quite in pain. I looked at Louis quickly and sighed, looking away from him and bit my lip softly, walking off after you. You wasn't allowed to leave yet so I had to make sure you stayed. I roll my eyes and turn around to look at you " of course i can i just going to my cabin silly" i said and turn around and proceed walking."and besides your boyfriend just arrived " i mumble under my breath. "You're not allowed to yet though! Just please go back to the clinic harry!" I sighed deeply. Why was you being so difficult? I frowned at your last comment and didn't say anything. I couldn't really avoid it now. I sigh and stop walking as i hear you please. "Fine ill go back but in one condition " i said raising my eyebrows as i look at youm "What's the condition then?" I asked, sighing deeply and looked at you "chase me first " i said and immediately away turn around and run away laughing. "What?" I frowned slightly, a little confused at first than laughed, starting to run after you I run until we are out of the the hallway .I run towards the lake I see the distance between us and turn around and stop waiting for you. I slowed down a little as you stopped and bit my lip softly. "You need to go back to the clinic now" I told you "Never!!!" I said laughing and waiting for you to come to me "Harry you are" I nodded and laughed a little, walking over to you Poke your side tickling you before running again "Hey stop it!" I laughed and ran after you quickly. "You need to stop before you actually need to go to the clinic" I told you I was running as you were chasing me I suddenly stop and open my arms that made me caught you. "Got cha" I said laughing as I see you were surprised form what I did making you stop running. I was a little surprised, and blushed when I felt your arms around me. "Um...yeah" I nodded and slowly moved away from you "can we go back now? Im not chasing you anymore" "nahh you can go back I'm staying I need some fresh air " I said seating down at the nearest rock. "But are you coming back?" I asked, biting my lip softly. I suppose I did kind of like spending time with you "of course ,if you want me to I will" I said turning to you and wink . I feels the amazing breeze as suddenly the wind blows. I can smell the scent of the leaves and trees that create . I close my eyes and smile . "Ahhh relaxing it's hard to believe I'm gonna miss this place even though I didn't do much" I said and look at you. "Hey Jesse do you really want to go back now?" I asked looking at you. I rolled my eyes and blushed slightly as you winked. "I'm not going to miss this place. I've hate every moment" I said, frowning a little and sighed. "Yeah...I don't know" I shrugged and looked at you I stand up and mention to you "hop on my back I'm giving you a piggy back ride" I said smiling. "Okay" I laughed and stood behind you. "Don't drop me okay? I really won't be happy at all" I told you I laugh shaking my head and position myself to you . "I won't if I decided to drop that only I'm tired " I laugh and waited for you to hop back. "Alright as long as you are sure" I smile and held onto you before climbing onto your back, holding onto you securely "alright " I said holding both of your thighs with my hands and start walking . "Nope were not going in " I said and start walking somewhere​ else . "Harry!" I frowned "why not? I told you to go back!" I huffed, but held onto you still "why do you want to go back any way it's boring in there " I said laughing as i take you somewhere else "So I know that you're okay. I know it's boring but I know you're safe" I mumbled and blushed deeply "nahhh I wouldn't do that unless you tell me what's wrong " I said and keep on walking . "I don't want to say anything. And I don't have too" I shook my head, keeping a tight hold on you so I don't fall. "why not ?" I asked and tilt my head trying to look at you. "Because I don't want to talk about it" I shrugged, looking at you and sighed "well all I want is for you to be happier" I said decided to put you down and let you sit one of the bench . " Do me a favor since you don't want to tell me give yourself an alone time . Im gonna have mine too . As long as you're beside I couldn't help myself to ask because I know it doesn't matter but I care'" I said and decided to walk away making a distance. I looked at you and sighed deeply, biting my lip softly. I suppose it would be better if I just let it all out rather than keep it in. "No come back" I said, getting up as you started to walk away and held onto your arm. "I'll tell you" I nodded. I turn to look at you. "Nahh you don't have to" I said and smile . "I don't think I have to know " and sit down beside ." Thinking of it I realize I dont want to see you cry " I sat down with you and shrugged "yeah but I think that it's better to let it out rather than keep it in" I nodded "and besides, at least I won't be crying because of you for once" I smiled slightly I chuckle "wow that's sounds like an insult but I take it as a compliment thank you" I said smiling and holding your hand before realizing I suppose I shouldn't do that so I remove it. "It is a compliment" I laughed softly and shrugged. I frowned when you removed your hand from mine, but then I realised you still think Louis and I are together. "Louis and I have broken up" I sighed deeply. When you said that my hands slipped to against the rough rock . "ouch " I check my hands and find slightly red and look at you. "When just this morning?" I asked looking at you and back to my hands. "No, yesterday. When I went to go have lunch with him. I found out that he got Emma pregnant and while we were together the last time he didn't just cheat on me once, it was multiple times. He said that he didn't think it will work out, and that he'll never be able to go to college with me because he's going to have to look after the baby. I told him it can work out but he just doesn't think so" I sighed deeply and closed my eyes, holding back tears. "ohhh Emma I thought he's over with that girl" I shake my head. "Sorry to hear that " I said looking at you and run your back with my hands. "Yeah I thought so too. But apparently not. He kept saying that he was sorry and that he loved me, but I just didn't believe him. If he really loved me he wouldn't have done that in the first place" I shook my head. I nod I sigh "if he really love you huh he wouldn't do that "I chuckle shaking my head . "But can you see I even though he's sorry and kept saying I love you he still did hurt you" I said shaking my head . "Yeah exactly, so he was just lying" I said, wiping my eyes quickly and sighed. "As soon as we broke up the last time, he slept with her" I frowned, shaking my head "but he always makes you happy " I said shaking my head. "Why does people who makes us happy hurt us the most?" "Yeah, I know he did. And I stupidly fell into his trap." I sighed deeply. "I don't know, but I wish it didn't happen" "it reminds me of Alison she told how I got no time for her that I'm a screw up mess but it's all a lie" I said looking down."why am I even affected about this " I said shaking my head I nodded slowly and sighed. I didn't even realise how similar this situation was for us both. "I have no idea" I sighed " of course you don't ,like you said we're not good friends were just friends " I said smirking at you. "That's true" I laughed softly and looked at you "but I think now we're better friends" I nodded I laugh "well that's good to know you're changing your mind about us being friends to better friends " I said quoting with my two fingers as I said that. "Why did you say it like that?" I asked, laughing a little and rolled my eyes playfully. "Isn't that what you wanted anyway?" "I don't know maybe I want more" I said looking at you with a smile. "More?" I asked, raising my eyebrows slightly and looked at you "yeah instead of better friends we become super friend's" I said joking knowing how corny it is to say. Even though I know she broke with Louis I don't want to take advantage on her knowing we only few days to be together . I know she doesn't look me that way so I won't get my hopes up. I laughed and rolled my eyes playfully "if you really want too, I don't see why not" I smiled I smile and patted you her ."on I said smiling at you" "You're not as bad as I thought really" I said, shrugging slightly "it's nice to hear that from you" I said and start picking up pebbles and throw it on the lake. "I'm glad" I nodded "I suppose I do forgive you. I know I said that I couldn't, but the past few days I've spent with you I realised that I should really just let it go" I said I was about to throw another pebble when I hear that from you. "Really despite of all I did to you in the past ?" I asked looking at very amused. I could help but to smile it's like I lose something that in my chest that is heavy. "Yeah, because I now know you didn't really mean it. Even though it did hurt me, I shouldn't let it keep bothering me. When you are clearly putting effort in to show me that you are different, so I think it's only fair I put that effort in to accept it" I told you. I smile I can tell you're really sincere with all of that . "Thank you for forgiving I was really actually waiting for this to happen I'm just don't know how " I said smiling as stared at your face. I tuck a strand of your hair behind your ear and smile. "It's okay" I laughed softly and looked at you. I was feeling a slightly different way towards you, but I didn't know if it was genuine, or if I was just still upset with Louis and I just want to get back at him "do you wanna go back? I'll carry you again if you like" I said smiling as I stand up from the rock that were seating at. "Okay" I smiled "are you actually going back though this time?" I asked, laughing softly "of course unless you want to stay " I said looking at you smiling . "If you want to stay we can climb that tree" I said point the strong tree that is strong with a lot of branches.

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