#met new very cool people

[itsalwaysforyou]

just remembered a wip i had which was jay at uni meeting normal people and desperately trying to act cool and normal whilst internally screaming about being in a whole new place with all new people and not having his gang with him

#i only wrote one scene where jay meets one of his flatmates #and he’s trying to make casual normal conversation & asks her who her parents are #bc that has always mattered! on the isle or at auradon prep your parentage was also a Conversation Starter #and the girl is just like ……what. why do you want to know that #but she tells him and jay makes it into a joke like hehe oh yes i met them at a soirée once. amazing company #and the girl is like ok who are YOUR parents. knowing full well who he is #and jay says that his dad fosters puppies. and the girl says that sounds like a good life and he’s like ohhh just the BEST #i really. love exploring jay at uni i’ve written a couple of things i’ve never finished #like!!! for the first time for years he’s well and truly all alone!!!! #and at least the isle & ap had similarities. uni is just full of very normal people who don’t particularly give a shit #and jay who is like THE guy who cares about everything so much all the time and how people are reacting to him and he’s desperately trying+ #to be so cool and unbothered whilst trying not to revert to his isle tactics regarding people who may be threats #just. being somewhere so so new. with no one he knows. everyone else is so far away. and jay is missing his gang like he’d miss+ #his body parts. and it’s like. jays always buried his own emotions & hurt so he can better protect his gang #and now he has no gang to protect #and he is just laid absolutely bare. and also constantly stressing about not being there for the others #i just think he’d have an absolutely awful start to uni <3 #descendants #jay son of jafar

[protectcosette]

there's something very special about hanging out with new friends

#certified protectcosette original #been hanging out more with this lesbian couple i'm lowkey obsessed with #met one of them a couple years ago and have been friendly acquaintances since. then they and their partner started coming to food not bombs #so we've been doing that together the past few months. and then we did trivia last week with another girl from fnb! which was very nice! #and then we carpooled to a ceasefire rally thing today and they invited me to have tea at their place after (and offered to feed me) #(i declined but its very nice) and its just like? oh they like my company they think i'm cool? they want to hang out with me? it's magical #like. all the excitement of the first few dates with a new romantic partner but steadier. more reliable #and i think it's really sad that we don't really celebrate platonic connections in art the way we do romantic connections #a couple weeks ago i was like. why is there not a wedding-like ceremony for celebrating friendships? #and now i'm like. i need songs to listen to that reflect being platonically smitten with people. but it doesn't exist in the mainstream #i'll write this shit myself if i have to but still this needs to be everywhere #aromantic #aspec #adding aro tags bc i think yall will understand

[foxgirlmoth]

And is the white american burnout from hearing about a genocide overseas in the room with us right now?

#Someone got real mad that they couldn't have one day of tumblr boop fun because of burnout #I think if the ONLY way you relax is by coming onto tumblr/social media you need to find something else tbh #Also calling people hypocrites for using this site despite hating the moderation and CEO. Very cool! #I mean there are other things happening in the US as well that could be draining like the ever encroachment of anti trans laws #But also like. If you're active about fighting back on all that I think sitting down and looking at social media is not what you would do #to escape news and stuff that would aggravate and tear you down #Then again Idfk I'm a white american so I could be talking out my ass #I just think its funny when people saying 'hey its weird you're throwing a party rn' gets met with 'Oh but we're burnt out :c'

[syncrovoid-presents]

I am. Not dead. BUT will be gone for a like a day or few because the stuff at work did not! want! to! work!

Which I'd another way of saying that I finally was able to get free after working 34 consecutive hours in a row. The day prior I got 1 hour of sleep and that is all after 5 days of 10 or 11 hour work days.

I am so sleepy. I am taking tomorrow off and probably going to sleep right through it. Anywho cheers everyone!! I am going to go to the shadow realm now @:P

#syncrovoid.txt #delete later #maybe?? #the one coworjer that has been helping as best he can is now calling me a cyborg haha! it is funny #but strange because before i was officially hired the supervisor (lead programmer) said i was #i was like a robot and if i had been perfect there'd be no difference #<- this was his notes when i finished my (payless) practicum there that lead to me being hired before graduating #ironically the new guy (hes been around half a year lol) was one of the only other people that graduated from my course #none of us ever met but it is cool!! and he did a lot to help out over this week of nonstop work #<- okay i KNOW someone will say “hey. you know you could have stopped right?” #but consider. i have very bad body awareness so i dont notice much impact from sleep deprivation and also i would feel so guilty @:( #and also consider!! i have either earned a hefty paycheck of the redt of the week off so like. capitalism yay????? #<- i do not support capitalism #ALSO sleep deprivation is SOOO silly because i get hyper! i feel like i get more and more energy and my brain doesnt stop thinking! #i have had a grand total of 3 hours of sleep in the past uhhh 4 days?? #it is so silly!! but probably not good for me #but i CAN confirm to you that when websites say it takes 3 days of no sleep to start hallucinating they are exaggerating #it takes at least 5 or a week with only 1 or 2 hours sleep #even then it is so minor. #weirdest sleep deprivation hallucinations ive had was where every second time i blinked the world was overlayed with a different one #it has happened twice and it is literally and without exageration the STRANGEST feeling in the world. in the universe even #it is like you are flickering btween two realms that occupy the same physical space but from two different theoretical spaces #if that makes sense?? #the first time it happened it was at a huge school sleep over and every few moments the gym full of sleeping bags and other peeps #would transform into all the chill monsters just living their life. like monsters in terms of not looking human nor like any earthly creatur #but not mentally monsters. it was like a towns square sort of thing? so they were rushing about and coming in and out the doors #second time it happened i was like 14 and in the back of an overstuffed car with a friend and their mom and we were in the middle of nowhere #forest for hours and hours longer still. slept on the side of the road lol. but it was like very so often huge huge giants would step over #the trees. all you could see was the somewhat woody-scaly texture of these massive massive poles or legs or whatever #slowly moving over the forest and walking around. looking up into the sky they just faded away too tall to see

[cosmogyros]

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#went out on the town tonight to the so-called sketchiest area (i find it delightful) #met some friends at a café and then we strolled for a while #ended up at a cute french bar and drank orange wine #then headed to a famous noodle place and bumped into some other people they knew who joined us #the five of us ate noodles and i had an intense conversation with a mexican woman #we were discussing the way the complaint about 'immigrants not learning the language' can be understood two ways #as an american i'm very sensitive to that phrase because i'm accustomed to it being used as a subtle indicator of anti-immigrant sentiment #and here in germany it's unfortunately often used that way too so i always look closely at anyone who says that #but she pointed out that in mexico you kind of just do have to learn spanish if you want to live there successfully #so when she hears germans saying 'immigrants should learn german' she just thinks 'well yeah of course we should' #and i said yeah fair point #i think two important distinctions are 1) why did the immigrants in question come to a different country #and 2) how do we treat them when they don't learn their new country's language very rapidly #because i may be a hypocrite but i'll be honest: #i feel very differently toward a rich white american who comes to berlin 'because it's just so cool' #and doesn't put much effort into learning german 'because everyone speaks english anyway' #than i do towards a refugee who comes here fleeing death and already speaks e.g. both arabic and english #i'm inclined to give the latter a lot more leeway #sure they should do their best to learn german soon if they're planning to stay here for good #but i personally refuse to judge them in the slightest if they take a little while to make that happen #cosmo gyres #personal #language #immigration

[silentstar]

I just realised that I made a bunch of sad personal posts ages back lamenting about how I had a really hard time in education and felt left behind - but I don't think I posted that I actually made it into uni and I'm studying illustration right now!

#now the kicker is I do not actually like the course content so far and our lecturer is ass #but! I'm here! I got in and I'm trying it! #also turns out I get the “sorry you had an awful childhood” package and I get 10k+ yearly in bursaries loans and grants #and a free laptop! #also I've been genuinely making good money as an illustrator for the past year and getting to travel for work a lot #very strange adjusting to all of this after just trying to survive my whole life #but I'm trying to make the most of it and I've met so many cool new people over the past few years :) #personal

[whumpy-wyrms]

Has Aspen watched Wolfwalkers before? I think he would absolutely love that movie :)

YESSSS YES YES ASPEN FUCKING LOVESSSSSS THAT MOVIEEE

AND SO DO I!!!!!!! like i’ve never seen that movie before but i’ve wanted to watch it for a long time and this ask FINALLY made me watch it and oh my god HOLY SHIT IT’S ONE OF MY FAVORITE MOVIES NOW. i literally JUST finished it and i don’t even know what to say besides this

i need everyone to watch this clip in particular because holy shit i cried during it /pos. like i can’t even describe how much i love this movie and how much it means to me just wow WOW it’s absolutely fucking amazing and i definitely recommend it to everyone. the animation is stunning i love the main characters and everything is just so EXPRESSIVE and the COLORS ANR AHHHH THE WOLVESSSS

Aspen loves it. it’s one of his favorite movies now too (maybe his favorite idk i’ll have to think of what other movies he likes) but guys i don’t even know what to sayyyy that movie is sooo good

thank you so much for sending this ask because wow i don’t know what it is with me and wolves now but wolves are COOL and i LOVE this movie i’m so happy i finally watched it!!! :D

#i was screaming at the tv during the super intense parts like wow WOW this movie was amazing #imagining Aspen running through the woods as a wolf being so so so happy #i’m so happy i got the idea to turn him into a werewolf later on in the story so he can finally truly live #like Aspen turning into a werewolf marks the end of Silas feeding on him i think. it’s a brand new beginning. he’s truly alive and free now #and i love that so much #i’m so happy #i’ve gotta write down everything i’ve been coming up with for silas and aspen because it’s a lot and some people might be outta the loop #but basically after a very long time of being Silas’s bloodbag Aspen befriends a werewolf and gets turned #Silas was pissed because werewolf blood is kinda gross and Aspen now smells like wet dog and he’s overall less appealing #and Aspen is over the moon when he gets turned because he’s a wolf therian (otherkin) and he basically just got everything he’s ever wanted #and by then he already got closure for some stuff in his past (relating to how he originally died and one of his friends and ghosts) #so like he’s Happy. he’s so fucking happy. he’s the happiest person you’ve ever met by then #and also that is past the point where Silas eventually warms up to him (because aspen is literally a delight to be around #even to people as cold and heartless as silas) he still kills aspen for fun though. aspen is used to it and honestly doesn’t mind anymore #their dynamic is just sooo fun. #and i love werewolf aspen so much and need to talk about him because he’s all i’ve been thinking about and drawing #like Aspen is a bloodthristy werewolf who doesn’t know anything about his powers and Silas begrudgingly helps him because he’s Involved now #lots more happens in the story after this. it’s gonna take forever to actually get there tho like im a slow writer and haven’t even finishe #the first chapter. but yeah i love werewolf aspen and the werewolf who turned him is very cool too. don’t know anything abt them yet but im #working on it. anyway i love wolfwalkers u all should watch it because it’s amazing #ask #aspen oc #silas oc #brc ask #blood runs cold

[kalicocoa]

I’ve noticed that a lot of the posts of mine that get attention (both my own posts and my reblogs) are exclusively the Proseka ones and not only am I realizing that a lot of you are only here for my Proseka posts, but you guys might be really surprised one day when I inevitably get tired of this series being my only personality to some of you lmfao

I like a lot of things and a lot of things I like are getting new installments or even new hype, so I guess don’t hate me when I start making less posts about the funny Hatsune Miku game.

#Calico Chats #To be frank the only thing I really care about anymore are the songs and my own fic #I've met a lot of not very cool people in this fanbase and its making me want desperately to stay away from y'all #Night Rule will be finished (on my own terms) but after it?? Idk man. Might go hide in a new corner.

[feydfuckernation]

actually u know what i want to make a big fat shoutout to all my moots on my dash rn. whether you’re a gifmaker, a fandom enthusiast, a lurker, a fic writer, whatever you are, if you’re seeing this? hi. i love having you on my dash. i love seeing what you’re interested in and what you’re passionate about. thank you for being a wonderful human being. u make my dash a better place to be. i hope u have a good week this week and that if it didn’t start out very well that it gets better for you. 

#positivity tag #i rly only came back to tumblr to be a part of the elvis community online since i didn't have a lot of people to talk to about it #and i ended up meeting some really cool ppl that i wouldn't have otherwise met if i didn't get out of my comfort zone a little bit #and i think it's been good for me to try and reengage with people outside my normal social circles a little bit #i haven't rly engaged with new people in literal years and i just!!! aaaaaaa!!! #i am a very sappy and sentimental lion #remember to drink water and take care of yourself!!!

[crescentmp3]

oughchfhfj

#pov u literally cannot open ur arms and it literally burns so hard when u do #you know yesterday . when i said they gave us eighteen (18) books . #yeah i recounted it was nineteen (19) . #they gave us NINETEEN BOOKS and NO BAG TO PUT THEM IN #do you know how many times after the minibus i stumbled and dropped the bag #AND MY OWN BACKPACK RIPPED AT THE HANDLESS #i was hurting myself trying to carry both so bad trying to figure out what way to hold them would not hurt like hell #and the bag was ripping while i was going too so i had to be quick which meant MORE messing up and hurting myself #yeah i came home crying in pure pain and anger #oh !!!! anyway more about today #we met some new teachers today !! ^^ #the first new teacher we met was the english teacher !! she looks sooooo gender she has like a goth style #she had black / dark grey lipstick and many piercings and a few tattoos #and she was dressed so cool too i love her a lot #oh turns out a few other people in my class are pretty fluent !! especially the girl sitting next to me shes great with the accent as well #one of my closest friends so far ( hacer ) went through the entirety of kindergarden with english classes ?? thats soo cool #apparently sana ( the one next to me ) learned it the same way i did !! consuming english media ^^ #oh and zeynep ( well . one of them . there are three zeyneps in the class ) knows it pretty well too #who else was fluent ?? i cant remember rn #but yeah !! oh and we met the pe teacher ! he seems extremely stern but i think his jokes are very funny . lets hope he'll be fine #and we met the . whats the lesson called ? well the direct translation is ''basic religion knowledge'' . idk #but yeah !!! she seems very nice and sweet and fun ^^ i like her already #so yeah thats today !! #schools going pretty okay honestly ‚ im starting to get closer with people outside my immediate friend circle #♚ — rambling !

[froggyrights]

Genuinely these past 2 years of my life would not have been the same if it weren't for all of you being here. It's been such a wonderful experience laughing along with you all at streams and getting excited about videos and meetups and all the wonderful art and gifs and fics and silly memes and webweaves and passing relevant posts around in silence and leaving little jokes and messages for each other in the tags and man :') it's been such a joy to share all of this with you all and I'm so glad to have been along for the ride.

Love you all dearly!!! <33

#sorry for being sappy but i am so incredibly fond of all of u and youre all very very dear to me #the end of an era!!! so excited to start the new one with you guys <3 #so thankful for all the amazing people ive met and talked to (no matter how briefly!!) and the friends ive made #we're a cool bunch <3 #yrsa rambles

[jessiescock]

Killing myself i can't deal with ppl saying they like me

#like platoncally i mean #not that many people have been interested in me romanticslly but that i can actually handle much better #especially ppl i dont know very well yet or like new friends #like what do you MEAN you think im cool and youre glad we met #why

[loverboybitch]

hi i would just like to report that getting out of my house and being a member of society is cool and kind of rules even when its scary yeah.//.

#uploads #imjustsittinghere #meeting this at work like actually went well it was really chill and cool to see everyone #like yeah i did embarrass myself trying to introduce myself wehn we all went around idk i got like really anxious halfway thru #talking and sortve just mumbled off the end of my intro but it wasnt so bad i think #at least had good chats with like two people ive only sort of met online and they were nice so : ) #literally forgot how nice it was jus to be around other people and do work and stuff its cool. we all had to get new laptops #and were just hanging around the IT station waiting and chatting and i felt a littel more whole than i have been #oddly feeling restored instead of drained and feeling better than i have been the last couple weeks #no idea how long it will last but we can treasure the joy for now #ordered some books i wanted and a bunch of new yarn #plus my new hoodie is finally supposed to get here tomorrow so im pumped : ) #still missing alot and a little lonely but ya know what else is new #thank u to everyone for not making fun of me for being vulnerable on my ig story i had to get it out #n truly i really just was like this is stuff i post and say on tumblr anyway why not be a lil open about my feels to my close friends #smtimes its good to be a lil vulnerable even if its scary #very much love <3 :* #oh and also jsut on==unrealted #but i hate that i look better with a fresh clean shaven face cause shaving is so annyoing lol #like i really do look way more cute and handsome i just cannot be fucked to shave more than once a week really or even that often #keep thinking like i should get laser hair removal on my face but no that is far too permenant #what if i look handsome with a beard when im older #but for now i need to toggle that shit off like a video game character i swear #anyway <3 very sleepy just finishing work have a big day of recceving packages and sewing with my friend later #kiss kiss xx

[gurrillero-aa]

hi if we're mutuals ily

#i really suck at keeping in touch with people and generally interacting #wish i could talk to all of u #ur all very talented and honestly dash vibes are pristine these days #i reconnected with a lot of people i've known for years whom i adore && met a lot of new people #just even if we haven't talked know i think ur pretty cool 👉👈 #tbd.

[7xwc]

I don't think i've been this content with life since highschool

#not a single bad day this week :) #ive been having so much fun. learned so much. saw so much culture and people and idk things. #ugh. #met some new people. saw some old friends. got to hang out with VERY cool people. #met and took a picture with a journalist ive watched since i was a kid and always admired. #had some good damn time just walking around and seeing my city again. so full of culture and people and art. #someone even flirted with me??? u #huh??? #idk #just very very good overall. #:) #personal

[astrxealis]

i miss the times back in shadowbringers. don’t get me wrong i love how things are in endwalker but there was just ?? something so magical about shb to me ???

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #⋯ ꒰ა ffxiv ໒꒱ *·˚ #just being afk with my fc mates or in the shb places and man. man. #going through enw msq is amazing! 6.0 made me so incredibly emotional and i owe a lot to it for helping me get thru my uh... despair #and the patches really feed into those brainrotting parts of me head. and the new content is super cool and ohh the stories of the side stuf #but i still prefer the fantasy of shb compared to enw. and the rest of ffxiv tbh. and the whole of ff. it is just so yeah to me ??? #and. and. it was just SUCH an experience and everything about it means so much to me! #ffxiv has helped me with anxiety and social anxiety and issues like depression and it. helped me make friends again and even now #i make friends because of ffxiv and some people i have met because of this game mean so much to me and it brings my other friends together #too and the story is just everything to me and ffxiv just. yeah #social life kinda dipped a bit b4 i got so absorbed into ffxiv and sometimes i see that summer of 2021 as unhealthy but also?? #it wasn't like i had friends at that time eitherway bcs i fell out w my irls and then online friends so. ffxiv really really helped #and then i reconnected w my irls and then wow. the world is so beautiful and so silly with the way it brings people together! #sorry this kinda turned into tmi but also wow i should make a proper text or sorts as an appreciation to ffxiv bcs i've been meaning to #for a long time now. i want to write a text and then a story (both! they are different to me) and then a video. yeah #and i want to do all this before 7.0 :) which is pretty soon tbh... in a year or two or so? wow #these next years will be very important for my future so idk if i'll be active w ffxiv but i really want to be! #so i'll improve myself and my schedule and all that i do ^___^ #idk man ffxiv just really helped me a lot and i feel bad a bit for feeling so much at times but #it really helps knowing i'm not alone. and those much older than me also feel the same! it's really nice #a central theme of ffxiv (endwalker in particular) is that you aren't alone and that shit really hits man. i think everyone should #try to experience ffxiv's story but people also have different preferences and all and that's fine but #i hope i can find people who are like me frfr! and keep those who are close to me <3 hehe