#maybe ill try to draw smth...😭

[toruvi]

Also actively trying to summon Levi for your birthday!!

UEUEUEUEE PSPSPSPSSPS COME HERE LEVI 🥹🥹🥹

#maybe ill try to draw smth...😭 #i tried last night but i hated everything i made aHHH

[skitskatdacat63]

As aforementioned, please take my Leyendecker type Nando bcs that recent Boss pic has brainrotted me

+ ref:

#wish i could be even half the illustratator Leyendecker was 🤧🤧 #i wasnt trying too hard to copy his style but i felt myslef subconsciously imitating some stuff #i feel like i always go look to his art for ref so it was nice to directly draw smth!!! #Nando's fitted waist 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 reminded me so much of early 20th century clothes #so i HAD TO bcs my god #i don't think ill be able to get over that pic #as i said before can they make him do a shoot with full suits???? #i love the mix of race suits and dressy clothing but god...imagine him in a full suit #and they should also add in the flowers from the gq shoot god.... #okay anyways jfc its almost 8 am why do i do these things 😭 #i think this took me about 5 hours ah.... #well im very happy w it :) #i never draw masc men so i think i did pretty okay with this???? #maybe now i will feel confidence enough for the 007 au haha #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #f1 art #formula 1 art #catie.art. #*OH ALSO did you notice i gave him his fluffy hair back??? #^ i think thats eveyrone's only complaint w the boss pics. no fluffy :(

[rexscanonwife]

Ourgh fuck good afternoon everypony 😂😂 I slept in till noon (but I'm feeling pretty rested rn!!) But I also have an announcement to make!

Today is my anniversary with Toshinori!! 🥺💖🫶💖🫶💖🫶💖🫶💖🫶💖🫶💖🫶🥺💖 I have a very unique situation where it's technically my first anniversary with him, and like, the 8th one at the same time??? 😂 I've loved him since I was 17 years old and though he wasn't on my f/o list for a while he's not moving from there anytime soon!

I fell back in love with him even harder than before! I fell for his goofiness, he's still so young at heart and so much of him just doesn't change because it's just too well ingrained in him. His perseverance, his unwavering dedication to being a hero which is both his strength and his weakness. His heart, his fight for good, his love for his students, for Izuku, for his fellow heroes, and the people he wants to protect!

I also knew I wanted to bring balance to his life and show him that he doesn't have to carry the weight of the world on his shoulders all the time 🥺 that he can just be a PERSON and not a symbol. In the actual show/manga maybe that's not possible, but in the beautiful world of my mind palace she gives him time to do something he's never done before. To REST, and to be taken care of for once.

#jane journals #self insert talk #❤️ scars and stripes 💙 #WAAHHH I RLY WANTED TO DO SMTH SPECIAL OR HAVE SMTH SPECIAL DRAWN 😭😭😭 #but time sorta got away from me... #its ok!! i have some housework to do today to get ready for my partners dad to visit #but after that ill try to do some drawing!! #or maybe just watch more of the show and do some gushing hehe #ive thrown toshi stuff in the queue as well!!

[marimboy404]

commission/adopts details:

btw same things apply to art of ppl !!! i do both and we can negotiate prices if you like cant afford it or smth and i also do art trades also my art tag is #☆meatloaf art☆

if its hard to read but you want to commission dm me and i can give you more details and etc!!!!!

dm with any questions or send me an ask i do my best to check both frequently!!!!! and i will also post any adopts im ready to send out

commissions will open soon ill lyk when!!!!! (im working on opening a bank account rn)

also traditional art commissions are cheaper bc they take less time !!!!

for traditional art:

headshot/bust(?) $3-4

half body 6-8$

full body $10-13

full color full body 15$ (i suck at coloring in stuff in traditional art unless its colored pencil)

full color half body 8-9$

full color headshot 5-6$

its all in usd (im american tragically 😔😔)

list of things im NOT ok with drawing!!

pron

idk how to draw protogen very well so maybe not protogen sorry

anything thats like hateful on purpose like nazi shit etc or terf stuff yk

ANYTHING that sexualizes minors IN ANY WAY bc thats fucking nasty 💀

again im a minor so i dont feel comfortable drawing kink stuff

i cant draw dragons like at all sorry and deer are kinda iffy but if i try hard enough i might be able to but just be warned itll take longer if its something ive never drawn in my life 😭

i think thats it if i think if anything else im not comfy with ill put it here !!!!!!

thats all!!!!

#my art #artists on tumblr #art #furry #furry community #furry fandom #furry art #commission #same things apply to non furry art!!! #my furry art #digital art #lgbtq artist #lgbtq artists on tumblr #trans artist #my digital art #please i need money 🙏🙏 #furry commissions #art commission prices #art commissions #my artwork #artwork #furry artwork #☆ #♡ #⊹ ⋆꒰ఎ ♡ ໒꒱ ⋆ﾟ⊹ #☆​meatloaf art☆

[tea-132]

[CINDERELLA BOY BEACH BOY ARC SPOILERS !!!!!]

(Pls turn away if you havent read the recent beachboy arc (ep 31))

A little self indulgent fic/prediction i think will happen in the next episode

Now i dont usually write fics like this and preffer to illustrate more but if i illustrate this whole thing its gona take a whole while so :,))

Anyways its sort of my first time posting a short fic like this, i didnt really have a structure or anything so pls go easy on me :,)

(though constructive critiscm is welcomed)

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They were getting along just fine before so why did things have to end up this way?

Maybe Buddy was right- maybe he was too innocent and trusting

But he really did want to give Buddy a chance. But he definitely blew it.

That jerk.

He really thinks he can act all smug after doing that saying "he taught him a lesson". Heh maybe that kick will teach *him* a lesson.

This story will end soon anyway when Deacon gets here. Hah wonder if he can even leave Buddy on the island alone. Thats what he gets for betraying his trust-

Yet- that face Buddy had- maybe he actually regrets it?

What if he's being forced by the ex libris to do this?

Oh well doesn't matter

Its not his problem-

He has his own problems to worry about-

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Wonder when Deacon will come? And wonder how he's holding up? Probably better than Chase is doing at the moment..

Chase laid his face on his palm as the tropical island breeze and gentle sway of the waves soothed his heart a bit. His eyes felt dry after all the crying, not only is he going to come to Deacon with a scarred face, but also a puffed up one.

That'll be embarassing. This is all Buddy's fault..

Speaking of Buddy for some reason Chase swore he saw something move just now. Oh no not him again.

With his voice a bit shaky he answered with a crack in his voice "What the heck do you want now? ...jerk."

Buddy just stood there still with the spear in his hand. His bangs slightly concealed his eyes but it wasnt too hard to figure out the grim expression on his face.

Then he got closer to Chase raising his spear.

"H-hey!! Dont you think you damaged my skin enough?! Back off Buddy!" (Do you want another kick to your face or wha 💀)

With no time to run all he could do is shield himself with his arms and close his eyes.

*Thunk*

"Huh?" He felt around and didnt feel like he got stabbed anywhere... then..?

"Here."

He saw green but then his vision focused. Buddy was quite literally shoving a coconut in his face.

"... you can have it.. if you want." He said in a quiet subtle tone. Looking away, as if a child was trying to give some sort of "apology gift".

Chase looked at Buddy with wide eyes, bewildered at the goth's actions once again.

As much as he wanted to deny the coconut from this jerk. He just cant pass up the oppurtunity for a free, finally opened coconut he's been trying to get all this time.

"....thanks" Chase takes the coconut from his hands.

And Buddy hesitantly sits next to him.

"Dont think a coconut can fix the scar on my face you know?" He said in an angry tone

"You know when you get out of the books the scar wont be there anymore right?"

"Yeah but it still hurts you jerk!"

Then there was silence between the two again. Chase angrily but obviously enjoying his coconut.

Then Buddy says something about his lore and it goes on from there jdbdjdbdj

Ok thats all the predictions i have for now 😭 i dont think im gona finish this unless i get more ideas or smth 😭

But tysm for reading till the end! Jsbdj hope you guys enjoyed this lil thing i did

Dunno if im gona do more of these but who knows- ill most likely do more drawings though-

#cinderella boy #cinderella boy webtoon #buddy #chase hollow

[ttimecode]

MILOOOO IM ORDERING U TO GO HAM RN!!!!! JELATO, 3, 9, 10, 14 AND REYNOLD, 3, 9, 12 also i chuckled seeing you ask for aine WIWIWIWI WHIMSUR GF BEBE

AHEEHEE GIGGLE THANK YOUUU i had to.... for whismur wifeyy HAHAJFJJENFN

3. how do the other characters generally feel about your self insert?

for jellatooo i think a lot of folks at the wild east would just be like. "oh yeah, the sheriff's boyfriend! he doesn't talk but he's real close with north star ☝️" HEHEHEHE he's just acquaintances with them, the kinda person who just waves in your direction if you say hi and thats it 😭 but they appreciate when jellato calms starlo down with just a tug on his hand (or a kiss to the cheek aha). plus he makes their sheriff happy, so he's good in their book 👍👍

as for reynold, i feel like a lot of the people at the manor would expect him to be stuck up since he's a noble but when they actually do talk to him they're like "huh. actually he's not that bad" HAHAHDNWND he has good manners ok..... and his music is nice to listen to so they're not complaining

9. who are your self insert's closest friends?

jellato's closest friends are, unsurprisingly, the feisty four and ceroba! maybe the feisty four took a bit to warm up to him (especially if starlo gave him special treatment 😭) but yk, just Look At Him. that guy has zero ill intent so ofc they accept him into the group!! they enjoy when jellato comes back from waterfall's dump with a bunch of movies for them to watch <3 i think ceroba and jellato have this silent truce like "thank you for making him happy" "thank you for taking care of him until i arrived" and they get along well

10. how do the other characters feel about your self insert and f/o's relationship?

yeah i can see them teasing starlo for being gay HAAHJDJEJNFFN maaaybe it starts with starlo starting to be late for missions and the feisty four are, understandably mad at first but then starlo slips up and say smth that gives away the fact that he's been with jellato...... and they're like "OH?? WHO'S THE LUCKY GUY HUH" i think it would be funny to see the feisty four trying to be starlo's wingman. wingmen ?? idk. everyone's happy for them‼️‼️ i think it would be funny if jellato met starlo's family though. especially bc of the dialogue where his mom is like "he needs to settle down and find a wife" HELEPFJEJJGJR well... he's not a wife but a husband..... they show jellato starlo's baby pictures while starlo tries to make him look away like HAHA LOOK OVER THERE. THERE'S UH. A BIRDIE 🫵🫵🫵 he's embarrassed but jellato thinks it's cute

12. how would the fandom view your character?

they probably call reynold a composer ripoff 😭 which is understandable tbh i wasn't very creative with him 🚶‍♂️ but i'm sure they'll love purpleflowertrio at least.... fandoms love gay ppl ok. i can imagine everyone go insane over any official art where they're together or if they have matching costumes.... or if they have interactive emotes with each other auagsgfhfhghgh........ it's a cute thought

14. what hobbies does your self insert have?

OOHH ok this one is interesting but i like to think that jellato likes drawing stuff with the notebooks/sketchbooks that starlo gifts him. i like to think that when jellato writes stuff he draws little doodles next to it.... like a heart next to starlo's name or smth yk. maybe before he migrated to the dunes, he would mostly sleep a lot in waterfall so he didn't do much until he met starlo and the others. figuring out what he likes to do with them is so sweet...... OH YEAH he probably likes singing too. especially with starlo or if he's playing guitar while jellato sings ueueueuee

#SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG IM AT SCHOOL SO IM WRITING IN BETWEEN CLASSES 😭 #I GOT TO EXPAND ON LORE AND STUFF WITH THIS SO THANK YOUU AUSGFHJEJF #ask game! 🎉 #jil! 🎉

[alo-piss-trancy]

Btw even if I don't check in here as often as I used to, I really do appreciate all of you who stick with this blog anyways c': Especially since I barely post anything 'kinky' myself anymore. So this is mostly just a gaming/media rant and personal blog now oops

In some ways I'm definitely better off than I was a few years ago, but I've also been dealing with a lot of chaos in my life and household and it doesn't look like it's gonna get fixed very soon. Mix of financial, physical health of me and family I've been heavily assisting, house things in desperate need of repair...

On top of that I've been starting to realize I might actually have developed some form of Agoraphobia from all that time I was housebound before... and other stuff, but I think that was probably the main contributor. I'm still looking into it but with how a lot of the other things I've tried to cope haven't helped, meds don't seem to touch it much, and it seems to be getting worse, it's looking more and more likely than I'd like to admit. Which sucks bc it's also going to be hard af to keep up with working to treat it with Exposure or smth if I'm buried in all the above stuff/have limited transport/places to even go. It's really freaking hard when I do rarely go out and the anxiety/illness makes it so much worse. There've been times I've had to give up and go back early after like, an hour bc I was vomiting/crippled with pain/on the verge of fainting... and that's been happening more often. Like 1 in every 3 times, and I may only get out 3 times a month at the worst points.

Idk. I'm trying. I'm keeping up with the bare minimum rn and that's all I can really say lol

Also the only problem that's actually relevant to kink blog: my drive is still at 0 or even the negatives bc I can't get my medication sorted out bc my appointments got pushed back AGAIN ☠️ So yeah. That's why there has been no writing or hc posts and will not probably be for a WHILE. On God, it's about as appealing to me as eating dry cardboard 😔 Trying to write or draw anything fun is like pulling teeth and if I won't enjoy the end result then I'm not gonna bother RIP. When I get that sorted out maybe I can finally touch my poor WIP pile again 😭

Uh yeah so. That's why I've been so absent for like... forever. I do miss checking in here but I also get in my own head sometimes about posting when I'm not 'providing' anything this blog was intended for. Which I realise is dumb bc it's MY blog and if I want to rant about video games only for like a year straight then I'm allowed to. But brains are Fun like that 🥲

For what it's worth I'm not in like, a fullblown mental crisis so please don't worry about that! I'm not in any immediate danger or smth! I do have some other hobbies I've been keeping up with and socialising in other spaces. And I've been reading. So I promise I'm not in a complete isolated depression pit 💛 Life could definitely be better and I def have some rough days, but I have been trying to take some baby steps to either fix things or keep myself sane at least lol

Idk I just felt like I should explain why I've been mostly gone for ages off and on. I do lurk here sometimes to peek at things even if I don't have the energy to show myself. But I do really appreciate anyone who sends asks or comments on my ao3 or just reads my ramblings lol 💛 Even when I can't respond immediately I still treasure the gesture and it makes me happy to see some of the same names around in my notifs/dash c': So thank you~

#bear txt #not omo #i know this is a lot and maybe tmi but i just need to get it off my chest #as bad as it is and sounds tho this is still leagues better than when I was sick af and in my worst depression #i'll take this over that hell. i would not have wished those years on my worst enemy #so yea i can get thru this i think i just need to figure shit out... hopefully #ironically i read a book as a kid with a character who struggled with agoraphobia and it was the most horrifying fate to me #and i was like wow that's so sad i hope i never end up like that #now here i am decades later like... haha. fuck. i might actually be in the throes of it

[rexscanonwife]

It's so fucking sick and twisted that I can't just LOOK UP content for my own self ships.

#jane journals #silly #ahfgk hello everyone #this is mainly about kepler!! #mine and my bffs star wars oc #who is my s/is padawan #hhh i was thinking about him 😭😭 #guess ill have to draw something myself!! #tbh i would looooove to just have a huge resurgence of my star wars love #i wont even call it a phase its an ERA #its a state of being #its always there and i will always love it!! #AND kepler and my clone boys and my best evil friend 🥺🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖💖 #the ahsoka series was rly doing smth to me and i got close #idk maybe i just need to finish watching clone wars w my partner #and my friend still hasnt caught up with tbb so we can always do that together #weehee #ok im gonna try and draw stuff today maybe!!

[skitskatdacat63]

My Christmas wish is to finish all my pertinent wips 🙏

#at least the ones w multiple parts please... #the one i think i will finish #and it def helps that ive already finished the one bcs then im like fuck i reallt have to finish the others #but there's this one 3 part wip thats been sitting there for over 2 months wahhh #i want that one to be finished so bad. oh chair wip you are so important to me <3 #its annoying that the ones i send to people to ask abt are the ones that never get finished #otherwise i just end up hunkering down and drawimf for six hours straight #amd being like boom hey here's this btw #but anything i consider for too long will almost never get finished #i miss you original boy king portrait </3 #<- one day ill actually paint smth w them together #two person drawings are a struggle 😭 #the one wip i finished recently(but cant post yet) is 2 people yet the 2 people aspect wasnt too bad tbh #i think the angles killed me enough that i didnt care too much #but a lot of it is trying to figure out how two bodies interact ig which is difficult to me #i like making my own ref like thats the easiest to look at generally #and um im not two people. unfortunately :( #ig this recent one wasnt too bad cause im following a direct ref so ! #but others its like. i cant eveh ask anyone to try and replicate it with me bcs um. yeah 🫠 #welp anyways maybe ill finish my one thing before the new year! thats what i rly want >:) #catie.rambling.txt