#man i almost had a panic attack

[aneurizma]

Had 2 nurses and a doctor putting back my lip piercing 💀, doctor saw me and the nurse struggling and just said "i'll put it in, you're not loosing your piercing because of me"

#vampire complains #hospital adventures ✨ #man i almost had a panic attack #the floor nurse was like oh noo i can't watch it's scary seeing piercings i'll faint #woman you deal with much worse what #and then my roomate was laughing at me and i was like yeah picked the wrong illness to have with these bad boys

[sporesgalaxy]

social alienation triple threat of severe mental illness, nonhet attraction, and noncis gender. honestly i was so brave for attending middle school

#adddna #i almost didnt say severe and then i rmeembered the time i had a panic attack in a bathroom because #of eddie murphy's comedy movie based on disneys haunted mansion ride. man

[da-proti-toku-grem]

how do you know the difference between a huge anxiety attack and a panic attack?

#i think i had a panic attack yesterday but idk...... #god it felt so awful and it went on for like 3 hours #but i also had like a hundred things going on so idk if it was like the accumulation of everything or if it was really a panic attack yk #i was at the fair with my family waiting for my best friend to arrive bc i was going to hang out with her #and yk it's a place full of people and we were standing right next to a huge speaker hearing a man talk #and also each place in the fair has different music playing super loud and you can hear all of them at the same time (+ the flashing lights #all that causes me anxiety every since i was little (even if i didn't know it was anxiety back then) #so i *knew* i was going to have the greatest time and i didn't really want to go there in the first place #but even with that i wasn't really haven't a bad time (yet) #we were just stading there and i was waiting for my friend to call me so we could go somewhere else #she called me to tell me she was coming and right when i hung up the phone i felt a really strong pang on my belly #and idk at first i thought it was period cramps but it was weird bc my period had actually stopped that same morning #also i had taken a painkiller right before going there bc all that i mentioned earlier also gives me migraines so there's that too #so yeah the pangs kept getting stronger and it hurt so fucking bad to the point my legs started trembeling #my vision blured and every sound around me seemed to almost fade away #there wasn't any place i could sit down so i gad to cling to my dad and he had to hold me so i didn't fall to the ground #i think i almost (?) fainted in his arms too #after a while the dizzines went away and my dad went to get me smth to drink and i mostly got my hearing and vision back to normal #all that was like 10 minutes max but then the pangs kept hitting every minute or so for the next 3 hours #we found a place to sit and find smth to eat but i couldn't eat anything without wanting to throw up #my legs wouldn't stop shaking like fucking crazy and i kept going from feeling like i was freezing to sweating from how hot i felt #idk i've had smth like this (w/o the pangs) happen to me before a bunch of times but never That strong and it usually lasted 5-10min max #we ended up having to go home and i had to take some more painkillers and my sleeping pills to be able to calm down a little #i'm pretty sure i fell asleep from exhaustion after everything and i'm still feeling a bit weird after almost 24 hours since it happened #anyways. the thing is idk if all that was caused bc of my anxiety #or if it was smth completely unrelated and i just had such a bad tummy ache that it made me feel bad enough to cause All That yknow #i think it felt pretty much like how i've heard people describe a panic attack but again i'm not sure #yeah......... #maca speaks

[eskawrites]

word randomly deciding to fuck with my files and screw up the saving process is going to give me a fucking heart attack

#truly feel like I’m about to throw up #nothing is lost but something is definitely wrong #and I’m TERRIFIED to open the Nancy pov so if the new chapter isn’t up tomorrow it’s because I haven’t edited it yet #because word has decided to move and rename all my files and make them hard to save correctly #and I almost lost the lethal company au and nearly had a panic attack about it so! #we’re doing our best out here tonight #remember to regularly back up your files kids #on external drives NOT just online backups #man fuck the constant presence of the internet sometimes

[narzissenkreuz-ordo]

me, wondering why ive been having panic attacks at night recently

#cancer cw / #your mom has cancer you idiot of course youre gonna have episodes of anxiety and panic #we wont know until after she has major surgery if its spread anywhere else #and even if it has spread elsewhere it should be manageable #shes not gonna die suddenly from it but like #we still had to have the 'if something happens this is what i want to happen with my remains' talk #and holy fuck that shit is scary man #and its completely reasonable to feel this way #but ive been working on emotional regulation & accepting reality stuff in therapy lately #to not make myself go through prolonged suffering and worry #but also not to ignore it completely and go right into fantasy escapism #i need to be able to feel the thing when i need to but not shut down #and let it out reasonably before doing something more productive #maybe i should make nightly posts on my dreamwidth site #since i do find it helpful now to dump out my thoughts in one go and leave them there #i used to have full on panic attacks almost nightly and liveblog them the past like 10 years on tumblr #which isnt good good but i find it helpful to stream of conscious type stuff like this and feel it #and leave it there and go on to my next task #yappin

[midnightdemonhunter]

I totally agree that Art Is Dead is a Jupe song but what about All Eyes On Me ... get on out of your seats ... we're going to go where everybody knows ... get inside ... aaaaa 🛸

fuck dude it sure is!!!

#nope movie #ricky jupe park #nope 2022 #nope #midnight draws #midnight speaks #horror stuff #this ask has sat here for a while but i want you to know you are SO Correct and ive just been waiting till i had time to properly draw \ #cause MAN. the whole This Joke Isnt Funny vibe that bo burnham has is so perfect for Jupe #Do you Wanna hear a funny story....The Funniest Thing happened.....severe panic attacks on stage.... #the ominous anticipation for SOMETHING....YOU SAY THE WHOLE WORLDS ENDING HONEY IT ALREADY DID #are you feeling nervous??? are you having fun??? the expressions he makes throughout his final scenes....an almost smile.... #also of course all the lyrics you mentioned too. MAN this song fits #while we're talking about heartbreakingly good jupe songs. #Earth by Sleeping at last and Sometimes by Nick Lutsko........christ. #ANYWAY THANKS FOR THIS. IM NORMAL.

[ashuribbon]

One last thing before I get to emptying my inbox and completing art requests (as much as I dislike talking about it here). I know things are super tense right now, especially with the new update. I already made my statement on how I felt about it on Twitter, but do know that I am not cheery about it either. It’s important to listen to SWANA folks, such as myself and a couple others in the CR community or any community at all, when we talk about how Orientalism hurts us. It’s not a joke or a laughing matter or something to be downplayed, it’s a very serious thing that has harmed us for centuries on end, and it’s shown in the history books.

I’ll be resuming talking about my faves and finish art requests in a bit, but I felt I needed to get this off my chest.

#I almost had a panic attack yesterday because of what happened. Thank heaven my friends stepped in to calm me down. #I won't go any further since I feel I've made enough of a statement on my Twitter. #Shush It Asher #orientalism tw #I just wanna draw my comfort ships and comfort characters man

[piplupod]

epic win at old lady group today: the group leader was struggling with a tangled up loose skein of yarn, so i scampered over to the other end of the table where was sitting and offered to untangle it and wind it into a centre-pull yarn bal for her since I remembered how to do it from just the other day fjdkdl and she was very confused why i would WANT to do that but she let me :3

so i got to untangle yarn AND wind a yarn ball AND help someone i appreciate, three things i love doing - YIPPEE !!!

#also one of the ladies had never seen the way i do it before and she was so fascinated and impressed fjdkdl #every couple mins she'd be like ''wow! would ya look that!'' SBDJDKL it was so fun #also i finished as much of the hat i could work on while i was there a bit early #so i pulled out my sketchbook for the last half hour and doodled a little #and the remaining women all wanted to see fhfkdl so i got to show them a page of my art #and they were so impressed HDJFDKL #its so strange sharing my art w ppl bc like... i pretty much never do it irl #so im always like super nervous and unsure and ppl pretty much always go ''WOW !! you're an artist!!!'' #and then i get MORE nervous and unsure bc idk how to react to compliments other than saying thank you gjfkdl #and its just a very silly mess of a time LOL #ANYWAYS !! good time there today as always fjfkl i almost had a panic attack at the grocery store after but i survived #idk why that happens sometimes fjdkdl my brain just decides its time to freak out #and i have to be like hey man. we're almost done here and then we'll be home soon. and we can have a breakdown once we get home okay? #and my brain kicks a rock and mutters a pouty ''okay'' and i push through the rest of the time fnfmdjdkl #anyhowdy that was A Lot and im very tired but it was good overall and I've got food again so HURRAY !! #and also i have a drawing im excited abt working on >:3 #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[transgender-catboy]

Whore

#huh? who said that #(affectionate) #I'm bending him over a desk as we speak #ANYWAYS #it's been a hot minute since i made one of these posts #god. that was like. 10+ new followers ago #they dont know my crazy #they dont know the things I'd do to this man... #oh my god predictive tags wanted me to type therapy #fuck off. i know I'm a freak loser #i get it. #rude. anyway. you seeing this??? cute lil shoulder pose while he's flying through dimensions #god i adore him #*dreamy sigh* #no crazy tags tonight. just a mini ramble #it's almost 7am. i havent slept yet and i had a panic attack yesterday #so. yeah. brain not workin

[oranjeleeuw]

This is what got me thru my yesterday <3

#I had a horrible shift even though the others said I did an amazing job as a junior manager #But man oh man I almost had a panic attack while counting money at the end of the day #But talking about f1 drivers and speaking in quotes with my babe helped after lol #Personal #F1 #He said me - me - little me? me

[yohankang]

i know i say it at least once a week but. hell day

#almost had a panic attack BEFORE even arriving at work. like man. this isn't good #then i had so many things to do and so many stressful situations #but it gradually got better #and i got my first paycheck today!!! yeehaw!!! im gonna buy myself... a little treat :) #but seriously i hate it here :( when will it get better #the only good thing abt this job is that the people here are v nice and helpful #i mean /some/ people make me SO stressed. mostly higher-ups. but they are still nice abt it sgjsfjs #but the girls working in the room next to me are literally angels #i complain a lot but i survived the first month here so. i can do this #k.txt

[altair214]

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#cw death #the fact that technoblade is actually dead just hit me really hard again #like i won't ever hear that man's voice again live #i won't ever get really excited because he uploaded again #i won't ever hear him affectionately make fun of people live again #why is the world so cruel to take someone like him so early #like he was only 23 #maybe it's hitting me right now cause i'm stressed #but idk #it's still so hard to believe he's actually gone #idk it just hit me really hard today and i just needed to express that somehow #i'm sure it also helped that i just almost had a panic attack over a car door hitting me in the face and breaking my glasses #but it's like i'm still almost in denial about his death #so it just randomly hits me hard as though i was just hearing about it #it's also weird cause it's not like he'd upload very often #so it's so easy just to pretend that he's just on a break or something #or even if consciously i know that's not the case #it still kind of feels that way #how is it real though #it doesn't feel real #but it is #and i'll never see a new video of his again #idk it just hit me hard tonight #i might delate this later #but i just needed to vent

[ritualslaughter]

how to explain to my boyfriend that he can still be lactose intolerant even though he likes milk 😭

#'im not lactose intolerant' babe you almost vomit after eating any amount of double cream #this is the man who didnt realize he'd been having panic attacks for most of his adult life #he just thought that everyone occasionally shook and got the sweats and had to sit in the fetal position until it passed #i love him desperately but bro........ #bones.txt

[faerygardenparty]

spider-people cannot just be mentally stable they all have to have some kind of anxiety disorder and guilt complex and I will not lie I eat that shit up every time

#Idk there’s just something really interesting to me about superheroes and mental illness #like the way someone with superhuman abilities would cope with something like a panic attack #I think part of this is projection and there’s something almost comforting to me about seeing spider-men using their abilities to cope with #anxiety in ways like hiding in a web or on the ceiling #like damn yeah I think if I had spider powers and I got a panic attack that’s probably what I would do #Idk #yes this is about the new spider verse short film #fae.txt #Spider-man #marvel

[myatlantispoets]

so like. am i having a bloody migraine rn

i don't need this shit rn, i have a project to finish

#i can't remember the last time i had one so idk if this is it #wait maybe it's a panic attack. that'd explain the sense of dread and immediate doom #i've been like this ever since i woke up from my nap like 2 hours ago tho it's gotten more manageable and i don't feel like i'm dying anymo #that being said my limbs are still kinda weak and i can't handle artificial light. i'm working on my project and my eyes hurt bsc of teh sc #screen #i had a lot of water a cup of tea and some snackies to like sustain myself but idk #oh and i took a paracetamol #idk man. when i went to take a nap i had cramps and a bit of a headache but that was it #tho ig i should've sen it coming bcs i had a stressful day at school and i almost teared up at some point. and i've had a long hard week #yesterday i'm pretty sure i had an anxiety attack on the way home. #oh and i fucked up my sleep schedule again #so. yeah.

[mercuryislove]

flashback to when tejin was named surya and was also a boy

#oc talk #originally she was going to be a boy bc i was like oh duh of course yixing must have a son #bc the cycle of terrible father-son relationships in his family will never die i guess #but then i remembered i write for girls with strained relationships to their fathers and well. poof. he suddenly had a daughter instead #im writing this post after having like a full half hour scream cry panic attack session thinking about my dad and how much i miss him #even though we absolutely had our terrible times. #and i will be eternally entrenched in guilt and shame and resentment over many many many parts of my bond him over the years #bc things could have been so different but we were both so stubborn and stupid and selfish and well. now we'll never have the chance #because hes dead. like forever. because that's how being dead works i guess. #and ill spend the rest of my days wondering how different things couldve been if wed just been nicer to each other. oh well! #ANYWAY. good evening. #i was thinking about how almost all my characters are women with complex relationships with their fathers or father figures #vera and josef. andhira and the sovereign. sonam and her dad. anwei and her dad. wren and her dad. wren and robin even. #tejin and yixing!!!!! #man i think i am trying to process something here. but whatever could it be 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔