#makes me want to fucking puke

[dxppercxdxver]

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#do not rb #emetophobia tw #i have felt. stress nauseated for the last. Several Weeks #and nothing recently has helped that #i only have six days of schools left but everything between me and the end of the year #makes me want to fucking puke #three projects due on friday announced last week and today respectively #multiple tests #ap exam #can't leave or i tank all my grades #the only saving grace is that i don't have to take finals as of right now #and i keep stressing that i'll miss the saf ticket sale #which is minor in comparison but still means a lot to me #every time i look at my to do list my stomach twists up and i feel Incredibly Paralyzed By Decisions #so incredibly ill #i'm gonna scream #and possibly strangle multiple people #i feel. the worst i've felt in four years #radio free junebug

[wraithsoutlaws]

no problem with sex and violence in media my real issue is with how comfortable people are showing puke shots :ratscream:

#WHOM WANTS TO SEE THIS??? WHOM????????? #a character pukes okay fine. WHY DO YOU NEED TO SHOW ME THE VOMIT??? whatever nasty ass chewed food yogurt that poor actor was sipping on #makes me FUCKING QUEASY its so gross i hate it so much and i stg it happens all the time getting jumpscared by vomit everywhere #contrary to certain opinions sex and violence can absolutely serve important functions in a narrative #BUT WHAT INFORMATION AM I GETTING BY A CLOSE UP OF SOMEONES FUCKING VOMIT I HATE YOU #okay sorry im normal again

[sharp-tooths]

Thinking about the fact that Knives loved western movies as a kid and liked the idea of gunslingers and how after the crash he took the gun from a man he killed and gave it to vash, not only because he wanted his brother to protect himself and join him in killing humans, but because he thought gunslingers were cool. He gave Vash a gun cause he thought having his brother be a gunslinger on a desert planet would be cool. Just like a western movie.

Im dying

#trigun stampede #millions knives #vash the stampede #im just gonna go lie on the floor and cry for a while again #kni at the ripe old age of maybe 7 years old: #my names going to be millions knives #and my brother is going to be a cool gunslinger #and were going to protect our people and kill all of humanity! #im sobbing #on one hand i can see why vash would still so readily forgive him despite the things hes done that alot of ppl would find irredeemable #but also. kni has already been so blindingly consumed by his fear fuled rage #that hes come full circle and doesnt realize hes committed the very same acts he condemns humans for doing to plants #on the very people he was trying to protect #his brother and all the remaining dependent plants #and i personally think the way he went about it was so much more unforgivable and horrific #cause what the ever loving FUCK that was in episode 11 makes me want to puke #and in the beginning of episode 12 i actually almost did #i didnt mean to start ranting in the tags i just have FEELINGS #trigun stampede spoilers

[piggiebonez]

dib is like a little cousin to me. i wanna give him sweets and treats. i wanna buy him coffee behind his dad's back because he's 12 and not allowed to drink coffee yet. i want to encourage his conspiratorial delusions even further by feeding him purposeful disinformation

z*adrs DNI

#saw a fucking horrific genuenely nsfl fanart of dib a couple of days ago:(:(:( #shit like this makes me so fucking pissed PEOPLE IN CARTOON FANDOMS STOP BEING SEX PESTS CHALLENGE (IMPOSSIBLE) #any even slightly suggestive art of iz characters makes me want to puke blood #but that shit was LEGITIMATELY stomach churning like ON ANOTHER LEVEL jfc..... #wanted to draw something nice and cutesey to compensate for the horrors i had to witness #dont worry i'll get back to drawing iz characters mutilated scary style in no time #my art #iz #invader zim #dib membrane #dib iz #iz dib

[bandomgay]

I'm so sick of seeing plastic surgery man I'm just gonna say it

#i hate beauty standards so bad it makes me wanna puke #blah blah people can do whatever they want yeah i fucking know but why do we have to act dumb about the standards people r ALWAYS trying to #follow is the same

[7oranges]

wake up babe new notes app to-do list just dropped for my most evil pressing tasks such as paying a bill, getting tax forms from work, writing an invoice & opening a new bank account

#just looking at this thing makes me want to puke #I HAVE TO WRITE AN INVOICE? TO GET PAID FOR MY SERVICES? fuck outta here #oh and registering for summer term courses #jesus fucking crhistttt #talks.txt

[iindigoeyed]

I've been struggling to get into ml lately. like at first i was so stressed that i regressed back into my mcyt special interest and that was why, but now i think i'm just burned out (both in general and in ml specifically) and i don't know how i'll get back into it. like all i want to do is curl up in bed and sleep for a month. Which… is not good when I have several major projects for ML!!! so you can imagine im not doing great.

I think I'm going to slowly work my way back up to writing again. I plan on contributing to feligami feb, and that fic isn't even remotely done. dont even get me started on the art i have to finish. and I'm gonna try to start finishing up These Things -- initially, i was going to write the whole thing and then post it. but I still only have maybe half of it done, and i think it'd be better for me to just post what i've got and hope for feedback -- and if I don't write more and that's it, then that's it. I have two other longfics i want to finish and post before s6 rolls around and I can't afford to be wasting time on TT any longer. I start college in august and will NOT have that sort of time.

#It's so many wips why did i take on so many fucking wips #doing anything gives me so much anxiety it makes me want to puke #did i mention i have open house this month? #im gonna scream #indiposts

[theplantbish]

I'm so nervous and anxious about tonight's finale, I trust and believe that our boy from Vantaa can, and hopefully, most likely will win, but what if he doesn't? What if Sweden robs us again?

I've NEVER seen Finland this excited about Eurovision. Back when Lordi won, most people here didn't believe they could do it until the points started coming in. Now the entire country is crazy over Käärijä, everything is green, everything has been Käärijä-fied, the media writes about a 100 articles of him daily. The hype is insane and Käärijä knows it, too.

And to add another layer of crazy to this, basically no one in this country knew anything about him last year. Before he took part in UMK only a handful of people knew his name or had ever heard his music, and now he's the hero of Finland, an international star and the expectations on him are huge.

Idk if this sounds silly but I couldn't sleep the other night and kept worrying about what it would do to his mental health if after all this hype he doesn't win. He literally went from being just some dude to being, well, still just some dude but now everyone knows him and expects a ton from him, and it happened so quickly.

I truly trust and believe that the European people will vote for him, he will get (hopefully) the most votes from the viewers, but I'm worried about the jury. Loreen is so close, and I know she'll get more points from the jury than Käärijä, so will the televotes be enough to carry him to victory?

I fucking hope so

#rambles of a finn whos on the brink of a mental breakdown because of Eurovision #long post #long text #käärijä #idk if this post makes any sense I'M JUST SO FUCKING NERVOUS #I might need to have a bucket next to me when they announce the points just in case the anxiety makes me puke #I want him to win so bad the entire country wants it so bad

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#holy fuck. knock on wood. fingers crossed. press my thumbs. i think the pain is cycling down #like probably its this bad bc my body is weak from fighting an allergic reaction and i think lam1ctal can cause some menstral issues #but like holy fuck. i cannot go thru that again. just hours of being nauseous and crumpled in pain #i was very very very seriously considering going to the hospital. but like ive ridden in an ambulance before and i dont wanna spend like #1000 dollars to go like 10min down the road. bullshit. god i hope its stopping #it was just like so much pain i didnt kno what to do. absolutely intolerable. ugh. #please dont let this happen tomorrow 🙏 please please please. i have to teach #and ny roommate is staying here the next 2 nights after not seeing her for like months #y now? 😭 im gonna have to b like hi *visibly disheveled* if i talk i might puke. bye. #i wish i could just sleep thru this. ibuprofen is not helping 😭 #im just worried if i went to the hospital theyd make me wait for hours in the waiting room. shaking with pain. and then id b fine by the #time they got to me. like yea srry i was jusy being a lil bitch abt a normal bodily process lol. god. ppl with high levels of chronic pain #how tf do u do it? i dont think im strong enough. but i guess u probably get used to it. god that sucks so bad #ugh. i wish my mom was here. i want her to just pet my hair until i feel better 😭 but nooo shes going off to have fun in canada #so she's gonna b even farther from me than normal 😭 #unrelated

[ghostzzy]

1am 36-hour post-top surgery update:

the numbness in my hand is gone which is great. but i’m coughing sooo much and i’m sooo bloated and i just puked my brains up. :^(

#pain is def worse than yesterday. still not thee worst like #i’d take this over a kidney stone. yknow. #but def unpleasant. tiring. makes me not want to move. #and the coughing really sucks. mucus my enemy. #but i’m moving. i’m doing okay. but yeah the puking was fucking bad. hey everyone let’s not do that. #izzy.txt

[xceanlynx]

Some people really are screaming "stop assuming famous people's gender and sexuality!1!!1" and in the same breath, they go "99.999% of these actors are straight" like??? You all really aren't the great allies you believe to be, with this hypocrisy

#bl series #thai bl #can they make up their mind about assuming other's labels #this is more targeted to twitter users obviously #just saw some discourse that made me want to puke #like let them beeeeee fucking hell #why do you feel the need to prove that they're gay or straight or whatever more #come on

[annihilatius]

I honestly believe a lot of the pro-Palestine people on the left would be neo-Nazis if they were right wing because the amount of antisemitic propaganda you lot just eat up without an ounce of critical thought because it has the tag "Palestine" on it is genuinely horrifying.

#v.txt #antisemitism #im not saying you have to pick a side you should care about palestinians AND the innocent israelis being caught in crossfire #you can't say all palestinians shouldn't be to blame for hamas's actions (which they shouldn't if that wasn't clear) #and then say it doesn't matter if innocent israelis and israelian children are murdered because their government is bad #i know i said i don't like posting stuff like this but the 'propaganda' superbowl ad people are vagueing about #was a 'stop jewish hate' ad. it was not funded by israel. it was a non-profit organization with no proof it was made by zionists #and seeing people say 'there was something mentioning 'antisemitism' without any context behind it' makes me want to fucking puke. #antisemitism has skyrocketed exponentially since oct 7 with innocent jewish people being blamed for the actions of israel #and after the superbowl ad the entire internet has taken it as an invitation to publically broadcast how much they hate jewish people #you lot would rather literally spread blood libel rhoretic than just LISTEN to jewish people for once and it's so infuriatingly sad to see #all that im asking is just stop staying in your echo chamber that constantly spreads antisemitic conspiracy theories #and learn how antisemitic rhetoric actually spreads from jewish people talking about it instead of ignoring it like it doesn't exist #if you refuse to do that because you think not being antisemitic is contradictory to supporting palestine #then don't even bother saying your blog is safe for jewish people. it never will be until you stop reblogging from neo-nazis

[placeinthisworld]

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#I love Taylor swift don’t get me wrong #but I couldn’t give two fucking shits about her dating life and just seeing people constantly talk about her dating again makes me want #to puke like my god leave her alone who tf caaares #I’m just so annoyed I think I liked Joe bc I liked the quiet around her personal life for a few years #now it just feels like 1989era where everything is on display again and it feels 😒😷 to me

[triggeringtommy]

*kicking my feet n twirling my hair* i wanna kill myself

#personal #not just personal but also relatable #im rly fucking bothersome and i feel rly dumb 4 it bc this shit shouldnt matter but it doooooo it rly do im such a big crybaby itsembrassing #i wanna kms bc nothing in my life is ok #moms relationship with me is getting rly bad again #we cant talk anymore bc she just wants 2 control my life forever #i told her i wanna move back to FL on my own with my best friend #she said shed literally go crazy on me and loose her fucking mind and hurt me LOL #she literally threatened me haha #i hate it hereee #my mommy wantz me 2 stay forever bc im a source of income #she wants 1000 instead of 500 and doesnt care how i make it work if i leave my partner #she said do OF or feetfinder idc how u come up with the other 500 u dont pay rn just get a full time job n sell ur ass idc #she would rather me work a fuckton and still hav to sell my body than me just move out and us go seperate ways #whatever #i hav to think on this apparently #i just wanna move back i want friends i want to be near my family #im miserable here bc im alone with the people who all abuse me #no wonder i puke 24/7 this home life isnt normal