It’ll Be Okay
The one where Y/N, Harry’s fiancée, has bipolar disorder, and no one can bring her out of her episodes other than him.
WARNING: There is going to be mentions/actions of alcohol abuse, drug use, outbursts of anger, sudden changes in mood and domestic violence in this story. Harry does smoke in this as well. If you are not comfortable with that, please do not continue reading.
Y/N’s POV:
I sat on the couch with the bottle of vodka in one hand, and a cigarette in the other, mascara and tear stains on my cheeks. The alcohol and drugs were the only two things that made me feel at peace in this moment. Serenity.
A sudden click of the lock causes me to immediately put out my cigarette and hide the bottle of vodka. I attempt to walk up to the door, my steps going every which way. When he walks in, his face immediately changes, the scent of the marijuana pungent on my clothes and in the house, the smell of alcohol fuming off my breath.
“Oh, Harry! Hello. How was work?” I say, my voice slurring with every word I speak. I lean into his chest, putting all of my weight into him, making him tumble back a couple of steps.
“Are you okay, honey? You’re having another episode, aren’t you? Let’s get you on the couch, okay?”
“No, I wanna go upstairs! Have a bit of fun, if you know what I mean.” I say, a smirk present in my face.
“Absolutely not. You legally cannot give consent if you’re under the influence, baby. Stay on the couch, okay? I’m gonna go get you a glass of water.”
“No, no water.”
“Yes, water. You need some in your system, love.” He leaves me on the couch with a kiss to my forehead to go get some water.
I sit patiently on the couch, and after deciding he was taking to long, I grab my lighter and another cigarette. After lighting it, I take a long drag and inhale the smoke for a couple of seconds before puffing it out, when Harry walks in.
“Baby, what did we talk about? No smoking inside, right? That’s for outside only, my love.” He takes the cigarette from your lips and puts it out in the ashtray next to the couch.
Suddenly, your mood changes drastically and you feel a tear slip down your cheek. Harry immediately notices and is by your side in an instant, god knows what he did with the glass of water in his hands. For all he knows, it means nothing to him right now.
“Baby love, what’s going on? You having another episode, pretty girl? You can talk to me.” He says, his voice softening at the quick change of your emotions.
“I-I was just thinking about my past. My dad. And how he used to hit me. And I was thinking about it and I just brought the thought into my head that maybe that would be you one day and my emotions got the better of me. I know you would never do that to me or anyone for that matter, but my emotions got a hold of me. I’m sorry.” Harry sits there in silence for a second, probably out of sheer shock that I would ever think he would do something even remotely close to lay a finger on someone without their verbal consent.
“Oh, baby, my love. I would never ever do such a thing to you. I know how much you despise your father and although I’ve never met him, I despise him as well. He ruined your life. No one deserves to go through that. Especially you, my angel.” He ever so softly pecks your cheek, being as gentle as possible with you, knowing you’re at your most vulnerable right now.
You fall further into his arms, seeking for a safe haven, which he was yours. He wraps his arms tightly around you, placing a few kisses on the top of your head.
“I know that smoking helps you calm down so if you want to go into the backyard and do that you can feel free, my love. I’ll even join you this time. Stressful day at work.” Harry says and your heart grows a little more for him. You really only smoke to calm your nerves, but it turned into more of an addiction now. Harry rarely ever joins you for a smoke, it’s not really his thing but when he feels anxious or stressed about something related to his career, he’ll join you.
“That would be amazing, baby. I love you.” You peck his lips and grab the box of cigarettes and lighter from the table next to the couch, grabbing his hand with your free one and leading him outside with you to the bench you have out there.
He sits down before you and you sit down, putting your legs over his. You hand him the box and he takes one out, lighting it before handing you the box and the lighter. You watch him blow the smoke out of the corner of his mouth before placing the cigarette in your mouth and lighting it.
You adjust your position, curling up against Harry’s side, him moving his arm above your head to take another puff of the cigarette.
“Thank you for always being here for me, H. It really does mean a lot to me. I love you.”
“Of course, baby. There’s no one I’d rather be with than you, lovie. I love you so much more.”
And he locks that in with a kiss to your lips.
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Sorry for not posting since like August. School started and it’s my senior year so I’ve been super busy with college apps but I finished yesterday so I should be posting more. Love you guys so much!!!!
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Summary: This was a request by @haroldsbabymama “Can you do a one shot where y/n and Harry sext each other while at a family event which leads to them hooking up for a quickie?”
In this one shot Niall and Louis are your brothers.
Warnings: SMUT18+, strong and sexual language, suggestive language, rough sex, choking, hair pulling, fluff and filth
Master
∘₊✧── 𝑒𝓃𝒿𝑜𝓎 ──✧₊∘
“What did you pack in here? Rocks?” I laugh and push the suitcase down, “We’re only going to be gone for one night, honey.” I shut the trunk and Harry walks over, leaning on it as his hair and open flannel blow in the breeze.
“I have to have extra clothes incase someone decides to make a mess and ruin my perfectly good shirt that I wear like last time.” He pulls his sunglasses down slightly with his finger and winks as he smirks.
“That.. was..” I laugh and shake my head, “Not my fault. You could have taken it off.”
He shrugs, “Mm, I guess you’re right.” He walks over and kisses my head, “Let’s get going, I know traffic will be a bitch here soon.”
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“So.” Harry says rubbing his chin with his fingers, “I was thinking.”
“Oh no. What were you thinking?” I turn towards him slightly and rest my chin on my hand. He smirks slightly, “How about we play a little game while we’re visiting your family, hmm?”
“Like Uno? Monopoly? I’m sure my parents have games.”
He laughs and shakes his head, “You’re a funny girl, love.” He glances over at me with a smile, “But I mean a game for us.”
Catching onto what he’s insinuating, I smirk, “Oh. Like a game.”
“Yes.” He lays a hand on my thigh and squeezes slightly, “We sext each other until one of us can’t take it anymore and cracks.”
“Mm.” I lay my hand on his, “So how many texts do you think I’ll get to send you before you crack?”
He laughs, “Me? Cracking first? In your dreams, baby.” He slides his hand up and extends a finger to put pressure on my clit through my pants, “You’ll be begging me to take you within the first ten minutes.”
I roll my eyes and bite down on my lip, trying to keep it together and act like him rubbing my clit through my leggings doesn’t bother me.
“What? No reaction? You feelin’ alright, darling?” He pulls his hand away and rests his elbow on the center console.
I smile at him, “Yeah. I’m great, actually.”
He smirks and shakes his head slowly, “We’ll see about that.”
He pulls into the driveway and I can see my mom look out the window and quickly disappear.
“Three.. Two.. One.. Get ready, honey.” I say with a laugh as I see my mom run out the door waving her hands. I open the door and get out, “Hey.”
My mom scoops me into her arms and rocks us side to side, “Oh my goodness! Look at you!” She keeps her hands on my shoulders as she leans back, “Ugh. Just look at you.”
Harry walks around the car and stands there, “Hello Mrs Y/L/N.”
She scoffs, “Please, Harry. I hate when you call me that.” She laughs, “Call me mom.” Harry laughs and leans down to hug her, “I know, that’s why I do it. How are you?”
Mom laughs and shakes her head, “I’m doing good, look at you looking all handsome.” She reaches up and fixes his collar, “More tattoos?”
“Not this time.” Harry shakes his head, “Maybe next time you see me.”
Mom laughs and sighs, “Oh gosh. I’m so happy you’re here! Come on, you can get your bags later.” She pulls me with her and I grab Harry’s hand to drag him with me.
“Honey.” Mom calls out, “Your favorite daughter is here.”
I laugh and shake my head, “Mom, I’m hi-“
“She’s my only daughter so of course she’s my favorite.” My dad laughs and walks over to me, greeting me with a hug, “Hi sweetie.”
“Hi dad.”
“How you doing, Harry?” My dad smiles and shakes his hand. Harry nods, “Good sir, how are you?”
“I mean with living with my daughter. She can be a pain sometimes.” My dad laughs and I scoff, “Excuse me. I’m right here.”
“Yeah and?” My dad laughs and shakes his head, “I’m just messing with you.”
I roll my eyes and walk out to my mom in the kitchen, “They truly are best friends, aren’t they?” Mom sighs and nods, “I’m afraid so.” She laughs, “But that’s a good thing right?”
I nod, “Definitely.”
My phone dings in my back pocket and I see Harry’s name. I glance up at him and he’s staring at me with a smirk.
I step back and unlock my phone, my eyes scanning over Harry’s first dirty text of the day.
H: You look so hot standing there. I could bend you over the counter.
I smirk slightly and type my reply,
Me: That’s all you got? I was thinking more of me on the counter with your face pressed between my legs.
I hit sent and quickly put my phone back into my pocket, “Do you need help with anything?” My mom pauses and taps her lips, “If you wanted to wash the fruit for the fruit tray that would be great.”
I glance up at Harry, who is talking with my dad again. I smile and shake my head, “So are my brothers coming tonight?”
“Yes they are, Louis is bringing Sadie so ple-“
I go to speak but she cuts me off, “Please… be nice.”
“I fucking hate Sadie.” I mumble as I turn the faucet on. Mom taps my shoulder, “I don’t like her either but language!” She laughs and walks into the living room, offering Harry and my dad drinks.
Sadie is Louis’ bitch of a fiancée and nothing, I mean nothing ever satisfies her. I’m surprised she’s even coming to this dinner.
My phone dings and I dry my hands on the towel before pulling out my phone,
H: I could honestly go for eating that sweet little pussy of yours out right now.
I bite my lip and squeeze my thighs together, shit. I will not let Harry win, no matter how hot and bothered he makes me.
Me: You know, my throat has been a little lonely. I think it misses your cock being stuffed into it.
My mom walks back into the kitchen and I quickly lock my phone, “So why is Sadie coming?” Mom furrows her brows, “Because she’s engaged to your brother?”
“No I know but-“
The door opens and in walks Niall, “Hey, hey hey.” He shuts the door and goes over to Harry, “Styles, man how ya been?”
Harry smiles and nods, “Good, man. How about yourself?”
They talk and Niall comes into the kitchen, letting out a sudden yell, “Whoa, y/n you know it’s summer and not Halloween right?” He laughs and I throw a blueberry at him, “Shut up.”
“Niall, be nice to your sister.” Mom says slapping his shoulder.
He walks over and hugs me, “Miss ya ‘round here.” I sigh and nod, “I know. You can’t bully me everyday.” We laugh and I lean in, “Sadie’s coming.” I whisper lowly. Niall let’s out a sigh. “He said he was going to break up with her, I swear.”
“Don’t be swearing.” Mom says pointing to us.
Niall laughs, “No mom. Not like that.” He looks at me and rolls his eyes, “I’ll be back.” He walks away and I look up at Harry. Dad goes out with Niall and Harry checks his phone.
His eyes widen slightly and he pulls his bottom lip between his teeth. He glances up at me and shakes his head with a smirk. He adjusts himself quickly and starts to type.
I go back to what I was doing before and my mom comes up to me, “I know you don’t like Sadie but you better not make some snide comments towards her.”
“Okay. I’ll just say them to Louis.” I laugh and shake my head, “Kidding.” I look over at my mom and she laughs, “I’m not a fan of her either, but Louis is and.. he just needs to find out in his own.”
“Yeah, l hope.”
I set the fruit down and walk in to the couch. I plop down on it and Harry sits next to me just as my phone goes off.
He leans in, “That pussy ready for me yet?” He whispers lowly and chuckles as he kisses my cheek. I bite my lip and cross my leg over the other, reading Harry’s text,
H: I’ll keep my head between those legs and my tongue in your pussy until your legs are shaking and you’re begging me to stop.
I bite my lip and take a deep breathe, unsure of how to respond to that one.
“Cat got your tongue?” Harry whispers into my ear, nipping it with his teeth. I gasp slightly and tilt my head away from him, “That’s not fair.” I turn my head towards him and look at him.
He smirks and shrugs, “Never said we couldn’t add a little physical touch.” His hand slides down my back and I look back at my phone.
The cursor blinking, waiting for me to type.
I turn my phone away as my thumbs type,
Me: I want to sit down on your cock slowly, feeling you stretch my tight little pussy out.
I hit send and quickly lock my phone as Niall comes down and sits down next to me, “Whatcha doin over here?”
“Nothing.” Harry and I say in unison, which causes us to laugh.
“Mhm. Sounds like something you dirty bitches.” Niall’s head snaps over as mom yells, “Sorry mom.” He looks back and rolls his eyes, mouthing that he wasn’t sorry.
I laugh and shake my head, “When’s Tommo coming?” He shrugs, “Said he was on his way an hour ago.”
And with that, Louis and his leech stroll on through the door.
“Speak of the devil and the devil comes.” I say standing up. I walk over to him and hug him, forcing him to let go of Sadie’s hand. He wraps his arms around me and lifts me off the ground, “How are you, ya little idiot?”
He steps me back down. I smile, “I’m good! How are you?” He nods, “I’m alright, not too bad.” He looks over at Harry, “Harry Styles. Get over here and give me a hug will ya!” He walks towards Harry as Harry walks towards him.
“What’s up, Lou.” Harry says patting his back as he hugs him, “Long time no see, yeah?”
While those two converse, I walk back over to Niall and sit down, “Now mom will come out of the kitchen to greet her favorite child.” I mumble and cross my arms.
“There is he! My little boy!” Mom says pulling him into a hug and rocking him back and fourth.
“You’d think for him being the oldest he’d be the least favorite.” Niall mumbles which causes me to laugh.
Sadie shoots me a glare and I wave at her sarcastically.
Mom greets her and gives her a quick hug. “Mom doesn’t like her either.” I mumble. I smile up at Harry as he sits down, “I’m going to go see if your mom needs any help.”
He walks away and not even a minute later my phone dings.
“oh, who is that?” Niall asks elbowing me. I shake my head, “No one.” I keep my phone in my pocket, “Is it that friend of yours? The one with the blonde hair?”
I laugh slightly and shake my head, “Far from it, Ni.”
“Or is it Harry?”
I freeze. I would absolutely die if he knew Harry and I are sexting at family dinner.
“N-no. Why would I be Harry?”
He tilts his head and gives me a look, “Because every time you put your phone away, Harry pulls his out. Come on, y/n. I’m not as innocent as you think.”
I push him away with a laugh, “Get away from me.”
“Alright, alright. I’ll leave so you can send your man a dirty text.” He smirks and walks over to Louis.
I pull my phone out with a sigh and my smile drops as my eyes scan over Harry’s text,
H: I want to cum inside you, watch it drip out and then use some of it fit my cock into that tight ass you’re always teasing me with.
I shift in my seat, trying not to accept the fact that Harry might just win this little game.
I stare at the screen, unable to come up with anything. After a few seconds, I accept my loss, well,
Me: After dinner I want your cock and I want to feel you cum deep inside me.
Not a total loss.
I hear Harry clear his throat and I get an instant reply,
H: Deal.
I bite my lip as I smirk and send him back a kissy face emoji. I put my phone into my pocket and stand up.
“So how’s living three hours away from home?” Louis asks walking over to me. I shrug, “I don’t know. I kinda like it, but at the same time, I miss you guys.”
He nods, “Yeah, yeah. I understand that. Harry treating you well?”
For whatever reason, I remember Harry absolutely pounding the fuck out of me with his hand tight around my throat.
I smile and nod, “Oh yeah, no need to worry about that big bro.”
“Kids. Dinner is ready.” Mom says clapping her hands.
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As dinner comes to an end, I glance over at Harry and hide my smirk with my glass by taking a drink.
“Dinner was excellent mom!” Niall says leaning back.
“Yeah, I have to agree with Niall, this was great!” Louis sets his fork down and looks over at Sadie who looks like if she could be anywhere else, she would.
She nods and smiles, “Yes, Mrs. Y/L/N. That was great.”
Mom smiles and nods, “Thank you. Thank you.”
I bite my lip to not laugh, she told Harry to call her mom, but didn’t correct Sadie. That’s how you know mom doesn’t like you.
“Do you need help clearing the table, mom?” I ask gathering stuff up. She shakes her head, “No, sweetie. Why don’t you guys go grab your bags and get settled in. Then we can all meet in the family room and catch up.”
“Are you sure, mom?” Harry asks and my mom smiles and bats the air, “Oh please. It’s okay.”
My eyes glance to Sadie and she rolls her eyes. Louis lays a hand on her and pats it a few times.
“Okay. We’ll go get our bags.” I nudge Harry’s arm and he follows me outside. I pop the trunk and as soon as it’s lifted, Harry’s hands are on me.
He slides one up to my neck as he presses his growing cock into my back, “You feel that?” He whispers lowly, “I’m craving you, sweetheart.”
I reach behind me and palm him through his jeans, “I’ve thought about you all day, Harry.” I breath out as he squeezes my neck.
He nuzzles his nose against my neck, “I can’t wait to cum deep in that pussy of yours.”
I lick my lips and turn around to face him, pulling him down to meet my lips with his. I cut out make out short, “Come on.”
I grab my bag while Harry grabs his and he adjusts himself to the best he can before I shut the trunk, “Act. Normal.” I whisper with a smile.
We walk back in and I look around. Niall is asleep on the couch already. Typical.
Mom and dad are doing the dishes.
And Louis and Sadie are back the hall and it looks like he’s trying to calm her down.
I walk back the hall with Harry close behind me. I look at Louis and Sadie snaps her head towards me. Louis gives me an eye roll and grabs her hand, pulling her into his old bedroom and closing the door.
I laugh slightly and walk into my room and Harry shuts the door as soon as he steps in. He drops his case and pushes me back onto my bed, his hands undoing my jeans.
“Gotta be quick and quiet, honey.” I remind him as I undo his pants.
He pushes his pants and boxers down and I lean up, taking his cock between my lips. He lets out a gasp and I can tell he’s fighting not to moan.
I bob my head, getting him nice and wet before I lean back and bring my leg up. I pull my panties aside and he dips his hips down and slowly enters me.
I throw my head back and grab the sheets. He grips onto my thighs, his finger tips digging in hard.
He slowly pulls out and thrusts back in, getting into a quick and steady pace.
My mind is focused on him cuming inside of me and nothing else.
He slides a hand up and presses his fingers down, circling my clit fast.
I gasp and cover my mouth with my hand as my eyes roll back. He grunts and clears his throat, “Fuck.” He groans super quietly. I reach out and grab his bicep, clenching around his cock.
As I cum, Harry also let’s go. I can feel his cock twitch inside of me as he pushes as far in as he can. He looks around and I look behind me and grab a blanket, “I’ll wash it.”
Harry holds it under me as he pulls out. His lip coming between his teeth as he does. He stares for a moment and shakes his head, “When we get home, I’m so doing what I said.”
“You can do anything to me.” I pull him down for a kiss and smile, “Now let’s get fixed up, we have family time to attend.”
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