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#look whenever she starts sobbing about him growing up shes not just being extra thats a v real reaction
hybrix-hidings · 2 years
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Okay but also when you consider that Rita is older than Juno by probably an absolute minimum of five years (and let's be real, it's probably closer to ten) so much of the shit she did to stick around and help him out makes that much more sense. Sure, the difference in maturity between 38-43/48 may not be so huge, but remember, they met when Juno was about 19. Whether she was 24 or 29, she would have still seen Juno as a kid.
And when someone you perceive as a kid goes through so many lengths to help you keep your own job and save your name while his own gets dragged through the mud? When everything they do in efforts to help make something better only smacks them into the dirt?? Of course you're going to want to help! Of course she stayed, that's her Dumb Baby Sibling who did something really rash and stupid and brave.
And once you see someone that way, your viewpoint never really changes. I'm sure 20 years of working together changed it a bit to where he's not really a kid anymore, but he also is in her heart. This is up until he can do some proper growing up in s2, where his new maturity and will to live put them on slightly more equal ground.
Idk. I just have feelings about Rita and Juno and their whole relationship I love them so much
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i-cant-sing · 3 years
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How would (Yanderes of your choice) react to a pregnant darling? Like the second she tells him she’s preggers, how would they react?
Yanderes x pregnant darling
Mmmhh, I'll be doing Todoroki Clan, Overhaul, Bakugo Clan, Ushijima Wakatoshi.
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Yandere Todoroki Clan:
Okay, so the clan finds out you're pregnant, perhaps due to a fling or something, just kids being dumb and all. The first thing they do is calm you down. Obviously, they are all very disappointed in you- but with the way you're sobbing, its clear that you're very sorry as well.
Whether you want to keep the baby or abort it, the family will 100% support you. Either way, Dabi is going to kill whoever knocked you up. Sorry, thats non-negotiable.
They are all constantly hovering over you. Rei is always making you nutritious food, Fuyumi is applying stretch mark creams and helping you to the bath, Shotou is always right by your side, either to help you walk or give your sore feet massages. Natsuo is making sure that you're eating all your vitamins, checking if you have bleeding gums or any nutritional deficiencies. Rei and Natsuo always accompany you to your doctor appointments, making copies of your tests and prescriptions.
Enji is keeping up with all your cravings, no matter how weird. You're craving ice chips? Alright. You want ice cream at 3 am? The fridge is stocked with your favs. Oh no, you want soft serve? Its okay, princess, I'll drive us there. I'm sure they'll open the store for the no. 1 hero.
Dabi is surprisingly very understanding. He's not reacting badly to any of your mood swings. If you're mad at him, he won't do anything to infuriate you anymore. If you're crying because you can't get off the floor on your own, Dabi will calmly pick you up and take you to your bed. He knows stress is not good for the baby, and you're also a baby in his eyes, so he'll be uncharacteristically sweet and patient.
I can also see Enji giving you his card so that you can shop for the baby, but the rest of the fam just push you into bed and huddle up close to you as they all look at the laptop with you, doing online shopping. You will have to sneak in a Endeavour onesie since your brothers keep on removing the item from the basket.
Yandere Kai Chisaki:
When he finds out you're pregnant with his baby, he's quiet. There are million things running through his mind. On one hand, having a baby will have you more bound to him, you'll fall into Stockholm syndrome faster. On the other hand, he's possessive. He doesn't want to share you with anyone. But you seem to want it, and should you ever return to your hysterical ways and run away from him, he could use the baby to against you.
Oh man, Kai is not only getting the best OB/GYN for you, he's doing extra check ups on you too. We already know he's gonna have a whole medical room for you, fully equipped with the latest technology. He doesn't trust you when you say you're fine. He's there with you throughout the whole process, and he has his men monitoring you when he's busy.
Oh and when it times when you can find the baby's gender, if you say you dont wanna know and want it to be a surprise, thats fine. But he's going to find the gender, he just won't tell you about it. He needs to be mentally prepared.
Kai will cater to all your needs. He will help you bathe, dress, watch you swallow your vitamins. Whatever cravings you have, he will provide for you, but to an extent where its not harmful. Like you can have sweets, but not too many.
He will talk to you even in a more patronising tone than before, bending down to your height so that he's eye level with you, and then he explains why you can or can't do certain things.
Knows your hormones are going crazy, so he won't react when you yell or cry, just waits for you to calm down so that he can take care of you again.
Likes to rub your belly, not because he cares about the baby, but because it eases your pain (also becausehe wants to near you). He will absolutely rub your sore muscles and will even let you take walks in the garden, with him accompanying you of course.
He's just really sweet to you. Well, sweeter than before.
Yandere Bakugou (+ clan):
Oh so you're pregnant with a Bakugou? The happiest day of his life! No, abortion is not an option unless its endangering your life. I can see him wrapping his arms around you and spinning you around, hes over the moon! He's going to wipe your tears away and wash away any fears you have about starting a family. Katsuki tells you he will support you 100% and to hell with your family if they disown you for it. He's going to take care of everything, just be with him.
First things first, he's gonna propose and marry you. Next thing, you're gonna have to leave your job or put your studies/career goals on hold; you're pregnant with his offspring- he's not allowing you to put yourself in danger like that.
He is up in an instant when something is wrong, always worrying over you whenever you hiss or whimper in pain. If you listened to him, Bakugou would always be taking you to the hospital for anything. Luckily, you didn't.
Considering that you're both still young, and Bakugou is focusing on becoming the no.1 hero, I imagine you move in with his parents, or at least somewhere close to them, so that they're always able to pop in and check in on you. Mitsuki is taking your measurements (that change as your bump grows) so that she's making maternity clothes, made specially for your needs and requirements. And not to mention the cutest clothes she makes for the newest addition for the family.
Masaru will be taking care of all your cravings, and is unsurprised when you want spicy food (but makes sure its not hot enough to give you an ulcer lol). Tells you all the stories about Mitsuki when she was pregnant. And then they both show you Katsuki's baby pictures and all the embarrassing stories.
And when Bakugou returns home, he ushers you to lay down on the couch so that he can talk to the baby. Scolding the fetus for giving its mother a hard time, before breaking out in a grin when the baby kicks back.
Bakugou definitely loves to take you on late night drives, adoring the way your eyes take in the city lights. He lets you play your favourite music and buys you your favourite foods, not once complaining about your mood swings or anything.
Yandere Ushijima Wakatoshi:
He's all smiles. Gentle, soft smiles.
So happy he's going to be dad, and even happier that you're his baby mama. He's going to hug you and kiss you so sweetly, before pulling you to his chest as he tells you how happy he is. He'll tell you that he'll take care if everything, he'll provide for you and the baby. You just be his good little housewife.
Wakatoshi will wake up before you so that he can appreciate the way you look when the sun rays illuminate your face. He'll be rubbing his hand over your bump anytime he can, always kissing it before showering you in affection.
I can see him waking up every time you have morning sickness, pulling your hair back and patting your back as you puke.
Very hesitantly buys you the belly pillow for pregnant women, but he knows that he cant be there for you all the time because of his matches. But don't you dare use the pillow when he's around. He gets jealous.
Loves, LOVES taking baths with you. He settles you in the bathtub very gently, before taking his place behind you, his strong muscular thighs trapping you. He carefully washes you, humming in content as you lean back against his chest and cup the soapy, scented water over your belly, the bump glistening.
Big, protective himbo will be doing as many house chores as he can, you just need to cook him some food and rest. I can just see him sneaking up on you and pulling you to him or into his lap, kissing your earlobe, while his big, warm hands rub your belly, whispering in your ear how beautiful you look and how he lucky he is to have you.
So happy he baby trapped you💖
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God, I love them all so much. Now, this is just like off the top of my head, but I wouldn't mind going in details if someone were to ask for one of my babies *coughs* Bakugo and Todo Clan *coughs* also *coughs* love Ushijima *coughs*
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xoxo-teddybear · 3 years
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Oh, The Lies You Tell - Bakugou Katsuki - pt.4
Bakugou x f!reader
Warnings: angst, trauma, abuse, betrayal, fluff, slice of life, smut, cursing, manipulation, possible spoilers, physical harm, 18+
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Ep. Warnings: cursing, small angst
Summary: after getting caught by dabi, Y/N’s been extra cautious ESPECIALLY with Bakugou. She’s still trying to figure out her feelings about..well, EVERYTHING and so to cope, she blocks out everything and isolates.
Pt.1 Pt.2 P.3 P.4 Pt.5 Pt.6 Pt.7 Pt.8 Pt.9
A/N: Kinda short, Sorry :P
Bakugou’s POV
After spending all that time with Y/N, I could definitely say I like her. Like...LIKE HER like her. She’s..amazing. She has to be one of the top fighters in our class, she’s beautiful and has an incredible body. Her voice is like honey and she has this smile..that’s just..wow. Besides her physical, her as a person is incredible. She’s a good listener, she’s so open minded, she’s respectfully honest, and she brings out the better me.
I’ll admit, I’m pretty strict on following rules. I need to make a good name for myself out in the hero world. But Y/N has a delinquent past. She teaches me to risk it with the stupid rules and just enjoy life as a teen. Not only that, but considering she’s a little rebel herself, she can get out of hand sometimes. So she has me to keep her from going over the cliff. We’re a perfect balance for each other.
.....We’re perfect for each other.
No one’s POV
The morning after your little rendezvou with Bakugou, you woke up in heartache. You were so confused on why. Was it because you were something you’re not to everyone? Was it because you were doing this for the league more than for yourself? But you weren’t dumb. You knew the answer. Or rather, answers. Firstly, it’s because you knew you weren’t enjoying yourself by going through with this plan. It didnt feel right. Second, Bakugou. As scared as you were to admit it..you liked him. You really liked him.
That fact terrified you. You didn’t grow up around love. You grew up around hatred, bloodshed, violence, and fear. For your entire life, everything was all about survival. Even when you had a “steady” home with the league. But Bakugou came into the picture and threw you off. With him, he gave you a sense of security and peace. A warm feeling inside your heart that became more addicting than any drug. Yes, you enjoyed it but at the same time, it confused you. You weren’t sure how to deal with these emotions. You weren’t even sure if you deserved to be blessed with these emotions. With Katsuki.
You were and are a villain. You are the high ranking villain, Titania, and you are on a mission to take down UA from the inside. You were a villain, and you knew your place. A killer, a criminal, a thief, a menace like you didn’t deserve these feelings of..love. You didn’t even know how to handle them. So you did what you thought was best no matter how bad it hurt you.
When you walked into the hallway that your dorm opens up to, you were gifted with the surprise of Katsuki being there, waiting for you.
“Hey Princess,” he began but looked down to your side. “Princess and Rumor.” He said as he chuckled and petted Rumor’s head. Rumor smiled up at the familiar blonde and barked in happiness. Those two got along so well. “So I was thinking we could walk to class together.”
“Sorry...but..no. Come Rumor.” You said and turned away as you cringed at yourself in regret. Rumor followed you, along with Bakugou.
“Heh..sure princess. Try again.” He said thinking you were just messing around. Except, you didn’t answer him. You just kept walking with a blank look on your face, as if he wasn’t even around. Your entire persona was just..off? No playful remarks, no sass or attitude, no teasing mannerisms. It wasn’t you. “Hey, Y/N.”
He tried to put his hand on your shoulder but you sped up and walked out the doors with Rumor leaving Bakugou in confusion and hurt.
‘Did I do something wrong?’ Bakugou released a quiet whine to your behavior and just shook his head and continued to walk to school.
When he arrived in the class, you had already been seated. Thankfully, your desk was next to his so he could try speaking to you then. He firstly walked to you and tried getting some sort of conversation out of you.
“So..what do you think is gonna happen today?” He asked. Even he thought it was a pathetic question but at least it was something.
“Not sure.” You blatantly replied.
“Oh...okay well, uh, Shitty hair and I were planning on getting a workout in later, do you wanna join us?” He asked again.
“I’ll be training with Rumor today and thats all.” You said.
“Nice....you uh, mind if we join you?”
“No.”
“Uh....okay. Cool...........Y/N, listen I-“
“Take your seat Bakugou. Class is starting.” Mr. Aizawa said. Bakugou reluctantly took his seat but not before looking towards you with desperate eyes for at least something more than what you were giving him. But nothing came.
Class went on and Bakugou tried to focus as best as he could, but with the girl he was falling for completely brushing him off, he was in a silent frenzy. Bakugou and you had a thing during class hours. When you guys were dying to talk to each other, you would pass little notes to each other’s desks and continue with that. So he did his usual notes with you and passed one your way. It’s said ‘are you doing okay, Princess?’ But when he tossed it onto your desk, you left the crumpled piece of paper there as you continued listening to Mr. Aizawa.
Since you didn’t reply, he sent another one your way. This time, making sure it hit you a little bit to get your attention but once again, nothing.
‘Wtf’ Bakugou thought. He assumed you were just having a bad morning so even though it hurt him, he left you alone to cool off. I mean, it’s not like he was the only one you weren’t speaking to. You were practically ignoring everybody’s existence.
Lunch rush came and Bakugou was a little relieved. Y/N always say next to him no matter what happened. Even on those quiet days where she didn’t speak a lot during that time, he was glad she was still there and would occasionally join in on the conversation just like he did. But you didn’t come this time. Bakugou waited and when he finally saw you walking towards the table, he smiled and spoke.
“Hey Princess! About time you-“ but before he could continue, you kept your head straight and kept walking, not even sparring the table a glance. He watched you walk on and sit at a lonely table. No one was there. It was just you and Rumor. Bakugou stared from afar and after waiting for a few minutes and giving you multiple concerned stares every now and then, he finally got up to walk to you. Before he could even leave his seat though, Kirishima held him back.
“Don’t man, give her some time. She needs a break.” Kirishima said.
“From what exactly? If you know something, you should tell me now! Cuz if there’s something messing with her, tell me so I can kill it.” Bakugou replied. He was a little hurt thinking that you told Kirishima your problems and not him but he was really more concerned with what’s bugging you. What the hell was bothering you so much? Whatever it was, he’ll make sure it stops.
“I don’t know what’s wrong with her, but it’s obvious she doesn’t wanna speak to anyone right now. Just let her stick by Rumor and be at peace for the day. Or at least until she’s feeling better.” Kirishima explained. And Bakugou knew he was right, so with a stubborn groan he sat back down and just continued to stare.
The day went on and Bakugou let you be. But it was definitely killing him on the inside. He struggled to hold himself back whenever he saw you in a room but he did restrain himself. Once in the common rooms, he noticed you didn’t even bother to stay for a minute. You went straight to your dorm even though Rumor stayed to play with Kaminari and Sero. You spent all day in there and only opened the door to Rumor. When you finally came out, it was to grab a plate of dinner for you and Rumor. You didn’t even stay to eat, you brought the food to you room and that was the last time Bakugou saw you that day. This whole thing was killing him, but what he didn’t know was that from the privacy of your room, your own tears fell much heavier than Bakugou’s.
When Y/N entered her dorm room and placed the plates of food on her table side, she sat on the side of the bed with her head hanging low, casting a shadow to fall over her face. She gripped her bed sheets and she held back sobs. Her teeth grinding against each other in frustration as her eyes squeezed shut to attemp to stop the flooding tears but to no avail. As her hiccups left her voice, Rumor came to place his head on her lap to calm her down. She placed one hand over her mouth to silence herself and calm down as she rubbed Rumor’s soft fur. She eventually gave in and sat on the floor, hugging and holding onto the giant wolf-dog.
“T-This isn’t our place Rumor...this isn’t where we belong. We’re v-villains....we don’t deserve the good they’re giv-ing us.” You sobbed out as you cried into his side.
“I d-don’t belong here!” You cried out. You sobbed into your mattress as Rumor waited for you on the side. He didn’t know what to do with his best friend being so distraught. Your continuous sobs went on for a few hours into the night. Rumor stayed right by your side through it all. The silence that filled your room was so loud and head ringing, it was almost torture. In a quiet voice, you whispered only to remind yourself a fact that Dabi had told you.
“I don’t deserve him.”
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“ARGHHH!” Bakugou screamed as he snapped his pencil in anger. Y/N and Rumor just walked passed the group and went to Y/N’s dorm in silence. The Bakusquad looked at the ash blonde in concern. They knew how this boy felt. Y/N’s been avoiding him like the plague and Bakugou can’t get her off his mind.
When you completely ignored his presence, it put Bakugou into a state of sadness. Whenever he tried to talk to you, he was given brief answers followed with your dismissal. He tried doing favors for you, making time to hang out again, and asked to train with you which resulted in him getting rejected each time. It was driving him mad and he just wanted to be around you again.
“I still don’t get why the hell she’s acting like this! When we hung out, everything was perfect! What the fuck is going on with her?!” He shouted in anger. When Y/N is around, Bakugou gets this warm feeling inside that he’s learned to love. Now the girl is never around and he’s bursting in anger at every little thing. Can you blame him? He’s kind of hurt. The girl he’s in like with doesn’t even acknowledge him when she passes by anymore. He misses you. A lot.
“Well why don’t you ask her?” Kirishima questioned.
“Because I-.........actually, that’s a good idea.” Bakugou said as he dropped everything to run up to your dorm and talk. How could he have been so dumb? Listening to Shitty hair. All that hair dye is messing with his brain and local advice. He couldn’t believe he had really left you alone in pain for a whole day. Now, he was gonna get to the bottom of this one way or another. When he made it there, he began banging on your door without even giving it a second thought.
“Y/N! Open up, c’mon! I know you’re in there.” He said on the other side. In the comfort of your bed you poked your head out of the covers and reluctantly got out. You knew he wouldn’t stop till he got his answers. So you went to open the door and put on the best smile you could.
“Hi Katsuki,” you said with a huff. “Look, I’ve been having a really bad headache so if you don’t mind-“
“Nope,” he interrupted and just pushed open the door to get inside. How charming. He walked in and you just rolled your eyes and sighed. You shut the door and turned to him. “You can’t lie to me about some headache Y/N, I know it’s not the truth. You’ve been avoiding me and I wanna know why.”
“It’s nothing personal, I just..needed some time.” You said, looking everywhere but at him. A silence entered the room. Not the comforting silence it usually is with you two, more of the nervous kind. Bakugou thought about what he would say next..he didn’t even know if it was okay to say. But he did it anyway.
“Is it...me? Did I do something wrong?” You looked at him with a shocked face as he continued, “‘cuz if it was me, then... I’m sorry. I’m new to this whole..whatever we have going on, but I’m really trying here and I-...I don’t know, I thought that night we went out was pretty good, but I can do better if you jus-“
“Katsuki, hey no, stop that,” you said as you walked up to him. “This has nothing to do with you messing up or anything. That night was amazing, you are amazing, and everything that’s happened between us so far has been..amazing.” You confessed.
“So then...why? Why all the distance? Why do you avoid me?....what happened?” Bakugou asked as he got closer. If something was wrong, he genuinely wanted to help you out of it. You just laughed a little before you spoke, realizing how cliche you were gonna sound.
“Look, it’s not you, it’s me. I’ve just been going through something..life changing, and I don’t really know who I am yet. I just..needed a break from everything. Especially you.” You said as you looked him in his eyes.
“Especially me? Why?” He asked. The amount of nerves that hit you all at once was ridiculous. You could confess right here right now and rip off the bandaid. Or you could lie your way out and save yourself the embarrassment. You bit your lip and tilted your head towards the ceiling for a second in exhaustion before speaking.
“Because.....Ugh! I like you, all right? A lot. You..you’re really cute, and fun, and there’s just all these amazing things about you annddd..” as you spoke you looked at his face and he started to grow a small smile as he looked at you with that cocky look and a slightly raised brow, “stop doing that!” You said and smacked his shoulder.
“Ow, what?” He laughed out. “Stop doing what?”
“That! That stupid face that you do when you look at me with that smile and face when you just...and..you....you just-.....Umm..uh..” you trailed off from your sentence as Bakugou leaned down into your face, resting his forehead on yours.
“And..?” He asked.
“And...and no free compliments!” You said as you pushed his shoulder and turned to your side. He chuckled at the way you pouted and crossed your arms. “Look, we’ve established that I like you Katsuki,”
“Keep going, I like what I’m hearing,” he said with a grin and his hands in his pockets.
“And that’s the problem.”
“Okay, stop. I don’t like it anymore.” He said and looked to the side with a grouchy face. You laughed and walked up to him and pulled at his arms.
“No, seriously,” you said with a laugh, “I like you, but that’s the problem. Where I’m from...it’s..different. I never really got to explore emotions like this..so..I don’t really know how to handle them. It’s confusing. I just thought, if I isolated and took some time to myself, they would go away...but they haven’t. They’re still here, they’re still strong, and I still don’t know what to do.” You said with a heavy breath. The weight finally came off of your chest after your confession but something was still poking at you and you weren’t sure what. You didn’t let it bother you for too long though, you finally felt like you could breath again.
“So..what? You’re emotionally constipated? ‘Cuz if That’s the case, then I’m the same way, princess. We must come from the same place.” He joked.
“Oh no we don’t. If anything......it’s almost like we’re from two different worlds,” you said with a slightly sad demeanor that Bakugou detected. He picked you up, sat on your bed and got comfortable while placing you on his lap.
“So then explain. Talk. Tell me about this ‘different world’ you claim you’re from, princess.” He said with air quotes as he kept one arm snug around your waist.
“I can’t,” you sighed and looked down at your hands in your lap, “if I told you everything, I know for a fact you’d just drop me outta your life...I know it’s selfish but I don’t know if I could honestly handle that,” you quietly said. Bakugou tilted your head so you were facing him.
“Nothing you say could ever make me want to get rid of you..I promise.....something about you just..makes me need to have you around.” He said caressing your cheek. You both stared at each other, enjoying the warmth you both radiated. The atmosphere changed into something some would call love, and if this was what it was, you didn’t want it to stop. It became something so comforting and addicting the both of you didn’t want to lose it.
Once again, the world around you fell away, as you and Bakugou became the only two people in the world again. He leaned in closer, and you mimicked his actions, until the soft feeling of his lips pressed against yours. Fireworks went off in your head as you met in the middle in the softest way, and what started as a passionate kiss turned into a sweet makeout. Your lips danced across one another and you both could savor the taste you were experiencing. While the flavor of caramel and spice came onto you, the delicious taste of strawberries and scent of vanilla invaded Bakugou’s senses. He adored the way you tasted and craved it even more after every second. When you both finally separated, you stared at each other with starry eyes and heavy breaths as you leaned against each other in a loving way. Blush adorned both your faces as the comforting silence filled the air once again. Bakugou was the first to speak.
“Y/N...whatever it is you need..assistance, time, comfort, I’ll always provide. Just please don’t push me away ‘cuz I won’t go.” He said with his head against yours.
“Yeah..heh, I believe you,” you softly said. Bakugou pulled your head down to lean against his shoulder as you cuddled into him, enjoying the moment. Until you realized, you might just have to tell him everything. Bakugou seemed to sense your little nerve and settled you down. He kissed the crown of your head before speaking.
“Tell me everything when you’re ready, princess.” He said. You felt tears of joy fill your eyes, but you didn’t let them fall. You just reveled in the comfort and love Bakugou was giving you. Love. How amazing. Something many people had told you, you didn’t deserve. But Bakugou came in and changed all of that for you. He came into the darkness and provided the small amount of light you needed. You were so thankful for him. You smiled before speaking in a sweet voice of appreciation.
“Okay.”
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dredreadsdrawing · 4 years
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Oc-tober day 8: Sadness
I also made an animatic which is why this took a day longer to post (cuz my video didn't wanna export ewe) Here!
Recalling my past Final Girls story posts, I mentioned Lottie befriends a girl that was a defect of the outcasts. This is Spirit. A trans gal overwhelmed by anxiety and trying to fit in. It's noticeable but I'll point it out anyways, she has a lazy eye. I love her to bits oof. Her story goes as follows.
She's been Bo's, the eventual head of the outcasts, best friend since they were children. Growing up together, he knew her by her deadname and was the only one there for her when she came out during highschool. She didn't expect to have someone on hee corner, nevermind someone as protective as him. He waa always looking out for her, making sure she appeared normal... Calling out her flaws when she didn't. All with good intentions of course, so that she could blend in better.
Blending in was her priority. It became her anxiety.
They graduated and went to the same university. They became roomates, and though they went to different departments, she would always spend her extra time at his building, hanging around his fellow classmates. He soon got a group forming that wasn't... The best.
Outcasts, they called themselves. The odd ones out. The newly marginalized. The ones that society was stepping over.
She really hid it deep inside herself what group Bo was really forming. How they looked and sounded to outsiders. Especially on a campus so diverse, they stuck out like a sore thumb.
She never got along with the other outcasts, and they never paid her much mind. She blended into the background, only watching, never engaging in their heated discussions of injustices. She was only there for her friend.
A semester in, life with Bo is going well. Beinf roommates came naturally to them, and they feel a lot closer now. A bit too close. A night without reservations, they end up having a fling. They wake up surprised, but neither runs away.
They realize they could fill each other's needs in a new way.
For now. Atleast thats what he keeps cementing. He thinks friends dating is too complicated. But fucking? Sure. No strings attached is great.
And Spirit isn't complaining. She gets a bit delusional with her expectations of the future, too sure of her place eventually changing.
When in comes a girl that takes Bo over in one clean sweep. She runs the group now. They're all over her. All the points she makes, all her plans and visions for the future. She's inspiring.
Spirit's gut sinks fast.
She never spoke out because she naively hoped Bo would let go of his prejudices. He'd been so supportive of her, afterall!
But his biases are being set in stone more and more each day. He's grown entitled and angry. And Spirit is afraid.
She can't get through anymore. Hes furious whenever she tries to make a point contradicting his world view. The night before the big plan, she gives him an ultimatum.
He calls it off or she's calling the cops.
He calms down. He tries his coaxing voice. He tells her they can talk it through and she melts like butter into his embrace.
Then he beats her. He locks her in his room. He takes her cell phone, tells her he'll let her out when they're done, and he's gone.
She's left sobbing on the floor, shame welling up for all her inaction and letting him get to this point. She was so stupid. So careless.
.... People were going to get killed.
She stops her pity party and she calculates. She breaks the doorknob. She hotwires his beat up truck. His backup pistol is still inside.
She feels this is her responsibility. She's going to make ir right.
At the scene, the bloodbath has only just begun. Victims scatter and the outcasts hunt with ammo to boot. But one of them stays behind when he notices Bo's truck.
Bo had told them Spirit wasn't up for this.
He smiled at 'her' seeming change of heart. More than the privileged minorities, he hated people like 'her.'
It starts off with the facade of friendliness. He's happy she made it. She aims the gun at him. He's surprised, but he points his shotgun back.
She wouldn't do it. She was always soft-
A shot to the shoulder. She apologizes for missing. Another to the neck. That's better. He drops down, gurgling, clutching his wounds. He's dying, and he's so fucking pissed off about it.
She doesn't have time for his show. She stomps forward, her real target in her mind.
She won't cover for his ass anymore. She's going to kill Bo.
Passing through, she knows where to find him, but it takes a while. She doesn't want to waste more bullets on the others, she only has four more, so she has to hide.
Once she finally reaches the main house, she quietly comes up the stairs and prepares. She's shaking but she's willing. This is her redemption.
A shot rings out and deafens her ears. She bursts through the door.
The girl that took over has killed Bo.
She smiles at Spirit's entrance.
"Here to pick up my sloppy seconds?"
She laughs and waves as she sits on the windowsill.
"He wasn't my type anyways."
She slips outside.
Spirit let her go.
She wasn't her target. It was Bo. And now he was done.
She feels so hollow, looking down at him. So unfinished. The four bullets in their chamber feel heavy.
She looks beside him and notices a book. One the girl had kept close to her person ever since she met her.
She picks it up. She opens it.
A scream rings.
She can still help someone.
She tucks it under her arm and walks to the source of the sound, but finds Lottie already there. Already done.
A single girl from the victims is still alive. She may be the only one. They crowd together, explaining snippets of who they are. They're on the same side. But Lottie has to go.
She leaves the survivor to Spirit's protection to take care of her own business. They find a cellphone and call the cops.
As they wait in the night, jumping at any sound, the content of the book is in the back of her mind. She saw a diagran of sorts. Looking like the symbols Christians would fear.
Before the authorities arrive, she decides to hide the book. She won't let them take it. She'll come back for it later.
Once everything is said and done and they are saved, it's thanks to Lottie and the other girl's alibis that Spirit gets to walk free. They only know of her helping, not of her one murder of the night.
Days after the investigation concludes with the death of all culprits, she returns to the scene of the crime. She gets the book. And she opens a door.
There's a way to summon back a soul, it promises. Spirit is a believer of many things. She's willing to give this a try.
The end for this part lol.
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childhood best friend to crush hyunjin
genre: fluff
pairing: hwang hyunjin & you
word count: 3463 words
summary: hyunjin spends his childhood taking care of you and watches you grow by his side
notes: thank you for your request anon! <3
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even at a young age hyunjin had a special presence that caught the attention of most people
especially yours
he had been your neighbor since you were both four years old and spent most of his days playing outside along with his cars and dirt
you would sit against the window and watch him with a lot of curiosity until one day you decided it was your time to go and make a friend
your little feet carried you in front of the boy and he looked up at you while you waved your stubby hand awkwardly
“hi. what’s your name?”
“my mom said i’m not supposed to tell strangers my name.”
“it’s okay, we’re going to be friends so i’m not a stranger.”
“oh okay. my name is hyunjin.”
an awkward silence passed as you both studied each other, trying to decide if it was worthy of befriending the other
and finally after a few minutes he gave you a small toothy grin and motioned for you to sit down next to him
“since you’re my friend, you can play with me.”
and from that day on you found yourself following the poor boy around
everyday at 3 pm to 5 pm you found yourself stalking outside to meet him and he would be expectant of your arrival
and as more time passed by you just became his shadow
every step he took, you took one behind him
but he enjoyed your company greatly and allowed you to stay by his side
he would come over every afternoon to play with you and your dog...mostly your dog
but thats okay because he was a good friend to you and made you happy
“look, i brought you cookies from the jar in my kitchen. but don’t tell my mom i got them for you.” and he would cautiously dump a handful into your hands
his mom always noticed but pretended that she didn’t because it was cute and he was being nice to yo 
even if hyunjin would knock over 500 things in the kitchen trying to get to the jar
because he was an only child and his mother worried about the lack of friends he had and having you come around was really nice
and in return you would sneak some of your toys to his house and play together
on the first day of school your parents agreed to take turns taking both of you to school together
and every morning before school he would be sitting on your couch watching tv waiting for your mom to finish dressing you while chewing on a bunch of fruit
“good morning you rotten egg.” hyunjin would smile and stick his tongue out at you before getting up and racing you to the car
and at the gates of the school he held your hand and led you in so confidently
and thats how you both grew up
you were extremely inseparable 
every milestone of your lives were spent with each other
if he wasn’t tugging you around by the hand, he was constantly taking steps and stopping to make sure you were behind him
even when you guys got to school together
seriously all the kids would throw a fit because in the middle of the playground he would stop and turn around to find you and be sure you were there
“shut up meanie.” would be his only response to a bunch of angry kids flailing their arms and whining for you both to move
hyunjin is an only child so he doesn’t have company
but he saw you as his sibling
you were there when hyunjin got his first pet dog and helped him shower the little puppy and learn to take care of him
“no hyunjinnie, you can’t put him in the tub! the tub will get dirty.”
“but then what’s the point of a tub!”
hyunjin was there when you broke your first bone and instantly picked you up and dragged you to your parent’s house while you sobbed your eyes out
he kept shushing you
“stop being a baby! you’ll be fine”
and you would just blubber and sniffle
and every time you wailed he would get so mad and you couldn’t understand why
until you got to your parents and they instantly took you to he hospital..he turned around and started crying
hearing you cry made him so upset that he wanted you to just stop
you were there when his voice cracked for the first time and you both broke into laughter at the moment
“are you going through puberty?”
“hey, you can’t be asking those types of questions!” 
“aw come on. i tell you everything hyunjin. it’s only fair.”
you manage to barely dodged his pillow flying at you 50 mph
he’s mumbling to himself and patting his throat gently as if it’ll help his voice somehow
“yeah, but there’s some things we just can’t share.”
he helped you pluck your eyebrows for the first time because you were too nervous to do it by yourself
honestly you weren’t sure if you could trust him to do a good job what if he leaves you looking bad-
“ow! ow it hurts hyunjin it hurts-”
“stop moving. you told me you wanted to pluck your eyebrows and i’m doing it.” he mumbles and grabs your face to keep you in place
he’s so focused on it and has his tongue out slightly while he squints and moves your head around
“okay, i’m sure you don’t have to move me so much.”
“stop questioning my work!”
there’s never been a moment in your life where you aren’t together
when he tries out for the basketball team you’re on the side cheering and recording him to tease him later
you guys walk to school together every morning just like when you were kids and he refuses to let it change
even when you wake up late he’s there to tear the blankets off of you and open the curtains to your room
“c’mon. you’re not leaving me alone now. you signed up for this.”
whenever he comes over and you’re sitting, not realizing he entered, he’ll come up behind you and roughly ruffle your hair
and if he’s feeling extra annoying he’ll give you a noogie
“do you have a crush on anyone yet?”
“ew, what type of question is that hyunjin?”
“i don’t know, i just wanted to see! you’re growing up and suck at telling me things now. just wanted to remind you that boys suck is all.”
he’s still ever so playful with you as you guys slowly get older
in fact he’s still the same hyunjin you knew
but
hyunjin’s gotten a lot taller..a lot more handsome..and it seems like each year it just becomes more apparent
and the people around you begin to notice it too
at first you grow fearful that maybe...just maybe hyunjin will start to outgrow you and no longer chase after you
and you grow paranoid whenever a cute girl comes around to speak to him
he’s polite and brief in all his conversations but it seems like he misses the point at their flirting 
“hey, you really suck at taking a hint you know?”
hyunjin looks at you with a weird little eyebrow furrow
“i suck? no way, i just don’t really care. i have other stuff to focus on.” he shrugs before tugging you along to your next class
and it seems like maybe you two should be more distant as you get older..both of your parents start to fear the idea of one cutting the other off slowly but it seems like you’re even stronger than before
he’s constantly pushing himself into your life and barging into your house like it’s his
“hey, how was your day?” you can hear the door being slammed close and a bag being dropped as the boy looks around for you in the kitchen
“it was good! how was yours?”
and the whole rest of the afternoon is spent doing homework together or watching tv together
when you get sleepy you yawn and lean into him
it’s nothing new it’s something you’ve always done
but this time around he flinches and awkwardly pushes you off and you just blink at him in confusion
“did you just push me off?”
hyunjin is visibly shooken awkward
“no. i just got an electric shock is all. go on.”
"aw, hyunjin’s scared of contact!”
“no i’m not!”
“you sure?”
“really. i’m not. are you gonna lie on my shoulder again or what?” he seems huffy and embarrassed and slouches into the couch the slightest bit while focusing his attention back on the tv
but nonetheless you still adjust yourself back onto him
after that event you find him lingering around you a lot more than usual 
if that’s even possible
seriously even his parents are like okay buddy...you have to chill
“don’t you think they have things to do too? i know you guys are best friends but distance is always nice too.”
“you don’t get it, we’ve always been like this. really.”
“if i didn’t know better hyunjin i would think you have a crush on them.”
those words hit him like a bag of bricks
his mind stops and tries to register it
“oh my gosh, do you?”
“wait...no mom don’t say that. that’s weird.”
“my baby has a crush on his best friend!”
hyunjin can only drown her out in his mind while he tries to process those words
a crush...on you? his best friend?
no way...you’re too much of a dork...too dependent on him and he just feels the same way is all.. he likes being near you is all it is
and he likes how you follow him around
and hold his hand to keep him company
and how everything he says is important to you
and the sound of your voice and the way you smile at him
and how close you both are and how there isn’t anything to worry about with each other
and-
oh shit.
oh shit
OH SHIT
“mom, i think i’m gonna go take a nap.” hyunjin can barely drag himself into his room and drop himself on his bed as he rummages through his pile of unknown objects in the corner of his room
he reaches for his backpack and looks through the smallest bag in it and pulls out a picture of you both in one of those cheesy effect photo booths at the park
“do i like you?” he asks himself but it seems like hes asking the picture as he looks at your silly expressions and fingers forming bunny ears behind his head
the words sound so weird but it feels so right
but oh my gosh? what would happen if he admits he likes you
you’re his best friend and you were practically raised together like wow what a weird concept to take in
but the thought of holding your hand in a different way then usual is so nice to him...
and all he can do is smother his face into a pillow and GROAN
you know...the frustrated teenage boy groan we all know and love
he has to do something about it but he can’t dare imagine possibly ending your amazing wonderful friendship because you don’t feel the same way
the whole night is absolute torture for him and his thoughts until he falls asleep 
and when he wakes up the next morning it hits him in the face while he gets dressed
he has a crush on you
dragging himself to your house in the morning is so hard he’s so nervous even if he’s done it every single day of the year since...forever
“morning.”
“hyunjin you’re here! i was worried you’d be late.” you wave with a big grin and nearly fling yourself onto him
he’s used to your hugs
it’s nothing new
but it feels so much softer and warmer than usual and he clears his throat while lightly tapping your back
“i’d never be late. are you ready to go?”
the next few weeks are awkward from his side
it’s obvious from his side that something is up but he seems to brush it off whenever you worry or ask him about it
his hugs become a lot longer and his eyes stay on you more than usual and you can’t help but think what if he’s sad?
“hey, you know if you need to tell me anything you can always trust me.”
“i know.”
“i’m serious hyunjin.”
“i know you are but there’s just some things you can’t say. it’s nothing, really, i promise. i’m fine.” he gives you a big grin and a thumbs up but you couldn’t help and frown
“seriously. don’t worry.” he mumbles before pressing a soft kiss on your forehead to keep you from worrying
it feels nice
and you wouldn’t mind for him to do it again
but you smile and nod at him
“if you say so. i won’t keep pushing it.”
after that day he seems to distance himself a lot more entirely
he stops coming by for you in the morning and when you ask him he looks at you for a moment
“it’s not what you think, i promise. things are just weird. i’m sorry.”
and it seems to hurt a lot more than you ever expected but you know he doesn’t mean for things to hurt you
he’s just got a lot on his mind
so you accept it and spend the next few weeks alone
you miss having him nearly drag you out of bed
and hyunjin trying to force feed you because you’re too lazy to get yourself food
or having him tangle his fingers with yours
all the little moments you both shared are gone and you miss them so much
you can’t force yourself in but you want him to be back with you
and while you shove your hands into your jar of cookies, crying and eating.. the light bulb in your head goes off 
cookies
your hands grasp the jar and you find yourself nearly running down your stairs outside
its cold out but you don’t mind at all
you probably should have put on shoes
as you jump and squeak and groan at the sensation of rocks pricking into your feet you manage to find yourself in front of the door of hyunjin’s house knocking impatiently
the lights are off in the house except for the living room and you can hear the loud audio of his favorite tv show
but there’s no answer
knock knock knock
no answer
knock knock knock knock knock
“HYUNJIN!”
with the sound of your voice the boy drops the control and jumps up
why the hell are you outside of his house at 10 pm in 50 degree weather? you’re usually tucked away in bed at this time just scrolling through your phone
“what are you doing here?” it’s not like he doesn’t want to open the door..but there’s something that makes him scared to open it
“please. open up.” your voice has shrunken so much and you sound so confused that it pangs his heart and he quickly unlocks it
and when he sees your face scrunched up in worry and your eyes wide and gentle, his heart swells up
even with your hair all messy and your ugly sweatpants and hoodie you look absolutely precious and it seems like now he remembers why he shouldn’t have opened the door
“here.”
you shove the jar of cookies into his hands and hyunjin just stares at you in confusion
“i don’t eat cookies.”
“but you’re going to now. because you’re my friend and you used to give me cookies to confirm our friendship and i’m doing the same thing you idiot.” your words are viciously rushed together and the way your hands move are worrying him and you seemed so stressed
“hey wait, calm down-”
“don’t tell me to calm down when you ditched me! take the damn cookie.”
he looks at you and the jar for a moment and it feels like he’s looking at you as a kid again
and his hand reaches in and takes a bite of the cookie in front of you
“ew.”
the sight of him munching on the treat puts your heart at ease and you tear the jar out of his hands
“now why are you avoiding me?”
“i’m not avoiding you.”
“yes you are, i haven’t seen you in so long and whenever i text you it’s always so half-assed.”
“but i’m not doing it because of you, really.”
“hyunjin?”
“yeah?”
“if you don’t like me anymore just tell me so i don’t feel pathetic standing here fighting for you. and i’m cold.”
it’s annoying to him how you could even think he would leave you
but he knows very well he’s been failing you out of his own selfish fears and he deserves your doubt
“i don’t dislike you. i could never dislike you.”
your grip on the jar loosens at his words and you look back up at him
he tugs you into his house and closes the door behind you before motioning you to the couch
“you really came all the way over to my house just to harass me into eating your junk food for some emotional confirmation that i don’t hate you?”
“can you blame me?” the way you look at your feet in shame and embarrassment makes him smile and the little stray hairs that cover your eyes are so cute
hyunjin lets out a deep sigh before moving your fly aways to the side and scooting in closer to you.
“look at me?” your head moves up to see him and his eyes seem so bright and nice
you missed him so much and it must have been getting to you bad
because he seems a lot more special and handsome than usual
and the way your heart feels finally being around him is pretty wild itself
like really your heart is beating 120 mph and this is not healthy
“i’m not avoiding you because i hate you. i don’t know why i’m doing this. i mean i do, but i can’t justify it to myself so i can’t justify it for you.”
he sighs and grabs your hands while rubbing his thumb in circles on your skin
“maybe if you told me what was bothering you. i could help you hyunjin, it’s not just your problem.”
“i know it’s not. everything that happens to me concerns you too.”
“exactly. so why do you suck so much and not tell me important things?”
“theres some things left better unsaid.”
“not really hyunjin. you can at least give me a hint or something.”
“a hint?”
you nod as he begins to think
“like, you can show me instead of tell me. draw it out or something. do charades even, hell i know you’re awful at it but if you need to...”
hyunjin nods and thinks to himself for a moment
“okay. i think i can show you. just don’t freak out.”
his hands let go of yours and hyunjin looks you in the eye while moving in slowly
the distance between you both is non existent and it’s not new...
but it feels different
very different
“are you sure you want me to show you?”
you nod meekly while he clumsily presses his lips against yours
all the blood seems to be rushing to your head and everything around you is practically non-existent
because all you can focus on is your best friend just nonchalantly kissing you
no biggie right?
and for some reason
you find yourself kissing back too
oh shit
oh shit
oh shit
“do you get it now?” hyunjin puffs as he pulls away and looks at you with a shy smile
“yeah.”
the lack of response and eye contact from you sends him into a frenzy and hes terrified of what you’re thinking
did he mess everything up
nice going hwang hyunjin now  you’re going to have to explain to everyone you messed up the best thing in your life because you had to fall in love with your best friend
how much does it cost to find a new identity? what country has an easy to learn language for him to run away to?
“i hope you’re thinking up ideas of how to ask me out over there. or else this is going to be really awkward.” your hand brushes against his with a smile that comforts him entirely...just a little too much
“i don’t know. maybe if you kiss me back it can be arranged?”
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