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i think it’s equally sad and funny that my 13 year old self was wrong abt basically everything ig except for the fact that marvel movies seriously sucked even back then

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one of my fav unwritten rules my gf & i have in the house is Let Her Sleep. i’m super tired after work even tho we were gonna do chores together? Let her sleep. she needed a nap when she got home & can’t pick me up? Let her sleep. we woke up early & motivated on our day off but decided then it was time for a midday nap? Let them sleep!!!! life is too damn hectic and our time is stretched too damn thin to make someone else feel bad for needing rest

#<3 #i love my gf <3 #liveatthemall personal

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i think the most pathetic thing i’ve ever wholeheartedly believed might be that my friends in elementary school were super “lucky” to be upset at their friends or boyfriends, bc they always had a valid reason to be sad (in my stupid 4th grade mind) like i fucking craved friends that would start drama w me cuz i thought having parents that started drama w you wasn’t a valid reason to be upset. but like in hindsight what???? the fuck was that??? i was convinced only your friends are supposed make you suicidal or something???? huh??????

#liveatthemall personal #tw suicide #suicide tw #suicide mention #tw depression #depression mention #cw suicide #cw depression #tw self harm #liveatthemall sad

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sticking my feet out from under the blankie 1. for temperature regulation but 2. bcuz my cat doesn’t understand that when i put my feet under there they are still my feet and not a fun new toy that i have created out of thin air and he will claw the shit out of them lmao

#one braincell and absolutely zero object permanence #orange cats #liveatthemall personal

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there is something so so appealing about just giving up. just going the fuck to sleep forever. no more pain. i am so so tired.

#tw depression #tw suicidality #tw suicidal ideation #tw suicidal thoughts #tw suicide #liveatthemall personal

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i literally love my gf so much itself unreal!!!!! nobody has ever made me this happy in my life & i didn’t think anyone ever would!!!!! it’s really insane the life i’m living rn

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july 5th 2022 got my period again

#liveatthemall keeps track of her health #liveatthemall personal