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i-yap · 22 hours
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Hello how are you? I love everything you write and I'm obsessed with Dick Grayson. You could write Dick being obsessed with his pretty girlfriend (we readers) I like these stories where he is obsessed in a way that is not crazy and violent. Usually when they write Yanderes it ends in violence, I don't want anything crazy or violent. Can't a man be obsessed with his girlfriend without ending up like that? please
Heyy im doing well, thank you for asking. I love "pretty girlfriend (we readers)" lmao yes we are pretty readers
Obsessed Dick Grayson x reader
Once dick realizes that what he has with you, what he feels for you and what you mean to him is so much more than his past relationships. Like those relationships don't even come in sight to what this is. He loses it a little.
All of a sudden his easy charms, flirtatious nature and playboy game is just gone and that too when he needs it most.
He gets flustered easy and its really weird for him aka Mr most desirable man in dc.
But don't worry , he learns how to work around those palpitations and blushing-by throwing himself into acts of service. Bringing you water without you even saying by realizing you've been swallowing more than average. Making you dinner which comes out of the oven the second you walk into your home by timing your "I've left work" message and the time on google maps ( or maybe just a tracker on you with your permission)
On the same note..HE IS SO OBSERVANT!! like how did you know that y/n wanted chocolate muffin when she likes trying different flavours every day? oh you analyzed her taste pattern and since she had a fruit in the morning, she will want chocolate? oh okay not weird at all dick
That cringey ginny scene from harry potter of her tying his shoelaces? Yea he sort of does those type of things really often. YOU CANT BLAME HIM OKAY ITS YOUR FAULT MAN HAS LOST ALL HIS RIZZ.
He gets so much more jealous. Like in his past relationships, the girlfriends were jealous not him. He was the one being hit on by everyone. People don't even hit on him as much cause rather than him making charming talk he is just standing behind you, head on your shoulder talking sweet to your ear. In fact it has happened on multiple occasions where he just didn't hear someone because he was busy looking at you in the dress you were wearing. also if you guys ever had a fight in the beginning of your relationship about you being insecure ...he will make sure there is a 4 foot stick between him and any other girl who tries touching him. Will jump onto a chandelier rather than let another girl touch him and risk your relationship . you tell him that its okay and you know he isn't reciprocating their feelings and that he doesn't have to jerk away while loudly saying "no no where's y/n WHERE IS MY Y/N" but he doesn't care nothing comes between him and his baby.
He drops stuff too, forgets whatever line he was about to say and um he has giggled when you complimented him once( but you guys don't talk about that anymore)
He just sort of learns to live with it since this just shows how much he loves you and well..there's no fixing it. And he'll find new ways to fluster you.
i hope this was somewhat you were looking for, have a good day!
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pfhwrittes · 2 days
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inspired by @femalefemur’s post and my tags: 
#johnny sends this to his transmasc partner post top surgery #no one can change my mind on this #he's so used to you calling your tits your tits that he's adopted it #so when you send him “im fcukin bobless babbbyy” while still fighting off anaesthetic he absolutely cracks up #just completely loses it #and he has to show gaz the messages to explain why he's laughing so hard #gaz's eyebrows shoot up his forehead and god that's even funnier to johnny for some reason so he can barely breathe when he sends back - #- “thats braw handsome” and he can tell you're probably squinting SO hard at your messages from the way the dots indicating you're typing - #- keep popping up and disappearing over and over #eventually you just send him a blurry selfie of your loopy grin and part of the hospital gown #with a “lvoe uu” #jm #sorry cyn i have no idea where that spark of inspiration came from #and i probably should've put it in its own post instead of the tags #but here we are now #ily!
and @syoddeye’s reply: 
@/pfhwrittes thank you for the notes fic, fucking adore it. definitely loses his shit when his partner, still woozy, smiles all dorky “I got my toys off AND a boyfriend?? wow…love it here.”
pairing: john mactavish x transmasc!reader
500ish of barely edited words below the cut.
warnings: post-surgical procedure inebriation, references to surgical procedure (top surgery), fluff. 
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your head feels both light as air and heavier than your parent’s disappointed gaze when the lovely nurse smiles at you and kindly informs you that “your boyfriend and friend will be coming in to see you, sweetheart.” 
you think you blink and sigh softly in response. 
wow, no tits and two boyfriends? this place is great!
two rumbling laughs cause your eyes to flutter open and you’re already beaming as two beautiful and familiar faces swim into view from the end of the incredibly comfortable bed you’re laying on. 
“oh mate, you’re well out of it, aren’t ya?” 
oh he’s so pretty! so smiley and pretty!
there’s another laugh, this one closer and your head swivels, bobbles, rolls, as you look down at a large warm hand holding your own. you blearily follow the hand, up past the faded inky shield and sword tattoo, to gaze into the bluest eyes you’ve ever seen. 
“j’nny!” you beam, utterly delighted by the way his eyes crinkle warmly and the hand squeezes your own slightly. 
“‘m here, my braw, bonnie lad.” 
another warm hand reaches over from the other side of the bed to hold your free hand, mindful of the large white dressing on the back, and you’re dazzled by the smooth brown skin. 
kyle’s holding my hand!
“yep, sure am, mate.” kyle’s voice shakes with barely restrained laughter. 
it’s like looking into the sun, so warm and pretty. 
your eyes drift closed again as you hear johnny and kyle talk softly over your reclined form. 
some time later, you’re not sure how long exactly but the light from the window in your room has gone soft and golden, your eyes slowly blink open. your mouth feels dry and tacky, and you can hear the muted sounds of two animated siblings squabbling on the tv in the corner of the room. 
“-think of him more as a large brother. no offence.”
“yes, offence!”
you blink woozily as a callused palm smooths your sweaty hair away from your temple. 
“how’re ye feelin’ now handsome boy?” johnny asks gently. 
you nuzzle into his palm and grumble weakly. 
“aye, prob’ly a wee bit thirsty, hm?” 
you nod your head slowly, still feeling like you’ve been stuffed full of cotton, and feel the way the motion pulls oddly at the lump of white stretchy fabric on your chest. you drop your chin to stare at the smooth flat shape that makes up the surgical binder. 
slowly, you lift your head to gaze wide eyed and delighted at johnny before flicking your eyes over to kyle who has been watching you carefully from the slightly more comfortable chair in the corner of the room. 
“alright mate?” kyle asks carefully. 
you beam. 
“i‘m fuckin’ awesome.” 
three slightly wet sounding laughs fill the room as the nurse shuffles in, a large jug of water in one hand and a tiny paper cup of pills in the other. she takes a moment to smile to herself, unnoticed by her patient and the two handsome men radiating pride and love that are with him. 
the lucky devil.
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sturnsbabie · 3 hours
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𝐁𝐔𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐅𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐘𝐎𝐔
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𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄: 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐔
𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: lil skies x sls!reader
𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: in which skies drops sls home and everyone is mad because she didnt text them where she was.
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: swearing,smut,angst,crying,fluff.
𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 1.3k
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i spent the whole day with ki and right now we were currently taking a shower together before he drops me off at home.
i was on my knees deepthroating him while we were making eye contact. it wasn’t a rough head pushing type deal it was just intimate and soft and i was enjoying it.
“fuck baby just like that.” he said as i kept bobbing my head and stroking what i couldnt fit.
“look so pretty with my dick down your throat.” he said as he started twitching in my mouth.
i started sucking him sloppily as i felt him shoot his seed down my throat. i swallowed and licked the tip clean.
he pulled me up wrapping his arms around me kissing me softly as we stood under the warm water.
we stood there holding eachother under the water for awhile then we finally showered and got out drying off.
we went back into the room and i sat down on the bed and he handed me a hoodie of his with a pair of clean boxers and his shorts.
we both put on our clothes and he sat back down on the bed pulling me into his lap.
“i dont wanna leave boston” he said as he was holding me close to him.
“i dont wanna leave you” i pouted and he pressed a kiss to my lips.
“i will text you and call you as much as possible baby” he said rubbing my sides.
“you better”i giggled.
we stayed like that for about ten minutes then we got up and we headed to his car so he could drive me home.
.•°♡°•.
the whole ride home we were just talking about everything and he held my hand the whole time he was driving.
we finally pulled up to my house and he got out the sametime i did walking over to me.
he pulled me into his arms and i wrapped my arms around him my head in his chest as he held me close pressing a kiss to my forehead.
“im gonna miss you baby” he said.
“gonna miss you”i mumbled into his chest.
he grabbed my face leaning down and pressing a soft kiss to my lips.
“ive had a good time with you baby and i wanna see you again” he said.
“i wanna see you again” i said as i stood on my tippy toes giving him another kiss.
“ill text you in a bit baby” he said.
“alright talk to you in a bit baby” i said.
“ill see you again soon baby” he said as he kissed me a few more times.
he gave me a big hug kissing me softly then i headed back inside.
as soon as i got inside and walked into the living room there was my mom sitting on the couch.
“looks like someone finally decided to come home.”matt said looking at me.
“mhm”i mumbled as i sat on the couch inbetween nick and my mom.
“sls baby you had me worried about you please if you ever stay out like that again just text or call.” my mom said
i nodded. “sorry mom ill make sure to text you next time.” i said and she gave me a hug and walked out of the room.
“sls if you ever fucking do some shit like that again i will come to your location and get you myself.” matt said as his jaw clenched.
“matt its not that serious.” i said rolling my eyes.
“its not that serious really? its not that fucking serious that you could end up pregnant or hurt all because you turn 18 and suddenly think ya so grown staying out all night not calling us or texting mom?”matt raised his voice.
“you were raised better than this sls, you need to straighten your fucking act up and have respect for yourself and your own fucking family whos been worried sick about you.” he pointed his finger at me.
i started to feel tears in my eyes. all i wanted was to go into my room and talk to ki. i missed him so much already and matt yelling at me made it worse.
“whatever matt im not arguing.” i said fighting back the tears.
“all you fucking care about is yourself anymore, you have no respect of mom and dads rules and youre out there partying and doing whatever the fuck was on your instagram.” matt said
“quit acting like a fucking whore and grow the fuck up.” matt spat.
thats what made the tears run down my cheeks and i got up off the couch heading to my room.
“fuck you matt.”i said as tears were rolling down my face as i was walking out of the room.
“matt thats so fucking uncalled for. you didnt have to call her a whore thats fucked bro.” i heard chris say before i walked in my room.
once i walked into my room i slammed the door behind me and laid down on my bed starting to blast the unbothered delxue album by skies on repeat.
i just laid in my bed curled into a ball wearing ki’s hoodie just crying even harder listening to his voice.
.•°♡°•.
it had been a hour since matt and i got into a argument and i still had skies album on repeat crying.
i was upset and i miss skies. i also was upset with everything matt said about me.
suddenly i hear a knock on my door. “go away” i said.
i saw the door open and matt walked into my room.
“what do you want matt.if you came in here to yell at me more you can get the fuck out”i said sniffling.
“i wanna talk to you.” he said as he sat down next to me.
“i dont wanna hear it.” i said.
he had tears in his eyes as he pulled me onto his chest. “sls im sorry.” he said as he rubbed my back.
“what i said was fucked up, i was just so worried about you all night i could barely sleep wondering if you were okay or not. you’re my baby sister and i want whats best for you. you’re not a whore and i dont think you are acting like one either. i was mad and worried so i let my anger get the best of me and i lashed out on you. i love you sls.” he said as he had tears running down his cheeks.
i let myself sob in his chest after hearing his words. “i-its okay matt im just really sad rightnow.” i said.
he rubbed my back soothingly as he looked at me. “shhh its gonna be okay sis.” he said.
i wanted to tell him about skies but i was also scared to do so. “i wanna tell you something but i dont know if i should.” i said.
“well you dont have to tell me rightnow but when you feel like you’re able to tell me id like to know.” he said.
“matt, ive been seeing s-“i got interrupted by my other two brothers coming in the room.
i felt myself sob even harder into his chest and suddenly i felt chris jump inbetween us.
“whats wrong sls?” he asked concerned.
“im just sad chris”i said and he cuddled me.
nick suddenly jumped into the bed with us and we all cuddled for the rest of the night. being with my brothers helped me feel better but i still missed ki.
the four siblings all fell asleep cuddling eachother and the next morning their mom found them all asleep in sls room. she thought the moment was so sweet and took a few pictures.
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omg?? i adore everything ab all of ur work, but especially ur warriors oc stuff. all the characters are so well-characterized and designed. and also the names?? did i mention designs?? honestly mudpaw is one of the most relatable characters ive ever seen. also i love that the other apprentices are actually understanding and more like actual children cats instead of existing to be mean. (ok that sounds like im saying children aren’t mean i promise some of them are)
but like, to the actual question/s. how did you come up with the concept and get it to this point? in that one commentary video you made, i remember you mentioning that he used to be mudstripe, and he was a serial killer (sidenote that’s actually so baddie) although you decided that you wanted to tell the story of a victim rather than a villian. but did it take a lot of thinking to get micaclan as a whole to this point, or did it just kinda come naturally? also im so sorry i typed an entire essay
WAAAAHHSVDJHSDJAB THANK YOU :') also you don't ever have to apologize for sending me essays in my inbox I love asks like this <3 <3
The story and world as they are now have developed incrementally over time. In the beginning, I never really intended to make anything more for this story beyond "Johnny". I had a very specific animatic visualized for that song (because I'd been listening to it on loop for days lol), and I made characters and a story that fit with the idea.
After making and uploading it, though, the characters and their story kept knocking around in my brain!! I wanted to expand on them, and to develop them more. If my memory is right, "Johnny" was the first time I'd ever made a video telling a story of my own making (previous projects had all been stuff from existing media), and I was excited by the idea of making more :) the storytelling aspect was really interesting to me!
I started coming up with more details in my head, things like character traits and names and the next story beats I wanted to portray. By the time I made "The Garden", I'd worked up at least a loose idea of the story in my head (though I wasn't sure where exactly I was going to take it in the end at that point), and I had designed most of the clan members (mostly to fill backgrounds tbh).
Then, some folks in the youtube comments started asking about references for the different characters, and I started this blog to share them! This is definitely the point where I got REALLY into worldbuilding and fleshing out characters haha. Each reference I posted included a little bit of text about the character, and I got to put to words some of the ideas I'd had previously. Or, it gave me the opportunity to come up with some character traits for background characters I hadn't given much thought to previously! Then people started engaging with the blog more, and having people ask questions gave me the opportunity to think about lots of different aspects of the story, characters, and world. From there, it feels like the entire story expanded, bit by bit, detail by detail. So it definitely took a lot of thinking, but that thinking happened pretty naturally over time, if that makes sense!
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amourtoken · 3 days
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Hello, I’ve been thinking about your strip club Will blurb for days and I have things I would like to share.
Sugar 👏🏻 Daddy 👏🏻 Will 👏🏻
Became a regular client solely because he loves your company so much. Typically you can’t accept gifts, but Big Wallet Ramos over here has his ways. Lavish gifts galore: lingerie, perfume, shoes, jewelry, whatever. Maybe he’s thought about getting you a whole ass car but isn’t sure what you’d like. Maybe his heart races a little quicker when he shows up for his appointment and your wearing everything he gave you the week before. He knew you’d look good in it, but he underestimated how good you’d look in it. His head gets a little fuzzy when he smells that ridiculously expensive perfume he bought you on his last tour. He’s trying so hard to focus, but he’s getting a little dumb just from your proximity. Maybe he fell in love, but that would be crazy. Doesn’t everyone want to spoil and care for and make a home with a pretty girl?
Im being so fucking serious rn this might never leave my brain and is the best thing I've ever read dear GODd
funny thing is he originally went to your club at a joke, everyone on the crew was going and he figured he wouldn't like the atmosphere but went anyway after some prodding from his friends. He didn't expect to immediately trip and fall down 800 flights of stairs head over heels for you the second he laid eyes on you.
He has your number at this point so you always know when he's planning to stop by and it took a few visits but he's convinced you to meet him outside of work for a date that he's so fucking excited for he could cry.
I wouldn't say he's necessarily the jealous type either bc even if you're at work you're always wearing all the pretty stuff he's gifted you and nobody sets off butterflies in your tummy like Will does. He could happily sit back and watch you perform even if a million eyes were on you cause he thinks you deserve a spotlight and even if other guys comment on you, you're his girl at heart.
Back to that date, should I write something official abt it lol
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fraudulent-cheese · 4 months
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Ok this might be a hot take
people saying "alenoah is just gay aleheather" might not be as horrifically wrong as the people saying "mkulia is lesbian alenoah", but they are still INCREDIBLY FUCKING WRONG.
Im assuming it's because they're basing it off the people who write alenoah strictly as enemies to lovers??? Because that is not the reason i really like it! I like it because it's friends to enemies to lovers, or at the very least, they start off neutrally. Outside of Noah and Heather just being different people, their relationship in canon doesn't start off the same either:
Heather starts off IMMEDIATLY calling Alejandro's façade complete bullshit and does not like him. at all. Meanwhile, pre-I See London, Noah and Alejandro seem to be friendly with eachother, or at least they're not on hostile terms (yet). During episodes 9 and 10, they're actively seen hanging around eachother during challenges and from what i know Alejandro doesn't try to mess with Noah in particular before this point? Like he tries messing with Owen in the Am-AH-zon Race episode, he pulls the favor thing with Tyler in Greece, hell he betrays Duncan before he does anything to Noah outside his elimination! Im not saying "oh alenoah canon", im saying that it's a clear difference between the two!
Also this isn't entirely related but a reason i like alenoah more than aleheather is because it opens up more interesting character interactions built off of canon, at least to me. Like, if Alejandro's going to date Noah, he's gonna have to actually be around Noah's friends, and if his obvious dislike of Owen is anything to go by he's probably not gonna be their biggest fan at first. Meanwhile with Heather, what exactly do you have (BY BUILDING OFF OF CANON!!!)? Harold, maybe? It's the only relationship she hasn't completly trashed by the end of All Stars considering her friendship with Leshawna ended in canon after WT and the more popular Heather friendships in the fandom don't have much (if any) canon basis.
this isn't to say you have to stick to canon exclusivly for this, im literally comparing a canon relationship to a purely fanon one, but i prefer going off of canon to an extent while writing or drawing or just. generally thinking about characters. I guess the building blocks in canon for an alenoah dynamic interest me more than aleheather's.
...also i prefer aleheather as besties LOL SORRY!
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Ok I know I'm heavily biased here but like I kinda love that Astarion's romance is one of the few in this type of video game where you basically end up canonically unmarried and childfree in his "good" ending? Just travelling the world??
Like it's honestly the millennial dream lmfaoo cannot believe i chose what would undoubtedly be my favorite option, first try
#also love that he's basically atheist like ok thanks you made the man exactly coded to be my type#and the humor and beautiful curly hair is very much something my IRL partner has too so like... how can i resist#anyways not sure a lot of people relate cause i think a lot of people want that fairytale romance#even tho wyll is right there yall#but i love me an unconventional or nontraditional one!!#i'm TIRED of being married with children as the endgame pls let's not do it#also a lot of people seem into him being a dad and im like... how? why? where in canon did he ever lmfao#more power to ya if you dig it but i just dont see it being in character#like in DAI i loved cullen and my inquisitor getting married and having a dog#and they seem the type to wants kids one day. but Tav & Astarion? lol no#i just think it's neat#is this a hot take? i have no idea but i don't see it mentioned a lot as a new fan tbh#pls do not come at me you can enjoy whatever you like#i haven't seen the ascended stuff so idk if being his 'consort' is like being his bride#but i feel like overall it's not and the vibe isn't all that different in this sense#except that you're hosting evil parties instead of travelling :/#Astarion#bg3 spoilers#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate 3 spoilers#bg3#also YEA he's nice to Arabella but you can tolerate certain kids without wanting one or being 'good parent' material#case in point: me lmfao#OKAY update i saw the AA stuff and yeah you're kind of implied vamp married and he does mention spawn as children 😫#but he also says in banter he won't make any other spawn??? so what is it dude#anyway that's also clearly the “bad” route and he doesn't seem as happy as unascended#who feels “truly free”#and if you're durge I'm pretty sure its even worse to consider having kids?? lol#but i digress
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ao3dorian-gay · 2 months
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au where haku joins the akatsuki after zabuza dies & gossips about itachi with deidara (fic)
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tinynerdycthulu · 5 months
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fem!, modern moshang!!! sqh writes scum gong cheap shou novels in this au and constantly has to self-censor before the chinese government does <3 when she transmigrates into one of her novels she tries to seduce beibei because everyone knows there are only three types of female characters in BL: bitch, fujoshi, lesbian, and she'd probably get murdered by sj or lbg if she wrote rpf of them. now, you'd think that their relationship explicitly being NON-platonic would make them communicate but they're still moshang so...
oh and in this universe i think shen yuan's meimei should be the one who transmigrates bc i have this vague memory of her canonically reading hardcore bondage danmei (maybe it was a headcanon?) but i feel like she'd still have discerning taste...yk maybe she hooks up with minglingning
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musubiki · 7 months
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I AM SO DOWN WITH THIS IDEA LMFAOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIME STRANGLED OSCAR LIKE BART SIMPSON LIKE "WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS!!!!!!!" AND OSCAR, INNOCENTLY, "What? I was bored. ^v^"
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hamsterwalled · 6 months
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I like Serizawa a normal amount (lie) I don't think about him and his backstory and his development all the time (lie) I don't think about how he's one of the first people to truly understand what Mob went through after getting all of Mob's emotions and memories blasted at him in the Culture Tower (lie) I don't think about how he might be the only person besides Dimple that knows everything about Mogamiland (and he actually knows more than Dimple because he saw EVERYTHING) (lie) I don't ever think about how he would have ended up being so different if he'd had a good support system growing up (this is not to say that I hate his mom she was trying her damnedest and the claw thing isn't really her fault she just wanted the best for him) (lie) I never ever think about serizawa and his mom reconnecting and how emotional that must have been (lie) I don't think about him growing his confidence while working at S&S and finally growing to be more independent after relying on Toichirou and Claw and his umbrella for so long (lie) I don't think about how he still uses an umbrella as a shield in the last/second to last episode (THE PARALLELS BETWEEN HIM DEFENDING REIGEN WHEN SERIZAWA FIRST MEETS HIM AND HIM DEFENDING HIM IN THE LAST FEW EPISODES. ALSO I WISH SERIZAWA HAD HAD A MOMENT WITH MOB LIKE EVERYONE ELSE UGH THAT WOULD HAVE MADE ME BAWL SO MUCH HARDER THAN I DID) (lie) Yeah I'm so normal about him I don't think about him that much (lie)
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toytulini · 8 days
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if you draw enough monster ocs, when you go back to drawing a human character, it feels like "sameface syndrome" everytime, by virtue of their face being. human.
#toy txt post#or maybe i am just sameface syndrome#but also different face syndrome#two characters will have the same face but then the next time i draw those characters its a different face than they had last time!#i know part of it is being out of practice but also there is definitely an element of feeling constrained by human facial structure lmao#the monsters have Their Own Problems but like. no one has a face like bokrae no matter how inconsistent i am about drawing her#her features are iconic enough to her that you can tell everytime#birdie???? i faceclaimed eartha kitt for her and im still struggling cos i feel weird about faceclaiming as a concept#but even then 😭 one time i was trying to give headloose a face and someone was like wow he looks like birdie!#me 😭😭😭😭😭 what!!!!!! hes not supposed to!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i need to practice. features#you know the worst part about coming up w a bunch of fuckin Scenarios in my brain for ocs is that i have even fucking Drawn them yet#to give them like. iconic staple features and figure out what their faces look like. which feels like it would really help to have that#knowledge and muscle memory before i jump into trying to draw intense scenes with difficult poses!!#not to mention. listen. i can do the monster faces. somewhat. the bodies??????????? well for one. theyre too big everytime#im convinced i could be trying to draw bokrae on like a full ass wall size paper like a mural thing and run out of room. it just keeps#happening. i have no sense of scale for them either. by which i mean i struggle w scale already and also cant decide what i want it to be#and ive tried to handwave it away by being like ohhh uh. birdie casts spells on them to change their sizes for convenience but also#no. perhaps that explanation works for other ppl. @ myself tho its not good enough i Know Better!!!!!!#agh!!!!!!! i really need to figure out bokrae's Teeth also. like i dont. i coukd get away with it. but i should. and i want to.#anyway all this to say that i need to give these characters faces and body designs (actually the body designs for humanoid ocs is the easy#part. the faces are whats stumping me? well. i need more practice w all the body types again but like i Know what im Going For at least.#for the most part anyway. havent fully figured out heights. struggling w characters that i want to make short but give imposing tall energy#on occasion? birdie can be short all day long no problem. I want Alasdair to be short enough that he has a bunch of short boyfriends that#feel tall around him? bytte was going to be like 6ft max but then i thought about making her taller and like. what if i made her taller#headloose is not that /short/ but he is Not Tall and prolly pretty lean? twink build for sure#and of course all these short /tall distinctions come with a bias of relativity to my own height which i categorize as medium height#but short ppl call me tall and insist its not average and tall ppl call me short. (5'6) and then i have to factor in how the gender changes#the dynamic of a height like my height is Short For A Man but medium to tall for a Woman. which id argue is medium height bc mens heights#are socially held to high standards (hehe) and also i know ethnicity/race is also a factor? but im out of tags. rip. bye
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opens-up-4-nobody · 5 months
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#man ive never seen an eating disorder kill someone else besides a parent infecting a child but my nana is really trying#shes like 1000% orthotexic. will not eat anything not filled with vegetables or fat. and my grandpa is 87yo with a heart condition currentl#in the hospital for covid bc thry went to Christmas church and dont believe in being vaccinated and my dad is so frustrated#bc he knows his mom is not gonna give his dad hearty foods. he needs to eat like protein shakes and meat and ice cream. anything thats not#her cooking which sucks on top of being extremely healthy. except its not healthy bc they dont eat a balanced diet#so its my nanas eating disorder killing her husband and shes so fucking frustrating. im like 99% sure she has obsessive compulsive#personally disorder bc she fits to a T and has zero insight. she may have full on 0cd bc talking to my dad he has more obvious 0cd#compulsions than i do. he used to say phrases before going to bed and would take 2 steps across the floor to prevent bad things from#happening. so like im pretty sure my nana is where i get my perfectionism and 0cd. god. i wish i could express how fucked up she is#like my dad said at least he had a stable home to grow up in but like she has zero sympathy for other people. cannot look past herself. wil#not wear a mask bc she doesnt care enough abt other ppl. my dad was like: u would not have survived in that house. which is fair bc i am#barely keeping it together coming from a stable home with two sympathetic parents who i know love me#and like its sad that they're suffering the effects of buying into the fox news bullshit and its killing them#but also. genuinely. i think theyre not very good ppl. theyre the type of people who think they're better bc they're religious. white. and#thin. and theyre not better thsn anyone. their grandchildren cant stand them. well cant stand her at least. papa is just quite so its hard#to say what hes thinking. apparently he was confused last night and saying something about eating dinner on the golf course. which sounds#nicer thsn being in the hospital lol. ugh. he seems not long for this world tbh. may he pass peacefully to b with his 1st wife who died of#brain cancer at age like 20 or something. so it goes. bleh. how many funerals are intended for me in the next 5 years? hopefully none but#that seems improbable with the unspoken drain circling that seems to b going on in this family. old age and like almost 10 years of cancer#defying the stats but for how much longer?#i dunno. its just so weird to watch these things happen and not talk about it directly to the other ppl who see it#i worry that ill come off as too callose or inappropriate bc i have that tendency when something bad is happening but thats everyone else#excuse? idk i just feel like its better to talk abt things#unrelated#ed mention#i tell u this so i can say these things to someone and also bc if i were u. i would like to hear the drama#bc im nosey and i assume other r too ;-]
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frecklystars · 9 months
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i know nobody is online to see it rn but GOD it feels so good to be in love again!!!!!!!!! i reached the tag limit on that last reblog of la la land, there's a tag limit of 30 and i originally wrote almost 60 and then i had to keep revising it over and over until i only had 30. i just kept talking abt how much i love sebastian!!! and that's!!! how i'm supposed to be!!!! it's such a huge goddamn relief to start self shipping again even if it's not with TF, i really hope i can come back to my robots one day, but god. god it's such a fucking relief to have seb and six and ken and barbie and harley etc etc etc etc the list hopefully will just keep growing. this love in my chest, this feeling of overwhelming love that makes me actually physically sigh because there's so much love in me... that's how i am supposed to be and i am so relieved to start feeling this way again. i was numb for so long. i'm so grateful for these characters.
#woof#pretty sure i spent at least 20 minutes typing those tags#and then after i finished i was like 'oh there i am'#there's that star in my heart! she's still burning bright after all! she's just hurting. but she isn't gone. maybe she never was#and maybe one day i can finally finally finally come back to TF#but for now. for now. i am holding ryan and margot's characters' hands. all of these characters all of these pretty ppl#and they are guiding me through hell and telling me things are gonna be ok#bc lord knows i tried to throw myself at ANYTHING and NOTHING would stick#i tried watching different movies/cartoons i never saw before. didnt feel loved#tried to watch old things i used to love like SBTM or MLP. didnt feel loved#maybe the trauma was too fresh for me to be able to focus on anything else#but barbie came at the PERFECT time. the STARS ALIGNED JUST RIGHT#and out of any character that could have saved me it was KEN?#its because he makes me laugh. barbie did help MONUMENTALLY with pink#im still struggling with pink sometimes but its definitely majorly improved#like if i look back on myself 2 months ago i COULD NOT look at pink without having a panic attack. insane#but now??? im going thru pink blogs and associating EVERYTHING with margot's barbie#and any time i feel tense i can easily ground myself bc i am associating it with my self ships#im using it in my art again and its such a relief#im not fully myself without starscream but hey. a part of me is here. a part of me is breathed back to life just a little bit#its as if ive been drowning for over a year and finally someone reached out their hands to save me#pull me to the surface and maybe im not on solid ground yet but the waves arent thrashing or pulling me down as much anymore
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cerealmonster15 · 6 months
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so obvi while one of my fave types of Character™ is like adhd coded himbo etc etc. another fave i find myself trapped in is like
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waterfallofspace · 8 months
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Okay so I just started watching L/ife L/essons with U/ramichi O/niisan... and this show is so good.
Like it's hilarious, so well done with adult humour/pessimistic views, but mixed with this upbeat children's show vibe (since that's where they work)~
Anyways I'm posting this because there's been a CANON ------ for my favourite character and uh... I might have to write something about it because I'm starting to get insane about this show.
ALSO ADDING ON CANONICALLY: "I heard he's caught a fever easily ever since he was a little kid." and.... yes <3
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