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i can do it with a broken heart - f1 grid
parings: gn!driver!reader x platonic!f1!grid x ex!jacob elordi
summary: after yn and their ex break up, they carry on as best they can and no on had any idea how bad they were struggling
notes: george is in this but he does not drive for mercedes, yn does. i also used a mixture of fem and masc pictures because i couldnt decide and thought you could just imagine whatever you wish!!
notes 2: probably the longest fic ive done so far but im pretty proud of it. the time stamps above each section are semi important so i would keep an eye on them!! also i know ive been gone for so long but i do not promise ill be back. alsoooo i know i only included a bit of the grid but i kept getting distracted and then couldn’t figure out how to include everyone!!
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march 2024
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charles oh my god i cant believe my cat is finally the pfp
i have been waiting for YEARS
max yes well you better enjoy it because it’ll change soon and you’ll be back to waiting again.
lando jesus max do you have to use punctuation???
alex be glad he doesnt use captials
oscar one thing at a time lando, we dont want to scare him
max ???
lando anyway
yn mate you ok?
yourname im fine? ur scaring me you never ask how i am
lando yeah but usually your not single
lewis oh no! you and jacob split?
yourname yeah, wasnt working anymore
charles ah im sorry, that must suck😣
yourname i mean it does but its been coming for a long time so its not surprising
fernando hello! yn what is wrong? you always use emotes!
yourname theyre emojis nando, and im fine just a bit lost
fernando do not worry, i will come and find you!
yourname no, i dont mean literally just..we were together for so long i dont really know what to do now you know?
lando i get it, you wanna play tarkov with me???
yourname cheers ill get on now
george let us know if you need anything!
may 2024
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p✌️ was just what we needed this weekend!
thank you to everyone who came out and supported myself and the team and huge thank you to the team for working so hard all weekend⭐️
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mercedesamgf1 mega job this weekend yn👊 *liked by author*
landonorris nice to share the podium with you mate
yourusername same time next race?
user33 loved seeing you back on the podium
user2 absolutely smashing it this season
user21 more podiums please🤲 *liked by author*
user3 fourth podium of the year first p✌️*liked by author*
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*pretend it says after march i changed dates around last min*
august 2024
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did some reading, painting and writing
baked some good food and spent time with some good people, also got a cat…not bad for summer break☀️
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user66 AHHHHHH
yourusername ahhhhhhh
user26 cats name plsplspls
yourusername norman🐱
lukehemmings nice music👍
yourusername woah arent you the guy who wrote mum?!
mercedesamgf1 ready to see you back on the podium
yourusername always!!!!
user74 have you had funnnn??
yourusername yesss!! ive been doing lots of things i enjoy, basically treating every day as my birthday😋
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*was supposed to write them instead of her sorry!! was doing two stories at once and kept getting mixed up😅*
october 2024
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p☝️ for the 3rd time this season, very very pleased
huuuuuge thank you to the team, every single one of you who worked tirelessly over the summer break and every moment since then, these have been for you⭐️
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user55 what a good season to be a yn fan *liked by author*
user6 these races have been incredible to watch, so proud
yourusername ⭐️⭐️
gracieabrams woop woop!!!!
yourusername 😝😝
user2 gracie??
user41 why have we not had any personal photo dumps yet😕😕
user88 right we miss seeing you yn!!
yourusername sorry guys😣ive been suuuper busy working on something i just honestly forgot
user41 NEW PROJECT?? WHEN?? (also pls dont feel bad we love u)
yourusername soon!! (and i love u guys too)
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november 2024
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i cannot believe i get to say this, but my new friend taylor just released a new album and i was able to write a song on the album
im honestly not sure how this came about but i had so much fun writing this and expressing all my thoughts and feelings in a way ive never done before
i poured my life and soul into this song and im so glad taylor is the one who is singing it and really bought it to life
send some love to my friend and go and stream THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT (most importantly i can do it with a broken heart😉)
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taylorswift thank you for trusting me with this song, so much love🤍
yourusername NO THANK YOU!!! i will be forever grateful⭐️⭐️
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charles i feel completely betrayed yn
fernando oh no😟! what did yn do?
charles THEY DIDNT TELL ME THEY WERE WRITING A SONG??
AND WITH TAYLOR SWIFT HOW COULD YOU☹️☹️
yourname sorry charles, surprise?!
charles ill forgive you because its a good song
yourname thank you my life just got infinitely better!
yuki very good song yn! has been on repeat☺️
yourname thanks yuki, glad you like it!!
lando I LOVE IT TOO
but seriously are you ok?!
yourname yeahhh im better now
was just a lot to navigate
lewis glad you found an outlet! but remember you can always talk to any of us
yourname i know and i appreciate it, i really do
alex yn was that twitter thread right?
yourname mate youre going to have to elaborate
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yourname oh pretty much yeah
some things were changed with taylor but not much
fernando just listened to the song yn! very nice👍well done!
yourname thank uu
max good song yn!
now
lando can you please tell me what you meant on your twitch stream!
oscar max is kind of scary
max dont make me talk about that interview next oscar!
#f1 x reader#f1 instagram au#f1 smau#f1 social media au#social media au#formula 1 insta au#formula 1 social media au#formula one x reader#formula 1 x reader#formula 1 imagine#f1 drabble#f1 x male reader#f1 imagine#f1 fic#f1 fanfic
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no one ever really comments about how bittersweet it feels to read an unfinished fic. the longing feeling of wanting to not let go of it in a way that surrounds small bits of mystery. especially when the author had previously written as if they were super sure theyd update again in a foreseeable future. sure, they might not have and thats okay. i just hope theyre well.
i told myself i wasnt gonna get attached, though, damnit!!! told myself, "13 chapters and 50k words and unfinished?? that seems like a lot of content. what the hell!" it was a lot, but.... not enough as well...
UGH. it was a gem and i absolutely did not expect to find a lumity fanfic abt metal bands and shit BUT IT EXISTS AND IM GLAD. not what i had in mind for a band au but hey!!! i liked it lmao.
the concept of amity dealing with compulsive heteosexuality and her thinking "maybe im just sick...." fucking made me want to start sobbing on the floor in a ball. like- i did NOT need to relate to her more in that way 😭. BECAUSE LIKE the concept of being like "this is whats supposed to be right, right? i should want this... so... why dont i?" </3. im on the floor crying. EVEN IF IT WASNT INTERPRETED LIKE THAT, ISTG. ive never seen that viewpoint but went through that shit too. thank u for validating but also emotionally wrecking me.
(this is the fic btw if you want to see it too)
anyway just doing research for a friend about band aus and writing band aus and found this ^. it seemed super interesting and up my alley because as a music buff and newbie metal enthusiast, i was like "oooooo" so yeah, haha. im rambling, but this fic will probably stick with me for the rest of this week but i just got to its end and want to actually cry rn. I JUST WANT MORE </3 /lh.
#the owl house#luz noceda#amity blight#lumity#reading fanfiction#fanfiction#the owl house fandom#not my fanfiction#billy talking about fanfiction they read
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just found your tumblr account and thought id give you the comments i never left on your fics. my top three are: I. “swallow my breath and take whats mine” nothing to say about this one except i live for feral sam, the fear for dean’s death and acceptance of letting himself be cannibalized just because he doesn’t want to lose him and at the end the contempt for john, for how far he’s willing to go just to train dean (his inability to understand that it is NOT normal has a whole other special flavor). it was short, lovely and heartbreaking with a je ne sais quoi in sam’s feelings towards dean. 10/10. II. “and its you that i want” this was more lighthearted, not accounting for the breakup between dean and girl X, the best part was sam needing to be used, his desire to be just a vessel for deans pleasure. also i love EVERYTHING that depicts sam’s discomfort with his size with his need to be smaller. overall the smut is so sexy and intimate and also i love the fact that theyre obsessed with each other even in another universe. i love every smith/wesson fic because i love to imagine their reactions when confronted with what they would do with each other when not being stuck with whatever inhibition theyre battling with. 12/10 just because it has smut. “souls tied intertwined by our pride and guilt” NO. WORDS. it is my most read fic on ao3 in the whole seven years ive used the platform and it was published less than a year ago. i love everything. every word, every emotion. the fic starts with the voyeur moment, dean’s guilt at the idea that it was sam’s worst terror and sam’s fear that he may have revealed too much and everything its now out in the open. “the dark side of the moon” is already a seriously angsty episode by itself, but your spin on it with their guilt, their shame and the continuous misunderstandings is lovely.
dean’s overthinking about when did he become so overwhelming to sam that he was TERRIFIED of his big brother, when did he become something that sam needed to escape from leaving for college? sams line that said he “always lived with it” had dean spiraling with guilt and shame and fear so much that he left and “threw” away the amulet. sam on the other hand is full of shame for his biggest desire is out there, the crippling need to have his brother, so debilitating that he had to escape, not from deans leering as he may think, but from his fucked up needs, his perversion of their relationship, of him feeling like he twisted up something genuine and good so much that his brother is now disgusted with him (i love when one of the two seems “disgusted” leaving the other feeling dirty and a pervert) overall i never found a fic that fit all of my reading needs as well as this one. you took a basic misunderstanding trope and spun it in a whirlwind of suffering, dejections, inhibitions and the best part GUILT AND SHAME.
i have no more words 100/10 i live for it. keep up with your writing because i live for it and eat up every single work you produce.
sorry if some bits are grammatically incorrect english is not my first language.
much love<3
HI ANON!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!
thank you so much for this ask!!!!!! i actually think i have answered this one already, and thank you for being so kind!!!!!!! i want to make sure you can see this so i copy-pasted my answer below, bc i had such a lovely time reading this and responding to it!
anon...oh my god anon...anon...
okay so i'm thinking an autumn wedding? how soon do you think we could book a venue?? i mean, we could always elope.
but seriously, anon--holy shit. this ask made my MONTH. i don't know what i did to deserve such lovely and incredible people on this blog but i am so GRATEFUL!!!
just little responses to the comments:
EEP! thank you! desperately devoted winchesters are delicious! we see series!sam being incredibly unhinged about dean/his safety, so i was interested to explore how a pre-series!sam would navigate a situation like that.
heehee i'm glad this one was good! charlotte beta'd the first half of this fic in public, and it was quite funny to watch her (a lesbian who is also new to A/B/O) give it a read. servicetop sam is something that i love that i also don't see a lot of, so i loved being able to add some in this universe where their power dynamics are slightly shifted (in the corporate ladder sense and also alpha/omega lol). a +2 for the smut!! hell yeah!!! thank you ! :)
okay, small guilty pleasure moment, i LOVE misunderstanding tropes. admittedly in big, long pieces of fiction (fan or otherwise) in the 40k+ category, i can get tired of it, but misunderstandings are such a great way to understand and explore the interpersonal and INTRApersonal strengths/weaknesses/flaws of characters and their understanding of the world they are in. i was afraid everyone was going to hate this fic on sight bc it's written for me (and charlotte) specifically (and i've found from some very vocal and angry people that they hate misunderstandings (not on this blog, thank goodness, everyone has been lovely!)), but i am SO INCREDIBLY HONOURED AND GRATEFUL AND GLAD that you like it!!!!! i don't even have words for how much all of the comments, but this one especially, meant!!! all of your comments breaking it down made me smile wider and wider!
i hope my work continues to be entertaining, and THANK YOU again for this lovely ask!! (ps, your grammar is stellar!! much love!!!)
-lizzy <3
(pps mwah mwah mwah mwah)
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HI
my brain is really kicking me, these days so I haven’t at all been able to write comments for ur fics but I REALLY WANTED TO TELL U IVE BEEN READING UR RECENT FICS AND I REALLY LOVE THEM THEYRE SO GOOD like?????? the way you write ur character and story is so beautiful 😭😭😭😭 just read ur soul mate fic and ???? SO. the way you wrote that concept was so. Beautiful to me. I like soul mates trope but at the same i didnt jam with it? fjjfjfjf anyways. IM SO. I love ur writing n the way u write the characters it’s so *chefs kiss* INOUE ORIHIME IS SO <3 TO ME. i Hope i do get to write the comments I want on ur fics because HELLO I need to convey how much they make me scream n occupy my mind 🥺🥺🥺🥺♥️♥️♥️💕💕💕💕💕
seriously!!!!! thank u so much for writing + sharing ur stories !!!!!!!! ur an absolutely gem to the bleach fandom <3
hello!! thank you so much, this is such a wonderful and kind thing to say, i'm so happy you've been enjoying my fics!! :D 💖 i definitely understand not having the capacity to comment sometimes, so don't be so harsh on yourself! even the smallest comment makes me happy and your ask definitely put a smile on my face, so thanks so much :') i love hearing from people!
i've never been super sold on soulmate AUs as a concept in the way they're typically written either because i don't believe that there's one person that's meant to be your preordained romantic partner for life. it's very limiting and takes away characters agencies + the choices they make (which is a very boring thing to say, i know, since this is a popular trope in fandom after all😂). instead, if soulmates were to exist, i see them as ambiguous. here's this person that's tied to you, through your soul, but what they're supposed to mean to you is your choice, defined entirely by your relationship with them! that ambiguity gave me a lot of room to work bleach canon and characterizations into the story in a meaningful way while also staying true to my own beliefs about love and relationships! of course, bleach lore has a lot of heavy implications about reincarnation and the idea of love through lifetimes. the best part about orihime's confession, though, is how there's a mix of destiny and choice – if she was born into another life where she met ichigo, she would choose to love him all over again. this notion of love as a choice is so attractive to me, because destiny/chance might have brought you two together but how you define your relationship is entirely on your terms! and honestly, the way ichigo and orihime share this idea of rejecting/shattering fate, and orihime's own symbolism with the heart gave me so much interesting material to work with! the fic was a gift for my friend mango, who wanted to see me tackle a soulmate AU (and make it angsty), and i hope i was able to bring all of this together in a good way that makes sense for the story and the characters.
anyway, you didn't ask for all that, but i rambled anyway. thanks a lot for taking the time to send this, inoue orihime is very <3 to me as well!
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tag game: stranger things edition 👻
tagged by @ratbastardbilly and @intothedysphoria (ty guys xx)
1. ride or die ship (your otp): CUNNINGWAY!!! They’re my girls. Chrissy and Heather my beloveds. I have never been so hyped for a ship before and this is the first time I’ve put this much effort into one, but if I don’t advocate for this rarepair then who will? (the answer is bambi. bambi will. but whatever, you get the point)
2. most annoying ship: there isn’t really a ship i find WHOLLY annoying. stancy maybe. i also think jancy and mileven have ran their course and jopper gives me a lil bit of the ick. obvi no hate to the ships or those that ship it!!
3. second favourite ship: ima have to say harringrove, but there are others i like a lot too!!
4. favourite platonic relationship: heather, chrissy & billy. the chaos trio. more should be done with them <3
5. underrated ship: there are so many!! argyle/chrissy (which i am lovingly referring to as pompompinapple, just try and stop me)? byergrove (billy/jonathan)? calicheer (billy/chrissy)??? how can i possibly choose????
6. overrated ship: uhhhh this feels dangerous. but steddie. dont get me wrong, i love this ship, but the boom in works for them was INSANE cause i dont think they have TOO MUCH chemistry in canon (tho there 100% is a good bit and it makes sense)
7. one thing i would change in canon: the blatant lack of care the main cast have for characters outside their group. no empathy for billy, barely anyone looking into heather, characters dying that no one mentions again…
8. something canon did right: I really liked steve and dustin’s dynamic. like, a LOT. they cocked it up a bit in s4 for the sake of ‘haha, dumb steve’ but yeah. theyre sweet :)
9. a thing i’m proud of creating for the fandom: my sideblog @poolsidepanic . i know that its a niche ship but i hope i help other people who love them as much as me actually be able to enjoy their ship and not just… be disappointed when they come up empty handed. the art and little fics and such i make over there make me so happy <3
10. a character who is perfect to me (wouldnt change a thing): heather. sassy, bitchy, yet kindhearted lifeguard? yes. the only thing id change is the DISSERVICE THE DUFFERS GAVE HER WHEN THEY KILLED HER AND IGNORED HER EXISTENCE.
11. the character i relate most to the most and why: steve. just how he responds to the offhanded comments the people he cares about make to him, that they never seem to realise hurt.
12. character i hate most and why: neil, karen, brenner. no explanation needed
13. something ive learned from the fandom: idk. ive always wanted to be a positive person but seeing some of the toxicity in the fandom has made me really want to keep my little blog as positive and safe as i can for everyone. some things we see SUCK but if i can make someones day a lil better id like to? so not really a learn but an encouragement to be nicer wherever i can
14. three tags i seek out on ao3: i dont read a lot of st fanfiction, actually. i havent been in the mood for it for AGES!! but in general im a slow burn, hurt/comfort, angst kind of person. i love the occasional, agonising right person not enough time or some character bashing for the sake of compelling suffering (if done right!!!)
15. a song i strongly associate with my otp/favourite character: ooooh fun!!! ‘Groan’, ‘Wet’ and ‘Maggot’ by Dazey and the Scouts are so Billy. ‘Drunk Walk Home’ by Mitski gives me Chrissy vibes, and ‘Maggot’ again for her tbh (billy and chrissy, my sad beloved blorbos). there arent any songs i associate with cunningway yet tho 😔
tagging: @bigdumbbambieyes @hargrove-mayfields @billyhargrovesupsidedownshadow @every-dayiwakeup and anyone else interested in sharing :)
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It’s sebmarkson anon again ! (I should come up with an acronym for myself ha ha)
Currently written about a fifth of the third chapter, so I hope it’ll be out soon! Not gonna spoil too much (feel like I’ve already have :-3 but) it’s gonna be v soft and sweet, just praise and gentle overstimulation.. like they’re gonna torture him sweet and force out every bit of pleasure they can x333
Idk if I should do a bit of a bad cop good cop kind of situation. Like Mark is obvi the one to fuck seb, but I wonder if I should do it so he’s just a tiny bit more humiliating and or degrading towards seb? Idk or it’s just gonna be good feels I can’t decide TwT..
HIII ANONNN ( oh id love that ! I can adress you properly in the futuree hehe^^)
GOOOD WORKK ANONNN OMG YOU'RE SO AMAZING??? HOW CAN YOU WRITE IT SO FAST WITHOUT GOING THRU WRITERS BLOCKK the determination you have omg 😭 im gonna cry i admire you. I love soft and sweet sebmarkson with a bit snarky mark humiliating seb and jenson who just watches them with love eyes. Gentle overstimulation 🥰 ahhh pure domestic feelings
I was talking with my friend yesterday and wr realized that theres not a lot sebmark fics with overstimulation and it was like a slap to reality. I never realized this before ! Overstimulation is like one of the best trope sooo??? Whys there so little about them in sebmark fics 😞 thank god anon is going to come and save us. Make that two, two times anon save us from drought i fear that ur about to write a history in ao3 (i'll be there)
Theyre gonna torture seb 🥰 YIPPEE im just imagining how jenson is holding seb down and mark is forcing seb into another orgasm, the poor boy couldnt stop shaking and his voice all high and whiny under their control. Ooouuuu *covers ears* THESE VOICESSS I CANTTTT HANDLE IT ALONE
Its up to you anon because im sure we will take it with big heart (greedily so). But imo, i cant handle mark being THAT soft to seb because it just feel so weirdd 🤣 well not in everything changes, thats a different story but yeah! A bit degrading can be a good use tooo ! Esp if marks commenting abt seb's porn acc. "What if we show this to the grid hm? Show this to your hero Michael?" oOOOOUUUOUAHSJSJSJSJS
So sorry for the late reply anon 😞🙏 ive been playing sekiro ever since i got back home. Cant wait to read the fic 😤!!! I'll make sure to comment paragraphs about how i feel
#anon tells#sebmarkson fics#YIPPPEE YIPPPEE ITS ALMOSY HEREE#thank you anon for keeping me update with your fic#i'll make sure to treasure and read it well#im gonna make it my personality for the week once the fics drop#seb getting that overstimulation oooooo#hed be so whiny and squirmy guys#this boy will turn into a jelloo believe me !#body is all flushed red and sensitive too#twink
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20 Questions: Fic Author Edition
omg <3. thank you for tagging me @bodyelectric77<3 <3. ive never done this before so this is so exciting :o)
1) How many works do you have on ao3?
45. damn!
2) What's your total AO3 word count?
601,692
3) What fandoms do you write for?
the hunger games / ballad of songbirds and snakes mostly. sometimes total drama island lol
4) What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
a deep dive into the mind of annie cresta
get a load of this monster
a collection of encanto what-ifs
eat my heart out with a spoon
u focus on the wrong thing and it shows
5) Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
i love responding to comments! it blows my mind that there are people reading words i wrote and taking time out of their day to be so sweet! <3
6) What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
probs you hurt my head like cheap red wine
7) What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
queen of crabs, it's the silly awkward first date antics odesta deserves <3
8) Do you get hate on fics?
no (thank god)
9) Do you write smut? If so what kind?
i tried writing E rated smut once but one thing about me is that intimacy makes me laugh out fucking loud (like i always try to do bits like im wearing the crown of clowns it can get very awkward) so whenever i write anything smut-adjacent im incapable of writing it sexy i just kinda feel silly the entire time. perhaps its the asexual in me
10) Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?
nah. but i think an umbrella academy and succession crossover would fuck
11) Have you ever had a fic stolen?
nope
12) Have you ever had a fic translated?
nope
13) Have you ever cowritten a fic before?
nope
14) What's your all-time favorite ship?
percabeth <3 (sorry odesta but on my first read thru of the hunger games i hated annie for no fucking reason and developed a hc that johanna and finnick were having an affair.. but that is a convo for another day. LOVE them now tho obv, but ive been shipping percabeth since day 1 theyre so cute and in luv)
15) What's a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?
tbh prob the odesta greek au. i love the concept (siren!annie is very important to me) but im just not in a greek mythology mood anymore
16) What are your writing strengths?
sometimes when i write emotions i feel like as a reader you can look at it and go "oh okay. i know that feeling" which is awesome
17) What are your writing weaknesses?
i am in love with run on sentences. "no its just a stream of consciouness writing style" baby you just wrote something that's mostly just em dashes and semicolons and parenthesis. also i don't know how to describe stuff so thank god for the internet bc i link outfits like my life depends on it. ive always struggled w writing locations too. and ive been wanting to get better at writing bits
18) Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
i tried doing this with a mags fanfic i wrote bc i hc that d4 spoke spanish before the first war. there is literally only one sentence in spanish though bc i knew for a fact the phrasing was correct (at least in a casual, conversational setting) but i do think it's really cool when people write d4 characters having entire convos in spanish even though im not confident enough in my langauge skills to do it myself. also i just don't think d4 would know how to speak spanish in canon times, prob just affectionate terms like mija/o or mano or chula. like stuff that doesn't rlly affect how the capitol understands them. i get into this in the fic, but i think even by mags’ generation spanish would stop being a common language in d4. like i love the sentiment of her carrying a piece of that w her but i don’t think the capitol would let them get away with that and it’s also Not Easy to remember how to speak a language you only learned as a child and then never used for the rest of ur life, which is what i imagined happened with her + her gen. like. me and my siblings only know english bc the moment my dad moved here he was like “okay. English Time” and that stemmed from the pressure to assimilate can you imagine if the actual law got involved. anyway this answer got long but i have a lot of thoughts about this sorta stuff, esp in d4
19) First fandom you wrote for?
percy jackson lol
20) Favorite fic you've ever written?
don't keep the devil waiting, old friend. tbh this answer changes all the time any fic im currently working on is automatically my fav lol
idk why i feel a bit silly about tagging people directly, so i am informally tagging anyone who wants to do this sorry i hope this isn't a cop out <3. ily
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Omg that chapter!!! I love love love loved it sm like r says theyre back at square one but they are finally moving forward through all that hurt and pain. Him finally apologizing for everything like he couldnt even begin to name every tine hes hurt her, and him being pained when she mentions just what hes said to jer that day proves that i think
I also think that the i really fucking do was after nancy told him to apologize, idk bc if someone already knew that eddie likes r since like the first night they met is nancy. So idk ive already proved to myself that im not too good with theories with this story but i cant help my brain from it i love it sm and it lives rent free in my mind all week<3 it also couldve been a response to “you really like her dont you” and 🥰🥰🥰 we knooow the nervousness about sharing the bed and him blushing after she called him pretty boy and i hope you know you have me screaming i love them so much my fav idiots in love that are just not that ready to have the most unconfiest of uncomfy conversations (well they need to have a couple of those) and thats fine we are here for the ride<3
Also why is no one telling steve what he said🥺🥺 like please just let the guy know so we can know lol im not mad at him (yet) and hes even apologizing about it even if he doesnt know so hes a sweetie but it most be kinda bad if everyone remembers like jonathan knows?! He remembers or did he and nancy talked it out after? It makes me think that the comment wasnt that lighthearted after all :(
thank you so so much for reading and sharing your thoughts first of all my dear 🖤🖤🖤
don’t doubt your theories!!! you never know, sometimes you might be absolutely spot on. my mouth is zipped buuuuut you never know 😌
i will confirm in my mind that with this fic, jonathan and nancy are together and johnny boy gets alllll those boyfriend privileges of knowing the tea haha. the only two who were sober enough to remember are argyle and eddie 🖤 steve and jonathan were both drunken idiots (this also means whatever was said bothered eddie enough for him to discus it with nancy!! 👀)
#thank u ily#eddie has definitely barged into nancy’s and jonathan’s apartment and just started pacing#and pulling his hair out#and rambling without taking a breath about r
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✍✨💲🦅🎉!
✍ Do you have a beta reader?
technically yes? i mean i have my sister read over my stuff, but i dont count her as a beta reader. i image beta readers would go more in-depth of reading my stuff and judging it, while she just mainly handles grammar and spelling errors. so kinda
✨ Give you and your writing a compliment. Go on now. You know you deserve it. 😉
once again (because these are the only compliments i think apply to me), i am really good at comedy! my comedy is on point, and i feel like i could genuinely make a reader smile or laugh-ish. Also: obey me. i am a god at writing it. will the new game destroy my hcs for them and my characterization for all of them? probably. do i care? no because theyre my characters and i decide how they should act!! (esp levi. i am SO good at writing levi. the obey me team should hire me me thinks)
💲 Would you ever open commissions?
ooooohhhhh....i have a super long and kinda complicated answer for this, one that i dont feel all that comfortable getting into (because A) this is the internet and i dont feel comfy sharing my thoughts/personal feelings/venting on here, and B) im too lazy to type it all out). So, short answer is maybe????? long answer is probably not
🦅 Do you outline fics or fly by the seat of your pants?
lately ive been outlining more and more of my fics!! probably because theyre all getting longer and i need to remember all my details for them;;;; all the shorter fics, i usually dont--perhaps a quick summary of events that i want to happen. with longer oneshots/multi chapter things tho, i usually try and outline and be detail orientated as possible, just so when i get to that part, i wont forget about it (at times it doesnt matter though, because sometimes i forget that i even made notes and never check on them so i at times ignore my outlines)
🎉 What leads you to consider a fic a success?
a good amount of kudos, hits, and comments, which all vary on the fandom. comments are the biggest one for me tho--if i have people tell me they liked it, esp multiple people, then i'll consider it as a success :) success for me is always based on validation lmao
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!! thank u so much for the ask. i love talking about writing......
✨ What's a fic you've posted you wish you could breathe life into again and have people talking about it? (or simply a fic you wish got more credit)
-hmm theres a point in which i have to tell myself not to worry about likes or comments bc what really matters is me getting the practise and exercising my writing muscles and having fun with it... But. i do wish i could get more ppl into my toy story fic. its got a whole bunch of wonderful comments and kudos and stuff, i just feel so proud of it and writing it came so easy and i poured so much of my love into it, i really really wish anyone who loves these characters would read it too.
🎀 give yourself a compliment about your own writing
-english is not my first language so grammar isnt often The Best, but i take a lot of care with using words and expressions as correctly as possible, and I try to always spell words right (i dont think ive ever confused loose and lose, for example, which ive seen confused a few times). some descriptions of spaces are particularly well done, at least to my own criteria, and the song choices are fun (or at least fun to write and picture in my head).
🎈 describe your style as a writer; is it fixed? does it change?
- honestly, ive no idea. i think i get verbose, and i write long dialogue scenes. i overuse the — to lead into another thought, because thats kind of like how my mind works. i try to be "cinematic" in my writing and always start a scene with a description of a place, its lighting and its sounds, like im used to when writing scripts. and i got the sense that usually the characters often ramble and go on long discussions about stuff that maybe normal people wouldnt just start out discussing so strongly. but honestly id much rather someone else outside my own perspective told me what my writing is like, i would trust them more than my own opinion.
💞 what's the most important part of a story for you? the plot, the characters, the worldbuilding, the technical stuff (grammar etc), the figurative language
-the characters!! everything is important, and stuff like grammar often jumps out first for me... but i need to enjoy how the characters are written, and feel like theyre real people with genuine motivations and interactions. i dont mind too much if theyre not super alike to canon, as long as they feel true to the core of their personality and values.
💝 what is a fic that got a different response than you were expecting?
-i was surprised to even get comments on my barbie frankenstein one. i loved writing it and it came through so easily and comfortably, but even though i had used that moderately popular meme of reimagining barbie as a gothic protagonist as inspiration i didnt really think it would be anything but something i liked to picture existing. i was so happy to see people enjoyed it too.
🕯️(there are two questions with this candle emoji symbol? i chose the first one, idk why theres two) was there a fic that was really hard on you to write, or took you to a place you didn't think it would take you?
-the tiff fic :'^) ive always liked writing sorta dark stuff, ever since i was little, but this was on another level. sometimes i felt (and still do) feel a bit awkward bc i really do push myself to write stuff i feel a bit embarrassed or shocked by, but i do think that if i want to be a better writer it does me good to make an effort to depict stuff that makes me uncomfortable and seek to write it in a sense of finding a way to both make if effective and relatively tasteful (or at the very least in-character).
🎙️which one of your fics would you like someone to make a pod-fic of?
- i have never heard about pod-fic before, but i guess i can imagine what it is (wonder if its like an audiobook, or if it has sound effects and the like??). i would love to listen to an audiobook of the barbie frankenstein fic mostly bc i would love so so much to hear the dramatic literary dialogue ive written in kelly sheridans barbie voice. also now that i think about it i have no idea what the creature would even sound like... that would be an interesting challenge.
🤲 what do YOU get out of writing?
-practise writing in english, a sense of accomplishment (when i get to finish something!!) and every once in a while some strong validation in the form of ppl liking what i write... all of it is super valuable to me, especially practise and the push and drive to finish stuff to upload, but the validation in particular just really hits that dopamine in my brain i guess
💌 share something with us about an up-and-coming work (WIP) that has you excited!
-its from the glen and glenda fic im halfway planning! i got a few dialogues written and some scenes sketched out, but its still a long way to go. im very excited about it tho! ive grown to really love the versions of the twins ive made in my head. hopefully theyre faithful to their screen depictions while also adding a bit more depth and character building ive wanted to take them through.
#. 🦴#i just noticed a writing mistake in that screencap of my glen n glenda fic fbfnnfjfhdhd#i didnt mention it but im also super proud of my mothers day fic. its the only one i made thats short and to the point#while still being effective like. emotionally. and i like the dialogue i did for it#idk man i love writing so much and even with how much im struggling with writing now#i still get such a rush of being able to make such things by stringing words together
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Hi!! I just wanted to say that your "Holding out, just for you" fic is amazing. I can't wait for the next chapter to come to life
Also, I just LOVE the healer reader trope with some fantasy Bakugou au. I actually have some ideas in mind to write Naga Bakugou and Dragon Bakugou as well with a healer reader (but in a different way than yours). I've been having this ideas at quite some time, but I'm on a huge writing hiatus in my life 😢 But when I was reading your story I just got so excited it made me want to write something again. So thank you for being an inspiration to me ❤️ If I happen to finally write something, I'll make sure to tag you for making me inspired again (of course you don't need to read any of that 😂)
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hello hello my love!! thank you for reading and commenting on hojfy!!! i also am a big fan of anything fantasy au, like IDK I THINK IT HAS SO MUCH POTENTIAL!! and its sm fun to just- make something original thru fantasy!! so much easier and better imo than writing a pro hero fic LMFAOO but that's just me. like there r so many logistics and legalities that crop up in pro hero fics (depending on ur plot and what not of course). i hate dealing with it LMFAO id rather read em from an author who actually... knows what theyre doing LOL
i personally have never read a dragon bkg fic before. i mean, i've seen ones tht r like 'dragon king bkg' or some shit, but ive never seen him written as a dragon in fic before. so of course i was like welp! my time has come. but the problem with it is... well... I WANT TO READ A DRAGON BKG FIC NOT WRITE ONE!!!!!!!!!! like yeah if u wanna see something then write it urself but i just wanna indulge man!!!
that being said.... yes please tag me in ur fic LMFAOOOOOO i will literally inhale it. im starving for content over here sdfkjhsdkf
#sipping tea with shay#angie-1306#if anyone has actually. read a fic where bkg is a dragon pls send it to me#pleas
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just found your tumblr account and thought id give you the comments i never left on your fics. my top three are: I. “swallow my breath and take whats mine” nothing to say about this one except i live for feral sam, the fear for dean’s death and acceptance of letting himself be cannibalized just because he doesn’t want to lose him and at the end the contempt for john, for how far he’s willing to go just to train dean (his inability to understand that it is NOT normal has a whole other special flavor). it was short, lovely and heartbreaking with a je ne sais quoi in sam’s feelings towards dean. 10/10. II. “and its you that i want” this was more lighthearted, not accounting for the breakup between dean and girl X, the best part was sam needing to be used, his desire to be just a vessel for deans pleasure. also i love EVERYTHING that depicts sam’s discomfort with his size with his need to be smaller. overall the smut is so sexy and intimate and also i love the fact that theyre obsessed with each other even in another universe. i love every smith/wesson fic because i love to imagine their reactions when confronted with what they would do with each other when not being stuck with whatever inhibition theyre battling with. 12/10 just because it has smut. “souls tied intertwined by our pride and guilt” NO. WORDS. it is my most read fic on ao3 in the whole seven years ive used the platform and it was published less than a year ago. i love everything. every word, every emotion. the fic starts with the voyeur moment, dean’s guilt at the idea that it was sam’s worst terror and sam’s fear that he may have revealed too much and everything its now out in the open. “the dark side of the moon” is already a seriously angsty episode by itself, but your spin on it with their guilt, their shame and the continuous misunderstandings is lovely.
dean’s overthinking about when did he become so overwhelming to sam that he was TERRIFIED of his big brother, when did he become something that sam needed to escape from leaving for college? sams line that said he “always lived with it” had dean spiraling with guilt and shame and fear so much that he left and “threw” away the amulet. sam on the other hand is full of shame for his biggest desire is out there, the crippling need to have his brother, so debilitating that he had to escape, not from deans leering as he may think, but from his fucked up needs, his perversion of their relationship, of him feeling like he twisted up something genuine and good so much that his brother is now disgusted with him (i love when one of the two seems “disgusted” leaving the other feeling dirty and a pervert) overall i never found a fic that fit all of my reading needs as well as this one. you took a basic misunderstanding trope and spun it in a whirlwind of suffering, dejections, inhibitions and the best part GUILT AND SHAME.
i have no more words 100/10 i live for it. keep up with your writing because i live for it and eat up every single work you produce.
sorry if some bits are grammatically incorrect english is not my first language.
much love<3
anon...oh my god anon...anon...
okay so i'm thinking an autumn wedding? how soon do you think we could book a venue?? i mean, we could always elope.
but seriously, anon--holy shit. this ask made my MONTH. i don't know what i did to deserve such lovely and incredible people on this blog but i am so GRATEFUL!!!
just little responses to the comments:
EEP! thank you! desperately devoted winchesters are delicious! we see series!sam being incredibly unhinged about dean/his safety, so i was interested to explore how a pre-series!sam would navigate a situation like that.
heehee i'm glad this one was good! charlotte beta'd the first half of this fic in public, and it was quite funny to watch her (a lesbian who is also new to A/B/O) give it a read. servicetop sam is something that i love that i also don't see a lot of, so i loved being able to add some in this universe where their power dynamics are slightly shifted (in the corporate ladder sense and also alpha/omega lol). a +2 for the smut!! hell yeah!!! thank you ! :)
okay, small guilty pleasure moment, i LOVE misunderstanding tropes. admittedly in big, long pieces of fiction (fan or otherwise) in the 40k+ category, i can get tired of it, but misunderstandings are such a great way to understand and explore the interpersonal and INTRApersonal strengths/weaknesses/flaws of characters and their understanding of the world they are in. i was afraid everyone was going to hate this fic on sight bc it's written for me (and charlotte) specifically (and i've found from some very vocal and angry people that they hate misunderstandings (not on this blog, thank goodness, everyone has been lovely!)), but i am SO INCREDIBLY HONOURED AND GRATEFUL AND GLAD that you like it!!!!! i don't even have words for how much all of the comments, but this one especially, meant!!! all of your comments breaking it down made me smile wider and wider!
i hope my work continues to be entertaining, and THANK YOU again for this lovely ask!! (ps, your grammar is stellar!! much love!!!)
-lizzy <3
(pps mwah mwah mwah mwah)
#ask box#lizzy answers#anon <3#i'm going to have to start buying diamond rings for every lovely and beautiful anon on this page holy shit
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“y’all should learn how to ignore personal venty/complaining posts from writers that u disagree with or that for some weird ass reason piss u off the way u ignore the reblog button on fics”
“this is luckily not directed at my followers”
lmaoo that first passive aggressive bitchy comment towards people that follow you/read your fics, when you’re literally posting about expecting and wanting those very people to be nice to you
when you’re both the pot and kettle! that’s embarrassing for you, hon
then followed up with a tag about it not being about your followers to try to cover your ass. too late.
the first one was actually to the followers of my mutuals who are having a lot of shitty anons right now and have pretty consistently got them! i literally always post responses to those on my own blog so that my moots dont get backlash for anything I say. i would give direct examples of what im responding to from others blogs, but i again, dont want to swarm attention to my mutuals who have enough shitty anons.
not that i even have to rationalize this to u, ur clearly not actually listening to what i say. if my followers wanna believe ive turned into a bitch that hates them sure, they can. ive never had many issues with people hounding me over nothing the way that the people i follow do, and im very lucky in that!
also like. how dare i want people to be nice to me? what a cold ass take. im only gonna be bitchy to the bitchy people! its just that theyre usually hiding on anon so its not like i can go bother them on their own blogs like some people! so i have to make a passive aggressive post ❤️❤️❤️
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✨️ out of the comments youve received on your fics, what are two or three of your favorites?
just two or three???? ive got a lot of lovely comments since i began posting so i just cant choose !!! but i especially love when people comment things like my fic was Exactly what they wanted to read for x characters/ship or when they say it made their day or when they say they hadnt read fics in forever and they decided to open mine and theyre glad they did bc they loved it.... ofc all comments make me always very happy but situations like those bring me a special kind of joy i cant describe.... also i love when people get unhinged on the comments of my fics like aldjkdkdkdk i just Love reading it. i wasnt going to post pics but i spent some time reading all the comments ive ever got and got nostalgic so shoutout to these two people who commented on All the chapters of one of my fics their comments always gave me LIFE
🥳 why did you start writing fanfic?
i already liked writing in general way before writing fics! ive always loved reading since i was a little kid so at some point i just got interested in try working on my own stories and write them down as well! tbh appart from a couple of really short stories i never finished (or really got very long into) anything of what i started writing and now that i think abt it maybe that was bc i started with very high goals and expectatives. and then i got into reading fics and after a year or so of just reading them one day i was like wait i Can write my own stories abt my blorbos too! and i remember i was so excited bc i could write my fave characters in the exact situations i wanted them to be and it also turned out to be So much easier than trying to write original stories bc fics just give you so much more freedom and you dont have to worry abt coming up with characters or places bc theyre already there !! i remember the day i started writing my first fic and i was so happy and excited all the time it was really fun and im so glad i gave it a try bc its now a great hobby of mine <3
🎨 if someone were to make fanart of your work, what fic or scene would you hope to see?
ooooo i think that would be my killugon dancing au "false steps". theres only so much i can do describing them dancing with my words so it would surely be so nice to actually see art of them dancing and wearing their dancing clothes or costumes......
i also wanna say my ritsumao 5+1 fic bc i love that fic and think it would be so cute like im imagining a big picture with a little drawing of each of the six scenes and 🥺
#ask#mutuals 💜#id also say my enstars bb fic for the last one but it already has very cute art i cant wait for you to see it!!!#thank you so much the ask raeyyyy <33333#ask game
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Oh god, Famine telling Dean that hes not hungry bc hes already dead is giving me flashbacks to this one scene in a german mcyt fic I read a few years ago. It was meant to be based on V for Vendetta and it even has that line "Remember, remember the fifteenth November" except I think its actually supposed to be "Remembe, remember the fifth of November" or maybe it was the other way around ? Either way, the fanfic had the wrong line which is a sign of great quality 👍 The actual plot of the fic was that this freaky slenderman-esque man with tentacles n shit broke out of some kind of facility on the same day that some normal guy (who was still a youtuber in this universe just so you know) decided to commit suicide by jumping off a bridge and saw the Slenderman Man running around with his tentacles fully out or something ? Idk, but Slenderman Man is like "I cant risk you telling the authorities you saw me and I cant kill you even though I kill tons of people with my tentacles and other vaguely defined powers bc I only kill bad people and youre pure of heart" and he also cant just let the Youtuber Man commit suicide like he was going to I guess, so instead he takes him to his fancy minimalist apartment in the top floor of what I presume to be a public apartment building in the middle of some big metropolis and from that point on its more of a beauty and the beast story than a V for Vendatta AU (atleast I think so? Idk ive never watched or read it). So theyre bonding and whatnot (Selnderman Man is also going around killing people in the meantime btw) and one evening theyre sitting on the roof top of this tall ass apartment building together and Slenderman Man is waxing poetic about how pathetic humans are bc hes Not Human(tm) and he says smth like "when I look at humans, all I see are marionettes held up by the strings, rope, chains, take your pick, that bind them to society" and Youtuber Man is like "well, what do you see when you look at me?" and he responds "Nothing. Youre already dead"
And the reason I remember it so vividly is because this was on wattpad and on wattpad you have the option to comment on individual lines and I commented on that last line "well, he seems pretty alive for someones whos already dead" trying to make a joke, and a bunch of depressed teens decided to gather under that comment and talk in detail about their mental illnesses and comfort each other and stuff in a very serious manner and it made me so intensely uncomfortable and for like, one or two weeks straight my wattpad notifications were just clogged by this weird conversation that I wasnt even participating in
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for some reason ao3 decided to be rovinphobic today and doesnt let me comment on htbahb properly? so i thought id just paste the comment here :o
when i saw u talking abt this fic on tumblr and when you started uploading the first few chapters, i was so so excited for this story. cant believe i hit a reading slum exactly as you uploaded most of it </3 but! im back now and i immediately went back to binge read this over the last two days, it has been so much fun :D
first of all, yeah the concept is genius obviously. season 8 really dumped the wildest things on all of us and just expected us to be normal abt it huh. really glad somebody picked up the souleating storyline again, it had soo much fun potential and yeah you hit all of it.
the themes?? and narratives?? in this story?? have been driving me insane theyre so good. going from what it means to be human to is this really me if im always wearing a facade to my identity not as a human or watcher but as a hermit sososososososo good.
i have developed all the feeling for the way you portray mumbos and grians relationship like. yeah. yeah they really are that close huh. of course they end up soulmates with the most unfortunate timing possible. of course they do. i dont think ive ever felt as soft as when reading the preening scenes. ALL THE OTHER CHARACTERS TOO THO like skyduo!!!!!!!!! siblinghood is real they invented it. impulse scar everyone!! adored scar taking jellie to the void with him bc ofc. ofc he would.
and the scene with jimmy ooo he really is Your Guy huh. "Jimmy held his secrets so close to his chest that people never even knew he had them" ough ough ough ough ough my man my boy my lad. i think having read the listerner!jimmy fic before that also added soso much.
grian really saw the dream smp and said no thank u <3 and i think that was very correct of him
BUT YEAH overall? amazing writing epic characterizations so many little lines that made me stop and just rethink how i think abt these characters haha. i am afraid i must plagiarize all of your ideas in my brian 😔 ur watcher concepts are simply too good to not be canon
I HOPE U HAVE A GREAT TIME WRITING THE SEQUEL I CANT WAIT TO SEE IT
ROVINNNN MY ABSOLUTE BELOVED <3333333 first things first thank you so much for this ask i have read it over and over and i love it <333 also i would have replied to it the day you sent it but you send it like. just a few hours before i got on a plane to go to canada so i ended up a Bit Distracted and did not answer so so sorry
IM SO GLAD YOU LIKED THE THEMES!!! i go a bit insane everytime anyone comments on them because it is by far my favorite thing that i did with the fic, which was explore that concept of humanity/inhumanity/self-identity.
mumbo and grian's relationship...they make me ill! they make me ill. it's like...idk as much as LOVE desert duo, when it comes to my own writing i seem to just write mumbo and grian over and over again. they're just so. yeah. <3 im glad you like the preening scenes there will likely be more of them. it's just such an easily intimate type of scene you know? and the fact that grian up until this point has most done it alone (minus pearl helping sometimes), which is pretty uncomfortable and tedius when he can't easily reach his own back. and im so glad you appreciate scar taking jellie into the void he would never abandon her <3 it was one of my fave funny/lighthearted parts of the series
SLDFKJSLFJSFKFSF YEAH. YEAH JIMMY IS MY GUY. in a fic about grian and mumbo i manage to still insert jimmy solidarity brainrot into it. he'll be in the sequel too--not in any major role but i promise you he will There at some point because empires minorly factors into it. I'M SO GLAD THAT YOU LOVED THAT LINE. i know that i say every line someone quotes is my favorite but that might actually be one of my favorites in the whole fic. the Lonesome Dreams backstory for jimmy was in the works for a long time before I ever wrote the fic, since i came up with that before i even came up with htbahb. so I absolutely intended everything from that fic to be implicated in that line <3 also you're right, i think lonesome dreams does add to it. i may or may not put it in the series, but lonesome dreams is also planned to work with other series as well, so idk
AND YESSS THE DSMP REFERENCE i had a lot of fun with it. i chose blue and gold for the door because it reminded me of l'manberg uniforms and was less obvious than green for dream. i also like my other slight dsmp-adjacent throwaway in mcc too, where when mumbo joins the server tommy comments in chat about seeing him as a father figure (mcc19 does take place after that one collab video...just sayin')
thank you for this review i loved every second of reading it <3333 i hereby give u and other authors permission to take my headcanons and ideas. if u like directly copy/reference a bunch of things, i'd like a shoutout but otherwise i dont care because i dont own ideas and anything anyone writes is likely to be different anyway because it's their brain you know? so def feel free to use anything here <3
i am having a great time writing the sequel!! i actually have an update (not...chapter update. status update) to post no it later this week :eyes: because i finally reached a point where i can make proper progress on it. aka i was able to work out a lot of details and planning and am in the midst of writing it as fast as i can
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