#like at this point I'm literally crying

[an-au-blog]

Listen, I cant get over'em, so in my breaks i've been drawing this. I love them 🖤

ohhh myyyy 0_0

When I saw this I literally stopped breathing for a solid minute, like I slapped a hand over my face to stop myself from screaming! I'M STILL TREMBLING LIKE THIS IS SO AMAZING I LOVE IT SO MUCH ZSEXDRCTFVGYBHUNJM

thank you so much you have no idea how much this makes me happy! I love you if I ever get my grubby hands on you I will give you a hug so tight I'll squeeze the life out of you :''D

#WAZESXDRCTFVGYBHUNIJMKO #I LITERLY SCREMED IN THE GC AND MY FRIEND GOT SO WORRIED ABT ME BC HE DIDN'T KNOW IF IT WAS A GOOD OR BAD CREAM #i am in love ;-; #like at this point I'm literally crying #shuggy #shanks x buggy #buggy x shanks #answers #op #college au #for those who don't know go read my fic ig

[lastoneout]

catch me outside the club crying about yotsuba's dad being a better parent than most of the adults who raised me

#yotsubato #yotsuba #yotsuba&! #like sadly in this day and age the concept of not yelling at a child when they mess up #is still revolutionary #but I'm glad that it's becoming more common #and that there are examples like this to point to #that hit the nail on the head #children are supposed to make mistakes #and we're supposed to be there to help them learn #and we dont do that by yelling or punishing them #we do it with compassion and love #ANYWAY THIS LITERALLY MAKES ME CRY SO MUCH

[5-pp-man]

they really said "it's better to live life while imperfect and disgraceful than to die perfect and beautiful without ever really living at all."

#migi to dali #THIS FUCKING EPISODE MANNNNN #cried again. #i like how his expression isnt perfectly symmetrical as he says this. helps drive home the point even more #akiyama kun came in clutch again. i like how he literally only addressed migi though. like he did not even look at anyone else in the room. #AND THE GHOST OF MICCHAN SAVING THE BOYS. I COULD CRY. #one more episode. just one more. lord help me I'm gonna miss these little freaks. #ON GOD WE'RE GONNA GET THESE BOYS AND THEIR FRIENDS AND FAMILY SOME CHERRY PIE!!! #the thing I'm most curious abt is seeing the sonoyama's reactions to their son being two people. #well technically three and one is in jail now so. yikes. #tedpost #tedtalks

[theetwinkleboy]

just. came across this panel and got unexpectedly and wildly emotional about aizawa becoming a dad. because like. he cares about his students, he's shown time and time again that he'll push them and fight for them against villains and the media and he'll go to his last breath to protect them but like. they're hero students and he's their teacher and he's tough and strict because he has to be to keep them alive. but then like--

it's morning and he's doing her hair. he's got the hair ties with the little baubles on them and he's doing her hair and she's been through so much crap and aizawa's never shown being demonstrably affectionate or enthusiastic around her the way that izuku and mirio are but like. he's been her dependable quiet shadow every time she's shown up in the manga so far, and he doesn't have to be strict or tough with her because what she needs isn't someone to teach her how to save others, it's someone that she can trust to be there when she needs, someone she can trust to do her hair with little bauble hair ties in the morning.

#i'm rambling i'm like incoherent #i'm sorry i literally just got to this panel and started? crying?? #it's FINE i have more thoughts but they're all wrapped up in oboro and eri and how they both underwent experimentation that #remade them so much that they can't remember how to want things or like things or smile #and. how both of them are tied so inextricably to aizawa and aizawa doesn't even know about oboro yet at this point #but like. i want those two to meet #and i also want to explore how aizawa's survivor's guilt intersects with this whole mess bc like. #him becoming a dad--like everything else--is in some way tied up in that trauma #i jsut don't have words for it rn #aizawa shouta #eri bnha #tt reads bnha

[helmarok]

i'm always thinking about this line

#ganon rambles #mcsm #mcsm petra #AGHHHHH AHHHHHH #i feel insane #bursted out laughing over 'you tend to push people away' #yasss feeding into her idea that people abandon her because there's something wrong with her 😋 #yeah i'll make your mental illness worse #but anyways it makes sense #you meet her and she's completely alone as opposed to everyone else who already has their established friend groups #and also her line in episode 5 about getting used to having people who worry about her or whatever it was #and she is like a different person in the witherstorm arc lol. #well granted there was the death illness/amnesia but like. #my point... im always crazy about how she goes from closed off and cool abd lonely to like #...crying about her friends #like !!! ahahahahahahahahahaha #literally the most well written character in this stupid game and ashley johnson is such a good va too god #i'm supposed to be doing chores but i had to sit down and talk about petra. grown adult btw

[skunkes]

severe and extreme exaggeration but igts so crazy how ive been having the Energy and Drive to do lots of comms lately but when I calculate everything its like. yey i finally have the energy to do 50 comms this month ^_^!! how much will that earn me? and the answer is like. $300

#genuinely what it feels like haalp #talkys #i know its also on me for not raising prices but like. T_T i refuse to go higher on chibis....! theyre CHIBIS theyre meant to be quick and #simple for me I'm not gonna charge more for something thats not even rendered or with a background.... #like the real solution is to take less chibis and offer other more expensive comms #so its less art for more $$$ but my other comms also arent very high price... #bc i havent honed my skills there...and also i still feel nervous and ashamed of my art + skills....aroo #non chibis being Not Chibis and more expensive leaves more room for messing up and disappointment. and freaking out over potential #disappointment to the point where im nearly crying thru a comm bc of how ugly it is. augh #(also clarifying im not blaming my clients im literally the guy setting the prices) #bc i dont want anyone seeing dis and feeling bad #it is not anyones fault #wagooobnhnnnn

[electrosquash]

People always talking about "eat the rich" but when i, the Atlantic Ocean,

#yeah sorry but i've just seen a take literally telling someone “you NEED to show empathy!” and i'm done. #do u really care for these people or are you using this situation to prove how morally superior you are by virtue of your limitless empathy #well mine is limited and i'm not gonna pretend otherwise just for humanity points ™ #drowning cw #shipwreck cw #death cw #vent #oceangate #ps being disgusted and shocked with what's arguably one of the most horrible ways to die is genuinely valid #and i'm not hoping for anyone's death. in fact i don't need to. they're dead. and i hope the search&rescue crew gets called back asap #but some of y'all sound a little bit like the people crying “it's distasteful to speak ill of the dead” when elizabeth II died

[forbiddennhoney]

would y'all still think I'm hot if i slammed my head into a wall repeatedly until i started bleeding?

#personal #the autism is autisming today (negative) #i am literally at a point of 1x/wk meltdowns #and ofc they keep happening around important times #and it doesn't help I'm having severe anxiety again about taking up too much space #and it doesn't help that i know exactly what's going on now bc i cant even go “idk what's happening the world is ending” #and it doesn't help that bc of that it's really hard to talk to ppl and feel heard #and it doesn't help that this feeling never will go away even with medication bc I've alr TRIED all that already #and it doesn't help people think i haven't or that i need to be told to talk to a doctor Abt these things even though i AM #and it doesn't help that the only thing that will help this stop is going home and crying my eyes out #and it doesn't help that i cant do that #and it doesn't help I'm busy for the next 3 days #i wholly and truly may bail on my plans tomorrow bc like i cant do this and i cant bail on today's #bc i already feel like a shitty friend to this person cause of a genuine mistake #ugh

[femmeidiot]

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#about to cry (well actually I cried a little about to cry more) thinking about the conversations ive been avoiding having with my parents #for literally like 15 years or more at this point #and when I was a teenager I had so much anger toward them or at least towards my dad that I could have so easily cut contact #but now I've like half healed from stuff and I know I'm just gonna tear open the wound again when I talk to them #and I don't know I'm just thinking it'll hurt worse if they treat me like shit about it at this point #I can just never talk to them and keep hiding most of my life from them forever

[claudia-kishi]

🥰🥰🥰

#magnum pi #magnum p.i. #rjs*: new #magnumpiedit #thomas magnum #juliet higgins #otp: you're a very important part of my day #mpi s5 #the breaking point #i would like it to be known this is quite literally my favorite scene for them like ever like id man #first of all she's adorable #second of all it's just the TOAST MAKING #third she's just so soft here bro i'm in tears i'm collapsing i'm crying

[true-blue-sonic]

I think TSR played a big part in the "crybaby that wouldn't hurt a fly" perception of Silver. Silver in that game can't even comprehend other people's aggression. I think that combined with how meek and even fearful he's often drawn in IDW creates that impression of him(he cowers in fear at Blaze's flames and nervously holds her in Victory Garden and that isn't the only instance of him being frightened in that series)

About TSR, I definitely agree. Though, I looked into it more before to see if Silver would meekly let Lanolin scold him without talking back in IDW issue 63, and Silver actually does have good scenes in the English localisation! For example, he is shown at least twice to be right on Eggman's tail about what he is doing with Dodon Pa and the Ultimate Energy Engine, and even talks to Eggman once without immediately letting himself be shot down when Eggman insults him.

....But then the localisation put in that fucking Trash Talk Scene and UGH. I looked at the Japanese version, and especially Sonic is just so much more easier to bear there. The thing is, the essence of what the localisation seemed to want to convey in their conversation is absolutely there. Sonic is a bit teasing and competitive, Silver is somewhat awkward and cannot really convey what is bothering him. But Japanese!Sonic, you know, tells Silver multiple times to not worry. That they're friends who haven't seen each other in a while and that he thus would like to race with Silver because he enjoys it. He does joke a bit with Silver's worries, but when Silver expresses frustration he backtracks and goes right back to encouragement once more. None of that dumb "I'm gonna badly beat youuuuu" "I'm gonna make you look sillyyyyyy get your head in the gameeeee" "I'm gonna feed my car to youuuuu", and so on. That's not expressing happiness at being able to race with a friend who hasn't been around in a while, that's just being a smug jerk waving your self-confidence into someone's face who clearly is not interested. And then you continue ragging him on while he tries to talk about his worries, which you keep shooting down in favour of your bragging. Bah. One of English-TSR!Sonic's worst moments, imo. Not helped by Silver's altogether awful responses, like "I'm not hungry, but thanks", and not to mention the "I'm so gonna own you!" "Okay." from the racing start. Like Silv, bruh, you're constantly sneering at and mocking other racers on the track in multiple games, show some bite??? And, as seems to be happening with most of Silver's mischaracterisation by fandom, this one event gets cherrypicked to show that he's just Complete UwU Baby Who Cannot Trash Talk So Cute So Cinnamon Roll If You Look At Him Funny He'll Drown In His Own Tears.

....Yeah. Sigh. Even worse because he's got multiple good moments otherwise.

Anyway, onwards to my other current Silver-related dislike in the Sonic franchise, namely IDW! Because he can indeed be drawn strangely there, and definitely cowering like you said in your ask. Though, a Silver with huge starry eyes and shit when things go right for the heroes for a change is HELLA ooc as well. Give Tangle her stripes and tail back please :/

In my mind, Tangle was similarly starry-eyed in issue 9 as Silver in issue 26, but Silver is WORSE there. In what world is Silver more of a Manic Pixie Dream Genki Girl than Tangle???

And the annoying thing is that also in IDW he's got, in my opinion, great moments! The battle with Zomom in #28 is a no-nonsense, well-coordinated fight between Silver and Whisper wherein Silver can convey what he believes in when he gets jeered at, while showing off some slick psychic moves. In issue 30, Silver gets tons of moments to shine: he's a massive help in Sonic's attempt to reach the final Emerald with Metal Sonic on multiple fronts (carrying the Emeralds, using his powers to block the blows from that gigantic Zavok while not dropping them, getting to Sonic at the very last second so he can turn Super in time, etc.). And even if the Super battle against the gigantic Zavok goes by in mere seconds (which the comic lampshades itself), the scene wherein Sonic and Silver remove the Metal Virus from the world with Silver's PK is one I quite like as well. It shows further good coordination between Sonic and Silver, nobody is being a smug jerk, they know what they should do to save the world and do it smoothly. So also in IDW there are definitely moments to be found where Silver is just his IC self, where I would even go so far as to say that for a good 80% or so in issue 63 he is too.

...But, of course, people only look at the moments wherein he's Being Baby to support the fact that He Is Baby, so there's not a lot of people paying attention to those issues in favour of others that have him far more flanderised and dumb. For example, I quite like Victory Garden because I like the idea Silver would start a garden and seeing Blaze and Silver interact, but it doesn't give much respect for his powers (he can't even carry a bunch of equipment at once, or not slap himself right in the face with it?), throws in an obligatory It's No Use reference because Evan wrote this*, and adds some silly faces and poses here and there on him as well. And there you have it: uwu baby Silver! Not to mention the absolutely awful way Sonic treated him in issue 8, where I'd say the TSR conversation was actually bearable compared to that. Plus the fact Silver is just regularly drawn all throughout the comic as wide-eyed cute boyo in all sorts of goofy kid poses, to the point where Evan actually toned down some of her sketches for #8. (I believe there is a second example when he and Sonic first see Whisper, but Tumblr's search function is shit as always.) So yeah, both the art of IDW and the way Silver is written there tends to be on the meh side in my opinion and furthermore makes him a nice punching bag for everyone else, sigh, and those are the exact moments other fans seem to focus on for their idea of what Silver acts like in favour of actual more IC moments.

I do not know enough about what appears to be one of the root causes of this mischaracterisation of Silver: namely Archie, the stories of the various issues Silver was in, and the fandom's general mindset at the time. But I know enough to realise that Silver was just written plain awfully there, and it bothers me that Silver The Punching Bag (both by comic characters and writers alike, really) from that comic just seems to have gotten carried right over into IDW next. And now we indeed have fans see Silver as a massive cry-baby with half a braincell who won't be able to walk two steps without perishing from something, which is fine if that is how you want to portray him for your fanwork! But it is not what an IC Silver is like, yet especially the comics portray him like that too. I will readily say that Silver seems tough to get down because he's gotten a very 'dual' personality between rude determinist and friendly world-admirer, but the fandom, comic writers, and localisers alike focus far too heavily on that latter part and twist him into someone he simply is not. And since I like seeing both parts of that personality come into play and I do not like Silver being drawn like Tangle (wide-eyed, goofy, Silly Poses Of Enthusiasm) while displaying an altogether awfully unfitting personality (dumb, overly innocent with a complete lack of rudeness or smugness, constantly being set up to be mocked by other characters), I do not like how this characterisation is what has become so pervasive in the fandom's mindset, either.

#*for the record I've been disliking the forced It's No Use references Evan gives him all the time since The Silver Age from Archie and prior #long post #silver the hedgehog #team sonic racing #idw sonic #and I really do not want to call anyone out! but like... I see a post like 'if Silver was in TMOSTH and asked to be the killer he couldn't- #-do it he'd be crying his heart out immediately' [paraphrased] and I'm like where. who. what Silver. #'06 Silver? Down for murder IMMEDIATELY and took *multiple* talking-to's by various characters to back down from it #Rivals Silver just *yote* Sonic over an entire island to get rid of his ass and spend half of the game sneering at everyone #he just mocked Knuckles out of nowhere and then *repeated that* when Knuckles was like 'tf u say' #in Rivals 2 he and Espio left Eggman Nega to literally ROT AWAY (trapped!) in a burning hell dimension with an awakened fire demon in it #in Generations Silver expresses *happiness* at a rematch for the battle wherein he tries to crush Sonic under his Meteor Smash!! #in Forces he was the first to suggest sending the Rookie into dangerous Eggman territory as a distraction #and like one of the points of his character is that HE DOES NOT CRY. He cried ONCE and that is when his best friend sacrificed herself- #-for him in the sacrifice he was first planning to make himself but couldn't do #there is *no* other game wherein Silver cries or is shown *so* flanderised as the comics make him when it comes to goofiness- #-(except *maybe* that one scene in TSR) #aight rant concluded

[bobbinalong]

insane things going on on twitter over this drawing of dick:

#that's not even the whole conversation #it started by me pointing pointing out that jason's a redhead on the same drawing when that's not canon anymore #after they asked why dick's brown #like they're just both my interpretations of the characters at this point both equally non-canon #and then they pulled out panels of redhead jason bc yeah that USED to be canon so it's massively different right lmao #and then they started crying about being called racist as you can see #and like. i'm not an authority on racism i'm a white person at the end of the day #but literally what other reason could there be to ask 'why is dick brown' under my silly goofy robins post

[angel-of-sweet-revenge]

When your friend needs you to be there to comfort them, but you have no energy for serious conversations and so you're stuck wondering if youre being a selfish asshole or if youre justified in not wanting to be the one to sort their problems out

#vent #its not like they didnt offer to hear my problems. but i just dont want to talk about. or anything #i dont want serious conversations. i dont want to have to worry about other people. i just cant. #im just so fucking exhausted and i dont know if its talking to them and feeling drained by the fact that theyre going through something- #-and that i need to be the therapist or if im just sick. again. #plus yesterday i slept late. my mum made me cry (i think she was just tired out by that point in the day so i doubt it was personal) #and just #im fucking tired ok #and I'm sorry im a bad friend #i just dont have energy. i want to have good energy around me to try give me some. #but when theyre upset it gets into me and drains me and I've been there as much as i can but i just cant right now. im too tired #i know im a shitty person but literally everyone got to be a shitty person at my expense so isnt it my fucking turn? #and then assuming i was acting like that to hurt them. I DO NOT WANT TO HURT ANYONE. IF WE HAVE A FIGHT I WANT TO MOVE ON. #I'm not gonna be caught up in it if we resolved it #but yeah. long story short they're going through shit and i feel like shit #and i think them going through shit is what makes me feel like shit. because i worry about them #and they can lash out on me #i just dont know anymore. i dont know if im an awful person or not #last year i broke up with a friend and my mum said I'll do the same with the next friend #it wasnt my fault #that friend ghosted me #im trying not to be her rn too and im scared that ive been in the wrong im scared im a shitty person too #but at the same time im too done to even really care #i just wanna stop fucking feeling all this and just get on with my day

[myyoungroyalsblog]

This hit too close to home damn

God mental health can be such a bitch sometiems

Also when he said this I just wanted to give him a hug

#it just baffles me cause I KNOW that there r people out there that don't feel like this and I'm just like #how do you do it?? what's your secret??? #no seriously how?? #cause if someone is dissapointed in me or raises their voice just a bit (not necessarily at me) I'll just start crying #god I felt this #I wanna give him a hug #and yeah fuck those fans who r literally stalkers and harassers by this point #they aint even real fans #edvin ryding #young royals cast #young royals #mine #queue

[licorishh]

Replayed Modern Warfare 3 2011 on Veteran tonight and goooooooood night. Blood Brothers never gets any easier to watch no matter how many times you've done it and the ending really never misses huh

I apologize for the amount of yapping in the tags I reread it all on mobile and started giggling because it went on for so long but eh. Blessed are those who won't shut the freak up and all that

#call of duty #modern warfare 3 2011 #i just. wow. wow wow wow wow wow #i've played these three games so many times over the last several years and i just. #they literally. never get old. #loose ends and blood brothers will never not make me cry and endgame and dust to dust will never not make me smile so hard #ending it with price smoking the cigar like he did in the first mission in the first game wHEN HE FIRST MET SOAP JUST UGHHHHHH. #i know y'all don't care but i don't care that y'all don't care i could literally yap about this until i shrivel up and die #i have never ever ever in my LIFE seen poetic justice played out so beautifully like it is at the very end #JUST. WOW. WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW. WOW WOW. WOW #they do not frickin make games like that anymore DADGUM #i also forgot how frickin sad down the rabbit hole is?? like jeez louise they didn't have much screen time but gosh #i also have never in my life heard such gut-wrenching anguish from a grown man in my life like price in that one scene #I KNOW Y'ALL KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT THAT MAN MAKES ME FULL ON S O B IN THAT PART HE HAD NO BUSINESS #anyway i'll keep cutely living in denial and pretending literally any of the main characters besides price and nikolai are fine <3 #foley and dunn and their team seemed just fine at the end of modern warfare 2 so i will accept that small mercy #at this point these games have taken everything else i love away from me so #y'all probably think i'm wild for how insane i get over these games but the nostalgia bit is a big part of it as well #like they're honestly in my opinion genuinely the greatest video games of all time #but the fact that i have that connection with my dad makes it so special #crazy cause he said he also cried in blood brothers and my dad is 54 and i have seen him cry one (1) other time in my entire life #heck infinity ward but also bless them i hope the devs live long beautiful wonderful prosperous delightful exciting fulfilling lives #Lord bless them and their entire bloodline for the contributions they have made to humanity not even joking #AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE FREAKING SOUNDTRACKS DO NOT GO THERE OAUSYDJAKAKDN #MW2 AND MW3 CREDITS. EXTRACTION POINT. COUP DE GRACE. RETREAT AND REVEILLE. CONTINGENCY. PARIS SIEGE. PRAGUE HOSTILITIES. RUSSIAN WARFARE. #UGHHHHHHHGHHHH everything about these games is so unbelievably perfect and immaculate #i have got to get over my art block NOWWWWWWWWWW #makarov is also the best villain i've ever seen idc bro he's frickin awesome #i mean obviously he's horrible and a disgustingly evil human being but as a character he's stupidly well-written

[dazais-guardian-angel]

kinda wild to me that one of the most compelling aspects of both Chuuya and Kunikida's characters to me, that I never really see talked about, is how they're heavily set on a doomed crash course towards complete and utter destruction, and how I am so, so worried for them both.....

#bungou stray dogs #been thinking a lot about chuuya lately (shocking for me i know (said with no sarcasm truly lmao it is rare for me)) #cause of the 15 manga and also playing the fucking jeht quest in genshin impact ugh (where's the one dual genshin bsd fan who Understands) #but like this pressure has been building up for chuuya for so long due to being used and manipulated by all these people #first the sheep then mori then verlaine then still mori now #he was groomed since childhood just like dazai #but unlike dazai he didn't have an oda to help him get out of the mafia........ he's still stuck there #and his personality is different from dazai's. dazai was more self-aware imo (but still a groomed emotionally abused kid don't get me wrong #but chuuya's whole thing is needing to belong and wanting a leader to be loyal to but ending up in positions of leadership himself #which makes him feel pressured but he accepts and stifles any negative feelings just because he wants to belong #and all this crushed him with the events in the light novels and yeah he went through character growth but he's...... Still In The Mafia... #and that fucking scene asagiri added to the cannibalism stage play i don't think hardly anyone even knows about bc IT'S NOT DISCUSSED ANYMO #where mori emotionally manipulates him with the flags!!! and it deeply hurts him!!! and he presumably deals with that shit all the time!!! #it is WORRISOME. it WORRIES ME okay. #chuuya doesn't have anyone who can save him from the mafia (dazai is in no position to okay; it's all he can do just to try to save himself #and it's so so scary. it spells awful things for him. #didn't asagiri say he'd have a rough path or something??? and he added that fucking scene in the play!!! it haunts me!! #i fully expected this shit to hit a turning point in the meursault arc but we can't have nice things i guess #and as for kunikida a;lskdfl (took me this long to get to him oop) literally the ending of Entrance Exam (the novel) is just #One Big Foreshadowing for Kunikida's downfall #he's compared to the azure king for a reason. Sasaki saw the azure king in him for a reason. it's fucking worrying!!!!! #there hasn't really been anything like that since in the manga (just like for chuuya lol ugh) but he's TERRIBLE at coping with his trauma #and it only gets more apparent once shit hit the fan in the doa/hunting dogs/meursault arc #it's not good!!! i'm worried for kunikida too!!!! #even if the manga isn't focusing on this these worries are always in the back of my mind man #both kunikida and chuuya are doomed to hit some kind of breaking point eventually and i await those moments with dread yet anticipation #i want dazai to be able to save kunikida from the despair being too good a person brings the way he couldn't save oda #and chuuya.... if we get a scene with him & mori mirroring the one in dark era where dazai finds out that mori orchestrated the kids' death #oh man i think i'll fucking die (give it to me i need to cry)