#letters to my baby self

[pagan-posting]

Listen. Abandoning the idea of what a proper pagan is was the most rewarding experience. Your intuition is stronger than you think.

This isn't a science. You don't have to treat it like one. Go with your heart, go with your intuition. It will help you grow more than you've ever dreamed of.

#Letters to my younger self #Patron Speaks #pagan #paganism #pagan witch #witchblr #hellenic polytheism #helpol #norse heathen #polytheist #baby witch

[thawedberry]

“don’t you worry about your curly hair two tails.”

#regardless of this being a sonic post the song; letter to my 13 year old self is so comforting to those of indigenous people #my baby boy tails #i love tails and laufey and people in general #sonic is tails’ big brother thank goodness for him #miles tails prower #sonic the hedgehog #sth #sonic #tails the fox #sonic idw #tails miles prower #angst #miles tails prower angst #im begging for tails to be real #tails idw #its okay to be different #Spotify

[sbc-moved]

Hey. I’m just saying.

He probably enjoys ice skating. Idk.

#okay listen #he doesn’t NEED to twirl when he jump. but he does #and he’s clearly having fun with it #if the level gives this man ice he is going to skate !!!! #idk he’s obviously enjoying it #he’s so cute dw baby I’ll take you skating #self shipping #f/o gush #mario #⭐️🍄you’re my superstar #♡.love letters

[arowrath]

swear to god i am going to bawl my eyes out when this letter comes regardless of what it says

#text #i wrote that letter fully expecting i wouldnt be alive to read it and.. 3 months from now i'll get it . man . #i thought i was sending it on my 21st bday but ig not. no idea why i chose march 3rd but ?? #suicide mention #a lot fo the other letters are just me going btwn 'i hate myself and want to die' and 'i love you i hope youre okay' like you are a baby :( #be nice to yourself u are literally a child :( #rocking up to the doorstep of my 13 year old self like I love you.also there are other people in our head

[smile-files]

current favorite activity: listening to hot freaks' entire discography while drawing on my chromebook in a dark room

#melonposting #it's very enriching #i've listened to everything on their self-titled album so far #my favorite songs have got to be write me letters and outset island and baby boy #the last of which is soooo heart and star grt3d <- top 10 sentences only i would understand

[hekateinhell]

Today was the first time it occurred to me that I popped my porn writing cherry earlier this year writing about Armand's asshole 🥹🙏🏼 but it's just such a full circle moment for me because I lived the most rigid, religiously sheltered life until I picked up TVA at age twelve and was scandalized beyond belief LMAO

#i had one last thing to say before the sleeping aid kicks in #armand taught me about switiching and topping i didn't know! the extent of my sex ed at home was 'babies come out of your belly button'!!! #anyway i hope one day anne will be proud of me #no armand was harmed in my self-discovery i promise #he's six letters on a page please believe me about this

[whatohitsonfirewelp]

Y’ALL ARE GONNA MAKE ME SOB LIKE A BABY ALL OVER AGAIN

#going through the gotg3 tag #and y’all are making me tear up #this movie was SUCH a masterpiece #the perfect closure for all the fuck ups those brothers did #and just #god #James Gunn really fucking did it #beginning to end he tied the story together #I have loved these chador years and I am so so so happy and proud of them #I dearly miss the gamora I watched grow #and I am so excited for this ogher gamora to find her people #because she DOES deserve that even if she isn’t My gamora #and Peter quill you lovable dumbass I’m so happy your healing after all this time I’m so fucking happy for you #drax oh Drax who’s main goal was revenge for his family for SO long who found a new family and it’s grown so much and he gets to be a DAD #mantis who came in a little late but I adore you and I love you and I hope you find yourself and I think you’ve already started to do that #groot oh baby groot who I loved and who I watched die who I watched grow up oh how you’ve grown up and I’m so so Proud of you #nebula who I’ve seen grown SO much and is also healing I love you I love you I love you and your anger and your pain and your growth #ROCKET ROCKET you’re not running anymore you’re not running away you’ve come SO far and I am so so proud #guys my tags are a love letter to them okay because it’s about the self healing and found family and love for each other but also yourself #whatoh back at it again #gotg spoilers #gotg3

[lexa-griffins]

I don't think there's enough daddy Clarke and babygirl Lexa fics 😔 I wanna see my soft commander being commanded

The fact that when you search on ao3 "daddy clarke" or "babygirl lexa" you get the exact opposite results its my villain origin story 😔

I am whoever committed to, by my own damn hand, bring the daddy!clarke / babygirl!lexa number up!! I promise you that! This is my presidential campaign speech! My promise to you!! We WILL make the commander be commanded! And we weill let daddy!clarke rise from the ashes!

#letter opened #this is my small political party with around 10 voters speech! #i DO have an au where lexa is like a full time sugar baby/babygirl type #she self made herself a sugar daddy and now she's gonna use it! 😌 #and clarke is just 99% of the time in either a suit or far too much leather #and just an artist so shes got that tormented soul that makes her fuck harder :) #ive actually had a daddy clarke and a baby girl lexa pinterest board for some years now 😅 #hey you gotta make your own content xD

[bo0zey]

me, afraid to develop a benzo addiction so doesn’t take any of my prescribed clonazepam for >1yr : eek!!😨😰no thx!!😓😓

me, 1 year of worsening escapist behavior + 6.5mg klonopin later: now THIS is the shit im talkin bout😎😎🤤🤤

#IM NOT CONDONING DRUG ABUSE PLSSS TAKE UR PRESCRIPTIONS AS PRESCRIBED!! #benzodiazepines are only rlly addictive if the person starts abusing them. not if ur taking them as prescribed #also i can’t just keep doing this on the regular degular ok this was a blip in the simulation #i just had an awful spiraling start to my day at 6am and just wanted to sleep away the pain of realizing i’ll never have my mom again #everything i wanted someone to feel abt me everything i wanted them to say that they love me that they’re proud that they’re going to miss #i was so desperate to be comforted i even left my room and went up to my dad before he left for work and he didn’t even notice the tears #then the waterworks started and my dad finally hugged me against his chest #i felt so small like a child 22 year old me jsut wanted to be comforted by her dad like #like a child all over again #but ik i had to get it together i couldn’t be a child forever so i let go #i went back to my room n i couldn’t qualm the sobbing abandoned child within i couldn’t give her her mom back #all i could do to make this anxiety this pain this desire to see her again right now now now. #all i could do was take my anxiolytic and hope it put me to sleep. just for a little while #i only wanted to sleep for just a little while until the storm passed and i woke up n forgot what it feels like to miss my momma #she wrote her last letter to me and i spiraled at her words #‘i’m really going to miss YOU’ as i tell myself over and over i don’t rlly miss her i’m numb to her absence #‘ our coffee dates. car rides. shopping’ i don’t remember any of those things not clearly at least #’sitting in the couch together holding your hand while running my fingers through all that hair of yours’ #that’s all i want . someone to run their fingers through my hair. but she’s not here anymore no one wants to love me like she did #‘you know your self worth like i taught you when you were just an itty bitty little baby’ #how would she feel now if she knew my self worth was 0 it’s nothing i’m worthless i’m alive to be used n abused i’m not worth anythin #not worth anything good #i always thought she was my best friend. in her letter she said i was her best friend .i always thought my feelings were one sided. but no #she said she’d look at me and it was like looking into a mirror #now when i look into a mirror i don’t recognize the reflection they’re a stranger to me #was she my mirror too??? and now that she’s gone i don’t know who i am anymore???? #if she’s gone i might as well be gone too #these awful thoughts needed to stop i needed to sleep so i took 12x the amt im supposed to #it’s not gonna happen again. but i won’t lie it was nice while it lasted #ramblings

[pagan-posting]

Hey there. Normalize unconventional divination or worship. Just because it's not in a book or an article does not invalidate what helps you.

Is your relationship with your deity different from other practitioners? Who cares. It's your personal journey. This isn't an organized religion, you have the ability to pace yourself, think outside the box and learn what works for you as an individual.

#hellenic polytheism #loki deity #norse heathen #apollo deity #lord apollo #artemis deity #lady artemis #baby witch #pagan witch #witchblr #letters to my youngrr self

[wild-at-mind]

Maybe I will get top surgery purely to avoid dealing with mammogram appointments in whatever state the NHS is in by the time I reach the age to get them!!

#booked a cervical smear months ago it was meant to be in november #they #moved the appointment twice and then cancelled on the day #no automatic reschedule so i rang for a new one within the week #receptionist said there was nothing available within the 6 weeks or so her diary went up to so i would have to wait a few weeks #before ringing again so naturally i forgot for a while #now today i get a fucking letter saying 'we knooooow you don't wanna get it cause you're scard and a big baby!!! ' #and 'let us know if you want to be removed from the screening register!' #and i'm like FFS I TRIED TO GET ONE #it really pissed me off becuase i'm unwell and feeling shitty about myself at the moment #like you try and advocate for your own health and fall back at every turn and hte NHS treats you like you're incapable #and to be really clear i'm not calling anyone who has real and valid reasons for not wanted a smear test babies #absolutely not but what in my case it was NOT a case of not wanting to get one #also i acknowledge that having the NHS at all is a privilege please don't lecture me i beg you please #how much do i have to self flagellate first before i complain about the NHS to make certain americans happy #now if you'll excuse me i have to go and cry in frustration

[sbc-moved]

We’re back we’re Mario posting

HES SO COOL AND HES SO BRAVE :(((((

Likes he’s so courageous and so. So selfless I love him so much. Despite literally getting his ass HANDED to him he knows that his friends need him he knows he has to step in and he DOES. HE DOESNT EVEN THINK ABOUT. Despite bowser literally BEATING HIM he gets back up no questions asked and he STAND TALL AND PUFFS HIS CHEST OUT. He’s my hero :((

And like. He’s kinda cocky about it??? Like his little smirk and his little. Fucking quip. He is fully aware he is getting on this turtle’s nerves.

Anyway I love him I love him so much. He’s so brave and strong and handsome and I’m in love with him.

#I love this movie I love this man #I wanna treat all his. injuries n patch him up :(( my poor baby #I wish he would take it easy please stop getting yourself hurt you are stressing me out #Mario #f/o gush #self shipper #⭐️🍄you’re my superstar #♡.love letters

[furoruisa]

#benvi #this is so self indulgent #but is also a love letter to my soft babies #ben x devi #they make my heart melt

[ayyponine]

one thing i do love is how much better and more comfortable i've gotten w job hunting. like it's actually kinda fun at this point.

#in my early 20s it was fucking hell. like yr a baby youre nothing youre nobody get some experience you absolute loser #now i STILL dont have the degrees lol but i do have SOME experience and some more fuken self respect as a full fellow adult yknow #(it helps knowing im very cute sexy charming intriguing and a super valuable asset to any employer ofc like im capable of many tasks <3) #smth very satisfying at seeing how much further i can get now in the whole process bc ive made massive improvements on selling my skills #like im rlly good at the personal motivation letters. the resume is solid. my emails are exemplary and im really likeable in real life too #still kinda sucks to function at my Absolute Best and still not get the job but at least im not mad at myself anymore. only at them >:] #anyway not to doxx myself but got an invite fr job interview at a rlly cool type of interactive science museum this monday! pray fr me lol #still super motivated to score a steady job before the end of august bc thats when my first aid certificate expires. its a sweet lil perk!

[boardboxes]

I literally try every single tactic to make sure I make it to next year LMAO

#like I started to take a picture everyday for a year #i bought a 5 year journal #i sent letters to my future self from me now #tarot readings for what my year will be like #trying to get a cat so I have smthn to live for #ATTEMPTIN IT ALL BABY

[zombiesama]

So much ink. Everywhere.

#rice rambles #note to self: papertowels are required when changing fountain pen ink cartridges #luckily im wearing shorts and it only got on my thigh then my hand when i was desperately trying to stop it from dripping off my thigh and #onto my bed #but ! baby wipes saved the day and i got most of the ink off of me :) #time to compose a letter!