#knowing that some of the ccs are going back to it

[concorp]

going to beg people ahead of time to put purgatory 2 stuff in a separate tag unless it’s lore relevant to the qsmp. (or if it’s really funny) but like. no constant liveblogging of it in the main qsmp tag without also tagging it with something that can be blacklisted. please.

#qsmp #talking #knowing that some of the ccs are going back to it #just entirely killed my hype for a tourney of other creators #im so sick of it please just let my cubitos be safe and happy #at least this time they can leave whenever they want. hopefully.

[magicinverse]

The worst thing is Cellbit being back is not gonna fix anything, It's just gonna numb his pain and he's gonna ignore it to focus on whatever Cellbit needs (not Cellbit's fault)

He never fully processed his grief for Bobby, he never had time cause Cellbit started the regret arc the next day after he woke up and all his focus went into that, and while I repeat this is not Cellbit fault, Roier does have this unhealthy habit of leaving everything for Cellbit, even himself

And even if when Cellbit comes back there's nothing going on with him and Roier doesn't feel the need to push his feelings and stuff aside for him (which let's be honest it's not gonna happen cause it's Cellbit and he is gonna rp the hell out of this, king shit)

Roier is not suddenly gonna feel happy and is going to fix his relationship with Pepito cause the trauma is still gonna be there, his feelings of abandonment are still gonna be there, his fear of attachment is still gonna be there, the fact that Cellbit decided to stay is still gonna be there, the body of his death son is still gonna be there, the feeling that he is a family destroyer is still gonna be there.

Contrary to popular belief love doesn't fix everything, now Cellbit does make Roier happy and having him back will probably be a good thing for his spirit, but the problems Roier feels are not because of Cellbit, him disappearing only made it worst, but they are problems that have been there since the second week of the island and they are feelings Roier can't push inside anymore, they are coming out unfortunately at the sacrifice of a child who definitely doesn't deserve it. This are not Cellbit problems, this are Roier problems and only Roier can fix them

#qsmp #qsmp roier #I've seen to many people say that they hope Cellbit comes back so Roier is happy again or stuff like that #And it's like... Dude #I know a lot of them say it as a joke #And those... Keep going they are hilarious #But some people really believe it #Reducing Roier's feelings and actions to Cellbit is not new #But this arc of him is being so complex #Is kinda sad #That people are not appreciating all the effort the cc has been doing for months working on this character #All because: let's go murder husbands!! #Which yes! #But that's not all they are #For both of them ofc #But i see it happen less with Cellbit #Which makes sense cause his lore is more on the outside while Roier's lore is more on the inside #ANYWAYS #LOVE DOESN'T FIX MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES EVERYONE #LOOK FOR HELP FOR YOUR MENTAL HEALTH NOT A BOYFRIEND #Joking you can look for a boyfriend to if you want #But it's not gonna magical fix you #I woke up at 4 am to write this #Have mercy if this doesn't make sense

[simgerale]

me after attempting to get back into sims and realizing i had a lot more to do than play the game

#hi everyone #I’m going around hugging you all #okay now that we are gathered here today #i will simply acknowledge that i have been gone for a very long time and then also acknowledge that maybe it was for the best #i relied on sims to be my only creative activity even if i tried to write a book at the same time #and also. i prioritized sims over real life responsibilities. that’s just a deadly combination lol #but I recently noticed I just replaced sims with Netflix. with YouTube. with anything that gave me quick dopamine #literally became addicted in a sense. still am but I’ve been cut cold turkey from most everything #I get off work and go. okay I’ve done the dishes and the laundry……..I could read or write or bake…. #I try to write and sometimes i get a good hour #then I read for a few hours and then get tired of it #and I made cookies Tuesday so I’m waiting for those to be gone before baking again #I’m just so pitiful that I feel BORED and don’t know what to do #so I said….. okay what if I do sims for an hour. #I downloaded some new cc Tuesday and tried to play yesterday #y’all ……………….. I can’t find the energy anymore to set up elaborate scenes and pose my sims and plan posts #I said wow… this is boring without my intervention and fake story #I said wow…….. all this for what? for tumblr? yes I created cool things and provided joy. but is that inherintly important compared to my #own joy? my own everyday activities I should be doing? #y’all I do not leave the house unless we got out to eat or shop or travel to our parents #.. I have little desire to. I’m trying to find that desire #but my husband is busy with grad school and work and I don’t want to do anything by myself #I’ve found myself in one heck of a slump #I didn’t want to be human for awhile. just had no desires no interests no ambitions #I was slacking off SO HARD at work. I just had no drive to do well #I’m still working on it. I’m still trying to get caught up. I’m still trying to force myself to move every day. #but I am struggling y’all. and I can tell you that sims… sims isn’t helping rn but I want it to so bad. I want to get back into it #I didn’t mean to disappear on everyone. I got married and then life got busy and then I fell into this hole of nothing #I didn’t even WANT to crawl my way out. but my husband has helped a lot. I feel like such a child!!!! #I reached max tags. 🙃 bye love you all. till next time

[gigglecoffin]

I’ll return one day… one day in the future… soon

#unofficial official hiatus #I know I always do this but it’s been a month so I feel like it’s good to let you all know I’m not dead! #I’m just going to take some more time to work on my education and personal health ☺️ #so anyways I love you all SOOOOO much!!! and hopefully be back with awesome edits and cc!! ❤️

[layla-carstairs]

so many things in chot are like, straight up nonsensical. like the whole Esme making up the family tree and James & Lucie losing their powers when Belial "died" etc, none of that made sense and felt like cc was just taking the easy way out instead of dealing of the repercussions of things she wrote and published

#also im so tempted to go through the story stories collection now #knowing how tlh ends #and seeing what changed for no reason/was straight up forgotten about lmao #also back to the actual point of this post; #like did Tessa lose her powers??? exactly #cc never really treated James and Lucie as the childern of a warlock in tlh :/ #like they're Just shadowhunters #who just so happen to have a weird grandpa #also the family tree is a cop out #because cc did say at some point there was a 'reason' Lucie was recorded being 5 years younger than she is #and the reason being Emse Hardcastle is a liar??? is biazze #also Eugenia laughing at it was kinda off at the end #since we know it records both Barbara & Kit as still being alive... like that's just straight up weird not funny #chain of thorns #chain of thorns spoilers #chot spoilers #cot spoilers #the last hours #james herondale #lucie herondale

[orbitsuns]

starting to clean my mods folder, i split my bb folder in half so its easier & it already runs SO MUCH BETTER..

#*lily's notes #i wanna go back to mostly vanilla + light cc for build buy #cos the game does actually have some nice items (the quality sometimes is......) #i know damn well it wont happen but less bb cc will do

[purplehoodie09]

AU where foxybro puts the collective group braincell together in his brain for a second there and realizes fredbear doesn't actually have any safety mechanism whatsoever and maybe they shouldnt put the kids head in the chomp chomp crusher 3000

#SOMEONE has surely thought of this before #with all the custom ''fixit but only to my liking'' AUs folks made in gacha fnaf content;; #im one of them #and i am unapologetically gathering my headcanons + fav theories to do that exact thing #listen nobody actually knows whats really going on in those fucking games #let me flesh out my preffered version of the story and then we'll talk fan content #also hi fnaf fandom #im back #and STRUGGLING i tell you #i have way to many thoughts on this stuff and it drives me INSANE #anyways #heres some more tags #fnaf #bite of 83 #foxy bully #foxybro #crying child #cc afton #evan afton #michael afton #fnaf mike #fnaf 4

[mattodore]

this is what i do when i'm having bad days 🤺

#river dipping #mattodore as a coping mechanism 🧘 #i'm actually having a better day than yesterday i'm just grumpy atm from lack of sleep 🚆🚶 #i stayed up last night watching old jerma streams yk how it is #made a character page yesterday but i’m not sure if i want to keep it… the character pics are TEMPORARY!!! btw. #i gotta take new plain bg cas pics for it but i was thinking abt making my own cas poses first 🤔 #finally went back to finish writing the [redacted] scene with mattodore #have been super slowly adding more aesthetically pleasing images to theo’s text heavy board 🚬 #also this picrew having a blue and red background option 😋 #anyway… that’s my little update 🫡 #i’m going to make theo’s custom beauty marks today and then i’ll get in blender to make this mattodore pose that is. #just. dog motif. you know. you understand the dynamics i don’t need to say anything else. #i’d show it off but for some reason matthias’s ripped sims all are missing his teeth cc…? so. can’t. the teeth are important to the pose ��️ #i’ll share pics when i actually go in-game later #‘later’ <- when i feel like turning on my desktop #i should do it soon tho that way i can slap new pics onto that oc page and see if i like it or not #i decided to try it out since it’s mobile friendly like my actual blog theme #like if you open up a browser on your phone and type in my blog or this character page’s url they both look nice ! #i hunted for my blog theme for agesss but i found this character page pretty fast #it’s nice… it’s relatively simple looking (the code isn’t tho lmao) which i like. sometimes character pages are just. a lot. #and i think i prefer simple over complicated atp

[unfriendlyamazon]

some rough drafts of the last batch of ygo drag queens (minus mako tsunami who i'm still figuring out her style) starring Angel (Yugi Muto), Demonia (Yami Muto), Parasitica (Weevil Underwood), Kisara (Kisara), and of course, your judges and the main reason we're all here, Mai Valentine and Pegasus

#drag me to ygo hell #yu gi oh #i'm mad at how cool weevil turned out #i was gonna send her home first but now i don't know #i also realized i have not been using some of my cc correctly #so i'm probably going to go back and adjust everyone's make up #also maybe play around with their padding and tattoos #and then i have to do their confessional looks

[quilleth]

Made (another) mc got all the way through that opening cutscene and then I realized I never changed her voice xD

Time to start over lmao

#quilleth plays games #baldur's gate 3 #someday game devs will give us the option to go back into the cc and edit things lol #ok i know some games already do that but still #i haven't beat the game yet but i wanted to try out some spell casters #my first mc is just vanora light because i wanted to make her in the cc xD #but im definitely in the goblin camp about to fight every thing and its probably not going to go well lol

[fadedflora]

i'm sure no ones shocked to find out i am yet again downloading more sims 3 cc

#yk when you spend hours downloading cc (for any sims game) and then when you actually open the game its like you have 3 things to pick from #and you're like HOWWW??? #thats how i was when i opened my sims 3 game and had little to no makeup / contacts / freckles/beauty marks #so i decided to download some more and yet again i've spent an hour just downloading more hairs and clothes #im downloading some lipsticks rn tho #and i downloaded a few contacts and freckles/beauty marks already #i already made a sim the other day but i forgot how difficult uni is in ts3 #so i was kinda thinking about making a sim to play the store world legacy with #i think it'd be fun #i've never played with a single store world b4 because when i was big into ts3 i was like 8-11 #and i didn't know you could download the worlds for free #but now i got them all so! #time to experience them all for the first time :) #and hopefully make a cute new sim too #maybe i'll give them a cat/dog #i haven't made a pet recently either #i love ts3 sm if it keeps running smooth and i manage to get a decent sims style i might never go back to ts4 #i say that now but i probably will #i just think ts3 is 10x more fun once you build up a decent sized cc folder #anyway back to dling cc weeeeeeee

[tojiswhore-aventurinesslut]

Tbth I can't stop thinking about intellectual foreplay with Nanami and Higuruma...

#i made that chess post as a joke but i really cant stop thinking about it #what's sexier than someone who can match and challenge your intelligence #i know it's what attracted my fiance to me initially #he always tells me im smarter than him (meanwhile he's literally going to be a doctor lol) #and in the beginning of our friendship/relationship we'd constantly go back and forth bantering #sometimes in a silly way but often times intellectually #bc we went to the same cc and then had similar majors at our respective UCs so we were learning the same things #but anyways im just thinking about that with Nanami and Higuruma #the back and forth banter of 2 intelligent people and it probably seems insufferable to some but for them the mental stimulation is amazing #and then when youre naturally attracted to each other it adds a whole nother layer to the banter #bc each quip each rebuttal each reply is like a challenge and it can be very flirtatious #ANYWAYS #posts

[ocdhuacheng]

wtf @ the new csm chapter

#ooogh a few of my predictions came true. was not fucking expecting the amputation though what the fuck. also fumiko kill yourself #'nothing short of a war will compromise this facility' OOOOOOOOOOGGGHHHHHH BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK THAT WAS SO HOT #asayoru please save my sson........ tho in doing so theyre gonna find out that csm is denji so... rip #wonder if they even know csm is there (maybe fami told them?) and/or theyre just going there to #release all the devils they have captive there #to cause chaos #and denji/csm is just an added bonus. if you wanna call it that. what if they go in expecting chainsaw man #and they just see a broken denji on the hospital bed. what then. #cc #denji #csm #.txt #also........ please reze be here please please please #i think shes held captive here and then gets released by asayoru along with denji and whatever other nonsense theyre gonna let free #cuz i doubt she'd agree to have been working with public safety. i doubt she'd go to the chainsaw man church either. #so i think post part 1 she probably went rogue but maybe she was captured before she could escape #i mean there are some people thinking thats not asayoru at the end but reze. i see you and i hear you. i am still betting on asayoru tho. #feel free to clown on me if im wrong tho. i just think reze is being held at public safety like denji is. if they could even get to her #also i love yoshida he is so different from when we first met him hes so resigned and just. dead. #like contrast this scene with the last time he had denji captured. he was all smug back then but now hes just so resigned and defeated

[mythicalcoolkid]

After too many years here I've final what hornets' nests I am not brave enough to kick

#m/cc #thought about making a certain post and decided... no... I would rather not #I am not prepared for responses to that. it might actually kill me #specifically it was: #'going gluten/dairy/food dye-free CAN improve certain neurodevelopmental things but it cannot 'cure' autism/ADHD/Tourette's' #I already know I'd get vitriol both from people claiming I think autism comes from gluten or 'needs cured' because they can't read the post #and that I'm trying to trick everyone into going gluten-free because Toxins or something and lying about a connection #(even though (neuro)dev disorders can be made worse by flaring immune issues like - oh I don't know - undiagnosed gluten intolerance? #hypersensitivity to certain food dyes? #we already know autism and ADHD in particular have HUGE correlations with gastro and immune issues #which is why some mommy bloggers genuinely do see symptom improvement from diet changes) #and from people saying 'um actually no-gluten DID cure my nephew's ADHD?? the science is on our side/big gluten is covering up the research #and I don't know if I could handle dozens of people per day telling me I'm a science denier AND a eugenist from both sides #I am simply. ADHD. and autistic. and incredibly interested in the wild amount of comorbid physical disorders that correlate with these #autoimmune and gastro issues but also loose/hypermobile joints; epilepsy; delayed sleep phase disorder; COPD; skin conditions #it's so fascinating to me and provides a huge chunk of data to run with re: the gut-brain axis #whether [neurodev] causes [other]/[other] causes [neurodev] or an underlying thing causes both is unknown #but honestly with the huge interest in the gut-brain axis and microbiome in the past decade or so #I think we're going to see a lot more research in the next thirty or forty years examining physical comorbidities with neurodev stuff #I'm probably not gonna link to research because I don't wanna just start the war anyway and I'm too tired to go back and find the articles #but the TL;DR of the tags is neurodev stuff isn't caused by gluten intolerance but if you're unknowingly aggravating a gluten intolerance #you're probably not gonna feel great and it's gonna make your symptoms worse because of the effect it has on your body #it's like a very mild long-term allergic reaction and yeah if you get rid of that it'll improve other areas (e.g. sleep cycle; irritability #so of Course it's gonna improve a bunch of things-that-get-worse-with-poor-sleep/decreased-stress-tolerance #if you were always sitting on a slightly uncomfortable chair you'd probably do a lot better if I switched the chair #just because you can focus better or you didn't know the chair was uncomfortable doesn't mean it caused your ADHD #also in this case the chair affects your hormone levels and immune response and what chemicals accidentally leak into your bloodstream #if you're interested look it up there's been a Ton of research on correlations of specific physical issues with neurodev in recent years

[subternia]

i'd recommend motu rev but i don't like that they changed orko's backstory, and also the pacing in general is very rushed. It's pretty good if you like Cool Moments, though, since that seemed to be the main priority. It didn't make me angry, moreso it made me wish it was more like 26 episodes so that we could get some actual. character exploration and so the quest could be an actual quest instead of just being done after like an episode and a half lmao

That's interesting to know! I'll still watch it regardless, though it will be a while before I ever get to it since I wanna watch every show in chronological order ( in terms of release dates anyways ). However, I was initially on the fence bc orko's character is like REALLY important to me and it doesn't make me too optimistic if the people who are responsible for his character writing have a mostly flat* way of viewing his character so to speak.

#I could write more about it if my adhd wasn't so bad but like #if some of your motivations for writing him boil down to either public perception or a gross misreading of his character in general then #I am DEF going to side eye you like... #but I digress #he's like a cc slash serious #and it sucks because I know most comic relief characters get flanderized in some way because of those same problems #and in orko's case I could only assume it's because he's seen as “useless” or “annoying” and they had to come up with a workaround for that #This response reeks of me being a hater so I would love to be proven wrong like genuinely but it's been in the back of my mind post episode #20 in the filmation original #Anyways what I mean to say is be nice to him he's just a lil guy #I'm an orko apologist forever and ever #ponder thy orb #<- ask tag from now on you see a pattern here

[sheepwasfound]

dream finally got his new chance to make c!dnf canon ain't no way he's gonna let it go to waste

#hmm i wonder how they'll go about things cus dream and tommy and tubbo act like they don't know each other #i wonder if everyone kinda acts like they meet eo for the first time? #or if some will just get on as existing friends #and i guess they can also have like lore mode vs casual mode going on #still so many chances for c!dnf ok it has to happen #then when things are going good for them they can do the classic drama trope ex-bf comes back with dreamxd haha #GEORGE NEEDS TO LOG ON is what i'm getting at #i think he might like to now that it's reset if he's allowed to be there without having to be too lore-y all the time #can we get casual dream team dsmp streams back like this aaaaaAaaAa #it's what a lot of the viewers want i think to see the cc's having fun messing around on the server like they used to #sheepy