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[knithell]

Hello! Could you write hc for alois and ciel sharing a reader (in a romantic realationship?)

Ocf you don't have too ik it's a pretty weird question.

Ty!

Alois x Reader x Ciel throuple headcanons!

No weird questions here! I am non-judgmental, any asks are good ones so no worries anon. <3

•Alois and Ciel butt heads a lot, their hobbies, fashion, ways of managing their estates, and overall personalities clash in all aspects. With you though? Oh no, you are their precious little angel, and they could never fight with you. Their personalities seem to merge with yours, allowing you to get the best of both worlds! (The flamboyant and serious worlds that is…)

• Alois would be the more sentimental lover in the relationship, giving homemade gifts, little paper mache butterflies and rings. He would often try to plan his duties around you, instead of Ciel, who tries his best to match up time for you between work and investigations.

•Alois is a very physically affectionate lover, seeking out your warmth, even on the hottest of days. Hand holding, hugs and escapades to the bedroom are an incredibly common occurrence, his seemingly endless energy has a way to use itself in loving you. Some of his favorite ways of showing his affection, however, can be more simple, cuddling you as you read or write, laying on top of you in the bed and petting your hair.

•Ciel and Alois are usually very competitive with each other in earning your affection and praise overall, but they don‘t match up equally in particular areas of your relationship. For instance, Ciel may try to cheer you up and give you positive energy like Alois does, but he can never truly get it right. Alois may try and be patient like Ciel when it comes to solving arguments or listening to you, but his temperament is nowhere near as calm and collected as Ciel‘s. The two both bring everything they have to this relationship, but everything about them tends to differ. (Except their love for you…).

• Alois rarely goes on investigations as much as Ciel does, (as the queen has a certain lack of faith in her spider…), but he has a larger number of estates than Ciel that require his attention. He has acquired estates in London, a villa in Paris, a port off of China, and even a few vineyards around the rest of Europe. His soul is a flame, and it dances from interest to interest, place to place, and as much as he wants to include you on his trips and ventures, he knows you have work as the lady of the manor to attend to his home, as well as Ciel‘s. He gets terribly homesick for you when you aren‘t with him, and on his journeys he will gather all manner of gifts to bring home to his love.

•Ciel is also a little bit of a traveler, but his homesickness for you exists on a deeper, more intimate level. In the dark of night, the bedsheets are swirled about him in a cocoon of fabric, some sort of false security when you are not by his side. Ciel can only do so much to stave off the feeling of loneliness, and on every case it ebbs away at him slowly. Sebastian can only do so much but listen to the gentle cascade of tears that fall on Ciel‘s pillowcase at night. Ciel in turn will actually take up advice Alois had given him. („Use creativity to cope with the pain!“ Alois said with a cheery smile. Ciel would think of his words and quickly follow suit with little sketches of the places he went, the animals he saw, and people he met. Writing down little notes about them, analyzing their personalities and their roles in the investigations, it would be his way of connecting to you, whether a carriage or ocean away…).

•Alois and Ciel will take pampering you to another level by asking Claude and Sebastian to step in, respectively. Claude finds the interest his highness has in you more interesting than usual, enriching his contractee, and he will put in every last bit of perfection and politeness when taking care of you on Alois‘ orders. Sebastian, (already a prefect butler), will sometimes test the boundaries of his master‘s orders in caring for you, trying to beat both Alois and Claude at once. The pair of lords and the dueling demons seem not to realize that you love both Alois and Ciel equally, in their own unique ways, and that there simply is no competition. (Explain all you can, there is no reasoning with these stubborn pairs…)

•There is a time when things can turn around for the comfort of all… Bedtime has always been a special ritual to the throuple of Alois, Ciel, and yourself, allowing the tension and stress to fall away. You lay in the middle of them, facing Ciel and curled up in his chest with his arms around you, while Alois is pressed up against your back, arms around you and Ciel. All three of you enjoy snuggling, and Ciel and Alois would both be lying if they denied that sometimes when you were gone, they themselves snuggled each other at night, dreaming of you in between them safe and sound…

That‘s all I have anon! Apologies this took too long, I may relate to Alois, but it‘s always hard to imagine Alois as much more than a relatable character… In any case I hope you enjoy!

#black butler #kuroshitsuji #black butler x reader #sebastian michaleis #claude faustus #alois trancy #black butler alois #ciel phantomhive x reader #ciel phantomhive #alois trancy x reader #ciel x alois x reader #ciel x alois #cielois #kuroshitsuji headcanons #knithell #:) #sorry anon i tried!

[knithell]

How would Sebastian and Ciel react if they saw that we were hurting ourselves?

Sebastian and Ciel reacting to a self harming reader

Hi luvvlyyuri, I hope everything is alright, please enjoy and I hope this comforts you. <3

TW: Self harm, cutting, blood, bruises, wounds, death, murder, other things…

•.* Sebastian *.•

•It was little at first, noticing bruises by the hems of your shirt, cuts lining your fingers, biting your nails just a little too hard… but it truly sinked in when Sebastian was fixing another laundry accident from Mei-Rin and noticed some bloody linens in a hamper. There were little drops here and there, and then harsh red lines dried and stained. He would gather it in his waistcoat pocket, careful to keep it hidden, before investigating once again, determining that the scent was yours.

•Certainly this hadn‘t been from any injuries you had gotten from chores… right? Sebastian had always been careful with you and your tasks at the manor. No, nothing too heavy for you to carry, nor to sharp to handle. Even when he had you plant harmless hydrangeas he made sure you were wearing the best made garden gloves London could offer.

•No, this was different. He thought back to the moments he had caught your sleeve rolled up a little too much, or your skirt raised just enough where he could see numerous bruises and deep, red cuts. The marks looked too purposefully done, done in places that were normally hidden beneath layers of clothing, only able to be seen if someone was observing closely. But Sebastian was always observing you, (even lightly stalking…), so of course he would find out.

•Sebastian was direct, never one to beat around the bush, but in this case he would try to be gentle. „What‘s this darling, hm? Oh it seems I spilt something on your shirt, forgive me. Let‘s clean this up shall we…?“ He wouldn‘t give you a chance to run away or hide, he‘d grab you, leading you to the nearest washroom before shutting the door and facing you. „Forgive me, but if I may…?“ He‘d gently grasp you, pushing your sleeve up ever so gently, careful to not let the fabric brush on the sensitive skin. „Oh darling. Why would you hide this from me? Now now, it‘s alright, Sebastian‘s here, you can cry. My poor, little dear…“ Regardless of any resistance you might have had to his touches and peering eyes, he would ensure you give in, not allowing you another chance of harming yourself by rejecting his love.

•Hugs, kisses, whatever you name, Sebastian is there in an instant, intent on not allowing you to harm yourself again. If he needs to restrain you, he‘ll wrap his big arms around you, cocooning you with his body as you sit there. Whether you‘re crying, screaming, kicking, or even just sitting there zoning out, he will keep you there, hoping the pressure helps.

•If that doesn‘t work, he‘ll go for a walk with you around the manor or in the gardens if you are restless and anxious, hoping you can blow some steam off that way as well. Keep in mind, though, that as a demon he may have less healthy coping mechanisms to help you with, and although he will disapprove of you physically harming yourself, you may be able to convince to have sex with you until you can‘t remember why you were hurting in the first place. This is what he is usually used to when humans are in desperate positions, so he may resort to this if he, too, gets distressed watching you struggle. He tries to avoid this with you, as you are not just any human, but his adorable human partner.

•He also reassures you constantly, if he feels you may struggle with self harm due to not being sure of yourself, he will try and help you with compliments and praise.

•.* Ciel *.•

•Missed meetings, forgetting tea time, leaving abruptly in the middle of him speaking with you… Ciel was certain something was off. Surely it wasn‘t something he said, always being careful with his love, his often harsh and cold nature wasn‘t something he felt was suited towards you. But now, he began to think of times he became short and impolite, of times where he had often declined walks in the garden in favor of his work… perhaps you were drifting away because of him.

•This was a major worry for him. His duties as an earl, a guard dog, and a CEO of a major company were endless, and Ciel thought that perhaps the stress from them had rubbed off on you and you decided to distance yourself.

•He was at a loss, you kept avoiding him, even when eating dinner together you averted your eyes under his worried watch. He decided that night he would confront you, even if you didn‘t like it, but he needed to reach out to you. Knocking on your door gently, Ciel would inquire if he could come in. Regardless of your answer, he would have Sebastian unlock it before ordering him away, eager to be alone with you. Looking at your form, he timidly would go up to you, sitting on the edge of the bed.

•“Something has been bothering you, my love… I would hope that it wasn‘t, well, that it wasn’t because of something I‘d done, and certainly not because of who I am as a person,“ he is nervous, glancing at you to the wall and finally dropping is gaze to the floor, „but, if that is how you feel, then I would do everything in my ability to uh, get better so that you can too.“ Ciel is beginning to hear the thump and rush of blood with every beat of his heart. His head is pounding and his eyes feel a slight sting to them. Only when you place a hand on his shoulder can he finally face you.

•You‘re crying. Tears are sliding down your cheeks, and you feel warm and embarrassed and horrible. You‘re crying and it‘s all you can do at this moment. He wraps you in tightly, listening to your sobs and your strained voice, which seems to yell at yourself. Your fingers are gripped tightly in his shirt and he understands. And that’s all he can do at the moment. All he can do is understand that that is the same voice that yelled out as he was abused and tortured, as his terrors came for him during the night, as the horrors replayed in his mind and when he blamed himself for it all. He understands that you blame yourself, just as he does, and as he gently pries you off him he asks to tell him if there was anything you did to take out your frustrations.

•You slowly pull up your sleeves and be tenderly grasps your forearms, turning them over to inspect the damage. “Just some cuts is all. And-well-maybe I hit myself too…” you are looking at him, not through him, when you say this. “Oh my poor little dear,” he’s caressing the marks now, careful to avoid anything fresh. But even so, he is curious, “I understand you seem to be upset with yourself, but is there anything in particular sweetheart?” The thought lingers and although you can tell him the specifics later, a few words leave your mouth.

• “I suppose, yes there are specific things, but it doesn’t really matter, and I know you’ll argue with that, but I don’t mean that it doesn’t matter in a way that it doesn’t matter if those problems are solved... I mean in a way that those are only the pieces. Life overwhelms me, it’s one struggle after the next, another thing to keep up with another expectation to meet. I can’t blame any one area or person for my pain, but I can blame one life. My life. I can’t blame you, because I know your life has also been broken and built up on pain, it’s just that it collides with mine sometimes and overflows, just a-“ “-a mess,” he blurts out. “Yes,” and that’s the last thing you two said that night before promptly snuggling in bed and simply laying with one another. Two painful lives twisted, something was bound to break. But now it can heal again…

•Ciel is careful with his words, but not like before. Not a babying or chiding tone, but a gentle yet honest one. He knows if he can express the pain he feels it may help you understand, (and himself for that matter), that it is never anyone’s fault that you hurt yourself. You hurt and cry just as he does, and you two work on expressing yourselves more. Sometimes if there are moments where you are simply too distraught, when certain things seem bigger and more daunting than others, Ciel wraps you up and promises he’ll take care of them. You notice that some more less than kind people have disappeared and later show up with all sorts of wounds in them. Some wounds that look like forks have been stabbed into them, and others with bullet like marks. Perhaps a small pistol held against them… Ciel tries his best to comfort you, and at the end of the day you always end up wrapped in his arms instead of in bloody bandages. It’s a nice change, for the both of you…

Sorry if I ended up having more for Ciel luvvlyyuri, the words seemed to write themselves for him!

#sorry if this was broken up a little weirdly #I was struggling with trying to not overexplain things #its a bit of a touchy subject that i am familiar with #so i wanted to be careful #black butler #kuroshitsuji #black butler x reader #ciel phantomhive x reader #sebastian michaelis x reader #ciel phantomhive #tw #tw self harm #tw cutting #tw bruising #tw gruesome #knithell #black butler x self harm reader #sebastian michaelis #this ended up reading like a story instead of just headcanons sorry!

[knithell]

The only thing in this world that catches my gaze is you…

This is what I imagine when Providence showed Mephistopheles what a beach on earth was like for the first time. (Maybe trying to show him what the earth looked like and this pale ginger man got super sunburnt…). Also I know!!! They are wearing!!! Modernish clothing!!! But if heaven is super advanced surely they invented bikinis and sunglasses before humans…? (Just an excuse to dress them in summer wear really…)

#knithell #w2h #mephistopheles #mephistopheles w2h #welcome to hell #erica wester #meph w2h #meph #prov #providence #providence w2h #w2h film #also this is the sketch ive been holding onto #proveles #providence x mephistopheles #i want them both sorry #he gets all flustered from her so now his hair is just flames

[knithell]

I think my style changes every time I doodle him…

#knithell #w2h #mephistopheles #mephistopheles w2h #welcome to hell #erica wester #meph #meph w2h #i have a couple more sketches i have of him that im saving for a rainy day #enjoy! (or dont)

[knithell]

Here are those sketches I was talking about! Sorry I was so late with it, but enjoy! Click on the pictures for the full image and better resolution…

(Also what do you think of these versions of these two? What needs to be tweaked? I have some notes on Prov and I think she needs to look more excited/wide eyed…)

#knithell #w2h #mephistopheles #mephistopheles w2h #welcome to hell #erica wester #meph w2h #meph #prov #providence #prov w2h #providence w2h #proveles #proveles w2h #providence x mephistopheles #im in love with them #they are the only couple ever actually #☺️

[knithell]

Hiya! Can I have caregiver undertaker and little reader hcs who loves to go outside and play, collect cool rocks, look at bugs and stuff like that? 🌱🐞

Caregiver Undertaker x Collector Little Reader

Hi anon! This was such a cute ask, and I feel like Undertaker would love to have a little like this. Enjoy!

Tw:Use of the term „daddy,“ talks about death, minor injuries

• Undertaker deals with bodies and corpses all the time, and it’s no surprise that he can stomach all kinds of insects. Sometimes this is literally, never one to pass up a deal at an exotic foods market... this means when you first come to him with a large moth in your little hands, he is beyond excited!

• A sort of pride swells in him, proud of his little for not only finding such a particularly beautiful moth, but for being brave enough to handle it. He wonders if his job has had any impact on you in being able to enjoy such creatures, but he keeps his thoughts to himself, instead opting for a wide smile and a light hearted chuckle. “Oh little one, what have you found?” “A bubberfly!” This takes him back momentarily before a genuine twinkle comes to his eyes. Your mistakes never fail to make his heart swell. “Oh sweetheart, well- perhaps we can do some experiments to see if it truly is a butterfly or not...” He keeps in mind to not correct your mispronunciations, even if they are wrong. Undertaker hates making you feel embarrassed with these things, and quite frankly, he finds it much too cute to want to get rid of it.

• Undertaker tries to find tools that can help you collect more bugs and things from nature, careful to avoid anything that would cut or hurt you. He opts for vials and bottles with larger lids he know your little hands could easily pry open, instead of the smaller, complicated ones with lots of confusing measurements. He knows he’ll end up just telling you any measurements and facts you need to know, so what’s the point in having his baby struggle with it? Undertaker still tries to teach you fun facts and tricks about any critters or rocks you may find on your adventures.

• Once he finds out your interest in exploring and going out into nature, he’ll try and take you on walks more often. Sometimes this means holding your hand as you waddle across a fallen log in the forest, or carrying you around a graveyard as you compare the wildlife there to the ones in a book Undertaker gave you. (And though he will never admit it, all of “the queen’s coins” do come in handy when buying you gifts. He doesn’t have much to spend due to the little money he makes in his business, morticians are not the richest people, but he puts all of it towards you. And groceries...). The books you are given on various insects and species are always “little-fied,” meaning they are either children’s books, or the Undertaker will skim through the books himself and write simplified sentences in the margins.

• He always makes sure to go with you on any excursions, whether you know it or not. Hiding behind trees, glancing at you between headstones, and even peaking from bushes. Undertaker also puts great care into getting you prepared, wearing your best and safest pair of boots, gearing you up with tools and first aid, (again unnecessary as he is constantly watching over you), but nothing too heavy where it hinders your ability to walk. Though the Undertaker is revered as spontaneous and goofy, which he can be, he never risks your safety in hope of a good laugh. This man takes his job as your daddy, (or your care-taker), very seriously! 

• Undertaker loves to play hide and seek, tag, and eye spy with your regressed self, loving the exhilaration of running around with you. He laughs all the way, and he loves to hear you squeal and giggle as he chases you, especially when he wraps big arms around you and catches you. He may roll down a hill with you, grass clinging to his clothes, and even though you roll down the same hill an have the same grass and dirt on you, he always tries to wipe it off of you, kneeling down so he is level with you, rubbing out the grass stains with a soapy cloth. He encourages you to take breaks and watch your breathing, his reaper stamina outweighing yours tenfold, he will hand you cups of water and rub your back gently if you get too winded, enjoying every second of caring for you.

• He offers to embalm and preserve the creatures you collect, but most of the time you say no. He is surprised by this, but once you explain, "I don't wanna hurt nuffin," that pride swells in his chest again. Even if he hasn't told you about any side experiments he has with the bizarre dolls, (and why he does what he does), knowing that you have the same respect for life brings him more joy than you could ever know.

• Undertaker loves when you come back to him, holding a snail, branch, or some other thing that interests his baby, but he gets scared when you decide to pick less innocent things. Snakes that you think are worms, spiders with particularly venomous bites, sharp rocks... there is so much your regressed mind simply can not grasp. This is just another reason in the long list of why he insists on watching you, eager to keep you safe. He will often pick up things himself on your adventures, things he knows are safe enough for you to touch, and interesting enough to interest his little one. "You like it dearie? Want to hold it? Just like this- there you go, nice and gentle. You know how proud daddy is? Haha, yes, quite the cute ladybug. Like you honey.."

• When regressed, you may seem a lot smaller and disorientated than is usual for you, and unfortunately this means you are more prone to being hurt. Falling, tripping, scraping your knee, you are prone to all kinds of accidents. This also means when you trip over a rock, or stumble on a tree stump, Undertaker is right there to pick you up. And though morticians may be used to patching up the dead more than the living, Undertaker is apt at both. He picks up your little form, cooing softly and caressing you hair, little kisses peppered on your forehead and cheeks. "Shh, it's okay my dearie, yes yes-I know..."

• Lightly seating you on a bench or log nearby he'll put your legs over his lap, still cooing. "Alright honey, Undie has just the thing... I know, but it will only sting for but a moment," he encourages you gently. You cringe and begin crying harder as he pulls out a small bottle of hydrogen peroxide, as he gently swipes away your tears, his large calloused hands brushing your skin. His long nails trace your arms, giving you goosebumps, as they try to relax you. "That's a good baby, just like that..." and before you know it, the peroxide is fizzing on your cuts, cleaning your wounds. The bubbling stops, and he grabs a small vial full of a soothing lotion, dabbing the mixture gently on top with a piece of cotton. A large cotton ace wrap is produced from his overcoat, as he lifts your leg, wrapping the bandage around your knee. He admires his work before bring your knee to his laps, kissing your injury tenderly. "There poppet, did daddy make it better?"

Sorry if this didn't really include a lot of Undertaker's more silly, light side anon! To be honest, as much as he would have fun and enjoy going on adventures with you, I think in the recent chapters we have seen more of the true emotions and serious sides to Undertaker. I think the last thing he wants is to have another person he loves, Phantomhive or not, succumb to any more harm. I hope you enjoyed! I love Undertaker, so feel free to keep sending asks about him! (Especially the age regression ones!) Also, as a thank you for waiting so long, here is a bonus moodboard!

Bonus • Caregiver Undertaker x Exploring little! Reader •

#There have been so many snails around my campus lately #so perfect timing! #kuroshitsuji #black butler #knithell #black butler x reader #black butler aesthetic #black butler moodboard #moodboard #aesthetic #undertaker x reader #undertaker #phantomhive #kuroshitsuji x reader #kuroshitsuji headcanons #headcanons #black butler headcanons #agere #agere reader #black butler agere #undertaker x little reader #undertaker kuroshitsuji #undertaker black butler #my tags are always my least favorite part #so many but it helps for the reach #little space #little #little reader #black butler x little reader #black butler x agere reader

[knithell]

So anyways someone please talk about meph idc headcanons or just talk abt how amazing he is cause uhhh i need ideas and content to survive

#knithell #w2h #mephistopheles #mephistopheles w2h #welcome to hell #meph #meph w2h #help

[knithell]

.*•Caregiver Ciel x Little Reader Aesthetic•*.

#black butler #kuroshitsuji #black butler x reader #black butler aesthetic #black butler moodboard #moodboard #aesthetic #ciel phantomhive x reader #ciel phantomhive #knithell #age regression x black butler #age re reader #age re #little reader

[knithell]

Where my W2H fans at?

#knithell #felt brave enough to post this! #any advice is appreciated🙏 #welcome to hell #mephistopheles w2h #mephistopheles #w2h #erica wester #sorry if u see this #daddy meph??? (maybe????)

[knithell]

He is babygirl

#he‘s so cute bro stop look at his lil smile #w2h #mephistopheles #mephistopheles w2h #welcome to hell #erica wester #meph w2h #knithell

[knithell]

I’m just going to say this once, but all of my head-canons, mood boards, fanfics, and anything else relating to fictional media will never be realistic. These characters are not real, I can’t get inside their heads or ask them how they would react to scenarios, and most of the time I do these scenarios to help myself and others cope with whatever it is we need to cope with. And if we are going along and imagining Sebastian as an actual entity, he has shown care for things besides Ciel’s soul. Who’s to say if the audience could interact with these characters maybe those same characters would grow attached or what not…? I’m not sure why this user decided to comment this and what they are trying to achieve, but if anyone sees this, please ignore them and enjoy whatever fiction based media you want! I know I may not be entirely correct with my interpretations of these characters, but I am trying my best with what Yana gives us. In any case I just wanted to make a point on this and I hope all of you are keeping safe and enjoying this season! 🧡🎃🍂

#knithell #kuroshitsuji #black butler #black butler x reader #black butler moodboard #sebastian michaelis x reader #if anyone is curious this was on a black butler x self harming reader headcanons

[knithell]

I think Sebastian and Patrick Bateman are the same people.

#knithell #american psycho #sebastian michaelis #i love them so much its not even funny #kuroshitsuji #they would hate everything about me

[knithell]

You think Meph listens to Lana del Ray?

#I think he would #he just listens to brooklynn baby #and sobs #w2h #mephistopheles #mephistopheles w2h #welcome to hell #meph w2h #meph #sorryyyy #knithell

[knithell]

There are so little Mephistopheles fics for W2H im so sad

#am i just looking in the wrong place??? #is ao3 not where theyre at??? #w2h #welcome to hell #mephistopheles #knithell

[knithell]

So like Proveles right? Proveles? Pro- *taps mic* Is this thing on? Hello?

#help #brainrot for proveles #i just ugh #theyre so ughhhhh #🧡💜 #i swear my keyboard has just put the purple and orange heart emojis in the frequently used just cause of proveles #knithell #proveles #sorry everyone i cant help the brainrot

[knithell]

Not enough Meph

#help #i need orange man #i think i blacked out #knithell #w2h #mephistopheles #mephistopheles w2h #i lub him #need sketchbook now #send help