#kittietalk

[baelin]

as a person coming of age in the late 80s/early 90s the last two episodes of AHS: NYC destroyed me. 

I knew too many people that went through that. 

#ahs nyc #american horror story #american horror story nyc #kittietalk

[brackishkittie]

new gen v episode out today I’m gonna scream when it starts to air.

#brackishkittie #kittietalks #gen v is my new obsession #I love this show sm pls

[baelin]

Saturday, 0130. I'm tired of feeling like nothings more than an afterthought.

[baelin]

About to start working with a trainer for the next 12 weeks.. should I start a new side blog or just post stuff here?

Does anyone that reads this care?

#kittietalk #it me

[baelin]

found this on ig after I decided to bleach my hair and go orange (before going back to purple/berry):

#kittietalk #divine timing #synchronicity

[baelin]

I wish I had someone else to hold me as I fell apart. Then help put me back together.

For now it's observers, and I just pray I put the pieces back together in a kind of recognizable way.

#it has been a week #kittietalk #depressing shit #im tryin my best

[baelin]

Today's my first day back to work in over a week and I am dreading it.

#kittietalk #work is a four letter word

[baelin]

I haven't been on a date in about 11 years.

We've been together almost 16 years.

I'm not sure if I will ever have to buy date night clothes again. 😕

If you ever truly want to feel worthless, imagine that.

I dont know what I'm doing with my life, but this thought is not helping.

#kittietalk #depressing shit #fucked up and ready to die #I miss dressing up and feeling special to someone

[baelin]

I cut my hair and ran my face through AI

#it me #kittietalk #proof of life

[baelin]

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#i don't remember ever being happy. #i just want to no longer exist #kittietalk

[baelin]

can we get a nationwide campaign to write-in dolly parton for US president?

I'm not really liking any of these voting options.

also incredibly curious to see if they'd just put the person they want in place or actually listen to votes.

#kittietalk #election 2024 #us politics

[baelin]

turns out, for the first time in a few years, I am celebrity-adjacent again.

just means i picked a damn good coach, lol.

#kittietalk

[baelin]

so the weeks on the program actually start on Friday. (after check-ins). so I'm thrown off a little bit.

I actually fell off keeping this personal accountability metric up to date.

Yesterday I didn't do anything, so hopefully I'm back on the horse later today.

#kittietalk #fitblr #vc clan #future valkyrie

[baelin]

I wonder what our neighbors think when my youngest cat and I get into a caterwauling match.

#familiar(s): cat #cat life #apartment life #kittietalk

[baelin]

i will continue to eat too spicy of food to fill the current void consuming me.

#old tweets #still true #kittietalk

[baelin]

I think my wrist finally popped into it's proper place last night, after being messed up for almost a year. Feels really weird, and still slightly detached but way better.

So I have that, at least.

My headspace is still not great, but I'm trying.

#kittietalk #mental health #depression #bodies are weird