#keep an eye out for apps!

[carpathiians]

sketches

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#rdr2 #rdr2 fanart #javier escuella #john marston #jovier #uhhh its implied i guess #im working on other stuff but ill leave this here in the meantime #sorry for only ever drawing these two im not normal about them #thank my social anxiety for not letting me act crazy on here bc otherwise id be so annoying 🙏 #ive been taking it all out on my notes app it looks fucking BAD in there #anyway #john is so hard to draw I hate him and his stupid giant eyes </3 #gotta get better at drawing then both tbh #thats why its taking me so long to post #I keep drawing shit and then deleting it #ok weird rant over if anyone reads my tags im sorry #my art

[kinokoshoujoart]

romeo!! or rock….? idk he’s the ds guy. y’know

#my art #rock tumbling (sos) #romeo (ds) #bokumono #trying to make the way i draw romeo distinct from rock #romeo is more dog coded than rock #(dog ball antics) #hence he is softer #(i choose to believe this guy can’t surf even though leona has dialogue saying she wants to watch him surf) #he hangs around in the lobby to greet customers while louis is in the kitchen… it’s not labor…. #i bet he’s just helping so he can hit on everyone who arrives from mineral town… #harvest moon #harvest moon ds #story of seasons #hmds cute #harvest moon ds cute #he still goes in the rock collection #here’s hoping for a ds remake that gives the characters more distinctions #romeo’s hair is long in the back and his necklace has a slightly different design #those are the only things that i can confidently say aren’t just due to the ds having a limited palette #rock (ds) #also subconsciously shells fanfic snuck into this drawing i think #by durotoswrites. very good fanfic #‘never coloring another fucking sketchbook scribble using the markup tool ever again’ turns out to be a bald faced lie #cora just use ibis or something photos app keeps crashing #no #sorry all ds brainrot lately (brain on fire simulator) #brainrockt…. #i tried to capture the vacancy behind his eyes. there’s nothing there #i’m sorry the saturation on my phone was goofed. i’m sorry everyone’s retinas

[a-teardrop-of-the-sun]

whatever synesthesia or ideasthesia brain situation i have going on is occasionally so funny bc i'll see shit like brennan lee mulligan in a game changer sketch referring to an anthropomorphic number four as "he" and i'm immediately internally going "4 does NOT use he/him, you absolute BUFFOON, 4 is she/her. also 5 is nonbinary. c'mon dude get it right." or like that one book about synesthesia called wednesday is indigo blue has me mentally frothing at the mouth upset because like NO it is NOT, wednesday is a fucking yellowy-orange colour like a traffic light because it's a W-word, you absolute dipshit morons. how DARE your brains' sensory and associative pathways not be tangled up in the exact same specific manner as mine, you're getting it WRONG

#that and my friend with an orange name who got automatically set 'pink' in the whats app groupchat so i keep mixing her texts up #with a friend who DOES have a pinker name but doesn't have 'pink' set to them #which was fucking complicated to explain when it eventually came to it lmao #idk if i ever told y'all but i only figured out that this shit's not how everyone goes around the world when i told my wife #how the chewy cronchy sound of gravel underfoot has like a physical/mental texture both as a sensation and in my mind's eye #and like a simultaneous mental image of a texture? like a form constant pattern idk? which i thought was Just How Sound Was For Everyone? #and i was informed No It Is Not #anyways #synesthesia #synaesthesia #brennan lee mulligan #game changer #gamechanger #text #mine

[lunityviruz]

If you wanna see a loser bitch get mad as hell tell a fanfic writer to PROPERLY tag their fic as rape. Not just write "noncon" in the post but go into the notes and actually tag it as "tw rape" because they get mad asf when you call them out on it. How the fuck am I supposed to find good smut fics when each and everyone of yall are sexualizing and romanticizing rape and using the excuse that it's "dark content" no nigga you're fucking weird. You're a weirdo with a rape fetish and you're projecting it through a fictional character who has nothing to do with that and you refuse to tag it because you want notes and interactions with more people who say shit like "Omg X character nonconning his darling is sooo hot 🥺💗🎀🌸".

Don't get mad at me for calling you out on it because if you didn't write it in the first place, and if you actually tagged it I wouldn't have to see it at all.

#rants n rambles #it's so fucking pathetic #this shit has been going on for YEARS #like since 2020 I literally saw the rise in it #I've heard so many excuses for it #“it's just fiction” PLEASE DEVELOP A FUCKING BRAIN PLEASE REALIZE THAT FICTION CAN AFFECT REALITY and that when you constantly put it in a #good light you'll end up becoming numb to IRL and thinking its okay #“it's my coping mechanism” based on your a/n its not and second just cuz you're “coping #doesn't mean we have to be exposed to it. buy a journal hoe or keep that shit in the notes app. #“dont like it don't read it 🤬🤬🤬🤬” dont like criticism? gouge your eyes out. or dont post it. OR TAG IT PROPERLY. #this exact reason is why I dont read smut of a certain mha character #because yall are potential rapists projecting onto him #yes fiction doesnt affect reality but there is a difference between fictional murder and fictional rape #neigh #i shall not tag him #mha smut #cod smut #<- seen it here a few times #shigaraki tomura #<- tagged it #shigaraki smut #<- #tagged it again 😔

[boyfriaends]

what if you could date a ghost?

#𓆩 ♡ 𓆪 ⊹ ˚˖⋆｡ blossom is speaking. › ooc tag. #// OKAY SO HE WAS KILLED IN A SITUATION OF /if i cant have you all to myself then nobody else can/ #// like he went on ONE date with someone. got not good vibes. put that person on his block list and that person did NOT take that well. #// he wasn't on a date the night he was killed. he was just on the way home from running errands. #// he fell off the face of the earth. labeled missing then found out to be dead. taken off the roster except #// his name pops back into the boyfriend for hire booking app for certain people but the app never keeps record of it #// he's haunting the app. he's appearing before certain people. HE'S DEAD yet you can touch him. he's FREEZING to the touch #// only certain people can he appear before. #// there's no leads in his case by the way. IT'S ALMOST LIKE NOBODY CARES #// which is fucking sad if you think about it. #// his eyes were brown but after his death they've lost all the life. there's NO LIGHT in them #// i had to have one supernatural kind of oc here you need to understand #// i also blame rue for this idea because rue said ghost and I RAN WITH THE IDEA SO FAST #// anyways im rambling holy shit

[radioghosts-freakster]

Selfship blog withdrawals

HHHHHHGGGAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH

#Don't think I have the chutzpah to come back here but the desire to get sucked into a tumblr hole again is real #Thinking is hard when you're mentally ill #And tumblr's great at being a cess pool of internet memes and just... some godawful shit... with a few good things sprinkled in #Namely my friends I made and the endless art y'all make that feeds my soul #But anyways... I keep eyeing this blog and fighting the temptation to return cause I'm actually doing pretty damn good irl rn #Yeah my brainthoughts suck ass but I can actually do other stuff without feeling like I'm missing out on here! That compulsive need is gone! #For now... #Honestly the thing that keeps making me open this app is my comms I'm still waiting on and my curiosity about you guys 🥺💖 #HOW ARE YOU?? WHO ARE YOU SHIPPING WITH?? HAVE I MISSED Y'ALL'S F/O MARRIAGES OR SOME SHIT?? #Also I keep wanting to gush about my loves with everybody again!! I miss being kinda sociable online 🥲 #I miss the interactions and meeting nice ppl #Thank god I made a discord server to keep in touch with those tumblr besties of mine that use it! Otherwise I'd be SO FUCKING SAD 😭😭😭😭 #Anyway... this has been a Random Reffie Ramble/check in!! You can respond to this if ya want to btw! I'd love to hear how things are going! #I may or may not respond! Depends! But I do care and will read every word no matter what!!! /srs #HUGS YOU 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂💖💖💖💖

[ragingtwilight]

Tumblr won't let me tap on notifications to view posts I'm killing so much rn

Please don't make me go to my laptop just let me view from depression bedroom please please please please pleeeease

#noooo dont make me spend 5 seconds opening a tab on laptop instead nooooo #biggest wettest saddest eyes @ tumblr dot com ever but i still refuse to update the app #please my grandma phone can't take it #pretty please with a cherry on topppp i dont wanna bust out the big boy for this one #crying and sobbing pathetic and disgusting tears #this motherfucker struggles just to keep pictures on it please just let me see what my funny mutuals are tagging me in #bwaaahhh #grrr

[clannfearrunt]

iNaturalist come back to me I need to ID some insects

#they’re eating the buffalo bur and that’s ok probably but I need to know if I need to keep an eye out #like. for her health. #APPLE LET ME ROLL BACK APP UPDATES #every plant can do this fundamental process

[ghl-osty]

bye i just lost two years worth of art and $30.00 worth of brushes because i accidentally deleted procreate instead of removing it from my home screen. off i fuck to go live in the woods ig,

#literally sobbing my eyes out rn #procreate #is there a way to fix this????? #i have a project due in a week that i’ve spent a month working on #it’s gone #crying #add this on to the list #my 13th reason #i am so fucking upset #really sad #that app was literally the only thing keeping me going #had an entire storyline on it #now that’s gone too #don NOT ever delete procreate #fuck my life #haha silly #but not very silly

[lolexjpg]

#nascardump #i downloaded the app which is surely a bad sign. JUST TO KEEP AN EYE OUT #ITS FINE NO ONE PANIC #she speaks

[cream-and-tea]

i love love looooove doing whatever tf i want with structure in lay me down BEYOND belief. have just decided that chapter eleven is basically a romcom montage except it’s set in the evil apocalypse library and also there’s no romance and it also uhhhhhhh makes me want to cry ❤️

#was going over the outline i had for this chapter and realized that the only real ‘plot related’ events #happen at the very beginning and end of it. and i got SUPER bummed for a minute there bc i was like. well fuck #now i’ve gotta chop this up and put this stuff in other chapters and do some major restructuring and that SUCKS #then thought about what if i didn’t do that and also thought about all these little mircoscene ideas i keep having that don’t really #fit anywhere that keep ending up on a list in my notes app then a cartoon lightbulb clicked on over my head #and now the ‘heavy’ scenes (ig?) are separated with montage. #and listen. logically. LOGICALLY eye know that it would make more sense to do the restructuring and that my little anecdotes are NOT #reallyyyyy ‘necessary’ at all but i literally found a way to have my cake and eat it to do u really think i’d pass that up #ALSO those scenes are EXTREMELY necessary TO ME #and in the end that’s kinda all that matters god bless. #anyways writing is fun u guys it’s literally so much fun i’m so happy with how this worked out #and if u read through all these tags ilysm. mwah. #wip: ghost story

[keeps-ache]

sigh. alright

#just me hi #i'm rolling up my napsack for emergencies #i will be so deeply upset if it does turn out tumblr will be selling to ai lol #this is my favorite spot.. sigh #oh wells! the top keeps spinning #i think i'll try neocities again >:3 #i quit real hard a couple months ago tho bc it started Really getting into my brain lmao #like to a degree that i personally considering concerning hfvhs #i couldn't sleep i was thinking abt it so hard + i couldn't stop drawing stuff for it and also i had a whole dream about the issues i was #having hfbshfsh #but maybe i'll try again i dunno! #i just have trouble with uploading images so i dunno #i don't think i'll post on insta very consistently ever again lmaooo #sometimes i'm tempted but That Is The Devil Talking #i barely cared abt that app and it still screwed w/ my brain a bit hfsh #idk. maybe deviant ? ik they did the same thing but at least they have opt-out now :^ #plus there's the organizational folders.. i love those things hfvhs #artstreet is very cool very swag but it's imperfect in a couple ways that obstruct it from moving to no. 1 in my eyes lol #hhhhm #really i could just use pillowfort that seems to be pretty similar #but it's not the Same and that'll be what stops me lmaoo #/anyway i'm just talk-talk-talking into open air lol #who knows maybe nothing will happen hbvsh :) #//but ye!! i'm gonna go headbang now Ciiiaooo ~+~ !!

[fierrochaseist4t]

honestly so glad i stopped using twitter as much bc most ppl on there are just genuinely so miserable all the time

#stfu kory #that god forsaken app constantly had me rolling my eyes so hard my head hurt #like what do you mean you're writing a callout thread because someone said something vaguely rude one time #and then you're gonna sit there and tell someone to off themselves bc they pointed out that the context was removed and it was 7 years ago #i literally only have it to keep up with comic updates that's it #also nobody had critical thinking skills or media analysis skills #and pjotwt is an actual disease im not even gonna elaborate on that

[izzy-b-hands]

A few more job applications out today too. Fly little birds and pls bring an offer for something with even a dollar or two higher paycheck, like even more would be best but I know how the market is so. I'm not gonna be picky on that

#text post #i may be stuck in bed yet but i am getting some things done #trying to keep an eye on the survey sites and sending out apps and planning what needs doing otherwise #(dishes downstairs and vacuum upstairs maybe? the cats really hate the vacuum tho so maybe not that) #luckily these were all easier apply with indeed ones those make it so much easier to do this more quickly

[danieljacksonpinchinghisnose]

My current android home set up!

I dont have a problem, you do. ✨️

#I like to keep my phone fairly simplistic #i just figured out how to change icons and i had exactly one idea come to mind lol #i did just add the tumblr app as well and i used a pic of him where his eyes are super blue #obviously #daniel jackson #stargate sg1 #phone aesthetic #oh also the bottom two are my fasting app and finch in case you're curious #nose pinch chronicles

[nhaneh]

I guess spending a cumulative 600+ person-years consistently doing pretty much the complete opposite of what people wanted wasn't really a winning strategy.

#look i dont wish ill upon any of the staff #im sure for many of them its heartbreaking #but also i cant help but roll my eyes at some posts in defence of them #you cant save someone who keeps trying to sink their own ship #like i keep thinking #how many of those person-years was tumblr live #how much money did that mess cost them #how much did it add to the upkeep #how much has been spent on breaking the mobile apps #or wrecking the desktop ui #these are all things they chose to spend time and money on #turns out if you insist on trying to sink your own ship #sooner or later you might actually succeed