#just- aghhhhhhhhhhhh

[slashingdisneypasta]

Erik Destler x Fem!StageActress!Reader || Would Include...

Erik Destler always learning your on-stage romantic interests part totally and then 'dispatching' of the poor guy just before he's meant to go on so he then can always taking his place would include...

Warnings: Contemporary musical references, I don't care, shoot me. Also just basic Erik creepiness; murder and not-super-consensual kissing/touches (dub con at most).

Tagging: @marinerainbow and @masqueradeball .

🥀 Erik falling for you almost the moment you entered the Palais Garnier for the first time. He has no chill, we know this. He's like a Disney Princess. One song and he's fallen hopelessly in love.

🥀 Erik always keeping an eye on the cast lists when they come out- checking who you are and if you have a romantic interest. If you do, that person is now his main target. He may not kill them immediately, he'll wait until the final show on the final night, but there is a big red bullseye on their back now.

🥀 Erik practising 'his' lines (The lines of your on-stage romance) in his sewer room, reciting them to a dummy wearing some... familiar clothing. What? No, he didn't sneak into your chambers in the middle of the night and steal them from you! No, no! Absolutely not!... though you are missing a dress exactly like the one the doll is wearing. *cough*

🥀 Erik treating that doll of you with the utmost care. Almost as much as he'd treat you, the real you, with (Or, how he'd like to treat you. Only the lord knows if Erik could actually be gentle if given the chance to hold you). Its really creepy. Imagine his fingertips only grazing the dolls cheek very gently, but his eyes drift downwards (even though, again, its JUST A DOLL- ITS JUST STUFFING, ERIK!- Y O U ' R E T H E O N E W H O S T U F F E D I T- ) with very desire-filled eyes. Imagine him on one knee before the doll, holding its hand in his, its dead-eyes staring off into space while he professes deep speeches about love that are supposed to be romantic but just come out wrong and infatuated off Erik's tongue. Imagine Erik's hand wandering in the middle of a particularly heated scene; completely lost to his imagination.

🥀 Erik n e v e r, ever stealing the part of a villain. Even if that villain gets much more heated, or charged scenes with you then your actual love interest (Duke Monroth, Professor Callahan, Judge Turpin, Scar, etc). He wants to be your hero. Your prince, your true love.

🥀 Erik watching your every show, in his special box 5, studying you with eyes so hot you swear you can feel them on your skin every night. Paying so close attention, so he knows exactly how to compliment you on stage; how to be your perfect stage partner. This is why your scenes in every last show at the Palais Garnier are so impossibly electrifying to the audience- and, to you.

🥀 Erik allowing your casted partner to appear in the first few scenes with you during that last performance on that last night, so you never really know when its going to stop being the one guy and start being Erik- you're on your toes. Waiting the whole performance for the hand you grab onto to be Erik's. (He's waiting for the perfect moment to step in. The moment when you're really, really in character; lost to your art.)

🥀 Erik being the Christian to your Satine during 'El Tango De Roxanne' (His eyes upon your face. His hand upon your hand. His lips caress your skin. It's more than I can stand), 'Crazy Rolling' (See how I leave with every piece of you. Don't underestimate the things I will do), and 'Your Song Reprise' (Look at me... Satine... Why else live, if not for love?) in Moulin Rouge.

🥀 Erik being the Fiyero to your Elphaba during that super fucking charged 'As Long As You're Mine' scene in Wicked. You know? With you both on your knees on the stage surrounded by dramatic mist and you cant keep your hands off eachother?? *cough cough* I mean, with you both on your knees on the stage surrounded by dramatic mist and Fiyero and Elphaba cant keep their hands off eachother??? XD (Kiss me too fiercely, Hold me too tight; I need help believing, You're with me tonight, My wildest dreamings, Could not foresee, Lying beside you, With you wanting me // Every moment, As long as you're mine, I'll wake up my body, And make up for lost time.)

🥀 Erik being the Prince to your Sleeping Beauty, Snow White during the True Love's Kiss Scene. Oh yes, he definitely goes there. Did you doubt it?

🥀 Erik AS THE BEAST IN 'EVERMORE' TO YOUR BELLE IN BEAUTY AND THE BEAST!!!?

🥀 Erik never appearing at the end of the production to bow- he cant. You know that. So he makes his last moments on stage with you last, because honestly- who knows when the next time will be?? Its not like he can come call on you like a normal person... 🙄he's a dramatic freak. He holds your hand a few moments longer then necessary, or a little tighter. He kisses you one more time even though its not scripted.

🥀 Erik leaving you a bouquet of flowers in your dressing room after that last show on that last night. Signed simply, ceaselessly yours.

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🥀 You tell yourself every time that the show must go on. You tell yourself, that thats why you don't stop it; Don't do anything.

🥀 You are lying to yourself. You cant deny the electricity crackling all over your skin every time you see Erik on stage with you, every time Erik touches you under fake pretences. You've never felt quite the same on stage then when he's there with you; you feel like you're really the characters... and there is nothing on earth like that feeling. No one else can give you this. No one but him.

🥀 You expect it now and anxiously await the moment when your practise partner (Just Erik's understudy. Thats what you're thinking of them now; the men who are actually cast) dematerialises from the stage and its Erik.

🥀 You always leave the flowers from Erik at the grave of the man who died. Its sick, the game (?? habit?? r e l a t i o n s h i p??) you're in, but you cant stop. And you cant apologise, so you can only do this.

🥀 You working extra hard to get lead roles at the Palais Garnier. As soon as one show is over, you have a hunger to do it again. Get another part, get Erik back on that stage with you.

Its like an addiction.

#just- aghhhhhhhhhhhh #being on stage with erik being on stage with erik being on stage with erik- #Erik Destler x Reader #Erik Destler #POTO 1989 #Phantom of the Opera 1989 #Erik Destler 1989 x Reader #Erik Destler 1989

[holmesianpose]

OKAY OKAY I CAN FINALLY GO ON TUMBLR BECAUSE I'VE FINALLY HAD A CHANCE TO WATCH IT

I HAVE SO MANY EMOTIONS BUT RIGHT NOW ALL I CAN SAY IS:

MER STEEEEEDDDEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

😭😭😍🧜🏻‍♂️

#our flag means death #ofmd spoilers #ofmd season 2 #AGHHHHHHHHHHHH #THAT FINAL SEQUENCE #WAS SO BEAUTIFUL #IT WAS JUST AS GOOD AS FIC #😭😭😭

[hedgehogsaretheultimatelifeform]

Prepping for kinktober and realising that Gaz is in literally a fucking third of the prompts

#cod #cod kinktober #kinktober #kinktober prep #cod mw2 #mw2 #Gaz #cod Gaz #kyle gaz garrick #aghhhhhhhhhhhh #it’s okay I love him but how did I fuck up the balance this bad #I guess Gaz is just super fuckable

[shikai-the-storyteller]

Agh

#i talk #aghhhhhhhhhhhh #when I was a little kid I said I never wanted to grow up #and every single day of my frickin life I'm like #''little me you had the right idea'' #o(-( I'm so tired but I unpacked the essentials and cleaned a lot #my hands hurt though #i really need to wear gloves when cleaning they get dry and cracked and it hurts #aghhh #I need to wake up early tomorrow too #I'm so tired man #I just wanna sleep and then write #and sleep some more #But I speedran the move

[skrunksthatwunk]

my roommate's going home for the break so I did drag for the first time in months and may or may not have shed a tear over it. I LOVE DRAG SM I WISH I HAD FACIAL HAIR SO FUCKING BADDD i wish i could live like this all the time... aughhhhhhGGGAAAAAHHHHHHHH

#man maybe it's barely even drag maybe i just like dressing up cute and scratchin a beard on me. actually that is what im doingBUT STILL #stoppp it's unfuckingfairRRRRR #gonna frow up im so mad i cant just get facial hair and nothing else from T #aghhhhhhhhhhhh aaaaaaaa killing killing killing. jesus #whatever. im still so fragile and vulnerable about it i cant just go out like this without the pretense of drag #but man. someday someone will know. #world's luckiest dyke probably and they better so the lameass boyfriend schtick with me or im gonna explode and never be seen again #god. anyways #also i would do an INSANE daigo cosplay. like hair pushed back with the goatee i kinda look like him a little #but my hairs so fluffy right now hehehe i look so boyish and cute waaaaaaaa #anyway

[raidenfanclub]

I beat ffxv

even tho its crazy flawed and so many aspects of it are underwhelming

I really loved it :,,)

the boys made up for so many of the game's shortcomings

anyways dlc time babeeyy

#this game was not supposed to make me cry over A SINGLE LINE #i lost it when noct told the boys that they “are the best” #like it was so sweet WHYD IT MAKE ME CRY ISTG #AGHHHHHHHHHHHH #i love the boys guys like its just oughoughoughouugh #raidenfanclub

[wriochilde]

aha ^^

#MAYOI PLEASE. PLEASE #AGHHHHHHHHHHHH #IM OUT OF DIAMONDS. HELL ON EARTH #PLEASE I JUST WANTED THE MAYOI CARD #finn.txt

[kaionyx]

On my hands and KNEES to be noticed by someone like you, I love the way you write, how you interact with everyone else that sends you their depraved thoughts URGHHHHHHH FUCK MEEEEEEEEE AGHHHHHHHHHHHH <33333

I want to be absolutely ruined by a dom with ur experience ^//////^ may I ask how you treat virgins? Do you ruin them or do you treat them gently?

- 🌻 anon

Oh my haha, that’s adorable the way you get all excited for me. So sweet knowing you crave your first time to be by my hands, especially when you know easily I could get carried away with your fragile body. It’s not my fault when you’re so desperate for me to taint that pretty mind of yours right?

In all honesty, it’s whatever my pet wants. I can be sweet and gentle and guide them through their first pleasures, or I can strip it away from them like they’re some ripe bunny in heat just begging to be mounted and bred after all this time. So I guess the real question is, how bad do you want me to hurt you sweetheart?

#ftm ns/fw #t4t ns/fw #🌻 anon #nsft asks

[anerdyfeminist]

Hey tonight’s the biggest night of my professional career to date and a lot is riding on ME specifically and I’m not freaking out I swearrrrr but just had to vent some nerves here for a sec

AGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅

#my staff has no idea what a worrier I truly am inside bc I am o ne they #look to and count on for shit like this but #y’all KNOW HOW I AM 😂😂 #rb off for obvious reasons but a lil ❤️ always means a sign of support to me #work complaining

[tiana4evahh]

You literally don't know how excited I am to find another Cole x Vania shipper! I'm absolutely thrilled! I seem be finding a lot more lately. So I thought I'd give a shout out of some of them for you!

@only-lonely-stars She has some great fanfics for them! I love her writing! And she is an all around lovely person! :)

@nocturnal-nexu She has some great art for them! And is an absolutely BRILLIANT writer! She's helped me flesh out my ideas many times! She's awesome!

@trashnotfound She recently joined the Cole X Vania fandom too! And is looking for more shippers too! So you might like to say hi to her! She'd probably love to chat!

Oh, and I'm @the-ninjago-historian! Also known as Ink Dragon! (But you can me Inky!) I make all sorts of stuff for this ship! Art, headcanons, even a whole flipping FANSEASON. (I'm obsessed. I know.🤣)

Anyways, hope you have fun in this fandom! If need anything, just let me know! - ✒️🐉

AHHHH OMGKMG

first off; you are so kind for doing that AHHH I’ll definitely be looking at each and everyone of those people!!

second: AGHHHHHHHHHHHH VANILLACAKE SHIPPERS WORJEORJWOJEOWJTBGOWHOWHRIQ

third: I will DEFINITELY chat with all of them and you about conia!! I love that ship sm and tbh for a while I didn’t know people didn’t ship them 😭 so TYSM FOR PUTTING ME IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION!

I’m definitely going to be chexking them out (already did a little too XD)!! Again tysm!!!! ❤️ I’d love to become friends!!!

#Ninjago #lego ninjago #cole brookstone #princess vania #cole x vania #conia ninjago #Conia #vanillacake #cole ninjago #ninjago vania #vanillacakeshipping #I’ve loved ninjago since I was a kid #that should be a tag

[justafanbutcurious]

reminder that you’re amazing and I’m so glad you’re alive and I’m so proud of you for achieving everything you have—even if it isn’t anywhere near as great as you hoped—you’re doing amazing just by trying or even trying to try

(don’t forget to drink enough water and smile and do something you genuinely enjoy <3)

(p.s. if you get this ask sneak into the inboxes of a few other lovely people and fill it up with random questions and statements and chaos because a little something can make someone’s day <3)

Aghhhhhhhhhhhh<333333333333333

[night-unfurls-its-splendour]

Just binged When The Longing Returns and I gotta know, are you still working on it or is it over? Btw I absolutely loved it, everything’s so on point!!!

Aghhhhhhhhhhhh~

First things first, thank you thank you for reading, I'm so happy you're enjoying it 🥰🥰🥰🥰☺️☺️☺️☺️

Yes it's absolutely still going. I'm presently at work on Chapter 8, which I cannot WAIT to share. And there is a lot of exciting stuff in the upcoming chapters. It's not done, not by a long shot and I'm not going to stop until it is. Which won't be for quite some time.

Writing is going a bit slow, because there's so much important stuff being parsed out by these two where we're at. A lot of it is very emotionally complex, especially in this upcoming chapter, so it doesn't flow as easily from brain to page.

But every little scrap of feedback, every ask and comment is a huge boost of motivation for me, so thank you so so much for sending this. And rest assured, much much more is on the way 😊😊😊

#asks #when the longing returns

[a-sexy-asexual-658]

(The Twin Sister) Ruewen Game Night

✨Peaceful Noise✨

Grady: I HATE YOU!!!! (Y/N): Oh well next time DONT STEAL MY MONOPOLY!!! Edaline: (Y/N) give Grady his 200$ you landed in his property. (Y/N): NO! He's in jail! I'm not giving my money to a criminal!! Sophie: That's not how you PLAY!!!! Edaline: Can you stop arguing and give him the money? (Y/N): Stop acting innocent, Mom! Your going to pay for stealing my last railroad!! Sophie: I WISH I WAS NEVER BORN!!! (Y/N): ME TOO!!! YOU THINK I WANTED THIS!!! Grady: AGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! ~ 98 words

Just a random thought.

~Sahiko

#sophie foster #kotlc fanfic #kotlc #kotlc x reader #(y/n) #more to but I'm lazy #keeper of the lost cities #memes

[dinozarr]

varo just asked “what’s a psp?” and i have never felt so old IM MY GODDAMN LIFEEEEEE

like i gasped so loud b4 crying on call like “WTF DO U MEAN WHATS A PSP???? DONT MAKE ME FEEL OLD STFU” AGHHHHHHHHHHHH I CANTNTTNFNT

#† t.akst4z #† z.arrambles #† m.ooties / varbae #THIS MF JUST SET ME BACK 100 YEARS UR FUCKIN LYINGGGGGGGG #OHMYDAYS #LOW IT!!! #LOW ITTTTTT

[glttr-bby]

I’m just feeling kind of

AGHHHHHHHHHHHH

today, you know?

#speaking to the void

[sleepyhomosexual]

IM JUST SO FUCKING SAD OVER GOOD OMENS FUCK FUCK FUCK EVERYTTHINGS SO UGH I JUST NEED THEM HAPPY AND FUCK EVERYTHING AHRHRHHRRHHRHRJHAHGRGHHRHR AGHHHHHHHHHHHH

#WHY #WHY DO I WATCH SAD SHOWS WHEN IM SAD AND THEN I GET MORE SAD